Sending lots of prayers and love your way during
this very sad and difficult time
At Quilts Of Love
WE LOVE YOU !
Many Blessings to you and your family
Hugs
Angel Chris
Chris <wardsweb@earthlink.net>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 10:31 PM CDT
Stopped by to let you know that we are praying for you all. GOD BLESS. Sharing in your pain and emptiness while sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND ARMY.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 8:16 PM CDT
Stopped by to let you know that we are praying for you all. GOD BLESS. Sharing in your pain and emptiness while sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND ARMY.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 8:15 PM CDT
Thinking of you today! I love Baby Jalen's pictures, he is so beautiful!! Have a nice week.
Laura Ladd <www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Orlando, FL - Sunday, October 12, 2003 3:59 PM CDT
Jeanette and Terry, you are still in my prayers. Tonight I met a beautiful little two year old boy named Jalen. I couldn't believe it. Before I heard about your Jalen, I'd never even heard the name before. I know that you are a blessing to many with the crafts. Although I never met your Jalen here on earth, I know he must be special because he comes from such special people.
Blessings,
Adrienne's Mom, Nichelle: http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne <rejoice_first_lady@yahoo.com>
Cedar Park, TX USA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 0:40 AM CDT
Hello Terry and Jeanette, I just wanted to stop by and say hello to you both. I have been so crazy for the past couple of weeks, that I feel bad that I haven't visited in a while! I will be sending out a care package to you for the hospital on Monday, I hope that the children enjoy them! What a wonderful idea you had, Jeanette, you are such an inspiration to me! I think of you often and pray for you too. Wishing only good thoughts to come your way! I'll check in again soon...your friend Deirdre
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford, Ct - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:22 PM CDT
hi Jeanette
i just wanted to thankyou for helping me with my questions the other day in my email. i write back and forth to kim too kody`s mom and at the end of her email she wrote " forever missing angel mitch" and honestly i loved. it gave me this warm feeling... maybe its the forever missing in front of angel mitch.
i thought of you today and just needing to tell you in a big way thankyou from the bottom of my heart.
abbie
«mitchell»
abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
tru, ns can - Saturday, October 11, 2003 9:03 PM CDT
JALEN, IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN BY YOUR PAGE AND ALTHOUGH TIME HAS PASSED, I MISS SEEING YOUR NEW PICTURES AND HEARING ABOUT YOU. YOU WERE SUCH A BLESSING AND I AM SURE YOU WILL BE A BLESSING FOR A LONG LONG TIME. SO MUCH IS BEING DONE IN YOUR NAME. I LOVE YOUR PRETTY NEW BENCH. YOU AND MOMMY WERE GREAT FRIENDS, PLAYMATES AND WILL ALWAYS BE SOULMATES! KATIA SENT SOME BALLOONS UP TO YOU BEFORE WE CAME BACK IN THE HOSPITAL. SHE ACTUALLY SAID, "CHEERS" WHEN SHE SENT THEM UP BUT, HEY SHE IS 3. TODAY SHE BUMPED HEADS WITH ME AND SAID, "CHEERS MOMMY". OKAY IS SHE GOING TO BE A PARTY GIRL? I KNOW YOU ARE KEEPING YOUR EYE ON HER. I CAN JUST FEEL THAT SHE IS PLAYING WITH SOMEONE SOMETIMES CAUSE SHE IS LAUGHING AND HAPPY WHEN BY ALL RIGHTS SHE SHOULD BE BORED. THANK YOU FOR PLAYING WITH HER. I AM SURE YOUR WINGS ARE GROWING BIGGER EACH DAY AND YOUR LITTLE WHITE SUIT IS STILL GLEAMING WHITE!!! WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SWEETY. LOVE, TRACY AND KATIA
KATIA'S PAGE
TRACY AND KATIA
- Saturday, October 11, 2003 6:53 PM CDT
Jeanette,
This is my first time to visit your page. Your baby boy has really touched my heart in the last few minutes that I have been reading the story and about his precious life. He has touched so many lives, so many that you will never know about. I can tell that you are a fighter and a very strong person. I would love to meet you and have loved to met your little angel. I will be praying for you now. My heart goes out to you and your family. Remember to smile because that's what your little angel wants you to do!
Kelly
Columbus, MS - Friday, October 10, 2003 8:27 AM CDT
Good Morning Jeanette & Terry,
Couldn’t wait to tell to this-- had a dream , don’t remember it, but when I woke up the thought of Jalen came to me and I remembered someone or something came to me to tell me Jalen was safe and okay--now walking and very happy, smiling and laughing. This put a smile on my face, for a short time, then the heartache came for you and your family.
I will continue to pray for strength and peace in your hearts.
Now I know you are crying, because I am, so this is for all of us—WILLIE DON’T TOUCH IT.
Love You Long Time,
Mary <docotis13@msn.com>
West Palm Beach, FL US - Friday, October 10, 2003 6:57 AM CDT
Just stopping by to say hello.
Michele
Winona, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:37 PM CDT
I have been following your website for a long time now and have prayed for you and your family everynight. Your son was such a beautiful child and I will forever have his face etched in my mind.
I want you to know how many lives Jalen has touched. I am from New Jersey and recently I was on I95 and was behind a truck that had a memorial sticker in the window honoring your son. I was amazed at how small of a world we really live in when I saw that. It took my breath away to realize that you have such a WIDE NETWORK of people who care. I hope you find comfort in knowing that your son's memory is traveling all over.
Jackie
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:39 AM CDT
Just checking in to let you know I'm thinking about you all. Those are some beautiful photos and I'm glad you're sharing. Stay strong and cherish those beautiful memories!!
Dawn M
Wake Forest, nc - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:27 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your story and photos my eight year old has aml and is in remission and it s great to read stories about other children with the same dioignosise
Nickie Fairfull <fairfull@tpd.com.au>
Toowoomba, QLD Australia - Monday, October 6, 2003 9:23 PM CDT
I met a little boy named Jalen over the weekend. Same age and even looked a little bit like your Jalen. It broke my heart to see this peanut and know that your Jalen should be here playing like that. He was a sweet little guy but could only speak Spanish, no english. I couldn't help but feel a connection to him though.
Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, October 6, 2003 8:35 AM CDT
What a cute little boy!! I have been blessed to see your page! I hope everything is going ok.
Bryanne Weaver <weaverbj@nsuok,edu>
Tahlequah, OK USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 3:51 PM CDT
Many heartfelt prayers were said for you today.
Thinking of you always
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Friday, October 3, 2003 11:13 PM CDT
Jeanette,
I'm thinking of you today, and sending all my positive energy that comfort will wash over you and peace will fill you up! I know that every single day, not just months, is a marking point from when you lost Jalen. But please know today, especially, you are in all my prayers!
Lori Clanton, mom to two <gotchaej@yahoo.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 6:47 PM CDT
To Jalen's family,
I am so sorry that you have lost such a beautiful little boy. I cannot even begin to imagine what you all must be going through right now. I wish I had some word of comfort that I could give to make things better. But I can think of nothing. You will be in my prayers as will Jalen. I know he should be with you, but he is at peace with the lord to watch over you as he plays with the other little angels, who knows, he might have met up with my little Leona, and be praying for my Michelle.
That reminds me, thank you so very very much for checking up on us and signing our guestbook, it means so much to us.
Stay strong
God bless you
love
Jacqui n Michelle
jacqui fray <ladyslix@hotmail.com>
liverpool, United Kingdom - Friday, October 3, 2003 5:03 PM CDT
To Jalen's family,
I am so sorry that you have lost such a beautiful little boy. I cannot even begin to imagine what you all must be going through right now. I wish I had some word of comfort that I could give to make things better. But I can think of nothing. You will be in my prayers as will Jalen. I know he should be with you, but he is at peace with the lord to watch over you as he plays with the other little angels, who knows, he might have met up with my little Leona, and be praying for my Michelle.
That reminds me, thank you so very very much for checking up on us and signing our guestbook, it means so much to us.
Stay strong
God bless you
love
Jacqui n Michelle
jacqui fray <ladyslix@hotmail.com>
liverpool, United Kingdom - Friday, October 3, 2003 5:03 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and always.
Michele <mash128@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Friday, October 3, 2003 12:20 AM CDT
Hi Jeanette, God Bless you for thinking of the kids like that, with arts and crafts, and coloring books. That is SO sweet! These kids are TOO precious! You and your mom are such very special, loving people. It just warms my heart so much. (((((hugs)))))
Bea <bumblebee1955@hotmail.com>
E, PA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 9:19 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette,
Thank u so much for sharing manaswini's story and pictures on the site.
I really appreciate it.. Thanks again..
Take care,
Talk to u soon...
Sandhya <sdontharaju@tycoint.com>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 8:51 AM CDT
Hello, just stopping by to see how you are doing. Loved the new pictures!! Thinking of you!!
Liz Aranda <laranda@technetmedical.com>
Artesia, NM - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:59 AM CDT
Just stopping by to see how you are doing. Those pictures of Jalen and his little friend dancing are the cutest.
Paula (Mitch's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy>
Vancouver, Wa - Monday, September 29, 2003 8:39 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you. Jeanette, you are doing some very wonderful things for some very deserving children. Jalen is so lucky to have you for a mommy!
Michele <mash128@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Monday, September 29, 2003 2:47 PM CDT
Thinking of Jalen today...and just wanted to stop by and wish you all many prayers.
Thank you for always sharing those most precious and tender memories of Jalen..the dancing pictures are absolutly beautiful!!!
Love...Kim
~KODYS STORY~
- Monday, September 29, 2003 2:19 PM CDT
OH Jeanette,
Those are THE cutest pictures!
I was away this weekend but saw Jalen in the butterflies, as if to say everything is fine. I love that feeling and I hope that feeling can bring you some peace. God bless you for doing something VERY special for those sick children.
Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, September 29, 2003 12:33 AM CDT
Terry and Jeanette
Thank you so much for keeping up with Connor, and for continuing to encourage him and all of the other children still fighting. Jalen truly was an angel here on earth, who is now brightening the streets of Heaven. Take care and know that we are praying for you all!
Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mommy
Connor's web page
**Hugs and Hope** Rhabdomyosarcoma relapse
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN **God Bless the USA and our Leaders and Troops!** - Monday, September 29, 2003 10:43 AM CDT
Thinking and checking on you all often. Best wishes on your new project. Its wonderful that you have stayed involved.
Denise Roberts (caringbridge.org/ny/missaroberts) <dndtwins1@usadatanet.net>
Bridgeport, NY USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 7:44 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I think of you often. Glad the walk went so well. Take care.
Noreen in Maine <talkntalkn@aol.com>
- Monday, September 29, 2003 0:36 AM CDT
Jeannette;
The name Jalen--Oh My Gosh!!! I think of it and see a beautiful little angel boy with the most beautiful little face. I was in the grocery store the other day and somebody yelled out the name and automatically, your baby boy's face just invaded my head and my heart and stayed there. I couldn't get it out of my head if I wanted to, but I didn't want to. I check on you all alot, but don't sign enough. I am thinking of you all and especially of Jalen. My love and prayers to you.
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, September 29, 2003 0:10 AM CDT
Jeanette- You are correct- the memory endures- and you will see your baby again. Of that, I am certain! Love to you, Laura
ca/coltonmeyer
- Sunday, September 28, 2003 10:22 AM CDT
Dear Jeanette, I found Jalen's site through Katia's. Please accept my sincere condolences on the physical loss of your precious son. We lost our 2 yr. old granddaughter Nov. 29,2001 from AML. I'm sure Jalen and Cheanelle have become Angel friends. Please know he will always be around you. God bless you and your wonderful family.
Love from Karen
Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Saturday, September 27, 2003 10:17 PM CDT
hi
those 3 pictures on your journal are just precious. im glad you shared that story with us.think thinking of you often
abbie
mitchell`s site
abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
- Saturday, September 27, 2003 3:24 PM CDT
Terry, thanks so much for keeping in touch with us. You, as well as I, know how important support and encouragement are at a time like this. GOD BLESS. ANGEL JALEN MUST BE SO PROUD OF HIS AM-MAW!!! Keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers while sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 7:28 PM CDT
Not a day goes by that Jalen, and your family, doesn't cross my mind - especially when I see a duck. I am glad that the walk went well. I sure hope that one day soon we will be rejoicing about a CURE. Thinking of, and praying for you always.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 9:30 PM CDT
Hello Terry and Jeanette, I just want to say that I am very proud of you guys for doing such an awesome tribute to your precious Jalen. It's nice to hear that the Walk went so well. I wish I could have walked with you both, but I was thinking of you all and keeping you in my prayers! What a sight that must have been, seeing all those balloons going up in the air? How many people turned out would you say? Well, I have to say a BIG sorry to you, I promised some coloring books to you a few weeks ago, and have to admit that I haven't sent them yet! Please forgive me, I will be sending them out this weekend. I started my radiaition last week, and not feeling the best. I'm not making excuses for myself, but I really haven't felt the best. So I promise, I'll send them out on Sat. after work. I hope the children at the hospital enjoys them. Please let me know if I can do anything else. May God wrap you in His loving arms, and keep you comforted. Terry, thanks for checking in on me, I was so delighted to have read your entry. Your new friend, Deirdre
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford, CT - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 7:57 PM CDT
Hi Terry and Jeanette.
Have a nice day.
I pray for you every night before bed.
<3
Nicole
www.caringbridge.org/ca/princessnicole
Nicole <princessnicole92@juno.com>
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 11:55 AM CDT
I found Jalen's site through Savannah's.
I will add you to my prayers. Thank you for sharing your little Angel Jalen's light.
Tami (Celeste's mom - http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/celeste) <blessingsbyceleste@hotmail.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 0:24 AM CDT
Glad the walk went so well. The banner was precious.
Michele
Winona, MN - Monday, September 22, 2003 2:52 PM CDT
Hi Terry and Jeanette.
It is Nicole.
I wanted to come by and say hi.
Talk to you later.
I pray for you every night.
<3
Nicole
www.caringbridge.org/ca/princessnicole
Nicole <princessnicole92@juno.com>
- Monday, September 22, 2003 11:51 AM CDT
hi you all,
YOU ALL DID A WONDERFUL JOB FRI. NITE. I WAS HONORED TO WALK WITH ALL of you. I LOVE YOU LOADS AND THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU. LISA LIVER
LISA LIVERGOOD <PUREPLUMBING@AOL.COM>
LANTANA , FL PALM BEACH - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:46 AM CDT
Our prayers for peace are with you.
Sincerly,
Kaitlin
www.caringbridge.org/wa/kaitlin
Jenni - Kaitlin's mom <jandj20@hotmail.com>
Coupeville, WA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 11:17 PM CDT
Terry and Jeanette, Thank you so much for always checking up on little Katia and me. You are such a huge part of our lives. Thank you for putting Katia's name on the banner:) That is so loving of you to do. Jeanette and Terry, I pray for you so much because I know everytime you turn around, Jalen comes to your mind. I only knew Jalen for a few months and I think about him at least 30 times a day or more. I know that it just must be overburdening you sometimes. Always pray for peace in your heart and I pray Jalen can visit your dreams, nightly. God bless you:) Love, Tracy
~~Katia's Site (Leukemia AML-Relapsed 8-26-03)
Fighting to win!!!~~
Tracy and Katia
- Sunday, September 21, 2003 2:07 PM CDT
"Light the Night" looks like it was a great success.
Jalens banner was beautiful. Thank you for keeping us up to date and for finding the time to come by and sign other Guestbooks. GEMMA'S JOURNAL
Sandra
Sicily. Italy - Sunday, September 21, 2003 1:12 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette and Terry,
You have done a great job with the banner... The picture looks really good... I am sure it must have been a very emotional evening for u.
Well done!!!
Love, Sandhya <sdontharaju@tycoint.com>
Boca Raton, fl us - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:34 AM CDT
Hi Jeanette and Terry,
You have done a great job with the banner... The picture looks really good. I am sure it must have been a very emotional evening for u.
Well done!!!
Love, Sandhya <sdontharaju@tycoint.com>
Boca Raton, fl us - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:33 AM CDT
Thank you for updating us. What a beautiful son. How wonderful that he is now pain free with THE son. I follow your website every day.
Someone who is praying for you!
- Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:16 PM CDT
Hello Jeanette your mom Terry signed my daughter Nicole's guestbook and we emailed her telling her we were going to come and visit you here. I am very happy you had a nice vacation and I am happy someone helped you go on that vacation. Aren't friends and family great? We will come back to visit again sometime. Hugs & Kisses, Jamie & Nicole
www.caringbridge.org/ca/princessnicole
Jamie & Nicole <princessnicole@juno.com>
Duarte, CA USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:32 PM CDT
Hello dear ones...
Island Princess here from Quilts Of Love. I stopped by to leave you some Angel Hugs. So happy you had a nice weekend.
God Bless,
Island Princess
Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com>
- Friday, September 19, 2003 5:34 PM CDT
Jeanette, Dale and Terry,
Here's hoping you have a good weekend. God bless.
Love, Deirdre
- Friday, September 19, 2003 3:45 PM CDT
Nice to hear you had a vacation. I check on you often altho don't always write. Sending love, support & prayers from Maine.
Noreen <talkntalkn@aol.com>
Newburgh, Me - Friday, September 19, 2003 4:21 AM CDT
It was nice to hear you had a nice vacation. Your sweet little Jalen was with you, in your hearts! You are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 10:05 PM CDT
C Bruce--Thank you SOOOOO much for all the crafting items you sent us yesterday! Jeanette was so amazed and happy as she opened everything and now she can't wait to go to the hospital and start crafting with the children. Your kindness is SO appreciated!
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, September 18, 2003 8:00 AM CDT
Hi Jeanette,
I'm glad you and Dale had a good vacation...I think of you guys often and of precious Angel Jalen too. He is definitely watching over you in everything that you do. He is always with you. Stay strong!
~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~
Love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 7:46 PM CDT
How nice you got to get away, even if you did miss your angel being with you. He would want you to enjoy life. We all know you won't ever forget him and that he will be with you always. God bless.
Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 12:59 AM CDT
So good to here that you and Dale were able to get away and take a much needed vacation, one that you all most definitely deserve! I know it would have been better to have Jalen there physically, but you know he was indeed there spiritually. I hope the days will continue to get a little easier for you all. You are truly wonderful people. Remember that Jalen is taking care of you and keeping you strong. Peace and comfort to you all!
Michele <mash128@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 1:45 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette,
I felt really happy reading u r entry today.
Take care of ur self..
Sandhya, Manaswini's Mom <sdontharaju@tycoint.com>
Boca Raton, FL US - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:35 AM CDT
Praying for peace and serenity for you all - sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:23 PM CDT
I think this is a wonderful way to remember loved ones who have passed away. I also think it is a great way to let others know about cancer. All of you are in my heart and prayers.
Regan
USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 3:07 PM CDT
Thank you SO MUCH Jennifer! You can send them to me at: Jeanette Snyder, 161 Seminole Lakes Drive, Royal Palm Beach, FL 33411.
Jeanette Snyder <tru2200@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Monday, September 15, 2003 1:52 PM CDT
I would love to send some arts & crafts things in. Where can I send them to?
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 9:38 AM CDT
Hello Jeanette, I have visited your site before, and your Mom has even written a few times. You are truely an inspiration to me! I can't imagine what your thoughts were entering the hospital that Little Jalen was in and going back for a visit! Your a gracious woman with a very loving heart and I am certain that Jalen was very lucky to have you as his Mommy. After reading your update, I will be sending you some coloring books and crayons for the children who are still in the hospital. I wish I could do more, but I just finished my chemo and now starting my radiation for 8 weeks, so I haven't been working alot. You see, I'm a hairdresser, and if I don't work, I don't get paid:( I will put those in the mail to you this week and I hope that the children will enjoy them:) I pray for you and your mother and Little Jalen. He is a beautiful angel!!! May God bless you and keep visiting the children, they will always put a smile in your heart! Your new friend, Deirdre
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford, Ct - Sunday, September 14, 2003 8:08 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say hello to Jalen's family and to let you know that I'm still thinking about you. I was just at Katia's site and it sounds like they were so happy to meet Jalen's Ma-Maw (not sure if I spelled that right!!).
Take care!
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:13 AM CDT
Jeanette, I visit you sight all the time, and you've truly touched my life! I tell everyone about your story and have cried countless tears right hear in my office for you and your family. I pray for you every night and think of you constantly. I got your page from Katia's and was so taken back by it, that I was literally bawling at work. As a mother I know that nothing would ever take the place of that void in your life. You truly have made a difference in my life, and was taken back to know how young you are, I'm 26 by the way and have a 3 year old little boy named Jayton and I'm constantly worried of what the future might bring. He's my life. I've read back on your journal history and know that I would have the same emotions that you, it's like I can feel it, it's so weird I can't explain it. I listen to a song by "Mercy Me" called "I can only imagine" and think of you and feel like Jalen is so lucky to be in Heaven and be with Jesus our Heavenly Father. If you haven't heard the song, I highly recommend it. I apologize for rambling. It's taken so long for me to finally write, because I couldn't see through my tears. Take care and God Bless!! Always!!
Liz Aranda <laranda@technetmedical.com>
Artesia, NM USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 5:45 PM CDT
I am glad you had a nice time at the hospital. And what a caring person you are to go back and try to help the other children there. I am so sorry to hear about the conditions the children are dealing with. Just wanted to check in and see how you were. God Bless.
Chuson (www.caringbridge.org/tx/jeffrey)
Arlington, TX USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 9:34 AM CDT
I am glad you are finding comfort - no matter where it is!!
You are in my thoughts!!
HUGS and love,
Samantha <sletoile@msn.com>
Barrie, ON Canada - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:47 AM CDT
I am still praying for you and your family. I lost my aunt to cancer this morning. She was so precious and so beautiful. She had a special place in her heart for every child. I'm sure she's in heaven now helping to take care of Jalen. Maybe Jalen and my aunt's son are playing together. Jalen is in good hands with my aunt, and most importantly with JESUS. I'm sure she'll take good care of him until you can be with him again someday. All my love to your entire family. HUGS and GOD bless.
Katie <stones_throw_girlie@excite.com>
IN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 4:57 PM CDT
Hi I just wanted to come in and say goodnight. I know my message is late today sorry I was at school then went to work then went to my moms work then came home and now here I am. It is after eleven pm here so I am going to make this short. I want to let you know I pray for you all the time. I will talk to you tomorrow. Love and hugs, Jessica
Jessica
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 1:24 AM CDT
hello
i've just been going through some of jalens web page, what a beautiful little boy, tears of joy and sorrow are now streaming down my face. Just really wanted to say hi and let you know that were thinking of you, and hoping as each day pass's things will get better for you,
gill
taupo, new zealand - Monday, September 8, 2003 10:11 PM CDT
Jeanette, I bet Jalen smiles from ear to ear everytime you cross his mind (which is all day). You are a wonderful mom and woman. Your compassion is just awesome and the things you do are full of love. I am glad you find comfort at the hospital. I know what you mean. You were there so much that everything becomes so familiar and "normal" and your form relationships closer than most family. I think of you all the time and I think of Jalen throughout the days. Love, Tracy
~~Katia's Site~~
Tracy and Katia
- Monday, September 8, 2003 6:09 PM CDT
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers, and I love the pictures on Jalen's page...so beautiful! Ryan relapsed so we are in Houston now, looking at a second transplant. I will keep checking in, thanks for the updates!
Laura Ladd <MousieLadd@aol.com (www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan)>
Orlando/Houston, FL/TX - Monday, September 8, 2003 12:42 AM CDT
Jeanette,
It was so great to read your update...I know Jalen would be so proud of how strong you are. I think of you and your precious angel so often...I miss him so much too.
~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~
Love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:58 AM CDT
Jeanette,
Hey there! How are you doing? I am glad to hear that you had a good time visiting old friends at the hospital. You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:33 AM CDT
C Bruce...Thank you SO much! You can send the supplies to me and then I can be sure that the pediatric oncology floor gets them. Jeanette Snyder, 161 Seminole Lakes Drive, Royal Palm Beach, FL 33411. Again...thanks for your kindness.
Jeanette <tru2200@aol.com>
- Monday, September 8, 2003 4:35 AM CDT
WAS JUST WONDERING WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE THE ARTS AND CRAFTS SUPPLIES SENT TO. I HAVE HAD A GIRL SCOUT TROOP FOR MANY YEARS AND HAVE SOME EXTRA THINGS AROUND THE HOUSE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO DONATE. PLEASE POST AN ADDRESS.
C BRUCE
WESTFIELD, MA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 11:41 PM CDT
im so glad i came in and read your journal today.the first time i was in the hospital after mitch passed away i cried almost the whole time...i am going back on wednesday and i will keep you in my thoughts to get me threw the day.
mitch`s site
abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
n.s canada - Sunday, September 7, 2003 9:43 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette and Angel Jalens MawMaw!
Good afternoon. I want to tell you a story about a little butterfly just like this one ok?
Roger Dean Kiser
Butterflies
There was a time in my life when beauty meant something special to me. I guess that would have been when I was about six or seven years old, just several weeks or maybe a month before the orphanage turned me into an old man.
I would get up every morning at the orphanage, make my bed just like the little soldier that I had become and then I would get into one of the two straight lines and march to breakfast with the other twenty or thirty boys who also lived in my dormitory.
After breakfast one Saturday morning I returned to the dormitory and saw the house parent chasing the beautiful monarch butterflies who lived by the hundreds in the azalea bushes strewn around the orphanage.
I carefully watched as he caught these beautiful creatures, one after the other, and then took them from the net and then stuck straight pins through their head and wings, pinning them onto a heavy cardboard sheet.
How cruel it was to kill something of such beauty. I had walked many times out into the bushes, all by myself, just so the butterflies could land on my head, face and hands so I could look at them up close.
When the telephone rang the house parent laid the large cardboard paper down on the back cement step and went inside to answer the phone. I walked up to the cardboard and looked at the one butterfly who he had just pinned to the large paper. It was still moving about so I reached down and touched it on the wing causing one of the pins to fall out. It started flying around and around trying to get away but it was still pinned by the one wing with the other straight pin. Finally it's wing broke off and the butterfly fell to the ground and just quivered.
I picked up the torn wing and the butterfly and I spat on it's wing and tried to get it to stick back on so it could fly away and be free before the house parent came back. But it would not stay on him.
The next thing I knew the house parent came walking back out of the back door by the garbage room and started yelling at me. I told him that I did not do anything but he did not believe me. He picked up the cardboard paper and started hitting me on the top of the head. There were all kinds of butterfly pieces going everywhere. He threw the cardboard down on the ground and told me to pick it up and put it in the garbage can inside the back room of the dormitory and then he left. I sat there in the dirt, by that big old tree, for the longest time trying to fit all the butterfly pieces back together so I could bury them whole, but it was too hard to do. So I prayed for them and then I put them in an old torn up shoe box and I buried them in the bottom of the fort that I had built in the ground, out by the large bamboos, near the blackberry bushes.
Every year when the butterflies would return to the orphanage and try to land on me I would try and shoo them away because they did not know that the orphanage was a bad place to live and a very bad place to die.
Isn't that sad that the man would always kill the butterflys. Butterflys are great and so pretty. I feel so bad for the butterflys I had to share this store with you.
Love and Hugs, Jessica
Visit Jessica 21 yr old mild cerebral palsy, a.d.d., perceptionally impaired, and suffers from depression
Jessica
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:56 PM CDT
Hello to Jalen's family. I wanted to stop by and see how you are doing. I can't even imagine how difficult it must be. I am greatful that Jalen's Mommy is able to go to the hospital, but also saddened by what you describe. Hopefully some people will be able to donate some things to these precious children.
I would also like to wish Jalen's Am-Maw (did I spell that right?!) a Happy Grandparents Day today. You deserve a special day.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, September 7, 2003 12:06 AM CDT
Hello Jeannie I am very happy you are able to go to the hospital Jalen use to go to. That is a way of showing your love for the hospital and I am sure they appreciate it just as much as you do. Did you know you could go to the dollar store and they have really nice arts and craft things there? Tell the hospital that ok? They also have coloring books and big kid toys and little kid toys too.I plan on visiting your page daily and I am praying for you at this time. I just saw Jalens slideshow it is very touching. He was a very special baby boy huh? I hope you find peace in knowing he is in heaven being watched by God and also I asked my dad to watch himin prayer last night. My dad died in 1999 from heart complications/heart attack. I need to get ready for work soon. Have a nice day. Love and Hugs, Jessica
Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.net ~www.geocities.com/barbiegirljessica2003~>
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 9:32 AM CDT
Hi Angel Jalen's mawmaw Terry I saw the message you wrote about the picture I put in katia's guestbook. If you would like I would love to leave nice messages and pictures in angel Jalen's guestbook for you to see too. Let me know ok? Love and hugs, Jessica
www.geocities.com/barbiegirljessica2003
Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.net>
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 1:10 AM CDT
Hello Jeanette, just checking in on you...I am glad to know that you are able to make it back to that special place at St. Mary's. I know how hard it can be, but also good for the soul. I am sure that Jalen looks down upon you and smiles and says, "that's my Mom, making those kids smile!" I am saddened to read of the lack of crafty things for the kids, I have heard of the awful conditions in that place where they are for now...take good care, and I will see you at the Light the Night Walk. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 9:51 PM CDT
Thinking of Angel Jalen today....
Love....
Kim
~KODYS STORY~
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 10:32 AM CDT
Praying for peace and serenity - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Friday, September 5, 2003 10:25 PM CDT
We are deeply saddened by your loss and hope that your own grief will be lessened and that you will find comfort in knowing that your little angel is with Jesus. You are a Saint for loving and taking such good care of your gift that God gave you. May you never lose the memories. You are and will remain in our prayers.
The Taft Family <Taft8@aol.com>
Tampa, Fl USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 5:24 PM CDT
Am-Maw and Mama of beautiful Angel Jalen,
Hope all is as well as can be expected. I see you both supporting other families in their fight and I think you are just the bravest people I know. I KNOW it means a lot to those people. Take care.
Love, Deirdre
- Friday, September 5, 2003 7:35 AM CDT
I Cry not for you, but I Cry for me.
I Cry not because you are gone from me, But because you left me behind.
I Cry because, I don't know the beauty and love that you feel and see.
I Cry not because I think your sad, but because I am sad.
I Cry not because the love is gone, but I Cry because my love for you is so strong.
I Cry for me because I wasn't quite ready to give you up.
I Cry not because your not here with me, but because I'm not there with you.
I Cry not that your soul was lifted up to heaven.
I Cry because you left us here on this earth so full of emptiness without you.
I Cry for me every time I think of you.
I Cry for your Dad and your Brother.
I Cry for all of those who loved you so dearly.
I Cry not for you, for where you are.
I Cry for us, for where we are, and that we are not with you. Every tear drop that falls from my eyes, are tears of joy and of gladness that you were such a wonderful part of my life.
I Cry not to be with you, to experience the beauty, the splendor, and the abundance of things wonderful. To know what it's like for everything to be simply perfect.....................
by: Nancie L.White Walkinbeauty
I got this from a message board. One of the beautiful ladies said this was in her grandsons guest-book and posted it for us. I thought I would share it. I know nothing can ever ease your pain. But, I wanted to share it anyway.
Prayers, Hugs and Love to you from us.
And Thank-you to your mom for visiting Aizees page. It is very appreciated!
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 5, 2003 1:05 AM CDT
I am sooo very sorry for you loss. I have read you past journal entries and have used many, many kleenexes in the process!!
I hope you are finding a little peace and remeber your angel with smiles instead of tears.
Thank you for being brace enough to share your story.
HUGS and love,
Samantha <sletoile@msn.com>
Barrie, ON Canada - Thursday, September 4, 2003 3:07 PM CDT
Hello Terry, I just wanted to stop by and say a quick hello from Ct. I read the entry about Katia and am praying so hard for her and her family! They have been on my mind for a while and you have too. I saw the Angel Statue with little Jalen's and Seth's names on it! What a beautiful tribute to these little angels!!! I pray for peace to be in your family. Your new friend, Deirdre P.S. I'll check in on you soon:)
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford , Ct - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:58 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop in and see how you are doing - I loved your post and memories of Jalen - thanks so for sharing - hugs Angel Toto
Angel Toto
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 0:52 AM CDT
IM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS,IM CRYING WITH YOU TRUST ME.I HAD SEEN YOUR BABYS WeBSITE BEFORE HE PASSED HE IS SO SWEET.I HAVE A SON WITH LEUKEMIA
TOO (all). AGAIN IM SOO SORRY YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOREVER!!!
SUSAN GARDINER <gardiner.d.s@sbcglobal.net>
massillon, ohio usa - Monday, September 1, 2003 4:00 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that we share your pain and emptiness! I know exactly how you feel and I am still waiting for that first visit from ANGEL COLBY. "GOD BLESS" Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:24 AM CDT
Hi, I just wanted to say hi, I can't ever visit this site without crying. I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to understand your pain. Jalen was such a cutie.
Paula (Mitch's mom) & Matthew <www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy>
vancouver, wa usa - Sunday, August 31, 2003 7:36 PM CDT
Hello Terry, I just found your web site from Katia's. I am so very sorry about the loss of your precious Jalen. He is a beautiful little man and I know that our Father in Heaven has a special place for him. When you hear the birds chirp, the sun rise, the gentle breeze around you, know that it's Little Jalen saying "Mommy, it's me, don't worry I have wings now and nothing will ever be wrong with me again! I am a perfect little angle in God's big house"! I am a woman who was diagnosed w/ breast cancer, went through 6 rounds of chemo, 6 operations since March, and will do 8 weeks of radiation starting Wed. Sept 4,2003. My sister, Mary Lou, checks on a few of the caringbridge sights, and really took it hard about Jalen. He is only a baby!!! My web site is www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre please feel free to sign my book, I would really love to hear from you! Please know that I am praying for strength and know that our Lord will never leave you or forsake you! (Jer 29:11). Terry, I can't imagine what you've been through, I just pray that you keep your faith, and wish you MANY MANY kisses from your precious Jalen. Your new friend....Deirdre
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford , Ct - Saturday, August 30, 2003 2:20 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 4:03 AM CDT
hi
i feel like i have been in your site a 100 times but never write in the guestbook.im sorry... i have read all about jalen what a sweetie. i lost my son in april of this year and its been so hard but help from friends family and the support of the poeople here in cb have made me feel some what ok knowing there reading all about mitch..just like we all read about jalen. take care
mitch`s site
abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
truro, ns canada - Friday, August 29, 2003 3:21 PM CDT
Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger2002@yahoo.com>
Jackson, Mi - Friday, August 29, 2003 1:30 AM CDT
Terry,
Thank you so much for your kind words to Jessica’s, Jessica and Elijah are doing much better. I will be taking Jessica to Jackson Memorial in Miami for a follow-up in the morning.
Our hearts and prayers go out to you and your family, keep your faith in our Lord. May Jalen's kisses fall upon your face and comfort your heart each and every night as you sleep.
God Bless
Mike & Liz Cox <MrB1ke@aol.com>
Lantana, FL - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 11:26 PM CDT
I wish upon a star... Got bless you and keep you strong
Pete Santiago <Peter.Santiago@macdill.af.mil>
Valrico, FL 33594 - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 1:41 PM CDT
He only takes the best...
God saw he was getting tired,
And a cure was not to be.
So he put His arms around him,
And whispered, "Come with me".
With tear filled eyes we watched him
suffer and fade away,
Although we loved him deeply,
We could not make him stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
hard-working hands put to rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
-Author Unknown
Tracy <www.caringbridge.com/mn/eric.applen/>
Anoka , MN - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 1:49 AM CDT
Jeanette, beautiful words. I cannot imagine the night time and what you must feel. I pray for you and I pray God will bless you with peace and many happy dreams. I think one thing I love most about Katia, is her pucker. So that really touched me when you said he kissed you. Love,Tracy
~~Katia's Site~~
Tracy and Katia
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 1:16 PM CDT
Jeanette,
Yes, your mom is wonderful to update and sign so many other guestbooks. Even so, I'm glad to read one from you. How is the counciling going? I can't imagine how hard this all must be and know you'll be grieving for a lifetime. My hope is it gets easier and that God grants you peace.
Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 11:37 AM CDT
I wanted to add something - I have tell you how beautiful I think Jalen's pictures are - you can see his sweetness and bravery shining through - what courage to go through the treatment and keep smiling - what a wonderful boy.
Frieda Cramer
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:56 AM CDT
Hello Dear Family.....
Angel Island Princess from Quilts Of Love here sending my thoughts and prayers to you today. I come here quite often to see how you both are doing. Please know that your family here at QOL think of you often and little Jalen. We just want you to know "we care".
Sincerely,
Island Princess
Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com>
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:53 AM CDT
To Jalen's loving family - I lost my beloved grandson Quince to AML just before his first birthday this year, so I truly know what you went through. I know the Lord has these angels in His keeping and pray that He heal our hearts and let us have the courage to go on and help find a cure for this vicious disease. Bless you.
Frieda Cramer
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:47 AM CDT
I can't imagine how much you hurt. I hope things get better for you. Your son is so gorgeous! love, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Sunday, August 24, 2003 11:37 PM CDT
Dear Terry and Jeanette;
I've been on Jalen's site quite a few times; I thought I had signed but I can't remember if I did or not. I always come back to see the beautiful pictures of Jalen. What a smile!!! What a sweet little angel boy and I hurt for you so much. I am praying for you and thinking of you and of little Jalen, I can't even tell you how much. Please take care of yourselves.
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Sarasota, Florida - Sunday, August 24, 2003 10:45 PM CDT
Dear Terry and Jeanette, There isn't a day that goes by that Jalen is not on my mind. He loved everybody he was around and I'll alway's remember how he wanted to come to me and show him around wherever we were at the time. I loved the way he used to fall asleep on Bruces'stomach. I loved everything he done and feel cheated by him leaving us because I know we all could have learned alot from him. I love you all. Papa
Louis Dodaro <Navylou1925@aol.com>
Boca Raton, Fl. USA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 10:33 AM CDT
Continuing to think of your family and precious Jalen. Your work on the walk sounds wonderful. What a tribute to a beautiful little boy, and such help for those that have, or are going through, such difficulties.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, August 24, 2003 6:34 AM CDT
Terry, i just wanted to come by and say thanks for checking on Jackson. I know how hard it must be for you. As I read your entry, I am reminded of my 3 year old grand-daughter who calls me "maw maw". It would break my heart to never hear her call me that again. Take care..
VISIT JACKSON'S PAGE
Kristal Dickson <kdickson39@aol.com>
Wilmer, Al USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 11:01 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop by and say hello. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Friday, August 22, 2003 1:38 PM CDT
Am-Maw, Jeanette and Dale,
In my thoughts and prayers daily. I wish for you a good weekend. Lots of love!
Deirdre
- Friday, August 22, 2003 9:21 AM CDT
Hi Terry & Jeanette,
Just wanted to say hi...praying for you guys always...
~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~
Love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, August 22, 2003 7:46 AM CDT
Thank you for coming by my Site.
I am so sorry for little Jalen,it's just not fair, is it?
I sometimes wonder why I 'made it? and others don't. I didn't deserve it more than the others. Suppose we'll never know.
I am very lucky but always am so sad when I hear of the others.
My mum has been reading about Jalen for many months. Knows all about him.
Hope you can find some peace in future days.
love Gemma
GEMMA'S JOURNAL
Gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily, Italy - Thursday, August 21, 2003 2:56 PM CDT
Hi-just stopping in to see how you are doing. Thanks for visiting my son Mitch's web page. I hope you are hanging in there. I had a dream last night that we lost Mitch and it was the worst dream I have ever had. I am so sorry that you lost your little boy. I can't even find words to express my sadness. Please know people are praying for you and your family.
Paula (Mitch's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 11:24 AM CDT
Jeanette and Terry, Please know you both are always in my prayers. I cannot imagine how this is feeling to you but I can only pray that God gives you moments of peace. For a long time I have always looked at picture taking as putting memories in albums. I am glad I have always done that because there are times it just feels good to look back and smile and really lose myself in those albums. Those were times when I didn't have all these worries. When I begin to feel the least bit sorry for myself I just thank God that I have Katia with me still. I know this may not last forever and that is just something that is reality and it hurts but I also know that nobody is promised tomorrow. My kids aren't promised they will have me or Myron around a year from now. Life has taken on a whole new meaning. I admire you for being so involved in helping to find a cure. Most people would just throw their hands in the air but you are not. You know what it is to face this horror and you are helping those who sadly WILL be diagnosed, today, tomorrow or a week or year from now. Everyday brings us closer to a cure. My prayer? That cure will be in Katia's lifetime. I am just so sorry it wasn't ready for Jalen. That little man really brought smiles to my face and really tugged on my heart. Your family is very special to me and always will be. Love, Tracy
~~Katia's Site~~
Tracy and Katia
- Tuesday, August 19, 2003 6:19 PM CDT
I came across your site from another CaringBridge site. I am so very sorry for your loss. Jalen's pictures are beautiful, I am sure he was a joy. Please know that you and your family are on my heart and in my thoughts. I will pray for you always.
A stranger who is praying for you
- Friday, August 15, 2003 10:15 PM CDT
I am sorry for what you have had to go through. What a beautiful site for your baby... take care, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Friday, August 15, 2003 11:07 AM CDT
Am-Maw, Jeanette and Dale,
Stop by several times a day for an update. Curious about how the counciling is going etc. I love to come by and look at Jalen's picture in Jesus' arms. God bless.
Love, Deirdre
- Friday, August 15, 2003 9:44 AM CDT
Touch Of An Angel
I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."
To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.
I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,
The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.
And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.
This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.
I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you.
All material copyright @Judy Van Meter
You are in my heart and prayers. If you ever need someone to talk to or lean on, please email me. May God draw near and give you strength and hope and allow you to feel the touch of your angel.
Love and hugs
Judy
Website: http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 15, 2003 6:49 AM CDT
Terry: Just peeking in on you. Please know that you all continue to be in my prayers.....I'm sure Jalen and Meghan are dancing and shaking their booties all around Heaven...much to the delight of all the other angels who have joined them and those who went before them.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 7:49 PM CDT
Jeanette, Terry and Dale,
Hi I was just checking in to see how things are going and how you are coping. We pray for you every night to find peace and strength to get through each day. God Bless you always,
Kathy
Kathy <imprintsoffice@aol.com>
PA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 10:45 PM CDT
Thinking about you all!!!!!!!!!!
Dawn M
wake forest, nc - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 7:08 PM CDT
Oh how my heart just breaks each and every time I stop by. I don't know how you all do it, but I know you are all so strong. The slideshow is wonderful! So precious. I continue to pray and think of you all. I know Jalen is always with you!
Michele <mash128@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 1:38 PM CDT
"Am-maw", Jeanette and Dale,
Tuesday again, I know they are rough for you. Stopping by and saying a prayer.
Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, August 12, 2003 7:46 AM CDT
Dear Jeanette, I wanted to stop by and say hello. I was thinking about you...take good care, Much love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Tuesday, August 12, 2003 0:17 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that I think of you each day. I know that you miss your beautiful baby boy terribly. I pray daily for you and that adorable angel Jalen. As others have said, your graphics are very moving.
Peace and God Bless!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Monday, August 11, 2003 8:51 PM CDT
I read quite a few Caringbridge sites, including yours and that slideshow you've added is beautiful. It's difficult to watch just because you're beautiful son is no longer physically here. It's a really great tribute to him. I have a "healthy" 2 year old daughter and it's people like you that teach me to NEVER take her or her health for granted. I thank you for that!
Danielle
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Monday, August 11, 2003 6:05 PM CDT
I have been to Jalen's page before but never signed. Tonight I decided to let you know that I was here. I hope the therapy will be beneficial. It is so important to learn how we must go on after the death of a loved one.And I know from experience that it is not an easy thing to do. I pray that god will give your family the strength that you need.
VISIT JACKSON'S PAGE
Kristal Dickson <kdickson39@aol.com>
Wilmer, Al USA - Sunday, August 10, 2003 10:16 PM CDT
Just wanted to come watch the slideshow again. That is so sweet and I am glad you have put it on there.Love, Tracy
Tracy and Katia
- Sunday, August 10, 2003 8:04 PM CDT
Dear family
We think of you and pray for you daily. We hope that your memories of Jalen bring you comfort and strength daily.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Sunday, August 10, 2003 7:19 PM CDT
Dear Jeanette and Terry, just stopping by to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I so hope the grief counseling will be a benefit to all of you. I am just so very sorry for your loss--from the pictures of Jalen I can see he is a beautiful boy! And Terry, just wanted to add that the ladybug dress you made for Katia is beautiful and she is gorgeous in it - I love the pictures on her site and your site is beautiful too! I visit daily although I do not always sign, but I do check in. God Bless you all.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:09 PM CDT
Dear Jeanette, Dale and Terry..
Just stopping by to wish you all a most peaceful weekend full of precious little Jalen memories.
Love, Kim and Kody Bear
~KODYS STORY~
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 8:43 AM CDT
Terry,
OH SO CUTE dress you sent to Katia!! How nice.
Jeanette and Dale,
Think about you daily and hope you are well. Take care and God bless.
Love, Deirdre
- Friday, August 8, 2003 2:45 PM CDT
What a lovely baby boy
I lost my baby boy Lucas 10 years to ALL
Lucas died 6 months after being Diagnosed.
We miss him so very much forever
http://www.geocities.com/lucasmc1991
B-day 05-19-91 A-day 09-30-01
Janice McCurdy <lucas_1991@yahoo.com>
Summerdale, Al USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:56 PM CDT
My warmest thoughts and prayers are with you as you adjust to the loss of your precious Jalen. They tell me that my little girl (Codi) and I are headed down the same path. Codi has a website at www.codibug.com
I'm having some of the same feelings you expressed in your journal. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Take good care of yourself and try to think happy thoughts as often as you can. Jalen would want that!
Love,
Loni (Codi's Mom)
Loni <salemdualsport@aol.com>
Keizer, OR USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 9:29 AM CDT
Jeanette and Terry. You are both so involved in the fight against Leukemia. Jeanette, I know it must be hard to be involved in the Light the Night and just even keeping up the webpage but you are really very inspirational and a very REAL kind of person. I appreciate that so much with you. Terry, I know this has been so hard, I mean you had Jalen all the time around you too and he seemed like such a WONDERFUL JOY to have around. I see you all over signing guestbooks. I look forward to hearing from you. You two really make a great team! I envy that, I don't have my Mom like that. I just want the two of you to know how special you are to me and my family. Jalen is a regular topic around here and you two also. I always share the guestbook entries and Jalen will always live on in this house. God bless each of you and the rest of your family! Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's site
DX Leukemia AML M4 April 2002
Tracy and Katia
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 9:20 PM CDT
Terry: Thanks for coming by Meghan's website all the time. I always check in on Jalen's page and always leave with a "I can relate to that", and of course.....why our babies????. Unfortunately, our grief is here to stay and I can't imagine how it can get better. I really hope the counseling helps. We haven't tried it, so let me know what you think. You and your family are always in my prayers....
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 6:23 PM CDT
I am glad to see that Jalen's family is able to go to counseling. I have never been to any myself but hear it's got some great advantages to help you get through the pain.
I wish you much luck with the walk in Jalen's memory. What a wonderful idea!
As for the dream, I visit a little girl's CB website and have definitely "heard" her mother's wishes for a dream...and it finally did come. I trust it will for you, too.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 3:21 PM CDT
Jeanette:
You are simply one of the strongest and most courageous women ever. I just wanted to let you know that and hope it brings a smile to your face and warms your heart. Please know that although I don't know you personally, you surely are an inspiration to me. Please be strong in the days ahead and know you have friends and lives you are touching by just being you. Jalen is one absolutely beautiful little boy. Cherish the days you were granted to spend with him and take pride in knowing he is one of the most beautiful angels in the heaven's above! YOu both are in my heart and prayers.
Tera Cowee <tc@ndsstl.com>
STL, MO - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 2:17 PM CDT
Jeanette, Terry and DALE,
I have been remiss in mentioning Jalen's dad and I'm so sorry. I'm sure he goes through hell everyday as well. I think of you ALL and pray for healing and peace.
Love, Deirdre
Livonia, NY - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 9:45 AM CDT
Praying that you guys will find the peace and serenity which you so need to go on. I share your pain and emptiness that comes with the loss of a dear child. Sending our love your way from high above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:12 PM CDT
Still thinking of you all.
Michele
Winona, MN - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 8:47 PM CDT
Jeanette and Terry, you are always in our prayers. I really hope the counseling is beneficial. Jeanette, I read some of your past journals 2 nights ago. I remember really looking forward to hearing how you guys were doing in the hospital and just praying Jalen would be able to go home soon. Please know I am praying for you. Love, Tracy
Tracy Solomon
- Monday, August 4, 2003 10:45 PM CDT
Terry,
Jeanette is so lucky to have you as was Jalen. Hope the counciling goes well. Two months already. I'm sure it's been the longest two months of your lives! God bless.
Love, Deirdre
- Monday, August 4, 2003 9:49 AM CDT
Hey Terry & Jeanette,
It was really nice to read your update...I can't imagine how much you must be missing Angel Jalen....I miss him too! I miss Jeanette updating us on the lil cute things that he would say and do. It was all so precious... he was such a spunky, cute, beautiful, smart lil boy that he gave us SO MUCH to miss...I know you are both holding him close to your heart...I think of him all the time and wonder what he's upto high above...I just know that he is truly, truly happy..and that makes me smile :) You guys keep strong...take it one day at a time! Know that you will always have a friend from Australia :) You are all always in my thoughts and prayers..
~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~
Hugs,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, August 4, 2003 9:20 AM CDT
To Jalen's Family
We continue to think of you and pray for you daily. Special prayers today that all that you need (strength, comfort, peace etc.) God will provide for you.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Sunday, August 3, 2003 10:45 PM CDT
My heart aches for you. I too lost my daughter to AML Charlene was 18 and suffered 8 very long months with Leukemia. There must be a cure found. All to many children are leaving us. Not even a chance at life. They leave a cherished memory in our hearts forever and ever.
Here is my duaghters website. :: http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars3/CharleneRoss.html
Berneice (charsmom) forever <charsmom79_98@yahoo.com>
Masontown, Pa USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:45 AM CDT
That sounds like it will be beautiful.I cant wait to see the pictures of it.
Hugs and Prayers
Melissa
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jackie
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 5:27 AM CDT
Hi jeanette
It was nice seeing you yesterday at your work. I hope to see you soon.
Rebecca Segall <bec820@aol.com>
Lake Worth, Fl 33467 - Saturday, August 2, 2003 8:59 PM CDT
Terry
It was wonderful to read your update. I will pray for the counselling to help you both find comfort.
Thinking of you and praying for you.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Friday, August 1, 2003 6:49 PM CDT
So you decided on "JALEN'S TEAM"..... LOVE IT!!!!!
We almost went that way too! Soooooooo glad to see you and your dad last night. I was soooooo proud of my Scott and I am sure Seth was very proud of his daddy. He did a great job.
Hope we bump in to each other soon.....like next Friday. "The other birdie" said we might run in to each other then at a park somewhere......hmmmmm all these rules of not mentioning names.....geez.
BYE BYE LITTLE BIRDIE
Ruthie and from heaven Seth (www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains) <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Thursday, July 31, 2003 7:30 PM CDT
I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Linda
Shelby Twp., MI - Thursday, July 31, 2003 4:47 PM CDT
God Bless you and your family... I too held an angel for 15 months....
Cindy , Brandon's mom <www.geocities.com/brandoncarrmemorialfoundation/Brandonspage.html>
New York, NY US - Thursday, July 31, 2003 4:06 PM CDT
HEY FAT HEAD YOU KNOW I MISS YOU AND DALE MOST OF ALL I MISS JALEN MORE THAN ANYTHING I PRAY THAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE DOING WELL TELL EVERYONE I SAID HI ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO SEE YOU AND DALE LOVE YOU AND TAKE CARE TANYA!!!!!
TANYA MATTHEWS
RIVIERA BEACH , FL PALM BEACH - Thursday, July 31, 2003 12:48 AM CDT
Jeanette, I just wanted to drop a quick note and let you know I'm thinking of you. My dear sweet friend, Chassidy, went home this past Sunday. It has been a very rough week. You've been on my heart this week. I pray for your comfort and hope that you are finding peace - somewhere, somehow.
Ashley Patterson
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 11:33 AM CDT
I came across your website tonight through another caringbridge page and I just wanted to say that you've done such a wonderful job on this site... it's beautiful and straight from the heart. Your little angel in heaven is absolutely beautiful... God Bless you in this time. I would like to share with you a poem that I wrote for a friend of mine recently...
Thank You Dear Lord ~ Rachel K. (Aka Storm844@Aol.com)
We thank you tonight, dear Lord, for all the wondrous things,
we thank you for our son, dear Lord, who’s earned his angel wings.
We loved him oh so much Dear Lord, we had to let him go,
It’s you who’ll love him now dear Lord, of that we surely know.
We tried while he was here Dear Lord, to keep him free from harm,
please take his tiny hand now Lord, and make him safe and warm.
His favorite drink was juice Dear Lord, be sure he gets enough,
and if he falls and skins he knees Lord... do not worry, this kid’s tough!
He loved to read “Where the Wild Things Are,” he just learned his ABC’s
He’s allergic to milk and peanuts Lord, and he’s terrified of bees.
He has a couple nicknames Lord, which I’m sure he’ll let you know,
and a couple of scars from his illness Lord, which I’m sure to you he’ll show.
I know he’s doing better Lord, but I’m sure he’s missing Earth,
So please take these things to heart Dear Lord... save them for what they’re worth.
When he’s going to sleep each night Dear Lord, tuck him tightly into bed,
and don’t forget the stories Lord, and a goodnight kiss upon the head.
And if he starts to cry dear Lord, if he puts up a fuss,
please take him in your arms dear Lord, and sing to him of us.
Tell him that we loved him Lord, and so it came to be,
that when you called him home dear Lord... we had to set him free.
Tell him we’ll think of him Lord, and talk to him each day,
and we know that he is listening, Lord, each evening when we pray.
With this brand new strength, Dear Lord, we’ll greet each sun and moon,
knowing in the end Dear Lord, we’ll see him someday soon.
For when our times all come Dear Lord, for us we know he waits,
and when we get to heaven Lord, he’ll greet us at the gates.
He’ll run to us and hug us tight and once again we’ll be,
Together in each other’s arms... our happy family.
Rachel <storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, Ky USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 0:25 AM CDT
My angel in the sky,
who comes to me in dreams at night.
you left me without a single word,
But when i close my eyes,
your voice is heard.
Telling me you'll be all right,
that your not scared,
your in the light.
And now whenever I need you near,
I close my eyes and you appear.
He's my angel in the sky,
who comes to me in dreams at night,
To let me know he's alright,
he's with god,
he's in the light.
someone who cares about you and your angel jalen. I miss you Jalen!!!!!
- Wednesday, July 30, 2003 10:07 PM CDT
Some days are a battle,
a steep climb uphill,
and you think you won't make it
and never will, but
DON'T GIVE UP!
When the money is low,
and the bills are high
and you hang your head and want to cry,
DON'T GIVE UP!
Things will go wrong--
and they always will;
but try to smile when you
get the bill, and
DON't GIVE UP!
Life may be a pallet
of gray skies and blue
but only storms can bring
a rainbow to you, so
DON'T GIVE UP!
Even when your spirits flying low
and you're floating on doubt
and your whole life is
suddenly turned inside out,
DON't GIVE UP!
Let me tell you
what success is all about,
it means hanging in there
and sticking it out! So
DON'T GIVE UP!
When you're tired
and you can't go on,
and your feul is low
and your hope is gone,
DON'T GIVE UP!
Remember your dreams
Even when they seem far,
because you never know
just how close you are, if you
DON'T GIVE UP!
The tide will always turn
when you're hardest hit,
so give it your all,
but never quit! And
DON'T GIVE UP!
(-PASSIONS.COM)
LOVE,
STEPHANIE
www.caringbridge.org/mn/brwn_eyed_shorty
Stephanie Harlow <stephanie12352@msn.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 1:00 PM CDT
Terry and Jeanette, I just wanted to come by and leave you these little ladybugs. Katia went outside yesterday and when she came back in, I noticed one of the ladybug earrings were missing, well I was BESIDE myself. Those are so very important to us. I was in tears searching everywhere in the house and outside on the porch, in her little pool, just everywhere. Myron and the kids could see I was just very upset so everyone was looking. I came in and uploaded the pictures from my camera to see when the earring was last seen (good thing I take pictures all day, everyday) and I saw that it wasn't there before she went outside. I told everyone and Myron asked if I had looked in our bed where she napped and THERE IT WAS!!!! I was so very happy. So now they will be for special occasions:) I am so glad I found that! I got ladybug earrings for Mother's Day and one came out in the shower (we think) well we got in the car the next day and had to get another pair cause that just broke my heart. I now have an extra earring to go with mine. I just thought I would share that with you because I knew you would understand. I love you guys and I pray for both of you a lot. I think about Jalen ALL the time and I just imagine how much he is missed. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:)
(Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia
- Wednesday, July 30, 2003 6:22 AM CDT
Terry,
Jeanette is so lucky to have you with her through this. I see you sign other guestbooks and know that you do it as you grieve for your own little peanut. God bless you and Jeanette.
Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 7:48 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette, I stopped by to check and see how your doing. I am praying for God to give you strength to get thru this and I hope the grief counselling helps. I only have one son and I cannot imagine loosing him so I cant say I know how you feel so I won't. I did however loose my brother to juvenille diabetes. I loved him a lot and will always miss him and I know the pain subsides in time but little things still tear me up even after 13 years. Its been a long time and I still wonder if he was here right now what would he say or do. I hope that sharing our thoughts and prayers with you helps a little bit. I will pray for you and Jalen always. Take care and God Bless you!
Kathy <imprintsoffice@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 7:19 PM CDT
It sounds beautiful. A place to sit and be with your baby.
I wish I knew a way to ease your grief. Just hold onto each other. You already have lost so much.
My heart goes out to you all.
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 11:29 AM CDT
Jeanette and Am-maw,
Glad to read you are going for help. I can't imagine your pain and maybe this can help some. Peace.
Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 9:18 AM CDT
Hi Terry & Jeanette,
Terry, thank you for updating us :) I am glad to hear that you are both having grief counselling...I'm sure it will help out alot. Losing a loved one can be so extremely overwhelming..even those words are an understatement. Jalen's memorial bench sounds beautiful...I bet he is all excited up in heaven!!! :) I am thinking of all of you always and keeping you in my prayers...keep strong!
~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~
Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, July 28, 2003 11:03 AM CDT
Dear Jeanette;
I've been on Jalen's website quite a few times in the last few weeks but this is the first time I have signed the guestbook. Your words of love for your baby just break my heart. I know your little boy was so very, very special and he still is. I really don't know what else to say. I wish I had the magic to fix everything for you, God only knows how much I wish. But I can't. So instead I will pray for you and your little angel. I am thinking of you. Please take good care of yourself.
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Sarasota, Florida - Sunday, July 27, 2003 11:52 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. Jalen's fountain and ducks are great!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, July 27, 2003 7:45 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. One of my greatest fears is losing my battle to leukemia. I can't sleep at night because I'm afraid I won't get up in the morning. I have never known such pain until I got AML, and my heart aches for those that fought hard and strong and didn't make it. I hope the best for you and your family. Thank you for visiting my website. You're in my prayers.
Love,
Stephanie
www.caringbridge.org/mn/brown_eyed_shorty
Stephanie Harlow <stephanie12352@msn.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Sunday, July 27, 2003 4:33 PM CDT
I am glad you are both going to grief counseling together. That must be better than doing all of this alone. Your family has been a true blessing to mine and Jalen will ALWAYS live in ALL of our hearts. Sharayah, Tatiana and Katia all grew very fond of him and eager to always hear how he was doing. They still look at and admire his picture in our album. I check your page so often just to see the pictures and the beatiful little pond and duckies. You guys made Jalen's life here on earth like Heaven. He was so loved and I am sure he felt that abundantly! God bless you all. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:)
(Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia and the whole Solomon Family:)
- Sunday, July 27, 2003 2:21 PM CDT
Hi Terry, so glad to see your update! Thank you for stopping by Seth's guestbook as well.
Hang in there with the counseling. It is helpful. Time will make it feel like it is helpful and that your are moving forward. Think about joining us at Camp Sunshine next May. Scott and I are working on funding for transportation for some families from our area. The camp is in Maine and it is awesome. My father died while we were there and they were so supportive.
Tell Jeanette I said hello.
Much Peace and Prayers
Ruthie and from heaven Seth (www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains) <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Saturday, July 26, 2003 7:19 AM CDT
Just stopping by to leave you hugs and prayers. You will always be a part of the Quilts Of Love family.
Sincerely,
Island Princess
Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com>
- Friday, July 25, 2003 10:12 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know that I think of you often.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, July 25, 2003 12:35 AM CDT
Hi Jeanette,
I just got back from a little vacation in Florida. I thought of you the whole time I was there. If I was anywhere near where you lived and I could have, I would have stopped in just to give you a hug. I'm still praying for your peace.
Adrienne's mom, Nichelle -- www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne <rejoice_first_lady@yahoo.com>
Cedar Park, TX USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 6:35 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette. I check in on you often. I still pray for you, your comfort, peace of mind. You are so amazing. And you are doing absolutely the right thing - taking this one day at a time. I remember when my cousin went "home" how difficult it was for my aunt and uncle. They had to take it one day at a time. To be honest, that emptiness you feel will always be there; someday you will just be better able to handle it. Don't worry about your future. Just make a concerted effort every morning. If you have to, take it an hour, even minute at a time. And remember, people love you and pray for you. Those days that you don't feel strong, reach out to someone close to you. They can help you through this. Remind people that they don't even have to say anything. All they have to do is hold you and offer a shoulder for you to lean on. I appreciate the card and the picture you sent me. I don't know if I've written that to you before now. Either way, I can thank you again. Take care of yourself,
Ashley Patterson
Paducah, KY - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 4:36 PM CDT
A life is never pointless. God gave you Jalen for a short period of time, because he knew that as parents you two would teach and love Jalen - now he has Jalen with him again. Your POINT is to continue to motivate people to learn more about this disease, to donate blood, marrow and money. You and Dale have a purpose - one you were givin
to begin with. Your a beautiful smart women - you have lived with the lose - think about grief counseling - for yourself - but whatabout those women sitting in the hospital all day - what about those babies whose parents CANT be there? So many wonderful things you can do with your self - you love you care - you have a purpose. Take time to grieve....only you know when you can move past the paralizing part... I have cried every single time I come to this website - I cannot even fathom the pain and the loss. But never doubt you have a purpose - never doubt you are cared for. Jalen was so lucky - and he will never ever be forgotten.
S
- Wednesday, July 23, 2003 12:05 AM CDT
Jeanette,
I see Jalen's grandma out and about on other web sites. How good of her to do that. Stopping by because I know Tuesdays are hard for you and you've gotten another one under your belt! Hope you are well and slowly but surely finding some peace. God bless.
Love, Deirdre
- Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:25 AM CDT
Jeanette, I just wanted to come by and say hello and look around the page a bit. I really love the fountain and the duckies. Those are just so precious! I think about you a lot and of course, Jalen is never far from my mind. You had a beautiful Angel living right there with you. We are going up to High Springs Florida tomorrow and coming back Thursday and then I have my doctor appointment to find out the results of the mammogram. I am nervous and I hope getting away will take my mind off of things for a bit. Take care of yourself and tell your family I send hugs and hellos! Katia can't wait to get up to Ginnie Springs. The kids have been telling her all about it. We will be staying with some friends of ours right there and they have never met Katia. Last time I saw them, I was pregnant with her. I was also about 20 pounds lighter:) This should be fun. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:)
(Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia
- Tuesday, July 22, 2003 8:58 AM CDT
I am praying for peace to come to you...Angel Baby Jalen is running with Jesus...and my little friend Kaitlyn who met your Jalen on July 13th. Angel Kaitlyn was only 11 years old and will be a great playmate/babysitter for Angel Jalen! She will run, laugh, and play with him every day. God bless you.
Doreen
CF, IA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 8:30 AM CDT
Dear family we continue with our prayers for you each and every day.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Monday, July 21, 2003 9:10 PM CDT
Jeanette,
What a beautiful angel you have. This is the first time I have been to your site. So beautiful. What an incredible mother you are. The pain you suffer is the most unnatural pain in the world. Allow it to happen. It becomes a tribute to your precious little boy. I don't know your pain, for my daughter has not completed her journey yet. But I will also be there. You have entered a very special club of parents (and not one of us ever wanted this path) who experience a grief that no body else can. My best to you. May you receive comfort and peace.
Lisa Hurley
Russellville, AR - Monday, July 21, 2003 12:19 AM CDT
Just wanted to drop in and say hello. Still thinking of you all each and every day.
Michele
Winona, MN - Monday, July 21, 2003 10:25 AM CDT
Jeanette and Dale
Hello. I just want to let you know that this weekend I sent Baby Jalen some balloons. Did a little prayer before i sent them off and blow him a big kiss.
I hope you are doing ok. You guys are all still on my prayers.
take care!
cindy rivera (wanda's friend from work) <chata924@yahoo.com>
Ft lauderdale, Fl USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 6:01 AM CDT
Hey Jeanette,
Just wanted to say hi..always thinking of you and Angel Jalen..
*~Girlie's Page~*
*~Janice's Page~*
Lots of love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, July 20, 2003 11:59 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your sweet Jalen...
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, July 19, 2003 1:40 PM CDT
Hay sweetie...just wanted to stop in and let you know I was thinking about you..and you are in my daily thoughts and prayers!
Leaving you with lots of Love prayers and Snuggles 
Angel Moo
WV - Saturday, July 19, 2003 9:04 AM CDT
Those we love
remain with us,
for love itself lives on.
And cherished
memories never
fade because a
loved one's gone.
Those we love
can never be
more than a
thought apart,
For as long as
there is memory,
they'll live on
in the heart.
Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers today and everyday. I am praying for God to wrap you in his loving arms and comfort you at this most difficult time in your life. I wish there was something I could do or say to ease your terrible pain. It is good to see you updating this journal, for I do believe that writing will assist you in working through your grief. God Bless you and your loved ones and Angel Jalen.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Saturday, July 19, 2003 1:22 AM CDT
Jeanette,
I just wanted to come by and let you know that I am thinking of you and Dale and Angel Jalen. I know this is such a difficult time and I know that you are struggling. I have not had to bury a child but I have had to walk next to my daughter as we buried my grandson 3 years ago. I wish I could tell you something that would comfort you but I also know that there are no words. Missing Jalen is something that you will NOT get over - ever - but over time the pain will ease a little. Just give yourself the time and space to grieve and keep writing - it helps, it really does. Also know that they are so many of us out here who will always remember Jalen and were so touched by his short life. We loved him too even though we never got to 'meet' him and we will be here for you too ~ if there is ANYTHING that we can do, please do not hesitate to let us know. In the meantime, we will be by to check on you and we are only an email away.
Love & Prayers,
Jean Ilderton
Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
Tucson, AZ - Friday, July 18, 2003 5:14 PM CDT
Dear Jalen's Mommy ~~
I have never even remotely walked in your shoes; however, I want you to know that your life here on Earth is not pointless. You had a job, albeit way too short, of taking the best care of your baby Jalen while he was here on Earth. For reasons that none of us can fully understand, God needed him in Heaven much sooner than any of us would hope for. Even though you may not see it, you are still helping those of us who visit your website. Through you, we still feel connected to Jalen and you have most likely helped other families that are (unfortunately) walking in the same shoes you have. You now have the job of taking care of yourself, just as Jalen would want.
Continuing to update your website is proof-positive that you still have purpose in this world. Carrying Jalen's legacy is a big job, and you're doing great at it.
May God Bless You and Keep You Strong.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, July 18, 2003 12:35 AM CDT
Jeanette, I'm praying for you sweetie that "Our Lord" will just wrap you in His arms of love until this terrible storm passes by..and that in time all the wonderful memories of your precious Jalen will bring happiness to your heart..We love you and please know you are in our thoughts and our prayers always..{{{{Jeanette}}}} Carolyn
Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net>
Oklahoma - Friday, July 18, 2003 10:03 AM CDT
Dear Jeanette,
We will never forget Jalen in the short time he was with us. Our tears will always be there for him but lets turn them into "Happy Tears" for the little boy that won over our hearts. I love you. Your Papa
Louis Dodaro <Navylou1925@aol.com>
Boca Raton, Fl. USA - Friday, July 18, 2003 7:30 AM CDT
Hello Jalen's family - I will not say I know what you are going through because I have never had to deal with the loss that you have. I just want you to know that I am thinking of you and praying to our dear Lord for him to help comfort you all. Jalen is so precious, the pictures make me smile, his smile is beautiful and I have faith that he is watching over you from heaven, still loving you all. Love Angel Sky
Angel Sky
- Friday, July 18, 2003 2:09 AM CDT
MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCES FOR YOUR LOSS..I HOLD YOU IN MY
HEART, THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS
MANY HUGS AND BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
BLESSINGS
ANGEL CHRIS
CHRIS <wardsweb@earthlink.net>
LOS ANGELES, CA USA - Friday, July 18, 2003 0:46 AM CDT
Just thinking about you and wanted to come by and say hello:)
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia
- Wednesday, July 16, 2003 9:53 PM CDT
God bless Girl friend.
Love, Deirdre
- Wednesday, July 16, 2003 12:47 AM CDT
Thinking and praying for you! Jalen and you touched and continue to touch so many lives!
Laura
Orlando, FL - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 11:33 AM CDT
Thinking of you today.
Maria
NJ - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 9:59 AM CDT
Hi Jeanette,
You are still in my prayers. Sounds like your week has been like ours. All three of our hamsters died this week. My five year old son said that Adrienne has three hamsters now. Today is seven months since my Adrienne left us for her heavenly home. Sometimes I just need someone to talk to who knows what I'm going through and I can't wait once a month for Compassionate Friends. They do have a chatroom at scheduled evenings during the week:
http://www.compassionatefriends.org/Chat/chat_entrances.shtml
Here is a link for a 24 hour chat room for people who are bereaved:
http://www.groww.org
The 24 hour chat room is for everyone, but certain times in the day there's a chatroom specifically for bereaved parents:
http://www.groww.org/Branches/heavenly.htm
This link will give you the schedule.
As for every bereaved parent, I'm praying for your peace.
Adrienne's mom, Nichelle -- www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne <rejoice_first_lady@yahoo.com>
Cedar Park, TX USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 2:43 PM CDT
Hey Jeanette,
I was just thinking of you...sending you lots of hugs...
Girlie's Page
Janice's Page
Hugs & kisses always,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 10:43 AM CDT
Dear Jeanette,
My heart aches for your loss. I can't even imagine what you're going through. I'll pray for strength for you. Thinking of you. God Bless. Dolores, Joe and Ryon and boys
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl. USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 7:16 AM CDT
Continuing to think of you....
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, July 14, 2003 7:28 AM CDT
Jeanette~ I heard this song on the radio the other morning and it reminded me of Jalen. Its country so I know you haven't heard it. I switched out the words to being a boy and the age to Jalen's age. It is also a good song for the parents of the beautiful lil girl Katia who has the same thing Jalen did. Its called the Streets of Heaven by Austin Sherrie
The streets of Heaven.
Hello God, it's me again. 2:00 a.m., Room 304.
Visiting hours are over, time for our bedside tug of war.
This sleeping child between us may not make it through the night.
I'm fighting back the tears as he fights for his life.
Well, it must be kind of crowded,
On the streets of Heaven.
So tell me: what do you need him for?
Don't you know one day he'll be your little boy forever.
But right now I need him so much more.
He's much too young to be on his own:
Barely just turned one.
So who will hold his hand when he crosses the streets of Heaven?
Tell me God, do you remember the wishes that he made,
As he blew out the candles on his last birthday cake?
He wants to drive a car when he's big enough.
He wants to marry his Mommy when he's all grown up.
Lord, don't you know he's my angel
You got plenty of your own
And I know you hold a place for him
But he's already got a home
Well I don't know if you're listenin'
But praying is all that's left to do
So I ask you Lord have mercy, you lost a son once too
And it must be kind of crowded,
On the streets of Heaven.
So tell me: what do you need him for?
Don't you know one day he'll be your little boy forever.
But right now I need him so much more.
Lord, I know once you've made up your mind,
There's no use in beggin'.
So if you take him with you today, will you make sure he looks both ways,
And would you hold his hand when he crosses the streets of Heaven.
I Love you Jalen and I hope you received the balloon I sent you thank you for slowing down the pressure of the sprinklers so we could watch the balloon get to you and not get wet and when you put them on full force right when we lost site of the balloon to let us know you got it. I am glad you are watching over us. Take care of your new lil fish mommy is really upset that she lost them, but we all know you just wanted some pets!!!
Take care and lots of love, hugs and prayers,
Courtney
Courtney Stacy <Queen10C@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL Land of the FREE! - Sunday, July 13, 2003 12:43 AM CDT
Oh, Jeanette I am so sorry. I wish so bad that somehow I could tell you a magic way to get your dear baby back. I know he was just such a part of you! I think Jalen has received a LOT of fish lately:) Fish aren't going to want to come home with me anymore. Jeanette, I think there is no way that anyone can tell you how to cope with this and I guess that means you too. Whatever you are feeling, or doing is your best. Jalen I am sure is kissing you when you kiss him. I think you are just such a sweet Mommy! You will always be Jalen's Mom but he has just moved on to Heaven now. You will be with him again some day but God must have plans for you that he wants you to be a part of. You are such an awesome person, God must need you here to meet someone or talk to someone but something to make a difference in another person's life:) My Grandmother was alive 29 years after my Grandfather passed on. She thought God had forgotten about taking her but she finally I guess fulfilled His desire to see her kids all back together and getting along. She was the only one really that could make that happen. I guess not all things are that clear until after the fact. Jeanette, I pray for you so much. If you find something sad then cry. But promise that if you find something funny, you won't be afraid to laugh:) Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy Solomon <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Friday, July 11, 2003 11:30 AM CDT
I am sorry to hear that the fish have passed away. Must be little Jalen wanted them WITH HIM, instead of watching over them? It sounds like your coworkers are great listeners ~~ that must be so helpful at times. Also, working out at the gym must help to get rid of a lot of stresses.
I think about little Jalen and his family a lot, and cannot even imagine how difficult all of this must be.
God Bless all of you, and Keep You Strong.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, July 10, 2003 8:54 PM CDT
I found your website on Janice's page and thought I would let you know I am thinking about you. Although I can not begin to know what you are going through, I can feel your pain in every word you write. Please know that I am praying for you and your family. I pray you will find comfort in each passing day. May God Bless you.
Shannon <dkslduncan@aol.com>
Huntersville, NC - Thursday, July 10, 2003 4:00 PM CDT
I found your website on Janice's page and thought I would let you know I am thinking about you. Although I can not begin to know what you are going through, I can feel your pain in very word you write. Please know that I am praying for you and your family. I pray you will find comfort in each passing day. May God Bless you.
Shannon <dkslduncan@aol.com>
Huntersville, NC - Thursday, July 10, 2003 3:56 PM CDT
Jeannette,
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs and Prayers,
www.caringbridge.com/sc/tommygresham
Dawn Gresham <bdmtg@hotmail.com>
Warrenville, SC - Thursday, July 10, 2003 3:16 PM CDT
Dear Jeannette
We don't know eachother but I've been following your site. It breaks my heart to hear how much pain you are in. I have no idea "how" you feel, I can only imagine your pain. But I do know this...Jalen loves you soooooo much and misses you as much as you miss him, let him comfort you in your pain. He is with you every single day, every time the wind blows that's Jalen blowing you a kiss, each morning when the sun comes out, that's Jalen smiling upon you, He is your angel and he is with you EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Continue to talk to him he hears you, continue to blow him kisses, he gets them! Know that God never gives us more than we can handle. He gave Jalen to you because YOU are special, he now needs Jalen to do other work for him because he is also special. I will continue to pray that you can find peace and strength at this difficult time.
Sincerely,
Lisa Searle
lisa searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
salt lake city, ut usa - Thursday, July 10, 2003 1:06 PM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
A stranger / A friend
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 12:33 AM CDT
Dear Jeanette,
Oh I just wish I could put my arms around you...I know you miss Jalen more than anything...I am thinking of you always...thinking of your precious angel in Heaven. I can't say it will get easier but I hope as the days go by, you will feel more at peace and comfort without Jalen in your life...he is always walking beside you in spirit... hang in there!!! Sending you lots of hugs and kisses :)
Girlie's Page
Janice's Page
Love always,
XOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, July 10, 2003 9:00 AM CDT
Jeanette,
I can't imagine your pain but you have to keep going. Jalen wouldn't want you to give up. Go and get some help, there's nothing wrong with needing a little help through this awful time. I pray for you and want you to know my thoughts are with you.
Love, Deirdre
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 8:26 AM CDT
Jeanette,
I am so sorry for all the hard times you are having to go thru. You are still in my prayers. How is Dale dealing with everything? Stick together at a time like these . I am sure you both need eachother. God Bless!
Cindy Rivera (Wanda's friend from work) <CHATA924@YAHOO.COM>
POMPANO BCH, FL usa - Thursday, July 10, 2003 5:57 AM CDT
Jeanette,
I'm sorry you are having such a hard time right now. Jalen & many other little angels are watching over you and will carry you through this. I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers!
Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 10:21 PM CDT
Dear Jeanette--my heart aches so badly for you. I cannot even begin to know how you feel, but please know you are in my prayers. If you do not make it to the cemetary, please be "ok" with that. Jalen is with you always wherever you may be. I can completely understand your feelings about the fish--that has to be so difficult--I will say an XTRA prayer for you tonight. God Bless you.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:08 PM CDT
I still check in on you and I'm sorry you are struggling. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Linda
Shelby Twp., MI - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:05 PM CDT
I am so sorry for the loss of your child. But whenever you feel sad just remember that Jalen is watching over you. You are in my prayers....and God only picks the best for his garden!!
Christa <bratbabby88@yahoo.com>
Ironwood , MI USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 6:32 PM CDT
Dear Jeanette,
I am hurting for you ... I can't begin to imagine your pain! Please take care of yourself and do what you need to do (if it is reasonably healthy!) to make it through.
You don't HAVE to go to the cemetary on Jalen's 19th month birthday ... he is in your heart and with you wherever you go. Only do what you have to do, okay?
My prayers and tears are with you ... may you feel the presence of God through someone today!
Linnae <lbosma@usfamily.net>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 2:36 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you are able to find peace and comfort. Remember, that death ends a life not a relationship. Your relationship with Jalen lives on in you and your family. Take care of yourself because Jalen would want that for you! Be good to yourself! Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 12:23 AM CDT
Happy 19th Month Birthday Jalen!
Michele
Winona, MN - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 10:25 AM CDT
Jeanette, I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and your family. I wish I had more words but I really don't know what to say except that I pray you can eventually have the healing you deserve and need! Remember the chimes I sent for Jalen....know that every time they ring, it is Jalen, your sweet little angel.
Lots of Love to you and your family,
Love Tina Klonaris-Robinson
Tina Klonaris Robinson <tina_bahamas@yahoo.com>
Nassau, Bahamas - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:34 AM CDT
"Gods Finger Touched Him And He Slept"
*HUGS*
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:10 AM CDT
I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling. I can't not even begin to imagine. Jalen has a wonderful mommy! You are stronger than you think, I've seen it. Stay strong!!! I will continue to pray for comfort for your family.
Pam <lakenormanheat@yahoo.com>
Denver, NC USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 8:07 AM CDT
I'm so sorry for all the pain you're going through. I know I can't understand how you feel or even try and put myself in your shoes but know that Jalen is 100% healed now. God chose you to be his mommy and he to be your son..he will always be in your heart. God chose him..he must have something very special in mind as he only chooses the best. Know that i am praying for you...
love and prayers-
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 6:21 AM CDT
Jeanette - I wish I could say something to you to make the pain a little easier to bear but I know that's impossible. You have just been through and will continue to go through the most horrible of life's experiences. Nothing and I mean nothing is worse than loosing your child. But from what I've come to know about you and Jalen, you are both very STRONG and I know that you will find a way to go on. You just have to concentrate on what Jalen wants you to do and I know that you can feel his presence and love surround you. His body may not be with you but I truly believe that the spirit is much, much stronger than these frail bodies we use while we are here on earth. So ... take comfort in his presence - he's never far away - just close your eyes and put your arms around yourself - he's there just as God is and together you will all get to tomorrow and the next day and the next.
May you find Peace and Comfort.
Dawn M
Wake Forest, NC - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 9:26 PM CDT
on my last note i forgot to say happy fourth of july
savanah fry <banana1494@hotmail.com>
boyton beach, fl u.s.a - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 7:38 PM CDT
Jeanette
I am so so sorry what happend to you.You don't deservet it.
I hope you and your husben arent to lonley.I miss seeing you and Jalens smile at the hospital.Like I said befor your a nice lady and what hapend to you wasent your falt and don't let enyone tell you difforent.I miss you and Jalena ton.how are you doing?I wanted to tell you that when I grow up and get marid and have babys and one of them is a boy I'm going to name him after your son. Jalen.I fell so bad about what happend and for you.Sence i'm writing to you i sure hope you remember me.rite now i bord because my count's are 416 witch is verry low and that means i can't go anywere or have any friends over.I wish you were write next to me painting my toenails.
love savanah
g2g (got to go)
savanah elizabeth fry <banana1494@hotmail.com>
boyton beach, fl u.s.a - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 7:32 PM CDT
Jeanette: I come by here alot and when I read your journal today I sat here at my computer and thought WHY? Why are these precious babies dying? Why are we left here to carry on? I'm so saddened by all of these babies earning their wings. I too hate certain days (mine's particularly Fridays) I can feel it to the second when Meghan left this earth and it's a hole in my soul that can never go away. I wish you all the peace as you continue on without your baby as I try to do without mine. Yes, I too am sure that Jalen and Meghan are dancing in Heaven. My thoughts are with you.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 7:30 PM CDT
Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me, but don't think that I will ever forget you or stop loving you because I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I'll think of you every day mom, and I'll love you even more each day. Some day we will see each other again.
Don't be sad when you think of me, this is really a great place. The angels are so friendly, and I love to watch them fly. Jesus doesn't look like any of the pictures I saw of Him, but I knew it was Him as soon as I saw Him. Jesus took me to see GOD! And guess what Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him like I was somebody important. I told God that I wanted to write you a letter and tell you good-by and everything, but I knew that wasn't allowed. God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter with. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel that is going to drop this letter off to you.
God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him about...Where was He when I needed Him? God said, "The same place He was when Jesus was on the cross." He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, but the way, mom, nobody else can see what is written on this paper but you. To everyone else, it looks like a blank piece of paper. I have to give God His pen back now. He has some more names to write in the Book Of Life. Tonight, I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.
I almost forgot to let you know - Now I don't hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me suffer the pain either, so He sent The Angel of Mercy to get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery!
Signed with love from: God & Jesus, and Me
P.S. XXX OOO
A friend
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003 1:24 PM CDT
Jeanette, I am so sorry about the fish. You're absolutely right though, Jalen wanted them. Try and take peace knowing that. I am sorry you are having such a bad day. I wish I could say or do something to make it better. Know that Jalen is watching over you and will keep you strong.
Michele
Winons, MN - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 11:46 AM CDT
Jeanette,
What a beautiful baby boy and I'm sure he loves his fountain full of fish.
Love, Deirdre
- Monday, July 7, 2003 9:07 PM CDT
I was so glad to see your update. I think about you all every day. The pictures are wonderful - what a handsome little guy. He is a perfect angel.
Mary Kitchen <zackysmom@city-net.com>
Pittsburgh, - Monday, July 7, 2003 3:26 PM CDT
I am so glad to read your new update. I think of you often and hope you are making it through each day. Loved the new pictures. Jalen was such a handsome little guy. I am so glad he continues to smile that amazing smile down on you from heaven. Many hugs to you.
Kristi
WI - Monday, July 7, 2003 11:28 AM CDT
Still thinking of you all. What a wonderful idea about the fountain! You know Jalen is smiling down at that! Jeanette and Dale, the pictures are beautiful. He is indeed a handsome little angel.
Michele
Winona, MN - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:25 AM CDT
What a wonderful idea the fountain is and a great memorial to Jalen. The pictures of Jalen are so very precious. I can't even begin to imagine the pain you are going through, but I want you to know I think of you often and I have been keeping you in my prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, July 7, 2003 1:15 AM CDT
So glad to read your update - the fountain is a wonderful memorial to Jalen's memory. I am glad work is going a bit better and that you are able to talk with friends. You seem to be a very strong person. Jalen was so lucky to have had you--you were so blessed to have each other. The loss of a child is impossible for me to understand. I pray for you and Angel Jalen every day. God Bless you all.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Sunday, July 6, 2003 9:56 PM CDT
I was so glad to see an update. The fountain sounds beautiful. We want to do some type of a little butterfly garden in the back in Seth's memory...just trying to figure out what we want. I know we will get a trian in it some how.
I can't wait to see the bricks out at the park. Hope they are done soon.
Please call if you want to chat.
Much Peace Prayers Love and HOPE for a cure for all childhood cancers
Ruthie and from heaven Seth (www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains) <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Sunday, July 6, 2003 9:21 PM CDT
Jeanette, thanks for updating. We continue with our prayers for you. I'm glad that work is going better these days. Thinking of you always.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Sunday, July 6, 2003 8:40 PM CDT
Jeanette, you are always in my prayers. I thinking the fountain is just a great way of being able to reflect on your love for Jalen. It is peaceful and beautiful. A mother's love is so bonded with her children and I can't imagine how you must feel right now. I am glad your work is going okay and your friends are there to listen to you. Friends are wonderful like that. I think of Jalen on a daily basis, throughout the day. I just pray he is happy and can still look upon your face. Your face brought so much comfort to him beyond what we can ever imagine. When Mom is around, everything is better. Well, I don't want to babble on and on. I was going to email you but I decided to post instead. A LOT of people have been coming by your site but I decided to post to you. I hope this page can bring you comfort. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy Solomon
- Sunday, July 6, 2003 5:33 PM CDT
Thinking of you daily and praying for comfort and stregnth for you each day.
Nicole W <nicole54660@msn.com>
Toamh, WI - Sunday, July 6, 2003 11:10 AM CDT
I just wanted you to know that I am still thinking of you (and Jalen). I can't imagine how difficult this is for you and your family. He is so greatly missed.
Peace and God Bless!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Saturday, July 5, 2003 11:42 AM CDT
Hi there Jeanette. I just wanted to come by and sign. I keep coming back to the page but... Well no excuses. I was thinking about yo last night and I know you are going to find a lot of strength in something. You are such a strong person, Jeanette. I pray for you and I am sure a lot of people pray for you. So many people come by Jalen's site and Jalen will never ever ever be forgotten! I don't think 30 minutes even pass without him crossing my mind. Katia sends you a big hug and kiss. I hope you get together with family today and enjoy your 4th of July as best as can be. Know that we think of your sweet little boy and you and your whole family. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy Solomon <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Friday, July 4, 2003 7:15 AM CDT
Just wanted to say I'm thinking of you and Dale, and Jalen in Heaven.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, July 4, 2003 6:32 AM CDT
Thinking of you.....
Love
Ruthie (Seth's mommy) www.caringbridge/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Thursday, July 3, 2003 6:59 PM CDT
Jeanette, Dale, Am-Maw and all of Angel Jalen's family and friends
Sending special prayers for you today.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Thursday, July 3, 2003 4:59 PM CDT
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 0:07 AM CDT
I'm always praying for you!
Doreen
CF, IA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:41 PM CDT
Hello Jeanette, I wanted to stop over and tell you that I was thinking of you...there are no words, you are strong...Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:59 AM CDT
I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY
Savanah <banana1494@hotmail.com>
boyton beach, fl u.s.a - Monday, June 30, 2003 10:11 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop you a line and let you know I'm still thinking about you all and continuing to pray for you to find the strength that will get you through today and tomorrow... I know you miss Jalen but I also know that you can feel his presence and his spirit surround you. He continues to be a positive influence in my life and I want to thank you for sharing your journey with all of us!!
Dawn M
Wake Forest, NC - Monday, June 30, 2003 10:04 PM CDT
hey jeanette,
i know what you mean i can't believe that he's actually gone it's hard to picture that.i try not to think of that cuz that makes me sad to i miss him soo much.i kno i aint know him for a long time but i felt like he was really close to me like if he was a little brother or cousin or something.
if you ever need something or wanna talk i'll be here to listen.
love daisy
god bless
daisy sanchez <suavecita213@aol.com>
delray beach, fl usa - Monday, June 30, 2003 4:38 PM CDT
I think of little Jalen so often...
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, June 30, 2003 2:39 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette I've been praying for you lots and hope that God is continuing to give you strength and comfort. I can not imagine your pain but I wanted to let you know that I continue with my prayers for you and your family. I was wondering how your mom is doing? I know that she used to update the site sometimes when you were unable to.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Monday, June 30, 2003 1:40 PM CDT
Jeanette,
I hope this week goes better for you. I've been camping and thought of your angel when I saw butterfies. God bless.
Love Deirdre
- Monday, June 30, 2003 8:52 AM CDT
Jeanette,
Hey there! I am sorry that you are having a hard time without Jalen. I pray that God will ease your pain in time. Eventhough I haven't met you and Jalen, yoour story has touched me deeply. Good Luck with work and the gym. God Bless. In my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 6:45 AM CDT
Hey Jeanette,
I just wanted to come by and let you know that I was thinking of you...I have been thinking of precious Angel Jalen a WHOLE lot lately..and I miss checking on him SOOO much!! Hearing of all the lil cute things that he would do... I wish I could be there to give you a BIG hug and to share the pain with you and to share the tears with you.. you, along with Dale, have such special places in my heart.. Angel Jalen has had a special place in my heart for a LONG, LONG time now..the first time I saw his beautiful picture, he melted my heart instantly!!!! That was how beautiful and adorable he was... I am sending you lots of love, peace and comfort...I know the days are hard and you just want to breakdown and cry (I feel the same way eversince losing my mom) but hold Jalen close to your heart and he will help you through the difficult days.. keep strong!!
Girlie's Page
Janice's Page
Lots of LOVE,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, June 29, 2003 9:14 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I am very impressed with his web site and everything you wrote. I lost my son to nearmiss SIDS nearmiss meaning they were abble to revive him but due to lack of oxygen to the brain he lasted with us two more days but we had to make a decision to take him off life support due to him rapidly going brain dead. It killed me to see him suffer those two days so I can identify with your pain. My son died in my arms and a piece of me died with him. It has been 6 mo.already. Trust me you will feel a tiny bit better with each day that passes. It wont feel so raw. But I want you to know that we can slip back to thse real painfull feelings again but its ok because its normal as long as you keep on going. God is listening to us because I would have never gotten through if I didnt have him to help me. Take care.
audra <dale.prescod@verizon.net>
dorchester, ma usa - Saturday, June 28, 2003 10:00 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette. Thank you so much for the note. I want you to know I am always here for you no matter what. I can't imagine how you are coping but I hope my prayers do help. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy
- Saturday, June 28, 2003 4:53 PM CDT
hey jeanette i hope your doin good and everything is ok with you.i dont kno wut to say cuz i feel like if i say something about jalen it might make u bring back the painfull memeries and make you and me cry so im just hoping u doin good.
luv and alwayz will
daisy sanchez
take care ....god bless
daisy sanchez <suavecita213@aol.com>
delray beach , fl usa - Saturday, June 28, 2003 2:51 PM CDT
Thinking of you:)
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia
- Friday, June 27, 2003 1:25 PM CDT
Praying for you each and every day.
Doreen
CF, IA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 11:04 PM CDT
Thinking of you all everyday. Jalen you are the most handsome angel in the sky!
Michele
Winona, MN - Thursday, June 26, 2003 1:43 PM CDT
I am so sorry you have to go through this. I don't have any answers to offer you just tears and prayers.
DeAnna, Chase's mom, dx'ed 9-01 w/ an anaplastic astrocytoma , a malignant brain tumor <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 11:05 AM CDT
I am thankful to know that Jesus is there for all of us and he holds Jalen in His arms until Mommy and Daddy and all his family get there. May God give you His strength to finish out your lives knowing that you are still and will always be parents (no matter where your child is) and may you know that a minute in heaven is as a thousand years here so...even though it may be years for us to be reunited with those we love, for Jalin, it will only be moments until we are all there with him:-)
Amen
Tina Griffin <Mitttalk@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 9:35 PM CDT
I love that saying about measuring life by the moments that take our breath away. Beautiful words. I just came by and wanted to tell you that you were on my mind:)
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 2:16 PM CDT
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
Michele
Winona, MN - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 1:29 PM CDT
Hey Jeanette, I am no longer going to write in the guestbook, one reason is because it hurts when I read your updates. Just reading your updates and seeing pictures of Jalen seems like I've known you 4ever and you live just next door. I'm going to miss saying hey Jalen in the beginning when I write. I'm just letting you know I will ALWAYS keep you in my prayers. sending you...love...hugs...prayers...smiles...
I'll miss you!
Love always in Christ,
Lindsey <caringbridge.org/va/lindseynicole>
Ridgeway, VA USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 1:23 PM CDT
Hi Jeanette,
I am just in tears reading your update...I also know what it's like to lose someone you LOVE sooooooooo much with all your heart...to me, that was my mom...when she died, it was just so horrible...I felt so much pain..emotional pain turned into physical pain...I could feel the pain in my heart, in my skin...so much anger and frustration..why her? Why did SHE have to be sick? Why did it have to be MY mom? So many questions we have that we don't have the answers to till it is our time...I feel for you, Jeanette and though I may not understand the pain to losing a child, I can understand part of your pain and from where it's coming from...I just think that it's great that you can express your feelings and sadness like that...it may seem depressing but it's good for you. I know that Jalen loved you with all his heart..you were his mommy!!!! His one and only mommy...and you have his heart, just like he has yours I'm sure :) Hang in there! I'm constantly praying for you and Dale...
Girlie's Page
Janice's Page
Hugs,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 6:59 AM CDT
I have no idea how you feel. I know someone who knows exactly how you feel. Jesus understands every emotion and wants to hold you through all of them. About the cemetary--don't apologize for not going there---he is not there, he is risen--in the eternal presence of Jesus Christ. He certainly understands that you will visit the gravesite when you can. My only advice to you right now--do whatever you need to for you and keep Jesus by your side through all the memories, anger, frustration, fear and everything else you feel but cannot express. In the meantime, know that you are loved and cared for and very much in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you. I will check in again soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 1:39 AM CDT
Jeanette,
Baby girl, I know it was hard for you to watch those children dance and play games, but remember no one Jalen's age has the rhythm Jalen has. He is the youngest but but shaker I know. Remember what I told you any time you think of him or say his name thats when he is right next to you holding your hand and dancing right along with you. He is with you in everything you DO...I love you baby girl
Jalen~> My lil man with wings take care of mama while she is working talk to her every night before you go night night and every morning when you wake up wake her up so she is not late for work. And when she feels like she can't go on any further take her hand and help her just like she did for you. She loves you just like we all do and misses you just like we all do. Thoughts and Prayers are with you always and not a day goes by that you guys aren't on my mind. Much love with hugs and kisses MUAHS:-*
Courtney Stacy <Queen10C@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 10:32 PM CDT
Please know that you are not alone in your sorrows over the loss of your sweet baby. I still ask over and over "why". Why will be answered one day when we are able to understand. Cherish the moments and memories, and smile knowing you were chosen to be Jalen's mom. Jalen will live on in you. Take care and God Bless.
Judy (Angel Dustin's Mom) www.caringbridge.com/canada/dusinbmt/
Canada - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 9:17 PM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 8:03 PM CDT
What a precious angel indeed. I am so sorry for your loss. Please try and stay strong. Jalen is watching over you.
Michele
Winona, MN - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 1:31 PM CDT
I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through. I find myself thinking about him all of the time and I only saw his beautiful face and read your entries on the website. I know that apart of your heart is gone, but Jalen holds that with him. I will continue to pray for you and think of the cutest angel there is...
Pam <lakenormanheat@yahoo.com>
Denver, NC USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 10:25 AM CDT
My prayers are with you now and always. The pain you are feeling is so real, but as you remember your angel baby, be so happy that he is now pain free. He is smiling down on his mommy and loving you. Take each day as it comes. The anger, the saddness, the guilt, ...all feelings that are helping you heal. PRAY for yourself and Dale. GOD will help you through this.
Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.
Hebrews 13:5
Doreen
CF, IA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 9:24 AM CDT
Jeanette,
I feel for you. Sometimes I just dont think I have the right words to say to you. But what I will say is that People are still praying. My kids sit to eat everyday at dinner time and pray for Jalen. The smile and say, "Mami I bet Jalen is feeling alot better in Heaven and having alot of fun." I tell them both , yes !!! They say that they miss him alot . And to think they never even met him in person. Jalen is an awesome ANGEL!!!!WE MISS YOU BABY!!XOXOXO
Tell us how is Dale doing??
Cindy Rivera (Wanda's friend from work) <CHATA924@YAHOO.COM>
POMPANO BCH, FL usa - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 5:54 AM CDT
Jeanette,
I wish I had a magic wand to take all this away. I pray so hard that you will find some peace. I can't imagine how hard not doing all those little habits and spending holidays is and will be for you. The gym is a great idea, maybe go see a doctor too? God bless you Angel Jalen's mommy.
Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, June 24, 2003 5:40 AM CDT
Oh Jeanette, my heart just broke reading your journal. I am still newly bereaved myself, but I can say don't push yourself faster than you're able to go. Grieving your child is just like having a serious illness. It's a delicate balance between getting yourself up and moving so that SOMEHOW you can find some healing, and resting when you need to rest.
There are places I cannot go. I cannot go to the church where her service was held (I did go to drop off a wedding cake, but I was in and out the back door and never went into the sanctuary). I cannot go to the mall. I see all the teenagers and think, "she should be here at the mall with her friends." If I do go into a store, I have to stay far away from the junior section. If I don't I start looking at clothes for her. I can't watch Lizzie McGuire on TV. It was one of her favorite shows and I used to tell her how dumb I thought it was. I can't watch Christian lyrical dance. I start choreographing in my mind and then remember she's not here to dance.
There will be many things you may not able to do. It's OKAY. You are not simply getting over a cold. Grief is hard work, exhausting work. I started going to the gym too. It does help. I try to do something for my spirit, my soul, and my body. Please, take your time and don't try to rush back in to "life."
Matthew 2
18"A voice is heard in Ramah,
weeping and great mourning,
Rachel weeping for her children
and refusing to be comforted,
because they are no more."
Isaiah 53
4Surely He has borne our griefs
And carried our sorrows;
Revelation 21
4And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away."
Adrienne's mom, Nichelle -- www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne <rejoice_first_lady@yahoo.com>
Cedar Park, TX USA - Monday, June 23, 2003 11:13 PM CDT
Jeanette you and Jalen were meant for eachother and I don't believe anything was done to teach you any lessons. I guess all I can believe is God has a plan for each of us but he never WANTS to hurt us. You will have Jalen throughout all of eternity. You will always be his Mommy and I am sure Jalen feels you in his heart. I bought some little lawn ornaments today in memory of the kids that have recently gone to heaven. A dragonfly, butterfly, ladybug and a cardinal. I told Katia that when children go to be with Jesus, he lets them fly around at playtime. Anyway, to make a long story short, last night we went to see Finding Nemo. The fish in the movie believe that the toilet bowl is like heaven leading them back out to the ocean, or something like that (I was feeling bad and very tired through the movie). Anyway - shortening story again - today my Beta Fish died, his name was Simon. So of course the conversation comes up with Katia that he was going to be with Jesus. Then later when we were talking about the butterflies and dragonflies and such she said my fish was with Jalen? She really likes keeping up with and talking about little Jalen. We miss him but I can't imagine how you feel. Please keep in touch with me, Jeanette. I hope your job goes better and you can find something that will make you comfortable at work. I know Day Care has to be hard. I pray for you and think of you often and I just know that Jalen can feel you in his heart:)
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy
- Monday, June 23, 2003 10:36 PM CDT
Just checking in. Wondering how your first day back to work went. Hope you got Scott's email.
Let us know.
Much Peace and Love
Ruthie (Seth's mommy) www.caringbridge/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Monday, June 23, 2003 8:34 PM CDT
I will miss you Jalen.
Rebecca Segall
Lake Worth, fl 33467 - Monday, June 23, 2003 8:00 PM CDT
Jeanette,
I started following your webpage for Jalen back in April after my little girl was diagnosed and can't tell you how many prayers I have prayed for you and your family each and every week. Words could not express what I was feeling for you. We may be miles apart but share the same pain and fear for our children as my little girl has ALL Leukemia. I cry every time I see Jalen
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Just stopping by to wish you all a very Merry Christmas.
There is not much I can say. I am sorry about your loss. May He who comforts all mourners console you in your time of need.
