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I have been thinking about you and Christine an extra amount while participating with this year's PCF fashion show. I want you to know I will be thinking about you as Katia comes down the little runway.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug

I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.


Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."

The Gap

The gap between those who have lost children and those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed and what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn and shredded.
A black hole has been blown through our souls and, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, and torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again and again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come and it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered and softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence.
Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them and our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot and through their denial and a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating and isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion and insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity and capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us and stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them and our feelings about their death. Deny this and you deny their life. Deny their life and you no longer have a place in ours.
We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful and the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, and so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy and drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - and extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer so painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us.
We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends and relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap.

By
Michael Crenlinsten

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 3:22 PM CST

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YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND TAKE CARE .

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA , - Monday, November 20, 2006 2:57 PM CST

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Cathy
What a journey. How we'll miss your thoughts and the way you write. Precious Angel Christine and your family will remain in our hearts and prayers always. Thank you for the unselfish way that you have allowed us all to share in the painful journey with you ~ All in the name of love.
I have hopes for you and Katelyn and David for your lives that God knows because I've prayed to him. I couldn't put that in words here but I pray you'll be blessed until you are all reunited. Then the joy will be un-ending.

All the beautiful things your friends have said before me are so true. These things are so true.
My love, and my life is better for having been touched by you and your angel.

I'll always be here for you in thought and in deed.
Just a phone call away.

You know the little silver heart I wear around my neck - next to my heart consoles me and reminds me that she is still with me. Cathy I can never thank you enough or tell you how precious it is to me. I'll cherish and treasure it ~ and you ~ always.

All my love



Connie Dillander <cdillander@fleetwingoil.com>
Lakeland , FL USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 11:24 AM CST

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Oh. my dear friend. What a journey this has been! You always have the words for what I am feeling or give me another viewpoint. I will miss that but know I will never forget Christine.. I don't need a site to keep her in my heart! Love, Jane
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park , Fl us - Monday, October 16, 2006 7:54 PM CDT

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Cathy, My Beautiful friend, I just wanted to tell you one more time before the hundreds who know maybe thousands of people who visit Chritine's site, you are Today and forever will be my HERO !.....I pray that I am never in the position that you were, and are in your life because I cannot even fathom the pain, but I know if I ever battle that nightmare that you would be there to help me through. I know I speak for many people when I tell you, that you are an AMAZING woman. and I absolutely love your entire family.
Christine will be apart of SO MANY peoples lives FOREVER... mine included..Know that I am ALWAYS here for you at anytime any hour...Believe that you are the wind beneath many peoples wings. I love you Cathy, I am so BLESSED to be apart of your life.
Below is a song by the band "Dreamtheater", this is the band Brian and I went to NY to see. this is the type of band like "Yes" they write those 20 minute make you think about them songs, well this one is called "The Spirit Carries On" It has always been and even more so now my FAVORITE song they do. I hope you find the message like I do...(It's kind of long, sorry!)

Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?

They say, Life is too short,
The here and the now
And you're only given one shot
But could there be more,
Have I lived before,
Or could this be all that we've got?

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I'm not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend

I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try
Move on, be brave
Don't weep at my grave
Because I am no longer here
But please never let
Your memory of me disappear

Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria's real
I finally feel
A peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I'm here
It's perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

Lynn Hedrick <mugsy@tampabay.rr.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 12:07 AM CDT

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Cathy, My Beautiful friend, I just wanted to tell you one more time before the hundreds who know maybe thousands of people who visit Chritine's site, you are Today and forever will be my HERO !.....I pray that I am never in the position that you were, and are in your life because I cannot even fathom the pain, but I know if I ever battle that nightmare that you would be there to help me through. I know I speak for many people when I tell you, that you are an AMAZING woman. and I absolutely love your entire family.
Christine will be apart of SO MANY peoples lives FOREVER... mine included..Know that I am ALWAYS here for you at anytime any hour...Believe that you are the wind beneath many peoples wings. I love you Cathy, I am so BLESSED to be apart of your life.
Below is a song by the band "Dreamtheater", this is the band Brian and I went to NY to see. this is the type of band like "Yes" they write those 20 minute make you think about them songs, well this one is called "The Spirit Carries On" It has always been and even more so now my FAVORITE song they do. I hope you find the message like I do...(It's kind of long, sorry!)

Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?

They say, Life is too short,
The here and the now
And you're only given one shot
But could there be more,
Have I lived before,
Or could this be all that we've got?

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I'm not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend

I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try
Move on, be brave
Don't weep at my grave
Because I am no longer here
But please never let
Your memory of me disappear

Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria's real
I finally feel
A peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I'm here
It's perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

Lynn Hedrick <mugsy@tampabay.rr.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 12:07 AM CDT

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Thank you for all the sharing...you all have blessed me and so many others. I will miss your entries but we will just have to make more time for phone and email.
God Bless all of you.
Much, much love to all,
Chuck and Janice <jfeldt2@yahoo.com>
clearwater, fl Pinellas - Friday, October 13, 2006 12:54 AM CDT

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Dearest Kathy, I will keep in touch, please feel free to e mail me anytime too!!!YOu are very special, I want you to know that Christine was an inspiration to me! and you are too!!!! Stay in touch , and I want you to know I love you very much! Alicia
Alicia Gowacki <ABGowacki@aol.com>
St Petersburg, FL - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 9:42 PM CDT

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It's been a long time since I've signed your guestbook, but I still read your entries and you and your family are always in my prayers. I will never forget your sweet Christine, she was truly a special person.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Clemmons, NC USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 5:57 PM CDT

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I will so miss your entries but I understand that it is time for you to stop updating. I will just have to start emailing! I miss you guys. It has been way too long.
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Monday, October 9, 2006 2:55 PM CDT

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Cathy, thank you for sharing with us everything about you, Christine and your family. I will miss not being able to come to the page to see how you are but hope that you will stay in touch. Take Care and Keep in touch.
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Monday, October 9, 2006 11:23 AM CDT

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Hi and happy Wednesday!
Sending hugs and kisses
Connie
Lakeland, FL U.S. - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 4:46 PM CDT

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Hello -- just letting you know I was checking in on you! All my love, Jackie
Jackie
- Wednesday, October 4, 2006 1:05 PM CDT

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Glad to hear your job is going good and that Katie is feeling better. As a full time worker bee, I know how hard it is with sick kids and work responsibilities - there just isn't enough time for moms! I hope you have a great weekend!
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Thursday, September 28, 2006 8:42 AM CDT

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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA , - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:45 PM CDT

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Dear Chris
This morning I reached for my favorite bracelet. It's a blue bracelet made from pretty beads and a little silver angel hangs from it. On the back of the angel it says
"Made for an angel" That always makes me feel special.
It has beautiful painted blue & white glass beads, textured clear blue beads, and pretty little white frosted beads seperated by silver dotted spacers. It's stretchy so it's easy to put on. I love it and I love how special your creations still make me feel because you loved me.

one of your angels back home
Love and Miss you, - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:10 AM CDT

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Hi Cathy,

Me again ~ Just checking in on you. Katie honey, just a rotten start of the year. Flu bug is the worst! Feel better sweetie. xoxo Love you!

That song! How music can be timeless, painful, joyous and everything in between. I always wonder if the singer / songwriter is writing from experience or singing from a sheet of music. Life seems that way to me sometimes. We hear songs over and over and you can relate sometimes, and then others not really. There are moments a song stops you in your tracks. A couple words or a phrase can change your whole outlook on something by a mile or make you break down and sob without control. Then there are times like you just mentioned when a song that's been around awhile and I think "That's my life - why are we still having the same struggles? Are we not evolving or is it just part of the journey. You're a great mom - at work or at home or stretched between both. You face all the challenges with the most positive attitude. A tremendous quality you've taught your daughters - and they in turn have strengthened in you.
Blessings to you and your family and much love
Connie
Lakeland, FL USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 6:19 PM CDT

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In keeping with my usual ways I'm late to wish you happy birthday. {~.~} Happy Birthday Angel! I was looking at photos of your Birthday party turned Christine's Kid-o-ween. Oh what fun we had, the memories we made. There were alot of strangers there and you swore you'd kill me if the band would sing Happy Birthday Christine. When the band went to sing Happy Birthday the singer looked so confused when I told him to sing Happy Birthday Katie! I sure didn't want to die that night - man you gave me "THE LOOK" !!

I know you have your very own horse, maybe more than one. Are they unicorns? Are they colorful like rainbows? I can't believe this is #15. I can tell you how loved you are and how much we miss you. There is not one single day that goes by that I don't take you with me - wether or not you want to go girl, you are with me. If that makes me a crazy person, then just tell me how the 'crazy department' of heaven is and that you'll visit me there.
I miss you and your friends and the fun we had.

All my love, always
Connie
Lakeland, FL USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 5:29 PM CDT

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Thinking of all of you today. Great Birthday greeting - -AMEN!

Hope your first week at work was wonderful! I thought of you many times this week!
Give a call when you have time.

Love and Blessings,
Janice <jfeldt2@msn.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 4:58 PM CDT

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what a sweet entry. Happy birthday Christine. For your birthday I wish for peace and healing for your family.

with love <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, September 8, 2006 2:24 PM CDT

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I think you should go get a Publix Birthday Cake - every girl likes a good piece of cake. Thinking of you.
Love, Tricia <pplester169@aol.com>
Seminole, FL - Friday, September 8, 2006 11:33 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Cbop!! I'm sure you're having a big party up in heaven today full of lots of singing, dancing, and Great American Cookie Company goodies! I miss you!
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Friday, September 8, 2006 11:03 AM CDT

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Thinking of Christine and all of you on her birthday, with love and happy memories and hopes that all her wishes came true in Heaven.


Penny, Craig, Kevin and Laura Williams <cawpkb@verizon.net>
Clearwater, FL - Friday, September 8, 2006 9:46 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday, I think of you always. Love you. Alicia
Alicia Gowacki <ABGOwacki@aol.com>
St Petersburg, Fl - Friday, September 8, 2006 8:23 AM CDT

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Just thinking of you, one more day... I miss you....
Alicia <ABGowacki@aol.com>
St Petersburg, FL - Thursday, September 7, 2006 10:09 AM CDT

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Hey Mrs. Clasen! I'm glad to see you're going back to work. I think it will be really great for you to get back out there. Cbop would be so proud of you! I just know it! I am back at school and telling all of my new friends about your amazing family. I think Christine will always be a part of my daily life, she has really shaped me into the person I am today. I miss her so much but continue to enjoy my memories of her. One of my favorite memories is this time when we took the Cancer Center kids to Outback for lunch. They opened up just for us and this Hilary Duff song came on and I started singing it at the table. The look Cbop gave me was absolutely priceless. She was way too funny!

Tell Katie and Dave that I say congrats! I know Christine will be helping them both on the court and on the bench. I love you guys!
Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 6:49 PM CDT

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Cathy,
I cannot even imagine the butterflies that must be flying around in your tummy right now, the excitement of something new, the apprehension of what's coming, the fear of leaving your comfort zone and of course your sadness for leaving your girl "home" but always know that she is with you, as we all are pulling for you and praying for an awesome first day, and for many more to follow. Cathy, you truly are an inspiration for so many of us, and you remain my hero !!!!.......I love you, and count my blessings everyday that God has blessed my family with yours, and I pray that Alyssa and Katie grow closer everyday and remain "best buds".....you're going to be great!!!
Lynn
Lynn Hedrick <mugsy@tampabay.rr.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Monday, September 4, 2006 5:18 PM CDT

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Way to go! 20 years of marriage ~ God Bless~ 5th graders becoming Varsity Team Members Katie ~ YES! Dad coaching a team in great need of a caring Man ~ Dave this is perfect for you and I really admire you're taking the challenge.
Cathy, going back to work and all the while being able to be with your family and all. I can't know what you feel but I do believe it's a fantastic fit for you and it sounds really exciting. I wish you all the confidence (and humor) you'll need. I know you'll be awesome and they'll be so glad to have chosen you.
I think of Chris often and talk to her ALOT and I swear I think she's happy for all three of you. I know she'll be there with you, cheering you on and rolling her eyes when you're a goof.
Thank you for sharing so much of yourselves with us and I just want to say how much I love you. No matter how much time passes or how busy life becomes, nothing will ever change how much I love your little girl and how much I miss her. I am so grateful I've been blessed by knowing each of you.
I missed wishing Katie a Happy birthday Please give her a big hug. VARSITY! Whoa!!!

All my love and best wishes always,
Connie
Lakeland, FL USA - Friday, September 1, 2006 5:32 PM CDT

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Hello dear sister...your words always say so much more than just what you write. Thank you for sharing, I love you, Jackie
Jackie
- Friday, September 1, 2006 8:37 AM CDT

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I always check on you and glad to hear things are going well. I just know they are lucky to have you! Not the other way around! Tell Katie congrats on being varisity! Way to go! Dave wil be great as a coach-just let him be himself and all will be fine...Know I keep you all in my prayers and I totally understand the moving on. Every little thing it seems like we lose another piece...I just have to believe they are looking down on us and smiling Jane
jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
pinellas park, fl US - Thursday, August 31, 2006 6:40 PM CDT

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HiKathy, I am so gladd you are able to start working, I am sure everyone is very proud, you are an inspiration, and I am sure your children(both of your beautiful girls) would be so happy to see you do this, I know it will be hard at first, but we all know you will be ok!!! I miss seeing you and talking to you, Good luck and stay well!!! Love you, Alicia
Alicia Gowacki <ABGowacki@aol.com>
St Petersbur, FL - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 5:30 PM CDT

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Hi Cathy, Dave and Katie,
First of all, tell Dave that my husband coached our daughter's Little League baseball team(she was 7 years old at the time), and rule #1 is that the first parent that complains about anything gets to be the assistant coach!
Your new job sounds great, Cathy. It has always been important to me to have enough flexibility to get to all the school and sporting events the kids are into, so I'm glad you're able to do that.
Your updates always make me pause and appreciate life and my family more, and I appreciate you and Christine for that.
Gloria
Gloria Bone <ptgloria@earthlink.net>
Indian Rocks Beach, FL - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 11:24 AM CDT

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Congrats on the new job. I know that you will be great! You did a wonderful job here for all those years and we really miss you here! I am sure that Christine is very close and will be by yourside always. The bond that you had can never be broken. Best of luck and keep us posted!
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:39 AM CDT

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Keeping you in my thougths and in my prayer's always.

Love Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Thursday, August 24, 2006 8:09 PM CDT

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Congrats to both of you on your 20 years......WOW.
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Thursday, August 24, 2006 9:17 AM CDT

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I just want to say a word to Cathy and Jane, and so many Mothers that don't have their precious child to send to school. There is never an easy day but I'm sure there are days that stand out as particularly more difficult.
Please know that you are thought of and that I pray for you all at times when your loss and the thought of your pain wells up inside of me.

I don't know what sense that makes but I wanted to say it

Wishing you strength and Gods blessings ~ from one of the thousands of people who were blessed enough to be touched by an angel...

Your angel

Much love always,
Connie
Lakeland, FL USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 2:44 PM CDT

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Hello Cathy,
I miss you and would love to meet you for dinner, even if its just the two of us. Christine looks beautiful in the slide show that Tracy and Myron put together. God bless all those little one.
Orlaida Salce <osilvasalce@att.com>
- Monday, August 21, 2006 3:12 PM CDT

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Today is two years for my girl being gone. I just wanted you to know there is not a day that goes by that I also don't think of beautiful Christine and her unbelievable spirit! Jane
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
pinellas park, fl us - Friday, August 18, 2006 5:52 AM CDT

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Just signing in to say hi! I'm home from Ireland and getting ready to head back up to Gainesville! I hope school is going well for Katie. I'm sure getting back into the routine was rough! I know it will be for me! I miss you guys and think of you all the time!
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Saturday, August 12, 2006 4:29 PM CDT

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Sorry our lunch got cancelled, We were really looking forward to seeing you. I went to the website and saw Christine's picture. What a great picture of her on her birthday. The slide show was very nice but also sad to see so many beautiful children who are not here anymore. Please give us a call to set up lunch again! Take Care
Kimberly R. Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Thursday, August 10, 2006 8:57 AM CDT

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I think about you all so often and I'm glad to hear it was a good summer. Hope Katie has a great strart to the school year.
Love,
Chuck and Janice <jfeldt2@yahoo.com>
clearwater, fl usa - Thursday, August 10, 2006 7:05 AM CDT

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Hello! We are up visiting Grandma and Grandpa and I decided to check in and say HI! It has been a scorcher up here... we were at the cabin, but because of the heat we retreated back to St. Helen for air conditioning. I know what you are thinking-wimps! But, when the temp is 100 and you are in the middle of the woods with no breeze and no air....yuck! Anyway, I was thinking of you and wanted to let you know! All my love, Jackie
Jackie
MI - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 4:58 PM CDT

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Hi All!
Just a word to let you know I think of you often.
Angel Christine is with me always. I miss her and I melt when I see her eyes. I look at her photos almost every day if not every day.
I think of you Cathy Dave & Kate also. Miss you and I hope to see you soon. We're due to have some fun and giggles again soon.
Sending lots of love and positive thoughts and energy your way.

All my love always,
Connie
Lakeland , FL USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 5:16 PM CDT

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Glad to hear that you are back and had a nice time. Can't wait to hear all about it and the things you did.
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe @knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 9:32 AM CDT

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Glad your trip went well! I'm sure it was great to spend time with family and hopefully get away from the heat? I leave for Ireland on Sunday so that's what I'm hoping to do! Miss you!
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 8:11 AM CDT

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Hi! I am so sorry we didn't make our outing together. PLease call when you get back. I miss you! I must say though just reading your entries always make me feel good. Not sure that is the right word but you express so many things I feel so I know it is normal. The myraid of emotions just seems to go on and on. Anyway I hope you are having a blast! Say hi to your Dad for me.See you soon. Jane
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, fl us - Sunday, July 9, 2006 5:15 AM CDT

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Cathy,
Cindy, Robin and I were discussing last night how much we miss you... I know that you are going on vacation but please give us a call when your back so that we can do dinner. I Love You and can't wait to see you
Orlaida <osilvasalce@att.com>
- Friday, July 7, 2006 12:14 AM CDT

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Happy July 4th (a day early). Sounds like you have alot of fun things planned for the summer! Take Care! Kimberly
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Monday, July 3, 2006 10:31 AM CDT

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I'm with you on the picture of you and Christine. It's SO beautiful and touching. It brings me to tears every time I see it. Have a great trip with Katie and God bless.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, June 28, 2006 7:19 AM CDT

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I don't blame you for wanting to pretend you never saw the email too but it sounds like you guys had a great time!! I am soooo glad! Katie really deserved to have such a fun day with her mom and Julia. I am so glad you guys were able to go and I know Cbop is too! I had such a nice visit with you the other day. I really missed you! Don't be a stranger!
Love, Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Sunday, June 25, 2006 7:59 PM CDT

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Kathy,

Yesterday I was looking at my wall of pictures and saw a few with C Bop in them. Thought, gosh, I miss her and wondered how you all were doing. What a long year it has been without her. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and praying that C Bop is close by with her hands on your shoulders. I agree with you, that I believe she is close by and hoping that you only remember the good times you both had.

You were the best Mother...thank you for sharing her with me.

hugs,
Peggie Sherry <psherry@facesofcourage.org>
Tampa, Fl - Friday, June 23, 2006 3:30 PM CDT

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Someone I knew named their daughter 'Aquanet'...like the hairspray. hmmm

Have you read the book, "Heaven" by Randy Alcorn. It is a biblical account of what Heaven is like. A wonderful book.

Praying for you,
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 22, 2006 10:23 AM CDT

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I was so glad to see that you updated the web page. I am always thinking of you and wondering how you are doing and what you are up to. I wear my braclete's often that Christine made - it seems like they always go with something. Any plans for any summer trips? Take Care Kimberly
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Monday, June 19, 2006 11:36 AM CDT

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Much love to my dear friends.
You're always close to my heart.
Connie
lakeland, FL U.S. - Friday, June 16, 2006 3:34 PM CDT

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Your reference to bathing suit shopping opened up an entire waterworks for me...it was the hardest of times, and yet when complete it was the best of times. My Rachael and I shared a lot of 'girl' stuff during our shopping times together...ohhhh...I miss those times. Guess I always will.
Hope your future shopping times add up to Great memories for you and your daughter.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 9, 2006 8:10 PM CDT

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Thinking about you..
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 7, 2006 5:34 PM CDT

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Hi Clasen family,
Just wanted to say hi, and hope you''re finding lots of things to do to keep cool and busy. I liked seeing Katie's artwork when I turned the calendar over.
Gloria
Gloria Bone <ptgloria@earthlink.net>
Indian Rocks Beach, FL - Monday, June 5, 2006 3:29 PM CDT

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This season of graduations and commencement ceremonies is yet another bittersweet time. Missing Christine and thinking of you.

Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Friday, June 2, 2006 4:42 PM CDT

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Hello my Florida family! I try not to wish the days away -- but we are excited to see you this July (I guess the end of June)!! I cannot believe how fast the summer gets planned away -- all I want to do is savor every minute of every long, sunny day. Lately, though, it has been hot and muggy. I know you would probably be wearing a sweater -- but it's only May and it's been 90 degrees too many days in a row. Us Michiganders have already been swimming -- in outdoor pools!!!! Take care, we love you!
Aunt Jackie
MI - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 6:39 PM CDT

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Thinking of you all the time, I hope you have plans for the summer! I miss you! and love you a lot!!! Alicia

Alicia Gowacki <ABGowacki@aol.com>
St Petersburg, FL - Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:10 PM CDT

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I so look forward to all your updates, I come by the website everyday to see if there is something new posted. Summer already, the time just flys by. Stop by and see us sometimes when your in the area!
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 2:47 PM CDT

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Hello to the Clasen's! I can't believe it's summer break already!!! Connor does not get out until June 16 -- yuck! We are looking forward to your visit in July -- we have lots of plans! Sending lots of hugs and kisses! Jackie
Jackie
MI - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 12:36 AM CDT

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Cathy,
I love you and miss you, lets get together for dinner I have a need to see you.
Orlida Salce <osilvasalce@att.com>
- Wednesday, May 17, 2006 9:20 AM CDT

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We love all of you and pray that all of you will find peace and comfort - -understanding - -that's a different thing. I have a LONG list for God to explain to me when I get to meet him face to face. Christine is on that list....

Like you Cathy, I don't doubt his plan, but I sure would like few more clues to the "Big Picture"!

You all are much loved by this family, by all of us even though we have not shared the time and friendship that Dave and Chuck have. Both Charlie and Faith ask about you all often. Some day when we get to raise that glass of wine to your beloved Christine I will tell you all the stories we know of people that have been touched by Christine's journey in this world. The ripple effect of her life is amazing!

We love you all and are here at anytime for anything you need....


Chuck and Janice <jfeldt2@yahoo.com>
Clearwater ,Florida, Florida usa - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:14 AM CDT

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Cathy,
You break my heart. I can't imagine. I'm glad you are still here on Caringbridge sharing your thoughts with us. You are an amazing woman every day you get out of bed you amaze me! Take care and know I pray for peace.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, May 16, 2006 6:55 AM CDT

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Cathy, Hoping you had a day filled with good memories.....and new memories.....you're still my hero !!!
Luv ya,
Lynn
Lynn Hedrick <mugsy@tampabay.rr.com>
clearwater, fl usa - Sunday, May 14, 2006 10:27 PM CDT

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Wishing a very stong, remarkable woman a Happy Mother's Day! God Bless. Angi Schmeiser
Angela Schmeiser <flashsocks@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:58 PM CDT

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Saw this in another caringbridge guestbook and wanted to pass it along...
A Mother's Day Poem

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say.

A Mother has a baby
This we know is true.
But God can you be a Mother
When your baby''s not with you?

Yes, you can He replied
With confidence in His voice
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.

I just don't understand this, God
I want my baby here
He took a breath and cleared His throat
And then I saw a tear.

I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say

"We go to earth and learn our lessons
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lesson very quickly
My Mommy set me free.

I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow's where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
"Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here."

So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are OK
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay.

They'll wait for you with me
Until your lesson is through
And on the day that you come home
They'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
(Jennifer Wasik)

Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:50 PM CDT

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Happy Mother's Day to one of the best moms I know! I hope you have a great Mother's Day Cathy!
Love, Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Sunday, May 14, 2006 11:30 AM CDT

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Cathy, I wanted to stop by and wish you a very Happy Mothers Day as you are one of the very best! I hope you get pampered on this special day!
Kimberly R. Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Friday, May 12, 2006 2:35 PM CDT

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LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.



A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA, - Friday, May 12, 2006 11:50 AM CDT

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Hello! Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you all!!! Love -- Jackie
Jackie
MI - Friday, May 12, 2006 7:53 AM CDT

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Happy Mother's Day Kathy...may peace and love shower you.
Carol Jones, Cardinal Health <carol.jones@cardinal.com>
St. Petersburg, FL - Friday, May 12, 2006 7:16 AM CDT

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WHAT A BEAUTIFUL POEM, KATHY I WANT TO WISH YOU A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY YOU ARE A WONDERFUL MOM!!! GOD BLESS YOU!!
ALICIA
ALICIA GOWACKI <Abgowacki@aol.com>
ST PETERSBURG, FL - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 6:30 PM CDT

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A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON , - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 4:26 PM CDT

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I haven't checked on this site for sometime and as I was closing my computer tonight, something made me sign on. Lynn's poem is a beautiful way of commemorating this first anniversay. It, so tenderly, expresses those feelings most of us have. Gary and I thank you too, Lynn.
Grandma and Grandpa Schuster <shoe447@charter.net>
St. Helen, MI USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 7:29 PM CDT

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I know God sent those words to you Lynn, you have been given quite a gift.
Thank you for saying what so many of us feel.

Angel you will never be forgotten
Connie
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:51 AM CDT

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Dear Cathy, Dave, Katie-I think of you often and recently was again going through pictures for the 8th grade graduation video and of course came across some old pictures from field trips and other class events with Christine-She was so much apart of our lives and Alexa's good friend and her memory is with us forever-We love you and are still keeping you all in our prayers- Maria, Mark, Marcus, Alexa and Lio
Pezzuti <mapezz@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 9:56 AM CDT

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Those precious moments of Chris continue to lift us all up.
Building more memories with your sisters and family and share with others is so Christines'style.
Still thinking of you and all the good stuff.
Your amazing girl inspires such Christ like love, and I still feel special to be in your lives.
Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Monday, May 1, 2006 1:37 PM CDT

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Prayers and peace of mind to your family...remembering Christine and her feisty times with me on Thursday afternoons.
Love,
Gloria
Gloria Bone <ptgloria@earthlink.net>
Indian Rocks Beach, FL - Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

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Dear Christine, Well today I drove by our favorite place, there was a sign that said "closed" well in my heart it always be open, I saw you last at that very same place, and Happy memories came to me,I remembered your smile, ofcourse I did say a prayer and then I drove by Casies resting home and did the same I know you are both togheter now, I miss you, but I am grateful and Honored to have you, Wonderful you! I Love you... Alicia
Alicia Gowacki <ABGowacki@aol.com>
St Petersburg, FL - Thursday, April 27, 2006 6:26 PM CDT

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Thinking of all of you today and saying special prayers.
Chuck and Janice <jfeldt2@yahoo.com>
clearwater, fl usa - Thursday, April 27, 2006 12:05 AM CDT

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Angel Christine,
I think of you day and night and I laugh and I cry and I wonder. Missing you is only tempered by knowing we'll see you again.
The significance of this day is filled with so many emotions. This morning while thinking of you my tears I could not stop.
Then the most beautiful image appeared.
It was Jesus in all his Glory and there you were!
So beautiful and perfect just sitting on his lap smiling. It was as if Jesus and all the angels were celebrating your birthday.
Peace and happiness was everywhere. The light around you was so bright and colorful, and there was a rainbow that had no beginning and no end.
I know you are well and happy. You are more special today than ever. What a blessing you remain to so many.

I love you punkin'
Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Thursday, April 27, 2006 11:07 AM CDT

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I will be thinking of you guys and Cbop all day! I have so many wonderful memories with her and the rest of your family and that's what I'll be thinking about. I hope your day is filled with the best memories. I love you guys!
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Thursday, April 27, 2006 11:01 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and Christine on this, the anniversary of her VICTORY over cancer!

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:31 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and your sweet Christine today.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 6:17 AM CDT

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Thinking of you
Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 5:16 PM CDT

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Hi Cathy, Dave,Katie, and angel Christine,
We sure saw a lot of luminaria lit in Christine's memory at Relay on Friday...her presence was strongly felt. One of hers was still burning as the sun was coming up. I pray your family spends a peaceful time remembering her and all the great times shared.
Love,
Gloria
Gloria Bone <ptgloria@earthlink.net>
Indian Rocks Beach, FL - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 4:09 PM CDT

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Cathy, Dave, & Katie -- My thoughts are with you all during this time. I hope that you find peace and comfort spending time with your visiting family members this week. Take care.


Carol Jones, Cardinal Health
St. Petersburg, FL - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 11:43 AM CDT

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Like Lynn I have been thinking of you all even more than I typically do this week. I can't believe it's been a year! It feels like just yesterday sometimes. I hope you guys are comforted with family and friends this week and I'm so glad your sisters are coming into town. I think of Cbop all the time and I think "The Dance" will have a new meaning to me now. I've never thought of the song that way. The song that reminds me of Cbop is the country song "One More Day" especially the part about "One more sunset maybe I'd be satisfied" because I know that Cbop loved watching the sunset. It's a beautiful song Cathy if you haven't heard it, check it out. Sending my love and prayers...
Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Gainesville (for only a few more days!) , FL - Monday, April 24, 2006 10:19 PM CDT

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I haven't left a message here in a long time, mainly because I talk to you Cathy, almost everyday, but this I wanted to share with all our friends. Today I was picking the Girls up from school, listening to the country station, Garth Brooks, "The Dance" was on, and I listened to that song today like I have never heard it before, not an a hour goes by that I dont think of Christine, but more so this week its been more often, I can't even believe that she's been away from us that long, although like you stated Cathy, it also seems like yesterday, well in listening to this song I think that this part of the chorus says it all.
"And now, I'm glad I didn't know The way It all would end The way It all would go, " Our lives, Are better left to chance I could have missed the pain, But I'da had to miss the dance."
We love you and miss you Beautiful Angel !
The Hedrick's
Lynn Hedrick <mugsy@tampabay.rr.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 3:51 PM CDT

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Praying for safe and easy travel for your sisters
Much love and strength sent to you in abundance
thinking of you always
Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Monday, April 24, 2006 1:00 PM CDT

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Hello -- just wanted to sign in -- Lily and I are excited to be visiting next week! We can't wait to give big hugs! We love you -- see you soon:) Jackie
Aunt Jackie
MI - Saturday, April 22, 2006 6:34 PM CDT

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Hello, it's me again.
The year has been like a time warp.
Christine is the most amazing Angel we miss her so much.
I send my prayers and my love to you and Kate & Dave, your mom & sisters and everyone in your family. I can't find a way to express how incredibly sorry I am that she is gone.
I know you'll be together again one day, and on that day the angels will weep with joy and wash the earth below.
Then your pain will be no more.

Christine my angel, I miss you so much. I think of you all the time and I carry your love with me. Your smile, your strength and your wit lives in me and inspires me.
No other young lady will leave such a positive impact on as many people as you have here on earth.
There are no words, only love...


Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Friday, April 21, 2006 6:07 PM CDT

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I think a really fat marguerita would help with your back.
Much love
Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Thursday, April 20, 2006 6:45 PM CDT

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Hi! Sorry to hear your nerve is still acting up! Does not sound like fun! I have been thinking of you but haven't had time to drop a line. I will fill you in next time we get together. Hopefully that will be soon!
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, fl us - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 6:59 PM CDT

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Just wanted to say Happy Easter! I hope you all have a good day and that you remember only happy memories! I miss you guys! I'm home May 4th for the whole summer. Call me sometime :-) Love you!

Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Sunday, April 16, 2006 10:26 AM CDT

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Dear Cathy,

Your last entry reminded me of one of the many times she told me something similar.
Example:
I asked her if she wanted a HAUNTED HOUSE at her Birthday Party at Halloween.
She said yes. No, Yes.. Definitely Yes.
I asked her if it should be scary or not.
She thought. Then with this little impish look on her face she said, "Well, it is a haunted house. Make it scary... Pause... But not TOO scary!"
She cracked me up!
What a wonderful memory that is for me and my family.

I've been keeping you all a little closer to my heart this month and I pray this weekend brings you a blessing.
Love hugs and kisses
Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Friday, April 14, 2006 12:14 AM CDT

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Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
what a sweet letter.Christine will never be forgotten.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON , - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 2:56 AM CDT

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Checking in to report a butterfly sighting.
Sunday afternoon I looked out the back door to see what the horses in the back pasture were doing.
Out of nowhere came this pretty little butterfly.
Floating along, I watched her visit tasty spots and light here and there as gentle as a breeze.
Fondly remembering Angel Christine
I remember exactly how she would ask God for a challenge - but not TOO hard!
How precious is the faith of your angel.

Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Monday, April 10, 2006 11:30 AM CDT

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I'm always thinking of you all and missing you. A picture of Cbop, the Katies, and me is by my bed and I look at it all the time and remember how much FUN we always had together. You guys must come over and swim this summer. Gretchen's family can come too if they want. We can play on the trampolene. Hang in there. I know April will be tough.
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Sunday, April 9, 2006 1:01 PM CDT

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Easter should be a joyous time, but I know this time of year will never be the same for your family. I lost my Mom on Easter Sunday 3 years ago,(April 20), and still feel her absence keenly. We'll throw some flowers in the water for her, and I'll make deviled eggs the way she always did, and try to keep her memory alive with my girls. Jesus lives, and Christine's spirit lives on in you, and Dave, and Katie, and so many people that she touched. Have a blessed Easter. Thinking of you often.
Gloria
Gloria Bone <ptgloria@earthlink.net>
Indian Rocks Beach, FL - Saturday, April 8, 2006 10:00 PM CDT

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It's amazing the power of a song or a poem.
Wishing you peace this day.
Connie
Lakeland , FL USA - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 4:40 PM CDT

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Wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you during this tough (does not descibe it in the least!) time. I always pray for strength for us and will continue to do so.You know I would do anything if it would lessen the burden..
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park , Fl us - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 4:58 AM CDT

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Only one life, it will soon be past.
Only what's done for Christ will Last.

This quote was sent to me and it made me think of Angel Christine
Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 10:54 AM CDT

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Hi Miss Cathy

I wonder if you've noticed that Christine's Caringbridge counter has passed 100,000. It's been quite a journey and I thank you for keeping this going in her memory and for the many of us who love her so much.
Remember when Chris got a shopping trip to the mall when she reached 10,000 hits? That was a lot of fun.
Thinking of you and remembering your angel always.
Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Monday, April 3, 2006 3:32 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you. I know this month will be hard but we will all be praying for you. Jane
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, Fl Us - Saturday, April 1, 2006 4:49 AM CST

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WOW almost a year? We all look so forward to the spring and the weather turning and you must be dreading it. I'm glad to hear you were able to go through Christine's things and actually have it be therapeutic. What a special person you are! Praying that going back to work is a wonderful thing for you and I stop by daily and pray often!

love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, March 31, 2006 6:36 AM CST

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How to prevent serious seriousness ~ as told to me by Cathy Clasen.

"I have at times thought of Chris and I see her in my minds eye. Then I crack up, thinking - I am WAY too serious and I remember how my little princess would deal with things.
First - find the good
Second - how to get through or beyond what seems like an obstacle
Third - make everyone around feel like it's a piece of cake - because God is your strength.
Fourth - Love and live and laugh and give the Glory to God for everything."



For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1


Connie
Lakeland , FL USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 6:35 PM CST

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Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca ~THE PRAYER BEARS~>
EDMONTON , - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 6:29 PM CST

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Wow! Very exciting news! We will be praying and crossing fingers that it will work out for you. As much as I am an overwhelmed Mom - working gives me a since of identity that is mine. Being someone's wife and Mom is the best - don't get me wrong, but I love working (at least most days). God often puts me in places that I get to do double duty, work and serve him. Not that we don't serve in all we do, but there is always those precious times when I realize I'm walking with him and I feel him right there, and get to witness his work right then. It's The Best!!!

I will be checking and waiting to hear how it went!

Much love to all,



Chuck and Janice <jfeldt2@yahoo.com>
clearwater, fl usa - Thursday, March 23, 2006 7:03 PM CST

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Hi! Just wanted to send you a big THANK YOU!Your help this weekend was so kind...I always need support as this is very trying and as always you were there. Final count 109 on the bone marrow registry! What an awesome job we did!We have to get together soon!
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
pinellas park , fl us - Thursday, March 23, 2006 3:53 AM CST

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Wow Miss Cathy,
It's great to hear of all that's happening. We pray that the right doors will open. Heaven knows if I had a position to fill I'd hire you. I would also recommend you to anyone but your reputation speaks for itself!
It's awesome that you like being a mom and that is your most important focus. You're really good at it. Just like everything else, this time will pass. You may never have a defining moment for one single passion that you'll dedicate your life to. One thing for sure is that if you seek this you will find it. If you are content with something you try, then terrific! If it's not the right place for you then you keep looking.
You can always change your mind... *Except for a Tattoo, you'd be stuck with that!

Every time I think of you I hug you in my heart.

Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 3:38 PM CST

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Thought I would check in to see whats new in your corner of the world. Wow going back to work how exciting! I can't wait to hear more about it. I think of all of you often! Take Care
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 1:32 PM CST

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Just wanted to write to say I miss all of you. I have been thinking of you guys all night and can't get you out of my head. I will be home in the beginning of May and we need to get together. It has been way too long.
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Monday, March 20, 2006 9:32 PM CST

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As I leave for the bone marrow drive I just had to sign in. This just brings up so many memories and I think of Christine creating those key chains for us at the last drive. So sweet and selfless. I have no words..I have been so blessed to have been in the prescence(spelling??) of angels on earth!
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, fl us - Friday, March 17, 2006 8:44 AM CST

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HAPPY ST.PATRICKS DAY


THE PRAYER BEARS

Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Thursday, March 16, 2006 5:16 PM CST

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A friend sent me this and I'm passing it around:
This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you. I do
Not need your help. So, have a nice day.

I love you.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, March 15, 2006 7:00 AM CST

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here's a few more pictures.






Gretchen Campbell <jandrcampbell3@hotmail.com>
New Port Richey, FL USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 8:23 PM CST

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I had a great time with you guys in Michigan.
By the way Happy Birthday Cathy.
I haven't seen you guys in forever.
We need to come down soon to see Katie.

Gretchen Campbell <jandrcampbell3@hotmail.com>
New Port Richey, FL USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 8:12 PM CST

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Hi Cathy,

We missed connecting on Sunday so I wasn't able to tell you Happy Birthday in person but wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you as I always do. I remember last year Christine put a message on the website telling everyone to wish her wonderful mother a Happy Birthday. This year I'm sure she led the angels in a birthday celebration in your honor. I hope you had an enjoyable day. I'll talk to you soon.

Love, Rhonda
Rhonda Campbell <jandrcampbell3@hotmail.com>
New Port Richey, FL USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 0:15 AM CST

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Hey there...Just saying hello! I miss you guys! My friends and I are leaving today for Spring Break in North Carolina. We went last year and I remember talking to Cbop on the phone while we were driving around and her telling me I absolutely HAD to go talk to this one doctor at Duke and tell her she said hi. She was always thinking of the people in her life. Love you guys.
Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Friday, March 10, 2006 7:38 PM CST

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Dear Cathy,

Christine must look forward to those times when you are praying for her. She was amazing in so many ways.
I share your tears and your laughter, and God knows I wish you would have all been spared.
Your witness and testimony is inspiring and thought provoking. I praise and thank God for the refuge that you have in your faith and your relationship with God.
I still enjoy thinking about the times we laughed together.
Indeed a fine daughter and what an outstanding spirit she has.

I'll never forget the look she shot at me when I teased her and Katie about the blankets. She thought I was clueless.
Why would she give her sister the horse blanket in exchange for the dog blanket? Never will I forget that day in March when we celebrated Christmas.
Now that's just our style!

All my love,
Connie
Lakeland , FL USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 4:50 PM CST

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You all are close in thought and always in our prayers. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and grief. You truley walk holding onto God's hand.
Sending love,

Chuck and Janice <jfeldt2@yahoo.com>
clearwater, fl usa - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 5:38 PM CST

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Hi Cathy and family,
I thought I had posted an entry a week or so ago, but found out we were having computer malfunction. I had just turned over the calendar to March, and was sorry to cover up Christine's February artwork. I'll look forward to June for Katie's, and will certainly keep the calendar. I think of you often, and know you miss Christine every moment, but am glad to hear you finding more joy in her memory as you go through her things. We are trying to get our Relay for Life team in gear. We will miss seeing Emily's Chemo Crew there. Do stop by and join us if you'd like. We'll certainly have a Luminaria lit for Chris.
Love, Gloria
Gloria Bone <ptgloria@earthlink.net>
Indian Rocks Beach, FL - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 11:18 AM CST

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Hello! Thinking of you and your precious family.
Wishing a very happy March...
xoxo
Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Monday, March 6, 2006 5:12 PM CST

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THE PRAYER BEARS
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 6:30 PM CST

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It's a privilege and an honor to have been a part of Christine's life. Knowing and loving Christine is truly a time in my life I will treasure forever.

Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Monday, February 27, 2006 5:31 PM CST

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I STOP BY HERE A LOT BUT I AM GUILTY OF NOT SIGNING SO MUCH. I READ YOUR POST AND I HAD TO COMMENT. I REMEMBER BACK WHEN DREAMFUND CAME IN I THOUGHT, "THAT SHOULD BE SAVED FOR A CHILD THAT REALLY NEEDS IT..." I THOUGHT THE SAME THING, PICTURED COMMERCIALS I HAD SEEN AND TELETHONS AND DIDN'T REALLY SEE US IN THAT LIGHT. NOW, I AM SO THANKFUL THAT KATIA GOT HER WISH! I THINK OF YOU AND CHRISTINE ALL THE TIME, ESPECIALLY WHEN PEOPLE COMMENT HOW KATIA AND I ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER. YOU GUYS WERE ALWAYS TOGETHER AND SMILING AND SO THOUGHTFUL, ALWAYS THOUGHTFUL. I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW YOU MISS CHRISTINE. MY HEART FEELS SO SAD THAT SHE ISN'T RIGHT THERE WITH YOU BUT WHEN I PICTURE CHRISTINE, I THINK OF HOW STRONG SHE ALWAYS WAS YET ALWAYS SO CARING AND CONSIDERATE:)
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM>
- Thursday, February 23, 2006 7:09 PM CST

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Hi Kathy, Just wanted you to know that every tuesday we talk about you think about you and specially Christine, her name is mentioned and she is always remembered, she lives in all that knew her! Miss you...
Alicia Gowacki <ABGowacki@aol.com>
St Petersburg, FL - Thursday, February 23, 2006 6:47 PM CST

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Hi!
Just want you to know you are loved and thought of often.
xoxo
Connie
Lakeland , FL U.S. - Thursday, February 23, 2006 5:52 PM CST

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Hello! Just wanted to let you know that I was checking in on all of you!!! I think of you everyday -- all my love -- Jackie
Jackie
MI - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 9:23 PM CST

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Maybe it's because I have a 14 year old daughter but your entries just seem to touch my very soul. I cried after reading this one and this morning went in and hugged her, kissed her SMELLED her. How devastated I would be to lose her, even if it was to God. I'm happy to read things seem to be bringing a smile to your face rather than tears. I pray it continues.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, February 19, 2006 11:30 AM CST

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Just a quick hello to let you know I'm thinking of you and family. I will also keep your Dad in my prayers for a speedy recovery. Jane
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, fl us - Saturday, February 18, 2006 8:39 AM CST

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Hi Cathy,

It's always nice to see you update.
The days must seem like a roller coaster at times.
You're loved, thought of and prayed for often.

AND I'm pretty sure it's your turn to buy lunch!
Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Thursday, February 16, 2006 4:21 PM CST

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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 6:46 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's day to all! I just couldn't let the day go by as I know days like this are extra hard. The love is still there but we just pray and hope they know know we still love them and somehow it will wrap around them.I am not good at expressing myself like you Cathy but I hope you know many out here wish your family to be enveloped in Christine's love today and always!
Jane Snow <snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, fl us - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 6:23 PM CST

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Thinking of you and wanting to wish you a Happy Valentines Day!
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 7:43 AM CST

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What an awesome letter you wrote for Pastor.

Connie
Lakeland , FL USA - Monday, February 13, 2006 4:48 PM CST

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Just thinking of you today. May it help a little to know you're often prayed for.
Shelly Van B <jayandshel@msn.com>
Reno, - Sunday, February 12, 2006 7:24 PM CST

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I just wanted to let you know that we are still keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.


Craig Williams <craigwilliams58@hotmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Sunday, February 12, 2006 12:39 AM CST

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Cathy,
Thank you for letting us into your life and share your sorrow.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, February 9, 2006 6:54 AM CST

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I can't even find the words...I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. Jane
Jane snow <snow876607@cs.com>
pinellas park, fl us - Thursday, February 9, 2006 5:28 AM CST

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I'm Gretchen's sister and the first time that I read the poem I knew that was something that I would keep as a memory forever. I knew Christine and she was so funny and I loved to be around her and Katie.
Katarina Campbell <jandrcampbell3@hotmail.com>
New Port Richey, FL USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 8:23 PM CST

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Thinking of you
Connie (of course)
Lakeland , FL US - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 11:45 AM CST

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"WITH PRAYER AS WITH OTHER GIFTS FROM GOD, IT IS NOT WHAT YOU GET THAT COUNTS, IT'S WHAT YOU DO WITH IT"

I cherish the love that Christine and I share, and the relationship we had. When I met her I wasn't expecting anything from her. But because of knowing her I'm a better person in ways that can't be measured.
I didn't expect to learn so much from her, or that I too would fall in love with her and Gretchen and so many of her friends and family. Chris and Kate always liked to bring friends along on the days they came to ride, and we loved having everyone. My spirit and soul would be lifted for weeks after those days of riding. I would wait anxiously for the next visit. Chris taught me how to look forward to something - anything, and to enjoy the waiting. Chris had an incredible perspective for such a young lady.
I will never forget
Connie
Lakeland , FL US - Friday, February 3, 2006 3:56 PM CST

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Cathy Thank you so much for sharing with us all. You have inspired me so much. Gretchen what an amazing friend you were and continue to be.
Love,
Donna
Donna <jaigner1@hotmail.com>
Apopka, fl - Thursday, February 2, 2006 3:16 PM CST

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TOTALLY AMAZING.......
Orlaida Salce <osilvasalce@att.com>
Lutz , FL - Thursday, February 2, 2006 2:47 PM CST

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What a beautiful tribute! Thanks for sharing it with all of us who also Loved Christine! I Miss you too! Alicia
Alicia Gowacki <ABGowacki@aol.com>
St Petersburg, FL - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 4:59 PM CST

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Gretchen, If you read this I just wanted to say that I love your tribute to Cbop. You guys were so lucky to have eachother. I hope you're doing well sweetie! Email me if you ever want to say hi. :-)
Love, Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@gmail.com (new email) >
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 9:12 PM CST

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Hello -- I read Gretchen's entry earlier this morning and felt I needed to wait awhile before letting you know I was here -- I thought there might be fewer tears, although I did find myself laugh out loud in some spots. I could just picture Christine and those huge beautiful brown eyes - looking sad to get her way. Noone could resist and she knew it:) Thank you so much for sharing Gretchen's writing - it is so nice to read them and remember Christine as the confidante and friend. Thinking of you all -- Jackie
Aunt Jackie
MI - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 7:35 PM CST

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WOW, I wish I had words to express how Gretchen's writing piece has touched my heart. What a blessing Gretchen is to Christine and Christine to Gretchen. I say is because they are so connected even when death in this world has seperated them
I'm giving thanks for all that was, is and promises to be!
AMEN!

Much love to all,

Chuck and Janice <jfeldt2@yahoo.com>
clearwater, Florida usa - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 6:27 PM CST

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What a sweetie! Christine is lucky to have such a great friend.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 31, 2006 3:54 PM CST

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Gretchen,
What a beautiful tribute to a best friend, spoken so elequently, straight from the heart.
It's been said many times "Friends are a gift from God", & I believe through yours & Christine's
friendship you were both richly blessed. Christine was blessed to have you as a best friend,
and you her!
May her memories give you much comfort & bring you joy.
Once again, what a beautiful tribute.

Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 3:22 PM CST

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From the moment I met Gretchen, I knew she was a very special girl. Thanks for sharing.
Love,
Tricia <pplester169@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 31, 2006 2:51 PM CST

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That takes my breath away.
How sweet, how very loving and honest.


Connie
Lakeland , FL USA - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 12:21 AM CST

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Katie, Hope you had an awesome time in Michigan and Canada making snow angels and playing in the snow and having a great time with your relatives and your Mom and Dad. I saw all of the pictures with the snow covering the trees and you and Gretchen and your other relatives. I bet Canada and Michigan had a lot of cool sites to see and things to do. Talk to you later,
Katarina


Katarina Campbell <jandrcampbell3@hotmail.com>
New Port Richey, FL USA - Friday, January 27, 2006 8:52 PM CST

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Sounds like you had a wonderful trip. I am sitting here this morning complaining on how cold it is here in Florida, it brings shrivers to my bones to think of up north in the snow! But what a great time and it sounded like you had alot of fun!
Kimberly Gargiulo <kimjoe@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL - Thursday, January 26, 2006 7:53 AM CST

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Hello dear Clasen's! That was a whirlwind week -- but what fun!!! It was so nice to see all of you and share so many laughs! Going to Canada was something -- I must say that I am already laughing about it, who knew it was possible:)Of course we can't wait to see you all again! Take care - think warm thoughts for us!! Love -- Jackie
Jackie
MI - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 6:05 PM CST

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Your trip sounds like it was wonderful! I'm so glad Gretchen got to be a part of it as she is such an amazing girl. Cbop and her had a special bond and I think it's the type of friendship most people can only wish for.
I love you guys!
Love, Erin <boltsfan19@gmail.com (new email) >
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 1:40 PM CST

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