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Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, December 31, 2007 2:01 PM CST
I am so glad that you could be in IL for Christmas!! I know it meant a lot to all of you! 2008 will be a year of adjustment, but I hope things go as well as possible for you.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, December 31, 2007 11:27 AM CST
Gentrys - peace, happiness and good health be yours in 2008! Happy New Year!!!! The Horvaths in PA xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Saturday, December 29, 2007 7:15 AM CST
Oh, your girls are soo cute; so glad they're doing well. My heart aches for them as I know they really miss their big brother.
Each day must be a struggle...prayers for continued strength and love....wishing you all peaceful moments...
shirley
ny, ny - Friday, December 28, 2007 10:37 AM CST
Dear Susan, I love the picture of the "Girl's". I hope you and your family had a peaceful Christmas. I know that this is such a difficult time for you and so many others. Remember - Nathan was with you in spirit.....God Bless
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, December 27, 2007 3:23 PM CST
Thinking of you.
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
Chapel Hill , NC - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 6:37 PM CST
Merry Christmas Nathan.
I miss you.
I love you.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 1:53 PM CST
Thinking of You and Wishing You Peace, Comfort and Joy this Christmas! God Bless!
Love~Hugs~Prayers from S.C.
Darline Rollins <drollins07@yahoo.com>
Kershaw, S.C. - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 10:42 PM CST
Cute little girls! I see their brother peeking out from their little faces. Merry Christmas!
Linda for Greg, Maria, Sara and Tori
- Tuesday, December 25, 2007 7:24 PM CST
Merry Christmas to a special little angel in Heaven and to his family here on Earth. Nathan is never far from my thoughts. I hope there are Playmobiles and Legos in Heaven.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 24, 2007 11:13 PM CST
gentrys - we wish you a peaceful Christmas! the horvaths in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Monday, December 24, 2007 10:55 PM CST
We wanted to send our thoughts and prayers out to you this Christmas Eve. While we know this Christmas will not be "merry", we do wish you a "bearable" Christmas.
The Lemicks (from Nov. 05 board)
Stacie, Ron, Julia, Anna and Victoria
- Monday, December 24, 2007 6:54 PM CST
Thinking of you all and remembering Nathan. All the best for the holidays.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, December 24, 2007 7:52 AM CST
Thinking of you & your family, and, as always, Nathan. Love from this side of the world, z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Saturday, December 22, 2007 5:30 PM CST
Hello, it's been a while since I signed the guestbook but I wanted to let you know that I still check in on how you all are doing. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot even imagine the hole that is in your hearts and how difficult every day must be, regardless of what holiday is approaching. I wish you all the best during the holiday season and everyday. Your family and Nathan touched my life in so many ways, ways I cannot even express so thank you for sharing your story and journey with us all. Happy Holidays!
Vio (old Jan02 PG member) <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 12:58 AM CST
Hello,
It's been awhile since I posted. You all are always in my thoughts and prayers.
On October7th my youngest brother and his wife had a very beautiful son . They named him Jayce.
To make a long story short. He is in heaven now. The ER Doctor gave him too much of adennisine (sp?)
I never really understood how a childs death can and will forever change the world.
I was only a aunt but I couldn't love him anymore if he was my own child.
The sleepless nights are almost too much to handle. I have even woken up crying in my sleep.
My heart is broken.
The only thing that seems to help is remebering how brave Nathan was. I know he will look after Jayce until I get to heaven.
Thank you so much for sharing Nathan with us.
May God continue to bless all of you this season.
*~HUGS*~
Debbie <azuregoddess@yahoo.com>
Western , PA - Friday, December 21, 2007 3:32 PM CST
Still here checking on you and praying for you all. God bless you. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
rhonda tumblin <melanie47621@aol.com>
woodruff, sc - Friday, December 21, 2007 6:49 AM CST
Just wanted to let you know that I keep you in prayer. This is a difficult time of year, I'm sure. I will continue to pray that you all feel the peace of the Lord as you learn to live your new normal. God bless
TammiK
Kapolei, HI USA - Thursday, December 20, 2007 8:01 PM CST
Susan:
I am so glad to hear that the Christmas season isn't bringing all of you down more than any other time. There is a "new" normal now and know that that is perfectly okay and healthy. I am proud of you for speaking for Flight for Hope! Love to all of you and your family - today and always.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 9:07 AM CST
Susan and Family,
Just wanted to let you know I was here checking in on you and your are so honest with your feelings and it is so bitter sweet. Your right you miss them everyday! God Bless you and I am thinking of you!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 7:23 AM CST
It was good to hear your news. I check to see how you all are and appreciate the updates. It sounds as if your family is very busy with the holidays and that is good. I am sure you are a good ambassador for the parents of ill children. Your insight into life, and how it is instead of how we want it to be, is so true. I know that you are a comfort to others. May you all have a wonderful Holiday Season. May God bless you all. I will continue praying for your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 11:42 PM CST
susan - I thought it was wonderful that you spoke at the flight of hope meeting. I am sure whatever you said, it helped others understand the mission and know it is worthwhile. good for you! anytime anyone speaks from the heart, it means something. I am also glad that you are getting into a routine and although Nathan is not there, it is good that you can cope. It is all part of God's healing. You will NEVER be totally used to him being gone but you will deal with it in our own way. God bless you all thru this holiday and bring you much peace and happiness in 2008! hugs xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 4:35 AM CST
Dear Susan, I am sure you did beautifully at the Flight of Hope Fundraiser. My Christmas wish is for you and your family to have a warm peaceful Christmas - remember, Nathan will be there with you spiritually, I truly believe this. When I think of your Nathan - I think of his warm smile and it makes me feel good inside......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, December 17, 2007 3:13 PM CST
Thinking about you and your family today, and wishing you a peaceful holiday filled with happy memories, too. You are so often in my thoughts and prayers, and I check in about once a week to see how you are (I don't always sign the guestbook, but you are in my thoughts).
I'm proud of you for giving the talk about how much last Christmas meant to you and to Nathan. It makes a real difference in the world, first-hand testimony of what a great program it is. Hugs to you!
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Monday, December 17, 2007 1:19 PM CST
Susan - as the holidays quickly approach now, wanted to wish you and your family a peaceful and meaningful Christmas. I hope you find many special moments to remember and have a nice holiday xoxo God bless you all! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Sunday, December 16, 2007 6:36 AM CST
Dear Susan and Luke, glad to hear things are fine with Lauren. Shannon had a murmur too and grew out of it after a few years. Happy to see you had a good Thanksgiving and got to go away as well. Love, Karin
Karin Lea <rklea@cox.net>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Thursday, December 13, 2007 11:55 AM CST
susan - as always after over 4 yrs, I checked the site and wanted to tell you I still like to see Nathan's face when it comes up. I say HI to him and tell him I miss him. Just want to let you know you are in my prayers and hope you and the girls and Luke are doing ok! May God watch over you always! peace be with you xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
White Oak, pa usa - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 5:34 AM CST
It was good to hear that the girls are doing well. The pictures are all so nice. I bought some Christmas Cards created by children at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center in memory of Nathan and in honor of another young boy at my school. In May he had appeared cancer-free, but it has recurred. I just pray that there is a cure for this hideous disease very soon. I continue to pray for your family. May God bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 10:24 PM CST
Still thinking of Nathan...prayers for continued strength. Thank you for sharing November pics...the girls are so cute, you and Luke look great too. Yet it does not feel right without Nathan there too....
Thank you for sharing....I am forever blessed to know Nathan's story. I am in awe of the graceful and courageous manner in which your son lived his much-too-short life.
Wishing you a peaceful, blessed holiday season. I cannot imagine how hard it is, each day must be a struggle....sending my love and support.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 10:05 AM CST
I'm so glad to hear that Lauren is OK. I am really sorry that you had the trouble with Nathan's SS#. We will be praying that that all works out.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Monday, December 10, 2007 8:32 AM CST
So glad to hear that Lauren is doing OK and that she's been cleared by the cariologist. The last thing you all need is more medical worries. We're thinking of you all and hoping that the Christmas season is peaceful for your family.
Love,
Beth and Carlos
Beth Villavicencio
Lynnwood, Wa USA - Thursday, December 6, 2007 3:18 PM CST
Glad to hear that things are fine with Lauren. Hope the IRS thing isn't a huge hassle--nothing like government bureaucracies to use up huge chunks of your time!! :( I know Christmas will be bittersweet, but Nathan's spirit will always be with you.
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 12:14 AM CST
wishing you and your family a peaceful week! Prayng for you all and hoping things go much better. I'll bet the girls are starting to realize Christmas is coming and getting excited! take care and God Bless xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Monday, December 3, 2007 0:01 AM CST
Susan:
I am grateful that the doctors are taking special care to listen to your concerns and make thorough checks on the girls. Ryan had a heart murmur at birth and has "outgrown" it or it has become too minute to hear. I have had a heart murmur since birth and am fine. I do believe the doctor is right that it is likely inconsequential but am so glad that he is ordering further follow-up. I think of all of you often and you are always in my prayers.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 4:07 PM CST
Hi, Susan. Just wanted to let you know I'm praying for Lauren...and you. I pray God will give you a peace in all this that is beyond comprehension.
Mary Ann Springer <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 8:16 AM CST
Nathan, I think of you all the time.
I miss you.
I love you.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, November 29, 2007 5:57 PM CST
I completely agree - there should be an exemption. I pray that the murmur turns out to be nothing to worry about. Sweet little Lauren just doesn't want to grow the way the charts say she should. Besides, she is just so cute!
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, November 29, 2007 3:31 PM CST
I wondered if Lauren would escape the Gentry legacy of things awry. I'm sure the murmur will be of little consequence. I will keep her in prayer like everyone else. She is such a beautiful little girl. YOU take care and know there are MANY of us out here who care and pray for you and the kids! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 11:16 PM CST
Susan -- don't worry about Lauren's size. All our girls were small. Rebecca was 21 lbs at age 3. We will be praying with you and for you concerning the murmur.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcblobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 9:15 PM CST
Your daughters are beautiful. Both my children and I have murmurs. They are common and often children outgrow them. You are right not to worry about it. And YES there should be exemptions. I will continue to pray that the Gentry Family have good times, good memories and healthy lives.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 5:38 PM CST
Hi Susan. I am so glad you were able to get away. What I wouldn't give for that right now! I can't imagine how much you miss Nathan, but I am so thankful for the paradise that waits for all of us. Love, Missy
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 7:15 AM CST
I am so glad you were able to visit your parents and have a nice Thanksgiving. We had a wonderful Thanksgiving, also. All the girls and their families were here. I had a wonderful time seeing all the grandchildren playing and the adults interacting. Allison and Rebecca have gone home now. Lisa and family will be here until Tuesday am. The house will seem so empty when everyone leaves! But we have lots of good memories.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL USA - Sunday, November 25, 2007 5:23 PM CST
I am so glad to hear that you were able to enjoy your Thanksgiving day. I thought of all of you this week and hoped that this would be a pleasant one for you. I know not having Nathan is difficult and I too wish he could be with you. Not spending your time in the hospital has to be very freeing but very strange at the same time. I pray that God will continue to bless your family in ways that you never expected!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, November 24, 2007 8:09 AM CST
i visit your blog often and am so glad to read a post. i think of you often. what you write helps me respond to my friend who have lost a son - this past september. blessings on you all and dear Nathan - with brown eyes.
jen
- Saturday, November 24, 2007 6:31 AM CST
i visit your blog often and am so glad to read a post. i think of you often. what you write helps me respond to my friend who have lost a son - this past september. blessings on you all and dear Nathan - with brown eyes.
jen
- Saturday, November 24, 2007 6:31 AM CST
We wanted to say we prayed for you and hope your holiday was okay. Hard in so many ways I'm sure! It is sad so many beautiful children die from this cancer! So many people don't have a clue as to how many suffer and die maybe it's how people cope with life.
Sending cyber hugs,
Briscoe Gang
Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Thursday, November 22, 2007 8:41 PM CST
Not long to go! Are you getting excited? We are!
Love Everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, November 21, 2007 8:33 AM CST
Wishing the Gentrys a blessed, joyful Thanksgiving....I can't imagine how hard the holidays will be. I pray for continued strength and faith for you all. I will be giving thanks for knowing of Nathan, what a sweet boy...he is a true inspiration. I will remember him forever.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 12:56 AM CST
HI.
Just checking in on the Gentry Family. May God grant you a restful holiday this week. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Monday, November 19, 2007 6:21 PM CST
Susan - wishing you all a peaceful Thanksgiving. I know you are thankful for all you do have. I hope some new memories will be made with the girls and your family and friends. God watch over you all xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Sunday, November 18, 2007 6:26 AM CST
Susan:
I just wanted to write a quick note to let you know that I still check in on the website just to check in. I think of all you often and can very much understand why writing in this journal from time to time can be difficult. Just know that I am here thinking and praying for each of you. Thank you for updating when you can.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, November 17, 2007 6:32 PM CST
Susan,
I just want to let you know that I still do go into the Caring Bridge website every day. Sometimes just to see what other people have written, sometimes to see what you have written but mostly just to help me remember all of you and to keep you in my prayers. I'm so glad that I get to see you at choir practice and at church on Sundays. My prayers go out to you and your family this holiday season.
In His Name, Joyce
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, November 16, 2007 11:22 AM CST
Dear Susan and Family - It has been some time since I have signed in. Yesterday I went onto your journal and clicked on the photo's where your Nathan is resting in peace. What a beautiful place for you and your little girl's and Luke to visit. For the first time I have speakers for my computer at work and went on to your youtube site and viewed the videos you had put to music of Nathan. Oh Susan - it was just so touching accompanied by Josh Grogan's wonderful voice. It just took my breath away. I was able to really see the changes in Nathan - sometimes I did not recognize him when he was younger and then without the hair - but one thing I was able to recognize and that was his sweet little smile - that smile will stay with me always......I better sign off now before I start bawling here in the office and not be able to answer the phones. I hope all are doing well.........GOD BLESS
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, November 15, 2007 3:04 PM CST
Susan, Thank you for taking the time to leave a message on Chloe's page. We often think of your family. You were the first mom I connected with at the RMH. I will always remeber Nate for his fabulous personality. And, I call him Nate because that is the way the little man introduced himself to me. I hope that you and your family will find the strength to celebrate his life. I continue to pray for a cure. You and your children, Nathan, Julia and Lauren will always be a part of my families memories. Thank you for sharing them with mine.
Belkis, Allan and Chloe from Florida
Belkis Zamora <btooz@aol.com>
miami, fl 33176 - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 8:40 PM CST
God bless you all. I still think of Nathan often, and pray for you to find healing and peace. I can only imagine that the holidays will be rough, but I hope you can find some joy in them, too.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 11:35 AM CST
The sight from Nathan's resting place is beautiful. I pray that a cure for this horrible disease is discovered soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 0:19 AM CST
Having a special "place" for Nathan's ashes may help to give you some closure. We also plan to be cremated, & hope to have our ashes scattered on a desert ridge we love.
I had a nice visit with Kathy & Mike last month in CG. I'm not sure when I'll get back to CG again.
The holidays will be hard, but you will be creating new precious memories.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, November 12, 2007 3:08 PM CST
Rest in peace sweet boy!
Susan, do you have the Lunch For Life "code" for Nathan?
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Clayton, NC USA - Monday, November 12, 2007 11:13 AM CST
Nathan's resting spot is really pretty. I will be cremated one day and put to rest in a similar place. Never knew what it was called. Thanks for sharing and I hope this brings some peace to you and Luke. Take care and God watch over you all xoxo jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Monday, November 12, 2007 6:08 AM CST
Thanks for your updates and pictures. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Susan Lynch
Longmont, CO USA - Sunday, November 11, 2007 10:31 PM CST
Thinking about all of you. We hope the seasons bring a little peace.
Love - Angie,Ken,Alexis
Angie <angie@pointe-ui.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Saturday, November 10, 2007 7:38 PM CST
It was a beautiful day in Colorado for Nathan to be finally at rest. It was Nathan's CaringBridge site that introduced me to neuroblastoma. What a horrible thing to happen to children. Praying for peace for your family.
Lee Farrow
Thornton, CO - Saturday, November 10, 2007 7:27 PM CST
You are all still in our thoughts.
Donihi family <donihi@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Saturday, November 10, 2007 10:33 AM CST
Rest in peace sweet, little Nathan. Some people come and go. But others, come and leave a mark in your heart forever. Remembering you in sweet memories always.
Love,
Angie
Angie C. Munger <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
Denver, CO - Friday, November 9, 2007 7:58 PM CST
Thinking of you.
Stacey Martin <stacey.martin@cgi.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Friday, November 9, 2007 7:44 PM CST
Still thinking of you & your family... Love, z.
Zeyne
Istanbul, Turkey - Friday, November 9, 2007 4:31 PM CST
I miss you.
I love you.
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 11:03 PM CST
I continue to pray daily for peace and healing for your family.
Gayle Patton
Houston , Tx - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 12:09 AM CST
Thank you for sharing these recent pics of your family. Everyone looks as well as can be. The girls look soooo cute in their costumes for Halloween! It hurt some to see only four of you in the family pics. I can't imagine how hard it is....yet I can sense that he lives on in all of you.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Monday, November 5, 2007 12:52 AM CST
susan - the pics of the girls were amazing! you should be a professional photographer! It was nice to see you and Luke enjoying games with friends! And laughing :) Nathan's resting spot sounds beautiful - would love to know more about it. Thanks! Will keep you all in prayer as the holiday season fast approaches! Our little wonder is growing nicely. She is one month old today! Brandon's daughter is sooo precious! Hugs xoxo jude in pa xo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Monday, November 5, 2007 6:04 AM CST
I lost my son the same month yours relapsed. It's been over a year and I have no great insight. I just wanted to leave you a note and let you know that one more person has read about Nathan and one more person will remember him.
Amy Petz~ Benny's mom www.bennylove.com <wildpetz@bennylove.com>
Tucson, az - Monday, November 5, 2007 0:49 AM CST
The girls are absolutely beautiful! You are good photographers. Fantastic pictures! The Lord has obviously guided you through all your decisions regarding Nathan. The site you chose sounds so peaceful.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Friday, November 2, 2007 7:25 PM CDT
The pictures are WONDERFUL! Thank you so much for continuing to share your hearts with us.
God bless your sweet family!
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Friday, November 2, 2007 1:53 PM CDT
Your pictures are wonderful. Your girls are darling. Thank you for posting the pictures.
Nancy Angererf <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Thursday, November 1, 2007 6:25 PM CDT
Hi
I thought of Lauren and Julia today. I hope they enjoyed Halloween. You girls.... don't eat too much candy! God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 11:29 PM CDT
Just to let you know that we continue to pray for you. Nathan is in our thoughts everyday.
Preethy, Ajit, Sean and Rhea <ajit-preethy@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 31, 2007 2:29 PM CDT
I think of you all so much, yet I have never met your family. Thank you for updating us on how you all are doing.
Heather Honeycutt
Maineville, OH USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 9:37 PM CDT
Susan...I continue to remember you, Luke and the girls in my prayers as you move forward during these months after losing Nathan. It is great to have you singing in choir again...enjoy seeing you there.
Blessings, my friend!
Carol Lux
Carol Lux <CALUX@AOL.COM>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 5:19 PM CDT
Susan,
Thinking of you and your family today.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 4:44 PM CDT
Thinking of you all and remembering Nathan.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, ontario Canada - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 1:30 PM CDT
I also remembered it has been 3 mos. since Nathan went to Heaven. Imiss hearing about him so much. I have such bittersweet memories of all he had to endure on his journey. He will always be my hero! YOur son touched so many lives in his short time on earth. He was such an inspiration to us all and none of us will ever forget him. I'm glad you are all managing to get thru each day and that the girls are such a joy for you. I love seeing pics of them and hearing how they are doing, too. Take care! jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 1:27 AM CDT
Hi all,
I woke up this morning and thought "Nathan went to Heaven" three months ago. I was on this site a couple of nights ago to look at pictures. Nathan is still my inspiration. I go to school each day with the thought that each child here,regardless of behavior, deserves to be loved and cared about. We just never know if one of those children won't be here tomorrow. Nathan's star continues to shine brightly. God Bless You all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Monday, October 29, 2007 6:46 PM CDT
Thanks for updating and letting us know of what is going on with all of you. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Thinking of you -- love, katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, nc United States - Monday, October 29, 2007 3:05 PM CDT
Nathan is in my thoughts and heart today, as he is everyday. I wanted to let you know how very much I am praying for all of you today.
Mom <kgentry2@yahoo.com>
Oakley, IL USA - Monday, October 29, 2007 7:51 AM CDT
Just letting you know that I continue to check on your family daily. Nathan, you are very loved and missed!
I'm not sure if Nathan or your family are Rockie fans but I wish they would've atleast won ONE world series game :( They sure had an amazing season though!
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Sunday, October 28, 2007 10:23 PM CDT
just wanted to let you know that a mom in New Jersey is thinking about your little boy, Nathan, today.
Tracey <bisazza@optonlne.net>
Manasquan, NJ USA - Saturday, October 27, 2007 2:37 PM CDT
I continue to pray for you family and think of you all often. Have a blessed week.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Thursday, October 25, 2007 11:31 PM CDT
Just a little note to let you know that I'm thinking of all of you and praying for all of you. God's peace and blessings to all of you.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Spgs, CO USA - Thursday, October 25, 2007 8:42 AM CDT
Thinking of you all today. Sending P&PTs.
Lisa - Gatoruf (IV 2002 January Jellybeans)
- Wednesday, October 24, 2007 4:45 PM CDT
I was thinking of Nathan last night. While Christmas shopping at tru.com, every time I saw a Playmobile toy I thought of him. I so wish I had him on my Christmas list this year! In honor of Nathan, Brady will have the Playmobile panda island under the tree this year.
Tammy <priorityonecb@aol.com>
Clayton, NC USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 3:31 PM CDT
Susan - praying you and your family are enjoying some of the nice Fall days. Doing some fun things with the girls and getting thru each day as it comes. I think of you all the time and hope things are going ok. Take care and know we all care xox jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Tuesday, October 23, 2007 6:05 AM CDT
Thinking of your family often. God bless you all.
Michele Tomecko <mtomecko@yahoo.com>
Parma, OH USA - Saturday, October 20, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
It was good to see your update and to know that you all enjoyed a good time in Seattle. My prayers continue for your family. May God continue to bless you with good friends, good times, and good health.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Thursday, October 18, 2007 10:33 PM CDT
Susan and Family,
So glad to hear about your trip to Seattle! I've never been there. Does it really rain all the time? It sounds like Nathan was there with you in spirit as he always will be.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, October 18, 2007 9:40 AM CDT
Each day without Nathan must be hard...it's enough for us to know that you, Luke, and the girls are hanging in there. If you don't update, I still get to look at pictures of sweet Nathan.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
new york, ny - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 3:21 PM CDT
I've always wanted to visit Seattle - and a night out sounds wonderful, as well. Thinking of you & your family, always, love, z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 7:24 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know that whether or not you post, prayers are still being sent for all of you. Please know that you are thought of often!
TammiK
Kapolei, HI USA - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 1:49 AM CDT
Glad to hear you are all dealing with everyday life and that you had a wonderful trip. I'll bet Seattle was really pretty and interesting! Hope Julia gets alot from her bereavement group session. I'm sure it helps her. Hugs to the girls and YOU, too! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Tuesday, October 16, 2007 0:56 AM CDT
Hi Susan, just stopping by to say hi. I hope ya'll are all feeling better by now. I think of ya'll all the time and am continuing to pray for your strength. Love, Missy
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Saturday, October 13, 2007 4:52 PM CDT
Sorry you've all been sick. I know that's rough. I look forward to seeing you again in choir. My travels are finished for a little while, and I hope to start singing again this week. See you then.
Mary Ann Springer <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co USA - Saturday, October 13, 2007 12:48 AM CDT
Hi Susan - hope you are all well from sickness and that you are having some pleasant Fall moments. Just to let you know I think of you all the time and pray for you daily. Take good care and may God keep you in his loving arms. xoxo jude in pa xo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Friday, October 12, 2007 6:52 PM CDT
Hi All,
I am just checking in to say hi and to let you know you are always in my prayers. May God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Friday, October 12, 2007 5:44 PM CDT
I thought of you today and said a prayer for your family. Just wanted you to know that you aren't forgotten.
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, October 12, 2007 5:36 PM CDT
Susan and Luke,
After reading the truths submitted below I would highlight the part about how changed we are by our worst experiences. "Getting to know who you are now" (instead of getting back to who you were) is so easy to write and so hard to do because being Nathan's parents was such a great purpose to have. Who would want to give that up? Staying in touch with the gentle guidance coming from within is so important, and indeed, you do have many friends who were once strangers.
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM USA - Friday, October 12, 2007 3:07 PM CDT
Found this on another website -
Received this from another bereaved parent and it is soo true
These are myths bereaved parents hear every day, I found this article to be so true I had to share.
The younger the baby/child, the less your pain will be
Truth: It may be true that society grants us less of a right to grieve for infants and stillborn babies, however, the truth is that the love of a parent is not contingent upon the amount of time we had with our child. Love simply cannot be measured in time. Some may try to "pro-rate" our grief. That is, if a ten-year-old dies, it is worth "x" amount of pain... if a one year old dies, it is worth "y" amount of pain... if a one day old dies, that is worth only "z" amount of pain. It seems ridiculous to bereaved parents. Consider this... Would it be easier to bury your child when you did or would it be easier to bury them one year later? It is an impossible question to answer. There is no easier time, no lesser pain. It is horrible whenever it happens.
It has been six months you should be over this
Truth: The truth is, you will never "be over" this pain. The pain never completely leaves. We will grieve our entire lifetime for the child we should have with us. When others think we should have gotten over it by now, they are confusing the significance of the death of a child with an event of much lesser significance. You get over the loss of a job, a broken bone or a friendship gone awry. The death of a child, at any age and from any circumstance, is a life changing and tragic event that will never be forgotten. You will however, eventually learn the skills necessary to assist you in dealing with the pain. Day to day life will never be "normal" and may never feel the way it used to, but time does help to ease the pain.
You need to forget your baby / child and move on with life
Truth: Many people will ridicule you if; photographs of your deceased child are placed in your home, if you still attend support group meetings or if you memorialize your child years after his or her death. Your faithfulness to your child's memory is to be commended! Do not let others discourage your gift of dedication. The truth is, twenty years after the death of Elvis Presley, the whole country stops to recognize him with candlelight vigils in Grace land . The event is televised worldwide on CNN and every other news station and television station in the country. This is a completely acceptable practice which millions of Americans, young and old, partake in. Yet, the same communities would have grieving parents questioning their own sanity when they chose to participate in an event, quietly memorializing someone far more important in their life- their own child. Remember your child. Do not let others determine what is right for you. Remember and do not be ashamed!
Support Groups are for weak People
Truth: The truth is, that the death of a child is the most isolating and lonely event in a human's life. Many grieving parents say that friends become strangers and strangers become friends. The reason for this is clear. How can any one else possibly understand the depth of this pain if they had never experienced it before? An analogy I like to use is related to weight loss. Let's say I struggled with obesity all my life and finally made a decision to do whatever I needed to lose weight and become healthy again. Courageously, I check myself into a weight loss clinic. However, the mentor and counselor assigned to help me through my struggle with weight is 110 lbs and a size three, and she has never been overweight a day in her life. How in the world is she going to understand your pain, your struggles and your fears? She never can. It is unlikely that you will even feel comfortable relating to that person. Support groups are a safe haven for parents to go and share the deepest of their pain with others who have experienced the same feelings. Many support groups are full of strong and compassionate people who are dedicated to helping newly bereaved parents find hope and peace in their life.
You will soon be yourself again
Truth: The truth is, you probably died with your child. You may have remnant pieces of the former self remaining; however, you are unlikely to become exactly who you were before. Get to know who you are once again. Your child's death has changed many things about you and you will need time and patience to reacquaint yourself with the new person you have become!
Am I going Crazy
Truth: Every parent who has gone through the death of a child feels as if they are crazy. The vast array of emotions can overwhelm us. Many of us feel emotions we never knew we could feel. It is frightening and shocking. The usual routine of day to day life suddenly annoys us. We feel out of place even amongst the closest of family and friends. We cannot attend baby showers or birthday parties. We may feel too weak and drained to get out of bed in the morning. Once enjoyed activities become dreaded tasks for us. Some parents are unable to perform at work, while others may become completely absorbed in their jobs as an attempt to escape the pain. Some parents express that the grief has become so unbearable, that they prayed God would take them while they sleep. It is a roller coaster ride. Some days we are able to laugh and feel joy again. While other days there seems a black cloud hanging over us the entire day. Who wouldn't feel crazy while undergoing all of these many emotions? You aren't crazy. You are a grieving parent, simply missing what should have been in your life. Be patient and kind to yourself. While the longing for your child will never disappear, time grants us moments of peace in between the tidal waves of pain. Allow those peaceful moments to bring you closer to your child's love and the gifts they have left for you to discover
Kim
Columbus, OH USA - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 8:11 PM CDT
Still praying for your family daily ...
Gayle Patton
- Tuesday, October 9, 2007 2:02 PM CDT
Hi Susan, I came across you blogg by accident and stayed and read it all.
My love to you and all you family here and in heaven.
Julie Carpenter <info@auntiejulie.com>
Watford, uk - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 3:31 AM CDT
We miss him, too.
Linda Plett
- Sunday, October 7, 2007 6:27 PM CDT
susan - just a short message to let you know Brandon's daughter was born on FRI, Oct 5. She is really sweet and everyone is doing well. Delaney Elizabeth Horvath! 7# 13 oz. just darling. HOpe you are feeling better and that you have a nice week! God watch over you all xoxo jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, October 7, 2007 2:56 AM CDT
Colorado certainly is a beautiful place. The pictures by the stream were really pretty. The girls are sure growing fast. I hope all is going well with the group sessions. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Saturday, October 6, 2007 0:02 AM CDT
And what a beautiful brown-eyed boy Nathan is---that will NEVER change! Remembering the details....will keep him in your heart. Prayers for the family.
shirley
NY, NY - Friday, October 5, 2007 9:45 AM CDT
Continuing to send my love and positive thoughts to you and your family. I hope you are all over the stomach flu soon.
Susan Lynch
Longmont, CO - Thursday, October 4, 2007 4:45 PM CDT
I can only imagine how much you miss your little boy! I am so sorry for all you have been through. You all sound exhausted. You are in my thoughts and prayers so often!
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, Wv - Thursday, October 4, 2007 4:11 PM CDT
susan - sorry to hear you were all so sick. that is not easy with little ones. your analogy of all females with LUke and you being the only brown eyed one - made me sad. how one little soul's existence changed things. I miss hearing about nathan so much. I can only imagine how painful it is not to have him there now. all you can do is remember all the special times you DID have. he was certainly a blessing in sooo many lives. hang in there - we are waiting daily for the arrival of our grandchild :) jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, October 4, 2007 0:20 AM CDT
HI Susan, So sorry you all have been sick. Better days are on the way. We continue to pray for you and your family. Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 4:03 PM CDT
I am sure glad that all of you are feeling better. We are thinging and praying for all of you. Thanks again for sharing this site with us. Take care.
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 8:17 AM CDT
I miss you.
I love you.
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 1:54 AM CDT
Hi All
I just was looking at the pictures from August. The girls are really growing fast. Julia looks so grown up going to school. You have a beautiful family. God Bless you and continue to comfort you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 5:19 PM CDT
I am sure he misses you all too.
I pray every night that he will visit you all in your dreams..
I sat and thought "why didh't God send us a miracle?",
and I thought "because he already sent us Nathan."
You all must be so proud to have watch such a young child teach us all life's lessons.
He may have been young but I think he was a very old soul.
My life will forever be change becuse of you and your family. I thank you for sharing with all of us.
Hugs,
Debbie
Western PA, - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 5:03 PM CDT
Of course you miss Nathan - and we can't begin to know how painful it is! I thought of him so much Sunday morning because the message at church was about Heaven, where Nathan is with Jesus and a multitude of angels and the spirits of all the righteous who have gone before us. I am so pleased that faith gives us Hope - but that doesn't mean you don't miss Nathan's loving presence in your daily life. Of course you do. I promise to keep your family in my prayers. Lovingly,
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 4:18 PM CDT
Wow! The littlest things can make us cry - brown eyes. I am sorry that you have to be missing him. We all send our love and prayers for complete healing from your present illnesses to the sadness in your hearts.
I hope Julia gets to got the grief group tonight. Have you and Luke found it to be helpful? I will pray that it will be helpful for your precious little girl!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USQ - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 2:24 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Family - I guess this is the time of year when all the stomach viruses etc. go around. Here in my office I have a woman who is hacking her brains out for the last two days - I wish she would stay home already. Glad that all are feeling better. I like so many others check in every day to see how things are going - I know you miss your sweet boy - and yes you are right in saying how strange it is to be a family of four - I simply have no answers for you - just sometimes words of encouragement now and then.......GOD BLESS.......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 12:06 AM CDT
Thinking of you & your family...
You have a gift for writing. I hope, someday, to hear your singing voice as well...
Love, z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 9:36 AM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke
You,re always on our minds.
A big kiss to Julia and Lauren
If you ever want to come to Spain, you have a home there.
Gemma,s mum
Dolors HERNANDEZ <dolors_hernandez@hotmail.com>
Girona (SPAIN), SPAIN - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 7:51 AM CDT
Susan,
I think of you, Nathan and your family daily. Much love and many blessings to you all.
Kim (June 00 and TRT)
Kim
Tracy, CA USA - Monday, October 1, 2007 6:30 PM CDT
Susan and Luke:
Just thinking of you today and thought I would let you know.
Kris Rycther <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, October 1, 2007 3:07 PM CDT
Susan - thinking of you all as another month has gone by. Where does time go? Remembering Nathan and all that he meant to all of us. God bless you all and watch over you. jude in pa xo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, October 1, 2007 5:58 AM CDT
i found your blog a couple weeks ago when you posted on the gomitchgo site. Mitchell passed away. i think of you often and your precious boy, nathan. i hurt for you and your family even though I don't know you. caring in oklahoma, jen
jen
- Sunday, September 30, 2007 9:10 PM CDT
Gentry Family,
I continue to pray for all of you. May God continue to hold you in His arms.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Sunday, September 30, 2007 1:17 PM CDT
Thinking of you all today.
With love and prayers,
Jim and Dawn
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesrunde <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Saturday, September 29, 2007 4:52 PM CDT
Susan,
Happy Belated Birthday and Anniversary. I hope as time passes you will be able to find happiness in these occasions. Just wanted you to know that you and Nathan are in my thoughts today.
Candace Mason
candace mason <candacemas@aol.com>
reno, nv usa - Saturday, September 29, 2007 4:46 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Susan. Thinking of you all day today and hoping you can enjoy the day with Luke and the girls. We love you.
Kathy <kgentry2@yahoo.com>
Oakley, IL USA - Friday, September 28, 2007 4:14 PM CDT
My thoughts/prayers are w/you and please pray for the Carter Finger family (Rhonda, mom) it's only been one month since Carter went to heaven w/Nathan, love, darlene
darlene yee <jondar202@yahoo.com>
carnegie, pa usa - Friday, September 28, 2007 2:18 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY susan! Hope your day holds a special treat or two. God bless xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, September 27, 2007 5:25 AM CDT
Happy Anniversary! We pray for your family daily. Keep the postings coming, even if only a little. I like to know how you are all doing!
Love, Becky, Clint, Riley and Aidan
Seidenstricker <bekandclint@yahoo.com>
Arnold, mo usa - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 12:12 AM CDT
Susan, You are in my prayers every day as you continue to grieve the loss of your sweet son. Though I didn't know Nathan, I think of him often while I am teaching. I'd love to be a reader of your other blog if you send me the link- I'm a blogaholic when it comes to reading others' blogs. I hope your week is going well.
Sarah Lund <sarah.m.lund@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, September 25, 2007 7:20 AM CDT
Keep going, Susan. Keep moving. We are praying for your joy to return soon. We are also praying for your strength and courage to face each new day. it is one day closer to the time you willbe with Nathan again. For now, he is running and playing in heaven surrounded by angels. How great and awesome is that?? Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, ga - Monday, September 24, 2007 9:55 PM CDT
Susan & Luke,
Happy Anniversary! Happy Birthday!! Hope that your dinner is very, very nice. Just remember that those are important occasions and you do need to celebrate them. Prayers continue for all of you for what you have been through, what you are going through.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, September 24, 2007 1:25 PM CDT
Susan - praying for a peaceful week ahead. Hope your birthday will bring a few smiles as your little ones celebrate you! Wishing you beautiful memories of sweet Nathan. I miss him, as well. WE all do. He was such a big part of so many of our online lives. We all care about YOU and your family, too. Take care xo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Monday, September 24, 2007 6:18 AM CDT
I'm struggling in a different way with not knowing what to write. I followed Nathan's story for so long. I think of him so often and of you and your family too. I just don't know what to write.
I will settle on letting you know your sweet boy is often on my mind. And I miss him, as in reading stories about what he is up to, what toys he was playing with and into and pictures of his beautiful, smiling face. I loved Nathan's smile. I want you to know I will never forget him.
(((((hugs)))))
Rita
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 22, 2007 10:55 PM CDT
Sending our thoughts and prayers your way... I do read your other blog & Luke's sometimes, as well, but somehow I keep wanting to check back here and sign the guestbook here...
Love, z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Saturday, September 22, 2007 5:14 PM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke and family, I am a cousin to Jude Horvath. Jude shared with me about Nathan and I have prayed for all of you the past few years. My husband, Joseph passed away a little over a year ago from a brain tumor, so I too am experiencing grief although on a different realm. I know only too well that there are no words to take away your deep pain. I guess I just wanted you to know how much I do care, even if I don't know you personally. I was told to keep busy...well, I am sure your girls keep you plenty busy. You will never get over this, but you will get through it. Right now, your job (and it is a job) is to grieve. May God wrap His loving arms around you and hold you up during this sad time. (Deuteronomy 33:27)
Darlene Hammons <drjdg@webtv.net>
Cheyenne, Wy United States - Saturday, September 22, 2007 10:01 AM CDT
Hello,
Just wanted to say "Hi"
~dorie
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
CHAPEL HILL, NC - Saturday, September 22, 2007 7:51 AM CDT
Hi there! I came upon Nathan's name when I added my daughter Kayla to Kids Cancer Crusade. We are both in Colorado and maybe the babes were both treated at Children's Hospital. (Kayla is still being treated). I am so sorry that your journey was so long and sweet Nathan had to travel to heaven. At least we know he is safe, comfortable and looking down on us from there. I just read your little summary. If your story is at all like ours, I'm sure it is basically impossible to capture the emotional roller coaster that we've truly experienced. Kayla is in the middle (actually beginning) of her Stage 4 treatment. I would love to stay in touch with you. I'm sure I could learn a lot. Please visit our CaringBridge and there are a lot of pics and videos on her myspace. I will continue to follow your blogs!
Love,
Julie Weber
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaylaweber
www.myspace.com/babykaylaweber2
Julie Weber <julie.weber@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, co USA - Friday, September 21, 2007 9:25 PM CDT
Hugs to you all -- I keep checking in, thinking of you, and praying for you. I hope you are finding your way through the forest. I'm sure you must miss Nathan dreadfully.
Lisa from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Friday, September 21, 2007 1:34 PM CDT
Dear Susan - So happy to hear from you.....I look at my youngest two grandchildren one is going to be three and the other will be two years old in January - both are girls and I often think to myself what my daugahter and her husband would do if this were to happen to one of their precious girls. You know Susan, I can't even to there - so someone who is going thru this like yourself is just so hard to grasp. I do have one wish for you and that is that you and Luke - do go out and celebrate your anniversary/birthday - treat yourselves to a little bit of pleasure - I am sure Nathan would want his parents to celebrate these special days and just remember he will be with you both spiritually - I truly believe this. I hope your girls are doing well - they are lovely.......GOD BLESS
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, September 21, 2007 10:35 AM CDT
I just wanted to second the thoughts of others who say that they are thinking of you and praying for you daily. Please know that there are people out in cyberspace who hold you up before the throne!
TammiK <kluseklan@hawaii.rr.com>
Kapolei, HI USA - Friday, September 21, 2007 4:14 AM CDT
One day at a time--that's all any of you can do. Hold each other tightly! Many of us still think of you daily.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, September 21, 2007 2:55 AM CDT
My first four weeks at school have gone by so quickly. It appeared to me that this year the children seem different then I realized it may be me. I find I am less likely to become frustrated with their actions. Then I realized it is because of Nathan. When I am teaching the students I think about how precious each of these lives is all because of Nathan. Nathan and his courage has given me the desire to be my best for every child. Thank you for sharing Nathan.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Thursday, September 20, 2007 11:16 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke,
I just wanted you to know I was here and checking in on you. I know all to well how hard this is. I almost felt as though things would get easier but they seem to be getting harder for me. My prayers are with the two of you and the girls. Your a wonderful family! Please take care!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, September 19, 2007 3:10 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Family - Just want to let you know that I am thinking about you. I know from your last entry you said you felt like the walls were closing in on you - I so hope things are getting better for you. I guess you just have to take baby steps - we all know how terribly difficult this is for you and Luke and the girls.......GOD BLESS.....
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, September 19, 2007 9:41 AM CDT
Gentry Family,
Not a day goes by that I don't think about all of you and try to imagine having to put one foot in front of the other as the rest of life goes on. It doesn't seem quite right that everything should keep spinning so relentlessly without a sacred pause. I guess the fact that the sun and moon continue to rise and set is a reminder from above that time and faith are the main ingredients in healing.
You are in my prayers,
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Wednesday, September 19, 2007 9:20 AM CDT
Susan,
I just wanted to drop by and let you know I am thinking of you and your family.
Candace and Benjamin
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 4:16 PM CDT
Just checking in to let you know that many people are still praying for your family. May God grant you His peace.
Gayle Patton
Houston, Tx - Monday, September 17, 2007 1:36 PM CDT
Susan and family - here it is another SUN and I had to see Nathan's picture. time just keeps going by. I pray God is granting you some peace and rest. Please know so many of us care about you and your family. And we all miss Nathan so much xo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:21 PM CDT
I remember emailing you back when my daughter was first diagnosed and keeping up with you all during her treatment. I often checked in on Nathan and it was so comforting to know he was doing well as we endured so much during our journey with NB. Because Aleah has been doing well and we got back to our busy lives, I hate to admit that checking on our little buddies was a little less often. I am deeply saddened to hear of your little boy and your loss. I remember vividly when he got hearing aids and now Aleah has them too. I just attended another NB child's funeral this past week (a 13 yr old boy in KY). My heart is so heavy and I will definitely be thinking of your family as I know it is still very difficult. Please know the inpact you had on us and I wanted to say God Bless You and your family. Words cannot express the comfort I want to give you. Be strong, I know Nathan is pain free in heaven and what a wonderful place it must be!
Tina Cornelius <stjac@bellsouth.net>
Winchester, Ky USA - Saturday, September 15, 2007 10:16 PM CDT
I went to Youtube to view videos of Nathan. I miss reading about Nathan's daily events with his sisters and you all. I miss Nathan. I loved the video with his grandpa. I am praying that you are finding solace in the bereavemant group. May God continue to bless you with His healing power.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Saturday, September 15, 2007 1:24 PM CDT
DEAR FAMILY, I READ YOUR WEB PAGE FROM ANOTHER CARINGBRIDGE FAMILY. I FEEL YOUR PAIN & IM SO SORRY. I LOST MY SON 5/17/06 2 DAYS BEFORE HIS 10TH BIRTHDAY.HE BATTLED NEUROBLASTOMA FOR 7 YEARS. IT TAKES TIME. DONT EVER BE ANGRY ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS.IT HELPS TO LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW YOU ARE FEELING. WE HAD TO LEARN TO WALK WITH CANCER AND NOW HAVE TO LEARN TO WALK A DIFFERENT ROAD NOW. ITS NEVER EASY.BUT OUR CHILDREN WILL ALWAYS REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER.IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. E-MAIL ME ANY TIME YOU NEED TO TALK OR WOULD LIKE TO VENT.
DEBORAH ROLL <ROLLDDA@YAHOO.COM>
LOCKPORT, NY USA - Friday, September 14, 2007 6:51 PM CDT
susan and family - wishing God's blessings on all of you and His peace. hope you continue to find ways to deal with your grief and stay close. your side trip to the mts. and the stream, sounded lovely. Sometimes the simplest of things can bring much joy to the soul. take care and God bless you all xoxoox jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 10:49 PM CDT
Susan and Luke -- We are here with Lisa and her family. We continue to pray for all of you. Don't apoligize for how you are feeling. You have all been through so much and have so much healing to do. I am so thankful for each good day that you do have. I am glad you are going to the berevment group. I really hope it helps.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 1:50 PM CDT
Susan and Luke:
I cannot imagine the process you are having to endure. I am very thankful that you are sharing your process with all of us by way of this website. I check it often and pray for all of you always. I am glad that you have managed to have a couple of special days as a family since Nathan passed and you will continue to grow - it will just look different. I pray that the berevment class gives you something to help the healing process. Blessings to all of you and may God wrap his heavenly arms and hands around you every day.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
Sometimes "I love you" can mean so much! My son has a 'Nathan' Blanket too, and I have to say, after seeing the picture of Nathan and Luke lying with it, I think of Nathan sometimes when I tuck my son in. Glad you all had a special day this weekend... I'm sure those mean more than anything right now.
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 7:54 AM CDT
I am so glad that Julia is enjoying the blanket....Let me know if you think you'd like to get another.
danya (TRT) <danyac@aol.com>
- Monday, September 10, 2007 12:27 AM CDT
God bless you all. It can't be easy to deal with so much sadness at the same time you are celebrating all the childhood milestones of Lauren and Julia. I'm praying for you all.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Monday, September 10, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
It was a blessing to me to see you on Sunday. Please know that even though I'm gone more than I'm here, you're in my prayers. I'm just off racking up miles so you and Luke can get away one day. :-)
Mary Ann Springer <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co USA - Monday, September 10, 2007 11:07 AM CDT
I am so sorry about the loss of your beautiful little boy. I am not sure exactly how I came across the site, but I am so glad I did. I have been gathering information on neuroblastoma as we await news on our son Connor. He has a mass in his pelvis, and we are facing surgery very soon. I keep getting drawn back to this site to see Nathan's sweet face, what a fighter he was! You and your whole family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Debbie Khoury <dlkhoury@yahoo.com>
Columbus, GA USA - Monday, September 10, 2007 0:44 AM CDT
smsDear Nathan's family
My Heart breaks for you all in your loss
I know how hard each and every day is for all of you
there are no words that can comfort you you just have to take each and everyday minute by minute
Fly high Nathan happy healthy and free
with love jacob's mum
17th June 1991-16th June 2005
Jacob's Mum Our Aussie^i^Jacob 17/06/91-16/06/05
Australia - Sunday, September 9, 2007 10:14 PM CDT
Thanks for updating, Susan. Glad to hear about your pleasant afternoon yesterday...and the sweet conversations with Lauren. It is good to hear that Julia is "spending time" with Nathan on his bed and with his blanket. She will always be close to him. They were so very close in life and I just cannot imagine this would change.
thinking of all of you and praying for strength, hope and love for all of you!
God Bless you all -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, nc United States - Sunday, September 9, 2007 9:39 PM CDT
Hi, I just got back to the US. So, I'm just saying "hi" and I look forward to seeing you in choir this week.
Mary Ann Springer <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co USA - Friday, September 7, 2007 8:33 PM CDT
Hi, just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of your family and wishing you my best.
Tracey Bisazza <bisazza@optonline.net>
Manasquan, NJ 08736 - Friday, September 7, 2007 11:03 AM CDT
Susan,
So good to see you at practice last night. Also I was glad for a few minutes of fellowship with you. You and your family are in my prayers daily.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, September 6, 2007 9:19 AM CDT
Thinking of you all.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, September 6, 2007 8:15 AM CDT
Great video of Nathan's giggles & grandpa on youtube.. Also, the August pictures of Julia and Lauren are wonderful as well..
I hope the bereavement group will, in some way, help you and your family with some support.
Don't know what to write here right now. Just that we're still here & are thinking of you & your family, and sending hugs and prayers your way...
Love, z.
Zeynep <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Thursday, September 6, 2007 7:22 AM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers so often! Just wanted to check in on you today, to see how you are doing. I cannot imagine how you are doing... I'm glad you are finding ways to connect with other people who have suffered the loss of a child, and that you are doing such a wonderful job helping the kids through this, too. Hugs and prayers for a healthy autumn for all of you.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Thursday, September 6, 2007 6:16 AM CDT
I hope you find a good source of strength and support from the new group. And that Julia gets the same thru her group. I am glad that you are continuing with choir and hope that is a source of comfort and joy.
It was very difficult and very sad to click on your new picture link and see for the first time the new group of August pictures that did not include your precious Nathan. It made me cry. Your girls as SO beautiful and Julia looks so very pretty and grown up in her 1st day of school pictures. How I wish Nathan could have been by her side, but knowing the wonderful big brother he always was, I am betting he was watching over her.
(((((hugs))))) and know I will never forget your precious child.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 5, 2007 9:17 PM CDT
I love the idea that Luke and Julia are sharing stories of Nathan with each other like that. Although the empty space Nathan left is huge, each time those memories are spoken aloud it is like filling the hole he left behind with gold dust - a reflection of his spirit. My prayers are with you.
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 12:25 AM CDT
Prayers for the Gentry family, that you are finding ways to somehow cope with your loss. I understood what you were trying to say...I cannot imagine how hard it is....prayers for continued strength, faith, and love.
May all the memories of beautiful Nathan give you comfort while knowing nothing can ever really take away the pain. Nathan touched a lot of people during his short life, more than you will ever know. He showed so much courage, your family stuck together for the battle, and you all brought awareness to this disease. Thank you for sharing your story.
shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
ny, ny - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 8:33 AM CDT
Gentrys - wishing you all some of God's peace! Hope the girls are doing ok! Hope you are getting rest and God's comfort. Be well xo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 11:30 PM CDT
Hello,
It is amazing that after such a terrible loss the sun still comes up day after day...
I was thinking how much we have all learned from Nathan . Maybe you and luke should write a book about his life. You could even donate the money from the sales to cancer research... sooner or later there will be a cure found.
Take Care , Still thinking of you all,
Debbie
Western PA, - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 3:24 PM CDT
Our family remembered Nathan this weekend...Caitlin, Larry and I rode the Griffon the newest, biggest, scariest (trust me, sheesh!)roller coaster at Busch Gardens. Brady was too short for that one, but she honored Nathan's love of roller coasters in her own way...her first big roller coaster ride The Big Bad Wolf.
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Clayton, NC USA - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 9:51 AM CDT
Hi
Just checking in to let you know I continue my prayers for your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, September 3, 2007 10:29 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 3, 2007 9:47 PM CDT
Susan...what a joy to be with you in choir this AM !!! I'm glad you've been able to return to Big Blue and do hope you feel the love and support of all of us for you and your family. Singing "Joyful, Joyful We Adore Thee" was indeed special in the service as I thought of a smiling Nathan.
I continue to pray for your family and do hope that your night terrors are now a thing of the past. Blessings, Susan
Carol Lux (FPC choir) <CALUX@AOL.COM>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, September 2, 2007 11:55 AM CDT
Hi Susan,
I understood what you were trying to say when you posted about Luke. I pray you guys are the strong support of each other that you have been thru out this nightmare.
I saw the 2 new videos of Nathan on youtube. That one with his grandpa was absolutely adorable. I loved his laugh. He looked younger in the one with him dancing. Am I right?
((((hugs)))) and I hope you have been able to sleep better.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 1, 2007 6:15 PM CDT
Susan and Luke,
I know both of you are suffering a lot of grief. When my little brother died, my parents did not share their grief with us or even each other. We were taught to just push it all away. I think it is wonderful that you have this site to express your feelings. You have no idea how much your family has affected the way I view life. Cling tightly to each other. I continue to pray for you all. God bless you. By the way Joyful Joyful is my husband and my favorite hymns too. I will always think of Nathan when I hear it.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, August 31, 2007 7:15 PM CDT
I've been thinking of you all so often, and holding you in my heart and my prayers.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Friday, August 31, 2007 2:51 PM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren - The sibling's that are left with the loss of their brother/sister must be just so difficult especially when they are so young......My heart goes out to them. It's ok to be sad and I so admire you - when you said that your two girl's need you more than ever now......You all need each-other - I sincerely hope Luke is ok.....My cousin and her husband lost their beautiful little girl who was only three years old to a drowning accident and I remember saying to them at the graveside service - whatever you do - don't blame one-another for this accident-----the good Lord blessed them with a baby boy a year later and they have been together eve since.
You mentioned at the end of your journal that you would like to do something to fight the "beast" but do not know what to do. Ever since I have been reading the endless stories of the children dying from neuroblastoma I feel that one way would be to bring the stories and faces forward on national TV for all of the millions out there that do not have a clue as to the horrific toll this disease takes on the families and the suffering that is involved with each child until they receive their "Angel Wings". There must be someone out there who read's Caringbridge that could help us tell the story of a child dying from this disease. I personally would like to see Dr. Sanjay Gupta the health correspondent from CNN do a series on this disease - but people like yourself would have to have the courage to come forward as hard as it would be and tell the story of Nathan. I was thinking also to have John and Catherine London tell their story of their beloved Penelope - and how hard they fought until the end to save their daughter. WE MUST PUT FACES WITH THE STORIES. Susan - what to you think of this idea - it would be an aggressive one - but with help from anyone who could get us to Dr. Gupta - I really think it can be done!!!!! even if it takes a year or more to make it happen. SO IT ANYONE OUT THERE HAS ANY CONTACTS AT ALL WITH CNN - PLEASE LET ME KNOW FROM EMAIL OR MY HOME # is 973-366-5317. Oh and by the way - two months ago a co-worker's niece was diagnosed with stage IV neuroblastoma - and so it has become very close and personal to me also.......PLEASE CALL ME AND LET'S MAKE THIS HAPPEN - I BELIEVE IN PEOPLE POWER.......GOD BLESS YOU SUSAN......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, August 31, 2007 1:42 PM CDT
I have been following Nathan's story for quite some time. My youngest was due in June '00 and I would read the expecting boards and as he grew still kept up with boards (even though he ended up being a May '00 baby.) I remember someone posting about Nathan being sick and directing to the caringbridge site. I have been following his story through this site since then. I, like many others, would check up daily to see how things were going. I cried on the bad days and smiled when you had fun adventures. As I look at my seven year old, I can't imagine the pain you are all having to go through. But know that we are always thinking of you and your family.
Teri Lambert <turi_41@hotmail.com>
Ellsworth AFB, SD - Friday, August 31, 2007 9:43 AM CDT
You HAVE done so much to increase our awareness of this disease by your openness to share through this site. Your writing is extrodinary - we feel your pain and your joy. Nathan's favorite song will continue to be a great comfort to you for your entire lifetime...and at this period in your grief, cry during the entire song if you are led to cry. That is what any mother would probably do. Even with tears running down your cheeks, you will remember Nathan's joyful spirit and that will be a comfort to your soul. How fortunate for all of us his favorite song was "Joyful, Joyful, We adore Thee".
Remember to keep your marriage intimate through these toughest of times. From my experience, that could be an issue - so make a point to stay close to each other - even when it isn't easy. You won't be sorry...even if you have to work at it sometimes.
I care.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Friday, August 31, 2007 8:16 AM CDT
I just wanted you to know that we are thinking and praying for you. I also wanted to let you know that I contacted Caringbridge and they are NOT shutting down.
Karla and Bryan Hodgkins <bryankiss@charter.net>
Wausau, WI - Thursday, August 30, 2007 8:47 PM CDT
((Susan)),
Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you all. I can't even begin to imagine or comment on how you are feeling so I won't. Hang in there and you continue to be in my thoughts.
vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Thursday, August 30, 2007 6:22 PM CDT
Susan,
It is always so good to see you at choir practice! I'm glad that you were able to come. Thank you so much for what you write on this web-site. I pray for you and your family everyday and can't even imagine the pain and heartache that you all go through. I do log on everyday to see the picture of Nathan's smiling face. I think I've told you before that it is the first thing I do in the morning when I get to work. He is a sweet angel. Blessings to you and your family.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 30, 2007 2:22 PM CDT
Lauren is right...Nathan did die fighting! He was the bravest little man I ever knew. Have you thought of making a little story book about Nathan for the girls? You could add pictures and write all about what he loved.
I don't doubt you can't comment on your husband's state of mind. Everybody is different, everybody grieves differently. What he needs might be the opposite of what you need. Even a marriage as strong as yours has got to be rattled a little bit by the passing of a child.
My heart is with you all and thanks for the update.
Erin Wiese <bradybugsmom@yahoo.com>
FL - Thursday, August 30, 2007 10:22 AM CDT
Susan = I wondered if Lauren realized much about Nathan's passing. I was surprised to read how much she did know. I have a little care package for the girls. I wanted to bring Julia some joy but knew Lauren was old enough to like a present so got her the same thing. I will ship it this week. I hope it brings them a little smile to know we all care about them, too, and their heartache over losing their dear precious brother.
I know the grief of losing a child although my daughter was only 5 days old. Losing a child of 7 yrs and going thru all you did, it has to be the worst feeling in the world. Make sure you DO grieve and talk about things. It is a good thing to express your grief. If you ever wanted to talk, I'd be happy to call you. But I won't intrude, either. You decide.
Take care and I hope Luke is holding his own. He is back to work and into his routine which might help him cope better. I feel men grieve differently than women but that doesn't mean it hurts less. Take care and God be with you all xoxo love - jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, August 30, 2007 6:40 AM CDT
Susan--The 5 stages of grief are denial, anger, bargaining, depression, & acceptance. I'm not sure it's really all that clear cut, but do allow yourself to grieve. Our society pushes people to "just get on with life", but it will take time for all of your family to heal from the rawness of your loss. Many, many people are supporting you all in their thoughts & prayers.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, August 30, 2007 2:16 AM CDT
HI SUSAN.
I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR CHOIR THIS SUNDAY AS YOU ALL SING JOYFUL JOYFUL WE ADORE THEE.I KNOW THAT IT WILL BE HARD.BUT LEASE YOU GOT PREPARED FOR IT.I KNOW LITTLE NATHAN WILL BE LOOKING DOWN ON YOU ALL.
LOVE
MOLLIE
MOLLIE MAYNOR <molliemaynor@charter.net>
ATHENS, GA CLARKE - Thursday, August 30, 2007 2:05 AM CDT
I am definately still here reading and you and your family are always in my thoughts, prayers and heart. Your little boy touched my life deeply. I will never forget Nathan. And Susan, you DID do something. Aside from the most important job of giving your precious son as much joy and happiness as you could in a terrible situation, it was thru your words that the life of Nathan and his brave fight was brought to so many that never met him. Because of you and thru you, the legacy of your special son touched the heart of so many, brought so much awareness of this evil, horrible disease, and thru you and your words, keep Nathan's spirit alive. I feel honored to have known your little boy and his amazing life thru this journal. I was deeply touched to view the vidoes of Nathan, to see him, hear his voice reading to his beloved baby sister. I would love to see more videos of him, to get to know even better this amazing little boy who so captured my heart.
My heart breaks for the loss of your son and having to cope with the grief of your sweet little girls. I miss logging in to read posts and see pictures of Nathan's adventures, what toys he got and was playing with, what he made. I wish there was some way I could give him back to you, healthy and whole. I am sitting thousands of miles away and hope you can feel the virtual hugs. I am sad here with you, always thinking of your Nathan. He will always be remembered.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 29, 2007 11:52 PM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren,
Remembering Nathan today and always. My heart is heavy as well. So sad Nathan is not here, but so happy to have known him. Life doesn't just go on like if nothing happened. His short life had a hugh impact on so many people and for that Susan, I pray you will feel His peace and joy this Sunday as you sing Nathan's favorite hyme. Sing with gladness for the baby God allowed you to have, even for a short time. At the end of the day, nothing is truly ours. There will continue to be happiness and sadness as we go on with life. Nathan will always be close to our hearts. I pray that despite circumstances, you will feel God's comfort and peace today and always.
Love,
Angie
Angie <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 29, 2007 11:21 PM CDT
yes, we are still reading. Thank you again for your courage in sharing with us.
Jonathan
Colorado Springs, CO US - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 9:39 PM CDT
Hi
Just checking in to see how everyone is and to see Nathan's smiling face after a long hard day at my school. I sure hope Julia is enjoying her school and that you all had a much need rest. I'll keep checking and praying. God Bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 8:37 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that we often check here to see how you all are doing. Our thoughts and prayers are still and will always be with you.
Pam Page <plpage1@aol.com>
Falcon, CO USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 2:55 PM CDT
Going to the mountain house sounds wonderful. Nature is the grand healer, and I have no doubt Nathan was running around with you all. Peace to you in your new life.
Laura Orchard
Santa Fe, NM - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 12:10 AM CDT
Thinking of your family today and lifting you up in extra prayers today.
Gayle Patton <mcconnell_g@yahoo.com>
Houston, Tx - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 10:02 AM CDT
Still reading and checking on you all with much love. Glad you had some time away.
You all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.
Peg Burger <mattnpeg@cmecwildblue.com>
Sullivan, IL - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 5:22 PM CDT
Thinking of you & your whole family often... You're all in our prayers.
Love, z.
Zeynep, Burak, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8:10 AM CDT
susan - I never got a notification about caringbridge ending. I was surprised when Marsha had gotten one. I read your site everyday still. I like knowing how you are and the kids, etc. glad your mt. trip was nice. I love the mts. they give me peace. I find it hard to believe Nathan has been gone so long already, too. I really miss hearing about his triumphs. He has the greatest glory now. I'm glad his picture is still on here. I need to see his face. He was such a big part of my daily routine. KNowing all he was going thru and seeing his beautiful smile. All of us who followed his lengthy journey thru that horrible disease, will forever remember him and his trials. We all grieve with you. Maybe not as intensely but still, he was a child who was stricken with a very unfair monster in his young life. That hurts ALL of us who were ever parents or ever greatly loved a child. Please take care and I for one, will continue to check on you and thank God for your good times now with your 2 beautiful daughters. jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 0:57 AM CDT
Susan, I am so glad you got away this weekend. The Family needs that. Nathan will always be there in Spirit and will not miss those good times. We are Praying for you.
Danelle <danellegross@netscape.net>
Grand Forks, ND USA - Monday, August 27, 2007 10:22 PM CDT
Susan & Luke,
Just wanted to let you know that I think of you often and check in to see how you are doing. Sending prayers and positive thoughts. Take care.
Lisa (gatoruf - January Jellybeans)
- Monday, August 27, 2007 9:59 PM CDT
Susan and Luke,
We check up on you everyday and our prayers for you and your beautiful family continue.
With love,
The Holden Family
Landon Holden <Holdensix@msn.com>
Alexandria,, VA USA - Monday, August 27, 2007 9:13 PM CDT
So glad you will continue your Caringbridge site, keeping Nathan's spirit alive. I am sure he was watching over all of you this weekend and enjoying the alpine slide through his sisters. We continue to keep you in our family's prayers.
Cindy
Rochester, NY - Monday, August 27, 2007 8:09 PM CDT
Hi Susan, Thanks for the update. I hope you are feeling the prayers and love from so many. Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Monday, August 27, 2007 7:26 PM CDT
Hi Susan,
I emailed you about the caringbridge email I received. God Bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, August 27, 2007 5:20 PM CDT
Still reading and still praying for your family.
Jennifer Johnston
Kernersville, NC - Monday, August 27, 2007 3:13 PM CDT
I hope Julia senses that Nathan is with her in spirit...so when she is doing fun things that they loved to do together, she can feel his presence right there, and he won't feel so far away.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Monday, August 27, 2007 3:13 PM CDT
Dear Susan,Luke,Julia,Lauren, and the entire family,
Even though I don't always sign the guestbook, please know that you are all in my prayers.Thankyou for updating.
Amy Pastier <ddnad@q.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, August 27, 2007 3:01 PM CDT
Susan,
So glad to hear you had a nice weekend in the mountains. It sounds like you might have had a chance to do a little relaxing.
We continue to pray for all of the Gentry Family.
May God's healing presence be with you everyday.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, August 27, 2007 1:15 PM CDT
Hugs and prayers from me to you ... I think about you, the whole family, and Nathan so often. I can't imagine your grief, and how much you've been through during these long years of his illness, too. I think of you so often, and am praying.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Monday, August 27, 2007 1:06 PM CDT
We are still reading and praying everyday for some peace for your family.
Carol Cochran <cochran.carol@gmail.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, August 27, 2007 12:42 AM CDT
Happy to hear you all enjoyed an outing in the mountains. I'm certain Angel Nathan enjoyed it too, and had a great view from near and afar.
"What we once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes a part of us."
Helen Keller.
Love to you all,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 27, 2007 12:28 AM CDT
Susan, I am happy that you are continuing to update us, and letting us know how your family is doing. I am sure that Nathan's spirit was with you this past weekend, as he is with you always.
Karen Dibbern (urabee from June '00 iv playgroup)
Melbourne, FL USA - Monday, August 27, 2007 9:57 AM CDT
Thank you for keeping us updated. I still check here to see how your family is doing.
Amanda <a_haish@hotmail.com>
TX - Monday, August 27, 2007 9:25 AM CDT
Thinking of you guys always. I still look daily for updates. I can only imagine how much you all miss Nathan. I'm so sorry.
Erin Wiese <bradybugsmom@yahoo.com>
FL - Monday, August 27, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
Thinking of you all.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, August 27, 2007 8:09 AM CDT
You all are always in our thoughts and prayers, I'm glad you will continue to keep up Nathan's page.
Sondra <srelm@aol.com>
Fl - Monday, August 27, 2007 6:15 AM CDT
Yes, I am still reading and keeping your family in my daily thoughts and prayers. Nathan's spirit is alive in my heart as he is in yours. I am so pleased you all went to the mountains - continue to savor every opportunity to enjoy each other because Nathan IS there with you and always will be. His life was such a blessing to you and to all of us who have read your journal entries. Thanks again!
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Monday, August 27, 2007 5:23 AM CDT
I just read your entire journal. What an amazing family you have. Please know that you are in my prayers. www.prayforelijah.com
With Great Belief
dawn talley <dawn@btalleydesign.com>
LR, ar - Monday, August 27, 2007 3:33 AM CDT
Glad you could have a mountain get-away! We went to a timeshare cabin in the AZ mountains last week, & it was 30-40 degrees cooler up there, so that was a nice change of pace! I will be in CG in Oct., so I'm looking forward to seeing Kathy & Mike.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, August 27, 2007 0:40 AM CDT
Susan,
Thanks for your update! Thinking of you today as always!
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Sunday, August 26, 2007 11:03 PM CDT
Glad to hear from you, Susan. Glad to know you got a weekend away with your brother and family. Wanted you to know that I check on all of you often. You are in my thoughts a lot.
Peace be with you always -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, nc United States - Sunday, August 26, 2007 9:37 PM CDT
I still think about all of you so much. I pray that you are finding some kind of peace as you adjust to the loss of Nathan. While I know it's probably hard for you to come here, I hope you also know that we're all still thinking about you!
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Sunday, August 26, 2007 5:13 PM CDT
Luke, Susan & girls,
Just wanted to let you know all of you are in our prayers. We look everyday to see what is going on in Colorado. We think about Nathan and all of you eveyday. But Nathan is a angle now and he is not in any pain any more. Take care and thank you so much for sharing this site with us. God Bless you all.
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL - Sunday, August 26, 2007 3:52 PM CDT
Thinking about you today, and every day, for peace and strength...hope and love.
God Bless each of you
with love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, nc United States - Sunday, August 26, 2007 2:31 PM CDT
Susan, Luke and Girls,
I received notification that this site will be offline as of Aug. 31. I wanted to let you know that Nathan's life touched mine and made a difference. Your family is a very important link to our human community. I will continue to pray for all of you though you will not know it. May God bless you all with good health, good memories and a wonderful life. Nathan was such a blessing to your family. He will always be with you. Thank you for sharing with the whole human community.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, August 26, 2007 1:40 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing Nathan's beautiful service with us. What a wonderful tribute to such a little HERO. May God Continue to heal you and may Nathan send sweet reminders of himself often. God Bless
Rhonda
sc - Friday, August 24, 2007 9:59 PM CDT
{{{{Susan and Luke}}}}
Lots of love...
Robin
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
oconomowoc, wi USA - Friday, August 24, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren,
Just did my usual check in on your journal, and the enormity of Nathan's absence in your lives came pouring through your words. What a profound difference one person makes. Hard to fathom that we each are playing so important and instructive a role in someone else's life. Julia and Lauren are blessed to have parents who are so present and who care so deeply. You are all in my prayers.
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Friday, August 24, 2007 10:14 AM CDT
susan - just checking in on you and your family. hope things are going as well as they can be. please know I still pray for you all. please take care and know we all miss Nathan! His light will forever shine in our hearts xo jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Friday, August 24, 2007 5:02 AM CDT
Susan, Luke and Girls,
I pray that Julia's school days are keeping her busy. I hope everyone is well now. You all take care. God bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, August 23, 2007 9:30 PM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke and Girls, I read your last journal entry and I could feel the terrible sadness in your words.....I viewed the slide show pictures and they just touched my heart......I will remember forever that brave smile that your boy always had - even in his darker days - what a brave soldier he was.........I will continue to check in with you and your family each day and I can only say that when you feel at your most lonliest - let Nathan come into your soul.........He will always be with you....GOD BLESS YOU ALL........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, August 23, 2007 1:48 PM CDT
I found this through Flickr today and not sure just what to say....but thank you for sharing this special little boy's struggles and special moments, and he was very fortunate to have been lent to such a caring family...peace be with you
Debbie Shipley <firechick@cogeco.ca>
North Bay, Ont. Canada - Thursday, August 23, 2007 1:28 PM CDT
Your family remains in our daily prayers. We want you to know how thankful we are for caringbridge.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Thursday, August 23, 2007 11:18 AM CDT
I love you.
I miss you.
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 5:59 PM CDT
Hi Susan, Luke and Girls,
Just checking in to say hi and that I continue to think of you all and pray for you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 5:21 PM CDT
Hello there. I connected to your site from Kids Cancer Crusade and I just wanted to say that your whole family is in my prayers. Nathan has a very inspiring story. I look forward to reading more updates from your family soon.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexisekberg
Brittney (Alexis's Mom) <imbrittney@msn.com>
Riverside, CA USA - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
I found your site through another child, and I wanted to share a poem that my pastor quoted at the funeral of a child I was very close to years ago. I liked it and learned it, then. Maybe it would be something you would want to hear.
I was walking through Savannah, past a church decayed and dim,
when there slowly through the window came a fainted funeral hymn.
And a sympathy awakened and a wonder quickly grew
til I found myself environed in a little wooden pew.
Down in front sat a couple nearly wild.
On the altar was a coffin, in the coffin was a child.
Rose a sad old negro preacher to a little wooden desk
with a manner grandly offered and a countanance grotesque
He said, now don’t go weeping for this little bed of clay,
for the little boy who lived there, he’s done gone and run away.
He’s doing very finely and he appreciates your love,
But his sure nuff Father wants him in that large house up above
Now He didn’t give you that baby, by a hundred thousand miles.
He just think you need some sunshine, and lent him for a while.
And He let you love and keep him til your hearts was richer grown
And these silver tears you’re shedding are just interest on the loan.
So, my poor dejected mourners, let your hearts with Jesus rest,
and don’t go criticizing the One who knows you best
He’s given many a comfort, He has the right to take away
To the Lord be praise and honor, now and ever, let us pray.
I am praying for you all.
Peggy Hamby <Pmhamby@bellsouth.net>
Chattanooga, TN United States - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 9:00 PM CDT
Thanks so much for sharing Nathan with us all. My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Monday, August 20, 2007 5:09 PM CDT
Susan,
What great pictures! Thanks for sharing them!!
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, August 20, 2007 3:06 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing Nathan's service. I just loved the words from his teacher. I wish Jason and I could have been there in person for the service and I am so sorry we weren't able to be.
We think of you every day and smile as we look up to the clouds knowing Nathan is happy and free, as all 6 year olds should be.
Godspeed-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Monday, August 20, 2007 11:52 AM CDT
Susan and Luke -- We just got back to Taiwan and were able to check Caringbridge for the 1st time since Nathan died. We will continue to pray for you all. I can't think of anything harder than what you all have been through. We will get back to the states in Sept. and will donate something then. We also will be driving through Colorado in late Sept or early Oct and would love to see you. We will give you a call when we get close.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Monday, August 20, 2007 6:58 AM CDT
Luke, Susan and girls,
Just wanted to say hi. Thoughts and prayers are with you. We are still reading the site, Watch the viedo of Nathan. Thanks for sharing.
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL - Sunday, August 19, 2007 4:17 PM CDT
Susan and Luke,
{{{Thinking of you}}}
Hope you are feeling better soon Luke.
Robin
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
oconomowoc, wi usa - Sunday, August 19, 2007 10:28 AM CDT
Loved hearing Nathans sweet voice reading to Lauren... Been following him for some time.. but it was really touching to hear him.. You all are truly an inspiration, in both your faith and perserverance during Nathans life here on earth and after! When I told my 5 year old that Nathan is in heaven.. he asked why God had to make him sick before taking him.. so I told him Nathan put up a fight! I told him of another boy going to heaven.. and he asked me if God had won... When I told him yes! He said Darn it! I know Heaven is certainly the best place to be.. it must be! no ones ever come back here! but your hearts must be hurting terribly! Mine is.. and I dont even know Nathan or any of these other kids.. who have touched me and many others immeasurably!!! God continue to bless you all and give you lots of strength to get through this difficult time!!!!!
Jen
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, August 18, 2007 11:27 PM CDT
Susan-Thank you so much for sharing the service with us. I listened to the entire thing....What a wonderful service, what a wonderful message. Thank you again for sharing that with us.
Danya (TRT) <danyac@aol.com>
Brighton, MI United States - Saturday, August 18, 2007 9:57 PM CDT
susan - really grateful to see videos of Nathan. they were so touching. him reading to lauren was soo sweet. I also listened to the memorial service and the pastor (male) who spoke, really made me understand Nathan even more. so beautiful! please take care and continue to heal thru God's love and help - jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, August 18, 2007 7:01 PM CDT
It was good of you to update and let us share in Nathan's memorial. Thank you. I am glad that Julia is adjusting to school well. It takes time and God. May God continue His watch over you all. I hope Luke is feeling much better now.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, August 18, 2007 1:27 PM CDT
Susan:
I continue to check this site daily and am so grateful that you are willing to share more of Nathan with us. I watched some of the videos and what it pleasure it was. Thank you for continuing to share your heart with all of us.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, August 18, 2007 1:24 PM CDT
Susan,
So glad to hear that everyone is recovering from various medical stuff. Hope that you are getting some sleep at long last. Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow in church singing??
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, August 18, 2007 8:57 AM CDT
Also, I just wanted to let you know you can probably break Nathan's service video into parts to make it work on youtube.
I hope you have been able to sleep and get rest.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 17, 2007 6:56 PM CDT
The site is saying I need your user name and password. That is too bad, b/c I would have loved to have seen video of your angel Nathan. I still remember the clip from his 1st grade play and the sound of his sweet voice.
((((hugs))))
Rita
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 17, 2007 6:52 PM CDT
You remain in the thoughts and prayers of so many.
Jen Fuss <Jenfloryfuss@aol.com>
Germantown, MD US - Friday, August 17, 2007 3:15 PM CDT
Thinking of you.
Amy in Iowa
Amy Muston <amymuston@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Thursday, August 16, 2007 10:54 PM CDT
Just today I stumbled across your journal and read it a major part of the day. I don't have the words my heart would like to convey to you and your family. My heart was touched and broken by Nathan's story. I keep thinking of a sentiment I've heard that sounds wonderful to me...it's basically that Nathan will forever live on through your memories of him that are in your heart. He will always be with you. That's not the right words but I hope it might bring comfort to your soul. God Bless you and your family. Thank you for sharing Nathan with us through your journaling.
With much love, Lori
Maryville, TN USA - Thursday, August 16, 2007 3:22 PM CDT
Stumbled across your website some time ago and have been really touched by your story. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Nathan touched so many people in his short life, far more than most people do in much longer lifes and I hope that can be of some comfort to you
The Dash
I read of a man who stood to speak
at the funeral of his friend.
He referred to the date on his tombstone
from the beginning to the end.
He noted that first came the date of his birth
and spoke of the date with tears
but he said what mattered most of all
was the dash between those years.
For that dash represents all the time
that he spent alive on earth, and
now only those who loved him know
what that little line is worth.
For it matters not how much we own;
the cars, the house, the cash.
What matters is how we lived and loved
and how we spend our dash.
So think about this long and hard,
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left
That can still be re-arranged.
If we could just slow down enough
to consider what's true and real,
and always try to understand
the way other people feel,
and be less quick to anger,
show appreciation more
and love the people in our life like
we've never loved before.
If we treat each other with respect,
more often wear a smile
remembering that this special dash
might only last a little while.
So when your eulogy is being read
with your life's actions to rehash...
would you be pleased with the things they say
about how you spent your dash?
Nora Treacy <noratreacyirl@hotmail.com>
Limerick, Ireland - Thursday, August 16, 2007 10:20 AM CDT
Susan,
I was glad to hear that you were at choir practice Tuesday. I'd just like to let you know that everyday I come onto this web site to see if you have left any messages. But I also come onto the web site every day to see Nathan's smiling face. It starts my day! Prayers for you, your family and that you can get some good sleep!
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 16, 2007 9:26 AM CDT
Just dropped in to tell you that I am praying for you all everyday.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, August 16, 2007 0:42 AM CDT
I love the new pictures you put up. Thank you so much for sharing. I continue to pray for you all.
Holly Cary <hollycary@hotmail.com>
Lakewood, CO - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 11:29 AM CDT
I'm so very sorry for your loss. I think of your family often and am keeping you in my prayers.
Lisa H8 <eliiiza@aol.com>
Concord, CA USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 10:36 PM CDT
Just wanted to say "Hello"
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
Chapel Hill, NC - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 7:45 PM CDT
You are such a good writer - even when you don't feel like chatting, the message is important to all of us out here who are thinking about you and your family. Hug yourself and know that we all want to comfort you and ease your pain. We care.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Cerro Gordo, IL and Aurora, CO, - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 6:36 PM CDT
I am so sorry for the loss of your son! There are no words to lessen the pain but I will always be here to listen...
Vicky Mucha~Silent grief <mankillerrn@yahoo.com>
IN - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 5:44 PM CDT
Susan...thanks for continuing to share your life in the CB journal. I do pray you will know peaceful freedom from the night terrors very soon. Your family is dear to so many of us who continue to pray for all of you.
Blessings !!!!
Carol Lux (FPC choir) <CALUX@AOL.COM>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 4:26 PM CDT
Your family continues to be in my prayers as you learn to live without Nathan being physically here. I love the pictures of your beautiful pictures.
Jennifer Johnston
Kernersville, NC - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 2:16 PM CDT
Dear Susan Luke and girls, I just love the new pictures you have put up......I truly believe that even though Nathan is not there physically with you he certainly is spiritually. I hope that those awful night terrors that you are having will disappear and sweet thoughts and dreams of your boy will take its place. WE all know how terribly difficult this is for all of you - and we wish you nothing but peace. I do appreciate it so much when you are up to visiting with us and letting us how you are feeling. You and your family are just amazing and I am in awe of all of you that fight this battle at such a horrific price. GOD BLESS........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 2:02 PM CDT
Susan,
May God grant you a peaceful day and restful night tonight.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 11:48 AM CDT
Susan,
I always appreciate hearing from you even when you aren't feeling chatty. Prayers keep going for you to have peace especially in the night hours when you can't sleep. As always, thanks so much for all of the sharing you do.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Spgs, CO USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:01 AM CDT
Susan - I printed the pics you posted of the kids, you and the kids and Nathan. I took them to my support group last night and everyone I've told about Nathan loved seeing his beautiful face. They all send their condolences. I will keep these photos forever.
So glad Julia had a good day. I am working on my little cheer package for her. Will send soon. You try to get some rest. I am soo sorry the nights are rough on you with night terrors. If you can get any sleep at all, any time of day or night, that will be good. How is Luke? Praying for you all xo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 6:38 AM CDT
No one can blame you for not feeling chatty right now. There are no rules on how to grieve. So take your time and do it in your own way. We will continue to pray for you and your family. May God continue to hold you all close. God Bless. Congrats on your first day of school Julia.
Rhonda
SC - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 1:56 AM CDT
Sending you hugs and love during this difficult time. I hope you are able to sleep well and dream of Nathan again soon. You and your family are always in my thoughts.
Susan Lynch
Longmont, CO - Monday, August 13, 2007 11:04 PM CDT
Just want you to know that I'm thinking of all of you. I'm glad that Julia had a good first day of Kindergarten and hope that you can get some good sleep soon and maybe have another sweet dream of Nathan. I think of Nathan often and remember him whenever I see legos, trucks, or John Deere tractors. Please know that there are so many who will continue to keep you in prayer. Nathan has touched so many of us.
With love, Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Monday, August 13, 2007 10:04 PM CDT
Not a day goes by that your not on my mind.
I LOVE YOU.
Kylie.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Monday, August 13, 2007 9:50 PM CDT
Dearest Susan,
I found Nathan's page from something you signed on Heather's Blog.
I'm just sooooooooooooooo sorry for what you are going through. My heart breaks to even think of all you are feeling.
One of my very dearest friends lost her son to NB, I sure hate that ugly BEAST.
Your blog is nice, and your daughters are BEAUTIFUL.
Praying for God's comfort to surround you, uphold you, and give you the grace to face each day.
Keep holding on,
Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, La - Monday, August 13, 2007 8:57 PM CDT
Hi Susan, I am so sorry for your pain. I hope you can feel the love and strength that surrounds you. We are praying for your family. Try and get some rest. Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMOrgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Monday, August 13, 2007 7:54 PM CDT
What adorable pictures of your beautiful children you put up. I have always loved Nathan's smile, especially that crooked little half grin. So precious.
I'm so sorry the comfort and escape of sleep is being denied to you. I wonder if some temporary sleeping medicaton could help? You definately need your rest.
I am so happy to hear the Julia had a good 1st day of school. I hope she really enjoys it and makes lots of friends.
(((hugs)))
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2007 7:51 PM CDT
I thought about your family alot today. Last week David was in the hospital for pneumonia. It was awful and scary.I can't imagine what it must have been like for you.
I am glad you had that dream( I personally believe that was Nathan, showing you that he's o.k.)
Keeping your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Amy Pastier <ddnad@q.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, August 13, 2007 6:24 PM CDT
Hope Julia has a great first day at school!! All of you need time to grieve & heal. Our society expects everyone to just get on with life immediately after a death, but it will take time to process all that has happened. Many people continue to think of you!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, August 13, 2007 12:37 AM CDT
Just checking in to see how you are. I was looking at some pictures of Nathan and I think the one with his camouflage hat is really cute. His smile makes me happy. Prayers continue for your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Monday, August 13, 2007 11:03 AM CDT
Saying some extra prayers for you today.
Gayle
- Monday, August 13, 2007 9:00 AM CDT
God Bless your wonderful family. Praying for Julia's and your first day on school. Fly high sweet Nathan and build lots of legos.
rhonda
sc - Monday, August 13, 2007 1:44 AM CDT
Thank you for sharing.
Blessings to you and your family.
cmc
- Monday, August 13, 2007 0:41 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss!
Kelly Morse
perry, MI USA - Sunday, August 12, 2007 8:44 PM CDT
I'm so sorry to hear about Nathan. He sure fought a courageous battle to the end. But his life isn't over. He lives in you and in the smiles of his sisters.
I visit Laura's site: www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Claire
NJ America - Sunday, August 12, 2007 8:32 AM CDT
I'm glad you had good dreams. Maybe it is Nathan's way of bringing you some peace and comfort.
Aimee, mom to Angel Kendall, and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, August 12, 2007 0:15 AM CDT
Susan,
Thanks for continuing to update us. Part of me is in mourning right along with you and I come here often and just re-read things you've written. I hope the first day of school isn't too hard on you, and I hope Julia has a wonderful day at Kindergarten! My son starts K right along with her this Monday, and they're both Jan 02'ers... I'll be thinking and praying for ya'll.
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, GA usa - Saturday, August 11, 2007 10:15 PM CDT
Susan -- just wanted to let you know that I think the photo of you and the kids together at the park is truly priceless. It so seems to capture the love, joy and fun that you work so hard to create in your everyday life. You are truly an inspirational person.
thinking of all of you with love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, nc United States - Saturday, August 11, 2007 7:49 PM CDT
Forgot to add - the pictures on the photo page are wonderful, as well... Love, z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Saturday, August 11, 2007 3:25 PM CDT
Thinking of you & your family...
Hang in there. Love, z.
Zeynep, Burak, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Saturday, August 11, 2007 3:22 PM CDT
Beautiful dream. Thanks for sharing that with us.
Linda Plett
Colorado Springs, - Saturday, August 11, 2007 2:15 PM CDT
Prayers continue for all of you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Saturday, August 11, 2007 12:37 AM CDT
Susan - I read some books on life after death and near death experiences and one of them told that if you dream of someone you lost and they smile at you, they are letting you know they are happy and at peace! I have dreamed of my dad 6 times in 10 yrs and he is always smiling! It gives me a great sense of peace and I wake up happy. Wishing you many more dreamy visits by Nathan! You know he is always near xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Friday, August 10, 2007 11:00 PM CDT
Susan,
I just learned about Nathan reading his obituary, and over the last 10 days I have read your journal from the beginning. Just seeing Nathan's face in pictures makes it obvious what a sweetie he was, and how far beyond his years his heart and soul were. I feel like I know you all from reading about you, and it turns out I live very close to you (on Ramblewood). My kids, who are older, went to Prairie Hills, and just reading about you going back to the school today and to the bus stop Monday makes me want to tell you that it will get easier with time...it has to. My brother lost his son when he was 22, and I have told him about Nathan, and he asked me to reassure you that in time it will get easier. I am saying prayers for you, and each time I drive by your street I smile thinking what a cutie your Nathan was, and how God chose you and Luke to give him a wonderful life while he was here. Not every child is so lucky. And now you have an angel in heaven watching over you. May your sweet dreams continue.
Peggy Major
Peggy Major <pinko53@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, August 10, 2007 7:17 PM CDT
Hi Susan, what a beautiful and sweet dream! I know there will be many "firsts" for you and Luke in the coming weeks and months. You are so strong. Remember Nathan is with you always. We are praying for you. Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Friday, August 10, 2007 4:02 PM CDT
Oh how sweet that Nathan came to you in your dreams! Hope he does again soon. Sweet, sweet boy...he could not be loved more.
Shirley C.
NY, NY - Friday, August 10, 2007 2:18 PM CDT
Susan,
I'm thinking about you and your family all the time. Nathan was surely with you last night and will always be close. Helen Keller said "What we once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes a part of us."
Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim M alarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 10, 2007 1:16 PM CDT
Ah, to dream such a sweet dream of Nathan means you slept a little too - both are welcome news. If Julia is going to the same school Nathan went to, then she is in very good hands. I hope she's excited start kindergarten!
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Friday, August 10, 2007 9:30 AM CDT
Susan,
So glad to hear you are feeling better and Julia is on the mend. I think about you and Luke and the girls very often throughout the day and offer up a little prayer. What a beautiful dream. Thanks for sharing it. Seems like God's way of giving you some peace.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, August 10, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
Susan,
I am glad you had such a good night with sweet dreams of Nathan. I start school in a couple of weeks, and when I do I will tell my students of Nathan and his courage. Nathan and your whole family are real inspirations. God Bless you and give you more good thoughts and dreams.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Friday, August 10, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.
Paula
- Friday, August 10, 2007 8:13 AM CDT
Susan,
Been thinking about all of you and praying that today would go by quickly for you and that God would give you peace.
Joyce AnnFunk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 9, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
Dear Gentry Family
Sending our love, and thoughts of you all.
Love,
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Thursday, August 9, 2007 8:55 PM CDT
God bless you! I can't imagine the journey -- even having to think about what to do with your son's ashes. You don't really *have* to do anything with them, not yet -- I don't think there's any kind of timeline that would make sense in your situation, just do what you can when you can -- it will always be enough, whatever you do. I'm so sorry you are missing Nathan. I think of him, and of you, so often. I have a son Nathan's age, starting second grade, and I literally cannot imagine being in your shoes, and your having endured so many years of uncertainty and pain before this, too. You are in my prayers every day.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Thursday, August 9, 2007 5:47 PM CDT
Your family is constantly in our prayers. Hang in there.
Love,
The Tomecko Family
Michele Marie Tomecko <mtomecko@yahoo.com>
Parma, OH usa - Thursday, August 9, 2007 1:32 PM CDT
Thinking of you today on this tough day...I pray for all of you for strength to get through these difficult and sad days. You are closely in my thoughts and prayers! I believe that Nathan is full of joy and happiness in Heaven...watching over all of you to help you through these times.
God Bless you and grant you peace and hope.
love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
burlington, NC United States - Thursday, August 9, 2007 1:31 PM CDT
I do not know you personally but have heard your story thru a mutual friend (Amy Pastier). I have been hearing such great things about Nathan and your entire family. Nathan was such a beautiful boy! His website, pictures, and daily journal of his jouney are incredible. My prayers are with you every day.
Allison Ponting <baponting@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 9, 2007 11:07 AM CDT
I am praying for you this morning. You are right in that this will be a hard day. My family just did what you are doing today two days ago for my grandma. I think of Nathan and of course you every day. My parents lost their only son 39yrs ago and I always wondered how they survived the grief and then you got Nathan far longer then they had Casey and the grief must be thousands of times worse. The Lord will give you strength not only for you but the girls. I love you.
Holly Cary <hollycary@hotmail.com>
Lakewood, CO - Thursday, August 9, 2007 8:00 AM CDT
The picture of Nathan on the home page is wonderful!
Susan, you are important to so many people...do take care.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora , CO - Thursday, August 9, 2007 7:41 AM CDT
I know today is going to be a very hard day for you and Luke. I will be sending you positive thoughts the entire day. You are the strongest woman that I know.
Love,
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Thursday, August 9, 2007 6:52 AM CDT
Susan, Luke and Girls,
Each day when I wake I think of your family and I pray for God's continued help. Just take it one day at a time. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Thursday, August 9, 2007 1:59 AM CDT
(((HUGS))) Thinking of you.
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 8, 2007 8:36 PM CDT
I am so sad for all of you. Each new day will probably bring with it a new challenge and hopefully a new joy. I am sorry that Nathan won't be starting second grade this year but am so grateful he got to experience Kindergarten and First grade! That is a miracle in and of itself. His presence is missed. Even though Jandi didn't get to see Nathan through the past year she broke down and cried two days ago. She asked Jesus last night to keep His arms around Nathan and to keep him safe. Just sometimes out of the clear blue she talks about him. Jandi's thoughts and prayers are with all of you. We hope you all recover from your bodies letting you down quickly.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 5:52 PM CDT
I hope that with each day it gets easier because if you think of it this way, everyday when you wake up it's a day closer to seeing Nathan. I am anxious to see the service video as I wasn't able to attend. I will soon be in heaven and seeing your boy. I too have cancer. I am praying for you.
Christine
- Wednesday, August 8, 2007 4:53 PM CDT
So glad to hear that you are feeling better. Praying for Julia to feel better soon and not pass it on to the rest of you all. I can't even begin to know how you are feeling, but I can pray for you all. May God continue to help you heal and may ^Nathan^ send you lots of signs of love. God bless
rhonda
sc - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 4:15 PM CDT
Susan,
Hope you are feeling better. We are praying for all of you daily and hope that you life gets a little easier here soon. Take care.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 8:47 AM CDT
Please get some rest this week, and feel better soon! I'm praying for you and the whole family.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 6:47 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss! I am praying for your entire family as this must be the hardest thing you ever have to go through. Have comfort in knowing that there are lots of people praying for you and that your sweet boy is in a better place. I lost my brother last May and understand what you must to be going through. I will pray to my brother (Andy)and ask him to be a big brother to your son in heaven! Look to God for hope and strength! With lots of love!
Christylee <sillycw@yahoo.com>
Chandler, AZ US - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 0:19 AM CDT
Susan, Our hearts ache when we think of your loss. Praying that the Lord will restore your body to good health, and that He will provide comfort and strength for you and Luke as you walk this journey of grief. From reading your posts, I know you must feel such thankfulness that God blessed you with the gift of Nathan for seven years, and have so many happy memories. Yet heartache manages to eclipse the whole at times. Take care of yourself and each other and rest in the shelter of God's loving arms. With Him all things are possible and He will make all things new again in HIS time.
Anne <fcisco6@aol.com>
Atwater, CA USA - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 7:34 PM CDT
Susan, I am so sorry to hear that your body has let you down. Whenever stressful times are behind me I usually get one day of play and good health and then my body decides that it is now okay for it to get sick. Your body needs you to rest and build up strength for the days ahead. You have a strong husband and Julia and Lauren are healthy so take the time you need to recover. If there is anything I can do...
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO US - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 5:43 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that your family is still in our prayers. Have a restful day. ^Nathan^ keep watching over Mommy,Daddy and your sisters.
rhonda
- Tuesday, August 7, 2007 1:20 PM CDT
Thinking of you.
Kathy <rememberingbella@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 7, 2007 12:21 AM CDT
Susan and Luke,
Thought you might want to hear this: I had a dream the night before last in which I was busy concentrating on a task of some sort when I caught something out of the corner of my eye. When I looked up it was Nathan and Luke walking off in a grassy area together hand in hand. The two of them were smirking like they had just shared a private joke and the adoration in Nathan's face towards his dad was radiant. When I woke up and remembered the image it dawned on me that Nathan's body was healthy and he had been skip-hopping to keep up with Luke's stride. The image of them smirking at each other has stayed with me and makes me smile each time.
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 10:26 AM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke and Family - I was thinking about you on Friday. I only can imagine how beautiful the service was for your sweet Nathan. I am so sorry for your daughter having to deal with the loss of her best friend and brother - it can be so devasting for the siblings left behind I'm sure. All of us want you to take care of yourself - after this terrible emotional journey we are all praying for peace and your well-being. I hope when you are feeling much better you will check in from time to time - we all would like to hear from you - You and your family have become very special to all of us out here. Will never forget that special "Nathan Smile" God Bless.....
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 10:10 AM CDT
Susan - asking God to watch over YOU now. You did so much for your family and esp. Nathan during his long illness. Am not surprised you are being affected physically now. Just rest when you can, take help when offered and get better! The girls will need you and you deserve rest and peace! God watch over you and heal you! jude in pa xoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 4:11 AM CDT
Susan,
if you need me or my oldest daughter to babysit, please call!!! if you don't have my number anymore, just email me!! My older girls are terrific with little ones,and since we live down the street, your girls could just come over and play...and you could maybe get some rest????
Please don't be shy!!!
Amy Pastier <ddnad@q.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 1:07 AM CDT
Well, Susan, that sucks. Feel better.
Josh
- Monday, August 6, 2007 9:50 PM CDT
Oh geez hon, What more can you take?!?! I hope the procedure goes smoothly and you are feeling better real soon! HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGS Let me know if you need anything!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 9:07 PM CDT
Dear Gentry Family, We will continue to pray for you all. May you quickly recover from your health issues. I know that the girls need you to be well, so please take care of yourself. Have fun running, jumping, and building sweet ^Nathan^. May God continue to wrap his loving arms around your family. God Bless
rhonda
woodruff, sc - Monday, August 6, 2007 8:16 PM CDT
Susan...so sad to learn of your day in the ER and do hope today is much better! You have given so much of yourself to so many others for so long and it has caught up with you.
Please take good care of Susan now! My prayers continue for
peace for you and your family. Blessings !
Carol Lux (FPC choir alto) <CALUX@AOL.COM>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 7:30 PM CDT
Goodness Susan -- hope everything is okay and that the procedure will go smoothly and painlessly. Thinking and praying for all of you!
God bless you!!
-- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
burlington, NC United States - Monday, August 6, 2007 6:30 PM CDT
Susan,
Your body and mind can only handle only so much and you have had to be strong for Nathan for a long time. You take care of yourself and may God lay His healing hands upon you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Monday, August 6, 2007 5:57 PM CDT
Susan,
Hope you are doing better today. As always, if there is anything I can do, please, please let me know.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 4:46 PM CDT
Poor girl, Susan... I wish I could hug you and make things better. I hope you will feel better soon and be able to quickly get the medical things dealt with. Hugs to your whole family!
Stacey
- Monday, August 6, 2007 4:11 PM CDT
Still, and always, thinking of you all...
Zeynep, Burak, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Monday, August 6, 2007 3:15 PM CDT
Thinking of you and all that you are going through, have been through and will go through. It is not a pretty valley. Take your time and walk at your on pace.
dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 6, 2007 1:20 PM CDT
My heart goes out to your family. The pictures posted are beyond words. They give everyone a view of how awful this and many other diseases truly are. We need a cure!! This should NOT happen to our babies!! You are in my prayers!
Jaime
Marion, Wi - Monday, August 6, 2007 12:52 AM CDT
Susan and Luke,
Am so glad to read about the beautiful service you had for Nathan. Couldn't stop my tears reading about Julia's wails during the ceremony. I'm sure Lauren is missing her borther in her own way.
Still thinking of Nathan and his sweet smile everyday. We continue to pray for all of you and wish that all the sweet memories you had with Nathan will help you in your journey ahead.
Susan, I just read your latest entry. Pls take care of yourself.
God Bless,
Preethy, Ajit, Sean & Rhea
Ajit, Preethy, Sean and Rhea <ajit-preethy@msn.com>
Chantilly, VA - Monday, August 6, 2007 12:25 AM CDT
You have been run over by a truck and it's name is cancer. Praying for your strength and health and the healing of your heart and soul. God Bless.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, August 6, 2007 12:14 AM CDT
God peace and comfort to you on the passing of Nathan. He is now pain free and is celebrating new life with the Lord. Our prayers will continue for you and your family and all who lives were touch by Nathan.
Rev Robert Mann- Pastor Zion & Trinity Lutheran Churches <mannbob@yahoo.com>
pocahontas, mo 63779 - Monday, August 6, 2007 10:44 AM CDT
The service sounds beautiful, absolutely perfect. My heart breaks for you all, especially your girls, picturing Julia sobbing during the service brought my own tears. Nathan is an amazing big brother; may he watch over his sisters from heaven. Bless your angel in heaven.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Monday, August 6, 2007 8:54 AM CDT
God bless you! I'm still thinking of you, still praying for your family. I'm so sorry you've had to go through this!
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Monday, August 6, 2007 8:06 AM CDT
I just now got to read the obituary. You did a good job of giving a feel for what Nathan was like. Though we are no longer physically at your side, we do not forget.
Josh and Jae
- Sunday, August 5, 2007 10:50 PM CDT
Iam devestated to return after being away for over a week to find that Nathan passed away. I have followed his site since the begining and will deeply miss reading stories about him. He was and always will be an amazing child. I am sorry for the loss of your little boy and my heart breaks for his sweet sister. You have been an amazing mother Susan, forced into having strength that no mother should have to find. You gave Nathan a wondeful life, filled with everyday simple pleasures that most of us take for granted.
When I think of your posts over the years about sweet Nathan, the ones that stand out to me were the simple ones, where you often wrote Nathan wanted to do nothing but stay home all day and play with his sister and his toys. I will always think of him and will never forget the precious value of a day spent simply staying home and playing, and because of Nathan I will never again think of such a day as a waste of time or take it for granted.
God Bless you Gentry family, and may God send you peace and comfort and strength. Your sweet, precious and very brave little boy is safe and painfree and healed. He will never, ever suffer again.
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 5, 2007 2:45 PM CDT
Susan, Luke and girls,
May God bless you with many restful nights knowing Nathan is at rest and running with the Lord. It is good to know that the memorial service was beautiful and also good to hear that Julia was able to let her emotions out. I was 8 when my 2 yr old brother died and had been taught not to cry. It took me 40 years to finally mourn him. I am so glad that you all have the Lord, each other and such support. Healing will take a long time but memories of Nathan will be wonderful and remain forever.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Sunday, August 5, 2007 1:32 PM CDT
Susan - I was so happy to hear the service was soooo beautiful for dear Nathan. I'm so sorry Julia was inconsolable. I wondered if it would hit her real hard at some point. Will continue to pray for you and your family. For peace and rest. You've all been thru so much. I am glad you will stay on this site for awhile so we can all know how you are doing. How Julia is coping. Etc. I've really valued all the journals you have done over the 4 yrs. - learning about your family and "knowing" Nathan. He will be missed so terribly by all of us. Take care and I will watch for updates. Asking God for your peace ! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, August 5, 2007 6:38 AM CDT
I am sure it was a beautiful service. I am glad you were surrounded by love. Your family continues to be in my prayers. Please give Julia a hug for me. I also have a five year old who misses his brother. It can be so heartbreaking.
Aimee, mom to Angel Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 11:34 PM CDT
I've never met you, you're actually a friend of a friend, but I read your story & cried for you. My heart goes out to you both & your daughter! You'll be in my prayers
Angel
- Saturday, August 4, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
Oh Susan, I just cannot imagine the exhaustion you must feel. I pray for true rest, and that the peace of God remains on you. You are all so precious, and just thinking of Julia's cries touches me to the core and tears fly.
Sweetest blessings on you all through this terrible loss...
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
MN - Saturday, August 4, 2007 5:55 PM CDT
I'm am so sorry to hear of Nathan's passing. I will keep your family in my prayers.
Debbie Donovan <ddon748@yahoo.com>
Kearny, NJ - Saturday, August 4, 2007 5:50 PM CDT
I have had tears every time I've checked this site the past few days--tears of sorrow for all that you've all been going thru, & tears of joy for the wonderful tributes to Nathan. Your family remains in the thoughts & prayers of many people throughout the world.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Saturday, August 4, 2007 3:48 PM CDT
Susan,
I wish I would have been able to be there for the memorial service. From what I've been reading here and on the playgroup board, it sounds beautiful. It breaks my heart to hear about Julia but I'm sure she will be soon following your lead and remembering the happy times with Nathan and know that God has brought Nathan into His arms so that Nathan can finally feel peace. I pray that He will send His comfort and peace down to your family.
Natalie
Sierra Vista, AZ - Saturday, August 4, 2007 11:23 AM CDT
Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren,
My heart breaks for your entire family. You were the very first people I met when I got to MSKCC and you made my first days bearable. I could bearly breathe when I got there but after seeing your family and everything you had already been through, I knew I had to pull it together.
I didn't realize at the time just how much you had already been through.
Having kids at home who are the same ages as Julia and Lauren made my ache for my own a little less when I saw your girls.
Probably unbeknownst to you, you and Luke showed me so much and gave me such a wonderful example to follow. Thank you for that and thank you for sharing beautiful Nathan with us.
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and for the emptiness that is now in your life. May your faith and God bring you the peace which you so deserve. My love to you all.
Love,
Landon Holden
(Daniel's Mom)
Landon Holden <holdensix@msn.com>
Alexandria, VA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 10:21 AM CDT
I want to say a special thank you to Susan and Luke for your continued updates to this site. It has meant so much to be able to keep up with your family from so far away. Your courage and honesty in such hard times has meant the world to us. Our love and prayers are with you.
Angie, Ken, Alexis <angie@pointe-ui.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 9:36 AM CDT
I want to say a special thank you to Susan and Luke for your continued updates to this site. It has meant so much to be able to keep up with your family from so far away. Your courage and honesty in such hard times has meant the world to us. Our love and prayers are with you.
Angie, Ken, Alexis <angie@pointe-ui.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 9:36 AM CDT
I've already signed the guestbook, but after the service yeaterday I wanted to sign again. I wanted to say how beautiful the service was. I, like many others, learned a lot more about who Nathan was, about his kind heart and beautiful soul. I was especially taken by the words of his 1st grade teacher. Her stories about Nathan were so charming and touching. I know it was a hard week, but with every day that passes the Lord will heal and keep you strong. May God continue to Bless you all!
Pam Page <plpage1@aol.com>
Falcon, Co USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 9:16 AM CDT
Hi Susan,
I've already signed but just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss and how sad I am to hear about Julia's pain. I can only imagine. The service sounded lovely and I'm sure it did help bring some closure. My thoughts and prayers remain with you all as you go through this next chapter.
Although I have never "met" Nathan or you, Nathan had become a part of my life for the past 4 years after hearing his story on the Jan02 PG. I also have a son who was born in 2000 (Oct) and a daughter also named Julia born in Jan 02 so Nathan's story hit very close to home. The stories you told about him always made me smile and reminded me much of my own son at the various stages. Although Nathan's story is a heart breaking one, it has touched me more than you will every know and his life had so much meaning for me personally as I feel that I have been made a better person because of him. Every morning before work, I would sit with my coffee as my own children ate breakfast and read about the events of the prior day. Nathan always was so brave and you were always so strong (although I'm sure in private that may not have always been the case). What I always took away from that is 1) to be thankful for what you have and never take it for granted and 2) that we are all here for a reason and that take what lessons you can from each bit of life's challenges and carry it with you and learn from him. I hear other people complain about their child having the sniffles or other things and I just would think how of Nathan and your family. It still doesn't make me understand why children have to suffer and get these horrible diseases but I do believe that God has a plan for all of us.
I am so saddened to hear how difficult of a time Julia is having. I'm sure she will never ever forget her brother and that with time, the pain she is experiencing will be replaced with a comfort and joy at all her good memories of times with him. I am a avid scrapbooker and would be more than happy to make a scrapbook for her of some pictures of her brother and family to help with that process and as a keepsake for her in the future. I'm sure that would be a difficult thing for you to do for her personally but I would be more than happy to do it. Please feel free to email me if you are interested: dayvio@comcast.net. It would be a gift that I would be more than happy to give.
My thoughts and prayers remain with you all. (((hugs)))
vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 8:53 AM CDT
Susan,
What a moving tribute to Nathan. As I sat listening to Jennifer & Jim I really had a feeling for who Nathan was. They really captured the essence of his precious spirit. You and your family will ever be in our prayers. I wish there was something I could do for you. If you can think of anything, I hope you can let me know.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, Co USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for the Gentry family.
God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, August 4, 2007 2:50 AM CDT
The service today for Nathan was beautiful. I just reminds me of how special he was to everyone he met. My best memory of Nathan is from a playgroup about six months ago. My daughter was upset that she couldn't find one of her favorite toys and none of the kids seemed to notice, except Nathan. He took the time to help Kate find her toy. He was just that kind of child, so big-hearted and sweet. A true angel. We share in your sadness today as you wish him good-bye and keep you all in our prayers as God begins to help you heal.
Jen Sweeney
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, August 3, 2007 9:03 PM CDT
Dear Gentry Family
Thoughts and prayers are with you and warmest wishes of peace now and forever in your hearts.
Christina Burch
Colorado Springs , CO United States - Friday, August 3, 2007 7:50 PM CDT
Oh, how I wish I were there to have attended the service.
I am sure it was a beautiful memorial.
With love,
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 7:39 PM CDT
Sending prayers and thoughts from this side of the world, where, as I type this, the moon is quite reddish for some reason, and the wind won't stop, for another that escapes me...
We love you, Nathan. I wish I could be there for you during the service... Love, z.
Zeynep, Burak, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Friday, August 3, 2007 3:42 PM CDT
We celebrate with you as you honor dear Nathan. You once said that Nathan loved going to church and Sunday school. Just think... he is now standing in front of our heavenly Father. We look forward to seeing you Nathan when it is our time.
Love you,
Greg and Angie Munger
Angie <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
- Friday, August 3, 2007 2:39 PM CDT
Praying for all of you.
Amy in Iowa
Amy Muston <amymuston@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 2:32 PM CDT
Said a little prayer again today - I know the prayer service will stands as a wonderful and meaningful tribute to Nathan's precious life.
Lyn (TRT)
MN - Friday, August 3, 2007 2:15 PM CDT
Susan,
Remembering you today as you celebrate your hero!
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Friday, August 3, 2007 2:06 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke! I am so very saddened that I am unavailable to come to the memorial service for Nathan! The children and I are in California and will not be returning until Tuesday evening. I want you both to know how much Nathan touched my life . His sweet smile always melted my heart. His bravery and strength that he showed to others was an inspiration! He made me want to be a better person! You all mean so much to me. I am so proud that Raegan had him in her class this year. He taught her and all of us so much about how precious life is and do not take a second for granted! He will be missed by so many! But we all know that he will always be smiling down upon us! Actually, on the plane ride out here on Tuesday am. Raegan spoke to him going through the clouds and said he was probably running and jumping on all the fluffy clouds that we were going through! She said it made her happy to know he was not in pain and that he could do now all the things with all the other children in heaven that he could not do with them on earth! That was a special time and we felt so close to him and new that he was at peace!I hope to come over when I get back in town! Your in our thoughts and prayers today and always! Kathryn Biscaro
Kathryn Biscaro <s-kbisc@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 12:08 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for your loss and for the pain you must be enduring. God bless you and your family on this day and all that follow.
Robin Sniffen <leopardgal1434@msn.com>
Falcon, CO USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 11:32 AM CDT
Go not yet away from us. A noontide have you been in our twilight, and your youth has given us dreams to dream. No stranger are you among us, nor a guest, but our son and our dearly beloved. Suffer not yet our eyes to hunger for your face. You have walked among us a spirit, and your shadow has been a light upon our faces. Much have we loved you. And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. Kahlil Gibran
Madie Brandenburg <alotaxoxo@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 11:30 AM CDT
Thinking of all of you today as you celebrate Nathan's wonderful, but all too short, life. I was drawn to looking at your family photos last night and I so enjoyed watching him experience so much good in the midst of the horrific pain. I found myself so struck by the strength you found to live in the moments and enjoy them. God bless all of you and hold you close today and always!
much love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
burlington, NC United States - Friday, August 3, 2007 10:22 AM CDT
We are thinking of you and sending our love as you work your way thru this day, and the days to come. May happy memories lift you during this difficult time. Jason and I will have a moment of silence for Nathan as his service begins today.
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 9:56 AM CDT
Saying lots of prayers for you today. Jim and I think of you all often.
Prayers,
Jim, Dawn and James Runde www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Friday, August 3, 2007 9:39 AM CDT
Thoughts are with you today as you celebrate the life of your precious son.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Friday, August 3, 2007 9:07 AM CDT
Dear Gentry Family,
We are thinking of you today and asking for God's gentle loving touch on all. We pray also for his healing and comfort.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
Thinking of you today.
Kathy <rememberingbella@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 3, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
Your family is in my prayers today. I pray that God will grant you peace as you do something that no parent should have to do.
Jennifer Johnston <jjohnston@bbandt.com>
Kernersville, NC - Friday, August 3, 2007 7:50 AM CDT
Sending many extra prayers for you today. I am so very sorry ...
Gayle Patton <mcconnell_g@yahoo.com>
Houston, Texas - Friday, August 3, 2007 6:52 AM CDT
Dearest Gentry family We are all still praying for you all. I am sure today will be especially hard and we will say some extra prayers for you. May God wrap his comforting loving arms around you and help you through each day one at a time. Thank you again for sharing your wonderful Son with us. We will continue to check on you. God Bless.
Rhonda
SC - Friday, August 3, 2007 3:53 AM CDT
HI SUSAN AND LUKE.
I WAS SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT NATHAN ON THE WEBSITE HERE.BUT KNOW THAT HE IS WITH OUR LORD JESUS AND HAPPY NOW.
I HOPE YOU ALL WILL HAVE A NICE DAY AND WEEKEND.
YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS
MOLLIE
MOLLIE MAYNOR <molliemaynor@charter.net>
ATHENS, GA CLARKE - Friday, August 3, 2007 2:08 AM CDT
The following is written in honor of an amazing and wonderful young man and his family.
Now I See – for Nathan Michael Gentry
How can one life be so long in so few years?
How can one life be lived amidst so many tears?
We stumble with questions that trouble us deep in our soul
Lord, you know our questions, our sorrow, anger, this unbearable toll
One too young has known far too much pain
Yet by his endurance he brings us to what we can also claim
And by his faith found in love through his family he has his wings to fly
Now with body free of all suffering and fear his heart is free to cry
Now I see
There will come this day for each and every one
When by God’s grace we see His Holy son
When we know that love that called us before our heart knew its first beat
When we touch the face we so fervently hoped and believed one day to meet
Sing for sacred memories which are as eternal as the soul
Sing for the victory of love which remains forever whole
The grief so unbearable becomes grief bore by thanks for heaven’s place
We see still dimly, but Nathan face to face
Member of FPC
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 2:44 PM CDT
Susan and family...please know I continue to pray for you ... and am grateful Nathan is now free of pain...thanks for sharing on the CB site which I have visited daily since the choir was told about it...you are a beautiful family embraced by so many of us following your journey.
Blessings to you.
Carol Lux ( First Pres Choir alto) <CALUX@AOL.COM>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 1:31 PM CDT
I pray that God's arms of comfort, strenth and the peace that passes all understanding will surround you. Nathan was a beautiful son. Thanks for sharing him. My heart aches for you and, yet, rejoices that he is now with Jesus. I'm a friend of Carol & Mike Seidenstricker.
Carol Uhlig <godismyrock1@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 11:16 AM CDT
Dear Gentry's,
Our family is keeping yours in our prayers. When hearing the news of Nathan's passing I had the CGHS cheerleaders at cheerleading camp. During our nightly meeting, the girls were very saddened to hear the news and many tears were shed. Several of those girls had a special place in their hearts for Nathan and your family. I just wanted to send a message from them to let you know that they are also thinking of you all. Blessings and peace to you and the whole family.
Barry, Melissa, Drew and Addison Cripe & CGHS Cheerleaders <cripe0702@yahoo.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL US - Thursday, August 2, 2007 9:21 AM CDT
We are thinking of you every day. Nathan will live in the hearts of everyone who knew him.
Judy Crawford & John Doyle <jcrawford1@nyc.rr.com>
New York, NY USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
May God wrap his arms around your family and give you enduring peace. Nathan is a beautiful child, thank you for sharing him with so many of us that you have never met.
Jennifer
June 2000 Playgroup, NY - Thursday, August 2, 2007 6:31 AM CDT
Nathan's obituary is so beautiful. Such a wonderful tribute to such a beautiful child. We are still praying for you all. Have a great day playing with all of your friends in Heaven sweet Nathan. God Bless and hold you during these most difficult days.
Rhonda
sc - Thursday, August 2, 2007 6:17 AM CDT
Thank you so much for sharing Nathan's obituary with us. While most of us out here in cyberspace can't imagine what you are going through, many of us who have followed Nathan through this site are also grieving this week, and it helps to see how you are remembering and memorializing him. What a special kid! And what a special family. You are truly in my thoughts and prayers every day.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Thursday, August 2, 2007 5:37 AM CDT
Dear Susan,
We just learned that Nathan went to be with Jesus. While we are rejoicing that he is now healthy and whole, we weep for the loss of this sweet angel here on earth. I wish I had the words to bring comfort to you and your precious family. You ALL courageously fought this battle with Nathan - what a beautiful gift of love you gave him. We are all forever changed for having known sweet Nathan, even just a little. As our little Matthew battled his cancer, a hymn that became ever so meaningful to us is "It Is Well With My Soul". The author lost all 3 of his daughters on a ship caught in a storm at sea, but he resolutely announced that "even so, it is well with my soul", because He knew the great hope he had in Jesus - a hope that shines through in even the darkest of times. It is our prayer that as you walk through these next days, weeks, months and even years, that you will remember the great love of our Savior. It is during these times that we can't help but question God. It is also at these times we realize most that we can't live without Him. To know the hope of eternity - to know that someday, on the other side of Heaven your precious Nathan will one day announce, "Come on in!! I have someone I want you to meet! THIS is JESUS!!!" Thank you for sharing Nathan with all of us. We'll never be the same! We love you and will continue to pray for your family.
Love, June and Russ
Christopher, Alyssa, Bethany and Matthew
(Mom to Matthew - A.L.L. and friend at CHOA)
June Gordon <2UISing@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 0:34 AM CDT
The obituary you wrote for Nathan is a beautiful, loving tribute. Thank you for sharing it with us.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 10:18 PM CDT
Our sincere prayers are with you at this time. I am a longtime friend of Grandpa Mike's and have kept Nathan's struggles in our prayers. God bless your family.
Martha (Cain) Primmer <primmer@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL USA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 7:43 PM CDT
Words escape me at such a time as this. I am so sorry for the loss of little Nathan. Thank you so much for sharing his life with us.
Aunt Margaret Hamm <primmer@mchsi.co>
Oakley, IL USA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 7:40 PM CDT
Dear Gentry family, our thoughts are with you. Thank you for sharing Nathan with all of us. It was so much fun playing with him in NY and getting to know you. His spirit lives on, even if his body is gone. He gives all of us strength.
Karin, Randy, Shannon and Owen Lea <rklea@cox.net>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 3:29 PM CDT
Luke and Susan,
I am so glad to have met Nathan and your girls. You are two of the most amazing people i have ever seen with their children. My heart hurts for your family, god bless you guys.
Howard Finger <howard353@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, pa - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 12:23 AM CDT
Thank you so much for sharing Nathan's obituary with us. It was a loving and beautiful tribute to him.
Thanks for letting us into Nathan's life and yours. You are in our thoughts and prayers often throughout the day.
with love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 11:36 AM CDT
I learned of Nathan from Will Lacey's site---My thoughts and prayers are with your family. My all the wonderful memories that you all have of Nathan carry you through this difficult time !!
Nancy <jnrk@verizon.net>
East Bridgewater, MA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 9:34 AM CDT
Luke and Susan,
Your strength is amazing. God bless you. (I'm a friend of Grandma Kathy's and have followed the site from the beginning.)
Carolyn Taylor <jbrwk1@prairieinet.net>
Hammond, IL - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 9:11 AM CDT
I have followed your site through Jacob Duckworths. I am so sorry to hear of Nathans passing. What a gorgeous, brave little guy! I am also in the Springs (didn't realize it until now!)
My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Colleen <colleenie4144@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 9:08 AM CDT
Dear Susan,
We don't know each other well but we are second cousins. Your Dad Bill and I are cousins. I am so sorry for your loss. I can't pretend to know how you feel but we will remember Nathan and your family in our prayers.
Lorraine Hyde (Malek) <lmh3@cox.net>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 7:44 AM CDT
Susan - May God be with you and Luke and your family thru the next few days and the services. Celebrating Nathan's life is sooo great! he was such an inspiration to so many of us. I will be there with you in spirit and love! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 4:55 AM CDT
Dear Gentry's, we were so sorry to hear the news that Nathan had passed away. We feel blessed to have known Nathan and will never forget your sweet boy. We hope you will find some comfort in your faith and wonderful memories of time spent with him. You are in our thoughts and prayers. May God bless your family and give you strength and courage to face the days ahead. Much love, The Bersano's
Wendy Bersano <wbersano@hawaii.rr.com>
Honolulu, HI USA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 4:32 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Like others, we have never met, but I learned of Nathan through a blog, and he struck me as a sweet sweet child. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
AC
- Wednesday, August 1, 2007 2:02 AM CDT
Gentry family, I received an email from Brenda Smith tonight notifying me of Nathan's CB site and his passing. I am so very sorry to learn of Nathan's death and his pain before passing. I am sorry he, all of you, had to suffer through so much.
Susan, when I first met you at June Gordon's house your love and devotion to your family was evident. When I saw you all as a family at different cancer functions I was touched by your strength and commitment to each other. I pray that you find peace in your lives and are held in the arms of God as you transition into this difficult part of your lives.
I am so sorry I will be unable to go to Nathan's service, but please know that my family will keep you all in our thoughts and prayers.
Now that I know of Nathan's Caring Bridge Site I'll try to check in and see how you're all doing.
God Bless You!
Tamara Solomons (mom to Evan who had ALL and was treated at CHOA)
Tamara
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 0:20 AM CDT
Hi, came here from Ryan Malarkey's website. I'm so sorry; all these young lives are lost to this horrible disease.
We've said a prayer for you all.
Carolyne Pelton <carolynepelton@earthlink.net>
VA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 9:22 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Like so many others, we have never met but I "knew" Susan from when you were the CL of the Colorado board at iVillage. I have followed Nathan's story since the beginning. Thank you for sharing your joys and sorrows and for giving us all a glimpse into Nathan's life. He is an amazing boy whose unfairly short life has touched many, many people. May you find strength in the happy memories of his wonderful life. Sending all of you hugs, strength, and peace as you journey through this.
Susan Lynch
Longmont, CO USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 6:01 PM CDT
Just so few words to say. Nathan has been a real trooper and his memory will remain with all of us. I know that he is in a better place but will be missed terribly. Our prayers are with all of you. Linda Craney Bement High School
Linda Craney <lsc049@aol.com>
Ivesdale, IL USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 5:48 PM CDT
Susan and family - I am so sorry. Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you all. Nathan is in the arms of Jesus.
Linda Champlin-Frank (Choir)
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 5:27 PM CDT
Susan,
It has been many months since we met at Sloan but I have been following the site and praying for you all. Thinking back to when he was ill but still stubbornly working on Lego or Star Wars things. We are so sorry for your loss and for the toll this journey has been on your family. Praying for strength and comfort for your girls and your family.
God Bless, Leann
www.caringbridge.org/visit/bronsonbalzac
Leann Balzac
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 4:22 PM CDT
Like many others posting on this site, we've never met, but my heart aches for your family. I got this site from another one, and have followed Nathan's progress for several weeks. I will keep all of your family in my prayers. May you feel the comfort that only our loving Father can provide. In His love, Lisa
Lisa Oliver
Graham, TX - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 4:08 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and tell you how sorry I was to hear about Nathan's passing. May God be with you as you face the days ahead. Your family will be in my prayers.
Lisa Miller <toddlisa@woh.rr.com>
Sidney, OH - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 2:48 PM CDT
Dear Susan,
I am so sad to learn about Nathan today.He was such an angelic child.Everyone who knew him couldn;t help but to fall in love with him.David John is so happy that he got to be such a good friend. God Bless.
Amy Pastier <ddnad@q.com>
Colorado Springs, CO 80920 - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 2:39 PM CDT
Thinking of Nathan, your warrior/son, courageous child, beloved big brother, sweet and gentle soul, shining light...and now an angel. Shine on, Nathan!
Shirley C.
ny, ny - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 1:30 PM CDT
Know that we are thinking of you and praying for you. May God give you peace and strength and rest in the days ahead. I'd like to think that Nathan and Paul are playing together right now and praising God for their eternal JOY!!
With hope,
Leigh Saxon <leighsaxon@hotmail.com>
Hewitt, TX - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 12:50 AM CDT
As with so many of the other posters, we've never met. I found Nathan's site following links from other CB sites, and have been following his story for several months. I am so sorry to learn of his passing. I will keep your family in my prayers
Amy Gwin <amy_gwin@comcast.net>
Spanaway, WA 98387 - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 12:40 AM CDT
Our hearts are with you all in this very sad time.
Roberta and Mac MacMillan <rmacmill@cableone.net>
Eagle, ID USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 11:57 AM CDT
I am friends with Kim Malarkey, and she posted about your precious son on her son's site. I just wanted to say that I pray that God would give your family help, strength, courage and peace in this terrible time and that he would carry your burdens. Your son is a beautiful boy, and he still is in heaven. The families I have been introduced to through Kim inspire me daily. And your son has inspired me without even knowing him. May God wipe this disease from this planet.
JoLayne Green <jarg4@alltel.net>
Meadville, PA USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 11:52 AM CDT
My deepest sympathies to your family. I cannot imagine the pain of losing a child in the way that you have. Even though I have only met your family through this website and stories and pictures from Grandma Gentry, Nathan's strength of will has always impressed me! I'm 27 years old and don't think that I am half the man your son was. One only has to look at this guestbook and see the vast number of people from all over the country (and world) to see the number of lives Nathan touched. Please know, Nathan is truly an inspiration and your family is in my prayers.
Jared Wolf <jaredwolf74@hotmail.com>
Decatur, IL - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 11:49 AM CDT
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Sarah Trombley
- Tuesday, July 31, 2007 11:48 AM CDT
O that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest. ~Psalm 55:6 My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I'm sure that my Alex was there to greet Nathan and maybe play with some trains...
Gretchen Lonero <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
Irwin, PA USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 11:06 AM CDT
Luke, Susan, Julia, and Lauren, all of you are in our thoughts as you celebrate Nathan's life on Friday. My heart goes out to all of you. Sorry that we can not be there with you. Nathan is rejoicing in heaven, now that he is pain free. God bless you!
Love, Clint, Becky, Riley and Aidan Seidensticker
Becky <bekandclint@yahoo.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 10:31 AM CDT
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers during this most difficult time.
Angie Dixon (Girl Scout leader for Miss Christi Thomas) <had@thewavz.com>
Bloomville, OH USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 10:26 AM CDT
Christi Thomas' mom asked for prayers for your family. You have them and my heartfelt sorrow for the loss of Nathan. God bless all of you.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 10:11 AM CDT
You don't know us , but I have been following Nathan through ivillage. My prayers are with you and your beautiful angel. No more suffering for him. I wish you, your husband and children strength.
Maria,Frank, Alexandra, and Ava Ciccone
Maria Ciccone <avex016@yahoo.com>
Massapequa , ny - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 9:49 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 9:40 AM CDT
I'll be thinking of you this week and praying for your family.
Aimee, mom to ^^Angel Kendall^^ and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 9:15 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. May God you the strength you all need and help in caring with your children. We are friends of Ryan Marlarky.
Lorri Huckelbery, Sinclairville, NY
Lorri Huckelbery <lorrih5@windstream.net>
Sinclairville, NY USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Luke has always been such a friend to me, and a source of strength in some of my darker days....please know that my heart is with you all. As I was reading through your guestbook I was amazed at how many lives one little boy could impact in just 6 short years. It's awe inspiring. Please know that your heartbreaking journey has not been alone. Dozens of parents and families have been walking with you, falling in love with your family, celebrating your vacations and good days, crying in your grief and frustration. You have, and will continue to be, surrounded with love and prayer during this difficult time. I have been so touched and heartbroken by a little boy that I never had the fortune of meeting. His life has changed mine.
Cindy Cook Kilmark <cinchels@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 8:48 AM CDT
Nathan's expression is peaceful and beautiful in his photos before he passed. I know it was too soon, only a few days ago he was still determined to play with his Legos Star Wars toys, even though in pain.
Well at least now there is no more pain Nathan, and they must have some really cool toys in Heaven for children too. And all your friends and family continue to love you and you will meet them again. Love to you and your brave family who love you so much.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 8:25 AM CDT
Dear Luke and Susan,
My heart is absolutely broken with this terrible news.
I know how you feel now and I just want to say that I,m sure that Nathan and Gemma will take care of all of us.
An special kiss, my heart will be with you always.
Dolors Hernandez Jardi <dolors_hernandez@hotmail.com>
GIRONA (SPAIN), SP - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 5:24 AM CDT
Nothing I can write can take your pain away. I am sorry for that. I believe in Heaven. I watch my little daughter fight for her life against cancer and I wonder if I will ever be as strong as you. I have been touched by your story and tears stream down my face as I type this. Not only for your loss but the pure Love you have for your son. God Bless your family. Pray for Kennedy and I just know your son watches over other children suffering like he had to. With Love and Prayers...www.caringbridge.org/visit/kennedy1
Stacy Moriarty <stacykay68@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO 80013 - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 4:01 AM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke and girls I just learned of Nathan's passing. I thought about and prayed for you all weekend. I know that words cannot comfort you and all I can think of is that I am truly sorry for you but am happy for ^Nathan^ since he is no longer in pain. May God continue to hold your family in his loving arms. May ^Nathan^ send you signs that he is OK and always with you. God Bless You.
rhonda
sc - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 2:19 AM CDT
Susan,
I met you briefly on Thanksgiving Day when I was up in NYC visiting my nephew being treated for NB at Sloan (Daniel...Landon and Scott are his parents). I also work with your cousin, Geoff, by complete coincidence. Part of my daily routine became checking in on your page and following Nathan's journey. My heart is broken with yours as I find it hard to comprehend that your precious boy had to leave us all too soon. Please stay strong, absorb the prayers that so many are sending to your family, and continue to write to that extended family that loves Nathan still and checks on him through caringbridge.
Alexis <alexisbdelaney@hotmail.com>
Arlington, VA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:48 PM CDT
This is my third attempt to sign your guestbook, since learning of Nathan's death yesterday. Words have never seemed so pointless. Finally someone told me that in the face of inconsolable grief, words fail us all, but it doesn't matter, because compassion and sympathy transcend the surly bonds of language.
My thoughts are never far from Nathan or from you.
P Scott <PJREDUX@YAHOO.COM>
Denver, Colorado USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:17 PM CDT
Luke and Susan, my heart goes out to you during this time of loss. I know it has to be difficult to lose a child. Jesus is holding him now, and he is running and singing and laughing in heaven. No more pain, no more tears, no more saddness. Nathan you will be missed by many...in the short time that I came to know you over the web, you have brought joy to my heart. Be free now, fly with the Angel. I look forward to meeting you one day in Heaven. www.caringbridge.org/visit/mackensiegracecarter
S.Carter <scarter67@comcast.net>
Rincn, Ga - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:53 PM CDT
Luke and Susan, my heart goes out to you during this time of loss. I know it has to be difficult to lose a child. Jesus is holding him now, and he is running and singing and laughing in heaven. No more pain, no more tears, no more saddness. Nathan you will be missed by many...in the short time that I came to know you over the web, you have brought joy to my heart. Be free now, fly with the Angel. I look forward to meeting you one day in Heaven.
S.Carter <scarter67@comcast.net>
Rincn, Ga - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:52 PM CDT
"The kingdom of God belongs to such as these." I can't imagine the struggle you must be facing between knowing Nathan isn't suffering and wishing he was here with you and healthy. May God wrap his arms around your family and comfort you in a way that none other can. Praying for you in the days and years to come. I will never forget Nathan...what an amazing gift he has been to this earth and what an amazing gift he is to Heaven.
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:24 PM CDT
Luke and Susan,
I read about your son on James Runde's site and wanted to let you know my heart aches for you. You had a beautiful son and now God has an amazing angel. May you and your family feel Gods arms wrapped around you. God Bless.
Rena Hager
winston salem, nc - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:15 PM CDT
Oh how I wish I could be there on Friday to celebrate Nathans life, but unfortunatly that will not be possible. Please know that you will all be in my thoughts as you always are. I hope that the day brings so many of you together.
I LOVE YOU NATHAN MICHAEL GENTRY.
Kylie.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:10 PM CDT
I only today learned of your son. What a beautiful boy he was. He was very blessed to have you and your husband as his parents. I read and read and read his story today. I know it is bittersweet, and I can not imagine what you must be going through, but I am happy your little boy is with the Lord now. What an incredible journey for such a little boy. You were all blessed to have each other, and like you said, to at least have known him for 7 years.
God bless you and your family. He sits comfortably, and happily amongst the angels now. I truly believe that.
Laura Stanton <stanton.laura@gmail.com>
Warren, mi usa - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
Susan and Luke,
We've never met, but I have followed your CaringBridge site regularly - always admiring your courage and strength even when the journey became almost unbearable to read. Nathan was an incredible boy and no words I have can do justice to his passing. I wish you many healing days ahead and hope that the painful memories will be washed away by all of the beautiful ones in the coming weeks and months. Gods Blessings to all of you.
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs, mom to Kate Jacobs (NB fighter)
Prior Lake, MN - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:47 PM CDT
May God comfort you during this sad time. I think of my own sons and can't even imagine the pain. I am happy Nathan is free of pain and playing in heaven, but I know you will all miss him. I wrote a poem for a family whose daughter has NB and then was diagnosed with AML. It may help you...
Hope for joy each new day
Hope for strength come what may
Hope for peace amidst the tears.
Hope for smiles after the tears.
Certainty that family and friends will be there.
Certainty that God is close and He cares.
Certainty that each new day begins with the sun.
Certainty that love goes on and on...
May these "hopes" and "certainties" give you some peace. Praying for Lauren and Julia, too, and all of you!
Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalrkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 9:41 PM CDT
Susan,
I've been following Nathan's story since you first mentionned it on the Jan02 PG board. However, I must say I hadn't read your journal recently (last time I read it was on Nathan's birthday). Today, I felt the need to know how he was doing. I came one here, and... wow... words cannot tell how sad I feel for you and your family.
My thoughts are with you all. You have been through so much. I wish the girls all the best!!
HUGS,
Marie (mommy to Èvelyne, born Jan. 10, 2002)
Marie
Montréal, QC Canada - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:34 PM CDT
I am so sorry that NB took Nathan's body. His spirit will live on forever in those who knew him. God sends his angels to care for you in your grief. Bless you and everyone.
Susan Wood
Winston Salem, NC - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:31 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke,
Thinking of you constantly... praying for you.
May God show Himself through this nightmare in a mighty way.
Blessings on your precious family, and know that MANY bear your pain with you dear ones.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 8:57 PM CDT
Love radiates from your family and touches all of us. I thought of you all many times during the day and wondered how you were doing. Yours is an amazing family where the love of God shines brightly. May God grant you peace. While there is an empty spot where Nathan was on Earth, there is a bright new spot in Heaven.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:45 PM CDT
Luke and Susan,
Though I never had the privilege of meeting Nathan, I feel his loss very deeply. My thoughts are with you at this difficult time.
Jenifer Kubitz <onenonef@mindspring.com>
Fairfax, VA - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:10 PM CDT
To Susan, Luke and girls, Oh, how our hearts ache for you! You have been such a source of comfort for so many. We offer our continued prayers for you.
Glenn & Sandy Flight of Hope <gsealock@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:43 PM CDT
Not too long ago in Heaven there was a little soul who took wonder in observing the world. He especially enjoyed the love he saw there and often expressed this joy with God. One day however the little soul was sad, for on this day he saw suffering in the world. He approached God and sadly asked, "Why do bad things happen; why is there suffering in the world?"
God paused for a moment and replied, "Little soul, do not be sad, for the suffering you see, unlocks the love in people's hearts." The little soul was confused. "What do you mean," he asked." God replied, "Have you not noticed the goodness and love that is the offspring of that suffering? Look at how people come together, drop their differences and show their love and compassion for those who suffer. All their other motivations disappear and they become motivated by love alone."
The little soul began to understand and listened attentively as God continued, "The suffering soul unlocks the love in people's hearts much like the sun and the rain unlock the flower within the seed. I created everyone with endless love in their heart, but unfortunately most people keep it locked up and hardly share it with anyone. They are afraid to let their love shine freely, because they are afraid of being hurt. But a suffering soul unlocks that love. I tell you this - it is the greatest miracle of all. Many souls have bravely chosen to go into the world and suffer - to unlock this love - to create this miracle - for the good of all humanity."
Just then the little soul got a wonderful idea and could hardly contain himself. With his wings fluttering, bouncing up and down, the little soul excitedly replied, "I am brave; let me go! I would like to go into the world and suffer so that I can unlock the goodness and love in people's hearts! I want to create that miracle!"
God smiled and said, "You are a brave soul I know, and thus I will grant your request. But even though you are very brave you will not be able to do this alone. I have known since the beginning of time that you would ask for this and so I have carefully selected many souls to care for you on your journey. Those souls will help you create your miracle; however they will also share in your suffering. Two of these souls are most special and will care for you, help you and suffer along with you, far beyond the others. They have already chosen a name for you."
God and the brave little soul shared a smile, and then embraced. In parting, God said, "Do not forget little soul that I will be with you always. Although you have agreed to bear the pain, you will do so through my strength. And if the time should come when you feel that you have suffered enough, just say the word, think the thought, and you will be healed."
Thus at that moment the brave little soul was born into the world, and through his suffering and God's strength, he unlocked the goodness and love in people's hearts. For so many people dropped their differences and came together to show their love. Priorities became properly aligned. People gave from their hearts. Those that were always too busy found time. Many began new spiritual journeys - some regained lost faith - many came back to God. Parents hugged their children tighter. Friends and family grew closer. Old friends got together and new friendships were made. Distant family reunited, and every family spent more time together. Everyone prayed. Peace and love reigned. Lives changed forever. It was good. The world was a better place. The miracle had happened. God was pleased.
Claudia Morales
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:16 PM CDT
We are all so saddened by Nathan's passing. May God bless you and comfort you in your darkest hours. Nathan was such a beautiful child and fought this disease so very courageously.
Phil and Phyllis Cheung <olivadolce@gmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 5:11 PM CDT
My sympathy for your loss and God's blessing on you all as you start another phase of this journey.
Peace of Christ be with you all.
Greta Medrano <gretaam@yahoo.com>
McKinney , tx USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 5:00 PM CDT
Your loss touches me to the core.
My grief for my Sammy comingles with my deepest sympathies for you, your family, and friends.
Every breath we take is a gift from G-d.
May your breaths come easier with time as you grieve this terrible loss.
May Nathan's name forever be a blessing.
Sincerely,
David
David Selden <dselden@icfi.com>
Reston, VA - Monday, July 30, 2007 4:56 PM CDT
Been checking in throughout the day, not expecting updates because I know that you must be wrapped in grief right now, but just to keep you and Nathan in my thoughts. What a difficult road your family has followed, such a complicated journey for so many years. I cannot imagine having a child diagnosed with a severe illness so young, and then enduring so many years of elation followed by heartbreak. I hope that the thought of so many well-wishers, so many people touched by the way you have shared your journey and Nathan's experiences, will in some way be a comfort to you. We're strangers, many of us here in the guestbook, who have found our way to Nathan's page from a thousand different sites and so many different places and faiths, but I hope that our collective grief and desire for your healing and comfort will be of some use to you. Can't stop thinking of you and your family today, and of Nathan and how hard he fought -- for so very long. I don't even begin to understand why such things happen, or how anything figures into God's plans (if God has plans), but I do know that you and your beautiful son have touched so many, and have educated so many people. You've done so much good in the world just by sharing your journey, and I hope that is some comfort (if not now, when comfort must be hard to come by, then someday in the future).
With great respect and continuing prayers,
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Monday, July 30, 2007 4:28 PM CDT
AS A MAN OF SCIENCE ONLY ONE THING HAS PUZZELED ME FOR THE MANY YEARS I'VE BEEN ON THIS EARTH; THE MEANING OF LIFE. NATHAN HAS MADE ONE THING CLEAR. IN HIS SHORT TIME WITH US HE HAS BROUGHT OVER HALF A MILLION PEOPLE TOGETHER WITH THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR HIM. FOR EACH OF THEM THEY WILL BE BETTER BECAUSE NATHAN OPENED THEIR HEARTS TO GO FORWARD TO REACH MILLIONS MORE. ONE ONLY HAS TO READ THEIR COMMENTS TO KNOW THINGS WILL BE BETTER. OUR COMMUNITY IN FLORIDA WILL CELEBRATE HIS LIFE WITH OUR EVENT AS PLANNED BEFORE HE PHYSICALLY LEFT US.
ALFRED B MARDEN <bodo36@hotmail.com>
WESLEY CHAPEL, FL. USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 4:06 PM CDT
I am so very sorry to hear of your Nathan's passing. Please know our prayers are with you at this time.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 4:04 PM CDT
No words can take away the pain that you must feel for the loss of a child. I hope you can find some comfort knowing that he is in a place now, where he will not suffer anymore. My heart goes out to your entire family. God Bless you all. Jim, Jenny, Abigail, and Marissa Neff
Jim Neff <neff.jim@unibilt.com>
Brookville , Ohio United States - Monday, July 30, 2007 4:02 PM CDT
Thinking of you and your family.
Robynn <robynnguidry@sbcglobal.net>
Orange, TX USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 3:46 PM CDT
I am so sorry about the loss of your sweet little boy Nathan.
He is an angel.
God bless you all.
Robin Hood <robin@doctoralstudent.org>
Richmond, VT United States - Monday, July 30, 2007 3:45 PM CDT
There are no words to express our sympathy. Our son Timbo lost his fight to this horrible beast also. I know they are going to be good buddies. God bless
Tim Geminden <www.timandjen95@hotmail.com>
Indianapolis, In USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 3:41 PM CDT
My thoughts are with you all. Nathan was a very brave boy and has touched my life forever!
Andie
- Monday, July 30, 2007 3:39 PM CDT
I am very sorry to hear about your son, may he fly with the Angels!
Lynn (cl on iVillage)
Lynn Tabor
North Port, FL - Monday, July 30, 2007 3:23 PM CDT
Rest sweet Nathan rest! You will always be a hero to our family. You've taught us so much about what really matters and we are truly grateful.
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Monday, July 30, 2007 3:12 PM CDT
Sweet Nathan, you and your family have taught me such valuable lessons in love, faith, and grace. Be free ...
Gentry family, please know you are in my thoughts.
Jennifer (mom to a fellow June 00er) <jenjersnapco@yahoo.com>
Ft. Collins, CO USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 2:55 PM CDT
Luke and Susan,
We are so sorry for you at Nathan's passing, but we rejoice that he is in Heaven and now painfree!!! Please let us know if there is anything we can do for you.
Dale and Roxane Wheeler <wheeler719@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 2:49 PM CDT
Nathan,
Rest in peace, sweet boy....you are forever loved! Fly through the sky, sleep in the clouds, ride the rainbows, and hang stars in the sky!
anonymous
- Monday, July 30, 2007 2:32 PM CDT
Susan,
I want to thank you again for all you have shared with us through this web-site on a daily basis. You and Luke are such dedicated, caring, courageous parents. We will continue to keep your family daily in our prayers. God bless you and you family.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 2:00 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke,
Words could never express the sorrow I feel for you right now. I pray God gives you all the strength to get through this very difficult time. Nathan was such a sweet child that I'm glad I had the privledge of meeting.
You will forever be in my prayers.
God Bless,
Terri and Jeremy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jeremysjourney
terri banish <terbanish@aol.com>
warren, mi usa - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:41 PM CDT
Dear Susan - That's the smile we have all grown to love - the one posted with Nathan in his green John Deere Shirt. Like I stated in my earlier post - I will never forget it.
I thank you so much for sharing the funeral arrangements with all of us. You truly are a "special" family.
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:39 PM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke and the girls,
There are no words that will ease your pain, only peace for Nathan at last. It might feel like years now, but it won't be long until you meet again.
So many of us are crying for you right now, many of us are praying for you. Please know how very much loved your family are.
Aiobhean and Richard <londonderryair@gmail.com>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 1:27 PM CDT
Daddy please don't look so sad,
Momma please don't cry,
Cause I am in the arms of Jesus and
He sings me lullabies.
Please try not to question God,
Don't think He is unkind.
Don't think He sent me to you,
And then He changed His mind.
You see, I am a Special Child,
And I am needed up above,
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
The product of your love.
I'll always be there with you,
And watch the sky at night
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light
You'll see me in the morning frost,
That mists your windowpane.
That's me, in the summer showers;
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze,
From a gentle wind that blows,
That's me, I'll be there, Planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
And your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there, giving your heart a hug.
So, daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mommy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus,
and He sings me lullabies.
~Author Unknown~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Author Unknown
We are connected my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It’s not like the cord that connects us 'til birth.
This cord can’t be seen by any on Earth.
This cord does it’s work right from the start.
It binds us together attached to my heart.
I know that it’s there though no one can see
the invisible cord from my child to me.
The strength of this cord, it’s hard to describe.
It can’t be destroyed. It can’t be denied.
It’s stronger than any cord man could create.
It withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, though you’re not here with me,
the cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart.
I am bruised...I am sore,
but this cord is my lifeline as never before.
I am thankful that God connects us this way.
A mother and a child,
Death can’t take it away!
Kathy <rememberingbella@yahoo.com>
Ohio, - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:22 PM CDT
Gentry family, Our thoughts and prayers are still with you as they have been since the Jan 02 board. Nathan and your entire family have inspired me when I needed inspiration the most. Susan, your words have meant so much, to tell the story of a wonderful family, a special little boy and the horrible disease called cancer. I now search out others with Cancer to see if I can help even if it is just in prayer. You guys were the first that "grounded" me to the reality of the suffering and senseless loss, but thanks to your story and webpage, you will not be the last.
Run free Nathan - you will always be in our hearts.
Kristin Cooke (kallee02) <kristin.cooke@flextronics.com>
Wylie, TX USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:17 PM CDT
The Gentry Family,
May you find peace knowing Luke hurts no more, and strength from all the special moments that he created in his short time here on earth. Love, Linda
Linda Smith <Mary.Smith@usafa.af.mil>
USAF Academy, CO USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:13 PM CDT
Keeping you in my prayers,
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, 'This is eternity,
And all I've promised you.'
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
Author Unknown.
Lorie Miller <pmoments3@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:11 PM CDT
Thinking of you and so very sorry for your loss.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:10 PM CDT
I found out about Nathan through Kate vonTungeln's blog. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Crystal Linnen <crystal@crystallinnen.com>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 1:09 PM CDT
My heart goes out to your entire family. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Heaven has received a dear angel.
Pamela <deanp@moss-barnett.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:06 PM CDT
I just want to thank you for sharing your precious boy with us. He had such a kind smile. Know that my family's prayers are with you as they have been. Nathan is healthy and free from pain. He is now safe in Jesus'arms.
Katie VanDyke <mommyvandyke@yahoo.com>
Belding, MI - Monday, July 30, 2007 12:42 AM CDT
Susan, I'm so, so sorry.
He Sleeps
There is no death ... he only sleeps,
and smiles and dreams;
'Tis we who weep,
And think within our aching hearts
Of how we loved this winsome child
And with each thought
The fresh tears begin...
But near to God, an angel smiles,
And lifting up his little voice
He asks of Him this boon,
That He may send to us,
The grace to say;"Thy Will Be Done"
(I don't know who to credit, it was on a card)
Terry <tmbeck2@verizon.net>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 12:39 AM CDT
Dearest Gentry family, My heartfelt condolences to you all. Nathan is resting in peace now with no pain, and may God wrap you all in his big and warm arms. Such a difficult journey you have been on for so long. My prayer is that you feel the hands of God working in your lives, and that He may give you a sense of peace. To lose a child has to be the hardest thing parents have to go through in life. I will be praying for all of you during this time. Love you.
Sue Fitch <fitchsj@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 12:35 AM CDT
Our hearts go out to your family, we are so sorry for your loss. May God's love & grace sustain you through this difficult time & know that Nathan is safe in the arms of Jesus.
God's peace to you,
Kathy & Erhard Welker
Kathy Welker <welkers80@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY - Monday, July 30, 2007 12:34 AM CDT
Thank you so much for sharing Nathan with us these past years. I have followed his story since the June 2000 ivillage playgroup. I am heartsick at his struggles and his passing but so grateful to have known him and you all. May God bless you all.
Sue
Crawfordville, FL USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 12:07 AM CDT
Hearts around the globe ache for your family's pain. It is a pain that no family should ever have to experience. Please know that memories LIVE FOREVER! Thoughts from Chicago, IL.
Marni Debra Brown <mdbrown18@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:57 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of ((((((((Hugs)))))))).
Sarah (Jan '02 PG) <ralenth@yahoo.com>
NH - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:49 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and give you and your family a LOT of hugs. I'm not sure if you remember me from the old ivillage days.. but I have been keeping up with Nathan's story through your journal as time has gone on. I know that nothing that anyone says can console you at this time, but I just wanted to say that you have touched 100's if not 1000's of people with your stories, your courage, your outlook, and your LOVE. Some of these people you may never know that you touched; but you have you. Lots of hugs and prayers to all of your family.
Diana (DiaClair82) <DiaClair82@verizon.net>
Lake Hiawatha, NJ USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
Our hearts break for you all. Nathan will be remembered always for his sweet smile and his courage. The lessons of love and life he taught so many will live on forever. He is finally cancer-free and flying with the angels. We will continue to pray for strength, comfort and peace for you all.
With great sorrow and love,
Christy And Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:29 AM CDT
Nathan will never be forgotten. He has taught us all so much.
He will visit you in your dreams when you and Luke are ready.
May God comfort you all through this difficult time.
Much love and prayers,
june 2000 playgroup
Debbie
Western PA, - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:15 AM CDT
Luke, Susan, and family,
Even the tears that have rolled gently down my face this morning have not helped in coming up with what to say here. This truly is a situation in which words cannot describe.
However, I did want to let you know that our thoughts and prayers have been, and always will be, right there with you; and not just ours. There are so many people here whom have showed their love and caring support for you, Nathan, and everyone else involved. It's heart-warming. For as hard and painful as it was, you have lead us all through this journey, and I think it's absolutely wonderful how great of parents you are, and that you truly tried your best, and exhausted all of your resources. Nathan knows that, and he will watch over you, and all of his friends, with a smile always on his face. May we do the same for others, and I want to wish everyone out there going through these similar situations, the very best, and may God bless everyone of you.
Sincerely,
Jeremy Earl and family <Jeremy@eldepot.com>
Terre Haute, IN USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:35 AM CDT
Dearest Ones:
There are no words. Only the Word: "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18
With my deepest sympathy,
Deborah Demo (Big Blue)
Deborah Demo <dandbdemo@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 10:21 AM CDT
Welcome Home dear sweet Nathan.
Prayers of peace and strength to your mom and dad and sisters.
Beth Cook Dunning <e.dunning@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis (previously Cerro Gordo), IN - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:13 AM CDT
I am so sorry, I too lost my son to cancer almost 2 years ago. Life is unfair, please feel free to write if ever you need to talk.
www3.caringbridge.org/ne/cavion
Danielle
Goldsboro, NC - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:04 AM CDT
Luke and Susan,
Thank you so much for sharing your sweet son with us on this difficult journey. I cried for you and the girls when I read the news this morning.
But I smiled when I thought about the Legos and bikes and basketball games he's enjoying now.
Praying your strength for the days to come....
Kelly (morris-musings.blogspot.com)
Union Grove, AL - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. You're all in my prayers as you begin a new life without your angel Nathan.
Cathy, mom to Nicklaus (NB-3) <westcathy@sbcglobal.net>
Modesto, CA US - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with your family.
The Weed Family (Friends of Will Lacey's Dad) <michael.weed@thomson>
Marblehead, MA - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:38 AM CDT
My deepest heartfelt apologies for you and your family during this unbelievably hard time in your lives. I pray that God can grant you comfort in knowing your beautiful little boy is safe and pain free. Although I never knew you personally, I do pray for you to find peace.
Holly <hengland@woh.rr.com>
Tiffin, OH USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:37 AM CDT
Our deepest condolences. We all drew strength from Nathan's immense courage and will.
Our thoughts are with you,
Brian, Sonia and Alejandra
Brian, Sonia and Alejandra Pelkowski <bpelkowski2002@kellogg.northwestern.edu>
san Mateo, CA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:34 AM CDT
Dear Susan, Luke, and Family,
We are so deeply saddened by the loss of your beloved Nathan. Everyday we read your updates knowing that our daughter, Madeline, could have been the one lying in that bed. Your strength, courage, and love is what created an enormous bond with your family. From one NB family to another, thank you for touching so many peoples lives. Good luck and our thoughts and prayers will always be with you.
Love,
The Benoff Family
www.patmedia.net/benoff
Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:33 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for your loss. My son passed away from this same disease. If you ever need anyone to talk with please email me. God Bless!
Kelly, Adam, and Saint Sky <dudeslady@msn.com/www.caringbridge.org/skylarberry>
Omaha, Ne - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:29 AM CDT
Luke and Susan,
Thank you for sharing Nathan's life with us. His spirit and your strength have left me in awe over the years. My thoughts are with you and your family.
Brenda (Jaynes) DeGregory <brendajaynes@hotmail.com>
Saratoga Springs, New York - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:27 AM CDT
Dear Gentry Family,
I cannot begin to comprehend what your family has been through or what you are currently experiencing, but your strength has been incredible. Through the years, I regularly visited this site to see how Nathan was doing. Yesterday, after reading the very saddening entry, the realization of not wondering any more and just knowing that Nathan is now without pain and at peace came. It is still very saddening. Wishing you peace.
Phyllis <jmgpab@msn.com>
Santa Fe, NM - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:26 AM CDT
Oh Susan and Luke - my deepest sympathy. It is so confusing to feel grief that your son has left you and his sisters while at the same time feeling relief that he isn't in pain any more. Nathan showed such trust and courage and love in his short life - we have been blessed by his example. My heart goes out to the whole family in your grief.
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:21 AM CDT
I'm so sorry for your loss. Nathan was lucky to have such a wonderful, loving family. Thinking of you with sadness.
Amy Brown
Gleason, WI - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:18 AM CDT
Words cannot describe how saddened I was to hear that Nathan has earned his wings...He is free of pain and that has to be of comfort to all of you...Please know that your family is in so many thoughts and prayers today and the days to come...
pat t and Joey
pat thompson <pat.thompson@ops.org>
Omaha, NE - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:09 AM CDT
Dear Gentry Family,
I just wante to let you know I am deeply sorry abour Nathan. Nathan, along with your family, will remain in our hearts. All of you fought so courageously.
We send our love,
The Masons
Russ, Candace, Macy, Benjamin and Saylor
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
candace mason <candacemas@aol.com>
reno, nv usa - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:08 AM CDT
Know that you and your entire family will be in our thoughts and prayers all the way from the Middle East. Trena has kept us up to date on what has been happening, and now we will pray that God will wrap you in his arms and love and grant you the peace and comfort that only he can give at this time.
P. Coen
- Monday, July 30, 2007 9:04 AM CDT
Nathan has, forever, touched my life. May the Lord wrap you in his arms of grace.
Kathy Murrell <kathymurel@yahoo.com>
Bement, IL usa - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:04 AM CDT
Dear Gentry family,
I am so sorry for all that Nathan had to go through, and thankful that he is now whole again, pain free, and running around playing up there in Heaven. He was and is such a sweet soul with a beautiful smile. May God wrap His healing hands around your family as you grieve for him.
You are all in my thoughts and my prayers.
Tori <toriwitt@yahoo.com>
Nov 05 Cranbaby EC, CA - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:01 AM CDT
Our hearts go out to you all! You are an amazing family. Nathan was such a brave little boy. We love him and you all very much! He finally is at peace, with no more suffering! We are here when you need us. God bless you, Kathryn Biscaro and Family
kathryn biscaro <s-kbisc@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, co - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:57 AM CDT
Dear Susan,
Thinking of you and your family at this terribly sad time, and sending you lots of love,
Louise
Louise Lloyd
Nottingham, UK - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:55 AM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Nathan was an amazing little boy and now he is pain free and watching over all of you.
Chrissy <coke2218@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:48 AM CDT
Gentry Family,
My heart aches for your loss. But I will always be in awe of Nathan's enormous heart. What strength and courage for a little boy!
He showed it everyday for four years plus--as you noted during his birthday, you never expected Nathan to make it to his 7th birthday given the advanced stage of his disease. He did it! Nathan is a miracle.
Your family has been through so much, I pray that memories will bring you comfort and for continued love and strength.
I will never forget Nathan's sweet smile.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
ny, ny - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:43 AM CDT
Gentry family -
I'm so sorry for your loss but glad that your little man is free of pain now. Nathan touched so many lives near and far...once you learned about him you couldn't help but check on him, and route for him, and for all of you. He was truly a special soul and his (and your) courageous fight has inspired many others. Peace, comfort and happy memories be with you all.
Melissa
Selkirk, NY - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:39 AM CDT
Thank you for allowing Nathan to touch so many lives. He was a warrior. Our family's thoughts and prayers are with you.
Susan Fenley <susan.fenley@paslode.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:37 AM CDT
My deepest sympathies. I am a follower from the Jan02 PG and have fallen in love with Nathan through your site. I only hope my own sons display the kind spirit that he did. God bless you all and support you through this terrible time. You were all the best and only thing Nathan needed.
Liz S.
Rahway, NJ - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:27 AM CDT
Dear Luke, Susan, Julia and Lauren - Let me begin by sending you my deepest condolences at the passing of your sweet son Nathan. Early last nite I was sitting outside with my Mom and I was telling her about the latest journal entry I had read early in the morning regarding Nathan's condition and I asked that the Lord finally free him of his suffering and when I went onto the site later in the evening I read the news of his passing.....I thanked the Lord for bringing hime home and now he will be with all of the other little "Angels" who were awaiting his arrival like Kendal, Penelope, Laura, Ryan, Michael and so many other little ones......I will never ever forget Nathan's little smile - that memory will stay with me forever. Nathan will not be with you physically but I do believe he will always be with you and your family spiritually. I know that the next few hours, days, weeks and months will be very difficult as they have been for so many who have experienced the loss of a child - but you have so many people who love your family and grieve along with you - and I sincerely hope that bring some kind of comfort to you at this most difficult time. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND NATHAN IS NOW PAIN FREE.......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:26 AM CDT
There are no words to express how deeply saddened I am by Nathan's passing. I can't begin to imagine everything your family is going through at this time, but I know that nothing can prepare you for what has happened. It's been several years since I've seen Nathan, but I have such wonderful memories of him. I won't ever forget bringing Zachariah over to your house for a play date. I can't recall how old he was at the time, but I vividly remember being amazed by Nathan telling me the difference between a "city" bus and a "school" bus. It's something I had never even though of teaching Zachariah, but Nathan was teaching me. He was a bright light in this world, and will be missed. I pray for strength and courage for your family in the coming days. May you find peace in his passing, and joy in his memory.
God Bless,
Erin, Jeffrey, Zachariah & Logan Rigazio
Klamath Falls, OR USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:18 AM CDT
I have been following Nathan's story since joining the Nov 05 EC board. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you all.
Lori, November 05 EC <lorigrennan@juno.com>
Columbus, OH - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:12 AM CDT
Dear Gentry Family,
We are so sorry for your loss. We have followed Nathan's journey for many years now. What a beautiful child. May his spirit bring you peace and may God wrap he arms around your family now to give you strength for the upcoming days.
You are in our prayers,
The Hollways Bill, Mary , Billy, Mike and Molly NB
Mary Hollway <mhollway@comcast.net>
Edina, MN - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:04 AM CDT
Praying that our Lord will embrace all of you in his loving arms at this difficult time.
Susan Mitchell <smitchel@calfee.com>
Cleveland, Ohio United States - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:41 AM CDT
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.
Jennifer Johnston <jjohnston@bbandt.com>
Kernersville, NC - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:37 AM CDT
I'm so very sorry. I saw a rainbow this morning and thought of Nathan. He was a beautiful little boy with amazing courage and strength. I know you all will be okay in time because Nathan would not want any less. God bless your angel baby and your whole family.
Stephanie <sturso@comcast.net>
Plymouth, MA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:36 AM CDT
Our thoughts are with you all.
The Donihi Family <donihi@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:33 AM CDT
you have an incredible beautiful family. i hate this disease and i will never understand the reason that God takes our children away from us. i am happy that Nathan is no longer suffering but my heart is filled with love and prayers for all of you today !
www.caringbridge.org/visit/marianne
marianne dalton <mreilley99@hotmail.com>
fairport, ny usa - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:27 AM CDT
I have been following your journal since the very beginning, and am so sad to hear of Nathan's passing. I also have a June 2000 son, and cannot imagine the pain you are going through. Nathan has touched so many lives, and will never be forgotten.
Lisa Weldy <weldyj@yahoo.com>
Midland, MI USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:21 AM CDT
You gave him so much love, so much attention and devotion -- what wonderful parents, what a wonderful family, you were for him. God bless you. Praying for you, now and always, and I will NOT forget Nathan and what a brave boy he was. Many, many prayers for you in this difficult time.
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:43 AM CDT
Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren
Words cannot express the sadness I feel. Continuing our prayers for all of you...
Preethy, Ajit, Sean & Rhea <ajit-preethy@msn.com>
Chantilly, VA - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:33 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I wish you all the strength you need right now.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/danielcooper
Barbara Cooper <barbe2700@yahoo.com>
Havertown, PA - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:29 AM CDT
Susan and Family:
Our deepest condolences on the passing of Nathan. All of our thoughts, prayers & hugs to your family. Nathan will always be a part of us. ((((Hugs)))
Ellie, Eric, Matthew & Kevin Benzrihem (TRT & June 2000) <elliebenz@hotmail.com>
Montreal, Qc Canada - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:11 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with your entire family. God took Nathan home and ended his pain, but the pain you feel is no less real. Turn to Him now more than ever and he will bring you comfort and strength.
Jennifer
Ft. Belvoir, VA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:05 AM CDT
Although Nathan is not suffering anymore, I can't stop crying thinking of what a brave and wonderful boy he was. I will never forget how he touched my soul - my whole family sends their deepest sympathy. May God watch over you all in the days to come - jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Monday, July 30, 2007 5:46 AM CDT
My prayers are with you.
Chiara <puffo144@hotmail.com>
Roma, Italy - Monday, July 30, 2007 4:29 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful son
My thoughts and prayers are with you all
Sending you all my love
Love Amy
Amy Lumsden <breakerschic_216@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, victoria Australia - Monday, July 30, 2007 3:50 AM CDT
Luke, Susan, Julia, Lauren,
My heart is bleeding for your loss. Your family and Nathan's story touched me like nothing else ever has. Thank you for your candid entries about Nathan and this horrible disease. Your strength in light of everything around you inspired me. Although, I never personally met Nathan, through your entries I was able to get a glimpse at how wonderful and special he was. I am so sorry he ever had to endear what he did. I pray for peace and healing during this extremely difficult time. I know Nathan is an angel shining down upon all of us, especially you. God bless you all!
Tiffany Griffin <tiffanyd.griffin@gmail.com>
Fairfax, VA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 2:41 AM CDT
My deepest and sincere condolences to you all - Nathan was a beautiful little boy - you will all be in my prayers and look to Our Lord for comfort and ease during this difficult time
Samm Higgins <samt.etravel@galileosa.co.za>
South Africa - Monday, July 30, 2007 2:33 AM CDT
To the Gentry family~
Sending your family many prayers~even though I have never signed your guestbook I have been following Nathan's site for a few months now along with my daughter, Kari as her son/my grandson also has NB~know that we are keeping all of you in our thoughts & prayers & rejoice in knowing that Nathan is healed & no longer in pain~Many, many hugs for all for comfort in this difficult time from Adi's Grandma Liz, Kari & Adi
www.caringbridge.org/visit/adi
Liz Penner <lizzip52@yahoo.com>
Simi Valley, CA - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:35 AM CDT
The hearts and prayers of our whole family are with you guys. Nathan has touched so many families that he didn't even know about. Sending long-distance hugs, Susan.
Kasey (Avinity - iVillage) and family <avinity@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:20 AM CDT
Susan, Luke and Girls,
Thank you all for sharing your Nathan with us. His fight, strength, and bravery in the face of such a horrible disease is an inspiration to us all. Five years ago when I first started reading this site, I was full of hope that Nathan would be well. He is now whole and well but with Jesus. May God continue to comfort you all. I will keep you all in my prayers. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, July 30, 2007 0:56 AM CDT
We are grateful to have been touched by your family story - the story of a loving little boy and his loving family. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Suzanne & James Kinnison <smpkinnison@hotmail.com>
Lyon, France - Monday, July 30, 2007 0:52 AM CDT
My family and I offer our condolences for your loss. You all have been in my thoughts and prayers always and will continue to be.
Nick Liberatore
Chicago, IL USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 0:48 AM CDT
Dear Gentry Family
We would like to offer our condolences to your family and you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Love The Gerber Family (www.connorgerber.com)
Tania Gerber <taniaandbruce@gmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 0:42 AM CDT
Just someone else who is thinking about y'all tonight. I know there are no magical words that will take away the pain, but knowing that Nathan is experiencing God's love, the kind of love we can only hope for, might bring peace to y'alls heart.
Jennifer S (hollyangle from the Nov 05 EC board) <kes0922@netscape.net>
SE, TX - Monday, July 30, 2007 0:24 AM CDT
Our heartfelt sympathy for you and all of your family.
Sue and Terry Grabb <grabb@verizon.net>
Washington, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:57 PM CDT
Our heartfelt sympathy for you and all of your family.
Sue and Terry Grabb <grabb@verizon.net>
Washington, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:57 PM CDT
I, like so many others, have been reading about and praying for Nathan for several years. My Jan 2002 baby (Brady) and I got down on our knees together yesterday for your Nathan and we were both brought to tears as we prayed for him - a boy that touched our family although we were never blessed to meet him. May you feel the hand of God on your family during this time. I pray that your memories of Nathan will bring you peace & sustain you until you are once again together with the Lord. God bless you and your family. Kristi (flgatormom@yahoo.com from Jan 2002 ivillage board)
Kristi Supanich <flgatormom@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:41 PM CDT
Prayers of comfort for your family
Erica <kurtanderica@yahoo.com>
Eagan, MN - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:35 PM CDT
All my family's prayers are with your family. Gods speed to a better place
Lacey family <carllacey02127@yahoo.com>
braintree, ma usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:34 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear about Nathan passing away. I have followed Nathan's journey since we were Nov 05 EC and I was touched from the start. I am keeping you all in my prayers and I hope that you reach out to us if you need an extra shoulder to lean on. Take care and God bless!
Juliana and Kaleb <ilovemylittleman@msn.com>
Duluth, MN - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:30 PM CDT
For Nathan
Good-bye Nathan.
It’s hard to comprehend.
Are you really gone?
Is it really the end?
How are you now Nathan,
Are you without pain?
We know it’s not your fault,
But we won’t be the same.
You were so great.
You put up a noble fight.
I guess God wanted you more.
We just don’t have his sight.
You were a wonderful son,
and a caring big brother.
We’ll always love you Nathan,
forever, like none other.
You were surrounded by loved ones,
when God took your soul away.
Your mission was completed,
and you were on your way.
And now for you Nathan, a triumph,
a life everlasting.
For the rest of us, a void,
a life ever-wondering.
It’s hard to say good-bye.
You were the very best.
But you’re in His Hands now,
And we can rest.
For we will meet again,
in God’s great Heaven above.
So pray for us, dear Nathan.
We miss you, all our love.
Written in loving memory of
Nathan Michael Gentry
June 16, 2000 – July 29, 2007
by
Christine Wood
Bridgewater, NJ
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:12 PM CDT
I have followed your family's story for over a year now. Your family is in my family's thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.
Regards,
Lisa
Lisa <lisa@coloradomoms.com>
Arvada, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:11 PM CDT
I was directed to your sight from another, and I just wanted to let you know that your family is in my prayers.
Claire
Columbus, Ohio - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:59 PM CDT
Dear Gentry family,
I can't think of any words to write. I just want you all to know that Jerry and I are thinking about all of you.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards@cfl.rr.com>
orlando, fl - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:58 PM CDT
I am so sorry. I've followed Nathan's story since you posted about his diagnosis on iVillage at the very beginning. The strength of your family in addition to that of Nathan has been amazing. Your family is in my thoughts, may you find peace from you faith.
Rachel
Kansas City, MO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:54 PM CDT
Dear Luke and Susan, I have been following your website for the past few weeks and and I was praying night and day for a miracle for Nathan; he is out of his pain and terrible suffering now and with our Lord; I will never forget Nathan's sweet gentle soul and how he touched my life; I will pray that God wraps his arms around you and gives you comfort and rest. In His name, Suzanne
Suzanne Malis <suzanne_malis@concentra.com>
colorado springs, co u.s. - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:52 PM CDT
My heart goes out to you and your family. I too lost a son to cancer, treated at MSKCC. My Michael was 11. It has been 21 difficult months without him. I'm sending love and strength. I beleive Gina N. has spoken to me about Nathan many times. I am heartbroken to hear of another angel.
Sharon Romano <sharomano@aol.com>
Bayonne, NJ USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:52 PM CDT
Found you through the Morgans. So deeply sorry for your loss.
Kim Booth www.caringbridge.org/ga/chandlerbooth <kbooth@colquitt.k12.ga.us>
Moultrie, GA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:50 PM CDT
I'm so sorry for your loss. My first child died several years ago and I find that being the parent of a dead child is not easy. There is always someone missing in our family.
I wish your family peace. Nathan's life has affected so many people because of the loving stories that his mom has posted here.
J
Saint Paul, MN - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:40 PM CDT
Dear Gentry Family: God be with you all!!! I am so sorry. Susan---I'll be waiting to hear from you when you are ready. Know that I am here for you. I love you all and may God bring you comfort and peace.~~~sherry
Sherry Ellinger <sher812@peoplepc.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:23 PM CDT
"Many are asking, 'Who can show us any good?' Let the light of your face shine upon us, O Lord.
Psalm 4:6
Jonathan
Colorado Springs, CO US - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:21 PM CDT
You have been in my thoughts and prayers all day. I keep thinking of all of you...and of Nathan and what he is now experiencing in Heaven. I imagine him running and playing and looking down upon his wonderful family. I pray that God holds all of you incredibly close tonight. I pray for an abundance of peace and love for each of you.
with much love and many prayers for comfort -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:19 PM CDT
My heart aches with your precious family.
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:09 PM CDT
My heart is breaking for you...but I know Nathan is in a better place now, free from pain. Your family and little Nathan has touched so many lives--my condolences to all of you. Even though I never met Nathan, I will always remember what a sweet boy he was and his beautiful smile.
Heidi (Nov 05 Cranbabies)
St. Paul, MN US - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:08 PM CDT
My heart broke when I heard the news. DJ and I think of you all the time and wish you what peace you can find with each passing day.
Nathan's story and struggles led us to donate Adelaide's cord blood, in the hope that her new life could help another child like Nathan overcome the odds. I know he touched an incredible number of lives and I am sure many people will continue to perform acts of kindness as a direct result of the impact your family has had on their lives.
Bridget, DJ, Elsa and Adelaide Schmidt <bridgetms98@yahoo.com>
Elburn, IL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke ~ Our Sunday School class was praying for Nathan and your family this morning at 9:45am. We prayed for His peace, comfort, presence and taking Nathan gently into His arms. Our prayers were answered even before we spoke them. Nathan is with Jesus now, laughing, playing and whole again, with that great little smile on his face. We continue to pray for your family, that God in His lovingkindness, will supply you with all that you need.
In Christ's love, the Yanney family
Stephanie Yanney <psyanney@aol.com>
Colorado Springs,, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren, I am so sorry for your loss. I am in tears. Anything I can say just seems so insignificant at this time. Please know I am praying for you all in this difficult time. Rest in Peace, Nathan.
Lisa (gatoruf - January Jellybeans)
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:59 PM CDT
I am so very sorry. As a mom of a 7 year old and a 5 year old, I can not imagine your pain. I'm glad he's not in pain any longer.
Amy (former member of the Jan, 2002 IVillage message board)
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:55 PM CDT
Susan and Luke:
I know it is redundant but Nathan is healed now and he is in the arms of our Lord Jesus Christ where there is no more pain, no more delusions, no more sickness - only Nathan as you know and love him. Our prayers are with you who no longer have him to hold. Our love to all.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:44 PM CDT
Remember that he is running into the marvelous light. Running even though he is leaving what is dearest to him because he is running to something so incredibly awesome. My heart breaks for you, but I know you are relieved that his suffering is no more. We will keep praying for your comfort and strength, and someday, for joy. Much love from all the Morgans
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GAL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:41 PM CDT
My hearts and prayers are with you. This cancer is such a beast, I thought my world would end after my grandaughter, Lexy died from neuroblastoma. With the strength that, God will give you, you will make it one day at a time.
www.caringbridge.com/tx/alexiaflory
Pat Newton (Lexy's Nana) <pat-newton@sbcglobal.net>
Nederland, tx - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:39 PM CDT
There are no words. I hate this disease more and more each day!! Sending all my love...
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with your family during this difficult time...
Y. Hamilton
Topeka, Ks USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:31 PM CDT
I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet son. It is so heartbreaking and beyond words.
Mara Stiles
mother of angel Laura from New Jersey, forever 12
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, NJ - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:25 PM CDT
God Bless you and your family at this sad time. Just remember that Nathan is now cancer free and able to play with all the others that have passed before and were waiting for him at the gates.
JUTTA FORKEL <HAPPYMOM@NYCAP.RR.COM>
ALBANY, ny - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:22 PM CDT
Luke and Susan, I am deeply sorry. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Stacey Martin <stacey.martin@cgi.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:21 PM CDT
Susan, Luke, Julia, and Lauren: I'm so sorry for the loss of your son and big brother. Please know how many lives he touched and that he is now in peace and no pain watching over you from heaven.
Abigail
KC, MO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:19 PM CDT
Our sympathy is with you and your family. We are so sad. Roxane wheeler called us this afternoon to tell us that little Nathan Michael had gone home where there is peace and no suffering anymore. (We are the parents of Roxane)
Gaylord & Stella Moser <smoserg@mwt.net>
Richland Center, WI USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:17 PM CDT
Although I never met Nathan or your family, I know through your entries that he is a very special boy who will be missed, but never forgotten. He has touched many lives, more than you'll ever know. Our condolences from the Crary Family.
Peter Crary <pcrary@yahoo.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:15 PM CDT
I was very sad to read about Nathan's passing but I am glad he is finally at peace. My condolences to your family.
REMEMBER ME
To the living, I am gone
To the sorrowful, I will never return
To the angry, I was cheated
But, to the happy, I am at peace
And to the faithful, I have never left
I can not speak, but I can listen
I can not be seen, but I can be heard
So as you stand upon the shore
Gazing at the beautiful sea, remember me
As you look in awe at a mighty forest
And its grand majesty, remember me
Remember me in your hearts,
In your thoughts, and the memories of the
Times we loved, the times we cried, the
Battle I fought and the times we laughed
For if you always think of me, I will
Have never gone.
Author Unknown
Kathy
Columbus, Ohio - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:13 PM CDT
Although I have not met you in real life, Nathan's life and the courage he has shown has touched my heart. He is a lucky boy to have such a remarkable family. Rest in peace sweet Nathan.
Addie
Columbus, OH - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:12 PM CDT
Sending sincere sympathy, thoughts and prayers.
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:10 PM CDT
I and my wife Ruth have been praying for all of you, and will continue to do so. My heart goes out to all of you. Nathan is now at peace, and I thank God for the precious time you had with him. God bless you and grant you peace.
Bob West <rcwest@alum.rpi.edu>
Annandale, VA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:03 PM CDT
I am so sorry. You've all been through so much...I know there are no words that will bring peace right now, but know that there's one more person out there thinking of you. (I "know" you from the Nov. 05 Playgroup)
Jaye "yellowfishy" <tapn_2000@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:00 PM CDT
I am so very sorry for your loss of your very precious little boy. Nathan was an angel during his time on earth, and he will continue to be one in heaven. What a beautiful family you will always be!
Karen Giles
Melbourne, FL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:55 PM CDT
No words...just love and prayers.
Martha <marthie@triad.rr.com>
Oak Ridge, NC - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:52 PM CDT
I bet Paul was there to welcome Nathan into heaven today. Our hearts ache with you in your loss.
The Saxons
Terrill (Paul's dad)
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:42 PM CDT
I know you don't know me (I'm a member of the 11/05 Cranbaby board) but I wanted you to know how so so sorry I am for your incredible loss. I've been praying for your family so much and for Nathan's pain to be eased. I wish you continued strength and am in awe of the courage you've shown. God Bless...
Tricia <pupjennyjo@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:41 PM CDT
Gentry Family.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know watching Nathan suffer like he did had to have been heartwrenching. As will the follwing days (months...) Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy <REMEMBERINGBELLA@YAHOO.COM>
Parma Heights, OH us - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:39 PM CDT
Luke and Susan We are so sorry about your loss of a very special little boy. We have been reading and keeping up with all you have been through. You both are very good parents. Nathan was a very tough little boy and a fighter. You all have our deepest sympathy.
Jean & Rob Bratton
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:38 PM CDT
I'm so very sorry for your loss. My heart is heavy with sadness. I can't even imagine what you are feeling and going through. But please be comforted in knowing that our Father loves you and loves Nathan, and people all over the world are praying for your family during this time.
Love,
Kathy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/gracehodges
Kathryn Hodges
Las Vegas, - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:35 PM CDT
Our love and prayers are with you.
Love,
Angie, Ken, Alexis
Angie <angie@pointe-ui.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:24 PM CDT
To the Gentrys-
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I hope that your burden is slightly eased by knowing how many people are praying for and thinking of you all. You are amazing parents. Im so sorry.
Carrie Palmer
Boston, MA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:22 PM CDT
Luke and Susan,
Our hearts are heavy and saddened by the loss of sweet Nathan. We pray that in the coming days ahead you will find comfort and peace in knowing that Nathan is no longer in pain or suffering. We are praying for you and please know that we love you all. Heaven received a very special gift today.
Aunt Judy <jearl0106@aol.com>
Terre Haute, IN - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:12 PM CDT
My heart is heavy for you all.
Georgeanna
Winter Haven, FL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:11 PM CDT
I'm so very sorry Susan, I'm glad that he is at Peace and has been set free. I'm so sorry for you and your family. Sorry too that you had to witness all that you did with your baby. I am praying for all of you and know that Nathan will be watching over you. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod , Ma - Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:10 PM CDT
I am one of the many people who do not know you personally, but who have been praying for Nathan and your family during this heartbreaking time. Words just can't express the sorrow that I am feeling for your loss. I will continue to say prayers for your strength and peace. God bless you and He will carry you through this, I know.
Karen
Melbourne, FL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:58 PM CDT
Susan, Luke and family,
Words cannot fully express my feelings for you and your family at this time. Nathan was a very special boy who touched many lives--more than most do in a life time. Now he can truly be cancer-free in a wonderful place with many people watching over him. Although it is hard to lose a child, knowing that he isn't suffering any longer with Jesus at his side is comforting. As I am writing this to you, I have the line of a song going through my head that will hopefully comfort you as it has helped me as I write to you, "Jesus loves the little children..." Nathan is lucky to have one love him in heaven after having been loved so much here on earth. My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your entire family as you go through the next days and weeks.
Love,
Lynn Struebing
Lynn Struebing <LStrueb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:52 PM CDT
I don't know what to say other than I am sorry for you loss. I have faith that he is in a painfree happy place watching over all of you!
Melissa <Hume83@comcast.net>
Plymouth, Ma - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:51 PM CDT
Words are meaningless at this time, but our thoughts and our hearts are with you. We are so incredibly sorry. And so incredibly blessed for having met Nathan.
Jill & Jason Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, il usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:38 PM CDT
My heart is full of sorrow for you and your family. Nathan will hurt no more. My thoughts are with you.
-Flight of Hope pilot
Marita Dragten <maritadragten@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:36 PM CDT
My deepest sympathy to all of you. Heaven got a new angel today. Nathan and my grandson, Little Alex, met in NY, today they are flying around heaven. May the Lord comfort you during this difficult time.
Chery Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at Caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, pa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:31 PM CDT
I am so sorry. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. He is at peace and in no more pain. Thank you for sharing him with us.
Jamie Mayberry <jamiesbiz@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, AZ US - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:27 PM CDT
God Bless Nathan. May He bring comfort, strength and peace to all the Gentry family and friends. My deepest sympathy on his passing. Keeping you all in our prayers.
Cindy
Rochester, NY - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:26 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Nathan's pain is now gone, and I know he is in a better place where he can be the boy he always wanted to be, without the burden of his cancer.
As the Pheonix, your family will rise from this, as I'm sure Nathan would have wanted it to be. He was so strong, as were all of you.
The Bridgewater Family
Jim Bridgewater <dbridgew@msn.com>
Warminster, PA 18974 - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:26 PM CDT
I believe Nathan has found peace. I know you have found grace and love. Now let you find peace too. Love to you and your girls.
Alyssa
Norwalk, CT - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:25 PM CDT
I am so sorry. And so sad. Lots of love to all of you.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, New York USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:16 PM CDT
I am so truly sorry.
Gayle Patton
Houston, TX - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:12 PM CDT
Rest in peace Nathan, you will surely be missed.
Lauren
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:05 PM CDT
Rest in Peace Nathan, you have touch the lives of so many here on earth! Continued prayers for your family Susan, Luke, Lauren and Julia.
Nikki Stevenson and Family (PP June 2000, TRT) <nikkistevenson@comcast.net>
St, Leonard, MD USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:04 PM CDT
Run and play little Nathan. You Are Free. My heart is breaking for your loss. Your family is my prayers.
Bonny Vogt <sweetgranny05@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, Ohio USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:03 PM CDT
My Grandfather died today, he was 92. He will be waiting for Nathan with open arms and will walk with him.
His name was Morton Schild and he was the kindest man I have ever known.
I am so so sorry for your increadible loss.
Elise (mom of another Nathan) <elisesara@aol.com>
New york, NY - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:58 PM CDT
Dear Gentry Family,
Thank you always for blessing so, so many people around the world with your family's story. I grieve for and with you. May you feel the arms of your army of friends around you...and may Nathan rest in peace. May you and your girls find strength and healing in the coming days...
My love and prayers to you all..........
Katie
Katie Hartnett <katiehartnett@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, Or USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:54 PM CDT
We are so sorry for the loss of Nathan. Please know that we will keep him in our hearts. We will keep the Gentry family in our prayers. Nathan is finally free to fly like the angel he always has been. He is free to run and jump and be free from the constant pain. How lucky he is to see his friend, Jesus.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO 80909 - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:52 PM CDT
Fly high angel Nathan! His body is now whole again and he's cancer free in heaven. I truly wish he could've been healed here on earth but now the Gentry family will forever have an amazing guardian angel. You will be forever loved and missed Nathan!
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:42 PM CDT
My heart is full of sorrow for you and your family. Nathan will hurt no more and will stay a healthy beautiful little boy forever. My thoughts are with you.
Nadya <ussrlady@aol.com>
Woodbridge, NJ - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:38 PM CDT
Oh.... I am so sorry.
Amanda <a_haish@hotmail.com>
TX - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:37 PM CDT
I am so very sorry.
Sondra <srelm@aol.com>
FL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:34 PM CDT
I will continue to pray for your family as you face the days ahead. Thank you for sharing your story with us. May God bless you and give you peace.
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:26 PM CDT
You are in my prayers. I along with so many others have been following you on this journey and been praying for years and I will continue to pray for your family.
Holly Cary <hollycary@hotmail.com>
Lakewood, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:22 PM CDT
I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful son and for everything he had to endure. Praying for you and your family
www.caringbridge.com/visit/brycehodgkins
Karla Hodgkins <bryankiss@msn.com>
Wausau, WI - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:22 PM CDT
Heartbroken for you all, though relieved that your sweet boy will not suffer any more. Your love of each other serves as an inspiration to me.
Helen
Sydney, Australia - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:18 PM CDT
All our love and prayers for you and your family at this time. We will never forget Nathan, He will always be Kaylas first "love" He will be deeply missed.
Trisha and Kayla West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs , CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:12 PM CDT
Our love and prayers are with all of you!
Barb, Jeff, and Adam Beals
Arthur, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:12 PM CDT
I dont really know what to say, none of this makes any sence to me. You are a very special boy and you will never be forgotten.
I LOVE YOU NATHAN MICHAEL GENTRY.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:59 PM CDT
Dear Susan:
I scanned the choir for you this morning. We prayed first-thing in Sunday School for your family. But after yesterday's entry, I wondered if I should hope that Nathan would be taken home today. Now that I know, I am just so sorry and so, so saddened.
We can only continue to pray for you all--that God is keeping you in the palm of his hand, in his perfect peace.
Kathleen Bubeck <bubeck@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:57 PM CDT
He was a brave, sweet little man. We'll miss him always.
Josh and Jae
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:52 PM CDT
My deepest sympathies are with you all. Heaven has gained a wonderful, sweet angel. Although I had never "met" you or Nathan, Nathan's story touched my heart 4 years ago when I heard about it on the IV Jan02 PG, when he was first diagnosed. You all became a daily part of my life as I checked in on him each morning and prayed for his recovery and later his comfort. You all will remain in my prayers as you all get through this difficult time. I am glad that Nathan is finally at peace and comfort. May God continue to comfort you all during this difficult time. May the fact that Nathan is in peace bring you some solice.
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:52 PM CDT
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Janice
janice johnson <janiceann39@yahoo.com>
pa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:49 PM CDT
All our love...
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:48 PM CDT
I am SO SORRY! I am praying for you all. If it is any consolation, I lost my son,Nick in may...I know he was there waiting and greeting little Nathan. My prayers are with you all.
Michele Marie Tomecko <mtomecko@yahoo.com>
Parma, OH USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:48 PM CDT
All our love...
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:46 PM CDT
We are so sorry for your loss. Nathan has become like part of our family through your writing and pictures. We hope that all of the thoughts and prayers of your friends and family will help to sustain you now. Nathan has blessed our lives.
Dale and Linda Willhite
Sherrard, IL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:46 PM CDT
My heart is broken for you. As you begin the new road of your journey you will remain in my prayers.
Stacey
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:42 PM CDT
We have grown to love Nathan thru visiting this website every day for the past few years. We are relieved that he is out of pain now and at peace. You are all in our hearts and prayers. Nathan was such a sweet, special boy who touched so many people. We are so sorry that you have had to go thru this difficult journey. All our love to you.
Sarah and Lambert Hubel <hubelfamily@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:29 PM CDT
I have no words that are adequate to convey how sad I am at Nathan's passing into Heaven. I pray that you would feel especially protected, guided and loved during this very sad day and the days to come.
I pray that God would completely embrace you all, always!
with much sadness (and love) -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:28 PM CDT
Nathan is resting in peace now. Susan and Luke, I pray that you find comfort and your own peace knowing that Nathan is no longer in pain. My heart is breaking for your entire family. Thank you for sharing his life with all of us. I've learned so much from reading about Nathan!
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:25 PM CDT
Our thoughts and love are with all of you.
Nathan has *forever and ever* touched our lives.
Love,
Kate, John, Rachel, Julie, London & Boston
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:24 PM CDT
Nathan is in no more pain. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. May Nathan live on in the hearts and lives of all he touched.
Love and prayers
Tamra Crane <eagle19@bellsouth.net>
NC - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:12 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Heaven has gained an angel.
Larissa and Jayla
Langley, BC Canada - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:11 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of need. I will continue to pray for your family as you go through your next journey. GOD BLESS
Rebecca
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:09 PM CDT
We are so sorry for your loss, you are in our thoughts and prayers
Lou & Gretta Yore <grettayore@ireland.com>
Prospect Heights, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 5:00 PM CDT
Nathan was a very special child, so much so that God has called him home to be by His side. Nathan is no longer in pain and will watch from above how much love, strength and courage you all have. God will keep him safe now until you can all be reunited. I hope knowing that He is protecting Nathan will give you some peace in this extremely difficult time.
Pam, Gary, Preston and Grant Page <plpage1@aol.com>
Falcon, Co USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:58 PM CDT
I am very sorry. We all cry with you. Even though I too, only knew Nathan from these pages, he will always have a place in my heart. My thoughts are with you during this difficult time.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:55 PM CDT
Luke, Susan and family,
We are so sorry for your tremendous loss. Nathan will forever be remembered by us as a brave young adorable boy with a sweet smile to match his personality. We feel privileged to have met him and will continue to keep you all in our prayers.
In sympathy,
The Wood family
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:47 PM CDT
Our prayers are with you. Nathan touched our lives deeply despite the fact that we only knew him through these pages, and over the phone through your stories.
With Love, Will and Carlee
Will and Carlee
Lafayette, LA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:44 PM CDT
Susan and family, our hearts and prayers go out to each of you! We have been keeping Nathan in our prayers each day and night throughout his whole battle. We feel more heartbroken than words can express. I just pray that God can bring you, your girls, and your whole familly the comfort and peace that only He can in a time like this. We know Nathan is in a better place and we share in your sadness and grieving over his loss. We send all our love and prayers your way today We will continue to keep you all in our prayers for healing and peace. With love,
Jen and Ryan Sweeney
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:44 PM CDT
We're here, loving you all.
Love,
Matt
Matt Dick <msdick@gmail.com>
Chicago, IL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:41 PM CDT
I am so sorry Susan!!! I have no words, just thoughts and prayers!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:40 PM CDT
Sending you love and hugs in your time of grief.
Karen Dibbern
Melbourne, FL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:40 PM CDT
Susan and family, My heartaches for you. I am at loss for words. I have been praying for all of you ever since I heard Nathan was not well. This is so unfair that another child has gained their wings because of something that should not even be. Nathan reminds me so much of my own son, Please know that we will continue to pray for you and your family, to find some peace and comfort in the days ahead. God Bless you all.
Amy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/codeystjohn
Amy <Rickamyst@aol.com>
Bellaire, oh USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:39 PM CDT
Hello, I have been following your page for a week now...I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm glad he isn't suffering anymore...He is with Jesus playing and running, no pain, no suffering...You are so very blessed to have had him in your life.
Gretchen Woody <woodywillows@yahoo.com>
Valdese, NC 28690 - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:38 PM CDT
For so many years, the first thing I checked online every morning was how Nathan was doing, and the last thing I checked before going to bed, was again, how Nathan was doing.
For so many years, throughout many 'imagined' internet communities, the only one I felt that truly belonged to was this, a page where everyone thought of and supported Nathan & the Gentry family..
Nathan touched our lives even though most us lived thousands of miles away and never even actually "met" him. I wish I had. His sweet nature and his wonderful personality, Susan & Luke's ever lasting love and patience truly touched us all.
I will be here for you and your family throughout the years to come, and will keep all of you in my prayers.
We love you, Nathan. We always will.
Zeynep, Burak, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:32 PM CDT
I had been thinking of Nathan this morning, and had updated my own webpage to request prayers for this brave little boy. I don't normally update in the morning, but something compelled me. Maybe it was Kendall letting me know another friend has joined him. I then went to church and included him on my prayer list there too. My heart goes out to you and your family. I am glad that Nathan's suffering is over, but so very sorry for the terrible loss to your family. I pray for peace and comfort for all of you.
Aimee, mom to ^^Angel Kendall^^ and Zachary, www.caringbridge.ocm/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:29 PM CDT
My 91-year old mother called me from CG to let me know she had heard of Nathan's passing via the church prayer chain. Even though Nathan's life was much too short, many people have been blessed by his journey. We are praying for comfort for the whole family. It would be easy to be angry at the unfairness of it all, but there is also joy that you had such a very special child, even for a short time. Please let us know where memorial donations can be sent.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:22 PM CDT
I didn't know your family but I heard through my local Mom's group about Nathan. I am so sorry for your loss - your poor little guy - at least he is now at rest and pain free. You're in my thoughts and prayers...
Kim Everhart
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:17 PM CDT
You are all in our prayers and thoughts. We are so sorry for your loss. We will miss Nathan so much and we'll always remember his beautiful smile and gentle ways. Please let us know if there is anything we can do for you, anything!
The Watry's <livewiregrafx@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO United States - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:15 PM CDT
susan and family i follow you page for months i am so very sorry for you loss ,my heart breaking for you but know nathan is pain free ,my continues prayers for you
monica <melmoni2006@hotmail.com>
philadelphia, pa 19104 - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:11 PM CDT
You're in my thoughts on this very difficult day! I don't know what else to say, that hasn't already been said. I'm sorry! HUGS and lots of LOVE!
Lindsay, Laiken and Sawyer
Dalton, MA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:05 PM CDT
Words can not describe the pain we feel, crushing comes to mind. Rest in eternal peace Nathan Michael Gentry...you were and are so loved.
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Clayton, NC USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:00 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. You will continue to be in my prayers.
Kim (TRT, June 00 PG) <kim.briggs@2point.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:54 PM CDT
My prayers and thoughts are with your family during this difficult time.
Charlene <charingso@msn.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:49 PM CDT
Susan, Luke, and family, I have no words to say other than my prayers are with you, just wishing you comfort and praying that God wraps his arms around you all in this time of sorrow. Know that there are many people praying for you all, even though this did not end the way that we were hoping.
Auralee
Sunbury, Pa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:47 PM CDT
You are in my heart and thoughts today. I am so deeply sorry for your loss.
Wishing you peace,
Maeve
Maeve Yore <queenmeab@hotmail.com>
Brooklyn, NY United States - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:46 PM CDT
Keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers at this difficult time. My heart breaks for you.
Fly free sweet Nathan, fly free...
Lisa
Seattle, - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:46 PM CDT
Sending you all our love during this incredibly difficult time. You've been so strong and so wonderful, taking care of Nathan and Julia and Lauren and yourselves and still managing to keep this vast network of friends and family updated. Thank you for letting us walk this path with you, even though it didn't end where we all hoped.
I told our daughter Eva today that Nathan had passed away today. She was sad for a time, then brightened. "I feel like Nathan was saying goodbye to me, like I was getting a hug! He seemed so happy and well!" Even now your wonderful son is touching souls around the world.
Love,
Beth and Carlos
Beth Villavicencio
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:43 PM CDT
I am so sorry - I have no words to tell you how much I hurt for you.
Lyn (trt)
Mpls, MN - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:37 PM CDT
Our hearts are breaking for you as well. We are incredibly sorry for your loss. Sending our love...
Max & Myndi Seminario <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:36 PM CDT
I have no words. I am just so so sorry!!! (((HUGS)))
Jamie (June 00 PG) <the_carmans@Hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:35 PM CDT
Luke, Susan, Julia, and Lauren,
We are so sad for you & yet rejoice that Nathan gets to be pain-free with the joy of heaven surrounding him. Take comfort in knowing your family is in so many prayers around the country.
Sallie (November Cranbabies) <mgongwer@insightbb.com>
IN - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:32 PM CDT
Nathan touched my heart and soul to the very core. Please accept my deepest sorrows for your immeasurable loss. He and your family will always be in my thoughts. You are all my heroes and i will never forget any of you. I send you my love.
Sandee <pinwheelproject@hotmail.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:32 PM CDT
Our hearts are breaking for you.
All our love,
Beth, Matt, Margot, and Ethan
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:30 PM CDT
There is only 1 word that could sum up what your son was to so many people.. He was a TROOPER, he was so brave and fought this battle for so long, he went to heaven knowing he was loved by his family, although loosing a child is something no parent should ever have to go through but I take comfort in knowing he is no longer suffering.
Your are in my thoughts during this difficult time.
Carrie
Carrie
WA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:30 PM CDT
I am so very sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Mary McDevitt <marymcdev@mail.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:30 PM CDT
Susan and family, I am so saddened to read today's news. I have followed Nathan for some time and have prayed for you all daily. I will continue to pray for your peace at this time. (I learned of Nathan from the January 02 playgroup, my son is Ryan.)
Amy
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:29 PM CDT
All who loved Nathan are heart-broken, while the angels in heaven are rejoicing to have one so precious in their midst. God Bless all whose hearts are aching.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:28 PM CDT
Sending you comforting thoughts that Nathan is now at peace and not suffering any more. Prayers and condolences to all of you
Elizabeth
Cuyahoga Falls, OH - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:28 PM CDT
Susan, Luke, Julia, Lauren, Grandma Carolyn/Kathy, Grandpa Bill/Mike....and all those that love Nathan dearly.
We share your grief at the loss of your sweet Nathan.
This morning while at church, we heard this wonderful song we just knew we had to share with you. We pray that you, as well as everyone who has taken the time to pray for Nathan will find comfort.
Love,
Greg and Angie Munger
Title: Word Of God Speak
Artist: MercyMe
I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say
[CHORUS]
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak
I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice
[REPEAT CHORUS 2x]
I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
Greg & Angie <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
Denver, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:26 PM CDT
I feel like nothing I could say right now would come close to being adequate. However, please know that I, along with hundreds, if not thousands, of people across the country and around the world are thinking of your family right now. As sad as I was to hear the news, I take comfort in the fact that Nathan is no longer struggling and is at peace.
Sarah
Chapel Hill, NC - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:23 PM CDT
Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. We are so sorry for your loss.
Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:22 PM CDT
Bless you and your family, and may God grant you the strength to get through this incredibly difficult time of mourning. I truly believe Nathan is at peace, and will miss you, and you will him, but he is no longer suffering here on Earth. Your family is our thoughts and prayers during this time,
Robyn, Aaron, Anna and Aiden
Robyn Trippel
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:21 PM CDT
From our family to yours, may you find comfort and peace in this sad time. Thank you for letting us be here to offer some comforting words. Your family has touched our family very deeply.
The Mand Family
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:19 PM CDT
I am so, so sorry for your loss, but so very grateful that Nathan's suffering is over. I had a very fitful night sleeping last night and just kept crying out to our Lord to pour out His mercy on Nathan and end his suffering.
May God hold you all close and give you strength.
Michele <MrsPep@comcast.net>
Bear, DE USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:19 PM CDT
May God's angels speed Nathan's sole to his eternal rest, where there will be no more pain and suffering. May God grant to you, his mom and dad, his comfort and Peace in this terrible time of sadness. God Bless you all.
Eilee Mansfield <irishnan12@yahoo.com>
Braintree, ma - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:18 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I have been checking on Nathan for so long now and I will miss him. Heaven has gained another AWESOME angel! Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:15 PM CDT
I was led to your site by Will Lacey's dad and have been reading about Nathan along the way. What a sweet, special boy. I will think of him reaching behind him to touch his sister's foot, and remembering his 'pleases' and 'thank yous' to the end. Nathan has been on my mind so much that I actually dreamed I visited your family one night and woke up feeling the grief of this time but also the impression that a family as strong and loving as yours will go on to find joy again someday. May all of your happy memories of Nathan stay strong as the memories of difficult times fade.
Kira
Marblehead, MA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:13 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Nathan was a beautiful and brave little boy, and now he is with God and at peace.
I send many loving thoughts to your family that you may start to heal in the future.
Rebecca
CA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:09 PM CDT
We are so sorry for your loss, May God Bless you and comfort you.
The Fiducia Family <FiduciaFamily@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:08 PM CDT
{{{{{All my prayers and love are with you}}}}
I am so very sorry Susan and Luke, my heart is breaking for you...
Robin
Roin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
milwaukee, wi usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:08 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. May God hold you close during this diffcult time. God Bless you all. Fly Free Nathan!
Katie
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:07 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers will continue for your beautiful family. We will pray that you find peace and comfort that only our Lord can provide.
Thank you for allowing so many into your "world"... your faith, love and compassion is a great lesson. Nathan had the two best parents he could ever had.
God Bless you now and always.
With tears, but knowing you will see him again,
The Runde's www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:02 PM CDT
We grieve for you and for Nathan. All our love, always.
Liam, Liza, Eamon, & Corwin <lizayore@mac.com>
woodinville, WA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:59 PM CDT
Sending your family love and hugs for precious Nathan.
Vicki
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:56 PM CDT
We are so sorry for your loss. Nathan is with God, no longer in pain. We will continue to pray for your family, that you can find the strength to get through all of this.
The Wellborn Family <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:56 PM CDT
Nathan--May the Lord hold you close to Him until you are able to be with your family again. May He ease the pain of your family and all who you have touched. Much love and prayers for you and your family,
Sharlene Lee
Antioch, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:52 PM CDT
I wish I knew the magic words to ease your pain. Just know that your family is in my thoughts. I'm glad Nathan is at peace now.
Heather Reed <heatherlee74@hotmail.com>
Oreana, IL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:51 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time.
Willer Family
Superior, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:51 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Deb Maher
Coins4Kids.org
Deb Maher <coins4kidscancer@aol.com>
Libertyville, IL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:50 PM CDT
I am so sorry that Nathan had to leave his earthly home so early. He's at peace now. God grant your family peace and strength.
Lee Farrow <zoomommy22001@yahoo.>
Thornton, CO USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:47 PM CDT
Sending our thoughts and love to you. We are so sorry.
Daelyn & Eric
OH - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:46 PM CDT
Susan and family -
I am thinking of all of you!
Prayers
Lyn (TRT)
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:43 PM CDT
I feel angry that Nathan is suffering so much and you are all in such anguish. God in in His Wisdom knows what you are all going through and He is the only comfort. I pray the Lord carry Nathan home with him and release him from this life to a much better one where he can sing again. God be with you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:40 PM CDT
Lots of thoughts and prayers for the hole family, and for Nathan to be at peace and out of pain. He is a very special little boy.
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL Piatt - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:17 PM CDT
God bless you Gentry family.
Praying for Nathan to be comfortable and at peace.
Love, Cindy & Ron
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kassidyterrio
Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconline.com>
Reserve, - Sunday, July 29, 2007 1:48 PM CDT
I am praying for all of you. Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 1:45 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you... We love you, Nathan.
Zeynep, Burak, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Sunday, July 29, 2007 1:42 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you during this time of Nathan's final days on earth.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Sunday, July 29, 2007 1:36 PM CDT
I can't imagine how hard it must be for you to write these updates. We are all very grateful that you are keeping us about how Nathan (and the rest of you) is doing.
I am thinking of you as you go through such a very difficult time and hope beyond hope that Nathan is as pain free as possible during his final days.
We love you very much.
- Kate / Crew in Boston
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:45 AM CDT
peace and the love of God to Nathan and all of you
Marilee Peters <eeliram@insightbb.com>
Decatur, Il - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:32 AM CDT
I am so very sorry to hear that Nathan had such a terrible night. I pray that the nurses find the right combination of pain medicines to make Nathan comfortable. It is truly heart-breaking to hear of his discomfort and agitition. I pray for continued strength of body and spirit for you and Luke as you guide him through all that he is enduring.
God Bless all of you.
much love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
burlington, NC United States - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:27 AM CDT
Words cannot express my feelings for your family during this time. I send many thoughts and prayers...
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmond, ok 73044 - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:25 AM CDT
Words cannot begin to express the pain I am feeling for your family. I cannot imagine what you all are going through. I pray and beg God to keep Nathan safe and painfree. I ask God to give you strength and courage to continue to be there for your son. May God Bless you all!!!
Pam, Gary, Preston and Grant Page <plpage1@aol.com>
Falcon, Co USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:24 AM CDT
When I was at Mass Saturday evening, I prayed for Nathan - for a relief from the pain - the words I offer are nothing in the sea of what you are going through. All I can offer is that you have a huge community of people who are lifting you in prayer and united in their love for Nathan.
Michelle mom of 8
Atlanta, ga usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:23 AM CDT
Just got back from church, where I offered up prayers for precious Nathan. So sorry he is in pain and having such a bad time. God, please give Nathan peace and give his family strength to endure these times.
Please know that I am on my knees storming heaven's gates with prayers for all of you.
May God hold each of you in His arms.
Martha <marthie@triad.rr.com>
Oak Ridge, NC - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:13 AM CDT
I have been checking on Nathan on a daily basis. I am so sorry to hear Nathan is having pain. My prayers are with you daily. I pray the nurses can get his pain under control. It is hard sometimes though, my little one had to constantly have his upped. The pain levels change so rapidly. Hang in there and know I am continually praying for Nathan and all of you.
God Bless, Angel Tevis' momma
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tevisbrinley
carrie brinley and angel Tevis <myheavenlyangel@peoplepc.com>
louisville, KY us - Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:02 AM CDT
I'm praying for your family and peace for sweet Nathan.
Michelle B
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:02 AM CDT
This site has been viewed almost 1/2 million times. You can know that Nathan and your family have been in our thoughts and prayers many times for every viewing. Bless you all.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Cerro Gordo, IL and Aurora, CO, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:58 AM CDT
Susan and Luke, Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful family with all of us during such a terrible time. You truly are amazing people. I am sure you really have no idea how many people have been touched by Nathan in his all too short life. I just wish I had the right words to really send some comfort your way as well. sending much love and prayers for comfort.
Tammy (my2sweetboys from Nov cranbabies)
Halifax, NS Canada - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:46 AM CDT
My heart is breaking for you all. I am praying for peace for Nathan and that God will comfort and guide you through this journey.
Bonny Vogt <sweetgranny05@columbus.rr.com>
Pataksala, Ohio USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:42 AM CDT
With a very heavy heart, I am thinking of you all and praying that God gives Nathan comfort and peace. I can't even imagine how difficult this time is for you all.
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
How very heartbreaking. KNow that you all are in our prayers!
hugs
Erin <erin729@gmail.com>
Derry, NH USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:33 AM CDT
Thinking of all of you and praying for peace and comfort for Nathan
Elizabeth
Cuyahoga Falls, OH - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:29 AM CDT
We are thinking of Nathan and the rest of your family. I don't know what else to say, I am just so heartbroken over what you are going through right now. I pray Nathan finds peace in all of his pain.
The Wellborn Family <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:26 AM CDT
Thinking of Nate and you all...we pray for peace, comfort and cherished moments. We love you.
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
A mutal friend, Jen, asked me to visit this site and sign your book. I am praying for Nathan and your family. He is a beautiful boy and his smile is so big and bright. My family will remember Nathan in our prayers.
Kim Morton
USAF ACADEMY, co united states - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:20 AM CDT
Susan and Luke. You all will be in my constant thoughts and prayers--as they have been over these past months.
Danya (TRT) <danyac@aol.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:07 AM CDT
I have prayed for Nathan and all of you for months. He is such a wonderful boy and I know this is a tough time for you all. I pray today for his healing through Christ and for your strength and faith to get you through.
Love and Prayers
Tamra Crane <eagle19@bellsouth.net>
NC - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:05 AM CDT
We continue to pray for you all. God bless your family.
Trisha West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:03 AM CDT
Thinking and praying for your family and for comfort and peace for Nathan.
Lisa - Forever Kyle's Mom <bailsam@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/canada/kyle>
Halifax, NS - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:49 AM CDT
My heart hurts with what you and your family are going through. I pray that Nathan's pain is eased, and somehow that God will comfort your family soon. I'm thankful I've been able to read about your family and somehow let you know that even people you've never met are praying for your little boy.
Leslie Stoops <lesliestoops@hotmail.com>
Parker, CO 80134 - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:49 AM CDT
Susan,
I just wanted to let you know that your family is in my prayers. My heart is breaking for you. Our old board is gone but we are still here with you.
Terry (Andy's mom) <tmbeck2@verizon.net>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:37 AM CDT
Susan,
I come here everyday and check on Nathan. I honestly have no words just a heart that is breaking. Our prayers are with you. God Bless you.
Robin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert
Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:02 AM CDT
Hang in there.
We are all praying God will take him peacefully.
I wish there was something I could say to make you
feel better.
My love and prayers are with all of you.
Debbie <azuregoddess@yahoo.com>
western PA, - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:45 AM CDT
Peace to you Nathan.
Godspeed little man!
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, il usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:43 AM CDT
I am praying for your family and for sweet Nathan. I am sorry anyone ever has to experience this.
Gayle Patton
Houston, TX - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:23 AM CDT
There are no words, please know you're in our thoughts and prayers.
Sondra
FL - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:18 AM CDT
Susan and family, What a difficult time. I will be praying for you.
Danelle <danellegross@netscape.net>
Grand Forks, ND USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:30 AM CDT
I have everyone I know praying for Nathan's peace. May God watch over him and make him comfortable. Anything you say to him will comfort him. He just needs to know you are right there with him as he goes thru this horrible time. Joes' mom was near the end of her days and so sedated we thought she could not hear us even. One night I kissed her and told her we loved her - she whispered back "I love you, too". I will never forget that. She DID hear us and knew what was going on. Keep talking to him and comforting him all you can. Hang on tight to each other. We are all praying for peace for you all - jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:21 AM CDT
Praying for you all at this difficult time and send you all my love
amy lumsden <breakerschic_216@hotmail.com>
melbourne , victoria australia - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:23 AM CDT
Susan,
I'm so sorry your family is going through this. I can't even imagine how difficult it is to watch your child suffer so much. I pray that Nathan will have has less painful, more peaceful days ahead. If there's anything anyone can do for your family, please please post it in your journal entry.
Josette - Jan 2002 Jellybeans
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 29, 2007 1:03 AM CDT
HI SUSAN AND LUKE.
I;M PRAYING FOR YOU ALL.I KNOW THAT YOU HATE TO SEE NATHAN GO DOWN HILL.JOHN 11:4 IS WHAT I WANT YOU TO CLAIM.
LOVE
MOLLIE
MOLLIE MAYNOR <molliemaynor@charter.net>
ATHENS, GA CLARKE - Sunday, July 29, 2007 0:20 AM CDT
Your all in my prayers. I think of you so often throughout the day. You and Luke are so strong and Nathan is amazing. I pray for some peace for Nathan tonight.
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:57 PM CDT
As always, we love you and are thinking of you.
Liam, Liza, Eamon, & Corwin
Woodinville, WA USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:40 PM CDT
Luke, Susan and family,
I just wanted to let you all know that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I met Luke a time or two when he came to Jackson, MS to do some contract work at my office (MDEQ). I have been following Nathan's site for a while now. I am so sorry for all of the pain and suffering Nathan is having to endure. I cannot imagine the pain both of you are feeling having to make the decisions you are making to ensure Nathan has a peaceful end here on Earth. Just know God is with you every step and He has prepared a special place for Nathan. I've never lost a child but recently lost my father to cancer and we had to make some similar decisions. I prayed for months that God would heal my father but in the last week of his life I began to pray that God would take him home so that he could live pain free and not suffer anymore. That is my prayer for Nathan now--that God will send His angels soon so he can begin his life in Heaven. Until then I hope he will have pain free days. NB is such a terrible thing for a child to go through--I hope they can find a cure one day so other children will not have to face what Nathan and so many others have gone through. Although I've never met Nathan I do know that he is a very special little boy and has parents, family and friends who love him very much. Stay strong and know that alot of people are praying for Nathan and your family daily.
Sherry <sspyron@aol.com>
Jackson, Ms Hinds - Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:01 PM CDT
Dearest Susan and Luke,
I pray God will give you the right words during this very difficult time. Nathan has the best right next to him, his loving and caring mommy and daddy. Give him a kiss for me.
With much love,
Angie
Angie <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
Denver, CO - Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:53 PM CDT
Susan,
You said that you said the wrong things.... no you have done everything that you can. Just hearing your voice is probably a big comfort to Nathan. My prayers continue for your peace as well as comfort for Nathan. God bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:52 PM CDT
I pray that Jesus lays His comforting hands upon Nathan and your entire family tonight so that you would all be at peace.
God bless each of you tonight!
You are closely in my thoughts and prayers!
love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:34 PM CDT
We pray for the peace of the Lord on all of you. We pray that the pain will stop. We pray that you will have the right words to comfort Nathan and that we will have the right words to comfort you.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:23 PM CDT
Though I always knew it as a possibility...I still just cannot believe we are in this place. We love you Nate-Man!
The Armigers <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Clayton, NC USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 9:31 PM CDT
Hi,
I have been following your son's page for several weeks now and I can only imagine what you are going through, You and your son are in my thoughts everyday. I hope and pray that they do find a cure for this nasty disease. Please know that you are thought of on a daily basis. God bless you and your family during this difficult time.
Carrie
WA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 9:27 PM CDT
Praying for Nathan to find peace, comfort, healing and happiness, and for you and your family to find the same -- I cannot imagine how rough a time this is for you.
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Saturday, July 28, 2007 8:00 PM CDT
Praying for you all during this time. Thank you all for your courage.
Amy Metzger
CO - Saturday, July 28, 2007 4:15 PM CDT
No words, just prayers for things that only God can provide at this point. Even after viewing the pictures of Nathan today....I still can't help but think that he is such a beautiful and perfect child of God.
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 3:52 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke,
I read your entries with such a heavy heart. I can only imagine the pain you are feeling. I pray for Nathan everyday for peace. Please know you are not alone. I pray for God to keep giving you the strength to get through each day.
God Bless,
Terri and Jeremy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jeremysjourney
terri banish <terbanish@aol.com>
warren, mi usa - Saturday, July 28, 2007 2:54 PM CDT
I'm praying too. I hope they can make him feel better. Maybe some different antinausea meds. Some ativan may help take the edge off the panic feeling too.
Aimee, mom to ^^Angel Kendall^^ and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 12:55 AM CDT
Keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers, and hoping for some peace for all of you, and pain free days for Nathan. As always, if there is anything we can do, don't hesistate to ask.
Robyn Trippel
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 12:53 AM CDT
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
God Bless
Robin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert
Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 12:08 AM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for peace and understanding.
Praying for a pain free day for the little man. God, please take his pain and discomfort away, let him enter heaven where there is no pain.
www.caringbridge.or/visit/mackensiegracecarter
S. Carter <scarter67@comcast.net>
Rincon, Ga - Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:56 AM CDT
Please forgive this intrusion from a stranger. I have experienced what you are having to deal with now. My heart goes out to you and your wonderful boy. I wish you, your boy, your daughter and all those that love you strenghth and love to see you through this dark days. I am so sorry that you are having to go through this. You love shines through. You are doing your very very best. Take care x
Becki <beckij1@hotmail.com>
London, UK - Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:49 AM CDT
Praying for peace for precious Nathan. God, please let him have a good day today - no throwing up, no pain, no fear.
Martha <marthie@triad.rr.com>
Oak Ridge, NC - Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:46 AM CDT
Susan, I just looked through your family albums, and can't even begin to tell you how my heart is breaking for you and your family. No parents should have to watch this happen to their child. From your posts I know you are so strong, and that is why you were chosen to be Nathan's mom. I wish I could give you a great big hug.
Jamie (June 00 PG) <the_carmans@Hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:04 AM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke, I pray for you all to have strength, to have peace,and for Nathan to be comfortable. This must be so difficult. May God bless you all.
Bobby Aragon <robertwalkingeagle@gmail.com>
Commerce city, Co USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 6:04 AM CDT
I'm thankful you all had a somewhat peaceful day.
Mary Ann Springer <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co - Friday, July 27, 2007 10:46 PM CDT
Dear Susan and Luke...my heart breaks for you all. What very hard days and nights you have come through together, and what a nightmare this is.... Fervent prayers for Nathan, for pain free, restful sleep...and for peace for you, especially, Susan.
God be with you all.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
- Friday, July 27, 2007 10:26 PM CDT
May God be with you in these times. Nathan, know that Jesus loves you and is there by your side. Luke, Susan, Julia and Lauren, we are praying for you daily. Be strong and courageous, do not be terrified, for the Lord your God is with you, whereever you go. Joshua 1:9
Becky Seidenstricker <bekandclint@yahoo.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 9:57 PM CDT
Thinking of you...we send our love and hugs...
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 27, 2007 9:47 PM CDT
Checking in on Sweet Nathan. Praying for a restful night and an alert pain-free day and weekend. Make some beautiful memories with your sweet sisters and Mom and Dad and family and friends. God Bless and hold you in his loving arms.
rhonda
- Friday, July 27, 2007 9:23 PM CDT
(((HUGS)))
Jamie (June 00 PG) <the_carmans@Hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 27, 2007 9:18 PM CDT
Just checking how things were today. I'm so glad that Nathan had a day without so much pain.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 8:27 PM CDT
Dearest Susan, Luke, and Family,
I pray that God will hold you close and keep Nathan free from pain. I pray also that you are able to spend quality time with your precious angel.
Phil and Phyllis Cheung <olivadolce@gmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 7:26 PM CDT
Dearest Susan and family, My heart is heavy with sadness for you and your family. I'm glad Nathan is having pain free days and times that the family can be with him. I pray for you all and for Nathan that you will have good days with peace in your hearts at this difficult time in your lives. I pray that God will shine His face on you all and that you will know that He is with you during these days. Nathan is a beautiful little boy with a wonderful family.
Thank you for your journal. How wonderful that so many people from all over the country are writing and praying for you all.
Sue Fitch <fitchsj@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 6:42 PM CDT
I read about Nathan through Will Lacey's page. I am praying for Nathan and for his family that God will hold Nathan in the palm of His hand and wrap his family in His loving caring arms. God Bless you all. Eileen
Eileen Mansfield <irishnan12@yahoo.com>
Braintree, MA USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 6:14 PM CDT
Many prayers for your family today. I am hoping today is a pain free day for Nathan with lots of interaction with his sisters and parents who love him so!
Gayle Patton <mcconnell_g@yahoo.com>
Houston, Tx - Friday, July 27, 2007 4:34 PM CDT
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