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I am thinking about you guys. You are in my prayers. Tell Julia I miss her. Please let me know if I can do anything to help you. You have unbelievable strength.
Ms. Brandy <baguirr@asd20.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 4:22 PM CDT

Praise God for little or no pain day. Now praying for more awake time to spend with his loving family. I am so honored to have met your family through this site. Thank you for sharing your wonderful child with us strangers. May God continue to hold Nathan in is loving arms. May Julia and the rest of the family have peace and comfort in Nathan's life and love. God Bless you all.
rhonda <Melanie47621@aol.com>
sc - Friday, July 27, 2007 2:37 PM CDT

Thinking of your family.
With prayers,
The Runde's www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Friday, July 27, 2007 1:37 PM CDT

Keeping Nathan in my thoughts and prayers.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Friday, July 27, 2007 9:44 AM CDT

Still praying and believing. Count on me to continue to be on my knees, storming heaven's gates for our sweet boy.
Martha <marthie@triad.rr.com>
Oak Ridge, NC - Friday, July 27, 2007 9:37 AM CDT

Praying for precious Nathan and the entire family. What a beautiful little boy!
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Friday, July 27, 2007 9:14 AM CDT

Praying that Nathan has an active, pain-free day today!
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Friday, July 27, 2007 9:01 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that we love you!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, July 27, 2007 8:26 AM CDT

Susan, Luke, and sweet Nathan,
Sending love, and prayers. There are no words, just prayers of peace for you all, and the girls. May the pain medicine continue to give Nathan comfortable times. God Bless
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Friday, July 27, 2007 6:16 AM CDT

praying continually for Nathan's peace. God hold all of you in his arms! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, July 27, 2007 4:50 AM CDT

We are praying for Nathan- for no more pain, and for time with his fammliy. a friend of ours BethAnne passed on your site to pray for Nathan and your family. We will keep you all in mind and prayer.
A.Parise
- Friday, July 27, 2007 0:27 AM CDT

Praying for comfort for Nathan, Strength and Comfort and Peace for the rest of the family. Praying for his sisters and Mom and Dad too. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Friday, July 27, 2007 0:07 AM CDT

My heart goes out to you guys. You are so strong. Glad to hear Nathan was pain free last night. I pray he will have no more pain. I pray everyday for Jesus to help Him and I will continue to do so. We don't understand God's plan, yet we know He loves us more than we will ever know here on Earth. We also know He can do anything at anytime. I will pray a rosery right now for Nathan and all of you. God Bless you; Ron
ron terrio <rterrio@rtconline.com>
- Friday, July 27, 2007 0:05 AM CDT

My heart goes out for you guys, you are so strong. Glad to hear Nathan didn't have pain last night. I will pray to Jesus he has no more pain. He is in my prayers everyday. I have been praying for Jesus to help Nathan. I will continue to do so, and I pray for you all also. All is possible with God no matter what. We don't understand God's plan. I mention Nathan in my prayers everyday, I will say a rosery now for Him. God Bless Nathan and all of you.;Ron
ron terrio <rterrio@rtconline.com>
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:58 PM CDT

Praying for Nathan & your family,
Erica Erickson
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:49 PM CDT

Praise God for Nathan's pain-free day. Our prayers continue for Nathan and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:29 PM CDT

I just got back this afternoon from working in Tucson. I thought of your family & Kathy & Mike every day. It's amazing that so many people around the world are lifting all of you up in thoughts & prayers daily!! It's a loving testimony to how much Nathan's life has touched everyone.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:42 PM CDT

Nathan's Family,

I found your site through Max's site. Nathan is such a courageous and handsome young man. Our prayers are for Nathan and your entire family during this difficult time. Our daughter, Delaney, is an angel in heaven due to leukemia - her website: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney
Amy, Mom to Angel Delaney, Kevin and Shelley <wright_amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:04 PM CDT

Susan and Luke~I know there is nothing that can be said to take away the pain in y'alls hearts, as well as the rest of your family. I know that God will wrap his loving arms around y'all and embrace y'all with all the love and compassion he has. He will carry y'all through this and give you all the strength needed. The both of you have already displayed unbelievable strength. Y'all are truly a very beautiful and special family. Nathan has touched more hearts than y'all can imagine. Please know that y'all are in my prayers daily.

Jennifer S. <kes0922@netscape.net>
SE, TX - Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:02 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
{{{Manys prayers for your family tonight, for sweet Nathan}}}

Robin
Roin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
milwaukee, wi usa - Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:01 PM CDT

Luke and Susan,

Thinking of all of you tonight and wishing you God's peace. Please know that we are all praying for you.
Aunt Judy <juearl@crossroadsbsa.org>
Terre Haute, IN - Thursday, July 26, 2007 9:52 PM CDT

I have been reading your journal and I am at a loss as to what to say except that I am praying for Nathan and your family. Your journal entries have made me appreciate my role as mother to 2 children (12 and 10). You are an inspiration to many.
Debi Bowden
Aliquippa, PA USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 9:08 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,

Please know that even those whom you do not know are thinking of you. I can't even remember how I came to your site, but it has been a place I will never forget. Your love, your inspiration and your quiet determination to savor every moment of Nathan has been amazing.

I pray for your peace. My mother was dying of cancer in when I was a young woman of 22. I remember how the thought of pushing that stupid morphine pump button a million times could possibly end her life and her suffering. I felt guilty for wishing her to die. In all reality, I wanted her to be gone from the pain and suffering. It's okay to feel that way. I know that now.

I'm praying for you and for Nathan. May you feel the love and support from all of these messages that have been left.

Jaymie Goitia <jaymie_g@hotmail.com>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:28 PM CDT

I check on sweet Nathan at least 3 times daily. He has become like a part of my family. I never knew that someone so many miles away could have such an impact on my life but your family has truly changed my life for the better. I am so sorry that Nathan is in pain and that you are having to go through this pain. May God bless you and hold Nathan in his loving, comforting arms.
Rhonda
sc - Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:24 PM CDT

Susan,
I check on Nathan nearly every day, but I wanted to write a note to let you know that I'm thinking of your family and wishing there was more I could do for you.

With love,
Candace and Benjamin Mason
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:18 PM CDT

Someday we will all know the answers to your questions. I pray that God will show you and your family his wonderful grace and love. And that the peace that can only come from him will overwhelm you in the days to come. It goes without saying we will be praying for you.
Brian and Enid Johnson <brianenid@centurytel.net>
Frederic, WI USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 6:29 PM CDT

Oh guys - so sorry you have reached this awful place... words are useless - it sucks big time.

I found great comfort in poems that people posted in Jamie's guestbook so I will share one with you...

If I Go..

And if I go, while you’re still here…
Know that I live on,
Vibrating to a different measure
Behind a thin veil you cannot see through.

You will not see me,
So you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
Both aware of each other.

Until then, live your life to the fullest
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in your heart,
…I will be there

Love Kelly
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mum to Angel Jamie/Beebo - Neuroblastoma
Teignmouth, Devon United Kingdom - Thursday, July 26, 2007 6:20 PM CDT

My heart aches for your family, and I pray for you regularly, that you are able to find peace with all of this.
Jillian
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 4:43 PM CDT

My thoughts are with Nathan and his family. I wish he would sit up, go for a slurpee and start playing with legos again!

Sweet Nathan - so many people are thinking of you right now.

J in MN
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 3:50 PM CDT

To my dear Friends Susan and Luke, As I read daily about the journey you are taking my heart aches for you all. I can only say that I've never met a stronger family than you. I continue to keep you in my prayers as you go through this terrible time. I send you my love and hope you know that I will do whatever I can to help you when you need me. Love Diane
Diane Price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, July 26, 2007 3:29 PM CDT

Susan and Luke:
Thank you so much for updating Nathan's site daily. I read it every single day usually twice a day and pray and cry for all of you. I know your grief is great and having to talk with Julia about it increased your grief. I just cannot imagine. I want you to know that my family is here for you if there is anything we can do. We share your sadness. Susan, I have prayed for your night terrors to cease. Nathan's condition is "killing" your family's spirit and it only makes sense that you would have that type of night terror. I pray for peace. Please let Nathan know that we love him and Jandi prays everyday for his comfort and she knows Jesus loves him too. In tears and prayers,
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
colorado Springs, CO El Paso - Thursday, July 26, 2007 2:46 PM CDT

To Nathan and Family, On May 25, 2001 my precious Cassie lost her 4 year battle with cancer. I wish that no other parent would ever have to go through the illness or the loss of a child. I am praying for your family with all my might. I will pray that the Lord will take your precious son easily with no pain or confusion. I will pray that the Lord will grant all of you peace of mind, strength and courage to get through the next part of your journey. Try to remember that if Nathan can't be with you, he will be in the best place, on the lap of Jesus in Heaven. My heart really goes out to you. Time does help, there is no closure or no starting over, you just learn to live with the vacant place in your heart. Life can be good again, but never the same. God Bless all of You!!!
Denise Hendon <My2Cass1@aol.com>
Midwest City, OK OK - Thursday, July 26, 2007 2:08 PM CDT

I just wanted you know that I am praying for your family right now. I know this is a difficult time for all of you. I am praying for peace.
Jennifer
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, July 26, 2007 1:51 PM CDT

Dear Susan and Luke - I know it had to be one of the most difficult conversations that you will ever have with your daughter - but at this time I guess there is no way of sheltering her from the truth. I looked again at the most recent photo's you put up and the one that I will choose to remember and hold close to me is the one of Luke and Nathan lying together. There does not have to be any words said - their pictures together say it all.........Your entry yesterday sounded like it really took everything you had within you to post it and for that alone I thank you Susan....Please tell Nathan that we all love him very much.
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, July 26, 2007 12:18 AM CDT

My heart is with you and your family as you go through this very difficult time. It can be so hard on the siblings too. You are right to prepare her a bit though. They gave me a few books to help siblings process all this. Maybe the hospice social worker has something. I wish there was a way to take this burden from you. But I can only share your sorrow and grief at losing something so precious. I pray that Nathan remains comfortable and at peace.
Aimee, mom to ^^Angel Kendall^^ and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:59 AM CDT

Hello.

My name is Jennifer and I live in Kansas. I have been following Nathan's journey for quite some time. I do not recall how I found the site, but I was taken back by his story. I also have a son named Nathan. I currently work for a bank that will be participating in our annual American Cancer Society Walk. They have asked us to come up with 150 names (we are celebrating our 150th year in business this year) of people we know that have had cancer or are currently fighting cancer. I just wanted to let you know that I would like to add Nathan's name to our list.
I have included my email address.

I also want you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Thank you,

Jennifer
Jennifer Bissell <jennakaiser12@hotmail.com>
Lancaster, KS USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:26 AM CDT

To Nathan and all of your family,

You remain deep within my heart...

With shared hearts and hugs,
Beth Anne/Angel On My Shoulder/Our Kyle/2-10-88 to 12-7-92/www.rememberingkyle.memory-of.com

Beth Anne <momsfourboys@yahoo.com>
Merrill, WI U.S.A. - Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:19 AM CDT

I just wanted you to know that I will be keeping Nathan and your family in my prayers. You are such a wonderful loving family and he is so blessed to be your child. I pray for peace, comfort, healing, and strength. God bless you all.
Lisa <toddlisa@woh.rr.com>
Sidney, OH USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

I am praying for you and your family, especially Nathan. Words cannot express my awe at your strength and resolve. May today bring you peace and serenity. God Bless.
Jessica (November Cranbabies Board)
Tulsa, OK USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:09 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,
I teach 6 and 7 year olds, too many of whom come to school unloved and unwanted. I don't know if you even realize how awesome your commitment to Nathan and his sisters is. You have not only given them the gift of life but more importantly the gift of unconditional love. Love conquers all!! Know that God will continue to guide Nathan and your entire family along this confusing and painful road. My prayers for peace and understanding go out to your family.
Lana R. <rousseauk@cox.net>
St. James, LA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:51 AM CDT

My heart is woth your family I heard the song "Calling all angles" today and thought about how so many people care for Nathan and your family. May you and your family feel all that strength and may it somehow carry you all thru the unthinkable. The story of Julia broke my heart. I'm sorry you are losing your best friend Julia. There is nothing to say that would make this OK. I just wish I could change this for you.
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:28 AM CDT

Susan, thank you for opening your heart and mind to all of us who care about the journey your family is on. I just keep reading and re-reading today's entry as though something in it might change if I read it again. It makes me want to shout that Julia shouldn't have to go through this deep loss any more than you or Luke, but in my limited way I understand that the higher purpose behind all things is hidden to us here. Others have written to you about "the peace that surpassed all understanding" and I can only focus on the hope that we all find that peace and can put the "whys" to rest.
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Thursday, July 26, 2007 9:42 AM CDT

Your children are so lucky to have such loving parents! You have done everthing you possibly could for Nathan! This is where we will never understand the "why" in life. Please know that God has a plan for sweet Nathan and us all. God bless you all ,
Love, Kathryn Biscaro
kathryn biscaro <s-kbisc@msn.com>
colo spgs, co el paso - Thursday, July 26, 2007 9:25 AM CDT

Praying for a pain free day for Nathan and some special (good)memories made for your family. I also pray for a peace that surpasses our understanding for your entire family.
Gayle Patton
Houston, TX - Thursday, July 26, 2007 9:21 AM CDT

Heartbreaking the notion of explaining to your 4-year old that she is losing her brother...how ever to explain something you cannot comprehend?? My heart breaks for Julia and Lauren, they deserve their big brother by their side.
Nathan is my hero! All my love to the Gentrys, what a beautiful family.
shirley
ny, ny - Thursday, July 26, 2007 9:09 AM CDT

Many more hugs and many more prayers that Nathan will not have the pain to endure. Your family is in my thoughts daily.
Hugs! Chrissy
Port St Lucie, FL - Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:36 AM CDT

We are all thinking and praying for you and your entire family daily. I'm humbled at the strength that you have to update everyone daily, especially now through the hardest times. I think about Nathan every day and pray to God that he not suffer one more second. Sending love and prayers.
Missy (November 2005 CranBabies) <babynumberoneboy@yahoo.com>
PA USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:13 AM CDT

Thinking of you constantly and sending love and support. Nathan is an inspiration and his smile is etched in my heart forever. Thank you for sharing him with everyone.
Georgeanna (fetzer_94) from ivillage Nov 2005
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:05 AM CDT

We continue to pray for Nathan and all of you. We are so sorry that you had to tell Julia about what is going on with her brother. Nathan is such a sweet, special boy.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:02 AM CDT

I just want you to know that I am praying for Nathan really hard as well as for you and your whole family.
May God be with You.
Jeanne (Spetty1)
Jeanne <jpetty@barrlabs.com>
Warwick, Ny US - Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:52 AM CDT

Praying for your family...
Peter Crary <pcrary@yahoo.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:33 AM CDT

My heart breaks for all of you. It's so hard for adults to understand death, so I can only imagine how awful it must be for Julia. You all continue to be in my prayers and thoughts. ((HUGS))
Jamie (June 00 PG) <the_carmans@Hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:31 AM CDT

God bless you, God bless Nathan, and may he give all of you the strength and grace to get through this time. I am so, so sorry.
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:30 AM CDT

Luke and Susan, what a good mommy and daddy you are. Does Nathan know that Jesus is waiting for him? Tell Julie that Nathan will run and play in heaven. For him it will be a new beginning. May God wrap you all in his arms of grace.
Kathy Murrell <kathymurel@yahoo.com>
Bement, IL USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:22 AM CDT

My prayers continue for you all...I can't even imagine how difficult that conversation was on you all. It also leaves me wondering why and wondering why a sweet little 5 year old has to deal with something us adults often can't even understand. My prayers that Nathan continues to be comfortable and that God give you all the strength you need.
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 6:00 AM CDT

Susan, you must be so exhausted, both physically and emotionally. I cannot imagine the talk you and Luke had with Julia, why must a sweet little girl know about such things as cancer, sickness and death???
Our hearts ache for all of you, and your family is never far from our thoughts.
Much love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfied, VA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 5:27 AM CDT

My heart has been breaking for you guys. I can't tell you how often I think of you all, day and night, and am praying for you. I can only imagine how hard this must be. Praying still.....
Polly <purrlgrl@shocking.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, July 26, 2007 3:51 AM CDT

Luke and Susan,
From everything you have written during the past 5 years, I believe that Julia is as strong as all of you and she will cope just like everyone else. I read the other entries and the same theme comes through... anger, sorrow and confusion. In our prayers we all ask God... Why? We adults are just like Julia and all other children, (we are all HIS children )... we don't understand either. I heard the song "Angels Among Us" today and thought of Nathan. I believe that angels are with him and he knows better than any of us what is happening to him. Jesus will guide him on his journey. I continue to pray for Nathan's comfort. May God continue to be with you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, July 26, 2007 0:56 AM CDT

I am praying for Nathan and all of you. Kassidy,s Aunt
dana <danabutterfly60@hotmail.com>
reserve , la U.S. - Thursday, July 26, 2007 0:35 AM CDT

Nathan's life is touching so many people. He is a wonderful boy.
Judy
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 0:32 AM CDT

Praying for a pain-free night and a better day tomorrow. I also pray for Julia. How sad and confusing it must be to such a young person. I know in my heart that Nathan understands what is happening because God is Good. With love, prayers and tears I will keep on checking on your brave little man. God Bless
rhonda
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:53 PM CDT

My heart breaks at the pain this must be causing Julia. It is so hard for us as adults to understand, I can't imagine a five-year-old's mind trying to wrap around it. I pray that Nathan's pain stays under control and that he finds peace from this horrible monster.
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:50 PM CDT

My heart breaks reading your journal. I can't even imagine how you are feeling. Nathan is such a cute and adorable little boy. I do not understand why innocent children have to go through sickness and pain. I do know that God has a purpose for what Nathan is going through, I know that is hard to understand...but it may be that Nathans journey may bring someone else to the Lord. I pray for Nathan to be without pain, to feel the love that is around him and know that we all love him. I pray for your family that God will give you peace and understanding and that he will wrap his arms around your family and comfort you during this time.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/mackensiegracecarter
Sabrina Carter <scarter67@comcast.net>
Rincon, Ga - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:48 PM CDT

Susan,
Thanks for your update! Praying for Julia in a special way tonight. Continued prayers for Nathan and you and Luke as you together walk this road!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:30 PM CDT

Dear Gentry family, It is with tears in my eyes that I make contact with you this evening. My son Connor and I met you in New York and spent 10 days together in the hospital. I just remember listening to these sweet exchanges between a father and son in the battle of their lives. I felt so priveleged to be near Nathan and my heart breaks as I read of his journey. You see, Connor, my dear 8 year old son died after his intense fight with neuroblastoma in March. It is so unfair for these sweetest, brightest, and best to face this horrible beast. I pray for strength for all of you and peace for your precious boy. With love, Brenda Coen
Brenda Coen <jbcoen@hotmail.com>
Auburn, CA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:30 PM CDT

Nathan and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.

Carrie
Dallas, tx - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:25 PM CDT

My heart is breaking for your family, especially precious Nathan. The photos are heartwrenching. Praying for peace, strength and comfort for you all and for no more pain for your sweet beautiful little boy.
A friend from Virginia
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:17 PM CDT

Your family is always in my prayers and I check daily for your updates, It's hard to see that Nathan is feeling worse and worse, that such a sweet boy must endure so much pain. I pray that God will help you through this and ease his pain.
Brittany McCullough <Brittanyahm@msn.com>
colorado springs , co - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:14 PM CDT

I too am sorry to read about your son. I am writing b/c we just lost our Paul on July 14 to NB, and what he and you all are going through is a carbon copy of what we just experienced. paulsaxon.com is our blog site. We would be happy to talk with you guys if that would be helpful. Let us know on our comments area, and we'll figure out a way to connect (maybe off the listserv). We are praying for you all. The Saxons
Paul Saxon's dad
Hewitt, TX - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:13 PM CDT

Your family is in my prayers. God is with you, and hopefully serenity will be with you. Much love, the Bosch family
Jamie
Buckeye, az usa - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:08 PM CDT

My heart is just breaking for you and your family Susan. Please know that all of you are in my prayers every day. Nathan is never far from my thoughts. God bless you all -
Cathy, mom to Nicklaus (dx NB3 at 2 days old) <westcathy@sbcglobal.net>
Modesto, CA US - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:59 PM CDT

Sooo sorry for what you had to tell Julia. I, as an adult, was stunned by reading the words, even though I already knew that was what was happening to Nathan. I can't imagine having to say them to my little 5 1/2 yr old girl. Or having to see what Nathan has went through for such a long time. It takes my breath away to imagine what you and your family are going through. You'll be in my prayers, and I am so, so sorry...
Stacey
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:55 PM CDT

You have all been in our thoughts and prayers constantly as we have been traveling in Wisconsin. I have had Kyle check on you for me as I have not had access to the internet. I pray for a peace that surpasses all understanding for you all during this most painfully sad time. Please know how much you all mean to us. We are praying for great peace and painfree days for all of you.

I am profoundly sad at the pain you have to go through as you help Nathan through these tough days. My sincere thoughts go out to Julia too -- I am very sad at all she must endure as she loses her best friend. Of course, I am most saddened to hear about Nathan's increasing pain and difficulties. I pray for special moments for each of you before his journey to Heaven -- when he will be completely painfree and amazed at all he will encounter. I wrote a poem in 5th grade about how wonderful it must be for the person encountering Heaven...yet how terrible for those left behind.

God's great peace and love surround each and everyone of you without ceasing during these days.

much love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington , NC USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:53 PM CDT

I'm so sorry that Nathan is doing so poorly. I think about you all often. I'll continue to pray for your family.
Melissa Elkins (Jan. 2002 ivillage playgroup) <mommy2threegirls@gmail.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:48 PM CDT

Hi Gentry Family,
I am so sorry that Nathan is not doing well. I saw the photos and his poor eyes. My heart is breaking for all of you. Although I never met Nathan, I feel I know him through your wonderful writing. He is a special boy with that certain sparkle. My Ryan,who has NB, has it too. These kids are so brave,sweet, and smart. I pray God surrounds you with strength and courage. We had a very successful Alex's Lemonade Stand Saturday and raised over 10,000! I lit candles that morning and one was for Nathan. May God's light shine all the time, lighting your way and giving you peace day and night.

Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:08 PM CDT

I am so very sorry for what you and your family have to endure. I came to you through Max's Cancer site www.mikulak.org. Please know we will be praying for Nathan and for you. This has to be so very difficult for you all. God Bless you all!! May His comfort guide you through. Love and Prayers, Max's Annee Ranee
Randee Ferry (aka Annee Ranee) <randee@cox.net>
La Mesa, CA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:02 PM CDT

Susan, Luke, and family, I have been following Nathan's story since 2005 when I 'met' Susan through the Nov 05 EC on iVillage. I read updates on Nathan weekly and am heartbroken to see what you all are going through. Nathan is such a wonderful little boy. I pray for comfort for your entire family through these rough and trying times. Having lost both parents to cancer, I applaud you for being so strong when you feel that there is no strength left. May God wrap your family in his arms and give you all the strength that you need.
Auralee
Sunbury, Pa USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:27 PM CDT

Susan, Luke and family~
I am a fellow cranmommy and I just want to let you know that the whole board is praying for your family. I can't imagine watching my child go through what Nathan is. If you need anything please come to board and ask, we will always be there for you.
Alicia (alicia827) <alicia_827@Hotmail.com>
pa - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:06 PM CDT

Susan, your strength as a mother is inspiring. I pray for you, Nathan and the rest of your family for peace in the coming days. Feel the warmth of the hugs and prayers that all of Nathan's followers are sending you in these tough times.
Abigail
KC, MO USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 7:37 PM CDT

Dear Luke and Susan: I don't really know where to begin... I'm speechless with a horrible amount of tears running down my face. The pictures reminded me some much of Nevaeh and my heart just goes out to you all! So many similarities with her just 9 months ago. I want to Thank you Susan for helping me through those times. To just listen to me and you know that I KNOW this path has not been easy. I wish there was something I could do or say. The feeling of helplessness is overwhelming. Please know I have been praying for you all and ESPECIALLY Nathan! I am here if you need help with anything at all. Please DO NOT hesitate. God knows all---He knows the desires of your hearts! With much love~~~sherry
Sherry Ellinger <sher812@peoplepc.com>
Colorado Springs, CO usa - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 7:15 PM CDT

You're all doing such an amazing job in such an incredibly tough situation. You're always in our thoughts and prayers. We're wishing you all peace.
Beth Villavicencio
Lynnwood, WA 98037 - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 5:14 PM CDT

After reading your journal entries and looking at the photos of your beautiful little boy I just wanted to send my love and prayers to you and your family.
Bonny Vogt <sweetgranny05@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, Ohio USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 4:47 PM CDT

My heart is just breaking for what Nathan is going through. I think of him constantly and praying God will give him some pain relief. Please know you all are in our thoughts and prayers!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert

Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA 17015 - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 4:43 PM CDT

Prayers for a pain free day - and that God continues to hold you and your husband up as you walk this path. Nathan has the same sweet big brown eyes as my nearly 6 year old boy - I am just blown away by the suffering Nathan has gone through. I'm totally brought to my knees as a mother.

Michelle mom of 8
Atlanta, ga usa - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 4:32 PM CDT

I love you.
Jill Myers <124myers@windstream.net>
Byron, GA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 4:12 PM CDT

So glad Nathan enjoyed the slurpee. How humbled I am to hear of your precious little boy--thank you for sharing Nathan with us. It is incredibly courageous of you to share your family's story, I am forever changed by it. Will keep Nathan in my heart forever and ever.
--thinking of you
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 3:02 PM CDT

I am praying for all of the Gentry family, praying that Nathan can be pain free. He is a very brave little boy.
Think and pray for all of you everyday.
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL Piatt - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 2:50 PM CDT

I am praying for peace for your family and for Nathan to be pain free and to enjoy his day with you.
Gayle Patton
Houston, TX - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 2:19 PM CDT

Thank you for your continual updates on precious Nathan as hard as it must be. All of you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Tiffany G
Fairfax, VA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 2:17 PM CDT

Hi my friend Kathleen sent me this link to visit. Her daughter Isabella passed away three years ago. My 14 month old daughter passed away March 13th of this year 2007 from SUDC.
I am so sorry. I feel so horrable for you guys. Your family. He is so beautiful. so cute. Very sweet boy. He keeps on smiling. Kids are so wonderful they have such big innocent hearts. They are truly angels. Even the ones that don't always act like one haha. He seems like he does though.
You are in my heart and my prayers.
Lots of love
Leah and Nickolas Cirksena
Mother and father of Tatyana Loriann Cirksena
Leah Cirksena <leahcorin28@yahoo.com>
Carrollton, tx united states - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 2:08 PM CDT

Susan, I am a fellow cranmommy who has followed you guys from afar. Your family is so inspiring for the obvious care you take to cherish your time together. I pray that God performs a miracle in Nathan, or that He holds him close and eases his suffering. Your whole family is in my prayers.
Tori
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:45 PM CDT

Oh my gosh, this just breaks my heart. My heart is hurting terribly for all of you that this sweet boy has to go through all of this. And for your family. I hate Cancer!!!!! I'm praying for you all in Denver.
Karrie Thulin <kthulin@fusainsurance.com>
Denver, CO - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:20 PM CDT

Dear God, Thank you for all of your blessings that you give us each day. Please hold dear sweet Nathan in you loving arms and ease his pain. May he have no bleeds or bleeding. Please comfort this loving family and may Nathan have is complete healing very soon. Amen
I don't know what to say except God bless you and I am praying for you all. I wish that love could take the pain away because there would be no pain in Nathan's life. Hold on to your sweet babies because you have taught me to hold mine.
rhonda
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:17 PM CDT

My heart is breaking and I've never even met Nathan in person. He always looked so familair to me for some reason, a wise, sweet soul. Praying for all of you.
Maria Galletta (Mom to Alina dx NB4 12/04)
Dania Beach, FL - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 12:34 AM CDT

What a precious angel you have ((Susan)) Nathan is such a gift to all of us - thank you for sharing him since we met in 1999. May you, Julia, Lauren and Luke feel the love and strength coming from TRT. We love you!
Toni <tonialchester@yahoo.com>
Cohoes, NY USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 12:19 AM CDT

Thank you for having the courage to share the pictures. We prayed for you again today at work.
Mary Ann Springer <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 12:12 AM CDT

May God Bless and comfort you all! Thoughts and prayers are with you.
Amy Brown
Gleason, WI - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 12:02 AM CDT

Through tears, I am thinking about you all and praying for you today!
Sheri Underwood <sheriu11@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springsq, CO - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:50 AM CDT

Susan you all, especially Nathan continue to be in my thoughts and prayers! Thank you for sharing the pictures.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:42 AM CDT

Thinking of you all.
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:40 AM CDT

Dearest Susan and Luke,
I am a mom from the January 2002 Jellybeans group stopping by to say that you have never been far from my mind and that we are praying that Nathan is able to find peace and tranquility soon. I am soo sorry that this is happening to such a beautiful spirit and boy. He will forever be in my heart. May we all aspire to be as good a human being as he is.

Saying many prayers for strength to carry you through this difficult time.

Blessings,
The Grove Family
Kimberly Grove <kimberlygrove@cox.net>
San Clemente, CA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:39 AM CDT

I found the link to your journal several weeks ago and have been following your story since then. Thank you for sharing this incredibly painful journey. I am struggling to understand why Nathan and you have to endure this kind of suffering. It seems like so little to offer but I am thinking and praying for all of you that you find comfort and peace.
Amy H. <hayes240@comcast.net>
Califon, NJ USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:38 AM CDT

Another stranger's thoughts and prayers are with Nathan and all your family.
Jessica Campbell
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:34 AM CDT

May the Lord watch over your sweet child during this time and free him of all of the pain and suffering. God Bless you all, I pray for peace and comfort for all of you.
lori <nevlor2005@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:31 AM CDT

Dear Susan and Luke, I am sitting here in tears, reading your entry and looking at the current pictures of Nathan and I am just at a loss why children must suffer this way. We are on vacation at the Jersey Shore and I am at the library using their computer, specifically to check in on Nathan. Nathan, and all of you, are in my thoughts and my prayers. With hugs,
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:41 AM CDT

Praying for Nathan and for the whole family as you go through this difficult time. I'm so sorry he is suffering, and I am praying for his complete healing -- a total end to all suffering.

God bless you.
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:30 AM CDT

Nathan's soul is perfect peace, but I pray for peace in his body and mind. I also pray for you Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren - for your own peace and for your aching hearts. You are in my thoughts constantly.
Laura Orchard
Santa Fe, NM - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:21 AM CDT

The pictures break my heart. May God give all of you peace and strength during these very difficult days. Please know that I will be on my knees here in North Carolina praying for precious Nathan.
Martha <marthie@triad.rr.com>
Oak Ridge, NC - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:13 AM CDT

With my Mom she heard everything, just keep talking to him sweetie. ((HUGS)) and prayers!
Chrissy <alwaysdreamin@bellsouth.net>
Port St Lucie, FL - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:00 AM CDT

Hello...I am familiar with Nathan's story through iVillage, and I just wanted to let you know that I think of you every single day. You are carried in the hearts and prayers of many, loving people. Much love to you and your family.
Heidi
Elgin, IL - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:59 AM CDT

Susan and Luke... your family continues to be in my prayers and thoughts. Thank you for sharing the latest pictures of Nathan, while I know it must be heartbreaking to you all to have made the decisions you have, know that so many people find your strength and convictions to be so uplifting.
I hope Nathan finds peace soon. We all love you Nathan!!
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:58 AM CDT

We are so sorry to see Nathan in so much pain. May he find peace. You all are in our thoughts.

The Donihi family <donihi@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:52 AM CDT

Our prayers continue for Nathan, may God hold you in the palm of his hand. What an amazing little boy he is, I love his smile. Love and prayers for all the family.
Lou and Gretta Yore
Gretta Yore <grettayore@ireland.com>
Prospect Heights, IL USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:51 AM CDT

We continue to pray for Nathan and the pain that he is having. We pray for all of you. You all are in our thoughts and prayers all day everyday. Thank you so much for all of the sharing you do of what is going on with Nathan. It really helps to focus our prayers on all of the needs of the Gentry Family.
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:19 AM CDT

Thank you for this journal and every picture. Peace be with each of you today, tonight and always.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:10 AM CDT

Dear Susan, Luke and your sweet girls, Your entry today was just heart-renching but you tell it like it is and that is something that truly amazes me. It is hard for me and I imagine all of the others who write to you to try and express our feelings.....the words are so hard to come by at this time of such deep sadness for what your sweet boy is going through. As I look at the current pictures you have posted I can see the change in Nathan - but what remains constant with him is that he still has that sweet little bit of a smile which I fell in love with when I first started following his journey so many months ago. I commend you for putting up recent photo's of Nathan - I think it is important for all to see what this horrific disease does to children. Nathan and your family is the last thing I think about when I go to bed at night and the first think I think about when I wake in the morning. I hope you can feel all of the warmth that we send to you like a warm blanket that is wrapped around all of you. GOD BLESS AND NO MORE PAIN FOR NATHAN........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:57 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,
Please know that I continue to pray for peace and strength for the two of you. Your such wonderful parents! God shall get us thru this!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.carterfinger.com>
Pittsburgh, pa - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:49 AM CDT

I would just like you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I will always keep your little boy and what he is going through in my mind.
Jason Stachewicz <jstachewicz@yahoo.com>
Parma Hts, OH USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:27 AM CDT

God bless your family and keep you strong throughout this ordeal. I can't imagine the pain you are all suffering. You're in my thoughts and prayers!
Jennifer Smigla
Brunswick, OH USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:10 AM CDT

I don't know you but you are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope that there is some way for this transition to be as peaceful as possible.
God Bless.
Meghan
Cleveland, Oh - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:09 AM CDT

What a beautiful soul...thinking of and praying for Nathan nonstop. Please no more pain for your sweet, sweet boy. May he find peace and comfort in all the love from his family.
My heart aches for all that your family is going through.
shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
ny, ny - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:09 AM CDT

Sending thoughts and prayers from afar.
Beth Sullivan
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:06 AM CDT

Thoughts and prayers for Nathan. I have only come to know him through this web site, but have been following him for a long time. I cannot imagine what you are all going through as it aches to know Nathan is struggling so much. He is always in my thoughts and always in my heart. Wishing I could do more.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 7:58 AM CDT

Oh Susan,Luke, Nathan and the gang.

I so badly wish that you didn't all have to go through this, espically Nathan. It almost makes me grateful for the way my daughter Isabella went, suddenly, quietly in her sleep and no one knows why. I can't fathom what you feel everyday watching little Nathan. My heart is breaking just looking at his pictures and reading your blogs.

I am praying that Nathan has no more pain. I'm so sorry and wish I could take this all away from all of you.

WWW.babiesonline.com/babies/a/angelbella
Kathy <REMEMBERINGBELLA@YAHOO.COM>
Parma Heights, OH us - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 7:50 AM CDT

My prayers are with you all...no words I can come up with seem adequate enough to describe how my heart aches for you all...
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 5:44 AM CDT

I've just found Nathan's site and I'm sitting this morning in tears for your family...and for Nathan. I am so sorry he is going through this and I will pray for his strength and comfort as he continues his journey. As mom to my own angel, I can certainly empathize with what your going through as you watch your beautiful boy each day...I'm heartbroken.
Lisa - Forever Kyle's Mom <bailsam@ msn.com www.caringbridge.org/canada/kyle>
Halifax , Nova Scotia - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 5:40 AM CDT

susan - the pics were startling but did make it clear how much Nathan is suffering now. I pray the Lord will guide him Home. He deserves that peace. Your heart has to break minute by minute seeing your sweet boy in such pain. I am so sorry and wish I could make it all better for you. Knowing you as I did, it is sooo hard for me to fathom what you (and Luke) have had to endure over the past 4+ yrs. It breaks my heart. Wishing for you, peace and rest and any special moments you can still have with Nathan. Take care and remember, soo many of us do care and hurt as well. This has been such an eye opening experience and I will never forget Nathan. he has touched my soul. jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 5:18 AM CDT

Our prayers are with you, Nathan & family... We love you very much.
Zeynep, Arda (June 00 PG) and Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 4:33 AM CDT

My heart is breaking. My life will never be the same. I am so glad I got to know a part of your life. I love you Nathan.
Thinking of you all.
Love and Hugs,
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 3:01 AM CDT

I'm not sure there's much I can say that would bring any comfort. I found your site through another angel, Jacob Duckworth's and have spent the last 2 days reading through Nathan's journal. My heart is broken for you. I admire your strength and the courage it must have taken to decide not to prolong Nathan's suffering any more than needed to. Thankyou for your honesty in sharing your beautiful son's life.
Marie <majsan_au@yahoo.com>
Australia - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 2:03 AM CDT

Wow, I doubt there is anything I could possibly say that hasn't already been said but of course my prayers are with you. I was actually doing some research on Hickman lines and your son's picture popped up. I am a nurse and about to start working at Seattle Cancer Care Alliance. I was told I will be working with some children as young as 6months and that breaks my heart. I can't possibly imagine what you must go through day in and day out just hoping and praying for good days. You're a strong person and have a very strong family. I wish all of you the best.
Robbie <Blue16_10@hotmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:38 AM CDT

So many people have written words of comfort and expressions of loss. What I feel for Nathan and your family is what everyone else has mentioned. As you go through your days, I imagine it is like a fog. I will pray that your nights are far more restful. May God continue to hold you all in His Loving Arms.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 0:26 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,

I am so very sorry. There are no words. I will pray for a peaceful night and a pain free one for Nathan.
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 0:06 AM CDT

So many people across the world with Nathan's name on their lips as they talk to Almighty God. Nothing--not even neuroblastoma--can separate Nathan from God's love. He's prepared a place for your sweet and courageous little son where there is no more pain. And when it's time to say good-bye, it won't be for the last time. "Jesus said ... 'I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies'" (John 11:25). God is faithful to His promises. Continuing to keep Nathan and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Anne <fcisco6@aol.com>
Atwater, CA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 0:02 AM CDT

Praying for a peaceful night for your family and for your precious, beautiful little boy.
Wendy <octanebeetle@sbcglobal.net>
TX - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:47 PM CDT

Sweet Nathan,
Your site has almost a half a million hits. So many people who's lives you touched, many who never even met you, but whos hearts you captured.

I pray you can let go peacefully sweet boy, and crossover to a painfree Heaven where you will walk again and be healed and whole. You have fought so hard precious child, and now it is time for your reward. Your life here on Earth was such a blessing, your reward in Heaven will be eternal and you will never suffer again. Your job here on Earth was well done, you are the toughest little boy I have ever known of, and yet the sweetest too. You are amazing.

(((((Susan and Luke)))))). God Bless you.

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:36 PM CDT

There are no words. Thank you for your post and pictures. It shows what a beast this neuroblastoma is. Thinking of you often with many prayers for rest and peace.
Best Regards
Karen and the boys
www.caringbridge.org/visit/cooperreynolds

Karen Reynolds <suprmom1@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:11 PM CDT

I think of your family every day.
Amanda <a_haish@hotmail.com>
TX - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:35 PM CDT

We think about and pray for you and our dear friends Mike and Kathy everyday. We remember Josh and Luke at Nathan's age and it breaks our heart to see what all of you are going through. We made a donation to St. Jude's Children Hospital today in honor of Nathan. Love, Sue and Terry
Sue and Terry Grabb <grabb@verizon.net>
Washington, IL USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:22 PM CDT

you dont know me but i am visit nathan page every day for a months ,my heart hurt for you family,i know how hard is to see you child suffer for this disease ,my daughert is also nb and i see the bruissers in her eye many time,i hope nathan get comfort from his med ,my prayers are with you am so sorry for that cp(melaniem)
monica <melmoni2006@hotmail.com>
philadelphia, pa 19104 - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:21 PM CDT

Sweet, sweet boy, you have touched so many hearts and lives. I hope for your pain to go and you to know how very loved you are.
Helen
Sydney, Australia - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:16 PM CDT

I continue to pray for your angel. May God give you strength and peace. You are truly an inspiration and a very special family. God Bless. Mary Beth Ferris
Mary Beth Ferris <little_grammie@yahoo.com>
Somerville, NJ USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:13 PM CDT

Dear Parents,
You don't know me but I heard about your son from my friend Patty. She lives in Kan. I had a son named Sam who went through alot of what you are going through. You are in my prayers and if you need someone to talk to call me. I'm just a mother not a freak.
Linda Mulleady 970 216-4136 anytime
Linda Mulleady <mljssn@msn.com>
Grand Junction, CO USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:05 PM CDT

Thinking and praying for Nathan all the time. My church had a blood drive today and I gave a pint in honor of Nathan and sent an email out asking others to do the same and to continue to keep Nathan in their prayers as well.
Love, Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 9:26 PM CDT

Susan,
Please know Nathan is in our thoughts and prayers daily. We are hoping for pain relief for him and strength for you and Luke to continue this journey.
God Bless
Robin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert

Robin <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA 17015 - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 6:42 PM CDT

Susan,
Our prayers continue for Nathan and your family.

Diane Pawelski, mom to angel Natalie
Lake View, NY - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 4:15 PM CDT

JESUS MERCY
Dana vicknair <danabutterfly60@hotmail.com>
reserve , La - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 3:47 PM CDT

Dear sweet Nathan, we are storming Heaven with prayers for you and your loving family. May God continue to hold you tight in his strong embrace and ease the pain that you are having. Keeping the faith for your healing. God Bless you.
Rhonda
- Tuesday, July 24, 2007 3:34 PM CDT

So many prayers for Nathan and for all of you. I'm so sorry he's in such pain so much of the time! Many, many prayers that he's healed in every way, and that your family finds strength and grace in this journey, too. I am so sorry he's hurting.
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 2:19 PM CDT

You do not know me but I want you to know that your family's strength is an inspiration to all. I pray for pain free & cozy times that you can spend with Nathan. My family sends our prayers.
Susan Fenley <susan.fenley@paslode.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 1:42 PM CDT

Thank you for the updates, Susan.
Josh and Jae
- Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:28 AM CDT

Susan,
Thanks for your update! My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:02 AM CDT

Thinking of and praying for Nathan and the whole family. (((((Hugs)))))
Sarah (Jan 02 PG) <ralenth@yahoo.com>
NH - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:54 AM CDT

Leaving a message on the guestbook seems so superficial, I think of you two, Nathan, Julia and Lauren a hundred times a day. If only wishes and prayers could ease his suffering...
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Clayton, NC USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:02 AM CDT

I doubt anything I can say could make you feel better. Just know that, as always, we are thinking and praying for you all. Sending our love...
The Seminario <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 8:34 AM CDT

Thoughts and prayers for Nathan and your whole family.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 8:22 AM CDT

praying for your family Susan. May Nathan have days that are better.

Cambria ~TRT~ <cammieskids@yahoo.com>
Bavaria Germany - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 8:02 AM CDT

Thinking of you. (((HUGS)))
Jamie (June 00 PG) <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 24, 2007 7:55 AM CDT

I'm so sorry Nathan is going through so much pain. I pray for a miracle for him everyday..

I cannot imagine the emotions your are going through...praying to the Almighty to give you the courage and strength to get through this difficult time.

Hugs to all of you..
Preethy, Ajit, Sean & Rhea <ajit-preethy@msn.com>
Chantilly, VA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 7:26 AM CDT

I wish I had something to say to ease your heavy hearts. Thank you for taking the time to update. You are all in my prayers constantly.
Kathy Callahan <REMEMBERINGBELLA@YAHOO.COM>
Parma Heights, OH us - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 7:23 AM CDT

As always, thank you for allowing us to share in your journey. I wish I were there for you and with you. We all do. You're in our hearts at all times.

Love
Liam, Liza, Eamon, & Corwin
Woodinville, WA USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 1:05 AM CDT

Our hearts go out to you all with continuous prayers for peace and no more pain. Just know that God is watching over Nathan and will bring him peace.
With love,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:42 PM CDT

My heart goes out to you. If I could switch places with Nathan I would do it in a heart beat. No child should ever
suffer.
I know God is watching out for you all.
Our children are all so special and we never know what
tomorrow will bring. Life is very very precious.
We are all so lucky to know you (even via on-line)and your family.
Hang in there.
Please know we all send love and hugs to you.
A mother's job is sometimes the hardest.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Debbie(june2000 group)
Western PA, - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:08 PM CDT

Many Many Hugs! I am sorry that Nathan is experiencing so much pain. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Chrissy ~TRT~
Port St Lucie, FL USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 10:09 PM CDT

More prayers, more thoughts, and more hugs coming Nathan's way. Susan and Luke, I hope you're holding up as well as you sound in your posts. Thank you for sharing this part of your life with the rest of us. I've learned a great deal from all of you.
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Monday, July 23, 2007 8:58 PM CDT

Luke and Susan,

Don't worry about updating all of us who check the site. We understand that you have plenty on your minds. Thank you for sharing your lives with all of us. God Bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, July 23, 2007 8:57 PM CDT

Praying. Always praying.

Amy Muston <amymuston@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 8:42 PM CDT

Thank you for taking the time to let all of us know how Nathan is doing. Please know that you are in our prayers. May God wrap his loving arms around your family and help you keep the amazing strength that you have and may Nathan's pain be under control. God Bless you
rhonda
- Monday, July 23, 2007 8:40 PM CDT

Just want to let you know we prayed for you today at work.

Mary Ann Springer (alto) <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co - Monday, July 23, 2007 7:52 PM CDT

It is amazing that in our lives, one life can affect everyone else. Nathan is a bright star shining for all to see. Prayers continue for comfort.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, July 23, 2007 5:13 PM CDT

Hi,

I think of your family ever day and pray for peace for all of you, especially Nathan.

John London
john london <johnl@suttonbrook.com>
new york, ny usa - Monday, July 23, 2007 4:18 PM CDT

Nathan is an amazing big brother, what a sweet, gentle soul. And the courage and strength he has shown for four years plus--words cannot express how I am in awe of Nathan. He is an amazing little boy, a true blessing. Prayers for the Gentry family.
shirley
ny, ny - Monday, July 23, 2007 4:16 PM CDT

Praying for the peace and comfort that you all need in this time in little Nathan's life. May you always remember that you did the best thing to take care of your loving son and that God is beside you,holding Nathan every step of the way. God Bless you.
rhonda
- Monday, July 23, 2007 3:36 PM CDT

Dear Susan and Luke - I am visiting your site for a second time today - I just viewed the most recent pictures of Luke's Birthday with the children.......What a beautiful picture......I was reading all of the entries from so many people but one entry stood out above all of the others and that was the one from Christi Thomas's mom.....She really gave you some wise advice I think. Her and Her family and yours have a bond that can never ever be broken.....The loss of a beloved child. I check in with her and the pain is still very visable. I think about Nathan every night before I go to bed - Please God Bring Him Home Soon!!!!!
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, July 23, 2007 2:28 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
Thank you for sharing the special time Nathan had with Lauren. Praying for peaceful days for Nathan, for all of you,

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
milwaukee, wi usa - Monday, July 23, 2007 12:31 AM CDT

Dear Susan,
Thinking of you and your family at this terrible time. My heart breaks for you all.
Love from,
Louise
Nottingham, UK - Monday, July 23, 2007 12:07 AM CDT

We are praying for your family. I wanted to share something with you I was looking up the meanings for names and Nathans name means "HE GAVE"
Trisha West
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:59 AM CDT

Dear Susan, I was on vacation last week and when I returned I went online to see how things were going with your sweet boy. As I was reading the two previous entries my heart is breaking.......You and you husband are faced with a decision that no one should be faced with - you said it so profoundly......I truly believe that God will by with you along this final journey and provide you with the strength you and Luke will need to let Nathan be with all of the "Angels" waiting to greet him. There are so many of us out here that are with you and your family - and I hope that knowing you have so many many people that love Nathan - will ease his final journey to be with God in Heaven....Nathan is truly an inspiration to us all. May God Bless......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, July 23, 2007 9:18 AM CDT

Susan,
How nice it was to see you yesterday and to be able to be with you and sing with you. We pray that Nathan's pain can somehow diminish and still afford him some quality of life. We continue to pray for all of you.
In His Name, Joyce
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 8:06 AM CDT

I've been reading for a few weeks and I can see what an awesome boy Nathan is. And he has great parents!
Sending peaceful thoughts your way at this difficult time for your family.
Judy Reynolds
Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 0:23 AM CDT

Susan - as always I read thru tears. Ihave come to "know" nathan like so many others and feel so close to him and your family. I sometimes get afraid to look on this site for fear it will be the final journal. Nathan has been such a special child thru all this horribleness and I don't want knowing him to ever end. I am soo sorry things have to be this way for you and your family. mostly for Nathan who does not deserve this. he is such an inspiration and certainly has changed my life for being the brave sweet boy he is. MayGod keep watching over him and guiding him to peace. love - jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Sunday, July 22, 2007 11:58 PM CDT

Susan, it's such a blessing to see you in choir.
Blessings to you and prayers for you and your family.
Mary Ann Springer (alto) <travelinlite54@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, co USA - Sunday, July 22, 2007 7:23 PM CDT

Susan,

You are so strong. I admire your continued love and compassion. God will guide you in the decisions you must make. I stand in awe of your calmness. I am here if there is anything I can do. Your family is in my prayers. Nathan, give Jesus a hug for me when you see him.
Angela Rackov (Alex's Mom) <angelarackov@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 22, 2007 8:45 AM CDT

The Lord has been with you every step of the way on this painful journey. He will continue to be there for all of you and especially Nathan. For the last five years I have followed Nathan and his struggles; he is just amazing as is the rest of the family. God Be with you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, July 22, 2007 0:56 AM CDT

My heart is breaking for you as a parent. There are no words to help ease your pain, but know my thoughts and prayers are with you today and always.
Dawn Runde <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Sunday, July 22, 2007 0:12 AM CDT

Just one more person out here praying for you all. I first read about Nathan on the IV Jan 02 board and have been following him ever since. My 5 year old asks everyday how Nathan is doing and he is in our prayers at bedtime every night. He has taught us all so much... I'm so sorry that you have to go through all of this.. it just doesn't seem fair at all.. but God has his plans.. we just don't understand why?? Much love and peace to you all.. God Bless!
Jen
New York, NY - Saturday, July 21, 2007 10:19 PM CDT

Nathan, Luke, Susan, and family,

You're all in my thoughts and prayers.
Bruce Hissong <bruce_hissong@yahoo.com>
Gaithersburg, MD USA - Saturday, July 21, 2007 9:17 PM CDT

Dear Gentry Family,

This prayer was given to me several years ago when it appeared that my life would be cut short by Cancer. I still find solace in it.

"Now go in peace and
know that in God
Life is understood and
it does make sense;

And that in Christ
Your life is accepted as it is
for what it is
with all its hope and
all it's promise

And that in Spirit
You are given strength to face
whatever it is you have to face
this day, tomorrow
and then some."

The Reverend Douglas W. Fromm, Jr.

May you find peace, strength and hope in the days ahead.
Katie Hartnett (Liza Yore's mother) <katiehartnett@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Saturday, July 21, 2007 8:24 PM CDT

I am thinking of you and praying for you all during this very difficult time.

Another NB Mom,
Kerri
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacktodd

Kerri Zamzow <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Saturday, July 21, 2007 5:09 PM CDT

Hello Sweet Sleepy Head Nathan,

I hope you are resting peacefully and comfortably, surrounded by the strength and love of your wonderful family and by the prayers and love from people all over the world that were led to you and found out how amazing you are. I hope you have the sweetest dreams. God bless you.
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 21, 2007 3:03 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
Nathan, you and your family are in the hearts and minds of so many across the country. I hate beyond description this sinister cancer neuroblastoma and what it does to lovely, innocent, promising children like Nathan, and like my Laura, and so many others. Hoping for every comfort for Nathan and for your family.
Sincerely,
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, New Jersey
mother of neuroblastoma angel Laura (Oct 27, 1994-Dec. 22, 2006)
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, NJ - Saturday, July 21, 2007 10:08 AM CDT

Gentry Family,
Mere words just do not express what is in the heart. We continue to ask for God's loving arms to surround all of you. It is such a blessing to come into this web-site everyday and see Nathan's smiling face. That is such a gift! Thank you for sharing all of your family pictures.
In His Name, Joyce
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, July 21, 2007 9:27 AM CDT

I have followed your journal for Nathan for some time - "many" thoughts are prayers are with your family at this time!...lynda from KS
Lynda Kistner
Waverly, KS USA - Saturday, July 21, 2007 7:08 AM CDT

"The success of love is in the loving - it is not in the result of loving. Of course it is natural in love to want the best for the other person, but whether it turns out that way or not does not determine the value of what we have done." Mother Teresa

Your love for Nathan and each other is a shining light to so many of us who care about you. The value of your love for Nathan means everything.

Lana R <rousseauk@cox.net>
St. James, LA - Friday, July 20, 2007 11:27 PM CDT

There are no words to say to you but just know that I continue to think of Nathan and pray for you all.
T Crane
NC - Friday, July 20, 2007 9:52 PM CDT

It just breaks my heart that he has to go through this. I will be praying for your family through this difficult time.
Jamie Mayberry <jamiesbiz@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Friday, July 20, 2007 9:39 PM CDT

Just thinking and praying for you.
www.caringbridge.com/visit/brycehodgkins
Karla Hodgkins <bryankiss@charter.net>
Wausau, WI US - Friday, July 20, 2007 9:07 PM CDT

We are thinking of you all in this most difficult time in your lives. No one should have to make decisions you both are making, and especially parents making these decisions for their children.
You are a wonderful advocate for Nathan, and I thank you for sharing your journey with us.
Still praying and always believing...
Jim, Dawn and James Runde www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Friday, July 20, 2007 5:14 PM CDT

How heartbreaking...there simply are no words. No parent should have to make the sort of decisions you are forced to make. But you've always been right there for Nathan every step of the way. Praying nonstop for peace and comfort for you all.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Friday, July 20, 2007 3:42 PM CDT

I am praying for you and for Nathan. I cannot comprehend having to make such decisions for my child, and I am so sorry that you are having to make them now. Nathan is in my thoughts and prayers every day, even though I am a stranger -- I found out about him through the Friends of Heroes group, and he just touched my heart. I'm checking in and praying for him every day.

Trust in your heart and in your mind that you will know the right thing to do, day by day, minute by minute, that God will guide you in the signs you receive from Nathan and his body about his condition.

Like so much of parenting, I think it comes down to trusting your intuition and knowing your child. Everything you have done and will do is in Nathan's best interest, and he knows he is loved beyond measure. I pray that you'll be guided in what comes next, that paths become clear even if they are not easy paths to walk.

From a complete outsider's point of view, reading your journal here, it sounds like Nathan has some quality of life, some enjoyment and appreciation of each day, even as he's dealing with so much pain and the effects of the medication. That may be a false perspective from an outsider's point of view, and it may also be a situation that changes rapidly in the days to come. I really do believe that you will know what to do when you need to know what to do. If there's no necessity of making such a decision today, then put it off a day, transfuse, and see what tomorrow brings.

I am praying for you to find strength, wisdom, comfort, and peace in this time, and I will keep Nathan in my thoughts and prayers always.
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Friday, July 20, 2007 2:17 PM CDT

I hate to leave this in your guest book, but I'm away from my computer and will be for some time. No one can tell a parent how to let their child die. I do know; however, that we decided to stop red blood transfusions as we were told it would be a very peaceful way for Christi to die. Two or three days after we stopped giving her red blood, she went to sleep and had a peaceful death. After all of the suffering she went through for four years of treatments, we felt like we at least owed her a peaceful death and that, by the grace of God, worked for her transition Home. Please know our thoughts and prayers remain with you all. Never hesitate to call us on any of our phones. I believe you have those numbers on precious emails. We love you all!
The Thomas team Mom, Angela <email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Friday, July 20, 2007 1:23 PM CDT

Thanks to our heavenly father for sending Nathan to earth to bring so much joy these past 7 years. God has blessed Nathan's life by placing him with the Gentry family. All who know of Nathan's journey have also been blessed. We are grateful for the photos and daily journal and continue to pray for God's blessings on your family.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Friday, July 20, 2007 12:43 AM CDT

Susan,I pray that God grants you and Luke the strength and peace to make the most difficult decisions any parent can face.
LeeFarrow <zoomommy22001@yahoo.com>
Thornton, CO USA - Friday, July 20, 2007 12:29 AM CDT

Reading this guestbook it becomes so clear that you have an enormous choir of voices and hearts huddling closer and singing louder the more difficult your path becomes. You have drawn in so many caring people who are praying you and your family on through this. A small blessing in the midst of the pain. As we continue to pray with you, trust that you will be guided to the right action. Peace,
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Friday, July 20, 2007 11:48 AM CDT

Susan,
Our prayers are with you and the tough decisions that you face. We have been through a similar situation about 10 years ago with a grandaughter. Our hearts go out to you and your family. We pray that God's arms will surround all of you and give you guidance and peace about the decisions you make. Thanks so much for sharing what is going on with Nathan. It give us direction for our prayers.
In His Name, Joyce

Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yanoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 20, 2007 10:18 AM CDT

My prayers are with you and your family. Your decisions and thought processes about them will help so many others who end up on this battlefield. You are generous and brave to share this with others. Your son is a shining example of a soldier in fight with an enemy to all. The true life good vs evil. But, oh, why do the children have to fight this?

When my father was in the same situation (never exactly the same, I know, and of course with a child it may be different altogether), the transfusions gave him new life and vigor. So we did them. When the other effects of the cancer started causing problems, and a quiet sleep was the best state for him, we stopped the transfusions and upped the pain meds to ease him out. He had some very good days when transfused, but there were some bad days when he reached the time where other issues arose, and when sedation was the best course, which we then pursued.
Much love,hope, and prayers
Cath Young <jamichdapa@yahoo.com>
Mamaroneck, NY - Friday, July 20, 2007 9:23 AM CDT

I'm praying for peace for you and your huband as you have to make difficult choices that no parent should ever have to make! I wish I could offer more practical, on the spot help but I will pray that God will use whatever means to meet your needs!
Connie Hopkins <edelweisstexas1@aol.com>
Denton, TX USA - Friday, July 20, 2007 9:18 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you! I'm so sorry you have to make decisions that NO parent should EVER have to. I'm so sorry. Praying for peace for your whole family.
Amy Brown
Gleason, WI - Friday, July 20, 2007 9:16 AM CDT

On my knees here in North Carolna, praying. May God give you wisdom, guidance, strength and peace. Storming heaven's gates for sweet Nathan to have some good days.
Martha <marthie@triad.rr.com>
Oak Ridge, NC - Friday, July 20, 2007 9:11 AM CDT

Oh Susan! My heart just breaks for you and your family. You all continue to be in my prayers. May God guide you and give you strength through the worst decisions a parent could possibly ever make.
Elaine
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, July 20, 2007 8:50 AM CDT

Our thoughts are with you...We love you and are praying for you all.
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 20, 2007 8:47 AM CDT

I am so sorry you are all having to go throught his. Nathan is in my thoughts and prayers, and always in my heart. You are a very brave family and I wish you all the strength you need to make these tough decisions, that no parent should ever have to make.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, July 20, 2007 7:34 AM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for your family. I know you are facing the hardest decision any parent will ever have to face and I also know that God will be with you every step of the way especially when you feel most alone. May God grant you the peace that you need and wrap his loving arms around Nathan for his next step in his journey. Dear Lord Thank you for all that you do. Please help this wonderful family in this their greatest hours of need. God Bless
rhonda t
- Friday, July 20, 2007 3:03 AM CDT

I've been following your journal about Nathan, through the link from Joshua in Kansas. I am praying for you and your family from the other side of the world. Praying that He would fill you with comfort and peace.
Cheryl
China - Friday, July 20, 2007 0:47 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,

Your decision is not an easy one by any means; however, you have done the best for Nathan all along and I know you will continue to do so. May God be with you and help you to make the right choices for your whole family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, July 20, 2007 0:36 AM CDT

I can't begin to imagine what you are feeling. I am praying for Nathan and both of you who have these decisions to make. Hopefully, God will lead you to the right choices. Nathan is so special to me. He has touched my heart.
Love and prayers
T Crane
NC - Friday, July 20, 2007 0:20 AM CDT

Susan,
Thanks for your update! How I wish you didn't have to have that conversation. I am so very sorry for the decisions that must be made. My thoughts and prayers are with you often...
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Thursday, July 19, 2007 11:34 PM CDT

thanks for posting new pics of the family. the kids are sooooo cute! praying nathan has more pain-controlled days! good to hear there are some better moments, too. may God watch over Nathan and all of you xoxo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, July 19, 2007 10:57 PM CDT

Luke, I wanted to drop you a line and let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for your family each and every day. We all wish we could take away the pain. You will always have our support!
Stacey Martin <stacey.martin@cgi.com>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 6:53 PM CDT

Dear Nathan:
This is Ms. Kathi (Mrs. Bubeck, from Kaleidoscope, at church). I have been thinking about you and praying for you a lot. I wonder if you know how much joy your smile brought my heart whenever I got to see you.

I hope that you don’t mind that I cheated a little when we played tag with the other children sometimes, just to make sure you got your turn and caught all the kids, before your dad and sisters came to take you home. Now I’ve been hearing that you are playing a not very fun game of “tag” with your pain. I pray for each day that your dear parents will be able to catch that pain and keep it from touching you. I know they are trying so very hard, too.

It made me happy to hear you sing. And now I pray that an angel choir will come to sing you to sleep, whisper sweet dreams to you, and bring you comfort. I have seen them for myself, Nathan, when I was once sick and hurting. They were wearing blue robes like our church choir. I know Jesus sings with them, and I know they love for your Mom to sing with them too. They will always bring her comfort, so you don’t need to worry.

You are so lucky to have her and your father there.

I love you,
Miss Kathi

Kathi Bubeck <bubeck@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 6:03 PM CDT

Dear Nathan's Mom,
I came across Nathan's site during a neuroblastoma web search a couple of weeks ago. I'm sure you've heard this before but Nathan's story has touched me (along with that beautiful smile of his). I think about him every single day. And, as I am also a mother, I think about you and hope that each day you are able to find some sense of peace, no matter how small or brief it may be on that day, in your heart.

I know there are many people holding you in their hearts every day -- some you may never even hear from and some you may never know -- but we're out here.

Lisa from Kentucky
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 4:38 PM CDT

Susan,
I'm a friend of Mindy's and she shared Nathan's website with me. We will be praying for you and your family.
Leslie Stoops <lesliestoops@hotmail.com>
Parker, CO U.S. - Thursday, July 19, 2007 2:19 PM CDT

It was good to hear that you went to choir. God bless you, Luke, the girls, and especially Nathan.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, July 19, 2007 2:19 PM CDT

Dear Susan: Your faith and courage is such a blessing to me. Through all your pain and suffering, you can still sing praises to God. I will continue to pray for you all, especially dear, little Nathan.

With love and concern,
Deborah Demo (Big Blue Soprano)

Deborah Demo <dandbdemo@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 12:54 AM CDT

Susan, it was so good to see you last night. Isn't Big Blue an amazing extended family? I'll continue to keep you and your whole family in my prayers. Hope Nathan has a pain free day. Thanks for keeping this website up to date. It's a wonderful way to keep in touch without bombarding you with phone calls. Blessings. Barb M
Barbara Murphy <fbmurphy2@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, - Thursday, July 19, 2007 11:00 AM CDT

Even though I was not at choir practice Wednesday, it was good to here that you made it to rehearsals. I visit this site often to know how to pray for your family. Thank you for sharing through this journal.
Jonathan
Colorado Springs, CO US - Thursday, July 19, 2007 10:03 AM CDT

I will keep you all in my prayers...may God bring you joy and happiness today and a day with EXCELLENT pain management!! I just learned of your situation from a member in my moms group in Colorado Springs...I have been reduced to tears. What an amazing support system for all of you!! Susan and Luke (I believe is Nathan's father), you are truly amazing people. The strength you must have to have been through all of this and be so strong for your son...I have no words to say how great I believe you are. And Nathan....you are one truly amazing little boy. Stay strong and keep those close to you that you can lean on for support, love, kindness and FUN! May God keep on blessing you and your family.
Crystal DiMaio <cgdimaio@gmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 9:44 AM CDT

Susan,
How good it was to see you in choir practice last night and to give you a hug. I'm so glad that you were there!I've been looking up this website everyday and praying for Nathan and you and your family.
Your "Big Blue" sister, Joyce
Joyce Ann Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 9:22 AM CDT

Hello Nathan's Mom,

I saw you last night during the choir practice. You must have gone thru all of the experiences that I cannot even imagine. I will remember you and your dear good looking boy in my prayer.
Blessings,
Sookhee
Sookhee Belmont <binaryZone@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 8:25 AM CDT

I'm glad that the pain is better controlled. My heart is just breaking for you family. It is so hard and so unfair. I pray every day for you.
Aimee, mom to ^^Angel Kendall^^ and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 7:36 AM CDT

Susan, my heart aches for all of you! May God surround you all with his loving arms. Know that many are praying for you all.
Linda Champlin-Frank (Choir) <lchamplin@ghpd.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 6:29 PM CDT

Luke and Susan,
Life holds so many joys and sorrows, twists and turns, but Jesus is there through it all. May He continue to comfort and guide you. You are the perfect parents for Nathan. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 11:03 AM CDT

I have no words :( Only tears and prayers of peace and strength.
Beth Cook, formerly of Cerro Gordo <eliteagrus@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 9:49 AM CDT

Luke and Susan,
I cannot tell you how my heart aches for all of you. I pray that God will give you all the strength to carry you through this time. God has blessed Nathan with 2 very wonderful parents who do such a wonderful job in raising a beautiful family. Thank you for all you do to keep us informed with the pictures and journals. Luke and Nate - Happy Belated Birthday! God bless you all and keep you in His loving care.
Aunt Judy <jearl0106@aol.com>
Terre Haute, IN USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 9:07 AM CDT

Thanks so much for the new photos, they are awesome. Such a handsom 7 year old. it looks like you had a good party, wish i could of been there. I love your Pez dispenser, I collect them but we dont get as many as you do in the US. I only have to of the really big ones, they are Marge and Lisa Simpson, but your one looks awesome. Hope you are enjoying all of your presents. I check on you every day so ill see you tomorrow.
Lots of Love,
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 1:15 AM CDT

Thank you for posting the pictures! I really enjoyed looking at them and seeing Nathan's smile. The girls are so beautiful and healthy. You can tell from the pictures that Nathan thinks Lauren is "so cute". I was glad to see the picture of you too, Susan! Jandi and I (and all my family and friends) are praying for all of you. I am asked daily how Nathan is doing - so many people care and so many have a broken heart for all of you. Thank you also for being so selfless in updating us daily - I am sure there are days you would prefer to just let it go. I want to you know that it read it every day and am so grateful that I can pray over each situation you present - good and bad. I am glad that the new nurse appears to be a good fit and caring. Take care, all of you!
Kris & Jandi Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 11:13 PM CDT

I just want you all to know that I pray for you all every day. Nathan is a very special little boy. My love to you all.
Michele Tomecko <mtomecko@yahoo.com>
Parma, OH USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 9:43 PM CDT

As a nurse, and a mother of a cancer child.....get rid of anyone around you that does not meet Nathan's needs, (emotional, physical, and spiritual) You should NEVER have to concern yourself with these things. ALWAYS....praying for Nathan and your family.

Love,
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 9:11 PM CDT

I think of your family daily and pray that Nathan will have a pain free day with good times. ((Hugs))

Chrissy from TRT
Port St Lucie, FL - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 4:43 PM CDT

Praying for you little man and your family~
Ann Reich <ann_wright_@hotmail.com>
Owatonna, MN USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 4:21 PM CDT

I came to your site through another and wish to convey my prayers for your family. What a beautiful family you have!! Prayers of healing graces for you Nathan. God's will be done. Amen

Greta Medrano <gretaam@yahoo.com>
Mckinney, Tx USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 2:12 PM CDT

Praying for you, Nathan! I hope you are having a good day today, a day without too much pain and a day with some fun in it, too.
Lisa from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 2:10 PM CDT

Susan,
I think of you and Nathan often. My heart breaks for you and I admire the strength you show. I continue to pray for you and your family.
Dawn (luvinjeff from IV)
Brunswick, GA USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 1:40 PM CDT

Nathan continues to be in my thoughts and prayers, and definitely in my heart.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 1:05 PM CDT

All our prayers are with you.
Trisha West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 12:13 AM CDT

My heart is breaking for you. I am thinking of you always.
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@Hotmail.com>
Gpt, MS - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Hello,
I follow your sight, and pray for Nathan daily, but don't think I have commented before. I just wanted to say that it makes me furious to read of the nurses you are encountering. Being present and aiding in end of life care is an honor. It is a sacred time, just as birth is, and should be treated as such. I hope you keep complaining until you get the right person to help Nathan at this difficult time. Lots of prayers coming your way from New Hampshire.
Janna brown <jannabrwn@mac.com>
- Tuesday, July 17, 2007 8:47 AM CDT

Hi Susan, I hope you get the nurse nightmare all worked out, and soon. A wonderful nurse makes such a difference!We are all here praying for strength, peace,and joy for all of you. Don't lose site of God's greatness and love for Nathan. He has always been a child of God and He will take care of all of you.
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 7:38 AM CDT

Bless Nathan's heart that he can find the strength to enjoy his sister's giggle thru all his pain and illness. that really warmed my heart and I am asking God to give Nathan a special blessing of less pain and more special moments with his sisters and parents. jude in pa xoxox
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 6:36 AM CDT

Praying for your Nathan and your family tonight.
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 0:27 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers. My heart breaks for you. Nathan has touched me in a special way. I pray for his days to be pain free.
T Crane
- Monday, July 16, 2007 11:54 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
May you have many more precious moments with Nathan and all your kids. Praying for God to guide your decisions, no pain, good nurses, and peace and strength and joy for all of you.

Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 16, 2007 11:15 PM CDT

Susan,
Hey, just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you all and praying for you! I hope fervently that the new nurse will come on board with you and fight with you for Nathan.
Praying for strength,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Monday, July 16, 2007 10:29 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,I am praying for Nathan. Praying for Jesus to comfort him and you also. Our God is great and all is possible with Him all of the time, not some of the time. I pray for Nathan to get better and for Jesus to let all of you know that He is there holding you up. I pray for Him to take away all of Nathan's pain, your pain ,and all of your worries.Praying for one drop of Jesus's blood to touch Nathan and restore him to complete health. He can do all if be His Holy will. May He put peace in your hearts and let you rest tonight. God bless you guys; Ron
ron terrio <rterrio@rtconline.com>
- Monday, July 16, 2007 10:27 PM CDT

It's great that you are getting those precious moments in the middle of everything. I hope you can get a nurse that you can work with and figure out what needs to be done with his pain medication. Nathan is lucky to have such wonderful parents watching out for him. I'm praying for all of you.
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, July 16, 2007 9:44 PM CDT

Keeping you all in my prayers...fervently praying that tomorrow is filled with precious moments.

God Bless.
Michele Pepitone <MrsPep@comcast.net>
Bear, DE USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 9:35 PM CDT

Dear Gentry Family,

You are in our prayers as we check your site daily. We're praying that you get the help you need from your team of doctors and nurses, and that Nathan's pain is lessened too.

Rob and Sarah Lund (from choir)
Rob and Sarah Lund <sarah.m.lund@gmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 7:58 PM CDT

HI Susan, I am praying for Nathan. I miss seeing you in choir. Jean Johnson
Jean Johnson <ralphjeanjohnson@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 16, 2007 7:44 PM CDT

Praying for you, Nathan! Hope today was a good day!
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Monday, July 16, 2007 3:07 PM CDT

Hi, Nathan! I'm just stopping by to wish you a day filled with SMILES!

We always read your Caringbridge page to see how you're doing.
Your Mom does a great job of keeping up the journal.
She must be the BEST Mom, huh?

Families like yours are big blessings, both to you and to those of us who are inspired by them.

Sending love, prayers, and smiles your way.
Brandi Hood <bhood@frontiernet.net>
Statesboro, GA - Monday, July 16, 2007 5:16 AM CDT

Nathan - where is your fave place to eat out? Mine is Smokey Bones! I love pulled pork bar bq! What is your fave thing to eat when you like to go out? I hope you had fun and get to go out again soon! jude in pa xoxoxo May God watch over you!!!!
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, July 15, 2007 10:45 PM CDT

Hi Nathan,
I heard you have a pump too. I wonder if it is like mine. The medicine in mine is insulin. Hope you have a good day. Were your muffins good? Call me sometime maybe we can play cards or board games. My phone number is 963-3697. Love your friend Sheanna
Sheanna Kagarise <threelittleladiesandadude@yahoo.com>
colorado springs, co usa - Sunday, July 15, 2007 10:41 PM CDT

Hey Nathan!! My son ( who is a 40 year old man) loves Scooby Doo. He has the lunchboxes, figurines, and keychains. He also likes Curious George. I'm glad you got out to eat. I hope it was good. God Bless you and your family. God loves you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, July 15, 2007 9:08 PM CDT

I LOVE scooby doo! The pumpmkin muffins sound wonderful too, I've never tried the panera bread muffins, I'll have to check those out :) Love you lots Nathan and family too, always thinking of you..

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
milwaukee, wi usa - Sunday, July 15, 2007 7:27 PM CDT

I'm praying for your little boy.
Kim <W8k@aol.com>
Kingston, TN - Sunday, July 15, 2007 1:59 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Nathan could enjoy going out to eat. We eat out a lot--too hot to cook here now anyway!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Sunday, July 15, 2007 1:42 PM CDT

Susan,
I haven't been on caringbridge as much as I'd like to lately, but have been thinking of you guys lots.
Hugs for all of you.
Dorie
Dorie Ogren <dorieao@hotmail.com>
Chapel Hill, NC - Sunday, July 15, 2007 12:29 AM CDT

Hey, Chef Nathan, those look good! Hope you have a good day today...Hugs from NJ.
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Sunday, July 15, 2007 6:10 AM CDT

Nathan - you and I were on the same page yesterday! I was thinking of baking pumpkin bread!!! My fave!! Hope you have more muffins and they make you feel good! Hugs xoxoxox jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Sunday, July 15, 2007 5:02 AM CDT

I followed your link from the posting on the NB listserve and wanted to let you know I stopped by. I look forward to reading more stories of Nathan baking.
Thy, another NB mom, www.caringbridge.org/visit/lucastran <tandctran@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 14, 2007 9:38 PM CDT

That little boy is adorable. I hope you enjoyed that muffin Nathan:) I like orange ones myself. Very hard to find.

It is unreal that a nurse in a situation like this would do anything to add to the stress. I pray for good pain control and more moments like the muffin story where Nathan enjoys himself and smiles.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 14, 2007 6:06 PM CDT

Those look yummy! So glad you could help your mom out, Nathan. I'm praying that the situation with the nurse would be resolved. I'm sorry that is adding to the already overwhelming stress in your lives, Susan and Luke. May the Prince of Peace hold you closely and comfort you.
Linda Plett
Colorado Springs, - Saturday, July 14, 2007 4:37 PM CDT

Dear Gentry's "When you pass through the waters I will be with you...When you walk through the fire, you will not be consumed...I am the Lord, your God... You are precious in my sight." Praying for all of you. Especially Nathan, that he will know how safe and loved he is.
Dana Pollitt <ddpollitt@aol.com>
Woodland Pard, Co. USA - Saturday, July 14, 2007 12:05 AM CDT

This is a song Margaret heard going through her mind in the middle of the night, when she was awake, praying for Nathan.
Bed is too small for my tired head. Give me a hilltop with trees instead. Tuck a cloud up under my chin. Lord, blow the moon out, please.

Margaret Botlo <ddpollitt@aol.com>
Co. Springs, Co USA - Saturday, July 14, 2007 11:55 AM CDT

I hope Nathan continues to have many pain free days ahead. By the way, what's the recipe for those muffins? They look really good! :) I am praying for your family.
Chrissie
- Saturday, July 14, 2007 10:50 AM CDT

Just the thought of a muffin bringing a smile to Nathan makes me want to cook a thousand up and ship them overseas, everyday. (But they'd confiscate them in customs, I guess).

Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.. Love, z.
Zeynep & Tunca & Arda (June 00 PG) <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Saturday, July 14, 2007 9:42 AM CDT

Dear Gentry Family ~ Our prayers are with you, Nathan and the girls. I pray you will all feel God's loving arms around you in these days, His strength, His presence, His comfort and His peace. He has called Nathan by name and he is precious in His sight. He knows him and loves him. Praying for little blessings and joys each day.
In His love,
Stephanie Yanney, from choir
Stephanie Yanney <psyanney@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 13, 2007 1:46 PM CDT

Nathan,

It was good to see you enjoying your Daddy's birthday and playing video games. I play a lot of video games too. It's a lot of fun. God Bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, July 13, 2007 12:57 AM CDT

Dear Gentry family - I am a fellow alto with Susan in FPC choir, and after a long time away from that wonderful fellowship, I returned to learn of Nathan's situation. I can only pray that you all will feel the hand of God upon you as you share these days with your precious son. Please know that you are in my prayers daily. I pray for discernment as you make daily decisions and that the presence of our Lord will be a very real thing in your lives every day. I pray that Nathan will be able to manage his pain and enjoy every day God grants to him in the fullest. Blessings to each of you.
Barbara Murphy <fbmurphy2@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, July 13, 2007 12:37 AM CDT

I want you to know that you are still in the hearts and thoughts of all the women on the November "Cranbabies" Board. We haven't forgotten you, and all of us send prayers your way every day. You are all such an inspiration to us.
Kathy (woomie)
Jenison, MI United States - Friday, July 13, 2007 12:20 AM CDT

Happy belated birthday Luke! What a gift for you to be surrounded by your beautiful family. Courage can be such a quiet thing, and it seems that each of you share a tremendously quiet strength in common. My prayers are with you all.
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Friday, July 13, 2007 10:51 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, again, Luke. The cake looks delicious. I'm glad Nathan was able to join you for the cake. I'm also glad that you are getting the additional support that you need. We continue to pray for all of you.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Friday, July 13, 2007 8:32 AM CDT

I am really glad to hear that Nathan was able to enjoy his Daddy's birthday today. I think about you guys so much.

Much love from the vT's.

xoxo
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 10:59 PM CDT

Just wanted to say hi and happy Birthday to Luke. I have been following Nathans story for just over a year and wated to say thankyou for sharing your amazing boys journey. I dont really know what to say or how to say what Im feeling for your family. Nathan is a true hero in every sense of the word, you continue to amaze me with your strength. I hope that your days are filled with happiness. You have touched my heart in such a big way.
I love you,
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, July 12, 2007 10:46 PM CDT

It was a nice birthday gift for Luke to have Nathan doing fairly well today--hope he has some more "good" days!!! As always, we are sending you positive thoughts!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills , AZ - Thursday, July 12, 2007 10:24 PM CDT

I love it that you have the strength to still have a bit of humor in your heart - even though it must be hard when it is breaking a little every day. While you were baking a cake for Luke, my 8 year old grand-daughter Lexi and I baked a cake today for her grandpa who turned 67 years old today...almost 2 times as old as Luke. I thank God for every sweet minute you have with each of your 3 children.
Happy Birthday Luke. You are an excellent father - that is a gift you give every day. Bless you.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:27 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing your journal so we may know how to pray for Nathan and your family-which we all will continually do
Jonathan
Colorado Springs, CO US - Thursday, July 12, 2007 4:02 PM CDT

Luke, I hope today is a good one for you and you enjoy your cake. Happy Birthday. My daughter is a physician assistant and I have asked her many questions about Nathan's treatment. I am so glad you have the nurse practioner there. NPs and PAs are often much more direct and thorough with their answers than the doctors. It is good to know you have a good medical support team. May God continue to hold you all in His Loving Hands.

Marsha Erps <markay48@yahoo.com>
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, July 12, 2007 3:27 PM CDT

We are friends of Carter Finger's. Our prayers go out to your entire family and especially little Nathan. God be with you all.
Deb & Dick Pyle <ddun0630@comcast.net>
Carnegie, PA USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 2:59 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKE!! You are still a young punk. I have continued to read the journal entries and somewhat keep up with your family and Nathan's condition. Nathan is an amazing boy with tremendous courage. He must get it from his parents. I hope you and your family are able to retain all the peace that comes your way.
Phyllis <jmgpab@msn.com>
Santa Fe, NM - Thursday, July 12, 2007 1:45 PM CDT

Nathan,
I found your site through Ashers & Jacobs site, I will keep you in my prayers. Hope you have a good day
Diane <Daw15237@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, Pa - Thursday, July 12, 2007 1:07 PM CDT

Hi Nathan ~ I hope you are feeling better today. I found your site from Asher and Jacob. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Thursday, July 12, 2007 12:55 AM CDT

Thinking of you and sending lots of PTs.
(((((HUGS)))))
Georgeanna (fetzer_94) from ivillage Nov 2005
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 12:52 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Luke! You don't know us but we sing in the choir at First Pres with Susan.
We hope that the morphine pump is giving Nathan relief from his pain.
Also, we hope that you enjoy your birthday cake and have a good time with your family today celebrating your birthday.
We just wanted to acknowledge that you and your family are ever and always in our prayers.
In His Name, David & Joyce Funk
Joyce Funk <ms_ja_funk@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 12:48 AM CDT

Happy 22nd Birthday Luke! You have a choice of number systems to use when expressing your age! Hexidecimal works nicely right now!
Roberta and Mac MacMillan <rmacmill@cableone.net>
Eagle, ID` - Thursday, July 12, 2007 9:02 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Luke!! Have a great day with the family and enjoy the cake!!

Glad that you were able to talk to the Nurse practitioner. Hope Nathan is feeling better with the morphine pump. Susan, hope you were able to get some rest yesterday night..

Sending lots of prayers your way..
Ajit, Preethy, Sean and Rhea <ajit-preethy@msn.com>
Chantilly, VA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:31 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Luke. Just wanted to send you guys some ((HUGS)).
Jamie Carman (00 pg) <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:10 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Luke!!! Have a special day with your family! I'm glad Nathan got the morphine pump and I hope it really helps! Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:06 AM CDT

Continuing to pray here in Texas for you and your family. I'm sure it's hard to think of celebrating a birthday during this difficult time.

Our 24 year old niece is a nurse and works Hospice from time to time. (She can't do it continually because it's too draining, emotionally). For her, it's very rewarding to ease not only the patient's suffering but to help the family members that are going through the process. She stays with them and takes a lot of time to explain the process, asks them questions, really invests in them so they feel like someone really does care. That personalized attention makes all the difference in the world during such a difficult time.

Hospice was wonderful for our own family when my mother-in-law was fighting her own battle against cancer last year.

Love & hugs,
Connie
Connie Hopkins <edelweisstexas1@aol.com>
Denton, TX USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 6:50 AM CDT

Happy birthday, Luke! I'm sure the cake was or will be delicious. It is now Thurs. evening here in Taiwan. I'm glad you had some good visits with your support. We continue to pray for you all.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Thursday, July 12, 2007 4:15 AM CDT

Luke - I hope you enjoy your cake made with love by your girls! Hopefully Nathan will have an easier day and you can feel happy on your birthday ! God Bless xo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 11:47 PM CDT

May the Lord continue to fill you with His strength each day. Neuroblastoma has brought heartbreaking reality to your lives and mine. At the same time, we live in the sure hope which God also brings to our daily lives-–the promise of wholeness and healing one day for all eternity!
Anne
Atwater, CA USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 11:27 PM CDT

Susan,
Thinking of you tonight!
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 10:32 PM CDT

Nathan-I love to open your webpage and see your beautiful smile. It makes my heart happy. And I know it does the same for your family and all your friends. You keep blessing people with that smile.

You have a wonderful mommy and daddy. I'll bet you know they are the best.

I'm hugging you all in my prayers.
Kathy Murrell
Bement, IL USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 9:54 PM CDT

Many prayers being sent your way!
Jenn B. and family Friends of Heroes
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 12:11 AM CDT

Glad to hear that Nathan could ride his Gator yesterday. I know it will be hard to discuss things with the social worker, but I'm sure it will be very helpful in the long run. I was glad to be able to visit with Kathy & Mike in CG on Mon.-- we had delicious strawberry pie at the restaurant in beautiful downtown CG. :) Got back to AZ last evening. We continue to send all of you positive thoughts & prayers!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 12:09 AM CDT

Susan,
Please know you are always in our thoughts and prayers and we check on you daily!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert
Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 11:51 AM CDT

Susan, Luke and kids,
You are all in our thoughts and prayers and our love goes with you. We hope today is a good one for you.
Terry & Sue Grabb <Grabb_Terry_W@cat.com>
Washington, Il USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

Good morning, Nathan! I love you and pray that you will have a relaxing, happy day! Love to your family too!

Mrs. McKinney
Lynette McKinney <clmck@juno.com>
Parker, CO USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 10:23 AM CDT

Hugs to everyone.
It's amazing how many people all over the world is praying for you and your family.
I feel like you all are a part of my own family.
I hope you find comfort in God's love.

Debbie
western PA, - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 9:33 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you...and Susan, thank you for your entries on Nathan's journal. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 9:18 AM CDT

((((Susan, Nathan, Julia, Lauren, Luke))))
Much love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 8:29 AM CDT

Susan-Thank you for sharing things with us, even when you are physically and emotionally defeated. Your strength amazes me.
Godspeed-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 7:30 AM CDT

Susan - just to let you know my family, me, my friends - we are all praying for Nathan and your entire family during this difficult time. we all feel so helpless knowing we cannot do more but we hope it helps you all to know we all care so very much about Nathan. It simply amazes us all to hear how he braves his way thru this awful time and yet can have some fun times on his Gator or build his Legos, etc. I hope YOU get some downtime for yourself as well. You have to be exhausted. Take good care and please hug Nathan for me xo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 6:31 AM CDT

(((hugs))) to you all. i'm glad Nathan got a little playtime today. Praying for his continued comfort and that God give you the strength and comfort you all need during this extremely difficult time.

Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica,, MA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 6:05 AM CDT

I am glad Nathan had some time outside on his Gator. I hope he has a good day today. With prayers and hugs,
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 4:54 AM CDT

Hugs

Liam, Liza, Eamon, and Corwin Yore
Liza Yore
woodinville, wA uSA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 1:37 AM CDT

Hi Nathan, I'm hope your feeling a little better today. I hope you and Mom both had a good rest! I'm praying for you and your family too. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 0:18 AM CDT

You are so brave Nathan! Please know so many people love you and are praying for you.
Love Mel, mommy to Gage
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 10:55 PM CDT

Our love to you...
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 10, 2007 10:46 PM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers. I think of Nathan so many times a day and all of you.

Tamra Crane <eagle19@bellsouth.net>
NC - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 10:11 PM CDT

Sending love your way. TV can be theraputic sometimes and I'm glad that it helps Nathan better tolerate the pain. He's such a strong boy! We love what he built with his Legos and are in awe of what strength, stamina, and concentration it must have taken! Great job Nathan! Lots of people of praying for you from NJ. God bless you all.
Love, Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 8:39 PM CDT

My heart and prayers are with you.
Lana R.
St. James, LA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 7:54 PM CDT

Lots of love to you all. Any time you want me to come and hang out with you, I'm there!
Linda Plett
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 5:37 PM CDT

Nathan and family, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that you are able to find comfort during this difficult time.
Jennifer Johnston <jjohnston@bbandt.com>
Kernersville, NC - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 5:24 PM CDT

Our daughter, Jen Flory Fuss, keeps us abreast of your brave lives with Nathan Michael.Please know that our prayers are with you.God bless you as you meet His challenges each day. I pray for faith to give you strength and strength to give you faith.
DON AND LEAH FLORY <dflory3@woh.rr.com>
FINDLAY OH, OH USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 12:55 AM CDT

Glad your folks are there. Thanks for the continuing updates.
Josh and Jae
- Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:46 AM CDT

Sending our prayers, hugs and love to you all. We love you.
Brian, Lor & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:01 AM CDT

Praying that Nathan gets relief from the pain and discomfort.

Hugs to all of you...stay strong...

Preethy, Ajit, Sean and Rhea <ajit-preethy@msn.com>
Chantilly, VA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 7:46 AM CDT

Dear Gentry Family,
I have been reading about Nathan's journey through your site for quite some time but have never signed your guestbook. I learned of you through a friend a while back and have been reading everyday since that time. Your strength amazes me, Nathan's courage and his beautiful spirit inspire me. I too, have a son Nathan's age, and so many days after reading your posts I just look at my little boy and cry.
I don't know the words to express how I feel when I read your posts, nor can I imagine what you are going through.
So many people post here and that should show you that you have 'friends' worldwide and it looks like a beautiful Family in Christ upholding your family in prayer!
I have passed along Nathan's story to many to spread the word, I know so many are lifting your entire family up each day to our Heavenly Father~
Although I have never met you, people ask me how Nathan & you are because they know I keep up with your postings.
If nothing else, just know, you have a VERY large number of people that love you, love Nathan and keep your entire family very close in thought each and every day. Your little boy is an inspiration to so many, and your entire family is a reflection of God's courage and strength. With HIS guidance the right decesions will be made.
Praying for good days to come, little or no pain for beautiful Nathan and strength for your family. What a true miracle you are. May God Bless You All

LaReta <LaRetaJTanner@yahoo.com>
USAF Academy, CO USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 7:15 AM CDT

Just thinking about you all. Hoping that the right combination of pain meds be found quickly for Nathan. With our prayers and hugs,
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 3:53 AM CDT

Nathan - you are my inspiration. I read your journal and marveled at your strength. Neil Hutchison (another NB dad).
Neil Hutchison
San Diego, CA 92109 - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:26 PM CDT

praying for all of you tonight...for no pain for Nathan and for lots of helpful answers that will help Nathan.

My thoughts are very much with all of you.

Peace be with all of you tonight and always!

much love -- Katie

katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:02 PM CDT

Sending lots of prayers your way. Your family is constantly in my thoughts and I wish you many "good" days in the near future. Nathan, you are a trooper. I love to see pictures of you in your Gator. That is such an awesome vehicle and I can't wait to see more pictures of you driving that around!
Tiffany G.
Fairfax, VA - Monday, July 9, 2007 12:19 AM CDT

Each day when I check your site I am always amazed by your family. Nathan is a remarkably mature 7 year old, but then he has gone through so much in his life. He is blessed to have such wise loving parents. May God continue to bless you with peaceful moments.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:40 AM CDT

Gentry Family,
I've been watching your site for some time, but have not signed your guestbook until now. Nathan reminds me very much of my own son. When I read about him suffering through so much pain in order to assemble his Lego Star Wars set, I knew my son would do the exact same thing. Tell Nathan he did a great job putting it together. My heart breaks for you and I am praying for your entire family.
Sarah
Topeka, KS - Monday, July 9, 2007 10:43 AM CDT

I am so sorry to read about all the pain and suffering. My son had ALL and it looks like a walk in the park compared to Neuroblastoma. Someone must find a cure for this disease soon!!!! Better yet yesterday!!!

I pray that God will help your family during this difficult time and that the time you have left will be filled with some happiness and peace.

P.S. Loved the pictures with him in the Bob the Builder bed. My son loved that character when he was that age!!!!!

Karen
Brandon's Mom
Karen Steffes <k.steffes@yahoo.com>
Mayfield Hts, OH 44124 - Monday, July 9, 2007 10:09 AM CDT

Sending prayers and hugs!

~~Friends of Heroes
Lois
NJ - Monday, July 9, 2007 7:04 AM CDT

susan - as always, you are all in our thoghts and prayers during this sad time. i'm glad Nathan can find some peace in his naps in his quiet room. I hope you and Luke can find some peace as well. praying continually....jude in pa xoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Monday, July 9, 2007 5:27 AM CDT

Susan:
I have thinking about the so very few times we have been able to hook up and get the kids together to play and one thing always comes to mind when I think about Nathan - his smile. I love the look he gets on his face when he is contemplating something that has been said or done - and I could so tell when he was doing this. When he finally decided that he had come up with the proper solution or question a big smile always came across his face. He is a thinker and very wise. I hope you get to see more of this of him.

With all of our love and prayers for you, Luke, Julia, Lauren and of course Nathan,
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 9, 2007 2:36 AM CDT

We are sending prayers to your family! May God give you strength to be strong for precious Nathan!
Jeannette Dabbs
Zachary, LA USA - Sunday, July 8, 2007 7:38 PM CDT

Just some prayers from Southern California
Mssy Pace Callero
Irvine, CA USA - Sunday, July 8, 2007 5:57 PM CDT

Nate,

Aunt Jae and I did yard work today, like you did with you Mom. Now I want a nap.
Josh and Jae
- Sunday, July 8, 2007 5:55 PM CDT

Dear Luke and Susan,
My heart just breaks as I read your entries. I wish there was a magic pill to take all the pain away. Nathan is always in my prayers, as well as you. I pray God gives you the strength to get through each day.
God Bless,
Terri and Jeremy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jeremysjourney

Terri Banish <terbansh@aol.com>
warren, mi usa - Sunday, July 8, 2007 5:46 PM CDT

Sending our love & prayers your way...

We love you, Nathan...
Zeynep & Arda (June 00 PG)
Istanbul, Turkey - Sunday, July 8, 2007 4:01 PM CDT

Spent the weekend with Luke's parents. So wonderful to see them and hear about all of you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as always. Your parents are so special to us and therefore so are all of you.
Linda and Dale Willhite
Sherrard, Il - Sunday, July 8, 2007 3:50 PM CDT

I continue to pray for Nathan and your family. I lit a candle at the Shrine today for him. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your angel.
Mary Beth Ferris <little_grammie@yahoo.com>
Somerville, NJ USA - Sunday, July 8, 2007 12:39 AM CDT

Susan, you, Nathan, and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sarah (from IV Jan '02 PG) <ralenth2004@gmail.com>
NH - Sunday, July 8, 2007 7:35 AM CDT

Dear Beautiful Gentry Family!!
I want you to know that you all are in our daily thoughts and prayers and have been since the moment that brave little Nathan came into our lives last year!! Your strength, faith and courage have touched me in so many different ways. I feel we all have learned so much about what is truly important in this life that we are given: Family and Faith! I truly wish there was more we could do or say to get you through this time of sorrow. Nathan has and will always have a special place in my heart as will you, Susan, Luke, Julia and Lauren! May God be with you always! Love to you all, Kathryn Biscaro and Family
Kathryn Biscaro <s-kbisc@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, Co USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 11:36 PM CDT

Susan, left you a not on TRT, but wanted to let the whole family know Nathan and all of you are in my thoughts and prayers
Elizabeth <emodic@neo.rr.com>
OH - Saturday, July 7, 2007 10:54 PM CDT

Susan, Luke, Nathan, Julia and Lauren,

Your lives have touched mine and many, many others in an essential and meaningful way! You have granted me the priviledge of seeing, firsthand, the way a loving, respectful family cares for it's members and have given new meaning to me of the phrase..."lives well lived". Although way too short, Nathan has had more impact in his seven years than most of us will have in our lifetime and I thank you for sharing it with us strangers. May you find peace..........
Katie Hartnett (Liza Yore's mother) <katiehartnett@mac.com>
Portland, Oregon, Or USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 10:37 PM CDT

Luke and Susan, i first learned about Nathan from the choir and only recently found this site; you are in my thoughts and prayers in these difficult days. Nathan is so sweet and brave suzanne
suzanne malis <suzanne_malis@concentra.com>
colorado springs, co - Saturday, July 7, 2007 8:19 PM CDT

I don't think I can say anything here that hasn't already been said far more eloquently by the wonderful souls that have written earlier. But I do want to say that you are so much in our prayers -- we just ask for our Lord's peace, comfort and love to fully surround you in these difficult days. We ask specifically that the medicines will stand strong against Nathan's pain, and allow him to do some of the things he wants to do. We pray that these days with little Nathan will lift each of your hearts ever higher to the truth that our Lord is at your side every minute of every day, when the advances come, when the setbacks occur, in your laughter, and in your tears, in your joys and in your sorrows. We ask that even as our Lord prepares a most excellent place for Nathan, that you will keenly sense Him walking with each of you, and that you'll hear His beckoning to lean fully on Him for strength, courage and comfort even as He draws Nathan to Himself, gently cradling and preparing him for the eternal, healthy, pain-free and fun life He has planned for him. Blessings dear ones.
Steve, Kathy, Alli and Kaela Williams <k0srw@earthlink.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 7:38 PM CDT

Susan, I'm so sorry Nathan's time is growing short. You're all in my thoughts and prayers as you travel down this road. I wish I knew what more to say - just know that I'm praying for you all.
Cathy, mom to Nicklaus (stage 3 NB) <westcathy@sbcglobal.net>
Modesto, CA USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 6:10 PM CDT

Thinking of you every day. Much love, Tami
Tami Milbourn <maramilbourn@yahoo.com>
Boulder, CO USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 4:45 PM CDT

Nathan,

I see you were a big help to your Mom with trimming. The gator is a good vehicle to use. Keep helping Mom. I am sure she likes your help. God Bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx. U.S.A. - Saturday, July 7, 2007 4:28 PM CDT

my family is still praying for a miracle for nathan and your family,i have 5 children myself, i just cant imagine,having to go threw what your family is going threw god bless to you.some time in the middle of july im gonna give up my lunch in honor of nathan,thats how i came across your site
josie hutton <destinyx69x@hotmail.com>
newton, ia. - Saturday, July 7, 2007 2:54 PM CDT

I'm so glad to hear he had a good day yesterday. I hope he has a great day today as well. HUGS!
Lindsay
MA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 1:28 PM CDT

Good to hear that Nathan got to enjoy a few moments of riding his gator and reclining in a chair with you. Thanks so much for updating and letting us know how all of you are doing.

Happy to hear your parents are arriving today...Nathan will be delighted to see them!

Thinking of you very often throughout our day

--love, Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Saturday, July 7, 2007 12:47 AM CDT

{{{{Lots of hugs and prayers}}}}

Robin
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
milwaukee, wi usa - Saturday, July 7, 2007 11:15 AM CDT

You may not remember me Susan, but I was on the November 05 pregnancy board on IV. My screen name was ellieanddonovansmom. I have been following Nathans story since back then. I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers always. I just can't imagine how hard it has been for all of you to go through this. I will be praying that Nathan will not suffer with much more pain and will have peace. He seems like such a sweet, strong little boy. I am so sorry that he has had to go through all of this. I will never forget him.

Jamie Mayberry <jamiesbiz@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, AZ US - Saturday, July 7, 2007 9:47 AM CDT

Gentry family,
Thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL Piatt - Saturday, July 7, 2007 9:07 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,
Thinking of you tonight....

Robin
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
milwaukee, wi usa - Friday, July 6, 2007 11:38 PM CDT

Susan and Luke - Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Nathan has been such an inspiration for how tough kids are. I was on the Jan 02 board with you from the beginning and have made sure I check on you at least weekly.. through the good and the bad. Many thoughts and prayers have come your way and will continue daily. Thank you for sharing this incredibly difficult time. It sure keeps me grounded and making sure I find ways to support pediatric cancer research. God Bless all of you!
Kristin Cooke <kallee02@hotmail.com>
Wylie, Texas USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 11:06 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. I started reading this when I was on the '02 board with you, and although I never posted there much, I started reading about Nathan and have followed the story for years now.

My prayers, thoughts and compassion go out to all of you. This is breaking my heart to read, yet it gives me strength at times with my own children to have the patience I need.

Nathan is a special beautiful child who has touched thousands of hearts, thank you Nathan for helping us all keep it in perspective.
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, GA - Friday, July 6, 2007 10:41 PM CDT

Just checking in on you all tonight...have been thinking of you all today and praying God's peace to be with all of you in such a special and profound way.

We think of you so very often throughout our day.

God Bless you and hold you close during these sad days. I pray that there will be some moments that will uplift you and carry you through these dark and sad days.

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Friday, July 6, 2007 9:53 PM CDT

Gentry Family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you....

The Kwasinski's
Jen Phil Bec Phil and John Henry
Jen Kwasinski <jrkwas@msn.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:55 PM CDT

Luke and Susan,
Your family's strength is amazing and inspiring. All of you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Molly O'Neill <molly_oneill@msn.com>
Fairfax, VA - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:09 PM CDT

I am so sad reading what dear little Nathan AND Julia AND of course you, mom and dad, have gone through. CHildhood cancer, and particularly neuroblastoma, is a horrendous disease. I can't understand how funding for a cure is put on the back burner. TO read your plight is inspirational, horrendous, mesmerizing and heartbreaking all at once. I pray for Nathan and all of the children AND THEIR FAMILIES that suffer so. Anyone reading this...please fund childhood cancer research.
My prayers are with you.
Kelly Parent <ksparent@comcast.net>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 6:59 PM CDT

You are in our thoughts constantly. Know that through the most difficult moments of your lives everyone is here for you. Angie, Ken, and Alexis
Angie Jackson <angie@pointe-ui.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 6:19 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
I don't think there are words to express what I wish I could say. You are in our prayers and our hearts are breaking with you. I'm not going to pretend that I have a clue what to say or that my words could make anything easier for you-but just know that we-your friends-are here for you. All our love.
JJ and family
- Friday, July 6, 2007 6:08 PM CDT

Dearest Susan and Luke,
I just came across your site from Will Lacey's site and I am heartbroken for your family. Nathan is such a sweet boy with the sweetest smile. He is truly an angel and I pray that you can draw upon his strength to help you get through the days ahead. Your family will be in my prayers.
Phil and Phyllis Cheung <olivadolce@gmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 5:46 PM CDT

Luke and Susan - I've been reading Nathan's web page for some time now. I’m awed by your family’s courage and strength in the face of Nathan's illness. He is an incredibly brave little boy who has touched my heart. Please know that I’m thinking about all of you.
Jenifer Kubitz <onenonef@mindspring.com>
Fairfax, VA - Friday, July 6, 2007 4:43 PM CDT

My heart is broken for you, I hope you can feel the prayers that are surrounding your family and Nathan.
Stacey, from Jan '02 group
Stacey
- Friday, July 6, 2007 3:31 PM CDT

Luke and Susan,
May Christ's peace and his strength be with you all. We pray for Nathan and for you each day.
Melanie <melanie_morris@deq.state.ms.us>
MS - Friday, July 6, 2007 3:03 PM CDT

I don't know what to say. I want to say something comforting and wise, but I just sit here helplessly. Maybe it's just about hopes and wishes; a hope for peace for your family, and a wish that no other kids and their families bear such pain.

Nathan has touched many. Those who know him and his story will foreover remember.

Gary Singer <gbs1492@yahoo.com>
Arlington, VA USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 2:36 PM CDT

We continue to pray for peace for your family. I know you will enjoy every minute with your son. May God's strenth be with you all.
Trisha West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, July 6, 2007 2:14 PM CDT

I have followed your story since we were both on parentsplace, my dd was born in 02'. It is so heartbreaking but it has been wonderful for you to get all these extra years of love and enjoyment! You will continue to be in our prayers!
Kris <kristinhamilton@juf.org>
Orland Park, IL 60467 - Friday, July 6, 2007 1:09 PM CDT

Sending hugs to your family, and letting you know that we share in your pain and sorrow. I pray that Nathan's remaining time is peaceful for him and your family.
Karen Dibbern (from June 00 iv)
Melbourne, FL USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 12:10 AM CDT

I am praying for you sweet Angel! I may not know you, but you have touched a mommy's life. I have two sons and believe me, I will keep you and your family in my prayers every day.
Patsy Prettyman <patsyprnbsn@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 12:08 AM CDT

I've been reading your journal since the beginning and your recent entries are heartbreaking. Know that you are in our prayers and may God grant you peace and comfort for Nathan. I'm so glad you finally got the help and support you need.
With our love
Lou and Gretta Yore <grettayore@ireland.com>
Prospect Heights, IL USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 11:51 AM CDT

Praying for strength, comfort, peace and pain free days ahead.
Cindy
- Friday, July 6, 2007 11:45 AM CDT

Kris Rychter asked me to pray for you and your family - I feel privledged to to do so. We lost a dear, close friend to bone cancer that spread throughout his organs, about a year ago. We know the difficult days you are in and our prayers are with you. Thank God for Hospice and their wonderful ministry to families! Karissa Muth
Karissa Muth <klmuth@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 10:56 AM CDT

There is so much pain in my heart. Your strength is amazing. We will continue to pray for ya'll to feel God's presence. Love, Missy
M. Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, ga - Friday, July 6, 2007 10:41 AM CDT

I found an old stack of CD's this morning and one was the Grammy nominees CD from 2003. I popped it in my car this morning on my way to the bank. One of the songs on it instantly made me think of dear sweet Nathan and his love of cars, trucks and trains. It is from Warren Zevon and is called "Keep me in your heart for awhile". I hope it is OK to share the lyrics:

Shadows are fallin'
and I'm runnin' out of breath
keep me in your heart for awhile

If I leave you
it doesn't mean I love you any less
keep me in your heart for a while

When you get up in the mornin'
and you see that crazy sun
keep me in your heart for awhile

There's a train leavin' nightly
called when all is said and done
keep me in your heart for awhile

Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile

Sometimes when you're doin'
simple things around the house
maybe you'll think of me and smile
you know I'm tied to you
like the buttons on your blouse
keep me in your heart for awhile

Hold me in your thoughts
take me to your dreams
touch me as I fall into view
and when the winter comes
keep the fires lit
and I'll be right next to you

Engine driver's headed north
to Pleasant Street
keep me in your heart for awhile
these wheels keep turnin
but they're runnin out of steam
keep me in your heart for awhile

Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile

Keep me in your heart for awhile...

Nathan will be in my heart forever, as he has been for more than 4 years, when I first learned of him at the old Ivillage. Prayers as always,

Rita
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 6, 2007 10:35 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are always with you all.
Life is a blessing know matter how long or short.
We will all see each other on the other side.
Enjoy each moment of every day.
Nathan is blessed to have been born into your family.
You both are wonderful parents!!!!
Debbie
western PA, - Friday, July 6, 2007 9:52 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,

It is heartbreaking to catch up on the journal entries after being out of town - to realize how quickly things have changed while I had been praying and envisioning something so radically different. Nathan is huge part of your lives and I'm sure he knows how pleased you are with the person he has become. That's the very best thing for a kid to feel - that he has pleased his devoted and loving Mother and Father. You are all in my prayers,
Laura Orchard <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Friday, July 6, 2007 9:49 AM CDT

Luke and Susan:
The decisions you have to make on a daily basis break my heart. Nobody should have to watch their child suffer and a child should never have to know what suffering is. I love Nathan and I love all of you and pray for each and every one every day. God bless you along this path - I know HE will.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 9:42 AM CDT

Dear Gentry Family,

Thinking of and praying for Nathan nonstop. My heart breaks at your latest journal entries. I've followed your family for some time, and have fallen in love with your beautiful children. Nathan always flashes his sweet little smile despite the struggles. How heartbreaking the road you are headed...praying for peace and comfort for you all.

So glad the palliative care doctor is giving you the advice you need so that Nathan may be comfortable.

May you find strength in your love for one another. May you know that Nathan is loved near and far.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Friday, July 6, 2007 9:10 AM CDT

Nathan and family,
We continue to keep you all in our prayers throughout these trying times. God Bless Nathan and your family.
Denise
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, July 6, 2007 9:07 AM CDT

I feel such sadness and pain reading what Nathan is going through. I hope palliative care can help you better control his pain. Your family is always in our thoughts and prayers.
The Wellborn Family <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, July 6, 2007 8:51 AM CDT

I'm thinking back of my own anguish as my daughter Laura was slipping away from us like sand through our fingers also from the sinister beast neuroblastoma Not sure of what to say that wouldn't distress her for she like all the other nb kids wanted so much to live. Speaking to her of our so many memories of her, never to be forgotten and that she would never be forgotten. how much she was loved and how we tried to do, and everyone tried to do, everything possible to help her but that this terrible illness could not be stopped by anyone anymore. Your Nathan is so precious. I wish and pray for every strength and comfort for him and your family.
In tears,
Mara
mother of Laura, forever 12
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
- Friday, July 6, 2007 8:47 AM CDT

I hope you don't mind but I posted links to your blog and Nathan's page on my blog site. My hope is to uplift your family with many more prayers during this excrucitatingly hard time! Saying another prayer here in Texas!
Connie Hopkins
Connie Hopkins <edelweisstexas1@aol.com>
Denton, TX USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 8:26 AM CDT

Dear Susan and Luke - I am so saddened to read today's journal update......My Dad passed away two years ago from advanced Alzheimer's and we had hospice - they will be of great help to you as they were for our family. Things can change so fast in fighting this dreaded disease. My prayer for you and your family is that your Nathan will be kept as pain free as possible - what more can I say - We all love you so much sweet boy and may God Bless all of you at this most difficult of times........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, July 6, 2007 8:24 AM CDT

Thoughts and prayers for Nathan, and strength for his whole family.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:49 AM CDT

As always I am thinking of you, and praying for you. (((HUGS))))
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:33 AM CDT

I'm glad that you got some good advice and information from hospice. I can tell it has eased your minds some. Please tell Nathan that I am thinking about him and that I am praying for all of you. Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:27 AM CDT

I am so sorry. I have followed your story for years. As a mom to 3 (one Nathan's age, one Julia's age, and one older), I just cannot even imagine what you are going through watching your child suffer so much, and knowing he will not have to suffer much longer. I admire your courage and strength, but it must be so difficult for you. May God give you peace. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Donna W.
Richmond, VA USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:26 AM CDT

I am so sorry that you have to be making these difficult decisions at all. I think hospice will give you the support and assistance you need. Big hugs to all of you.
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:16 AM CDT

Sending prayers for Nathan.
Marie (IV Jan 02 PG)
Pottstown, PA - Friday, July 6, 2007 6:46 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,

Words cannot express the pain we feel for all of you...You are always in our prayers. A big hug and kiss to Nathan...he is such an amazing kid.

May the Good Lord grant you courage and strength to get through this difficult time..

Preethy, Ajit, Sean & Rhea <ajit-preethy@msn.com>
Chantilly, VA - Friday, July 6, 2007 6:30 AM CDT

My toughts and prayers are with Nathan and your whole family. May you feel God's transcending grace wrapped around you. - Tamara McCarthy (big sis to a Neuroblastoma angel) http://www.myspace.com/angel11john
Tamara McCarthy <tjillanemccarthy@hotmail.com>
Milton, FL USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 6:19 AM CDT

It hurts my heart to hear about these difficult decisions that you are forced to make. My thoughts and prayers are with you all and that God may protect Nathan and help to keep him comfortable.

Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Friday, July 6, 2007 5:58 AM CDT

Praying for each one of you, especially for discernment so you will have peace with each difficult decision you have to make. I am so very sorry.

You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you. Trust in the Lord always, for the Lord is the eternal Rock. Isaiah 26:3-4
Michele <MrsPep@comcast.net>
Bear, DE USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 5:14 AM CDT

Susan - I can only think of the serenity prayer at this moment - "God grand me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference." you are all in our thoughts and prayers. God watch over all of you, grant you peace as you continue this awful journey and be with Nathan every second of the way. love - jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Friday, July 6, 2007 4:53 AM CDT

Tears fall as I type this words.

I know exactly how you fell know, just kiss him, touch him and see his beautifull face and skin. Think about all the funny and special thinks you made toguether.
Susan, Luke; an speciall kiss for Nathan and for all of you.
You are all in our prays.
Gemma's mum from SPAIN
dolors_hernandez@hotmail.com <dolors_hernandez@hotmail.com>
GIRONA, SPAIN - Friday, July 6, 2007 4:45 AM CDT

y heart breaks for you all, though I am very glad to hear about the good meeting with palliative care. Nothing I or anyone can say can change things but know you all have a lot of love and support from all corners of the globe. I have been a silent lurker, checking your site most days, and often thinking of you all suffering through this awful disease. Wishing Nathan as little pain and you all as much peace as possible through the coming days.

Helen in Australia
- Friday, July 6, 2007 1:18 AM CDT

Susan and Luke,
I, along with everyone else, send you prayers for comfort for Nathan. I know that the Lord is with you all and will take you all through this painful times. May God place his loving arms around all of you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, July 6, 2007 1:09 AM CDT

Susan, you probably do not remember me, but I was on you I Village Nov 05 expecting club. My thoughts and prayers are with you, Nathan and your entire family. May God give you stregnth and courage.
Domonique Chavez
Pueblo, CO - Friday, July 6, 2007 0:11 AM CDT

You are all in my prayers.
Tara Carroll Angel Wings
Fort Walton Beach, Fl - Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:51 PM CDT

Gentry Family:
As with everyone else, I pray that God gives you the strength that you need to endure this journey. We thank God for the answers and advice that you received today, hopefully Nathan will be more comfortable this way. I think about your family several times a day. My son knows Nathan from school and often asks about him. Let him know that his school-mates think he is a brave and terrific boy! I am a nurse and I also went through this process with my father when I was younger, so I know from a medical and personal standpoint that this is unthinkable. I will continue to pray for Nathan, you as his parents and his sisters for strength and comfort.
Paula <pjdm2000@hotmail.com>
COLORADO SPRINGS, CO - Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:21 PM CDT

Know that God is watching over Nathan and your family. You are constantly in our prayers. I check Nathan's site daily and pray for your family. May God guide you in these decisions that you must make and know what is best for Nathan. We love you!
Becky Seidenstricker <bekandclint@yahoo.com>
Arnold, MO - Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:07 PM CDT

God bless you & give you courage & strength as you face the difficult days ahead. Our thoughts & prayers are with Nathan & your whole family.

God's peace,
Kathy & Erhard Welker
Kathy Welker <welkers80@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY - Thursday, July 5, 2007 10:37 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,

Ron and I are praying for you to stay strong during the days ahead. We also pray for Nathan to be as comfortable as possible. Keep the faith and know that God is always right there with you every step of the way.

God bless,
Cindy & Ron Terrio

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kassidyterrio

Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconline.com>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:54 PM CDT

You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I want to say I'm so sorry that poor Nathan has to endure this and you have to watch. It doesn't make it better though, and I wish it did.

You are all constantly in my thoughts...

((hugs))
Kathy <REMEMBERINGBELLA@YAHOO.COM>
Parma Heights, OH us - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:39 PM CDT

Thank God that you have something to make Nathan comfortable quickly from the break through pain. It is terrible to think that with all you have to go through, that he is suffering so much too. I am relieved to hear that he will have something very fast acting.

My thoughts are always with you -- praying hard for each of you.

love -- Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:33 PM CDT

My heart breaks for you. May God grant Nathan and each of you His peace.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Cerro Gordo, IL and Aurora, CO, - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:25 PM CDT

Continued prayers for dear Nathan, strength for you and Luke, and understanding for your girls. I think of Nathan all the time and pray that your faith remains strong and that you can still find joy in your lives. Please let Nathan know that so many people are praying for him and his wonderful family.
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:18 PM CDT

Susan,

My heart is breaking with you. There are no words...God, please grant you and Luke peace during this time, a time that Nathan does not deserve. God Bless.
Love,
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:05 PM CDT

I'm grieving so for all of you. You are needing to make decisions no parent should ever have to make. Please know that there are many people holding you in prayer.
Tammi Klusewitz <kluseklan@hawaii.rr.com>
Kapolei, HI USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:04 PM CDT

I too am at a loss for words. I check on Nathan everyday and it seems this has happened so fast. I pray that GOd will give you the strength and guidance that you need and to comfort Nathan and give him peace from this horrible disease and pain. Love and prayers
Tamra Crane
NC - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:41 PM CDT

Hello;
Our names are Jenna & Eric Hoff, and we live in Edmonton, Albeta Canada. We wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Even though you do not know us, we regularly read your updates, and want you to know that we care. The strength that you display is an inspiration, and your courage is amazing.
Jenna and Eric Hoff
Edmonton, alberta Canada - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:40 PM CDT

Susan,
My love and prayers to you all!

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:39 PM CDT

I have been following Nathan's story for almost 2 years now (I am on the Nov. 2005 IVillage). Your family is in my prayers. I'm at a loss of what to say, but I wanted you to know that I am praying for peaceful days. Each day is so precious. I am sorry that you are having to make such tough decisions... and I am glad that you were finally able to find the support you need.
Allison Tumbelty <a.tumbelty@comcast.net>
Jax, Fl US - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:32 PM CDT

Susan,

I am trying to find the words to say, but like others I can't find any. I check the site daily and I always have. Just know your family is definitaly in our prayers and the prayers of many others I know. We are sending may hugs to your family.
Erica <ericakrenek@gmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:20 PM CDT

so glad to hear that you got the support and answers you needed today. I echo Beth's comment in that I wish you didn't need them. May the help you got today and in the coming days allow you a little peace of mind.

Hugs and love from Woodinville

Liza, liam, Eamon and Corwin
Liza Yore
Woodinville, WA USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:11 PM CDT

i konw u don't know me but i heard about Nathan from Cindy Terrio her daughter Cassidy has the same disease. When i read her jouran i learned of Nathan. So i went to ur page and read ur journal. It hit close to me b/c i have a son Nathan Michael just as ur son. I know i can't begin to understand ur circumstances. I wanted to let u know that he is in my thoughts and prayers. Tears fall as i type this.I have 4 children and it makes me realize how unthankful i am that they are healthy. I wish u all the best out of ur situation. May God bless all of u.
Juanita Bourgeois <nitmom4@yahoo.com>
Reserve, LA us - Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:38 PM CDT

I have followed Nathan's journey for quite a time, but never signed the guestbook. God gave Nathan amazing parents to be able to make the decisions you are making for Nathan. God grant you peace and Nathan comfort.
Lee Farrow <zoomommy22001@yahoo.com>
Thornton, CO USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:29 PM CDT

Hospice is a fabulous organization, I am so glad you made the call! I am hoping for some pain free time for Nate, even in those pictures...I can still see "him"...our sweet, intelligent Nathan. His adorable little crooked smile, so brave! What I wouldn't give to kiss his little forehead just once more.
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Clayton, NC USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:01 PM CDT

I'm glad to hear you got some of the answers you were seeking and the support you need.

How I wish you didn't need them.

Beth
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:00 PM CDT

After reading your recent entry I sat at my computer and with many tears, just thought what do you say after reading such an entry? I cannot even imagine what you are going through, so I am just going to say God Bless and Nathan is in our thoughts and prayers and we pray that Hospice will be what you need to keep Nathan comfortable and help you get through this.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert

Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 6:54 PM CDT

Relieved to hear about the support you got today from both Hospice and the clinic. Whatever can be done to help his passing be as peaceful as possible.
Josh and Jae
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 6:43 PM CDT

Words are inadequate, but just know that all of us are thinking of you!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, July 5, 2007 6:37 PM CDT

Love and prayers from Pittsburgh.
C. Laing <Chimchim76@AOL.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 3:03 PM CDT

I am continuously thinking of all of you today and everyday as you go down this heartrending path with our beloved Nathan. I join everyone in giving thanks for your strength and courage while you continue to make decisions and care for him. Love, Joan
Joan Stasior <stasior_joan@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 2:38 PM CDT

Our love to you...
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 2:33 PM CDT

May today provide you with the support and aid that you and Nathan need.

thinking of you,

Liza, Liam, Eamon and corwin
Liza Yore
Woodinville, WA United States - Thursday, July 5, 2007 1:36 PM CDT

Dear Susan and Luke,
I read your entries and I cry for your pain I can honestly say I completly know how you are feeling. I pray for your strength to be so strong and loving for your sweet child. Your great parents and it seems as though your doing a wonderful job. Please know that I am only an email away. It sounds as though we continue to go down the same path with this horrible disease! God Bless you and your entire family!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:56 AM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are constantly with Nathan and your family.
Denise
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:40 AM CDT

Thinking of you this morning...and praying for this day ahead for Nathan and you...pain management for Nathan and strength for you and Luke as you discuss everything with Palliative Care. I pray for help from them as you guide Nathan through these next days, weeks and months ahead.

much love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:54 AM CDT

My prayers are with Nathan and his family. God Bless you all.
Ann Portner
Cedar Springs, Mi USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:50 AM CDT

Dear Susan - the pictures of Nathan are just so beautiful and touching. I know what a difficult journey you have ahead of you - I hope that the Pallative Doctor can provide the necessary meds to keep your sweet boy as pain free as possible. You are a "Great" mom and it is an honor to have gotten to know you and your family thru Caringbridge. You know that you have hundreds of people out here keeping Nathan in our prayers. Nathan we love you......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:29 AM CDT

Praying for you today as you guys have all these appointments and visits.
Holly with kiddos Jacob 06/24/00, Benjamin 03/02, Dayna 02/04 and Sophia 11/08/05
Holly Cary <hollycary@hotmail.com>
Lakewood, CO - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:22 AM CDT

Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers every day. Hoping they can get Nathan comfortable and free up his pain so he can play those Legos he loves so much.
Robin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert
Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:57 AM CDT

Hi Nathan,
My name is Amy. I live in Pittsburgh, PA. I am not sure how I found your website, but I am glad I did. You are an amazing young man! I love to hear from your mom, what you are doing next. Keep fighting and stay strong. You are in my prayers.

Natan's Mom (sorry i forget your name),
Thank you so much for sharing your precious Nathan with us. I am blessed to get to "know" him through your updates.
I don't remember how how found his site. But I enjoy reading your updates.
My cousin's 7yr old has Neuroblastoma also. His name is Carter.(www.carterfinger.com) He has been fighting for 4 1/2 years. He is not doing very well. It breaks my heart to watch him and Nathan suffer sooo much. I just don't understand why.
I will continue to pray for Nathan and your family.
Thanks for sharing with us.
With Love,
Amy :)
Amy Stevens
Pittsburgh, pa usa - Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:38 AM CDT

Dear Gentrys,

Praying, praying, for a miracle for your sweet boy.

Love,
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Thursday, July 5, 2007 6:12 AM CDT

Susan,
Thank you for the new pictures, I just love to see Nathan smile. Hopefully your platlets won't take to long today Nathan.I hope you will have some time today for some fun stuff, like leggo buiding :) Love you Nathan,

Robin and family
{{{thinking of you}}}
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Milwaukee, WI USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 5:20 AM CDT

Hi Gentry family. I hope the palliative Doctor will have something to offer Nathan to keep him comfortable. I hope the other kids are doing OK too. I'm praying for all of you. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, July 5, 2007 2:57 AM CDT

Nathan,
youve touched the hearts of so many not just in America but all over the world. I pray for you every night.
Donald
Edinburgh, Scotland - Thursday, July 5, 2007 2:47 AM CDT

The picture of Nathan and Luke on the floor is priceless! My son has the exact blue Veloux blanket, and loves it! I'm sorry to hear about all of his pain, and I hope something kicks in soon to give him at least a bit of relief. Hope you all had a good 4th of July!
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, GA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 10:23 PM CDT

Just touching base and wanted to let you know that we are thinking about all of you on the holiday. Much love,
Will & Carlee <wilabar14@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 10:06 PM CDT

Luke and Susan,

I am so sorry to hear Nathan is having so much pain. Hoepfully with the new pain meds and palliative care experts, that can be lessened. My older son Henry loves to play Star Wars Legos too. I saw the photos of Nathan with his Legos and Dad and it hits all to close to home. Our children are so precious. No parent or child should have to suffer this way. My own son and so many other kids are motivating me to work with Liz Scott to develop kid's games that will hopefully be sold in Wal-Marts everywhere to promote ped. cancer awareness, funding and hope for a cure. I wish the cure was NOW. You're in my thoughts and prayers all the time.

Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 8:44 PM CDT

I feel deep sadness as I read about Nathan's struggle and pain. You and Luke are wonderful parents. Just wanted you to know that I think about what you are going through all the time. Lots of Love.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 7:57 PM CDT

I am sorry about your son
Danielle <hottie_25iloveboys@hotmail.com>
Newton, IA U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 4:14 PM CDT

I'm still praying for a complete miracle for you'r family
Josie Hutton <destinyx69x@hotmail.com>
Newton, IA U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 3:40 PM CDT

Hope the 4th is better than the 3rd.

Ever seen the 9 or so episodes of the short-lived live-action version of, "The Tick?" If you like zany, good laughs.
Josh and Jae
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 3:00 PM CDT

Happy Fourth of July to all of you. I hope today you can all enjoy each other and the holiday pain free. The pictures are wonderful, but overwhelming, because of the sadness you can see in Luke's face. You two are wonderful parents in a horrible situation. I am glad to see you are pursuing pallative care, it does seem like just what you need. As always, you are in our prayers,
Robyn, Aaron, Anna and Aiden
Robyn Trippel
Colorado Springs, - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 2:46 PM CDT

We're in CG now. Greetings from all the Kussarts!!! Hope Nathan can enjoy some fireworks!

Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, IN - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 1:25 PM CDT

Nathan,

You did a great job on the legos!! I could never build anything like that. I bet you would like to watch the fireworks on tv. They are going to be neat. God bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 1:14 PM CDT

It is heartbreaking to hear that Nathan is having such a hard time, and that his disease is progressing. He's definitely in my thoughts and prayers, as are the rest of you, who are also so incredibly strong.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 7:38 AM CDT

Susan - the pics were heartbreaking. I sit here in tears as always. The look on Luke's face says it all. Such sadness and suffering endured by all of you, esp. sweet Nathan. I sooo wish there was something more that would lessen your burdens. You all deserve to find peace. Please give Nathan a big hug from me and please know we all care so much about you and your family. God watch over you all and cradle Nathan in His arms xoxo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 5:01 AM CDT

We continue to keep you all in our prayers. May God's healing comfort be upon Nathan for pain free days. Our hearts break for the trials that you are enduring and we wish you all strength and peace.
With love,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 0:52 AM CDT

Thinking of you tonight....and praying for a good day tomorrow...more time spent with Julia and no pain.

So sorry to hear of this very challenging day for all of you...such overwhelming sadness at the thought of Nathan in pain and you, as he parents, having to watch his suffering.

I pray for pain management and time that can be pleasant...

Thinking of all of you!

love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 11:20 PM CDT

Tonight's post of course broke my heart. It is bad enough his precious life will likely be cut short by this evil disease from hell. It is wickedly unfair that he can't have some distracting enjoyment with his toys without excruciating pain. Precious baby, fighting what we can't imagine, struggling thru such suffering, such a very brave fighter as always.My heart goes out to you and Luke. You have tried so hard thru all of this to allow him all the ordinary joys in life. It is awful even these little simple pleasures are being denied such a wonderful child.

Nathan's picture with his daddy is heart tugging. You can see the sadness in Luke's face. Nathan, as always and despite everything, is beautiful. His sweetly scraggly hair, brave little half smile, his beautiful eyes, thru his pain and suffering also visable is the look of a much loved child.

Nathan, your Lego creations you fought so hard to build are amazing. *I* couldn't do that, and I am 36. I pray for an easier day tommorow, filled with painfree play time.
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2007 10:56 PM CDT

Susan, Nathan and family.... you are in our continued thoughts and prayers. ((((HUGS))))
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 10:24 PM CDT

You have a very handsome little boy! We're saying many prayers.
Karla Hodgkins <bryankiss@charter.net>
Wausau, WI US - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 10:02 PM CDT

Thinking of you guys.

With love,
Beth and Matt
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 10:02 PM CDT

Happy 4th of July, Susan, Nathan, Luke, Julia, and Lauren!
Tami Milbourn <maramilbourn@yahoo.com>
Boulder, CO USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 9:35 PM CDT

Happy 4th of July! I hope some fireworks are in order for everyone. Maybe even some sparklers for Nathan and Julia!
Thinking of you all-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 3:35 PM CDT

Hi Susan, I hope palliative will have something to offer for Nathan and your family. Maybe they can help with pain control/nausea/etc. I'm praying. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
http://www.loneliesthour.org
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 1:09 AM CDT

Hey All,

I check the blog daily hoping for some sort of miracle. You are in my thoughts and prayers
Kathy <RememberingBella@yahoo.com>
Parma Heights, OH US - Monday, July 2, 2007 3:25 PM CDT

I read your other blog, and wanted to say that you are all in my prayers. I hope you have many good days left.
Maida Vandendorpe
Montreal, Canada - Monday, July 2, 2007 3:02 PM CDT

Thoughts are with all of you this morning. I find myself thinking of you often throughout my day and hoping that you are having pleasant times together.

Much love -- Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, July 2, 2007 10:11 AM CDT

Dearest Nathan and your family, I just wanted to touch base again to say I continue to pray for you and your family. You are such a strong boy. I pray you have pain free days and can enjoy the festivities of the holiday week. I check your web site daily to see if there is news of how well you are doing.
Love,
Holly with my four kiddos Jacob 06/24/00, Benjamin 03/02, Dayna 02/04 and Sophia 11/08/05
Holly Cary <hollycary@hotmail.com>
Lakewood, CO - Monday, July 2, 2007 9:25 AM CDT

Just came across your page, wanted to let you know we are praying, Our son Trey is Stage 4 neuroblastoma diagnosed in Nov.06. May God Bless You and Give you strength during these days. www.caringbridge.org/visit/treyatkins
Jennifer Atkins <atkins65711@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 2, 2007 3:44 AM CDT

I add an AMEN to Wilma's prayer. God bless you and care for you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, July 1, 2007 6:20 PM CDT

FAther God, I pray for this little one whom you love so much. Thank you for surrounding him with your care. Open his parents eyes so they can see Your presence with them every step of the way. We pray for recovery, but most of all, for peace. Strengthen each one physically and emotionally. Bless them, Lord. In Your precious name we come to You because we are Yours. Amen
Wilma Davis <wilmakdavis@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 1, 2007 4:26 PM CDT

Hi Nathan, we just found your site and you seem like such a strong fighter! I'm sorry to hear that you have been having so much pain. I hope the medications are starting to keep on top of the pain and that the transfusions give you some more energy. Praying for a good day,
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, on Canada - Sunday, July 1, 2007 12:41 AM CDT

Always thinking about you and praying for you.
Trisha West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, July 1, 2007 12:18 AM CDT

Thinking of you all...we love you.
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 1, 2007 11:11 AM CDT

Nathan - sure hope you have a nice 4th of JUL - sparklers and fireworks. they can make you feel happy! please feel better real soon and I pray that God will make you painfree and grant you the miracle of feeling well again. God bless you xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, July 1, 2007 6:16 AM CDT

Luke and Susan, Cindy and I are praying for Nathan and all of you. We know no matter what ,God has His plan. We may never understand it until we go home. Praying for you to have better days and for Nathan to still get His miracle. God can do all at anytime. We especially pray for peace in Nathan and you while on this journey. God Bless you; Ron
ron terrio <rterrio@rtconline.com>
- Saturday, June 30, 2007 9:15 PM CDT

Bravo to you and your family--for living in the moment, for your thankfulness for Nathan and all things, especially the good moments God is granting him! Your strength and courage are gifts from God. Some time back I read through your journal from the beginning and was touched by words of respect and appreciation you had for Luke as a father. Though he may not be journaling (at least here) I know how hard this journey is on him, and on you both as a couple. Praying that God in His great love continues to strengthen your love for each other through all the hard days. We never realize just what those marriage vows really mean until we start hitting some bumps in the road of life. Prayers and good thoughts heading your way. Give that little guy a hug and tell him that people all over the country care and are thinking of him, and rejoice when we hear about him having fun on the Gator, with the Playmobile toys, video games, and those precious moments with his little sisters! May the peace that can only come from the Lord fill your heart and your home.
Anne Francisco <fcisco6@aol.com>
Atwater, CA USA - Saturday, June 30, 2007 1:48 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you and hoping that you are having enjoyable days together without pain.

take care -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Saturday, June 30, 2007 10:54 AM CDT

Susan,
Nathan, you and your family are never far from my thoughts, esp. recently with our big guys turning 7 a couple weeks ago. I don't usually speak up, I know, but I thought it was time to do so. I hope Nathan continues to have good days.
Jennifer (jenjersnap) <jenjersnapco@yahoo.com>
Ft. Collins, co usa - Thursday, June 28, 2007 5:07 PM CDT

I'm so happy to hear Aunt Anna can give and get real live hugs. Enjoy!

Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Cerro Gordo, Illinois and Aurora, CO - Thursday, June 28, 2007 4:37 PM CDT

Luke and Susan, I know we are just across the street, but it has been a while since we have signed the guest book. We want you to know that Nathan and your family are in our prayers and if there is anything we can do, just let us know! I'm glad Nathan has had a good couple of days.
Lori, Mike, Brenna, Megan and Owen Watry <livewiregrafx@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO United States - Thursday, June 28, 2007 3:47 PM CDT

Sending more prayers for Nathan.
Sarah (IV Jan 02 PG) <ralenth@yahoo.com>
NH - Thursday, June 28, 2007 12:15 AM CDT

May God continue to bless you all with good days. Thank you for all the updates. Prayers continue for all of you, and especially Nathan... What a brave boy!
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Thursday, June 28, 2007 12:12 AM CDT

Praying for Nathan today.
Tina & Angel Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Thursday, June 28, 2007 11:22 AM CDT

Dear Susan and Luke,
I read your entries and totally know where your coming from on the idea of to transfuse or not to transfuse. I have been praying everyday that God tell me or show me some sign on when that is suppose to happen. It is such a horrible situation to be in but I completly know how you feel. These children suffer just way to long! Please know that my heart and prayers are always with your entire family! God Bless you all!
Rhonda Finger www.carterfinger.com <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 11:15 AM CDT

Susan, We are thinking and praying for you and your family always.
Love Marianne Semenetz and family
Marianne Semenetz <msemenetz@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 27, 2007 8:43 AM CDT

You all remain in our thoughts and prayers. May God's grace and comfort be near you at every moment.
Jen (Flory) Fuss <Jenfloryfuss@aol.com>
Germantown, MD USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 8:30 AM CDT

There are no adequate words to convey our sadness for your family. We hope for more than a miracle.
Sincerely, Doug and Pam Trondson
Doug and Pam Trondson <wadescafe8@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, Co - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 6:46 AM CDT

Susan- I haven't posted here in forever, but I wanted to let you know that you and Nathan are in my thoughts all of the time....seriously. I am parying for you all.
Danya (TRT) <danyac@aol.com>
MI - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 6:12 AM CDT

"thank God from whom all blessings flow"....what a wonderful way to start my day! hearing that Nathan had a good day! wow - really perks my spirits up. I am truly grateful for all the sharing of your private lives you do. it helps us understand what a parent goes thru with a terminally ill child. you are still an amazing mom! and luke an amazing dad. May God continue to grant Nathan many more happy days and ones full of life and fun. God watch over you all xoxoxo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 5:53 AM CDT

Oh Susan, I am so happy to hear that Nathan had a good day yesterday. I know that you cherish every minute of those moments and I pray that God allows you to have many more. Your strength is amazing and I pray every day for Nathan and your family.
Vio (old Jan02 pg member) <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 5:37 AM CDT

Susan -- You are not a supermom, and yes you are a mom taking care of her child, but you and Luke are the best mom and dad that God could have given Nathan. You are going through the hardest things that people have to endure -- having a child ill like Nathan is. We rejoice with you when Nathan has a good day. We pray for you all many times during the day. We love you! We leave for Taiwan on Sat. and won't be back in the states until the end of Aug. I don't know how much I will be able to access the web site, but we will continue to pray.

Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 0:36 AM CDT

Yea! A good day! We're praying for many more like it and better. Your sweet boy is in our prayers every day--as are you.
John & Kari <martins4christ@sbcglobal.net>
TX - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 0:16 AM CDT

So glad to hear that Nathan and you had a great day. One really does appreicate the simple things in life when they read your story. Thanks for letting us in. Those of us that are far away realize that this is not an easy thing to do. It allows us to feel closer to you and your family. We care so much about you. Hugs from Seattle

Liza, Liam, Eamon, and Corwin
Liza Yore
woodinville, WA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:28 PM CDT

I am thrilled to hear that Nathan (and all of you) enjoyed a precious day together...so glad the kids got to watch Shrek with you...such precious times! Thank God for the blessings you had today...and I so pray that tomorrow will bring more of these blessings!

Thank you so much for sharing your days with us and for guiding us through these days with you. You are such a marvelous person, mother and friend.

Thank you for the strength, purity of heart and soul and genuine nature that you model every day for us. Thank you, Susan, for being you.

peace and blessings upon you always, Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:26 PM CDT

Praise the Lord!! I am so glad, Nathan, that you got out to go to the movies. I bet Shrek was a really good movie. It sounds like your day was super busy. Your Mom said you play board games. I love board games... all kinds. When I was growing up I loved Monopoly and Chutes and Ladders. I know you like video games. Kids are much, much better at video games than we adults. I hope you have another fun day tomorrow. God Bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:11 PM CDT

Susan,
I'm so glad Nathan had a good day today. Hoping for another one tomorrow.
With love and prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:36 PM CDT

Yay!! Sounds like a big day for Nathan! I hope tomorrow is just as good.
Amanda
TX - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:33 PM CDT

Thinking of you all tonight. You are in my thouhgts and prayers daily...many times each day. I pray for peace, precious time, free of pain. I pray for your entire family... strength to help Nathan through the physical and emotional parts of all he is enduring, comfort for Julia and Lauren...and for you, Luke and Susan to endure all you must face and the heart- wrenching decisons that you must confront. You are thought of greatly.

With peace, hope, love -- The Altmanns
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:11 PM CDT

Susan,
You are so brave, even though you must be so sad and scared. I admire you and your family so much. I wish there was something I could do. Lord, keep Nathan comfortable and happy. Hold the Genry family extra close.

Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:06 PM CDT

Our prayer for Nathan is for relief of pain, and a feeling of peace. I wish I could help you in some way, Susan. Your strength is truly amazing. We are thinking of you all, and praying. God Bless.

Love,
Diane Adamson
Mommy to twins MaryGrace and Emily (age 6 1/2) NB IV, living life to the fullest each day.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:11 PM CDT

You truley are a women of excellence. I check the site everyday with hope that Nathan will be better. As hard as it is to write your thoughts, thankyou. I know you have heard it many times but please if there is anything you need that I can possibly do for you and your family please let me know. You have such amazing strength and you inspire me more than I could explain. Nathan is such a great boy. Kayla still talks about her first Love!
Trisha West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 8:32 PM CDT

My love to you all - you are so very courageous. God Bless you. Love Diane
Diane L. price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 7:04 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you...
Love, z & the boys
Zeynep <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 6:08 PM CDT

I hope today was a better day than others.
I am thinking of you all today, and know that my prayers are with you.
Love,
Dawn Runde, mom to James www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 5:18 PM CDT

Having gone through this 10 months ago, I read your web page and it is like reliving it all over again. I wish so badly that I could take this from you. I don't want another mother to go through watching her child die, like we did. I can say I know how you feel - but then I don't because it is you and your child. I just pray that God gives you the strength to get through this journey like He did for me and my family. Maybe some day we will have some answers, but for now it is soooo hard. Just know that we are there with you, and love you very much.
Your Nebraska Friends,
The Shaws
Patty Shaw <metalimages@sktdalton.net>
Bushnell, NE USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 4:17 PM CDT

My heart breaks...there is simply no way to come to terms with what you are facing. Nathan is a beautiful child--what a sweet, gentle soul! Prayers for continued love, peace, strength, comfort!
shirley
NY, NY - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 3:56 PM CDT

Susan,
I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and your family. I wish there was more I could do.

Candace and Benjamin Mason
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 3:01 PM CDT

You all continue to amaze me. The strength and faith you have is astounding. May God continue to bless you and comfort you through all these days. Your lives have been an encouragement and example for all of us.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 1:42 PM CDT

I think Amanda Wallace's entry says it all. We are praying for you and crying with you and hoping that every day will bring new joys and strengths and hope. Nathan is very precious and so are you and each individual of your family!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 12:53 AM CDT

I really don't know what to say today, I am just very sadden by the rough time Nathan is having, please know you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We are hoping the doctors can continue to give Nathan the pain relief he needs to get through this journey.
Robin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert
Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:31 AM CDT

Lerker here :) signing in. I've been following/reading about Nathan, but like many others....don't know what to say. I am so sorry for you and the challenges you face. I pray that Nathan's pain will be managed and PEACE for you all. God Bless You!
Amy Brown <abrow8@amfam.com>
Gleason, WI - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:21 AM CDT

Susan - I check to see how Nathan is doing everyday. I am so happy to see the good days, and hope for more good days when I see that he has had a bad day. I pray that God continues to give you strength in the decisions you have before you. Know that our family is thinking of brave Nathan and the rest of your wonderful family.

Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 8:50 AM CDT

Hi Susan, I wish I could take away the pain that all of you are feeling. I pray that ya'll will feel God's love and strength around you. Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 6:29 AM CDT

susan - praying God comforts you thru all this pain you are dealing with. may He give you strength to deal with this awful situation. and may He be with Nathan every step of his journey. xo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 4:29 AM CDT

My heart aches for you. I know there is nothing I can say that even begins to touch what you must be feeling. I pray for Nathan and think of him every day.
Amanda
TX - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 0:56 AM CDT

Dear Susan, I have been a checking on Nathan everyday for months and months now but have never signed the guestbook. I have no idea how to say what I feel when I read your entries. "I'm sorry" just doesn't begin to cover it. I am the mother of two young boys and I can imagine how precious your son is to you. I cannot wrap my mind around the unfairness of Nathan's condition. He is so beautiful and sweet and he deserves none of this. I will continue to pray for a miracle for him. The fact that you continue to update this page almost daily shows how truly unselfish you are. Thank you so much for taking the time to do it. I just want you to have your son with you forever and I only wish I could do something to make that happen. I can read in your posts that you are a woman of unbelieveable strength. I will keep praying for all of you.
Amanda Wallace
South Williamsport, PA USA - Monday, June 25, 2007 11:12 PM CDT

Our hearts and prayers are with you all for peace and strength. May God's miracle be upon Nathan.
With hope and love,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Monday, June 25, 2007 10:40 PM CDT

Susan,
I have wanted to send a message to you for a long time and it is hard to put into words the emotions I have wanted to express. My son Reece has been at Praire Hills with Nathan since kindergarten and shared first grade with the awesome Ms. Skiba. It has been difficult to have known about Nathan and what he has been dealt and to think of all the things that two boys have shared in school and yet their lives take such different paths. Nathan is the sweetest boy and very wise for seven. I do admire your strength and I wish that in a perfect world our children could share even more "school days". Reece often asks about Nathan and it is hard for him to understand why and how? I do my best to explain but sometimes the emotions of knowing about a child in pain can be difficult. I feel blessed to have known Nathan from PH and admire your strength and courage. I hope for peaceful days for you and your family.
Reece does want to send a big hello and hopes that Nathan will feel better.
April <donihi@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, June 25, 2007 6:01 PM CDT

Hope Nathan having a better day today!! He's in my thoughts and prayers.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, June 25, 2007 7:56 AM CDT

It hurts my heart to know Nathan is having such a hard time now. May God bless him with many more nice days and ones he can be pain free and enjoy being a little boy again. You all take care as this illness DOES affect each and everyone of you. I also pray for all 5 of you each time xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Sunday, June 24, 2007 10:43 PM CDT

Just dropping in to say hello. It is good to hear that Nathan had a little more pep today. I hope he continues to feel better and remains pain free. Take care of each other!
Godspeed--
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, il usa - Sunday, June 24, 2007 7:17 PM CDT

I continue to pray for painless days for Nathan and comfort for you all. I hope all the kids are feeling better and you'll be able to get out and do some family things soon.
God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Sunday, June 24, 2007 4:36 PM CDT

Dear Nathan and family, I read about Miss Skiba's visit. Cool! I live up here in Parker, but I come to Colorado Springs at least once a week. If you are feeling up to it, I'd love to stop by and see you too. Also, if you and your family would like to get up to the mountains, we have a place in Winter Park. Just ask Mom or Dad to check our website and request a time. My husband, Doug will respond and set up the arrangements. It would be easy! The bedrooms are downstairs, but the couch is cozy upstairs by the fire and TV. There are board games to play and you would be welcome to be our guests there. The website is
vrbo.com156203 Much love to you and your family! Mrs. McKinney

Lynette McKinney <clmck@juno.com>
Parker, CO USA - Sunday, June 24, 2007 9:18 AM CDT

I hope you all get much needed rest tonight and wake up to blessed day where Nathan is feeling like himself and all of you can get out and do something fun. This disease affects everyone in the family so we pray for each one of you! How neat is that when your teacher comes to your house to visit! Lucky boy. God Bless.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO usa - Sunday, June 24, 2007 0:22 AM CDT

Nathan,
We hope you get the much needed pain relief this weekend and you can get out to do some fun things. We check in on you everyday and you are always in our thoughts!
Robin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert

Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Saturday, June 23, 2007 9:39 AM CDT

Nathan - you gave me a nice birthday present by being able to walk and go to the mall. I am so happy you feel a bit better. now to get that patch on again so you feel even better! God bless and watch over you! Have a nice weekend! jude in pa xoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Saturday, June 23, 2007 6:03 AM CDT

Praying that today was an improvement with the pain and that tomorrow will be even better. Always thinking of you!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 22, 2007 11:39 PM CDT

I'm so glad the radiation is working and that Nathan is feeling better. He's such a sweet boy...your family has been through so much. Prayers for many good days ahead.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Friday, June 22, 2007 2:36 PM CDT

YAY I am so glad to hear he was able to walk some. The radiation is doing what its supposed to. Lets hope it keeps the pain managable for a while. ;) Hope you all have a fabulous weekend!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, June 22, 2007 9:47 AM CDT

Nathan,

I am happy that you are able to get out and walk around. I know you love that Gator... but don't speed!!! You might get a ticket. God bless you and your family. I am praying for you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Friday, June 22, 2007 3:31 AM CDT

I am sending all of my love and prayers to you all!
Love - Diane
Diane L. Price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, June 21, 2007 7:14 PM CDT

I am sending all of my love and prayers to you all!
Love - Diane
Diane L. Price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, June 21, 2007 7:13 PM CDT

I am very glad that Nathan has been virtually pain free for a few days. How good that must feel to all of you, especially Nathan. As a mom the two things I hate most is when I hear pain and/or fear in my child's voice. I continue to pray for your family's comfort and that there will be many more joyful moments - especially right now while you are "on your own". God Bless all of you. Think of you every day and pray every day!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 12:59 AM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday Nathan!!! Sorry its late, we were camping. ;) Glad to hear the pain is more under control. Hope you are able to have MANY more good days! HUGE HUGS
Susan, I am always thinking about and praying for Nathan and your family. I hope everything goes well with Julia's appt today and that Nathan has alot more good days! HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 1:43 PM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday to Nathan! We've been checking the website regularly and we're glad to hear that Nathan has been having some good days which we hope will continue. We're thinking of all of you.
Kefira and Murat
- Wednesday, June 20, 2007 8:43 AM CDT

so nice to hear nathan has had a good couple days! wishing him continued "better" days and a big wish and prayer that Julia gets good news!!!! you deserve all the good news you can get! hang in there xoxo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 5:10 AM CDT

Hi Nathan,
I just got back from vacation and have been thinking of you and hoping things are going okay. I'm glad your grandparents have been here for your birthday. I miss seeing your smiling face. I am always praying for you and your family.
Ms.Anne from Prairie Hills
Anne Oseth <aoseth@asd20.org>
- Tuesday, June 19, 2007 4:19 PM CDT

To all of the family,
We get so much from the comments and photos you are willing to share. I have never witnessed a family that can wrap so much joy into each minute you spend together. The children's smiles speak so much about the parents. Luke and Susan, you are very special people. You may never see it in yourselves but those of us who look forward to your Caringbridge entrys can see what wonderful and caring people you are.
May God's blessings be with you always.
Terry & Sue Grabb
Terry Grabb <Grabb_Terry_W@cat.com>
Washington, Il USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 12:31 AM CDT

It makes me happy to hear about Nathan's good days! Your family is such an exceptional one and I think you of all often.

Chrissy
Chrissy Burns <alwaysdreamin@bellsouth.net>
Port St lucie, FL USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 9:32 AM CDT

susan - I was happy to read that nathan had a better day and played and enjoyed the sprinkler. it had to be good for your heart to see him having some fun thru all his pain. Will continue to pray for him to have many more good days. I am truly humbled by this journey you have all been taking. And I truly hope Nathan continues on a looong time with many joyful moments and days. hugs from pa - jude xo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 4:24 AM CDT

Here I haven't gotten to the computer for a few days and Nathan had a birthday! Happy Birthday, buddy. We are glad yesterday was a better day - riding thru the sprinkler sounds like fun. We hope and pray for more good days for Nathan. With love,
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Monday, June 18, 2007 10:46 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
I can't imagine the pain you are going through, seeing your beautiful son turn 7 and knowing it may be his last birthday. It truly isn't fair, but you are still so thankful for the time you've had. We all need to be grateful for every moment we have with our loved ones. It is still not worth a sweet boy's life to teach us that. I do so pray for a miracle. May God strengthen Nathan's legs so he can walk again, may Nathan have more days of joy with his family, and give them all the warmth of your peace and love.

Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 18, 2007 9:44 PM CDT

Nathan,

Happy Birthday Nathan!! Sending lots of good wishes from your friends Emily and MaryGrace. We are praying so hard now, for you, that you get pain relief, and are comfortable. Give "mommy" a big hug from us, too. God Bless.

Love,
The Adamson Family
David, Diane, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Monday, June 18, 2007 9:21 PM CDT

I have been reading Nathan's website for several months now. I am praying for him and for all of you.
Kim M
OH - Monday, June 18, 2007 9:13 PM CDT

Hi Nathan and Family!
I've been a "lurker" for a few months, and wanted to let you know you've been in my prayers. I am glad Sunday was a better day, and hope today was even better,
blessings,
Debbie Eubanks <debbie.eubanks@comcast.net>
Peachtree City, GA - Monday, June 18, 2007 7:47 PM CDT

HI Nathan and family --

Just find myself thinking about all of you very often. I hope today was another good day. I hope you were able to do some fun things like ride on your Gator. THis sounds like a fun toy to play with. Take care Sweet Nathan...and know that you are cared about very much.

Have a good and restful evening.

much love to all of you!

-- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, June 18, 2007 6:16 PM CDT

Hi Nathan,
Happy belated birthday :) I'm sorry I couldn't write on Saturday, but we took a trip to Jordan this weekend for a wedding, and visited some very very interesting places. Desert, valleys, the Red Sea, ancient ruins called Petra... We saw camels (and contrary to popular belief, we don't have camels here in Turkey :) and goats and donkeys and horses and something that looked like a tiny fox. Or a wild cat. Couldn't really tell, actually :). The country is one of the top 10 driest places on earth, so there is almost no rain at any time of the year! I thought of you often there, and hoped and prayed that you had a happy happy birthday...

Oh, and Arda, your June 2000 buddy, sends his love to you.

Gentry family -
Thinking of you, praying for you, and sending hugs to each and every one of you... Love, z.
Zeynep <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Monday, June 18, 2007 5:50 PM CDT

You are an amazing woman. I send you and your family my prayers for you, Nathan and your kids. He's a beautiful boy.
Julia
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, June 18, 2007 5:15 PM CDT

Susan

I am praying for Nathan and your entire family. Nathan is a hero because he continues to teach so many people how to fight! It is an honor for me to know your son even if it is only through the computer.
Jeanette Regier.....Aunt to Joshua Freerksen <athldir@calvary.edu>
Kansas City, MO - Monday, June 18, 2007 2:17 PM CDT

Nathan, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!
Sarah (IV Jan 02 PG) <ralenth@yahoo.com>
NH - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:52 PM CDT

Susan,
Glad to see yesterday was a little better! I wish Joshua and Nathan could play the Wii together. Joshua would like that very much. As usual...the words just aren't there to say what's in my heart. Just know I'm thinking of you many times throughout the day and praying for Nathan and all of you as you go through these most difficult days.
With love & prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:36 PM CDT

Hi Nathan! I enjoyed seeing your new pictures and finding out how your summer is going so far. The ipod sounds fun and I'm glad you are singing along! Have you found time to play your recorder? My husband was glad I forgot to take mine on our recent trip to Seattle. (I always practice in the car and it drives him crazy!)
Enjoy your summer and know that I love you.
Mrs. McKinney
Lynette McKinney <clmck@juno.com>
Parker, CO USA - Monday, June 18, 2007 12:30 AM CDT

You continue to be in our prayers!

Phil & Diana
Phil & Diana Mace
Larkspur, CO - Monday, June 18, 2007 10:32 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan and Happy Father's Day Luke!! I know I'm a bit late, but want you to know that you and your family are constantly on our minds here in NY. Although I am a frequent lurker, I want you and Susan to know how much we admire you and the entire Gentry Family as we wander through the years with you. God Bless and Happy Thoughts to you all!! ((HUGS))
Toni Atchinson-Rozycki (skirezort) <trozycki@alchesterre.com>
Cohoes, NY USA - Monday, June 18, 2007 10:26 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to Nathan! I've been reading the journal and thinking about all of you during this difficult time. Lots of Love. Laura.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, June 18, 2007 9:06 AM CDT

Nathan is always close in thought. He's such a brave little guy and obviously trying so hard to remain that way. Big hugs for Nathan.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, June 18, 2007 8:01 AM CDT

From one Prairie Hills mom to another, my heart is breaking for you. I am amazed at your strength, and at Nathan's bravery. Our sons are in the same grade.....if we were in your shoes, I don't think I would have half the strength as you, Susan. Nathan is blessed to have such a special family to care for him. And what a blessing Nathan is!
Paula <pjdm2000@hotmail.com>
COLORADO SPRINGS, CO - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:54 AM CDT

Luke,
Happy Father's Day to one terrific father. I am glad that you have so much of your family with you today. It was good to read that Nathan did much better today. That, I'm sure, was your best present. God Bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:45 AM CDT

I am thinking of brave little Nathan. I am in awe of him and your strength as you care for him. And I give thanks for all the wonderful people you have drawn around your family. All my love, Joan
Joan Stasior <stasior_joan@yahoo.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:12 AM CDT

I don't think I ever posted but I have been lurking for awhile now. I can't say anything that someone else already siad. But, I can tell you that there is another lifing Nathan in prayer asking for peace for him and your family.
May you find comfort during this difficult time.

TammiK <kluseklan@hawaii.rr.com>
Kapolei, HI USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 11:57 PM CDT

I have only signed your guest book once but I have read about Nathan for a long time. I pray for all of you daily. I have a friend who went through life with cancer with her 21 year old son and she has shown me this sight. I would like to send Nathan and the girls a fun gift if you would email me your address. I understand if you prefer to stay private. Please feel free to email me personally. I too am a mother of three.
Blessings,
Beth <btheubanks@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Sunday, June 17, 2007 11:20 PM CDT

Luke, a load of good wishes on fathers' day to a strong man. Susan, a belated mothers' day "atta girl" too one of the toughest broads I know - I saw the picture of Lauren on the sight, she's turning into a gourgeous little thing. Nate, again- happy birthday. See how many songs you can cram on that new ipod, maybe you can hook it up to the gator and have a car stereo :-)
Jae <jaek@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 11:08 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
I grieve with you as you deal with the loss of dreams and watch your precious son endure pain and suffering.

Your emotions, your pain, and your trials do not go unnoticed by the Lord. The psalmist tells us (Ps. 34:17-19): The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. God claimed Nathan as His own in baptism. Nothing, not hardship or trials--not even cancer--can separate Nathan from God's love in Christ (Romans 8:35-39). May the sure knowledge of Christ's love give you a measure of comfort in this difficult time.

Continuing to hold Nathan and you and your family up in prayer.
Anne Francisco
Atwater, CA USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 10:06 PM CDT

Susan - Nathan, Luke, and you are always in my prayers.
God Bless! Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Sunday, June 17, 2007 10:05 PM CDT

Dear Nathan -- thinking of you tonight and hoping so much that you had a good day. I am so very sorry that you have been having pain lately. I hope you had fun playing with Julia, your parents and your grand parents today...and hope you got to play with your playmobile people too.

Thinking and praying for you a lot!

much love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Sunday, June 17, 2007 10:02 PM CDT

Happy (belated) Birthday Nathan! Your friends in Louisiana -
Will and Carlee <wilabar14@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 9:13 PM CDT

Susan, I remember all those years ago when you posted on our old Colorado Board that Nathan had a low grade fever and a little limp. The doctor told you it was an infection in his hip most likely and nothing to worry about. Then just a very short time later, you told us all it was cancer. I remember you said there was a 20% chance that he would beat it. Chris and I went camping that weekend and the forcast said there was a 20% chance of rain. I sat on a rock high up in the mountains and prayed for rain. I thought if it rained, then that would prove that 20% really is a fighting chance and that would be a sign Nathan was going to be OK.
Our lives were so much simpler then, the kids were tiny and didn't cause too much trouble, we had a good group of friends and had lots of playgroups to keep us busy. Then everything changed for all of us. None of us thought anything like this could happen to our kids. The most we worried about was there sleep habits or tantums. You were the unlucky one that had to teach us all a valuable lesson. The most important lesson your family has taught me (and there are lots) is to breathe in every tiny piece of your child, because you just never know. Your marriage has inspired me, along with your strength. I know you will get through this if for no other reason than because you have to.
The hardest thing I have read so far was a recent entry where you said that Nathan cried when he was asked about transfusions every other day. This horrible monster has taken so much from him and by that entry I can tell he is just tired of it all. 5 years of painful procedures, sickness from the chemo, tiredness, sores, allergic reactions, ports and surgeries is just so much for a little boy to have to go through. There will be peace on the other side and although it will almost kill you, you'll know he won't be in pain anymore. He'll just be Nathan again..for eternity. In time, you'll only remember the good times and his memory will live on in Julia and Lauren. Nathan has touched so many lives and because of the parents you are, you have too. God bless you all.
Erin Wiese <bradybugsmom@yahoo.com>
Wesley Chapel , FL USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 8:20 PM CDT

Sending you hugs and prayers. I know it isn't what you need but I hope you know they come from my heart which is breaking for you.

Amy

Amy Muston <amymuston@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:54 PM CDT

You are all in my prayers. Enjoy every day together.
Trisha West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, June 17, 2007 5:01 PM CDT

Hi. I have been reading your journal for some months now. I am so sorry Nathan is not able to enjoy his birthday much. Your family is in my prayers every day.
Amanda H <a_haish@hotmail.com>
TX - Sunday, June 17, 2007 3:24 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day to Mike & Luke!!! I'm so glad you can all be together during this bittersweet time.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Sunday, June 17, 2007 1:28 PM CDT

God Bless your entire family
You have been in my thought and prayers since I first heard of Nathan's illness. You are such a strong, remarkable family
I'm sorry Nathan's birthday was rough.

Marilee Peters, South Shores Medical Center <eeliram@insightbb.com>
Decatur, Il USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 1:24 PM CDT

(((Susan))),
I can only imagine how your heart is hearting but how you must be thankful for the 7 years you have had and all the wonderful memories and experiences you've been able to share. All I can really think after reading your entry is just how unfair this horrible disease is..no child deserves to suffer like this and certainly no parent should ever have to experience what you are. Trust in God that there is a plan and that he will comfort you in these very difficult times and keep Nathan as comfortable as possible. My prayers are with you. (((hugs)))
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:24 AM CDT

Susan - I too am heartsick at this last journalling. I am so sorry Nathan couldn't have had a more pleasant birthday. It is hard to read about how you feel watching him suffer. I don't understand why children have to be afflicted with such devastating diseases. You at least know you have had more years with him than you thought you might and you are grateful for those. Bless your heart for being the caring and loving mother you are. Your life was thrown a real curveball and you have managed to get thru such terrible times and love your family wholeheartedly. God bless you and God watch over Nathan in the days to come. We all want for him to have less pain, happiness and peace. jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Sunday, June 17, 2007 5:31 AM CDT

Every day when I check this site, I pray that I will see that Nathan is not in much pain. What amazes me is that he does not seem to complain much. He is a remarkable young boy. It is difficult to understand why children have to suffer. It is bad enough for adults, but for a child it is just unfathomable. I continue to pray for good days. Tell my birthday buddy Happy Birthday for me. My birthday was good and I had hoped Nathan's would be pain-free and happier. May the good Lord continue to be with you all and give you comfort.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, June 17, 2007 3:54 AM CDT

My heart breaks for your sadness and for what Nathan and your family has went through. I'm so sorry I can't make things better for you...
Stacey - Jan Jellybeans
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 0:11 AM CDT

Happy 7th Birthday Nathan!!!
Lisa (gatoruf - IV January Jellybeans)
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 0:05 AM CDT

So glad to read how Nathan is enjoying playing with his Playmobil toys and hoping this and his imagination at work is providing an escape and a diversion for him. An Susan we admire how you are carrying on with courage and with compassion always the advocate for your son's comfort and what is best for him.
Thanks for updating frequently. Hoping for comfortable days ahead.
Mara Stiles
mother of angel Laura
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, NJ - Sunday, June 17, 2007 0:04 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan! (((HUGS))) to you Susan.
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, ma usa - Saturday, June 16, 2007 11:21 PM CDT

Happy 7th Birthday, Nathan! I hope you had a wonderful day with your family!
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Saturday, June 16, 2007 10:32 PM CDT

Wow! Seven years old. You rock! Happy Birthday Nathan and wishes for lots of fun and joy!
Rychter Family <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:59 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!!!

I hope you had a fantabulous (and pain-free) birthday with lots of fun and smiles. Wow, you are SEVEN!
Rita <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:09 PM CDT

Wishing you a Happy Birthday and hope you have a wonderful day!
With Love and prayers,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 8:47 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan! We're hoping you have a fun day!

Prayers from Lake Tahoe,

Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@sbcglobal.net>
South Lake Tahoe, CA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 6:41 PM CDT

Dear Nathan, wishing you a wounderful 7th birthday.
Love Kylie.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Saturday, June 16, 2007 6:07 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Nathan.
Josh and Jae
- Saturday, June 16, 2007 5:37 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR NATHAN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 2:57 PM CDT

A very Happy 7th Birthday, Nathan!! We hope you enjoy yourself!!

Love,
Beth, Matt, Margot, and Ethan
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 11:41 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Nate-Man!!!!
The Armigers <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Claytong, NC USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 11:23 AM CDT

Happy Birtdhay Nathan. We are sending all of our love your way. Enjoy the day with your family.

Liza, Liam, Eamon and corwin Yore
liza Yore
Woodinville, WA USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 11:09 AM CDT

We'll all add our wishes for a wonderful day today. It looks like you have a pile already. Have fun baking cookies! Happy Birthday, Nathan!
Linda, Greg, Sara, Maria and Tori
Colorado Springs, - Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:27 AM CDT

CaN't BeLiEvE yOu'Re SEVEN! HaVe A WoNdErFuLl DaY NaThAn!!!!!!!
Maxx and Miles Seminario <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:21 AM CDT

Have A Happy Birthday!!! Thinking and praying for you all..
Jennifer Padgett
jackson, oh usa - Saturday, June 16, 2007 8:35 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan! Hugs and high fives to you and your whole family. Have a great day!

Karen & Bianca Dibbern (from iv June '00 playgroup)
Melbourne, FL USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 8:16 AM CDT

HaPpY BiRtHdAy NATHAN!!!! Hope you have a great and happy day.

Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 6:15 AM CDT

Having the radiation help the pain would be the best birthday present!!! I'm so glad that Mike & Kathy can be there to help out. I know it will be a great birthday with all of you together!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Saturday, June 16, 2007 2:45 AM CDT

Happy Happy Birthday Nathan!!!
Homemade noodles are the best!
Lots of Birthday wishes and prayers coming your way :)
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Friday, June 15, 2007 10:55 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday Dear Nathan,
Happy Birthday to you.

Enjoy Grandma Kathy's noodles and just have fun.
We send our love to your entire family.

Galen and Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Friday, June 15, 2007 10:33 PM CDT

Hi there, we have been following your site for quite some time and we even spoke to you a couple of times when you guys were here in NY, Nathan is one strong and amazing little boy, we love the new picture on his site especially the big smile. You are all in our prayers and thoughts. Love The Gerber Family (www.connorgerber.com)
Tania <taniaandbruce@gmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 9:53 PM CDT

Great Picture. So glad to see Nathan smiling. Hope he continues to get pain relief as needed.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert

Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 12:04 AM CDT

I love your new picture on the page. You are looking so grown up Nathan. I'm glad you got out to ride your Gator. God Bless you and enjoy your grandpa and grandma

Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Friday, June 15, 2007 11:57 AM CDT

Sending love and prayers from Cape Cod, MA. The pictures are just beautiful!
Beth Sullivan
Orleans, MA US - Friday, June 15, 2007 9:32 AM CDT

Susan & Luke:
We are praying for your family and praying for lots of moments with Nathan - joyful ones. You are people whom I admire very much and pray that comfort comes in all areas needed and all forms! God is good and He loves each of you.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 9:11 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!!!!
Hope you have the best celebration ever!
Much love to all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Friday, June 15, 2007 8:20 AM CDT

NATHAN - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! HOpe your day is really nice and you ride your Gator and have a good time outside playing. Feel better!!!!! love - jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Friday, June 15, 2007 5:44 AM CDT

The pics were so good. Thanks for sharing. Nice to see Nathan outside and enjoying himself. Love his smile! Praying for more good news! jude in pa xoxo PS - Brandon and Emilie are expecting! OCT 8! Just found out. wowee!!!
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:50 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. Glad there was some playing today.
Josh and Jae
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:20 PM CDT

Praying and believing in Nathan's healing. Miracles can and do happen!!
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 10:57 PM CDT

may the lord up above heal your lil boy,my family and i will be praying, for him tonight
josie <destinyx69x@hotmail.com>
newton, ia - Thursday, June 14, 2007 10:34 PM CDT

Two more days and we have our birthdays. You for your second one. God Bless You. I pray for good days for you Nathan.

Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, June 14, 2007 8:58 PM CDT

Thinking of you and hoping that today brings much happiness and love in the Gentry home.
God Bless,
Cindy Terrio
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kassidyterrio

Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconline.com>
Reserve, LA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:56 AM CDT

HUGS I am glad they were able to push up the MRI. Now I just hope he can have the radiation and that it helps with the pain. Thinking about you all!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 11:24 AM CDT

Susan, so glad that they can take Nathan tomorrow - the waiting must be unbearable. You are a terrific Mother and all you want for your boy is to have "no pain". All of us know just what kind of battle you are in - and our prayers and good thoughts go with you and Nathan on this journey.
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 11:36 AM CDT

I'm so happy to hear that the pain is a little better. I will pray that the MRI goes well. I think of your family all the time.

With Hope Abra McKean mommy to Nate www.caringbridge.org/wa/natemckean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 11:18 AM CDT

The prayers for a cancellation have been answered. Thank God for the earlier MRI appointment. We'll keep Nathan in prayer for a good MRI session tomorrow. So glad he was more of himself yesterday. I hope Nathan feels well enough to play today too.
Always thinking of you, Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 7:46 AM CDT

Susan - wonderful news that Nathan has had some better moments lately! Good luck with the MRI and we will keep praying for good news! You are such an amazing mom! I am so proud of you for how you handle such adversity! Take care! Hugs to Nathan!!! Prayers always xoxox jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 5:44 AM CDT

Thanks for the update Susan, I'm glad he had a silly day and got to play with his sister. God Bless, I'm praying, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 2:15 AM CDT

I don't remember if I have signed your guestbook yet and wanted to let you know I have been praying for Nathan for over a year. I check this site very frequently to read how Nathan is doing. I know about Nathan from IVillage in that I also have a June 2000 son and a Nov 2005 daughter and two kiddos in between that.
Holly <hollycary@hotmail.com>
Lakewood, CO - Monday, June 11, 2007 11:21 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
I have been thinking about you guys a lot lately and have hardly missed a day on your journaling. Please let me know if we can help in anyway. Sheanna would love to come and play with Nathan for a little while.
Angie Kagarise <threelittleladiesandadude@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, June 11, 2007 10:12 PM CDT

Hi Nathan!!

I am so happy that you are playing and got to be with your grandpa and grandma. Your Grandma Kathy's birthday is the same as my husband. And I already told you that you and I have the same birthday, June 16. I guess all GREAT people are born in June, especially NATHAN GENTRY. I am praying that you get all your medical work done fast so you can go back home to play.... maybe ride the Gator. God Bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, June 11, 2007 9:48 PM CDT

Tonight I found myself running some errands and as I turned onto the road to the next store, I started praying for Nathan and asked God to show them a sign that He is listening.....well, as I turned the corner, there was a rainbow! I believe that was the sign. God hears the prayers for Nathan. God cares.I know we all know that, but it's nice to see it! I looked at the time, it was 8:10pm EST. I got the chills...good chills for Nathan. God bless you all! May you feel His loving touch. Always.
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Monday, June 11, 2007 9:20 PM CDT

Found your site through my granddaughter's site, via Will's site. Our granddaughter, Charli Ann Preister, was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma in March this year. She is just 10 1/2 months old and has completed her first series of four chemo treatments, with her first MRI(post diagnoses) scheduled for this Friday. May God be with your family and especially near to Nathan.
Jody Preister
Humphrey, NE USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 7:35 PM CDT

We heard Nathan's story from our daughter-in-law, Trena. We forwarded her email to our pastor, friends, and family.
Yesterday in church, our pastor asked the church to pray for Nathan and his family.
Ann Simpson <msmas49@yahoo.com>
Kyle, Tx USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 4:05 PM CDT

Here's to the good days.
Josh and Jae
- Monday, June 11, 2007 2:15 PM CDT

Susan,
I too have been lurking for a long while ... since Carol Seidenstricker asked us to pray for Nathan while our husbands were seminary classmates two years ago. I have been following your journey and praying for Nathan and you and will continue. I've walked in your shoes and know your pain. May the Lord who gave Nathan life and loves him with an everlasting love continue to be your source of strength and comfort during these difficult days. God can and still does miracles, and I'll keep praying for His perfect will for Nathan. You are a wonderful mom. God bless you with His peace today. Anne
Anne
Atwater, CA USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 9:11 AM CDT

Just prayed for a cancellation so that Nathan can get that MRI today. I'm glad the weekend was a pretty good one and that Nathan's pain was better controlled.
Happy Birthday Kathy!
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Monday, June 11, 2007 7:55 AM CDT

Just dropping a line to say "Hello" and best of luck getting the MRI and radiation thing worked out. I am glad Mike & Kathy are with you providing extra support and a little extra round of love. :)
Thinking of you all and always!
Godspeed
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal , IL USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 7:11 AM CDT

I can sleep a bit better tonight knowing Nathan has had some pain relief and some fun times this weekend. Bless his heart. hope all goes well with tests and such. continuing my prayers and best wishes to you all. enjoy your in laws. jude in pa xoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, June 10, 2007 10:47 PM CDT

Continuing to pray that Nathan gets the relief he needs and can have more time to play and be happy. I agree with the last entry that things are really screwed up with those drs.! Hoping and praying things get better soon! Sending huge hugs and much compassion. jude in pa xoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Sunday, June 10, 2007 7:16 AM CDT

I think it is F*$#ed up that Nathan is in severe pain, that the medical staff knows he is in severe pain, that the medical staff knows radiation would ease his pain and yet they make him wait, for even an hour let alone days or weeks, when the equipment is available. If I had controlled these desicions I wouldn't care how damn late I had to stay open, if it was in my control to ease a gravely ill little boy's severe pain, I would make it happen.

I also think it is F$#@ed up that the comfort, support and medications available thru hospiece are being denied to Nathan b/c he needs radiation to ease pain or even if he was using radiation or chemo to continue to fight for his life.

If it is available, what *MONSTER* would deny these things to a child, as if it were a punishment for continuing the battle?

WTH? We can put a man on the moon but we can't ease one little boy's pain, give him the gift of a little more precious time, time that can be enjoyed, time to build memories?

I pray with all my heart Nathan has had a pain free day. I pray with all my heart that any and all means available to ease his pain, to comfort him and his family are granted. And oh Lord, I pray for a miracle. For more time. For more GOOD time. For a 7 yr old boy to be given the chance to fly to Illinos. For a desperate mother to know that anything and everything that can be done for her son is being done.

I am pissed off for Nathan and his family. Every minute of Nathan's life is precious and priceless. He is worth any means necessary to achieve the highest quality of life possible, for as long as possible.

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 9, 2007 6:53 PM CDT

Susan,
I've been lurking for some time now but I wanted to share with you that your story has touched me deeply. I will continue to lift Nathan and your family in prayer. I can't begin to know what you are experiencing but I pray that your family will find the peace and strength to walk through this valley.
TammiK <kluseklan@hawaii.rr.com>
Kapolei, HI USA - Saturday, June 9, 2007 4:34 PM CDT

Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.
Jenna and Eric Hoff <jenna1@telus.net>
Edmonton, alberta Canada - Friday, June 8, 2007 11:48 PM CDT

Susan,
Thinking of you today...as always! So glad the pain is more controlled, but grrr about the radiation and MRI!
With Love & Prayers,

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Friday, June 8, 2007 11:00 PM CDT

Thinking of you and sending you (((HUGS)))
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 8, 2007 6:14 PM CDT

Nathan - I wish you didn't have cancer, either. We love you and are praying for you & your family, from the other side of this world...

Tomorrow is your June buddy Arda's birthday. I showed him your picture with your new John Deere truck. He loved it. He has been having some terrible nosebleeds, and had to have a tomography (like a CT scan I think) last week. He thought it was really tough having stay still, but got a kick out of showing his little brother the results.

You're very brave, just like a superhero (don't know if you have a favorite, these days Arda likes the Power Rangers and the characters in Code Lyoko). Hope you have a great time with your grandparents.

Love & hugs & prayers, z.
Zeynep <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Friday, June 8, 2007 6:07 PM CDT

Susan, after reading a few of the guestbooks notes, I'm so overwhelmed with all of the love and prayers Nathan has coming to him. Please know that I read almost daily, pray for him all of the time, and have all of you in my thoughts. You can tell Nathan that because of him, I'm reminded to hug my two little ones a little longer, and try to have a few more patients with them at certain times. Here are more prayers coming to Nathan in hopes that the pains subside, and he's able to get a lot more playing time in!!
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, GA - Friday, June 8, 2007 6:06 PM CDT

My heart breaks for Nathan and your family. He just wants to be like all the other kids, and cancer has taken away much from him. Praying for strength and comfort, no more pain.
Shirley
NY, NY - Friday, June 8, 2007 3:30 PM CDT

Oh Susan! I feel for you all..I hope the radiation goes well..with hugs and prayers being sent your way..
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, June 8, 2007 1:30 PM CDT

Hoping Nathan can gain strength to continue this journey and the radiation will give him some much needed pain relief.

Robin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert
Robin Eckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Friday, June 8, 2007 11:58 AM CDT

Susan,

I spoke with my daughter last evening, she's a physician assistant, and she said that even if you aren't in hospice that the people who work there would be a resource to call at any time, day and night. It has been her experience that they are there for support for whomever needs it. She also said to check because some of her patients who have had maintenance chemo are eligible for hospice too. This is Texas, perhaps Colorado is different. I don't know if any of this is helpful to you, but I hope so. Prayers continue for Nathan to have painless days and you all to have some rest. May God continue to hold you all in His loving arms.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, June 8, 2007 10:41 AM CDT

Hoping and wishing.
Josh and Jae
- Friday, June 8, 2007 10:27 AM CDT

Susan, Luke & Nathan - May all go well at the clinic today and our prayers are answered. Nathan is such an inspiration! Adam (Porkchop) sends him Hi-5's and happy smiles every night after we read your updates. We keep you all in our prayers that you enjoy each day and Nathan's pain subsides. ((HUGS))
Toni Atchinson-Rozycki <trozycki@alchesterre.com>
Cohoes, NY 12047 - Friday, June 8, 2007 9:58 AM CDT

Thoughts and Prayers for Nathan and all the family. Thinking about all of you.
Jean Bratton <jeanrob@mchsi.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL USA - Friday, June 8, 2007 8:32 AM CDT

We are praying and thinking of Nathan and you all.
Our love to you.

Brian, Lor & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
Olathe, ks 66062 - Friday, June 8, 2007 7:51 AM CDT

I continue to send prayers for Nathan and the family. May God Bless you and be with you.
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
edmond, Ok - Friday, June 8, 2007 7:17 AM CDT

wishing better days for Nathan! God please be good to this special child! keep Susan and Luke strong and let many more happy memories be made! thank you, amen! jude in paxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Friday, June 8, 2007 4:51 AM CDT

Hoping with all hope that Nathan gets his wish of being in IL for his birthday. I know that Kathy & Mike would gladly head back in time to be there for you. In some ways, it seems like such a simple wish, but in other ways, we know it could take a miracle.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, June 8, 2007 3:51 AM CDT

I'm pleased to learn Grandma Kathy & Grandpa Mike have arrived...that is good. Enjoy!
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Thursday, June 7, 2007 11:43 PM CDT

I am SO glad Nathan had some "good" time today. I hope he has a good night tonight and you and Luke do too. I wanted to thank you too, Susan, for updating the site so frequently the past few days. When we care so much about Nathan's daily (hourly!) condition and when we are praying so much for some relief for him, for you, it is great to hear the most recent information. I know it takes a bit more effort on your part, but I am sure lots of people who follow this blog appreciate it.

I am so glad Luke's parents are coming out. Maybe Nathan will get some appetite for one of his grandma's pies!

We love you.

Lisa
Lisa <blesseday@gmail.com>
Aptos, CA USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 11:33 PM CDT

Susan,
I've never commented before, but have been following faithfully for a good long time now. I have a suggestion that may be a help to Nathan in terms of the pain patch.

Can it be cut? Can you cut the patch to lower the absorption level? My daughter has also been on a trans-dermal medication patch, and I am thinking that this was something we could've done if needed.

I'd hate for you to miss out on some good days due to him being over medicated. Hoping this helps...
Kelly <morris.musings@yahoo.com>
Northern, AL - Thursday, June 7, 2007 11:05 PM CDT

Susan & Luke:
My heart is just aching for all of you. I am finding it difficult to accept that Nathan has to continue to endure this illness. I do believe in miracles and I refuse to let that prayer for Nathan end. I pray for relief Nathan and for you and that he will have many more days of "being Nathan". He is a very special young man and a gift to all who know him. I lift your family up every day. God Bless
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 10:33 PM CDT

Dear Gentry Family,

Sending our love, and prayers for Nathan, may God place His healing hand upon Nathan, and relieve his pain. Peace to your family. God Bless.

The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Thursday, June 7, 2007 9:38 PM CDT

Susan & family: I have been praying for Nathan for quite some time. Chris Wood has requested prayers for your angel. I too have gone through the past nine months fighting with doctors and nurses in an effort to keep my son alive. I know how tiring and frustrating it gets. The feeling of "I can't do this anymore", the anger and the tears, however somehow we parents find the strength to continue the fight. A 16 year old girl who lives in our neighborhood was diagnosed with neuroblastoma when she was three and so I know some of what you are going through with this horrible condition. Kelsey's prognosis was not good and she has gone through many "ups and downs" throughout her 16 years, however she is a beautiful,healthy 16 year old freshman in high school today. Never, ever give up. Many people are praying for you and Nathan. Prayers work wonders and God grants miracles every day. He granted our Kyle a miracle. I will continue to pray for all of you. Stay strong, keep fighting, demand answers, and demand the best of care from every one of the doctors and nurses who care for Nathan. May God Bless all of you.
Mary Beth Ferris <little_grammie@yahoo.com>
Somerville, NJ USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:37 PM CDT

Please know that all of us in Chris Wood's circle of friends are praying for your family. As you are with Nathan I am at the National Institutes of Health reviewing research grants. Know there are many of us frustrated too that cures and treatments do not meet the needs of patients and families but we keep trying to push discoveries. May God grant you strength and lead you to the health care support person you need right now.
Terri Kinzy
- Thursday, June 7, 2007 6:11 PM CDT

Thoughts and prayers are with you! As a mother, I cannot even begin to imagine what you are going through. I'm sorry and may God grant you all peace and comfort during this difficult time.
Amy Brown
Gleason, WI 54435 - Thursday, June 7, 2007 2:42 PM CDT

I got an e-mail from Trena Simpson and had to let you know you and your family are in my prayers. May God give him relief from the pain, you the strength to see you through, and the doctors the knowledge the make life more liveable for you all by easing Nathan's pain.
Jennifer C.
Ft. Belvoir, VA USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 2:07 PM CDT

Susan, read your entry today and again am distressed as to what is happening with your sweet boy. Just a suggestion - if Nathan needs to have platelets at clinic or hospital or wherever he needs to be - and is just to weak for you to handle him safely - just call your local rescue squad and they will transport him to wherever he needs to be. Only a mother can sense what is happening to her child and you are the advocate for Nathan - and a wonderful one at that. Doesn't your Doctor have a back-up for while he is away that is familiar with Nathan's case? All of us out here -hear the anquish in your post and we want to help even just with suggestions any way we can........WE WILL BE PRAYING - GOD BLESS YOU AND NATHAN........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, June 7, 2007 1:59 PM CDT

I heard word of Nathan through Christine Wood, who sent out a prayer request through our church. Please take comfort in knowing there are many people who care and are praying for Nathan and his family. "With God, all things are possible."
Susan Amann <Susan.amann@gmail.com>
Branchburg, NJ USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 1:25 PM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday Nathan! LOVE your new Gator!! Take of yourself Susan, please know we are all thinking of you and your family!! ((HUGS))
Toni Atchinson-Rozycki <trozycki@alchesterre.com>
Cohoes, NY USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 1:09 PM CDT

Susan, Luke, and Julia I do not know you but my prayer for you is that God continues to give you all strength. Nathan is a very brave boy and such a blessing. Love Linda
Linda Smith <Mary.Smith@usafa.af.mil>
Colorado Springs, Co USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 1:04 PM CDT

Our prayers for all of you.
Josh and Jae
- Thursday, June 7, 2007 10:54 AM CDT

Thank God that Nathan had a better night and good morning. I pray constantly for him and the family. You are always in my thoughts. Even though I do not know any of you, the last 4+ years that I have been following Nathan has affected my life. Whenever I feel sorry for myself or my family, for whatever reason, I think of you all and the strength and faith that you have. Thank you for sharing your lives. You have probably influenced many of us to be strong and faithful like you. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, June 7, 2007 10:35 AM CDT

We are so sad to hear about the pain for Nathan. I am heartened this morning by your latest update that Nathan is more lucid. I pray for many more of these kind of days for all of you.

Kyle mailed a package this morning which will hopefully bring some smiles for Nathan and Julia!

God's peace and strength be with all of you, always!

love -- Katie and family
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, June 7, 2007 9:38 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to read that Nathan is not having good days. I can't imagine watching him like that.... I have been praying for him, and asking my daughter (who passed away of SUDC) to help if it's possible.

You are all constantly in my thoughts and prayers.

Kathy (January Jellybeans)
Mom to Isabella 1/9/02-5/17/03
www.geocities.com.rememberingbella
Kathy <rememberingbella@yahoo.com>
Parma, OH US - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:35 AM CDT

My heart is so heavy. I am sending you prayers TONS of prayers. I cannot imagine the pain. I am soooo sorry, noone should have to endure so much, especially a child. My heart goes out to Nathan!
Rashelle M.
Coldwater, MI USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:18 AM CDT

Susan and Luke -- Our hearts cry with and for you all. I think that what you are going through is the hardest we have to endure. We expect to loose our parents and know there is a chance we will loose our spouse. But not our children. It is so difficult to see them suffering and feel so helpless. As I said, I can't think of anything worse. We do think of you and pray for you all many times each day. You are always in our thoughts. I feel as if you are one of our girls. I am sorry you won't be able to visit IL at this time, but I am glad Luke's parents will be able to be there to help you. We are on our way to CA where we will be doing some intensive ESL training and will meet our new teammates. June 30th we fly to Taiwan where we will be teaching in summer camps put on by the local churches as an outreach to the children in their area. We will arrive back in LA the end of Aug. After visiting family and friends, we will head back to IL by way of Denver. Would love to see you, if possible.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Thursday, June 7, 2007 7:49 AM CDT

(((Susan and Family))), I am so saddened to hear of Nathan's pain and discomfort.I pray that Nathan starts to feel better and can enjoy some more fun times. I pray that God help you find the continued strength to handle all of this and to keep Nathan comfortable. I am sorry that you don't have the medical support you need and pray that it improves. Words really cannot properly express my thoughts but Nathan and your family are constantly in my prayers.
Vio <dayvio@comast.net>
Billerica, MA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 6:14 AM CDT

Susan - Have they mentioned anything about maybe giving him benedryl for the itching? I am not sure if he can take it with any other meds he's been taking, but we give it to patients itching from the narcotics all the time. Also, because he had the fever, that will also increase the release of the fentanyl from the patch - so as the fever subsides maybe the side effects will ease. I hope tomorrow is a better day for Nathan.
Lisa (gatoruf - IV January Jellbeans)
- Thursday, June 7, 2007 0:25 AM CDT

susan - I am so frustrated with the lack of support you are getting from the drs. Don't they deal with cancer daily and shouldn't they know somethng about how to help nathan? I am sooo sorry you and Luke have to deal with such medical injustice. having a gravely ill child is bad enough but then when the dr.s can't even help! my lord. Will keep praying day and night and hope for the miracle of nathan being able to perk up and play again. my heart breaks daily as I read your journals - we all care! God bless and watch over you all - esp. dear brave nathan! xoxo jude in paxoxox
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:13 PM CDT

Susan,
I'm thankful the pain was better today, but hoping with you for more good days! I'm so sorry for the lack of support and the "on your own" reality. That shouldn't be!!! You and Nathan deserve so very much better!

Thinking of you all constantly!
With love and prayers,

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:41 PM CDT

Susan, I'm glad that today was a more comfortable day for Nathan. Hoping that all of this sleeping is just his body catching up on rest now that the pain meds are working and he'll have an even better day tomorrow!
So glad you have family on the way to help and lift everyone's spirits. All of you are constantly in my thoughts.
Much love and strength to all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:06 PM CDT

Dear Nathan, I am praying for you; that God will touch you with His comfort, peace, strength and healing. We have a 4 1/2 month old granddaughter. She would love to have a brother like you - you are so loving to your sisters. I really like your gator truck - you look really cool in it. Your whole family is in my prayers. You are in Jesus' loving arms. Love Carol Uhlig (friend of your great-aunt Carol Seidenstricker)
Carol Uhlig <godismyrock1@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 9:07 PM CDT

Sending tons of prayers for Nathan. I'm thinking and praying for you and your family.
Sarah (from January 02 PG) <ralenth@yahoo.com>
NH - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:51 PM CDT

I am glad Nathan got some rest. I will continue praying for restful painless days. God continue to guide and protect you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 2:15 PM CDT

Hello Susan and Luke ~ I was "introduced" to Nathan through Jen Click. Just started reading the latest updates. Many new prayer warriors will be lifting Nathan up as Jen asked me to pass the request on to our prayer chain. May you feel the love and prayers of even strangers this day.

Hi Nathan! I live in Allentown, home of the Mack Truck! : ) We have two daughters, Michele is 24 and will be heading to grad school in Boston at the end of August, and Meghan is 22 and just graduated from Penn State with an art degree. Would you believe that Meghan brought home a dog after she graduated??!!! I do have to admit that we all fell in love with Kiela. She's just a lump of love and sleeps a lot. Our other dog was pretty wild! Speaking of dogs, I have a little joke for you....ready?
What did one flea say to the other flea?
"Should we walk, or take the dog?" : )

I surely hope that by this evening you are feeling some relief of that pain Nathan. I will be praying for you all through the night tonight. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 2:15 PM CDT

May God bring comfort to Nathan and your entire family.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 1:38 PM CDT

Praying continuously for you, your son and your family. God can and does perform miracles every day. I am praying for one for Nathan today.
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 12:26 AM CDT

I am so sorry! I continue to think of and pray for Nathan! If there is ANYTHING and I mean anything Susan...I can do, please let me know. I am here for you. HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGS!!!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 12:24 AM CDT

So sorry to hear Nathan is having so much pain. Please know he is in our thoughts and prayers and are hoping for much needed pain relief.
Robin Eckert www.caringbridge.org/visit/dustineckert <reckert1@aol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:17 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to read that Nathan has so much pain. I am keeping him and all of you in my prayers.
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear that Nathan's health is worsening. I hope he can get some good pain relief and am thankkful he is resting comfortably this morning. I hope he feels better so he can ride his new Gator tractor. He is just too cute! May God's peace and strength surround you all.

With love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:52 AM CDT

We are sending our love and prayers.
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:40 AM CDT

Sending prayers for all of you, from the other side of the world. With love & hugs, z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:06 AM CDT

I am sending prayers every second of the day for Nathan and your family.
God Bless,
Terri and Jeremy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jeremysjourney
Terri Banish <terbanish@aol.com>
warren, mi usa - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 9:41 AM CDT

Dear Susan, I was so distressed to read today's entry on Nathan's health. I have read over and over again the words "emotional roller-coaster" to describe what all of you go thru on a daily basis. I will pray so very hard that the Doctors can relieve his pain and find out what is causing such distress. We all want him to be able to have a good quality of life and be able to go out and ride his Gator truck all over........ We all are with you and your family spiritually and emotionally thru this journey. Nathan - WE LOVE YOU......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

We think of all of you often and pray even more. Pain is such a horrible thing to deal with especially in your child. We will pray for comfort and peace. Please know we can be there whenever you need us.
Rychter family <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 9:00 AM CDT

I'm so sorry for Nathan's pain. I've followed his journey for so long and I continue to pray for all of you.
Sondra Moore
TX - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 8:06 AM CDT

I have been following Nathan's website all along since we met briefly at Sloan Kettering last October. Thinking of you and your family. hope the docs can get the pain under good control.
Have mentioned Nathan on Laura's site before and will again so that more prayers and thoughts of hope and kindness will be going your way from our part of world to you and Nathan and your family.
Mara
mother of angel Laura
Mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 8:06 AM CDT

I am sorry to hear that Nathan is in so much pain. He's in my thughts and prayers.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:39 AM CDT

Thinking of you all. I'm so sorry Nathan has been in pain, has to be absolutley heartbreaking to watch....
Kathy Callahan <rememberingbella@yahoo.com>
Parma, OH US - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:21 AM CDT

Susan - I can only imagine the frustration you are going thru not being able to get Nathan some pain relief. And the drs.! They have to find something to help! I will continue to ask God to give Nathan relief from his pain and ask God to help Nathan rally once again! YOU are all in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult and seemingly impossible time. My heart breaks for you - jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 5:36 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to read Nathan is in so much pain, and hope he had a better night and is able to get out to play on his super truck really soon. Love and hugs to all of you,
Louise
Nottingham, UK - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 2:16 AM CDT

God bless you all and may He give Nathan a peaceful night. Prayers continue for you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 2:05 AM CDT

Susan, I am so sorry to hear that Nathan has been having so much pain. I am sending prayers that his pain medications kick in and he can get some rest and get up tomorrow ready to ride that Gator!
Lisa (gatoruf - IV January Jellbeans)
- Wednesday, June 6, 2007 0:50 AM CDT

Sending all the positive thoughts I can that Nathan will have another one of his incredible rallies. Hope the drugs kick in so he can sleep peacefully tonight.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 11:57 PM CDT

I have been reading Nathan's site for a long time and I wish there were something I could do to ease his pain now. I continue to pray for him every day and I hope the doctors will be able to get his pain under control soon. He is such a beautiful child and he is lucky to have such wonderful caring parents who are doing everything possible to help him through this terrible ordeal. God bless all of you.
b. reilly
havertown , pa - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 11:30 PM CDT

I say call the Dr. If he is in pain, call. Dont worry about what he will think, do what feels right to you. I am so sorry and I will be praying for you tonight. I just want to reassure you that you don't have to wait, make lots of noise and let your voice be heard. You are the only one that can make the dr's understand his pain. Call and carry on until you feel everyone is doing all that they can do to get your boy some relief.
Beth <btheubanks@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 11:22 PM CDT

We love you and are praying for you all.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:53 PM CDT

You are very much in Kyle and my thoughts and prayers tonight. We are so sorry that Nathan is in such pain...and so sorry that you have to watch your wonderful child suffer. Our prayers are with you tonight.

God Bless you and grant you strength. We pray that the doctors can manage Nathan's pain and that God will ease your pain and wrap His loving arms around all of you and envelop each of you in His gentle touch.

much love to all -- Katie and family
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:39 PM CDT

Your family will be in my prayers tonight. I pray that the Drs. can find a way to ease Nathan's pain and make him more comfortable so he can enjoy riding on his Gator some more.
Debbie Donovan <ddon748@yahoo.com>
Kearny, NJ - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:30 PM CDT

Susan,

I was waiting to read the update, hoping that Nathan will be on yet another "second wind." I'm still hoping for that and you guys will be in my thoughts, as always.

Much love from Boston,

Kate, John and the crew
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:26 PM CDT

God bless you all and my prayers are constant for sweet Nathan. I pray that his pain goes away.

Tamra
Hendersonville, NC - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 9:49 PM CDT

What a cool truck, Nathan! Must be lots of fun to drive around and to give Julia a ride. You're such a great big brother. I'm glad you got to have some fun! Hugs to you.
Shirley
ny, ny - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 3:43 PM CDT

Dear Susan, Nathan looks so happy in his Gator Truck - what a great gift for a wonderful, brave young man. There are alot of good people in this world, as you well know. I know that you and your family are going thru a rough time now, but so many of us out here are praying for pain free days for Nathan. As I continue to read the latest updates on many sites - that is of the most concern it seems to me.

I am just so proud to have gotten to meet you and so many other Mom's like you thru Caringbridge - it just continues to amaze me as to how you all continually stay so strong and focused at what has to be most stressful of times. MAY GOD BLESS..........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:25 AM CDT

(((HUGS)))) Thinking of you and praying for some relief from the pain.
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 9:02 AM CDT

Great Gater & Greater Gater Driver
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO & Cerro Gordo , IL - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 7:16 AM CDT

Susan - so sorry Nathan is having such a terrible time with pain. I hope the scans will show a way to lessen that pain. Maybe direct the drs. in a way they can help more. Asking God to help you ALL thru this horrible time. jude in paxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 5:03 AM CDT

Nathan looks adorable on his new toy. What a perfect present!
Tami Milbourn <maramilbourn@yahoo.com>
Boulder, CO USA - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 0:03 AM CDT

Susan, Luke and family,

I continue praying for Nathan to have less pain and for God to comfort and strengthen you all during these difficult days. Prayfully, tomorrow will be a better day and Nathan can ride the Gator.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Monday, June 4, 2007 11:13 PM CDT

Greetings from Kentucky, Gentry's! We should arrive in NC tomorrow. We've been thinking of Nathan all day. We hope the bone scan was comfortable for him, and that it aides you all in getting him as pain free as possible! Tell Julia that Brady says hello!
The Armigers <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, June 4, 2007 8:51 PM CDT

Nathan - our neighbor has a Gator like yours. He is 4 years old, and his name is Mason. Mason rules the neighborhood when he rides his gator - bet you are the same way! His dad helped us with some stuff around the house, and Mason would wear his tool belt and help his dad. Very cool. Just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you in SC!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Monday, June 4, 2007 5:39 PM CDT

Nathan you look like such a good driver!! All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, June 4, 2007 8:17 AM CDT

I love the photo's and his big happy smile. When is his Birthday? I hope today is better and he can have some more fun with his new toy. Praying for all of you. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, June 4, 2007 7:37 AM CDT

Susan,
What a great picture! Nathan looks so happy driving. I hope the bone scan will be helpful in dealing with the pain. My prayers continue as you walk this road!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Sunday, June 3, 2007 11:35 PM CDT

I never had cool riding toys like your Gator when I was a kid! You got a really great gift in that toy! You look so happy driving your sister in it, too. What great pics! Glad your Gator is so neat and that you love it. Will continue to ask God to make you feel better xoxoxo Enjoy your toys! How big are the Pez candies in that monster? wow! jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Sunday, June 3, 2007 11:24 PM CDT

Nathan,

I really like the pictures of your birthday, but you look really cool on your John Deere Gator. That looks like a lot of fun to ride. By the way, I have never seen a PEZ container that big !!! I'm glad you had a good birthday. God bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, June 3, 2007 9:30 PM CDT

WOW, Nathan! That is one COOL tractor! I'm glad you had such a great time at your party and the zoo. I can't get over how neat that tractor is!
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, June 3, 2007 9:28 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. I was thinking about Nathan all day. Praise God for the painless day today. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, June 3, 2007 2:17 AM CDT

Nathan -- sounds like you had a great birthday party. Your teacher was even there. That's really special! Glad you were able to go to the zoo, too. What a big day you had! We were paraying that you would have a good time at the party and the zoo. Guess those prayers were answered, huh!
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Saturday, June 2, 2007 4:43 PM CDT

Hi Susan and Nathan,

So happy the pain plan is working, and Nathan is comfortable. The birthday party sounds awesome!! Glad you could enjoy the zoo, too. Your family remains in our prayers. God Bless.

The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Saturday, June 2, 2007 4:40 PM CDT

Nathan - so glad you had a nice birthday party and zoo trip! Sounds like you had a special day! I will keep praying that your pain lessens and you can get outside and play in the nice weather. Will look forward to your birthday pics! Feel better soon! jude in pa xoxoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, June 2, 2007 5:00 AM CDT

Nathan,

You sure had a busy day!! I hope to see your pictures especially with you opening presents. You aren't going to believe this... but I get motion sickeness on the carousel. I am glad you got to ride the carousel. My own children... who are probably as old as your mom and dad... still love to ride the rides. I'd rather eat cotton candy. Happy Birthday from your birthday buddy. God bless you and lessen your pain.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, June 1, 2007 10:48 PM CDT

I remember meeting your wonderful family at Sloan. I check on you often although I don't always have time to sign. I must have about 60 kids with NB I follow. I wish there weren't so many. I wish there was a cure. My son Ryan has NB too. Our kids are so brave. I wish they didn't have to suffer so...I'm praying special prayers for your adorable son Nathan for a treatment that will halt the progression, for pain free days, and for lots of FUN... I know God is with you all...may you feel his strength and peace during what must be a very tough time. May there be many more moments of joy!

Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)

Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 1, 2007 9:03 PM CDT

Have a great time at Chuck E Cheese and the zoo tonight! You are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Melissa <melnjess2002@Yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 2:56 PM CDT

I'm sending my prayers out for Nathan to feel better for his birthday party and trip to the zoo. Hope you have a fun weekend with no pain.
Debbie Donovan <ddon748@yahoo.com>
Kearny, NJ - Friday, June 1, 2007 1:13 PM CDT

Susan,
Praying Nathan has a much better day today and that he can enjoy his birthday party and the zoo.
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Friday, June 1, 2007 12:02 AM CDT

Sending our thoughts.
Josh and Jae
- Friday, June 1, 2007 10:34 AM CDT

Praying Nathan gets to enjoy his birthday party, zoo visit and many pain-free days ahead.
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 1, 2007 10:26 AM CDT

Sending our thoughts and prayers so Nathan may have the strength to enjoy the zoo visit and his very special birthday party
Robin Eckert <reckert1@acol.com>
Carlisle, PA USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 9:36 AM CDT

Dear Susan, I have not signed in in awhile but every day I check in and see how Nathan is doing......I just pray that you can get his pain under control - From reading your entries - it just seems like a continious rollercoaster - up and down.......and that things can change so fast. I am praying for a great birthday party for him - he certainly deserves the best of days and so do you. I will pray for him and your family - you are the best ever......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, June 1, 2007 8:14 AM CDT

Nathan - May God lessen your pain so you can have a wonderful birthday party tomorrow. You are in my prayers as always xoxoxo Have a good time and I will look forward to seeing your beautiful smile in your birthday photos! Hugs and prayers xoxoxo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, May 31, 2007 9:59 PM CDT

I stood out on my deck tonight and saw my first star of the night. I wished for Nathan to be pain free for his birthday. I saw my 2nd star and wished for Nathan to be pain free for the zoo. I hope both wishes come true.

My prayers are with you all, as always.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 31, 2007 9:43 PM CDT

I'm praying for Nathan to have an awesome Chuck E. Cheese party tomorrow! Enjoy the zoo, and I hope you can all get to Illinois with those tickets you bought.
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, May 31, 2007 8:47 PM CDT

Lots of prayers for Nathan.First that his pain gets under control and second that he feels good for his party tomorrow. I hope you have a great turnout and that Nathan is doing well. You are such a strong and loving family and my thoughts and prayers are with you all. May God keep Nathan in comfort and allow you all to enjoy life together.
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Thursday, May 31, 2007 8:44 PM CDT

Happy (early) birthday party Nathan! It's 2AM here in Istanbul, so it's June 1st... Arda (your June 00 buddy) says he is looking forward to seeing your party's pictures. You guys were born a week apart. It's hard to imagine how quickly you both grew up, and attended first grade!

Hope you have a great party!

Sending you love & hugs and prayers from all of us..

Zeynep, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Thursday, May 31, 2007 6:18 PM CDT

You two are such good people and good parents too. Nathan is so fortunate to have you as his parents. Your healthy daughters are blessed as well to be a part of your family.
May God bless each minute of your lives together...you deserve His peace.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora & Cerro Gordo , CO & IL - Thursday, May 31, 2007 3:45 PM CDT

Have my fingers crossed that the trip to IL works out & that things go smoothly!!! Early HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Nathan!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, May 31, 2007 3:35 PM CDT

Nathan,

I am looking forward to seeing pictures of your birthday party. I hope you have a really fun time. Then it's off to Illinois! I lived in the Chicago area for 10 years before moving to Texas. My husband is from Chicago. God bless you and your family. Prayers continue to God for you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, May 31, 2007 0:09 AM CDT

sorry to hear Nathan is not at his best again. I will keep asking God to spare him pain and let him have a great birthday party. hope julia feels better - I, too, have a UTI and had to cut our vacation short. Not fun! Hugs to the girls and a huge hug and many prayers for nathan and you and LUke! luv - jude in pa xxoxoxoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 9:37 PM CDT

Great!! I am so happy you all had a good weekend. Here's to many many more long weekends full of fun and painless days for Nathan. It was raining a lot here, but we always need the rain. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 6:37 PM CDT

susan - hi, back from Savannah and St. Augustine. had a good time and need to get back to our routine now. wanted to check on Nathan and was glad to hear he is doing better. I wondered how he was the whole time we were gone. I think the JUN 1 birthday party sounds nice. I will get a card out soon. I have my son's birthday and 2 graduations to cover, too! Lots going on in JUN including MY birthday! Will keep watching your journals and pray for Nathan and you all - Have a great birthday Nathan! hugs and prayers always xoxo jude in pgh
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Sunday, May 27, 2007 8:32 PM CDT

Hi Nathan! My friend sent me an e-mail about you-and i just wanted you to know that myself and my family are praying for you everyday. I was diagnoised with uterine cancer in 1999, i had surgery and in 2003 i found i have colon cancer. I have gone thru chemo three different times since. last weekend i received a call from my mom that my dad had found out he has prostate cancer. i guess it runs in our family. my point is- God has gotten our family thru quite a bit and i now beleive in the power of prayer. I will pray for you and your family to get thru this... try and keep your spirits up and God Bless You.
Denise <d8nascar3@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL - Saturday, May 26, 2007 10:00 AM CDT

Hi Nathan,

I am so glad that you are feeling much better. It should be getting warmer there and I bet you have lots of plans to play outside. God Bless you and your family.

Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, May 25, 2007 9:42 PM CDT

Hi Nathan! I'm very glad that your in-patient overnight stay had positive, energizing results! It's always great to hear that you are running around and having fun with your sister. Hope you have a wonderful weekend and the weather will be perfect for a parade or a picnic.
Keeping you all in prayer, Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Friday, May 25, 2007 9:05 PM CDT

So glad Nathan is feeling better. I hope all of you have an uneventful, yet wonderful weekend!

Candace and Benjamin
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Friday, May 25, 2007 7:17 PM CDT

Glad to hear he is feeling so great! I hope your family has a wonderful weekend together - the weather looks like it might cooperate and give us a beautiful holiday!
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, May 25, 2007 4:35 PM CDT

Thinking of you all
Kathy Callahan <rememberingBella@yahoo.com>
Parma , OH US - Friday, May 25, 2007 2:09 PM CDT

Hope you get out of the hospital soon. Thinking of you!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 25, 2007 1:03 PM CDT

Hey Luke and Susan,
Just wanted you to know I am still praying and checking in on your entire family! Take Care!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, May 25, 2007 7:44 AM CDT

I am so glad Nathan got to attend school for the whole day. The kids at his age are still curious about everything and enjoy learning. I wish I had 140 Nathans in my classes. The 140 I have now are complainers and do as little as possible. God Bless you all. I'm praying Nathan's fever goes down and he is out running and playing again this weekend.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, May 24, 2007 10:10 PM CDT

Praying for you all so hard.
Always Believing in the Power of Prayer.

If you can look at the sunset and smile,
then you still have hope.

If you can find beauty in the colors of a small
flower, then you still have hope.

If you can find pleasure in the movement of
a butterfly, then you still have hope.

If the smile of a child can still warm your heart,
then you still have hope.

If you can see the good in other people,
then you still have hope.

If the rain breaking on a roof top can still lull
you to sleep, then you still have hope.

If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop
and stare in wonder, then you still have hope.

If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant
under your fingertips, then you still have hope.

If you meet new people with a trace of excitement
and optimism, then you still have hope.

If you give people the benefit of a doubt,
then you still have hope.

If you still offer your hand in friendship to others
that have touched your life, then you still have hope.

If receiving an unexpected card or letter still brings
a pleasant surprise, then you still have hope.

If the suffering of others still fills you with pain and frustration, then you still have hope.

If you refuse to let a friendship die, or accept that
it must end, then you still have hope.

If you look forward to a time or place of quiet and
reflection, then you still have hope.

If you still buy the ornaments, put up the Christmas
tree or cook the turkey, then you still have hope.

If you still watch love stories or want the endings
to be happy, then you still have hope.

If you can look to the past and smile,
then you still have hope.

If, when faced with the bad, when told everything
is futile, you can still look up and end the conversation
with the phrase...."yeah....BUT.." then you still have hope.

Hope is such a marvelous thing. It bends, it twists, it sometimes hides, but rarely does it break. It sustains us when nothing else can. It gives us reason to continue and courage to move ahead, when we tell ourselves we'd rather give in.

Hope puts a smile on our face when the heart cannot
manage.

Hope puts our feet on the path when our eyes cannot
see it.

Hope moves us to act when our souls are confused
of the direction.

Hope is a wonderful thing, something to be cherished
and nurtured, and something that will refresh us in return.
And it can be found in each of us, and it can bring light
into the darkest of places. Never lose hope.

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 24, 2007 8:02 PM CDT

WOW!! "What a great day full of awards for you Nathan!!" AR points are hard to get. You must like reading. My son is a librarian now and his favorite books when he was little were Curious George books. Keep up the good reading Officer Nathan.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 7:03 PM CDT

hi there....you know you actually made my day...sounds odd???? that smile just made things so much better!!!! you are in my prayers.....a friend ( diana chalmers ) sent out an e mail all about you...see how special you are....a lot of people love you...i sent it on to my friends and family too.... my two boys said to say hi to chuckie cheese for them...because we know youare going to have that party!!!! and if i can send out early greetings too...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIDDO!!!! much love to u and your family...take care of you...sioux,t.j.& collin pignatiello. ..tinley park,illinois
susan pignatiello <tinkerbell2822@netzero.net>
tinley park, il united states - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 4:47 PM CDT

Hello, there is a hidden message here for you, but you've got to do a little bit of work to find it. Use the coin to "scratch" the surface to reveal your message

Love Viks

If you have 1 minute spare today please send an email to a sick child at www.postpals.co.uk
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 10:48 AM CDT

Hey Mr. Nathan, CSPD
Katya and I saw police car when I went to Bryce's class yesterday afternoon in the portables. Then we all heard the siren! How cool is that to be a honorary member of the police department! Congratulations!!!! Congratulations also on the Sunshine Award. If I remember that award from last year right it is one of the most prestigious ones for first grade. Good job!
Reeda, Andy, Bryce & Katya
Colorado Springs, CO 80920 - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 9:51 AM CDT

Hope the good days continue, & you can make your trip to IL!!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 11:19 PM CDT

Believing in Nathan's complete healing!!
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 6:15 PM CDT

Susan,

I think of you and your family every day. Prayers continue to go upward for Nathan. I will pray that Nathan's birthday party is a lot of fun. God Bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 5:47 PM CDT

Your son Nathan is a sweet, very strong little boy. My heart aches for all that he has been through. I pray and pray for many, many good days ahead for him and the entire family. All my love to the Gentry family.
Shirley
NY, NY - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 3:39 PM CDT

CHUCK E. CHEESE!!! How fun is that...for Nathan! (Okay, not so much for the adult in me :) Our family prays for your and will continue to do so, especially for the very fun party. Hope Lauren and Tori can play together soon.
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg
- Tuesday, May 22, 2007 2:15 PM CDT

You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Mary McDevitt <marymcdev@mail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 1:14 PM CDT

Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers. ((((((Hugs)))))))
Sarah (from the IV Jan 02 PG) <ralenth2004@gmail.com>
NH - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 8:57 AM CDT

Susan -- I am hoping that all of Nathan's hard playing yesterday accounted for today's tiredness. Hopefully he just needs a day or two to "catch up" from the exertion of playing and bowling. I hope that tomorrow and Wednesday prove to be better days!

My best to all of you. You are in our thoughts and prayers!

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, May 21, 2007 9:07 PM CDT

Nathan,

Hey we are birthday buddies!!!!! My birthday is June 16 too, except I am WAY older than you. I hope you have a great birthday. By the way, how did you do at bowling??? God bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, May 21, 2007 8:58 PM CDT

Nathan is a our star. We used his photo in one our best posters for The Pinwheel Project. We'd love to have you all see it. Write back with your e-mail address and we'll send you a copy. His adorable mug is helping so many other hospitalized children. Hugs to Nathan and the rest of the family.

xoxox,
sandee
Sandee Martensen <pinwheelproject@hotmail.com>
Bedford, NY United States - Sunday, May 20, 2007 10:54 PM CDT

A relief to many Susan. Can't wait to hear about the birthday party. My 20th high school reunion is in a few weeks. I went to Monticello High School. If you are over that way during that time I would love to meet you all for a bit. I won't have my kiddos with me but I would love to meet you and your beautiful family.
Prayers always,
Amy
www.lifeafterleukemia.blogspot.com
Amy Muston <amymuston@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Sunday, May 20, 2007 10:12 PM CDT

I want to freeze time, or better still turn it backwards.

Nathn is always in my thoughts and prayers.
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 20, 2007 12:20 AM CDT

What an amazing family you guys are! I just wish there was something I could say or do to help. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kim Wellborn <fivewellborns@netzero.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, May 20, 2007 10:25 AM CDT

The wheelchair sounds like a great idea. Ryan would be happy with a black one, too! Stay strong, friend, and know that many prayers are coming your way. Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Saturday, May 19, 2007 3:35 PM CDT

Eamon and Corwin wanted to send a big hug your way. corwin really likes Nathan's photos, as he is a big fan of large equipment. Hugs from Liam and I as well.

Liza
liza Yore
Edmonds, Wa - Saturday, May 19, 2007 10:58 AM CDT

May the good Lord continue to hold you all close to Him and give you comfort during these difficult times. My prayers continue upward.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, May 19, 2007 9:56 AM CDT

Thinkin of you guys.
Josh and Jae
- Saturday, May 19, 2007 9:07 AM CDT

I'm so sad to hear that Nathan's fatique and pain continue to worsen. I hope you make it to IL and that Nathan can enjoy it a little. I admire your strength and your continued focus on what is best for Nathan and your entire family. My daily thoughts and prayers are with Nathan and your entire family.
(((hugs)))
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, May 19, 2007 9:04 AM CDT

Susan, I am so sorry to read this update. I hope the blood gives Nathan some energy and you are able to have a fun trip to Illinois. I really admire the way that you and Luke stay focused on what is best for Nathan and Julia and Lauren. I know I can never imagine how difficult it is for you to put Nathan's comfort and happiness ahead of your own desires. To me, the two of you are a living example of true, selfless love. I just wish you didn't have to be.
Peace, strength and much love to you,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Saturday, May 19, 2007 8:29 AM CDT

A trip to Illinois sounds like a fine idea. You'll have to make a photo journal out of it. Maybe put Nathan at the helm of the camera so we can see the trip from his eyes. Maybe a good distraction from the actual, long journey to Ill.

Thinking of you
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Saturday, May 19, 2007 6:32 AM CDT

We continue to pray for you all! If you do get back to Illinois, we would love to see you. We will be here until the afternoon of June 4th. That is when we start our drive to California. We will be stopping in Denver, by the way. Anyway, we would love to see you. Ron and I will be teaching in summer camps in Taiwan again this summer.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Friday, May 18, 2007 10:50 PM CDT

I can't say anything to make you feel better or make this easier on any of you, but just want you to know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers. I hope you can make that trip to IL in the next few weeks and that radiation will work on Nathan's pain. (((HUGS))) We love you, The Seminarios
Myndi <myndismnms@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, May 18, 2007 10:35 PM CDT

Just dropping a line to let you know you're in our prayers. Let us know if there is anything we can do...maybe send some fresh boiled crawfish out there to you...
Will and Carlee
Lafayette, LA - Friday, May 18, 2007 8:53 PM CDT

Hope you can make the trip to IL as soon as it's feasible. I know you've had to cancel several times in the past, & I know the CG relatives would love to have you there. We plan to be in CG in July.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, May 18, 2007 8:09 PM CDT

Just your ole pal from Boston checking in. It sounds like things are a little thick around you, waiting and watching. I can't do anything to ease your pain but I want you to know you are in my thoughts, multiple times, every single day.
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Friday, May 18, 2007 9:55 AM CDT

Susan - so sorry to hear Nathan is having issues that affect his joy of going to school. Praying he will feel better real soon. We will be away for 2 weeks and I will miss reading up on him. God bless you all xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, May 17, 2007 10:36 PM CDT

Susan, Nathan is so lucky to have a mommy that takes such good care of him and can predict all his needs and feel such compassion. I wish there were something to do to make you feel better. Just know that we are praying for your strength and your courage, and for joy for all of ya'll each and every day. Love, Missy
MissyMorgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 10:09 PM CDT

Nathan,

I hear you like school food. Your food at school must be better than ours. I can hardly wait for summer so I can stay home to rest, paint and read. God bless you and I pray you feel less tired.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, May 17, 2007 6:05 PM CDT

You all are always in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that the chemo helps him with pain and just feeling better.
Gretchen Lonero ~Mommy to Angel Alex and Neil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
Irwin, PA USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 10:52 AM CDT

What an amazing young man you have. I spend alot of my time humbled in the presence of these amazing kids. As always you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Abra mommy to Nate www.caringbridge.org/wa/natemckean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 8:50 AM CDT

Here's a virtual hug right back to you. I am glad the ibuprofen is working so well. I am so proud that he is trying so hard to feel good. Stay strong. Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 3:12 PM CDT

I hope the ibuprofen continues to work for Nathan and allows him to enjoy at least some time at school. Prayers for him, and your whole family!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 15, 2007 6:26 PM CDT

Continued prayers for Nathan and for all of you. It's amazing that despite everything that's happening in his body, that Nathan can seem to put it aside and enjoy himself whether with his family at the amusement park or with a friend dropping by - that in itself is a blessing. And, Happy Mother's Day to a most spectacular mother, Susan.
Christine Wood (and Thomas too) <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ USA - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 2:13 PM CDT

Susan and family - you do not know me, but I have been praying for your family for the past couple of years. I used to see you around at church or around town, and then I found out you were friends with the Larks, which caused me to re-double my prayers for you. I will continue to lift you all up in prayer. There is no comfort like that which comes from God, but I know that in my own tough times it has always lifted my spirits to know how many people were praying for me.
Marnie Wilson <marniewilson@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 2:09 PM CDT

Nathan - hope you feel better real soon. Aches and pains are not fun, are they? You hang in there buddy! I like to hear you having a good time at school! Soon it will be summer vacation! God bless xoxo jude in pgh
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 5:47 AM CDT

Susan,
I wanted you to know I think of you and your family often. I met you all at RMH as my son Ryan also has NB. I didn't get to meet Nathan but he has a special place in my heart. I love his photos on your site. I hope he feels better. I do so wish a cure would come soon to save all our wonderful kids. Happy Mother's Day, Susan. I'm so glad you can all have fun and I pray for God's strength, joy, and peace to surround you.

Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:51 PM CDT

Susan,
I am happy that this was a good weekend for you and the family, and that it made Mother's Day good for you. It is good to hear that Nathan had fun with his school friend. Those joyous times for him are a good medicine. I continue to think of Nathan,you and your whole family. Prayers continue upward for you all. God Bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:44 PM CDT

Susan,
Thinking of you today as always!
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:14 PM CDT

Oh Susan, I know it is hard to watch the other children and feel that they just don't know how blessed they are. We will be praying that this is just a bug or something, and Nathan will feel better very soon. Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMOrgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:13 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Susan.

Hoping and praying for many many more Mother's Days with Nathan, Julia and Lauren together.

Love to all, from this side of the world, Z & Arda & Tunca
Zeynep <zeynep.kurmus@ATsuperonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Saturday, May 12, 2007 4:04 PM CDT

Dearest Susan,
Have a wonderful Mother's Day. We can feel your sadness and pain. These are one of those confusing times when we just don't understand....why me???? God never ceases to surprise us though. In your times of sadness, just look up and thanks Him always.
"For I know the plans I have for you..plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"
Jer 29:11

Love,
Angie and Greg
Angie
Denver, CO - Saturday, May 12, 2007 11:41 AM CDT

Susan,
Happy Mother's Day. I hope you enjoy a wonderful day with your beautiful family. I admire you and am amazed by your strength and perspective. For those of us with "healthy" children, it can be easy to take it all for granted but Nathan's story always reminds me to cherish each day and to thank God each day. I hope Nathan just has a virus and that his cancer is not progressing even more. My daily prayers are with Nathan and your entire family.

-Vio (old Jan02 PG member)
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, May 12, 2007 7:23 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day to one amazing mom! May God grant you peace and strength as your journey with Nathan continues. Enjoy all the love and hugs you can get Mother's Day! You have 3 beautiful children and they all adore you! God bless you all xoxo jude in pgh
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Saturday, May 12, 2007 5:47 AM CDT

Susan,
May the LORD put His arms around you and comfort you during these hard times. I continue to pray for many more painless days for Nathan and joy-filled days with your whole family. God bless you all.

Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, May 12, 2007 4:13 AM CDT

susan - your attitude about nathan's disease and its progression is really a great one. enjoy every moment you can and not dwell on the bad side of it. good for you. I wish you a wonderful mother's day! you DESERVE it! jude in pgh xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 10:31 PM CDT

Susan and family - just having such beautiful weather here in PGH and wanted to send happy thoughts and prayers your way and hope you are also enjoying beautiful weather and happy times together! Big hugs to everyone - esp. darling Nathan! jude in pa xoxo
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 6:18 AM CDT

Hellow family,
I just want to give a big kiss to all of you. I,m following Nathan's evolution, and I smile when I see how funny and happy seems in the different pictures. I pray for you everyday, and I really expect the best news as soon as possible. BIG KISS FROM GEMMA,s mum from Spain. I,m sure Gemma is pushing somewhere in the heaving for the good results for Nathan.
dolors_hernandez@hotmail.com <dolors_hernandez@hotmail.com>
GIRONA, SP SPAIN - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 9:01 AM CDT

Hello. I reached your site through the curesearch site. Please visit ours also. I commend that you have written a site on the father's feelings and point of view. Its strange how two married people can sometimes feel so isolated while dealing with the crisis of raising and treating a child with cancer. God bless and keep Nathan well.
www.frankiesfight.org
frankiesfight@aol.com
Monique
Mom to Julianna 14, Angel Frankie 1-7-99 3-28-07, Paul 6 and Jonathan 3
Monique <frankiesfight@aol.com>
Phila, pa usa - Monday, May 7, 2007 12:12 AM CDT

Nathan's new picture is adorable. I have 2 little boys (and 2 little girls) of my own, but really, you don't get much cuter than Mr. N (shhh, don't tell mine I said that:) )

Nathan looks so happy and confident. I love reading about all the fun he has been having, I am so happy he is feeling good and enjoying life. I pray it continues for a long, long, long, long time.

Your girls, as always, are also just as pretty as can be.

Prayers,
Rita
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 6, 2007 8:53 PM CDT

I love the John Deere shirt and hat! How appropo for a farm trip! we have a wonderful working/teaching farm here called Round Hill Farm. Every yr. we took our preschoolers there the first week of OCt. Saw animals and fed ducks and so on. Really cool place. I saw your slide show from APR and loved the pic of the 3 kids at Easter? they look sooooo precious! have a great week ahead. Glad Nathan is feeling so good - prayers for continued better health xoxo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Saturday, May 5, 2007 11:03 PM CDT

Nathan, that shirt was perfect for a farm!! Ryan loves to go to his Grand-daddy's farm and ride on his tractors. I can just imagine all the neat things you got to see on the farm. We will check back soon to see all your pictures. Take care, The Morgans from GA
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Saturday, May 5, 2007 12:37 AM CDT

Nathan,

How Cool!! I went on a field trip when I was in third grade. We went to my teacher's dad's farm. It was really neat to see the animals and learn about soybeans and all. I see you wore your John Deere shirt. Did you kids get to go on a tractor or ride in a wagon? I bet you know more than my 6th grade students and could teach them. God bless you and have a great weekend.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, May 5, 2007 12:17 AM CDT

susan - just an update on my nephew in GA. Dylan has finally been diagnosed! It is a rare infection type thing inside his cheek tissues. antibiotics are starting to heal him. we are so relieved it was not worse. I wish you all a wonderful weekend. weather is glorious here! finally! Hugs to all xo jude in pa
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, May 3, 2007 6:32 AM CDT

so happy to hear Nathan is holding his own. he is such a positive child for all he is going thru. God bless him. our nephew in GA is still in the hosp. and he is now on the caringbridge. DylanCoe, GA. Drs. are still clueless! He may need Mayo Bros. next. So glad to hear things are going ok there. HOpe the girls are well soon. Hang in there! hugs all around - jude in paxoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Monday, April 30, 2007 11:39 PM CDT

Hi I'm Bradley Wilson's cousin and I check his site regularly and thank you for writing and suggesting a site for ppl like us and parents like my aunt and uncle it is great support for families alike to support each other and share stories and to keep the faith!! It has almost been a year since my lil cousin passed but the pain is still so painfull!! I still catch myself praying for Bradley a year later I guess it's out of habbit!! I hope to keep up on your site and will be praying for you and your family! You can never have enough prayers!!! sincerley Tara
Tara Wright <tarawright86@yahoo.com>
Columbus, Ohio USA - Monday, April 30, 2007 6:42 PM CDT

What a trooper!! Nathan is amazing.... and so are his parents. God Bless you all. Prayers continue for good and happy days.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, April 30, 2007 4:10 PM CDT

Susan your journal sounds so familiar. My Nate is the same way. You never know how much pain they are really in because they are so tough. You are all in my prayers and I think of you all often. With Hope Abra Mommy to Nate
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, wa usa - Monday, April 30, 2007 3:10 PM CDT

It has been only 4 years since we visited in person last but it seems like an eternity. Your family are always in our thoughts and prayers. I hope you make it back to central Illinois soon. We would love to see you.
All Our Love to You, Angie, Ken, and Alexis
Angie <angie@pointe-ui.com>
Champaign, IL - Sunday, April 29, 2007 8:17 PM CDT

SNOW DAYS!! I can't even imagine with all the heat here. You can send a little snow my way. I am glad you are using those days to have fun bowling and baking. Sounds like you all had a nice week. God Bless and take care. Prayers continue for good days like these.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, April 26, 2007 7:57 PM CDT

susan - so happy your weekend was nice. I hope and pray Nathan feels good for a long time. we got devastating news tonight - our great nephew in Atlanta is in childrens' with possible facial cancer! mass may be inoperable. Dylan is 5. Dr.s have never seen anything like this and he may be sent to Mayo for further tests if they cannot pinpoint the problem. I read Nathan's site all the time and it has been really hard to hear about all he has gone thru for 4 yrs. Now we may have Dylan with terrible health. Sooo sad. I'm glad Nathan is finding things to do that make him happy. That is wonderful! Take care and hugs to everyone - sent a package today xoxo jude in pa
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 11:31 PM CDT

Susan, The blackbird video is adorable. What a great idea to put it on Nathan's site. It is great to see him singing and having fun. We continue to pray for ya'll and for Nathan to feel good, have fun, and always for his cure! Love, Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Sunday, April 22, 2007 1:31 PM CDT

susan - thanks for the info on stem cells. interesting. have a wonderful weekend with your friends and I hope the baby is a real joy for all of you. I'll bet your kids will love her! hugs to all xoxo jude in pghxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Saturday, April 21, 2007 0:22 AM CDT

Wow! Nathan's blackbird costume is so cool. I'm sorry about the stem cells. If you decide to go ahead with an allogeneic transplant let me know. I would be happy to see if ours are a match for Nathan. I hope you have a wonderful weekend with your friends and you get to go to the zoo. That is one of Macy's favorite places in Colorado with the exception of Dave and Busters.

Candace and Benjamin
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 1:18 PM CDT

What a wonderful blackbird Nathan! It was so nice to see the video, a small glimpse into Nathan's school life. He looks great. Sorry, I don't write too often, I have trouble with the guestbook at times..but I am always checking on his progress...Have a nice weekend.
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, April 20, 2007 7:26 AM CDT

Nathan,

You make a great Blackbird. I enjoyed watching your video. We have a talent show the last day of every year and the teachers do a dance. WE look really weird... not good like you. Have a good weekend.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, April 19, 2007 11:10 PM CDT

Can Nathan get stem cells from anywhere else? I would gladly hunt the world over and encourage any expecting mother I know to donate. I would be thrilled to donate some, but I don't know if adult stem cells work.

Nathan's video of his school play is absolutely precious. It was so nice to "see" him. I remember you from Ivillage, I had a mid year 99er and used to visit both boards when it seemed the other 99ers where outpacing my own mellow girl (who turned into a wild woman!) My girl was CT scanned at age 1 and 1/2 for neuroblastoma when her belly inexplicably swelled. We never found a reason for it and I remember feverantly praying that Nathan would be spared as well. I have followed his story from the begining. He is an amazing little boy and you Susan are an amazing mommy to him. Thru all the horror of cancer, you have given him a wonderful life, filled with the sweet ordinary pleasures every child should get to enjoy.

His voice is adorable, that video is priceless. My prayers continue to be with all of you. Your Nathan touched my heart.
R.Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 8:50 AM CDT

that video of nathan the blackbird was soooo cool! thank you for sharing that with all of us:) It makes Nathan seem even more personal to us. he looks great! so cute and so sweet. I have always loved school plays. :) God bless you all!! jude in pa xoxox
judehorvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, April 19, 2007 0:27 AM CDT

Nathan -- I just saw the video your parents made of you and your classmates. You did a great job! Good going!
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 6:05 PM CDT

I have "known" Nathan since he was born, from the June 00 Ivillage pregnancy board and playgroup... I have seen maybe hundreds of pictures of him these past 7 years, more since 2003...

This was the first time I have "seen" him on video.. He is so precious, so wonderful, and all these years, I had never "seen" him. Thank you, Susan, for sharing this. It brings him closer to our hearts.. (I know Arda, his June 00 buddy, will love it tomorrow, he is asleep now as it is almost 2AM here in Istanbul). Lots of love & hugs, z & the boys
Zeynep, Arda and Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 5:33 PM CDT

Susan,
****priceless***** thank you for sharing the video, it was so nice to see Nathan with his class, being a 1st grader, he's one incredible young man..

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
kimberly, wi usa - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 12:01 AM CDT

I love the video. I smiled all the way through it and watched it again and again.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 9:57 AM CDT

Susan,

Checking in, praying God's peace, strength and healing for your Nathan!!!!

Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:26 PM CDT

susan - you talked about wishing Nathan had some stem cells left - do they have to be his or could any stem cells work? i am clueless. just curious! hope you have a good week and Nathan continues to feel wellxoxo jude
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
White Oak, pa usa - Monday, April 16, 2007 7:26 AM CDT

I am so glad that Nathan is thriving in school - AND loving it! The new pictures are great.

I am still in disbelief about Kendall's passing. In the past week Kids Cancer Crusade has lost three children. So sickening.
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 14, 2007 1:21 PM CDT

Wow - the kids all look so great in the MAR pics! Your baby has the prettiest eyes! She is soooo cute! Julia is getting to be a young lady! She is such a cutie, too. And Nathan - he looks good and is so handsome! and like the big brother he is. thanks for sharing with everyone. I'm really sorry to hear your little friend passed. It is maddening to know so many children are afflicted and there seems to be so little anyone can do. I am so sorry you have to be part of that. It touched my heart to read about Nathan getting off the bus and telling you all about his day at school. those are certainly moments to treasure. In any circumstance. Take care and have a great week xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude 62248@comcast.net>
White Oak, pa usa - Saturday, April 14, 2007 5:30 AM CDT

Hi All.

Your family is growing fast and I love the March pictures. I bet it was nice seeing all that sun. I will pray you all get back to Illinois this year. It is really hectic around Chicago now. We lived there for a long time, but now I don't even like driving back to visit.... too crowded. God Bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Friday, April 13, 2007 11:38 PM CDT

Glad you were able to have such a nice visit hope your feeling alot better now. Glad that Nathan didn't get it too! Sounds like all is well and thanks for checking in on me and the kids!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, April 13, 2007 2:48 PM CDT

I just saw your March pictures. They are great! I so enjoy seeing the children. You have a very attractive family. I am so glad you are taking so many pictures and building so many memories.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Friday, April 13, 2007 5:54 AM CDT

Glad you had a good visit with the IL relatives, & I really hope you can make it back to CG this year!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:56 PM CDT

Dear Susan - I check in on Nathan daily and glad to see that he is able to do normal things like, school, school pictures etc. I just pray that things stay stable for him. I too read about the passing of Kendall last evening. Things just went downhill so rapidly for him - but I can say now "Peace for Kendall".......Just so hard to take in.........
God Bless all and give your Nathan a big hug for me......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:39 AM CDT

Hi, Stopping by to say hello, I love the pictures-except of course the MIBG. He looks great despite that one. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, April 12, 2007 2:40 AM CDT

HUGS HUGS and more HUGS Hope you and Lauren are better soon and the rest don't catch it. HUGE HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@Yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 5:33 PM CDT

Susan,
I hope you and Lauran are feeling better soon, praying that no one else gets it.

{{{feel better}}}

Robin
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
kimberly, wi usa - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 9:25 AM CDT

Susan - FEEL better SOON!!!!!! Hope Nathan stays clear of the bug! Hope Lauren feels better too . God watch over you all - jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude 62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 5:35 AM CDT

I am so sorry you are all not feeling well, but glad to hear Nathan doesn't have the bug. It flew here too and so no Easter dinner. The Easter Message is loud and strong no matter how we feel. May God continue to bless you all with good days.
Marsha Erps
Tx U.S.A. - Monday, April 9, 2007 11:32 PM CDT

Happy Easter! Enjoy your day together!
Love to you all -

Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Sunday, April 8, 2007 8:41 AM CDT

Gentrys - Happy Easter! Wishing you God's blessings this Easter season and many more happy times together xoxoxo
jude in pa xoxo
judehorvath <heyjude 62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Saturday, April 7, 2007 6:20 AM CDT

Nathan,

Hi. I just dropped in to wish you and your family a Happy and Blessed Easter. I hope you have a really fun day. Sing loudly in church!! Praise the Lord. God Bless you and take care of you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Friday, April 6, 2007 3:06 AM CDT

Hey Nathan,
I live here in Santa Fe where there seems to be a construction dig on every corner. Seeing these huge contraptions digging three stories down and clearing out all the dirt is amazing. It made me wonder if that's what chemo is like - it clears everything out so your "construction worker" cells can build up something new and healthy and better than ever. Well, that's what I'm picturing for you - lots of tireless, tough-guy construction worker cells wearing hard hats and chugging lots of strong coffee working day and night to rebuild where the chemo has already done its job. Happy Easter to you and your sisters!
Laura O <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Thursday, April 5, 2007 1:41 PM CDT

just read your journalling and it was good to hear Nathan's marrow is not as bad as suspected. sooo happy to hear that. hope the next course of action helps, too. we do care so much about you all and of course, Nathan's health crisis. Have a nice Easter and I hope the kids have a good time being visited by the Easter Bunny~! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, April 5, 2007 5:54 AM CDT

Susan and Luke -- Thank you for updating and for being honest about your struggles. It helps me know how to pray. And I do pray for you all regularly. We love you. Wish we could be closer so that we could help. The last time we saw you was before all this happened, but you are in my thoughts often. We will be in Denver either in June or in Sept (on our way to Taiwan to teach or on our way home). If possible, we would love to see you all. If you can't handle that, we will understand. Just know that we love you!
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 10:12 AM CDT

Happy Easter to your family of 5!

Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 7:21 AM CDT

Having joy in your heart despite whatever the circumstances may be is what life is all about. Susan and Luke, I thank God always for your strength and courage. A child in many ways is a reflection of his parents....Nathan didn't get strong, courageous and beautiful by himself. Keep on the good fight. Many warm hugs to everyone.
Love, Angi
Angie
Denver, - Monday, April 2, 2007 10:11 AM CDT

Susan, It is crazy how we have learned to be thankful for the opportunities we have been given. Someone was saying they were not looking forward to the day their daughter would marry and have to give her away, and my first thought was how thankful they should be that they get to do that! We will be hitting Ryan's 3 yr anniv. soon and it is so hard to put how I feel into words. Thankful and very hopeful is all I can come up with!! Know that we are praying for Nathan each and every day and for ya'll's courage, strength, and joy! Love, Missy Morgan
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Monday, April 2, 2007 7:13 AM CDT

I remember as well the day nathan was diagnosed. it is my old anv! 40 yrs. ago I married at a very young age. your anv. of this date is a sad one to be sure. but you have such a good spirit and attitude about enjoying what you have had. you have set an example for all of us to enjoy each day as it comes. to keep a positive attitude and it is hard for some of us to do that. but thru you and your journallings about nathan's disease and treatments and his journey overall, you have made it easier for some of us to enjoy life a little more - while we can. God bless you susan and your family! sing on Nathan! it brings many of us joy to know you have faced so much and can still have a song in your heart. jude xo in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, April 2, 2007 5:58 AM CDT

Wow...four years. I too am glad he is still with you, fighting with all he has!!

Kids Cancer Crusade
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 1, 2007 9:05 PM CDT

Praise God for you Susan. You are such a great example of a person who is faithful in spite of all adversities. I remember seeing Nathan's two year old pictures and thinking the other day that he has truly grown so much in these four years. Thank you for sharing Nathan and your family. God Bless and keep you all safe and strong. I pray for continued good days... pain free... and happy ones for Nathan.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, April 1, 2007 6:19 PM CDT

I bet the song Nathan is singing is a beautiful one - especially today. Love from all of us. :-)
Daelyn <julbocat@yahoo.com>
NE, OH - Sunday, April 1, 2007 12:53 AM CDT

Susan,
Just wanted you to know that I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and praying for you all! I can't believe it's been 4 years!
Love from Topeka,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, March 31, 2007 10:19 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,

My prayers go out to Justin's family. Every time I read your postings, it helps me to be thankful for the time on Earth that we all have. My daughter had thyroid cancer about 5 years ago and she was very fortunate that it was in its earliest stages. She is 36 years old and a physician assistant. Every day that passes is gift from God for all of us. Thank you all for being the strong, faithful examples which the rest of us need to follow. You and you family are gifts to all of us. Thank you for sharing yourselves with us. May God bless you all and keep Nathan safe from pain. I am so sorry that he had such a difficult time with his procedure.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Friday, March 30, 2007 11:29 PM CDT

Susan, my dear friend from the RMH. I think about you guys all the time. I am so glad you found Chloe's page.
I miss talking to you. It was nice to share. Chloe misses playing with Julia. And,How is your sweet little princess, walking yet? Nate looks awesome in the pictures.
You all do. Sadly in this case the outside is not a good measure of what's in the inside. I am very sad to here and see the scans. It is hard to accept what is in the cards. I always think of your mother telling me in the kitchen "it is just biology" but as a mother of another child with cancer I know how difficult dealing with and accepting it can be. My personal email is btooz@aol.com drop me a line. I hope that you all can find the strength to keep him smiling. Are you guys going to be returning to Sloan for any reason? We never did get to share a glass of wine in the hallway. I must say that you are right about the families that you meet along the way on this terrible journey. I will pray for Dave and Justin. Susan please know that you and your children made a difference in our lives. We miss you on the third floor but, I am truly pleased that you are at home.
Best of all the best, Belkis, Chloe's mom from the RMH
Belkis Zamora <btooz@aol.com>
new york, ny usa - Friday, March 30, 2007 3:00 PM CDT

Susan,
Thanks for sharing the story about Justin and Dave. I know in my heart they had the most special father/son relationship a father with a healthy son can only wish for. An illness is not always a curse as some may view it. Dave will surely be in my prayers as his family and Justin.
As for Nathan's bone marrow.....be strong and trust in Him to help guide you no matter what the results are.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall make your paths straight." Prov 3:5-6.
Love, Angie
Angie <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
Denver, CO - Friday, March 30, 2007 9:55 AM CDT

We will definitely be praying for #3!! Love, The Morgans
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:46 PM CDT

Hoping for the best case scenario!!! Spring is all about fresh, new beginnings--treasure every moment.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, March 29, 2007 5:34 PM CDT

Luke, Susan, and family,
I look forward to your updates and treasure Nathan's smile. I have no words of wisdom but continue to pray for good days for all of you. I pray your days are filled with small joys from the smiles you share with each other.
Peace and small joys for all your tomorrows.
Terry Grabb <Grabb_Terry_W@cat.com>
Washington , IL USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 5:23 PM CDT

Tons of prayers and positive thoughts for Nathan and your family Susan. I will definitely be thinking about you all tomorrow and through the weekend! Another one praying for #3!!!!! I am glad Nathan is still having great days! I hope our weather clears up some so you all can get outside soon. Being outside is always great for the spirits.
Always thinking of you all, Melissa <melnjess2002@Yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 2:17 PM CDT

Please forgive my previous posting - I am following another young man named Kendall and he and your Nathan have the same situations and again please excuse the mistake - all my love to Nathan as well as Kendall........with Kendall they are running out of options -
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:29 AM CDT

Dear Susan and Family -
Thanks so much for the continued updates on your wonderful Kendall. Give him a big "Shout Out" for me and I just pray that #3 is the one that comes back tomorrow. This dreaded disease is just an everending battle. When I read the stories like yours - sometimes words just cannot come out - all of the ups and downs you face every minute of every day - that is why the good time are cherished so much for you and your family.....Praying for a good update for Kendall......Love his smile always......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:15 AM CDT

Thank you for the continuing updates, Susan. We are thankful his feeling well.
Josh and Jae
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:19 AM CDT

I pray for you all daily. Like you, I am thankful for each and every good day that Nathan has.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:18 AM CDT

praying for the best outcome for Nathan's tests! thanks for being so upfront - helps us all realize how delicate things are getting. will also keep the other children in my prayers. may God hold you all in his hands! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, March 29, 2007 5:30 AM CDT

Just checking on you guys. Enjoy your week off school!! The weather sounds GREAT!
God Bless You,
Cindy & Ron
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kassidyterrio

Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconline.com>
Reserve, LA US - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 9:53 PM CDT

Hello Susan and family:
Iam Susana, from Spain again. I always think about Nathan and all of you. Every word I read about, I ask myself how you are at that moment. It´s strange, but I feel as if we knew each other. This is the miracle of technologies: connecting, isn´t it. All my feelings, thinkings, and best wishes are always with you and your family. Lots of times I watch at my soon and ask myself about Nathan, as if he was so close. Huges from the other part of the WORLD!!!!!!
Susana
Alicante, Comunidad Valenciana Spain - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 6:23 AM CDT

susan - isn't the spring weather glorious!? It has been so nice here in PA. Sort of lifts the spirits. Hope you and the kids have a nice time at the park and whatever else you decide to do that is fun. Praying for Nathan always! I hope he continues to feel well! Hugs xo jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 4:19 AM CDT

Susan, I know what you mean. Connor has his fourth double ear infection since December, not to mention the strep, and 3 viruses he had. If I hadn't just had counts done 2 weeks ago I would be freaking out much more than I already am.
Take care Nathan and we are glad you are feeling well.
Enjoy the great weather.
Amy
www.lifeafterleukemia.blogspot.com
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA United States - Monday, March 26, 2007 6:47 PM CDT

Nathan,
How was the Monster's Inc? Now I see you are going to the park this week. You have a great week playing before you have to go back to school. God Bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Monday, March 26, 2007 6:17 PM CDT

Dear Susan and Family -

Thank you for update on your Nathan. I hope you and the family have a wonderful time at the zoo and park this week. It must be a real treat to do normal things with your family. We here in Jersey are suppose to have nice weather also. I pray that things remain stable for your boy - I just look at that wonderful face and my heart just melts.
He has the greatest smile.........

Praying for all......

Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, March 26, 2007 3:23 PM CDT

Love the new pic!! Thinking of you always!!
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 24, 2007 8:25 AM CDT

Susan and family,
Please know that I am still following Nathan and your in my prayers!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 24, 2007 7:55 AM CDT

Nathan,

Wow! Am I jealous. I hope you have a really nice time when you go see the Monsters' Inc. on ice. I really like that movie and it will be cool to see the monsters skating. Have a fun time.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, March 22, 2007 5:03 PM CDT

Hey Nathan,

I haven't checked in on the journal in a while and was so happy to see your bright face underneath that cool safari hat! And then I looked at your vacation pictures and was envious that you got to ride all those great rides with your sisters (I am a roller coaster nut). Your smile is very inspiring - it makes me believe spring really is right around the corner! Big hug -
Laura O <lauraorchard@comcast.net>
Santa Fe, NM - Thursday, March 22, 2007 11:53 AM CDT

Hi Susan,
Just checking in with you all! I hope today has been a good one for Nathan.
Love & Prayers
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 11:30 PM CDT

Hi all,

Just checking in on your site. I hope today was a nice and pleasant one to go outside and enjoy. Take care and God bless. I think of you all everyday. Prayers continue for good painless days.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 11:24 PM CDT

You are always in our thoughts and prayers. I echo everyone's thoughts about the photos....they are really wonderful!!

love -- Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 7:07 AM CDT

it was sooo great to see all of you enjoying the beautiful weather! Susan - your smile made me feel good. the kids are sooo cute and nathan looks great in that safari hat! love it xoxo wishing you all more sunny and special days like that one xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, March 19, 2007 7:05 AM CDT

Loved the last picture and Really enjoy this one with the hat!!
Thanks for the educational pictures. Yes, it does help some of us to have a better understanding. I check in to keep up with you all and to send hope. Sounds like you have all been enjoying some great family time (yes, darn those trips to medical people). How great, though, to have time together as a family.
Nathan looks so great. What a handsome, boy!
Peg Burger <mattnpeg@cmecwildblue.com>
Sullivan, IL - Sunday, March 18, 2007 8:04 PM CDT

Nathan,

It is good to see you out in the sun with NO SNOW!! What a great hat! You get more handsome day by day. God bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, March 18, 2007 2:15 PM CDT

I'm getting more and more excited to see you all in April!

Loving and Missing You,
Anna
Anna <annaegentry@gmail.com>
Chicago, IL - Sunday, March 18, 2007 10:58 AM CDT

Nathan,

Did you wear the green on St. Patrick's Day? Did you watch any parades on television? Well, I go back to school on Monday. My spring break is over. I hope that you have a good week. God Bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, March 18, 2007 2:37 AM CDT

Dear Susan - you are entitled to feel sorry for yourself - Spring will arrive shortly and I think it will be just so great for you and Nathan to just be outdoors and breathe in that fresh air.......I am so hoping for some better days ahead for your sweet boy - also for Penelope,Kendall and Sam to mention just s few........

Regards,
Carol Gannon
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, March 15, 2007 3:42 PM CDT

I sent you an email.

Would Nathan like a postcard from Rachel?
Kate <kate@thgoodgeeks.com>
Hull, MA USA - Thursday, March 15, 2007 10:45 AM CDT

susan - my goodness - alll you are going thru with nathan gives you the right to feel sorry for yourself. many of us have felt sorry for ourselves for much less reason. you hang in there and know many more nice days are coming - spring is nearly here. it is a depressing time of year for many of us. just need to see the sun and feel the warmth of balmy breezes. please give nathan a hug from me and I hope he gets better news soon! sending a hug for YOU and just know, I pray for nathan but you and luke as well. stay strong! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, March 15, 2007 6:06 AM CDT

Hey Nathan hang in there I am praying loads for you and I am sure you have a wonderful, funfilled life in front of you God willing

HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fareha <ironicmalady@gmail.com>
Islamamabad, pakistan - Thursday, March 15, 2007 5:41 AM CDT

Your pictures are so touching. It looks like y'all had a wonderful time at Disney. I am adding your family to our prayer list. We are praying for many good days to enjoy each other and that your son is not in pain. Hopefully, his platelets will begin recovering and the doctors will be guided to the right treatment for him. You are an inspiration to me. We live with the fear of relapse, and you have already faced that twice. My heart goes out to you.
Love & prayers,
The Williams family
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanwilliams

Theresa Williams <t4williams@sbcglobal.net>
Dayton, Tx USA - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 4:42 PM CDT

Susan,

You have a right to feel sorry for yourself now and then. You all have been doing great. I am so glad to hear that Nathan keeps his spirits up. Prayers continue for good painless days and God's love for you all. God Bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 3:48 PM CDT

I may have already told you how much I love Nathan's new picture. It is so good. Sorry to hear ya'll are missing out on these nice days. Being outside would probably do you both a world of good. Seeing his MIBG brought back so many emotions. We are thinking of ya'll and sending up big prayers everyday. Much love, The Morgans
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 2:22 PM CDT

Dear Nathan and Family - I hope you are remaining pain free.
So happy that Nathan had the opportunity to climb on that huge truck - way to go!!!!!!

Thank you for including the latest MBG scan in your journal. It really gives you a clear picture on what is taking place - truly shakes you up a little......

When I look at that picture of Nathan with his red hearingaids my heart just melts. He is a special boy....
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 2:22 PM CDT

I just read your update. Thank you so much for the write up about the truck ride. I think it was a good day for all. We loved seeing you again.
Patty <metalimages@sktdalton.net>
Bush, n u - Monday, March 12, 2007 1:43 PM CDT

Susan - congrats on a new baby girl in the family! Pretty name! The scans were amazing. it does help to better understand where the problem areas are. thanks for sharing such a personal thing. Great to hear about the truck and how much fun Nathan had riding in it. They are sooo big! Praying for a good week for Nathan and you all - jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, March 11, 2007 7:56 AM CDT

Happy for a good week, and a great weekend in the truck. Nathan has shown his strength again, he really is an amazing boy! By the way, love those red "hear-betters" (that's what Emily calls her hearing aids!) Always praying, God Bless.

Love,
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Saturday, March 10, 2007 6:26 PM CST

Hi Nathan and Family,
That is so cool that you got to ride in a big Truck! I'm glad that you're feeling OK and I love your new red hearing aids! Thinking and praying for you daily.

Vio (old Jan02 PG member) <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, March 10, 2007 5:06 PM CST

Nathan,

Wow! What a cool idea for the truck! It sounds like you had a good time riding in the truck. Are you becoming an expert with your game boy? Have a good fun week. I have Spring Break.... so NO school. Teachers like it when there is no school just like the kids. God bless you. My prayers continue.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, March 10, 2007 1:51 PM CST

Hello,
My name is Michael Barone and I just wanted to say Hi, and send some positive thoughts your way! We lost our daughter Marisa to a rare form of cancer in 2000. So we are well aware of what you all are going through. Nathan looks like a really sweet little boy. We wish him the best of health and send him some of our strength to help him fight off his relapse. We are also participants in the St. Baldrick's Foundation - It's pretty cool huh? Anyway best of luck towards a speedy recovery! God Bless!
Michael Barone <mbaronec@comcast.net>
Carol Stream, il United states - Friday, March 9, 2007 2:50 PM CST

Wishing Nathan and all of you a pleasant weekend. Hoping pain is minimal and some special moments are memorable! Spring is only a couple weeks off - that alone could lift the spirits! Prayers always xoxoxo God watch over you all - esp. Nathan! jude in ap xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, March 9, 2007 6:46 AM CST

Nathan,

I hope it is warming up there in Colorado and that everyone is feeling better.. especially you with those earaches. I bet you really have fun with your gameboy and you enjoy hearing your mom sing in the choir. You have a good weekend and I am praying for you all the time. You take care of your Mommy, Daddy and sisters.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Friday, March 9, 2007 0:14 AM CST

Stay Strong Nathan!
Wes Bellamy <wesnbenita@comcast.net>
Elmhurst, IL USA - Thursday, March 8, 2007 11:56 PM CST

Hi Nathan - Like alot of your friends who have written you messages - I also love those red hearingaids.....
My hope for you is that you don't have anymore pain - you are such a marvelous young man - with great parents - but you know that already don't you....I check in daily on how you are doing. All of us out here love you alot........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 3:59 PM CST

Dear Family: My best wishes from Spain. I found your photos at Flickr, and since then there´s no week I don´t visit them to know about Nathan´s evolution. I also have 3 child. My little Victor (now 3 years) had Neuroblastoma IV, behind his heart when he was 14 months. It´s a hard experience, but I have learnt a lot: we MUST enjoy life every day. All I wish is Nathan goes OK very soon and you all can go on with life.
Susana <susana@humanlevel.com>
Alicante, Comunidad Valenciana Spain - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 5:57 AM CST

Hi guys,
Sorry I haven't written in a while. I lost your site and just remembered the "Michael" part. It sounds like you guys have been having some great family time at home. I'm so glad you got to enjoy Disney too. I bet you can't wait to get some warmer weather. It makes me appreciate living in the south, but our summers are killer!!!!!!

I pray that Nathan continues to feel well and that you can build many more precious memories together.

Miracles do happen....
God Bless,
Cindy
Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconline.com>
Reserve, LA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 8:32 PM CST

Praying for many wonderful days for Nathan to enjoy being a child! I hope that he has the pleasure of seeing many beautiful sights. The sights of the mountains and the Garden of the gods are some magestic ones. What a truly beautiful "Old Soul" you have. We think of you daily with prayers and hope.

with loving thoughts -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 9:13 AM CST

Thoughts and prayers for Nathan.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, ONtario Canada - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 7:57 AM CST

Thinking of you all and hoping the sickies leave once and for all! HUGE HUGE HUGS!

Hoping the chemo isn't too hard on Nathan today too.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Monday, March 5, 2007 12:24 AM CST

Susan - so sorry the kids have been sick. hope the weekend will be a little more pleasant for you all. stay warm, get well and may God watch over all of you - especially Nathan! hugs and prayers always xoxoxxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, March 2, 2007 6:24 AM CST

Nathan, those red hearing aids are the bomb!
Josh and Jae
- Thursday, March 1, 2007 10:26 AM CST

I love you Nathan and I hope you have a good day to day. this is my frst time typing. I hope you feel good right now. With love from gwynneth.
gwynneth craddock
aptos, CA USA - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 8:36 PM CST

Nathan,
I never met you but I met your folks and your sisters. My son has NB too. I think you are very brave. I'm glad you like school. Keep feeling better. God bless you!

Your friend,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 28, 2007 2:02 PM CST

Nathan looks great, and those red molds are sharp looking too. I love bright colors on kids. Glad to hear he is feeling well, and I hope the next set of scans show great improvement.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, February 26, 2007 4:09 PM CST

Hi Nathan! I have been on a trip to see my mom! IND is such a flat state! You'd miss your mts. if you lived there. Just got back today and saw your new picture! Wow - love the RED hearing aids! RED is my new favorite color. Might get a red car next time. :) I hope you feel better real soon. No fun having hurting ears. My sons both had ear infections alot when they were little.
Take care and I hope you don't get too much more snow. We need to have spring soon! Sending you hugs and prayers and tell your sisters to feel better soon! xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, February 26, 2007 0:19 AM CST

Introduced by mutual friend Dr. Liam Yore. He was on of my flying students.

My child, Carli, has Lymphoma and recently lost her friend Kaitlin to Neuroblastoma. This event prompted me to start Children's Air Corps Guild with Children's Hospital and Regional Med Center in Seattle, www.childrensaircorps.org. All of our fund raising will go to Neuroblastoma research. I pray we will be able to help.
Richard Newman and Carli Newman <luftshifkaptain@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:08 PM CST

Nathan!
I LOVE , LOVE ,LOVE ,your RED hearing aides!!! VERY COOL!!
I hear you guys are getting more snow?! We are too, Wisconsin, but not as much as you guys!
Have a great Sunday :)

Robin ALL-KIDS
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Kimberly, WI USA - Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:55 AM CST

Nathan,

That is a really good picture of you!! You are looking so grown up. What a nice smile you have!! I'm glad to hear you are over that virus. I will continue to pray for your family. No More Viruses! Have a good week at school.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, February 25, 2007 4:44 AM CST

Hi Nathan!

We love your new picture! You are looking so good and more handsome with each new picture! The RED hearing aids are a great color on you! We'll be praying a special prayer for you tomorrow at church.

Thinking of you! Christine & Thomas Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Saturday, February 24, 2007 10:37 PM CST

Nathan,

I am so sorry you had to leave school. Earaches are not fun. There is a nasty virus going around my town too. Everyone is getting sick. Hopefully the air will clear up and the virus will leave you all. I hope you and your sister are feeling better by now. Let's hope you have a fun week next week at school. God Bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Friday, February 23, 2007 6:51 PM CST

I pray that Nathna can get over this virus quickly and head back to the school he seems to love dearly.
{{{thinking of your family always}}}}}
Robiin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Kimberly, wi usa - Thursday, February 22, 2007 4:58 PM CST

Since I have been introduced to this dreaded disease - I check in on Nathan every day. So sorry to hear that he is not feeling good because of an ear infection. It just seems like you and many families like you are on a constant roller coaster ride - things can change so quickly. Just to let you know that Nathan is constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I went on to your site and just loved all of the pictures posted........ God Bless.........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, February 22, 2007 12:05 AM CST

Hope the antibiotics do the trick, & Nathan is able to enjoy school again soon!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, February 22, 2007 0:07 AM CST

Poor kid... can't even have a little ear infection without a full-blown workup! It gets so frustrating sometimes. These children just have to endure so much. I hope he is feeling better soon.
Aimee, mom to Kendall (dx5/04) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 11:55 PM CST

Hi Susan, We will be praying for Nathan's strength and that his pain and weakness today are only due to his virus. Hopefully, that will be gone soon. I imagine you could use some strength, too, so I will pray for that, too! :)
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 3:16 PM CST

Sending good thoughts your way.
Josh
- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 1:36 PM CST

Our sons go to PHE also. My husband and boys went to the PHE game night and we've been following Nathan since. We have very good friends in DE, their daughter Lyrissa (soon to be 4 yrs old) has been battling Neuroblastoma for 2 years. She's doing well at the moment and is getting ready to go through follow up testing this week, it's nerve wracking for their family. We pray for your entire family as you fight this battle.

Lyrissa's webpage is http://www.caringbridge.org/de/lyrissa/ if you wish to take a look. Her treatment seems to have some similarities as Nathan's. We pray for Nathan to be NED forever!

Denise
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 9:23 AM CST

HOpe Nathan feels better soon. And hope he gets stronger again. It has been nice hearing how he is doing so well in school and church and enjoying things little boys should enjoy. Will continue to pray and pray and hope God will help Nathan thru this rough patch! Hugs xoxo jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 5:19 AM CST

Susan,
I'm sorry to hear about Nathan's tough day! My thoughts and prayers continue!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 11:41 PM CST

I am so glad to hear that things are "quiet" right now and that Nathan is getting to enjoy being a little boy. How pleasing is that right now! You all are in our thoughts and prayers daily and am so pleased to hear that you now have a church to call your home! Love to all.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 8:24 AM CST

Nathan,

I am happy to hear you had a good week at school and at church. I bet you like singing in church. It's good you are home and with your friends at school. Have a good week.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Monday, February 19, 2007 8:23 PM CST

so happy to hear Nathan is doing well with this chemo. Bless his heart. He is such a trooper! Hoping you all have a relaxing weekend and that the week to come will be kind to you all. God bless always and may angels watch over you all xoxoxo jude in pgh xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, February 18, 2007 5:06 AM CST

We are praying. Thank you for the pictures and the updates.
Kathy Dorbin <pdorbin@juno.com>
Colorado Springs, co USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 4:21 PM CST

MY SON IS IN ONE OF THE FIRST GRADE CLASSES AT PRAIRIE HILLS AS WELL...I'VE BEEN FOLLOWING YOUR WEBSITE SINCE GAME NIGHT AT SCHOOL,YOU ARE AMAZING AND STRONG PARENTS WITH A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY! WE WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ARE THINKING OF NATHAN AND YOUR FAMILY OFTEN.
Paula Rabago <pjdm2000@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, February 15, 2007 10:41 PM CST

Nathan is amazing. Your whole family is amazing. I care.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora , CO - Thursday, February 15, 2007 3:56 PM CST

Hope you all have had a wonderful Valentine's Day together!! We didn't do much, as my uncle from IL will be arriving tomorrow, & we have several things planned with him. Hope Nathan continues to feel well!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:20 PM CST

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY NATHAN!!

We all love you!

Keeping you in prayer, Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 2:36 PM CST

Happy Valentine's Day Nathan!! All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:43 AM CST

Nathan is amazing period! How he gets thru all he has and still has energy and smiles....wishing you all a Happy Valentine's Day! Hope it is special in some way! jude in pgh xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:20 AM CST

Praying for a Special Day with your Valentine's!
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 11:43 PM CST

I am so very glad you were able to go and had such a good time. Memories are so important!
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Monday, February 12, 2007 9:53 PM CST

I'm smiling!
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:03 PM CST

so happy you all had a wonderful time at Disney! sounds like you did make so many great memories. have a good week and I hope Nathan does well with his new treatments. will keep you all in prayer - esp. Nathan xoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, February 12, 2007 0:22 AM CST

Sounds like you had a great time in FL! Did you go home to lots of snow? The weather has been so crazy everywhere! Hope Nathan can enjoy going to school this week.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Sunday, February 11, 2007 9:46 PM CST

Oh, I am so glad that you had fun! I can't wait to see your pictures. You'll have to explain the Tower of Terror to me. I'm not a roller coaster person, but I'm glad that you all had fun on those and that Julia was tall enough to get on.
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg
- Sunday, February 11, 2007 4:19 PM CST

Hello Luke and Susan,
Glad to hear you made it to Disney can't wait to read the update on how it went. My prayers are with you!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 10:06 AM CST

Susan, the pictures are great! So glad you had a wonderful trip, can't wait to read all about it!
Love to all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Saturday, February 10, 2007 2:04 PM CST

Talk about trials and tribulations with the driving trip to the airport! From the pictures I saw it was obviously well worth it. What a beautiful family! Keep warm. God bless you all. You all continue in my prayers.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, February 10, 2007 11:09 AM CST

wow - the pics are sooo good! Everyone looked to have a great time! hopefully things will slow down a bit and you can catch up on rest. thanks for sharing the pics so soon with us. i for one love seeing what all is going on with your family. stay warm! very cold out here in the east! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, February 10, 2007 7:13 AM CST

Thanks for the pictures. That's great you had good trip.
Josh
- Friday, February 9, 2007 6:34 PM CST

Wow, it is amazing. You have about 3 pictures that look almost identical to my sons. The ice cream place, who can ever forget that? My son was there ALL the time. Our favorite flavor was the watermelon. Evertime we went, it was WATERMELON. I also have a picture of him in the building I believe where he does his star? He was sliding down the slide in the tree. And the King face. Wow it brought back memories. Looks like you all had a blast. Waiting for the update on the trip. I am sure you are really worn out.
You all take care. Praying you keep feeling well, little man. God Bless.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tevisbrinley
Carrie Brinley <myheavenlyangel@peoplepc.com>
louisville, ky us - Friday, February 9, 2007 4:18 PM CST

Hey Guys,
Looks like you had a great time. How was the pool? Looked a bit cold? Nathan, I loved your Prairie Hills sweatshirt! I am so glad that you were able to have a fun time together as a family.
Reeda, Andy, Bryce, and Katya <andyandreeda@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, February 8, 2007 5:55 PM CST

It looks like you had a wonderful time. Your pictures are great. They make me want to go. We have been to Disneyland many times but never to Disneyworld. I'm so glad you were able to go and that Nathan felt well. I'm glad your parents were able to go with you, Susan. Say hello to them for us.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Thursday, February 8, 2007 3:37 PM CST

Looks like a wonderful time. Glad to see that Susan you got into a few photos as well. Maybe I will be able to convince Liam to take the kids there someday. Look forward to hearing the stories about the trip. thanks for sharing.
Liza Yore
Edmonds, WA United States - Thursday, February 8, 2007 1:01 PM CST

I am so thrilled to hear that you all had a great trip. Like everyone - cannot wait to see the pictures.

GOB BLESS........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, February 8, 2007 8:25 AM CST

welcome home! wonderful to hear everyone had a great time and esp. Nathan! pictures will be great to see! nice to hear some good news! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, February 8, 2007 6:29 AM CST

Welcome back! So happy to hear that Nathan was feeling well and all had a good time. Can't wait to see the pictures...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, February 8, 2007 6:02 AM CST

So very happy to hear that you had a great trip to Florida and that Nathan was able to enjoy himself. I bet the warm weather was soothing for all. Can't wait to see the pictures!
Keeping you in prayer, Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 8:07 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you all and we may see you all in NY again. Karen,Richard, jordan from england.
Karen Accardi <Karen.Accard@btinternet.com>
Coventry, England - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 3:21 PM CST

Susan and family - hope Nathan is doing well! And hope you are getting ready to escape the cold and snow of COL to go to the warmth and sun of FL! Have a great time! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 5:24 AM CST

Nathan, I think of you and your family everyday. When I come home from school I check your site. I am so happy that you will be going to Disneyland soon. There are a lot of people out here who care about the Gentry Family. God bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Monday, February 5, 2007 4:12 PM CST

Dear Nathan, I hope you are doing good today.
Love, Bianca (6/30/00)
Bianca (from June '00 iv playgroup)
Melbourne, FL USA - Saturday, February 3, 2007 12:41 AM CST

Bummer, I missed the fundraiser! Oh well, hope it was a huge success! Hope Nathan's counts continue to do well.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, February 2, 2007 11:10 AM CST

Wish we could've been there to buy some goodies at the bake sale. :) It's great that the school is so supportive!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, February 1, 2007 11:29 PM CST

Thinking of you!!!
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS - Thursday, February 1, 2007 9:56 PM CST

We are looking forward to seeing you all at the game night tonight. Andy even said he will leave work earlier than usual to attend tonight! Stay warm and we will see you all soon.
Andy, Reeda, Bryce, and Katya <bat.93@alum.mines.edu>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, February 1, 2007 9:27 AM CST

So neat to hear about the fast approaching trip. I can only imagine the peals of laughter and excitement that were heard at your house when you told them about the trip. How Wonderful!!!! Have a glorious time together!!

love --
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, February 1, 2007 5:55 AM CST

Dear Susan and Luke,

Read your latest journal entry and you are making such sensible decesions regarding Nathan's treatments. Have a wonderful trip to Disneyland. You all are truly an inspiration to all of us who continue to follow your journey with your wonderful son......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 9:42 AM CST

Susan,

I lost my precious Isabella May 17, 2003 of SUDC (Sudden Unexplained Death in Childhood) I have been following you and Nathan for some time, I got it from my old playgroup board on IVillage (Jan Joyus Jellybeans ~ She was born Jan 9, 2002) I admire your courage (and Nathan's more than anything). I'm so sorry you have to watch your precious Nathan endure all this. What a trooper he is. Nathan, hang in there little buddy. I will hope and pray for Nathan's recovery. I don't want you to have to go through what I did. I will keep you all in my thoughts.. BIG BIG hugs.

www.geocities.com/rememberingbella
Kathy Callahan <rememberingbella@yahoo.com>
Parma Heights, OH US - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 9:03 AM CST

Prayers for safe travels. I'm so pleased you continue to make happy memories.
Maralyn <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 7:08 AM CST

Nathan, remember to take pictures of Disneyland and your family. I am looking forward to seeing them. You do well in school and have fun on the trip. God Bless you.

Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 0:41 AM CST

It's good to have a plan and even better that Nathan is feling so well. Whenever there is another option, there is HOPE. Enjoy your Disney trip!
Your friend,
Kim Malarkey (mom to Ryan)

Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 29, 2007 8:36 PM CST

Susan - it was great hearing there is a plan for Nathan's best chances. You and Luke must have spinning heads trying to juggle all that medical information and make these huge decisions. I am sooo proud of you! I wonder if every parent with a cancer child can think so well and make those hard decisions. Hope the trip is soon so you can get out of the cold and into the warmth of FL. Thanks for always keeping us informed. I for one check daily and always appreciate the updates. God bless and angels watch over Nathan and all of you! hugs xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, January 29, 2007 6:47 PM CST

Thanks again for the updates.
Josh
- Monday, January 29, 2007 5:42 PM CST

Praises! Some great news. Enjoy your trip and hopefully the plan will fall into place when you get back. But I'm so thrilled that the awful trials in New York he went through don't seem to be entirely for nothing!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, January 28, 2007 11:21 AM CST

We are so very pleased that Nathan is able to enjoy the every day things that make life so meaningful. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. You are really such remarkable, strong and wonderful people. We admire you greatly.

Blessings on all of you. Hope Julia enjoys her party today...and look forward to hearing of your magaical time at Disney.

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Saturday, January 27, 2007 11:01 AM CST

Luke and Susan,
I never met Nathan in NYC, but wished I had. He is soooo adorable! I'm glad he is feeling better and able to have fun and go to school. Have a super time in Disney. You'll be in my prayers!

Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)

Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 26, 2007 8:45 PM CST

That is good news! I'm praying you are able to go. Have fun! Enjoy Nathan and the girls.
Nancy Angerer
Champaign, IL - Friday, January 26, 2007 7:09 PM CST

Hey Nathan! Are you going to the Pirate Ride in Disneyland? I think I would like that one. The ones that twirl around make me too dizzy. I bet you are excited to go again. I'm glad you feel better. You take care and have fun. God bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Friday, January 26, 2007 6:09 PM CST

YAY That is great news! I continue to think of Nathan daily.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, January 26, 2007 1:48 PM CST

Glad to hear you got some welcome news for once.

liza, liam, Eamon and Corwin
liza Yore
edmonds, wA - Friday, January 26, 2007 12:48 AM CST

Thank God!!! Very happy that there are no tumors. We pray that Nathan continues to feel better!
The Joseph family (Ajit, Preethy, Sean & Rhea) <mailpreeths@yahoo.com>
Chantilly, VA USA - Friday, January 26, 2007 10:57 AM CST

It's great to hear that he's feeling good.
Josh
- Friday, January 26, 2007 9:00 AM CST

That is awesome news! Have a great time in Disney and enjoy every moment. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Gretchen Lonero~Mommy to Angel Alex and Neil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
Irwin, PA USA - Friday, January 26, 2007 8:07 AM CST

Great news with the CT. So happy that Nathan is feeling well, and he will enjoy his Disney trip. God Bless.

Diane, Emily, and fam.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL. - Friday, January 26, 2007 6:22 AM CST

awesome news ! no tumors! thank you GOD! hope the trip comes soon. you could all use a nice vacation filled with fun and memorable moments! hugs to all xoxox God bless and angels watch over you all -esp. Nathan :)

jude in pa xoxoxo
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, January 26, 2007 5:54 AM CST

That is such wonderful news!!! We are still praying for Nathan!
Kathy <mommyrn@earthlink.net>
Las Vegas, - Friday, January 26, 2007 0:39 AM CST

God is SO good! I'm so glad to hear that there are no tumors near any organs or Nathan's spine. Continuing to pray for more good news and miracles for Nathan!
Ashley <ashjack75@aol.com>
Cos Springs, CO USA - Friday, January 26, 2007 0:18 AM CST

Hello Luke and Susan,
We're so very happy to hear the good news about Nathan's latest blood tests and that there are no tumors. It must be wonderful to see Nathan running around, having fun. A Disney trip would be great for all of you! We'll continue to keep you in prayer.
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Thursday, January 25, 2007 9:21 PM CST

Dear Luke and Susan,
Always checking to see how Nathan and your family are doing. We are always keeping Nathan in our prayers.
God Bless,
Terri and Jeremy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jeremysjourney
Terri Banish <terbanish@aol.com>
Warren, MI USA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 7:20 PM CST

Dear Family, I am a friend of Luke's Aunt Carol (Seidenstricker), and I keep myself updated on little Nathan's health. I admire all of you so much for the strength you have to get through these difficult times. You truly should always do the "fun" things and focus on them. The children are perfect ages for DisneyWorld, and hopefully that works out for you to be able to go, and just be a "family on vacation" making and cherishing memories. I pray for Nathan every day, and also pray that Luke & Susan are strong in their faith & love, and know they are making the right decisions. Take care - God's Blessings to all of you -- Beverly
Beverly K. Floyd
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 1:15 PM CST

Happy Belated birthday, Julia!!
Sarah (from old Jan 2002 PG)
NH - Thursday, January 25, 2007 7:29 AM CST

Have you been able to schedule the FL trip yet? Hope you can go soon, for a break from the snow & cold! We're finally getting our nice Arizona weather back after the record-breaking cold. I'm sure Julia had a great birthday, & am glad to hear that Nathan is enjoying school.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 3:15 PM CST

Happy Belated Birthday Julia! I myself cannot believe you are five already! You are officially a handful! Love and prayers are sent to all of you. God Bless.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 9:16 AM CST

Praying for miracles, pain free and happy memory filled days. Nathan is a blessing and a true gift from God. Praying for God's amazing arms wrapped around you all.
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 0:21 AM CST

Sorry this is late, but Happy Belated Birthday Julia!!!!

Maxx, Miles and Mason Seminario
COS, CO USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 5:29 PM CST

Happy Birthday Julia!!! Hope you had a wonderful birthday!
Susan, I think alot of us knew it in our hearts, but wouldn't say it outloud until you did. Does that make any sense? Always thinking of you all!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 5:15 PM CST

Happy Birthday Julia - 5 is such a big one -

Susan - I know you knew where this was headed but I have to say I still pray for a miracle everyday for him.
Linda - from TRT
- Tuesday, January 23, 2007 9:21 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JULIA!!!!!! I thought you had a JAN birthday! Hope it was reallllly fun! Swimming in winter has to be fun!

You know, Susan, we all have known that things were getting more precarious but it still hits everyone connected to your family really hard to hear the cold hard facts. Following Nathan's journey has been so inspiring at times and other times soo hurtful. It is hard to know children have to deal with this dreaded disease. And to know their parents have to cope with such hard facts and see their children suffer, it is more than many of us can fathom. Please know we all care so much about Nathan and also you and Luke and what you are going thru and still have to go thru. This whole situation is heartbreaking and we all just want for Nathan to have the best of times that he can. God bless you all and watch over you! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 5:28 AM CST

Nathan, I live in South Texas where it hardly gets cold. The other day it was 39 degrees and a little rain. Some schools closed because of the weather. Can you believe that!! I just read that you started school a little late because of the snow and thought how silly it is here. My husband won tickets to see the Monster Trucks. I think that is something you would like to see. But, I think Disneyland is MUCH better. I hope you have a fun time there. God Bless you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 3:46 AM CST

I have been brought into the horrible world of childhood cancer with the death of a local girl named Laura Stiles from Boonton, NJ. I read her obituary and then went onto read the journal kept by her mom just like you and so many families dealing with this horrible disease. Laura passed away on December 12, 2006 at the age of 12 years old from neuroblastoma. I went onto the neuroblastomas site and gained alot of info regarding childhood cancer. It is such a battle for the children-their families as you well know. I read the latest entry in the journal on how you little boy is doing and I am just so sorry to read that things are not looking good. I will keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers and you go on that Vacation and have a wonderful time. You have a beautiful family and Laura and the Angels like so many are waiting to greet Nathan........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, January 22, 2007 11:11 AM CST

Dear Nathan and Family,

I just was checking in on you little buddy. Disney World wow that sounds like fun! I will be praying that the whole family will have tons of fun.
I told you I'd tell you about our truck. I went and see it. Infact Brian is with dad still filming it and I came home. When I get a picture I will send it. We was disappointed it didn't have a Childhood cancer pin on it or the faces of some beautiful kids! It's a red chevy car on a peterbilt truck!
I'm praying for you all.

Love,

Elena Briscoe
Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Sunday, January 21, 2007 8:54 PM CST

Thinking of all of you so much. Wanted you to know how closely you are in our thoughts and prayers. I hope you had a wonderful time at your brother's this weekend...hope there was lots of pleasant times.

We care about all of you deeply!

I echo all of those comments about how grateful we are for all that you share with us. Thank you so very much for letting us into your family.

take care and GOD BLESS YOU VERY MUCH.
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Sunday, January 21, 2007 5:35 PM CST

Hi Susan,
I am so sorry about the latest news. I just want you to know you and your family and especially Nathan are in our thoughts and prayers. I'm glad you're going to DisneyWorld. The kids will love it.

Hugs,
Candace
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Ft. Collins , CO USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 1:34 PM CST

Hi susan, it's been a couple years since Kayla and Nathan were in class together but we check the site often to see how he is doing. I am so sorry I can't even imagine what your going through. I do know you are amazing and you have great strenght, I wish I had half the courage you do. I know where Nathan gets it from. We wish you and your family well and continue to pray. Please, if you need anything, I am here.
Trisha and Kayla West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Saturday, January 20, 2007 8:28 PM CST

It was so wise of you all to go back to Colorado and have a wonderful Christmas. You are remarkable people and have made so many decisions that were just right. I, along with everyone else, will continue to pray for Nathan and your family. Thank you for sharing your strengths, wisdom and especially Nathan with all of us. Nathan has such dignity and strength so uncommon for such a young boy. He is truly a gift from God.
Marsha Erps <markay48@yahoo.com >
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, January 20, 2007 5:27 PM CST

I am so, so sorry to hear about the progress of Nathan's cancer. I am so glad he is enjoying school and being back home..Have a wonderful time at Disney, I'm sure the kids will have the best time at the Nickelodeon hotel :) We will keep you all in our thoughts and prayers.
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Saturday, January 20, 2007 5:18 PM CST

I know you were not expecting to hear that Nathan was "all better" but I feel devastated for you guys. I am sure that entry was very hard to write, but thank you for your honesty.

I talk about Nathan to John and my Mum on a very regular basis and we are all thinking about you. We can't wait to hear more about Disney!
Kate <KATE@VONTUNGELN.com>
Hull, ma usa - Saturday, January 20, 2007 3:39 PM CST

We just arrived back in CO from a week in FL where it was warm and sunny. The nice weather at Disney will be good for the family as well as all the positive experiences there to make you smile and laugh. Laugher is healing in its own way. Continued love & prayers for all of you.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Saturday, January 20, 2007 12:40 AM CST

It is so great to see Nathan back at school. I hope he has a wonderful time seeing all of his friends again. Your Christmas pictures are beautiful and show such special times.Thanks for sharing them.
Debbie Thiem (school reading teacher)Tim, Taylor, and Kaitlyn Thiem (from Sunday School) <dthiem@asd20.org>
COS, CO - Saturday, January 20, 2007 10:29 AM CST

Sending lots of hugs.
Love,
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 20, 2007 9:40 AM CST

Dear Gentry family,
Words cannot express the sadness I feel in my heart for you. I cannot imagine how hard this is on you all. Enjoy every second of every day and have a great time at Disneyworld. Hopefully Nathan is feeling well and can enjoy just being a kid and being with his family.
Vio (old Jan02 PG member) <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, January 20, 2007 6:52 AM CST

Oh, Susan. I don't have the words for my sadness. Have a great time at Disneyworld and tell Nathan that we are all thinking of him, and you, and Luke and the girls. We love you all.
Liam, Liza, Eamon and Corwin
Edmonds, WA USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 10:30 PM CST

I can only echo the deep sadness that everyone has expressed here... I think of you all often and wish you a wonderful trip to Florida. Lot of love.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 9:47 PM CST

As always -- our thoughts and prayers are with you. I am praying hard for an absolutely awesome time at Disney! I pray for good times. I pray for peace.

We love you guys!
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Friday, January 19, 2007 7:19 PM CST

I know Daelyn keeps in contact. But I wanted you to know you are in my thoughts as well. God Bless.
Eric Fortney <buckeye74@gmail.com>
Rootstown, OH - Friday, January 19, 2007 6:44 PM CST

Words cannot express my feelings for you right now. Still praying for a miracle! (((((HUGE HUGS)))))
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok - Friday, January 19, 2007 6:21 PM CST

I have waited a day to come up with something to say. And that did not help me. So I will go with my original first impression reaction.
Damn.
Thinking of you and sending my love. And have a wondeful trip to Disney.
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 6:06 PM CST

Susan, I am so sorry. All other words escape me right now however prayers do not. Always praying. Strength, peace, joy on your trip where there will be smiles seen and memories made that will go on forever.
Love to all,
Amy, Rex, Connor, Cameron, and Kyla
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 4:36 PM CST

Praying for a miracle.
Christine <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Friday, January 19, 2007 4:16 PM CST

Our hearts are breaking for you. We hope your trip to Disney is truly magical.

Beth and Matt
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 3:22 PM CST

Susan, I can't imagine how you are feeling. I am thinking of you and praying for you. Have a fun trip!!!
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 2:44 PM CST

Praying for Nathan.
Tina & Angel Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 19, 2007 2:36 PM CST

Susan, I am so sorry to hear about Nathan's scans. I will be praying you find something to slow things down, and that you are able to make the trip. We went to the Nickelodeon Hotel when we went to Disney for Ryan's wish trip. The kids loved it, but take towels. The towels by the pool are pretty small and thin. :) We will be praying, too, for joy in everyday for Nathan and your family.
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Friday, January 19, 2007 2:35 PM CST

Admiring your family from afar...what beautiful children you have! I love Nathan's sweet smile and I pray for many, many, many happy days ahead for your family. I cannot comprehend all that you've been through, but i pray for continued love and strength.
Shirley
NY, NY - Friday, January 19, 2007 1:12 PM CST

Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Angela-Angels on Earth
Ma - Friday, January 19, 2007 1:01 PM CST

I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and Nathan.
Lisa <ljlovely@hotmail.com>
NH - Friday, January 19, 2007 12:43 AM CST

I've read through some of the guestbook entries and have all the same thoughts and feelings as everyone else. "Sadness" is the best word to describe it although words really can't describe it perfectly. I am so so sorry to hear the bad news and am always thinking and praying for you, more now then ever!

On a lighter note, I hope you have a fantastic time in Florida! Recently it's been in the 70's and 80's there so I hope it continues! If you have any questions or need recommendations, feel free to ask us! I hope you create the best of memories in the weeks and months to come.

Sending our Love...
Myndi and Family <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 12:06 AM CST

I am so sorry, Susan. I'm keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers
Sarah
NH - Friday, January 19, 2007 11:26 AM CST

Here's to fun and good memories, where and when you can make them.
Josh and Jae
- Friday, January 19, 2007 11:20 AM CST

Gosh...I was *expecting this...I thought having that expectation would ease the pain of knowing. Nope! I hope that Nathan is feeling well to enjoy the trip to Disney, I want you all to build as many happy memories as possible!
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 10:34 AM CST

I am at a loss Susan! If you need some time away or you need absolutely anything!!!! I will drive up there. Just let me know!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 10:22 AM CST

Dear Susan and Luke,

We are saddened beyond words reading your latest journal entry. We are praying hard for a miracle for Nathan. He is such an incredible boy and truly blessed to have such great parents.

We really hope that you can make that trip to Disney World.

Take Care,

The Joseph family (Ajit, Preethy, Sean & Rhea) <mailpreeths@yahoo.com>
Chantilly, VA USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 9:54 AM CST

Luke, Susan, Nathan, Julia, and Lauren,
My heart goes out to you. I am praying that you all make it to Disney, Nathan stays pain free while you're there, and you have a wonderful trip. Hugs to you all!
Lindsay and kids <razz05@hotmail.com>
Dalton, MA USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 9:18 AM CST

Susan and Luke: My heart is grieving so much for you and your family. I continue to lift you up in prayer and am still believing for a miracle for precious Nathan. You know how we love DisneyWorld so I pray that you all have a dream trip and you feel fulfilled and at peace while you are there. God Bless each and every one of you. I will rally a prayer team and we will pray, pray, pray.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 8:54 AM CST

I am very saddened to read your post. Nathan is in my thoughts and I wish him only the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, January 19, 2007 8:34 AM CST

Sitting here reading other journalings, everyone has covered what I feel myself. Unfair, sadness, tears, gut punch - why does this has to be? The one journaling that stands out is the biblical one referencing going to what is unseen. that has to be ALL of our hopes. please know that I am truly sorry for this awful news and I do hope the Disney trip will be wonderful and a time for special memories. And hopefully when you return, the drs. will have something extra up their sleeves! We can all hope and pray for a miracle! God bless and watch over Nathan especially and all of you in this difficult time. jude in pa xoxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, January 19, 2007 6:46 AM CST

So, so sorry...

Stacey
- Friday, January 19, 2007 0:59 AM CST

Dear Susan and Luke,
We don't always understand why bad things happen. It is also impossible to understand why God says we are to rejoice in our trials and tribulations. Not too long ago I learned the meaning of "We live by faith and not sight". What comes to mind is 2 Corinth 4:18..We fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
I know God has used Nathan, and will continue to use Nathan in very special ways. I pray that you will feel His love and peace as you continue this journey.
You're always in my heart. Love, Angie
Angie Carranza <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
Denver, CO - Thursday, January 18, 2007 11:23 PM CST

Susan and Luke,
I read your current journal entry and I can truly honestly feel your pain through your writings all too well. I hope and pray you are able to go to Disney and have some fun! I pray that a treatment plan is evident to the two of you and your both at ease with your decision. Please know that my prayers are with you all!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 9:47 PM CST

So sorry to read this latest news--words are inadequate to express how unfair this is. But we all know that life often isn't fair, & you all certainly have been making the best of the situation. Just know that many, many people think of you daily . . .
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, January 18, 2007 9:40 PM CST

Hi guys....this is such a sad update to read, we always think about all of you. We will pray that the doctors will come up with some solution for you. In the meantime, I read that you all are coming here in Orlando, we hope that we can get together. Jerry would love to see all of you. We live very close to Disney.

xoxo
Sarah
Missing my David soooooo much <thenards@cfl.rr.com>
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 8:49 PM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts. On another note, we used to live in FL, and have been to the nick hotel. The kids loved it - it used to be Holiday Inn Family Suites before Nick took over and it was great then too. I'm keeping my fingers crossed and my prayers going that you get to go very soon.
Sondra <SRELM@aol.com>
TX - Thursday, January 18, 2007 8:39 PM CST

This post broke my heart. Nathan's light has brightened my life for almost 4 years. I remember the first time I clicked the link from the old Ivillage, I was hooked on your beautiful son.

I am still praying for a miracle and believe one could happen.

I hope Nathan has a wonderful magical time in Disney, free from any pain.

tears:(
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 8:38 PM CST

Susan,

Reading your post has punched me in the stomach. I am glad that Nathan feels good, but so sad his body is not. I pray for Nathan's strength, that has been so strong, and your family's continuing support of him. God Bless, and may you have a wonderful time in Disneyworld.

Love,
The Adamsons
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Thursday, January 18, 2007 8:15 PM CST

Susan,
I am so devastated by your news, I am so very sorry.
A Disney trip sounds like a wonderful idea. I hope that everything works out and that you guys have a trip of a life time.
Robin
Robin Debes <greah14@hotmail.com>
kimberly, wi usa - Thursday, January 18, 2007 7:49 PM CST

Thanks for the updates, Susan. I know it takes time and energy.
Josh
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 2:24 PM CST

Nathan,
It looks like Christmas was good. You had a lot of snow and more will probably come. The Caterpillar gang are still cheering for you. We need more Cat machine users. Keep digging.

Terry Grabb <grabb@verizon.net>
Washington, IL USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 10:05 PM CST

Glad to hear that Nathan is enjoying school. It's been really cold (for us) here in Arizona--lots of plants & flowers got frozen the last couple of nights. But we don't have to deal with all of the snow that you guys get--I had enough of that in northern IN to last me forever! :) Glad Lauren is feeling better!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 3:45 PM CST

Praying for ANY good news on the scans! Good luck and I hope Nathan is feeling better each day. Hugs xoxoxo jude in pa
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 4:44 AM CST

Praying! I hope the scans show at least some improvement and they can find a treatment that is well-tolerated to keep things stable.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, January 15, 2007 11:17 PM CST

hi Nathan - hope your drippy nose is better. I hve one, too. Sinus infection - again. Not cold enough out east to get rid of germs so lots of hanging-on sickness. Do hope you have a good week at school. What do you like most at school? would love to know - jude in pa xoxoxo God bless and may angels watch over you always !
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, January 14, 2007 7:56 AM CST

Hi Nathan! I hope you're having a good weekend. Today's mail brought the Dec. '06 issue of "CenterNews" from MSKCC and your picture is in it (twice) at the Halloween party. In fact, I think your sister is in it too. I love your costume! BTW, Donald Trump is on the opposite side of the page, but he's only there once! I found the link to it in case you didn't get this newsletter. Here it is: http://www.mskcc.org/mskcc/shared/graphics/WaystoGive/society.pdf

Take care. Love from Thomas too!
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ USA - Saturday, January 13, 2007 6:01 PM CST

Hi Nathan. I went back to school to teach my students. They are sixth graders and complain about scratches on their fingers, a stomachache and whatever else they can think up. I wish I had a whole class of Nathan Gentrys. I can see you like school and do your best. Have a good weekend and make a snowman. You still have a lot of snow and we are still too warm for winter.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, January 12, 2007 11:13 PM CST

Poor thing! I am glad he is enjoying being a kid again. I hope the pain subsides and he continues to enjoy life for a long time. HUGE HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yhaoo.com>
Fountain, CO - Friday, January 12, 2007 5:43 PM CST

We are very excited to have Nathan here at Prairie Hills!! I love his student of the week board posted in his classroom.
Michelle Wright
(School Psychologist)
Michelle Wright
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, January 12, 2007 11:01 AM CST

I am always praying for all of you. I am so glad that Nathan is able to enjoy being a child for now. His happiness is so imperative! Love you guys.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, January 12, 2007 8:46 AM CST

Keeping your Nathan in my thoughts and prayers!
Kris Herbst - mom to another Nathan <kris@ercolina-usa.com>
Bettendorf, IA - Friday, January 12, 2007 8:40 AM CST

Thinking of Nathan, and hoping his pain eases up. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, January 12, 2007 7:55 AM CST

Just a note to say I am thinking of all of you. I love the picture of nathan on the front of the website. He's just as handsome w/ hair as he was without!! I am hope, hope, hoping that the pain will decrease and no additional drugs will be required. I have no advice on the radiation issue, but I send prayers for the strength you need to make these decisions. And I send much much much love. shirley
Shirley Staples <staplesvangel@mac.com>
brooklyn, NY - Thursday, January 11, 2007 11:38 AM CST

Nathan - we have SNOW here in PA - finally! Wish you could be here to build a snowman with ME! Enjoy school this week! What are some of the things you are learning?
Take care and God bless xoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 5:34 AM CST

Nathan,

You look GREAT!! Wow, going to school has had such a good effect on you! Keep up the good work, you will catch up on the work you missed. God Bless.

The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 6:17 PM CST

Nathan looks wonderful! I see his hair is styled! He looks good in red! And he is prize student! That is really cool! Way to go Nathan! Stay strong and get better and better! Glad too he is gaining weight! That is good news :) God bless you all - jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 5:42 AM CST

You have such a wounderful smile. It is beautiful to see you smiling. Stay strong. Thinking of you always.
Kylie
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 1:56 AM CST

Nathan, I have to go to school tomorrow and I don't want to go...... and I'm the TEACHER. I hope you have fun at school. While you have all the winter, we are all having way too much heat.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, January 8, 2007 1:28 AM CST

Hi Nathan! We love your new picture! You have a great smile. :) I bet you used that smile a lot at school last week! Guess what? While you're having MORE snow, we've been having Florida weather in NJ. Yesterday it was 75 here! I hope you continue to feel better each day.
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
Bridgewater, NJ - Sunday, January 7, 2007 9:47 PM CST

Really happy that Nathan had a great week at school. Thinking of you guys so often throughout the day and praying for good health and good times for all of you. Have a wonderful, relaxing weekend!

love -- The Altmanns
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Saturday, January 6, 2007 7:48 AM CST

Yahoo!! I am so glad you got to go to school, Nathan. I bet all your friends were glad to see you. Do well in school and have fun.
Marsha Erps <markay48@yahoo.com>
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, January 6, 2007 0:03 AM CST

So happy to hear that school went well! The best thing for all of you is to have a "normal" schedule. It's been cooler than usual here in AZ, but I don't miss the snow at all!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, January 5, 2007 9:33 PM CST

Hello,
I hope your day is going as you planned. Can't begin to know what it is like to be in your position. I do know that I am very proud of my cousin and her family!
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
Chapel Hill, NC - Friday, January 5, 2007 9:43 AM CST

What a wonderful picture of Nathan on the home page! Its great to see him looking so happy! It looks like home was just the right medicine for him and the whole family. Praying that this New Year brings lots of family time and joy and of coarse HEALTH :)

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Kimberly, wi usa - Thursday, January 4, 2007 5:32 PM CST

We were gone for the holidays and not able to access your site, so we are glad to be able to check it again and glad you are finally home. Your pictures are great, too. We went to Virginia to be with Allison and the children (Michael is in Iraq). I'm thankful we were able to be with them and especially that we got to meet our new grandson, Chase, who was born the day before Thanksgiving. That gives her 4 -- Patrick is 11, Christopher is 7, Madison is 21 mos., and Chase. Michael actually called from Iraq while she was having the baby. Then Ron and I went to the Urbana Conference which was held in St. Louis this year. We went as representatives for the organization that we went to Taiwan with the past two summers. We plan to go again this summer. Anyway, I just wanted you to know that we love you, and most important, God loves you. We continue to pray for you all. I'm also glad that Luke's family was able to make it for Christmas.
Nancy Angerer <rangerer@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL - Thursday, January 4, 2007 3:45 PM CST

Hold on, my dear friends. None of us know with certainty what the future will be. I hope Nathan had a great day at school and will enjoy the rest of the week. Your Christmas picture is GREAT!
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, January 4, 2007 10:06 AM CST

Hope Nathan had a great day at school. Love the new photo.
Liza Yore
Edmonds, WA United States - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 10:06 PM CST

Wow!!! Nathan, you look like such a big boy!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

xoxoxo
Jerry, Sarah, Alexa & David (In heaven)
Missing our David always <thenards@cfl.rr.com>
- Wednesday, January 3, 2007 7:17 PM CST

Thanks for the new picture.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, January 3, 2007 8:35 AM CST

Wow - Nathan looks so cute with his new teeth! Will keep praying for a miracle and that nathan recovers his health. I'm sure he will really love being back in school. Doing normal stuff, etc. I am sure you will make the best decisions for Nathan. You and Luke are great parents and so far have done well. God has to do the rest.
Take care and know sooo many of us are praying for Nathan and your family. this whole situation is heartbreaking for many of us - we all feel so connected to your family - stay strong! love - jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude63348@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 5:47 AM CST

I was glad to see your new posting. I had been wondering if you were all snowed in. I see a lot of your snow found its way to Kansas. Nathan, I hope you have a great time in school. I am a teacher and have been out for 2 weeks and have one to go. I am very happy that you are going back to school. I like your new picture. How about one with a snowman???
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 1:14 AM CST

Your family is on my mind every day that goes by. I am so thankful that you made it home for Christmas. Prayers are being sent up that you have some wonderful days with your family. I can't put myself in your shoes and imagine how you have gotten through this - I guess God gives you the strength when you need it, not before that point. I'm asking God to give you a miracle, as well as many beautiful times together. Stacey, from the Jan 02 expecting club. (Nathan was diagnosed on my birthday, and I still remember how sick it made me feel...)
Stacey
GA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 9:41 PM CST

Hi Susan and Luke. I can't tell you how glad I was that you were all home in Colorado for Christmas. I kept praying that that is where everyone would be. I think about you all every day and try to get to the computer as fast as I can to check in on you. With my mom and Luke's mom being friends from way back makes me feel a bit more connected to you all.
I am glad that Nathan is able to go to school, even if it is only for half the day. As a teacher and the fellow mother of a cancer kid I know how important it is to help them to feel connected to their peers.
Please know I am praying for miracles and cures this year and your family is among those at the top of my prayer list.
Godspeed Susan and Luke.
Amy
Mom to Connor
www.lifeafterleukemia.blogspot.com
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 9:33 PM CST

I also have very mixed feelings bout the "New Yea" but i am trying to be positive. Anyhow i have a quick question for you. I sent you an e-mail a few days ago to this addrress sogren@rocketmail.com is it correct?
Howard Finger <howard353@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 2, 2007 8:00 PM CST

Susan,
I hope Nathan has a wonderful time going back to school! Our love & prayers continue!

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 6:57 PM CST

So excited to hear that Nathan gets to return to school tomorrow. He must be so happy and excited!! I hope to hear of many pleasant experiences for him at school.

Have FUN, Nathan -- and learn a lot:)
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 6:07 PM CST

Hello Gentry Family - so happy to see that you are home and had a happy Christmas - and enjoying all of the snow! My wish to you all is a happy and healthier new year and much love and joy in your lives. Love Diane
Diane L. Price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado springs, CO USA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 3:08 PM CST

Nathan and Julia - are you taking ALL the snow this winter? So you can build cool snowmen? !! We still have none here but it is ok. I am getting old and don't like driving in it much on these hills out here. Have fun playing in all that winter wonderland! I hope we get a picture of you guys in the snow! hugs xoxoxoxo jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, January 1, 2007 9:40 PM CST

Happy New Year 2007! I hope that your holiday season has been nothing short of smiles and family and love and giggles. And from the sounds of it, more snow! Cheers to the 5 of you!
Godspeed-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Monday, January 1, 2007 9:23 PM CST

Wishing you a happy and healthy 2007 and beyond.
Love from

Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Monday, January 1, 2007 4:01 AM CST

It is now 2007.... Best wishes and God's Blessings on a healthier year. Have fun in the snow.

Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, December 31, 2006 11:39 PM CST

Nathan,
I hope you have lots of hot chocolate with all that snow around! We have friends around Eads, Colorado and she thought they got 12-16inches there!
I'm wishing you miracles 2007! I believe, I'm silly to be so old and believe in so many things! I love the picture with your family. I'm praying for all of you.
We get our truck back on January 19 from Trick My Truck and I'll send you a secret picture of it!
Your friend,
Elena and Brian Briscoe www.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Sunday, December 31, 2006 8:56 PM CST

I'm glad to hear you are all together at home again! I wish you all a Happy and HEALTHY New Year! Nathan is always in my prayers.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary <aimee1@otponline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, December 31, 2006 4:35 AM CST

I hope that you guys are enjoying your time at home and together. What an awesome xmas photo of your family.
howard finger (carter's dad) <howard353@comcast.net>
pittsburgh, pa - Sunday, December 31, 2006 2:41 AM CST

Have a very happy and blessed New Year. We are so glad that Nathan is home and all of you are a complete family now. You and the family are always in our prayers.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, December 30, 2006 4:27 PM CST

Happy, Happy New Year. Enjoy! Prayers of gratitude are being lifted.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Saturday, December 30, 2006 8:48 AM CST

May you all have peace and hope for 2007. May God watch over you all and grant Nathan improved health and bring you all much happiness in being HOME. Happy New Year! Still no snow here! jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, December 30, 2006 5:43 AM CST

So wonderful to hear about all of you snuggled into your house...enjoying each other and the wonderful sight of snow!

Have a most happy and BLESSED New Year!!

much love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
burlington, NC United States - Friday, December 29, 2006 6:20 PM CST

Nathan - hope you are enjoying all your new toys! So happy you are back in the top bunk and enjoying being home! Keep getting better and stronger! Boy, you get alot of snow! We still have not gotten ANY here in PA!!! I'm jealous! :) jude in pgh xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, December 28, 2006 4:46 AM CST

Hey Nathan!! Make a snowman for me. I miss snow because it's too hot here for snow. I hope you received lots of presents that you like. God bless you and keep you warm in that weather!! I'm so happy that you are home again.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 1:38 PM CST

Nathan, Luke, Susan, Julia and Lauren,
So happy to hear you had a wonderful Christmas. Thinking of you always.
With love, Angie
Angie Carranza
Denver, CO - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 0:12 AM CST

Merry Christmas Comment Graphics
Merry Christmas Comment GraphicsWe hope you have a wonder-filled Xmas! In His Peace, Dorie, Merritt, Avery & Ryan
Dorie, Merritt, Avery & Ryan <dorieao@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 2:30 PM CST

Merriest of Christmases to you all! Wish we had some snow here! It is only about 3:00 am your time so probably still quiet there. Hope when the munchkins do get up you have all sorts of Christmas chaos!!!!!! Feel wonderful Nathan! Hugs to everyone - God Bless you all - jude in pa xoxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, December 25, 2006 4:27 AM CST

Merry Christmas to the whole Gentry family. We hope you have a magical day. (And could you send a little of that snow our way?)

With love from Beth, Matt, Margot, and Ethan.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 10:20 PM CST

Merry Christmas Gentry family!
We love you.
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS - Sunday, December 24, 2006 4:09 PM CST

Just wishing all of you a merry Christmas. Enjoy your time together. Hi and love to Kathy, Mike, and Anna also.

Linda Willhite <l.willhite@mchsi.com>
Sherrard, IL USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 2:45 PM CST

Hey! You need to change your "address" on this guestbook to "HOME!!!!! YEAH BABY!!!!"

I'll be thinking of you guys. SO glad Nathan has some good snow to get better in.
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA usa - Sunday, December 24, 2006 9:35 AM CST

I'm glad that you are all home together for Christmas and you made it in time before the snow! Someone was looking down on you. I hope that you have a glorious Christmas at home. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Gretchen Lonero~Mommy to Angel Alex and NEil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. Huntingdon, pA USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 8:18 AM CST

Susan,
Just a note to say Merry Christmas! I'm hoping with you that his pain is from something else!

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Sunday, December 24, 2006 0:37 AM CST

Glad that Anna and Kathy & Mike didn't have any travel problems. I'm sure it will be a special Christmas! We head for Cerro Gordo tomorrow a.m. (Sun.), so won't be able to cross paths with Mike & Kathy. We're flying into Decatur. I hope Nathan's hip pain subsides!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Sunday, December 24, 2006 0:23 AM CST

Dear Nathan,
I'm so glad to hear the good news, you so deserve it. I'm wishing the happiest of holdiays and may Santa bring you lots of good things. We pray for your family and wishing for Miracles in the New Year!
Love,
Elena
P.s. Did you get lots of snow?
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, ok - Saturday, December 23, 2006 8:05 PM CST

Glory be to God!! Prayers will continue that those stem cells do their work and help Nathan to continue to improve. Have a joyous and Blessed Christmas!! I am looking forward to seeing your Christmas pictures.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, December 23, 2006 11:43 AM CST

Gentrys - GREAT news on Nathan! Now settle in at your cozy home and enjoy the holidays! Merriest of Christmases to you all after such a long and hard Fall. Big smiles and warm hugs coming from PA!!!!!! And a heart full of joy that you are home and all together xoxoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, December 23, 2006 6:22 AM CST

Luke and Susan,
I am so happy to read the latest update! Please know that I am so happy that you are able to spend Christmas at home together I know how rough things have been lately and you all deserve it!!!!!!!!!
Rhonda Finger www.carterfinger.com <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, December 22, 2006 11:05 PM CST

Prayers are answered! Merry CHRISTmas.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Friday, December 22, 2006 8:17 PM CST

Heartfelt congratulations on making it back home for Christmas together as a family. Relish this time, cherish each other, eat too much, take too many photos, and relax after your horrible autumn. I've been following your news and will keep you in my thoughts....

http://hyotenka.blogspot.com

Vicky
Hokkaido, Japan - Friday, December 22, 2006 7:05 PM CST

Luke, Susan, Nathan, and Family:
May your holiday(s) be warm (inside, of course =P) and full of cheer. Remember, happiness makes up in height what it lacks in length; and we wish you the happiest of holidays. May His Blessings be many upon you and your family, you certainly deserve it.

Merry Christmas, Jeremy Earl and family
Jeremy Earl & Family <jeremy@eldepot.com>
Terre Haute, IN USA - Friday, December 22, 2006 1:52 PM CST

Nothing to say except Hooray! have a wonderful chirstmas.

Liam, Liza, Eamon and Corwin
Liza Yore
Edmonds, WA United States - Friday, December 22, 2006 1:14 PM CST

This is great news and a wonderful Christmas present for all of you. We are so happy to hear how well Nathan is doing at home playing with his sisters like old times. Say "hello" to Grandma Kathy for us.
Merry Christmas! (It'll be a white one for you, for sure!)
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 12:32 AM CST

I love to hear all these good things. You and Luke obviously are making great choices on behalf of Nathan and I am so glad you had the strength to do it. God Bless all of you. I am looking forward to the next update.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, December 22, 2006 8:39 AM CST

Susan, Luke, Nathan, Julia and Lauren,
It's so good to see you all together in one place and to see Nathan doing so well. The new pictures of him gave me shivers. He looks so healthy and he's growing some hair! I'm so excited for you this Christmas. I hope the kids have a wonderful time! Just thought I'd drop you a line and tell you I was thinking about you. HUGS and Happy Holidays.
Lindsay, Laiken and Sawyer
Lindsay <razz05@hotmail.com>
Dalton, MA - Friday, December 22, 2006 7:46 AM CST

Susan - been following the weather in your area! Wow - what a dump of snow you all got. I am so glad you are prepared to care for Nathan there till you get into the clinic. It was great to see his beautiful face in the photos! He looks so pleased to be home! Wishing you all a wonderful Christmas together and continued good news on Nathan! Happy Holidays! jude in pa xoxox God does answer prayers :)
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, December 22, 2006 7:30 AM CST

I am so happy to hear you are all together and that you are home and prepared. I always believe the best healing takes place at home. So glad you can stay home right now. Probably no better therapy than being home and together. Don't doubt yourselves, you seem to be making the best choices for you all. Trust yourselves. You have been through so much. Enjoy this time.
Look forward to hearing Kathy and Mike arrive safely. Treasure the moments.
Our best thoughts to you all,
Peg and Matt
Peg Burger <mattnpeg@cmecwildblue.com>
Sullivan, IL - Friday, December 22, 2006 1:53 AM CST

Great photos! We are so happy to see you are all together for the holiday season. Stay warm! Lots of love this holiday season. W&C
Will & Carlee <wilabar14@yahoo.co,>
Lafayette, LA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:32 PM CST

I just wanted to let you know that your whole family was in my thoughts always and especially during the holidays...
Bill Munyan <bill.munyan@gmail.com>
East Greenbush, NY USA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:15 PM CST

SO GLAD to hear that you're home safe and sound, and that you were prepared with all the supplies and skills you needed to take care of Nathan in the blizzard. We've been thinking about you and are so impressed by your strong and wonderful family! Have a very merry white Christmas, at home together.
Beth Villavicencio
Lynnwood, WA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 6:07 PM CST

Awesome that you're all home together, and back in charge of Nathan's care. Things are definitely looking up, and I know it's going to be a great Christmas for all of you.
Sondra
- Thursday, December 21, 2006 5:30 PM CST

Like they always say,"Parents know best" Glad to read that your Nathan is home safe and sound! God Bless and have a Merry Christmas!
jennifer padgett <askjen152@yahoo.com>
jackson, oh usa - Thursday, December 21, 2006 5:29 PM CST

We are overjoyed that Nathan made it home for Christmas. Have a wonderful Hoiday!
Angie, Ken, Alexis <angie@centerpointllp.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 4:42 PM CST

Thank God you all got back home before the blizzard hit. Continued prayers for you all. Enjoy being together at home.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx. U.S.A. - Thursday, December 21, 2006 3:38 PM CST

Hi Nathan,

Glad to hear you are all snuggly and warm in your own bed! Home sweet home! I hope you're feeling better and that you get stronger day by day. Hugs to you, little guy. You're such a good boy, I just know that Santa will bring you lots of toys to make you happy. But the best gift is being home, isn't it!
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, December 21, 2006 2:06 PM CST

Glad that Nathan is home. All the best, he's in my thoughts and prayers.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, ontario Canada - Thursday, December 21, 2006 7:55 AM CST

Dear Father,
We ask you to cause the blood counts to come up and the fever to go down in Jesus' Mighty Name!!! AMEN and AMEN!

So glad to read you are all home under one roof! Also glad to read Nathan ate a taco. May you gain strength in knowing that not for one second has God left your side.

May God's love envelope you all throughout this Christmas Season and 2007!

Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, December 21, 2006 0:20 AM CST

Josh & family - My aunt Maralyn Heckman passed this website on to us. I am glad to hear you made it back in the blizzard to CO. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. David & Beth White
David White <dwtrk1@yahoo.com>
Shelbyville, IL US - Thursday, December 21, 2006 0:08 AM CST

Glad you made it home safe & sound yesterday, as it sounds like you would've been stranded today!! It's good that you can all be snowbound together!! :)
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 11:16 PM CST

glad you guys came home on the 19th and not the 20th. May the snow and being home bring nathan the energy he needs to feel better. Enjoy what sounds like what will be a very white Chritmas. stay warm

Liam, Liza, Eamon and Corwin
liza Yore
Edmonds, WA United States - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 6:01 PM CST

Welcome home Nathan :)

Sending all of you hugs & best wishes...

Also sending blood count improvement and go away fever prayers. (my goodness that is the worst sentence I have made since middle school)...

Love, all the way from Istanbul, Zeynep & Arda (your June 00 PG buddy) & Tunca.
Zeynep, Arda, Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 3:35 PM CST

I am so happy that you are all together again...now if those counts will just hurry up and rise :)
warmly,
Debbie Eubanks <debbieeubanks@bellsouth.net>
Peachtree City, GA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 12:24 AM CST

Hi, I'm so HAPPY that you are HOME! It's good medicine for all of you! I hope that he engrafts soon and gets fattened up on Mom's home cooking. God Bless you and have the Merriest of Christmas's! Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 11:16 AM CST

So happy to hear you flew yesterday and are all together in Colorado before the airports were closed. We continue to lift you up to the God who made us and strenghtens us. You guys are an inspiration!
We wish you a Merry,Merry Christmas.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 11:04 AM CST

We are so glad that you are a complete family in your home today! We are praying, praying, and praying for all of you and especially Nathan. God is good. We are praying for those fevers to go away and for his counts to come back up and that Christmas day will be a worry free day for all.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 10:01 AM CST

I am so happy to hear that you are all together under one roof. Many prayers that Nathan's counts go up and his fever goes away. Enjoy this time together....you all deserve some happiness together.
Vio <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 5:55 AM CST

Hi to Everyoneone in Nathan's family.

I am from Melbourne, Australia. I have been following Nathan's journal for some time now and feel so happy for him to be home and I am not even part of your family.

I hope everything goes well and his counts improve.

Obviously there is no place like home :0

Always in my thoughts
Louise
Louise <louise.c@internode.on.net>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 5:52 AM CST

I am so relieved that you all made it back to Colorado! I will keep praying for nathan to get stronger and feel better. And be rid of the fevers! May you all have a wonderful Christmas together your own home! And may God watch over Nathan especially and grant him healing xoxox jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
whiteoak, pa usa - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 5:06 AM CST

Praise the Lord. You are all home just where you need to be. I am so happy that you are all together and just where Nathan needs to be. Have a wonderful family Christmas. Prayers continue for no fever.

Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 2:49 AM CST

Sweet relief. Sleep well.
Jae and Josh
- Tuesday, December 19, 2006 11:00 PM CST

Yay!! Home at last! We were thinking of you all day and are glad to hear the good news! Sending lots of P&PT's your way! Hopefully being home will be just what Nathan needs to get stronger! (((HUGS)))
The Seminarios <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 10:30 PM CST

So very happy to hear that you are all home under one roof. I pray that Nathan rebounds quickly now that he is home and enjoying your great cooking and the comfort of home.

Praying for a truly beautiful Christmas for each of you!

God Bless each of you greatly!!

love -- The Altmanns
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 10:26 PM CST

Hoping that all the travels went well today and you are all getting tucked into your OWN beds tonight. What a joyous day it will be to all wake up tomorrow under the same roof; home at last :O)
May the holidays bring many blessings to you this year!
Kelly <rn4babyz@gmail.com>
IA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 9:34 PM CST

Hoping you guys are well on your way to home.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Est., IL USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 5:02 PM CST

happy December 19th. We have been thinking about you all day. May you have many unremarkable days at home as a family.

Liam, Liza, Eamon and Corwin Yore
Liza Yore
Edmonds, WA United States - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 4:18 PM CST

By the time you read this, I hope the whole family is together in Colorado! Have a wonderful holiday, and enjoy your time as a family!
K. (urabee from June '00 playgroup)
Melbourne, FL USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 2:08 PM CST

Go on now, get outta New York. Go home! I am so excited for the 5 of you. A true Christmas wish for each of you. Thinking of you today and always.
Godspeed
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 11:41 AM CST

I know you will be happily on the plane on Tues., & there will be a joyous family reunion in CO. Then Grma Kathy & Grpa Mike will soon be there to celebrate too! Here's to a GREAT Christmas, & the best in 2007!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, December 18, 2006 11:42 PM CST

No more fever.
Will and Carlee
Lafayette, LA USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 9:27 PM CST

Travel blessings to you! May you have a Merry Christmas together with the rest of the family back home in Colorado.
Christine Wood <sagewood@verizon.net>
- Monday, December 18, 2006 8:26 PM CST

Hope you are feeling better and that a white count is on the rise!
Have a wonderful flight home and a very Merry CHRISTmas!
The Runde's www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Monday, December 18, 2006 7:30 PM CST

Luke... Here's to happy travelling and a Blessed Christmas. You both will feel better just being home. Prayers continue upward.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, December 18, 2006 7:11 PM CST

Prayers for no fever and a safe flight home.

(((HUGS))) to all
~A~
WA - Monday, December 18, 2006 6:39 PM CST

Thinking of you guys and praying the fever goes away and stays away...
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 11:31 AM CST

Hang in there, man. One more day.
Jae and Josh
- Monday, December 18, 2006 11:06 AM CST

No Fever! No Fever! May your travels back home be uneventful, and your Christmas Holiday be full of FUN and love! Thinking of you in Georgia :)
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga - Monday, December 18, 2006 7:29 AM CST

Luke and Nathan - Safe Travels tomorrow! I just know God will see you thru back to the Springs! Susan and the girls will be soooo glad to have their guys HOME! God bless and may your angels watch over you !! xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, December 18, 2006 5:40 AM CST

I will continue to pray for Nathan and that the fever leaves quickly. God bless you and give you a safe trip home. I know you are making the best decisions for Nathan and the family. I am praying for your strength.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, December 18, 2006 1:33 AM CST

Nathan - Since Thomas and you shared a room at MSKCC earlier this month, you have been in my prayers and I've asked our relatives and friends to pray for you too. So NJ is praying for you Nathan, and we will continue to do so even when you get home to CO.
Luke - Hang in there, just a few more days in NYC. Whenever I pray for Thomas, I pray for Nathan, or vice versa; I’ll be sure to pray for strength and wisdom for you too. (BTW, I mailed a package for Nathan to RMD house on 12/13, hope you got it before you moved out.) Just wanted you to know that we’re thinking of you!

Christine Wood (& Thomas) <sagewood@verizon.net>
- Sunday, December 17, 2006 9:54 PM CST

Dear Luke and Susan,
I keep checking to see if this is the week you can go home.
I have Nathan high on our pryaer list for no fever and infections. Nathan said it all "It's time to go home". I will pray Tuesday finds the two of you on a plane heading home.
God Bless,
Terri and Jeremy
www.caingbridge.org/visit/jeremysjourney
Terri Banish <terbanish@aol.com>
warren, mi usa - Sunday, December 17, 2006 7:24 PM CST

Susan and Luke -- I pray for you all daily. Susan -- give our love to your mother.
Nancy Angerer
Champaign, IL - Saturday, December 16, 2006 8:56 AM CST

After such a long time in NY, Nathan deserves to go home - all of you do! It will happen! Stay positive and know sooo many are praying for Nathan and your whole family. We all want you to be together for Christmas! God bless xoxoxo jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude 62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, December 15, 2006 11:42 PM CST

Many good thoughts from here are for you all that you will be together next week. Glad to hear you are all strongly looking in that direction. Good to have goals. Just feel hopeful and so sure you will get there! Look forward to hearing you are home.
Our love is with you all now and always,
Peg and Matt
Peg Burger <mattnpeg@cmecwildblue.com>
Sullivan, IL - Friday, December 15, 2006 10:09 PM CST

Praying for "stable" health and a safe and quick trip HOME next week!
Have a Merry Christmas!
Kelly <rn4babyz@gmail.com>
IA - Friday, December 15, 2006 10:07 PM CST

I don't get a chance to post much, but I check on Nathan and pray for him every day. I have followed his story from the begining and remember Susan from the old Ivillage. Nathan is very special to me, it is amazing how much I think of and care for a little boy I never met.

You guys are a wonderful family, and right now all my thoughts and prayers are for you all to be reunited together at HOME on Dec 19. I am SO looking forward to reading THAT journal entry and please post pictures of the wonderful siblings together again!
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 15, 2006 8:44 PM CST

The best Christmas present will be having ALL of you home together!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, December 14, 2006 0:18 AM CST

You don't know me, and I guess I found your CB site through your dad's blog which I must have found through another blog.

I will pray that you are able to travel home for Christmas.
Krista S.
ON Canada - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 8:03 PM CST

Counting down with you and praying for the days to go FAST!!

Kimberly Mease <kimmea@peoplepc.com>
Lancaster, PA USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:49 AM CST

Wonderful news!! I am so happy for you all. Keep winning at Bingo too, Nathan. Have a good week. God Bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 10:55 PM CST

Praise GOD! Sooo happy Nathan got his stem cells and is doing well! Now you can look forward to going home and having a quiet Christmas together! This journal made my day!!! Hugs xoxoxoxo God bless and angels watch over your all ! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 4:35 AM CST

Go Go stem cells.
Jae and Josh
- Monday, December 11, 2006 2:40 PM CST

HORRAY FOR STEM CELLS! Yay! One step closer to coming home, Nathan!!!!
Myndi <myndis_mnms@msn.co,>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 10:49 AM CST

Who knew we could all be so excited over stinky stem cells? One step closer to home Nate-Man!
Tammy Armiger <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 10:38 AM CST

Yeah for stem cells!!!! We are so happy for you guys!!!!!

Love -- katie and family
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, December 11, 2006 10:24 AM CST

Luke and Nathan,
We appreciate the update. We pray that the radiation levels are down and the transplant can begin this afternoon. Nathan, you look like your daddy when he was a little boy. (He was pretty thin also) Wea are posting the Journal for all interested to see here. The church have you on the prayer list and Santa is coming in a couple weeks.
Did grandma Gentry spoil the two of you. I know that she really likes to spens time with you. It sounds like she will be in colorado for Christmas with grandpa.
We love and care for all of you.
Terry Grabb
Terry Grabb <Grabb_Terry_W@cat.com>
Washington , IL USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 8:39 AM CST

Hope you can get some stem cells soon Nathan. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, December 11, 2006 8:16 AM CST

Hi,

Glad that they referred Nathan to PT. Elias worked with the hospital PTs under very similar circumstances (40 continuous days inpatient) and they were quite helpful. You can also snag Suzi Tortora and her assistant to do movement work with him.

Lots of positive radiation clearing vibes coming your way.

Bonnie (Elias's mom)
Eastchester, NY - Monday, December 11, 2006 7:22 AM CST

May God be watching over you both today as you await good news on getting stem cells! We are all anxiously awaiting the news that Nathan gets them today!!!! Hang tough, Luke. You are doing an amazing job in a terribly hard situation. Everyone is proud of you and Susan as parents! Give Nathan a hug from PGH!!!! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, December 11, 2006 5:33 AM CST

Luke, Hang in there. You are a great Dad and I know Nathan is so blessed to have you and Susan for parents. I don't blame Nathan for not wanting hospital food. Spaghetti for three meals sounds great to me!! Prayers continue for Nathan's health and your endurance. God bless you all.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A - Sunday, December 10, 2006 11:21 PM CST

Sending positive stem cell vibes your way!!
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
metuchen, nj usa - Sunday, December 10, 2006 10:19 PM CST

stem cells... stem cells... stem cells!!! Prayers coming Nathan's way!!!
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Sunday, December 10, 2006 10:08 PM CST

Hi Susan, I know it must be so hard to be away from Nathan right now. It is great ya'll have the house all ready for his return. That will really perk him up. I remember how quickly Ryan was able to feel better and his health just seemed to improve by leaps and bounds once we got him home. We are praying for his safe and easy flight home on the 19th, for the return of his stem cells tomorrow, and, of course, for no more cancer.
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 5:22 PM CST

Susan - put a prayer request in the offering plate last night at church. Want more prayers for Nathan! Hoping stem cells are given MON and that your DEC 19 date becomes a reality! Be so glad when Nathan feels better and starts gaining some weight. Be nice for your family to spend the holidays together in YOUR home! God bless you all - jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, December 10, 2006 5:42 AM CST

Praying hard that Nathan gets home as planned and the stem cells engraft quickly.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 11:54 PM CST

Hi Susan & Family! I am thinking of you!! What is your home address?
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS - Saturday, December 9, 2006 1:39 PM CST

My continued prayers are with Nathan and your entire family. I cannot even imagine how difficult this battle is on all of you and you amaze me daily at your strength and courage as you continue to push forward.

Happy Holidays and prayers that you can all be together at home and that Nathan can enjoy daily life and his sisters soon.
Vio and family (old Jan02 PG member) <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 6:52 AM CST

Nathan, I like your new picture with the helicopter and airplanes. Hopefully you will be on the plane soon on your way home for Christmas. God bless you and your family.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, December 9, 2006 0:48 AM CST

Here is to December 19th. Sorry that it is still so far away but happy to know you have an end date. thinking of you all

Eamon, corwin, Liam and Liza
liza Yore
edmonds, WA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 0:23 AM CST

Just saw your note not to send anymore mail to Ronald McDonald, but had sent off a small packet this afternoon. Hopefully, it will get there in time, but if not, no big deal. It will be great for all of you to be home together on the 19th!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, December 8, 2006 10:36 PM CST

Just saw your note about not sending anymore mail to Ronald McDonald, & had just sent a small packet today. Hopefully, it will get there in time, but if not, it's no big deal. It will be great if you can all be back home together on the 19th!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, December 8, 2006 6:51 PM CST

Feel better soon Nathan. Hope you get your cells FRI. Will keep praying for you - jude in pgh xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, December 7, 2006 11:29 PM CST

Hope they do the stem cells on Fri. All of the waiting is so draining for all of you!! I'm glad that Kathy is there to be supportive of Nathan & Luke!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, December 7, 2006 10:42 PM CST

I came across your website while checking in on Christi Thomas's family and just wanted to tell you that I will have your family in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot imagine how hard this is on Nathan and you as his parents. God bless you all.

Malisa
Malisa <malisarose@sbcglobal.net>
Manhattan, IL. - Thursday, December 7, 2006 10:17 AM CST

Dear Luke and Susan,
I came across your website from another fellow neuroblastoma family. After meeting you at the hospital, I know you are very special parents.

I've been praying that you all will be home for the holidays, as it should be. Nathan is always in my thoughts and prayers.

Take care and God bless,
Terri and Jeremy
www.caringbrige.org/visit/jeremysjourney
Terri Banish <terbanish@aol.com>
Warren, MI USA - Thursday, December 7, 2006 0:15 AM CST

I'm stopping by to catch up on the latest news, and to pray that you and your family enjoy a blessed Christmas season. I'll be praying too, that the stinky cells don't create additional issues, and that Nathan will be home for Christmas.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, December 6, 2006 8:41 PM CST

Luke and Nathan,
Praying for some good news for you two, even smelly stem cells as that will make Nathan feel better. So glad you liked the little bag of goodies. Those finger lights are actually pretty cool in the dark. You can shoot any annoying roommates!

Your friend,
Kim Malarkey
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 6, 2006 1:45 PM CST

Hopefully that radiation is doing some good. Good luck on getting the stem cells soon.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, December 6, 2006 9:00 AM CST

Praying for Nathan. Hang in there!!
Robin Bradford <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 8:00 AM CST

Luke - you made a really good point - many of us are focused on Nathan when there are many others who battle this monster, too. I will pray for Nathan and the others. So sad this has to be a reality for children. Sickens me everytime I read all the awful stuff Nathan has to go thru. And as a parent, it is so awful and painful for you as well. You never like to see your kids sick let alone have a life threatening disease. You and Susan are amazing parents and I pray for you all the time. To have your courage to face what your son is going thru is so unreal to me. May you ALL keep up the good fight! God bless you all and may you get to go home soon! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 5:06 AM CST

I know it is wonderful for Nathan to have his Grandma Kathy with him in N.Y. & I also know it is great for her to be able to be there with 2 generations of her "boys". Positive thinking is helping your family through these experiences that can only be imagined by most of us. We all must remember to be grateful when we crawl into our own bed each night. Hugs & prayers to all of your family in N.Y., CO, & IL.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Monday, December 4, 2006 10:11 PM CST

So glad that Kathy made it safely. I know it's good for all 3 of you to be together. Kathy, we'll be in CG over Xmas, so maybe we can see you & Mike then?
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, December 4, 2006 5:20 PM CST

Hope all the info today is good. Glad that Kathy finally got there physically. Her mind has been there all week. Hope Nathan continues to feel better. We'll keep all of you in our prayers.
Carolyn Taylor <jbrwk1@prairieinet.net>
- Monday, December 4, 2006 11:02 AM CST

Wishing Nathan a good week! Hope things go well and you all get out of NY soon! Take care and God bless xoxox
jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, December 4, 2006 1:25 AM CST

Thinking and continually praying for all of you. Please give Kathy my best. We grandmas love those grandchildren.
Judi Gregory
Bement, Il - Sunday, December 3, 2006 10:57 PM CST

Luke,
Thanks for the email! It appears that we are trending the same as Nathan. Carter's anc is 0.2 and working on a fever. We should be inpatient on Monday and treatment on Tuesday so we should see you around. I know you all are very drained and it has been so hard to juggle the girls and Nathan. You have been handling things so great! You truly inspire me especially because I only am dealing with Carter here and not siblings. Your a wonderful family and I am priveledge to have met you. Keep up the fight and I will say a prayer that Nathans breathing gets better!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, December 2, 2006 1:10 PM CST

Glad to hear that Kathy is on her way (in spite of the snow!!). I know it will mean a lot to all of you!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, az - Saturday, December 2, 2006 1:03 AM CST

Hey Guys just wanted to let you know I was here and am checking in! Take it easy. Luke hope you enjoy your break!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, November 30, 2006 9:49 PM CST

Thoughts and prayers for all of you while your family is separated.
Jen (Flory) Fuss <Jenfloryfuss@aol.com>
Germantown, MD US - Thursday, November 30, 2006 3:19 PM CST

It is obvious that the Lord has given your family strength and in seeing your strength, you are a beacon of hope and love for the rest of us. May all who know and love you continue to be your leaning posts. God Bless you all. I am praying for comfort for Nathan and you during these difficult treatments. Hang in there. Prayers continue upward.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 9:12 PM CST

Safe travels for Susan, Julia and Lauren today! I hope this storm won't delay them and that I-25 isn't too slick! I am glad to hear Nate had a good, restful night.
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, Co USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 10:17 AM CST

It is beginning to look a lot like Christmas here in Colorado with snow flocking everything. Prayers for safe travel and especially for Nathan - so he can be back home for Christmas. He is a trooper. God Bless you all.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 8:41 AM CST

Get better real soon Nathan! We all want to know you are feeling better and you all get back to COL!!! Prayers are flowing from PA and IND!!! Hope in no time, Luke, you all are back in COL and enjoying the holidays as much as you can. Prayers for you and Susan always xox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 6:47 AM CST

Thinking about all of you as Susan and the girls head for home. I hope Nathan has an easier day today, he is such a trooper! Hang in there...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 3:42 AM CST

Hope Nathan improves quickly, & the time flies by until you can all be home together in CO! Our son & his girlfriend just flew back to NYC today, after a long Thanksgiving holiday with us.
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills , AZ - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 6:47 PM CST

Hi..
This is Heather Hamilton ( Child Life Specialist ) back in Co Springs. I just wanted to say hello and that I am praying for you guys. I post updates at the nurses station and they are all excited to get the new update. Hang in there and keep fighting!!
Heather <hhmcboss@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 5:03 PM CST

We are continuing to send positive thoughts your way. Susan, I hope you and the girls have a good trip home while Luke and Nathan get some "man-time" together. Wishing you peace and positive results.
Karen Dibbern (from June '00 playgroup, Bianca's Mom)
Melbourne, FL USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 11:03 AM CST

Hi all. I'm glad Nathan got into a new room. I'll pray that everything goes well and fast and that you all get to return home soon. May God bless and keep you all safe.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, TX U.S.A. - Monday, November 27, 2006 5:57 PM CST

Dear Nathan and Family,

I'm just checking in on you to see how it's going. I love the pictures, What a beautiful family!

Mom, I believe you have your hands full! I'm glad hospitals have some play area. In Oklahoma City they have a place called Aikman Endzone after Troy Aikman. He played for Dallas Cowboys long ago. It's a pretty cool place to hang out! I hope you get a bigger room soon!

Love,

Elena Briscoe mom to Brian Briscoe relapse 04/05
Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Sunday, November 26, 2006 7:07 AM CST

Yeah.. their pics are definitely better.

You guys make a beautiful family!!!
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Friday, November 24, 2006 8:40 PM CST

Loved the pics! Nathan looked so happy with his sisters with him :) Glad you had a great dinner together. Hope the coming days find Nathan feeling better and getting thru his treatments. God bless and watch over all of you! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, November 24, 2006 8:31 PM CST

Its good to hear you had a good day.
Jae and Josh
- Friday, November 24, 2006 2:10 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving Gentrys! I'm glad Nathan was able to enjoy the day with his family. The photo of the three kids on the bed is just so precious! It's nice to see him looking so happy. I hope he gets home soon. We will keep Nathan in our prayers.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 10:01 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving, Gentry Family! My thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Hope you stayed dry today!
Tiffany S.
Manassas, VA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 6:41 PM CST

Dear Susan, Nathan and Family,

My heart is breaking for you as a Mother and I pray for your family! I'm wishing you a good Thanksgiving. I'm sorry these kids have to fight like this.
We are due to come and try this also my mind goes to you guys. It's an awful place to be and not knowing what next!!! Just know that many read from the list but have very little to say. We do pray and wish the best for your family.

Love,

Elena Briscoe mom to Brian Briscoe age 8
relapsed 04/05
going to New York Dec 4th
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:45 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving Susan, Luke, Nathan, Julia and Lauren!!
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 8:07 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving. Continued prayers come your way. God Bless and keep you all safe.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, November 23, 2006 7:05 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving! I hope you get to see some of the parade, up close..I thought the year Ian was inpatient for Thanksgiving that some kids got a good view of it inside along the parade route - that must have been arranged by Ronald McDonald or something. That picture of Nathan on the home page makes me smile every time I bring up the site. I hope you all have a very nice holiday tomorrow.
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:33 PM CST

Have a Happy Thanksgiving. We will be praying that Nathan can be home soon!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:21 PM CST

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! It's nice that you can all be together. We won't be celebrating until Fri. when our younger son & his girlfriend arrive from NYC. I told them I can be thankful anytime!! :)
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 5:23 PM CST

Hello Gentry family...thinking of you and sending our love and prayers. We hope you have a blessed Thanksgiving. We love you.
Brian, Lori & Scarlett Shade <bambamstone2@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS 66062 - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 12:17 AM CST

Still pulling for you guys. Much love and prayers.

~A~
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11:11 AM CST

Luke thank you for letting us know. Lots of prayers for you, Susan, NATHAN and also Julia & Lauren.
Lyn June 00 PG - TRT
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:29 AM CST

All the best to you as you make these tough decisions. Nathan is in my heart.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:02 AM CST

Hi guys, I think you are doing the right thing. I remember checking in the day before Thanksgiving for Ryan's 1st transplant just hoping to trade it for being at home for Christmas. Just know that so very many are praying not just for Nathan's treatment to work, but for your strength and joy for your whole family each and every day.
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 7:18 AM CST

Susan and Luke - your decision for more treatment sounds good to me - if the next treatment helps in any way, that is a plus. Try to have a nice Thanksgiving. I know it is not ideal but you are all together and that means alot. God watch over you all -esp. Nathan xoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 0:05 AM CST

May God continue His great care for your family. May He also continue to guide you both through the decisions which you have had to make. You are great parents.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, TX U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 11:37 PM CST

Luke, Susan, Julia, NATHAN and Lauren:
We are sending lots of prayers your way and wishing you all a very happy Thanksgiving. It probably feels like there isn't much to be thankful for at times but keep you chin up. You are all together as a family and I know you cherish every moment of that time. You have friends and family and strangers praying for Nathan and for each of you as individuals and as a family unit. Your strength is amazing and I pray for comfort and peace for all of you.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO 80920 - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 7:40 PM CST

Sending thoughts your way today! We are all so looking forward to seeing you on Saturday!
Tammy <priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 4:04 PM CST

Susan, I am so sorry you and Luke have to make these difficult decisions! I know you will do what is best for Nathan and your family! Sending tons of hugs and thoughts to you!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yhaoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 11:36 AM CST

Thinking of all of you a lot today - may God guide the decisions you are making today - lean on him - he will be there for you. Trust yourself. You will do what is right for Nathan - whatever choices you make.
Lyn - Jun 00 PG - TRT
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 10:02 AM CST

Luke & Susan,
Although you will be in the hospital for Thanksgiving, I know you will make the best of it....that is just who you are! See you after Thanksgiving.
Take care & God Bless,
Cindy & Ron and family
Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconline.com>
Reserve, LA US - Monday, November 20, 2006 8:38 PM CST

Thoughts are always with you all. May God bless and grace you each day!

warmest thoughts and prayers -- The Altmanns
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, November 20, 2006 5:18 PM CST

My daily prayer is for clear minds for everyone involved in all the decision making process: all medical personel and Luke & Susan - I am lifting you all. And - Nathan - he is always in my thoughts and prayers.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Monday, November 20, 2006 5:11 PM CST

Nathan always in my thoughts.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, November 20, 2006 8:00 AM CST

May God bless your plans for Nathan! Hugs to everyone and asking God to watch over you all! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, November 19, 2006 11:13 PM CST

You'll be in our thoughts tomorrow, as you are every day. Love.
Liam, Liza et al
- Sunday, November 19, 2006 9:54 PM CST

Dearest Luke and Susan,
Just wanted to say hello, and to let you know you will be in my thoughts and prayers as you review the results tomorrow. I pray that God guides you and give you strength and courage as you take the next steps in doing what is best for Nathan. I know for fact that you have done that since Nathan was first diagnosed with NB.
Sending you many hugs.
Love, Angie
Angie Carranza
Denver, CO - Sunday, November 19, 2006 8:23 PM CST

Hi guys,

Glad to hear Nathan is feeling a little better today.
Julia, Lauren and Luke.. Kass and I enjoyed eating dinner with you tonight. You two are such little cuties:)
I am sure whatever decsion you make for Nathan is going to be the right one. Just keep believing & trusting as I know you are doing.
Your new nb friends,
Cindy, Ron & Kassidy Terrio
(www.caringbridge.org/visit/kassidyterrio)

Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconline.com>
Reserve, LA US - Sunday, November 19, 2006 6:20 PM CST

Your Halloween pictures are great!! Nathan, you look just like a policeman. Every time I look at the family pictures, I am amazed at how big the children have gotten since I started visiting this site a couple of years ago. You all hang in there. Susan, I admire the strength you have to stand up for what is right. God Bless you all and keep you close to Him always.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, November 19, 2006 0:46 AM CST

Nathan is certainly not alone in his dislike of the neupogen shot. One of the patients I spend a lot of time with (she's awesome) will put up with almost anything without a word, but cries over neupogen shots. She always gets her neupogen IV while she's inpatient. In fact, once, a nurse tried to administer it by injection and she told the nurse that those weren't the proper orders. The nurse ended up returning with the IV neupogen and it never happened again. Just wanted to let you guys know that you are not alone. I'm sure you hear that a lot, but I hope this helped.

Btw, this is Megan from the flickr cancer kids group.
Megan
- Sunday, November 19, 2006 0:16 AM CST

High five Susan!!! Nate is so lucky to have you and Luke in his corner!
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:38 PM CST

Susan,
Way to go mom!!! Thank you God for small victories that mean so much to a special little boy. Keep at it Susan. I'm glad Nathan has you in his corner:)

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:38 PM CST

Hi Susan and Luke:
Just thinking of you and sending warm thoughts your way. You 2 make an amazing team! Keep being there for each other.
God Bless,
Cindy
Cindy Terrio <cindyt@rtconine.com>
Reserve, LA US - Saturday, November 18, 2006 4:49 PM CST

I'm sorry that the Dr's are not willing to "see outside the box". I hope you are able to get the shot switched over to Iv form on Mon, its the "little' things that make such a big difference. I'm sure the Dr's there just arn't used to dealig with s mother who is so strong and focused on their childs state of mind as well as their health, good for you.

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Appleton, WI USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 3:55 PM CST

We are praying for your family everyday, please let me know if we can do anything to help.
Trisha and Kayla West <vtkwest@yahoo.com>
colorado springs, CO - Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:46 AM CST

I read this page everyday and have been too self absorbed to post and I wanted to apologize.

Nathan - Rachel was asking about you yesterday and apparently is in love with you. :) Will send pics this weekend of her being goofy.

My thoughts are will all of you as you get the scan report and make your decisions. ((((((((HUG))))))))
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 3:09 AM CST

Hi Susan, I'm praying that Monday brings better news. I hope that Nathan is feeling better soon. I'm thinking of all of you and praying. God Bless, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:37 PM CST

Hi Luke, this is Ron, disregard my last message, I did not know it was going to post. Although our circumstances aren't what we want. God has brought us here also, and it has been an absolute privilege to have met you and Susan, and your beautiful family. Know that you are in our prayers everyday and I pray Jesus gives us all what we need. Keep giving it to him no matter what. He is in control.
God bless you ;Ron
Ron j. terrio <rterrio@rtconline.com>
Reserve, la united states - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:32 PM CST

Hi , neighbor
Ron J. Terrio <rterrio@rtconline.com>
reserve, la united states - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:17 PM CST

Happy Birthday Lauren! I'm so glad you could all be together. When I saw that my favorite dancers were coming to the house as part of a fund raiser I immediately thought of you and hoped you would get a chance to be part of some of the fun - And how lovely for Julia to be read to by the Duchess. I echo everyone's offer to help with Christmas Susan and Luke. I'm sending my continued prayers and love. Diane
So glad you were!
Diane Price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 5:44 PM CST

Happy Birthday Lauren!! Sorry to hear that Nathan's white count is still low. Hoping for the best possible scan news for you. I think I saw a clip on Access Hollywood or ET last night about "Dancing" and some event related to Ronald McDonald charities..that must have been something.
Kellie Davideit <Kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, November 17, 2006 5:49 AM CST

Susan - Lisa's journal says it all. We all do wish we could do more for you and the family. And you do deserve the help, love and blessings. Also, list some eateries that gift cards could be bought for and used for the whole family! Hope Lauren had a wonderful birthday. And Julia - wow - seeing Emmitt and Mario! I'm so jealous! :)
jude in Pgh xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Thursday, November 16, 2006 11:59 PM CST

Happy Birthday to that sweet little girl. Please give her a big and gentle hug from me--I wish I could do it in person. (Then would come a BIG hug to you, and Julia, and Nathan, and Luke. . . ) Susan and Luke, I am glad you realize how much people wish they could love you in a tangible way with you all in NY--so take everyone up on it and just receive the blessing!!!!!! Everyone love to give gifts, esp. at Christmas, and esp. to little kids and ESP. to little kids who need some extra smiles! So you will be doing everyone a huge favor by letting them indulge in your family. I personally want to get a list of requests for YOU (the kids will get theirs, for sure!).
Lisa <blesseday@gmail.com>
Aptos, CA USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 6:20 PM CST

HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY LAUREN! I am so sorry we had to miss it!

Add me to the list of people wanting to help with Christmas. I think you are stuck making a wish list and handing it over, we'll keep pestering you til you do! We all just want to help in any way we can. We love you!
Myndi & Family <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 5:46 PM CST

Happy Birthday Lauren!! I cannot believe you are already one. I am glad that you all got to spend it with her. Keep your chins up and prayers lifted high. Your strength is phenomenol!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 4:55 PM CST

Happy Birthday, Lauren!
Aunt Annie <annaegentry@gmail.com>
Chicago, IL - Thursday, November 16, 2006 2:43 PM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Lauren!!!
Tammy <priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 1:40 PM CST

Susan - love everyone's offer of playing Santa for your kids! Get that wish list going and I'd love to participate, too! I think mom and dad should make a few requests, too!!! :) Stay strong and give the kids hugs from PGH. Happy Birthday baby Lauren!!! jude in pa xoxo

Keep getting better and better Nathan!!!!!! xoxox
jude horvath < heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 10:00 PM CST

I'm sorry it's so frustrating! All the I don't knows stink! I'm checking in on you and praying for Nathan and the whole family. I know when we were at Oklahoma City's Ronald McDonald's House we were given toys. Groups like to do this for families during that time. If it were me I wouldn't worry buying for others but do like these people and post a list!
Our prayers are with you and maybe we will meet in December 4-9 when we come to Sloan Kettering.
Lots of love and prayers,
Elena Briscoe mom to Brian 8 years old relapsed in April/2005.
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus , OK - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 8:59 PM CST

I'm sorry you couldn't get Nathan "sprung"..I think the toys r us wish list for the kids is a great idea. I would love to help, too. The internet is great for shopping..as are giftcards.. but I'm sure others don't expect it this year, with all you have on your plate. Hang in there..
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 5:16 PM CST

Count me in. I would love to play "Santa" and fill a Nathan/Julia/Lauren wish. Post a list!

Prayers and (((hugs)))
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 15, 2006 3:13 PM CST

In agreement with all others...do a wish list at Toysrus.com and consider it done. Of course, we'll all cover shipping to get all the toys back to Colorado too! LOL I think I speak for everyone in that we all just want you to concentrate on your three precious children this year!
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 3:09 PM CST

I see several other people have already responded to the Christmas shopping comment. This is one thing you just don't need to do unless you want to. Other people will cover your family, list provided by you or not, and I suggest you forget about other people. Or if their are kids of family and friends you really want to a get a present, we'll help with that too.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, November 15, 2006 2:49 PM CST

I'm sorry that you were unalbe to get Nathan released, its just so frustrating when you know what your child needs, but the Dr's are affraid to listen. As far as Christmas shopping goes, you should think about maybe setting up a wish list at toys r us for ALL your kids. I'm sure I speak for the many people who check up on Nathan every day, that we would LOVE to help you guys get some shopping done. I"m sure it feels funny to do it, but we would all love a way to help, think about it ok??

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Appleton, WI USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 2:08 PM CST

This grandmother will be happy to do Christmas shopping for you. Provide me with a list and it will be taken care of if you want:)
Grandma Kathy <kgentry2@yahoo.com>
Oakley, IL USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 1:52 PM CST

Hi guys!
It's been a while, but we want you all to know that we are all thinking about you. We're glad Nathan can be out of isolation, he is soooooooo brave!

we'll keep checking up on all of you.
xoxoxo
Jerry, Sarah, Alexa & David
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards@cfl.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 14, 2006 10:46 PM CST

Don't believe you can't get homehealth care there! Nick had it last year and she came right to the Ronald and set it up, iv pole and all. Also know of others who do the same. Twist the arms of those in charge! Caryn
caryn frnca <carynfranca@aol.com>
clifton, va usa - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 2:12 PM CST

Hi Guys, so sorry that Nathan is still stuck inpatient. He's looking better, I'm glad he's out of isolation. Susan, nice to finally meet you and have the chance to get some lunch - even in that rain!! Take care,
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 11:37 AM CST

Susan, it was so nice to get better acquainted with you and your beautiful family last week. I may be 3 states away, but my prayers for Nathan and all of you are right there.
Caryn and Nick Franca
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily

Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
clifton, va usa - Monday, November 13, 2006 1:17 PM CST

I was feeling wistful yesterday too. I had on my calendar "Julia-big church". We were all so hoping to be sitting in church with our two families together. I am glad that Nathan is feeling more like himself right now!
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO 80922 - Monday, November 13, 2006 10:30 AM CST

Nathan and Julia - Maxx keeps asking about you guys, he misses you! He says that he wants to have you over to play once you get home. He says it feels like you have been gone for "sixty years" Ha ha! The whole family misses you all and think about you often! Keep being strong!
The Seminario Family <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, November 13, 2006 9:31 AM CST

Susan - so happy Nathan is having a good day! It has to be so hard to see your child in moods not typical of them and know the reason why. What is HAMA again? Sorry, I don't always remember all the terms. ): And is there any indication of when you might be able to go home? I so pray he gets well enough to go back home. I know you needthat, too. Will Luke stay on in NY for now or does he have to return? I check on you guys everyday. And I pray and pray.....hugs xo Hang in there! You are amazing! And Nathan is beyond a hero to me. jude in pa xxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, November 12, 2006 11:15 PM CST

Susan, if your learning to knit, check out Gracefulstitches.org It is volunteer and they donate money to cancer charities, including friends for life~which is for Neuroblastoma only. I'm praying for Nathan, he looks great. I'm praying for some blood cell production!! I'm thinking of you. God Bless, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, November 12, 2006 10:11 PM CST

Susan,
Thinking of you all today with love & prayers!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, November 11, 2006 2:56 PM CST

Nathan - so happy you are feeling better! I love seeing your smiling face and how much better you look. Keep feeling better and better each day! We all want you to get thru this and be able to go back home!!!! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, November 11, 2006 5:29 AM CST

Just checking to see how you are doing. Have been thinking of you and hope you are doing better. Owen let me know that you were in New York. Take care Love Mr. John
Mr. John Bus 21 <sawdust7975@adelhia.net>
Colorado springs, Co - Friday, November 10, 2006 10:14 PM CST

Hey Nathan -- You are looking good! Hope to see you very soon. Love, Joan
Joan Stasior <Stasior_joan@yahoo.com>
NY, NY US - Friday, November 10, 2006 3:52 PM CST

Awww! I popped into check on Nathan again (as always!) and up pops this adorable little face! Hi Nathan! What a handsome little cutie you are!

I pray for the best as always. I hope you are let out of the hospital soon. Prayers and hugs.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 10, 2006 1:42 PM CST

Continuing to keep Nathan in my thoughts. He's such a brave little guy. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, November 10, 2006 8:02 AM CST

It does sound like poor Nathan has been through the mill, you too. I'm praying for easier and gentler days ahead.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, November 9, 2006 10:01 PM CST

Thinking about you guys.
Jae and Josh
- Thursday, November 9, 2006 3:41 PM CST

Thinking about you!!!
Jamie <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 9, 2006 1:55 PM CST

Nathan - sending rays of sunshine your way to make you better! Asking God to watch over you always!!! Be well soon! Want to hear about you feeling good and playing with Julia! jude in pa xoxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, November 9, 2006 5:09 AM CST

Praying that Nathan's temp can get under control soon so all of you can be at home together, always thinkg of you...

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Appleton, WI USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:53 PM CST

Just want to say you are in many thoughts and prayers in Central Illinois. We try to keep up and keep the good thoughts coming your way. Glad you are all together in the same state. I am sure that is a comfort for you all.
Hope you are all sleeping in the same room together soon!
Good thoughts always,
Peg and Matt and many others...
Peg Burger <mattnpeg@cmecwildblue.com>
Sullivan, IL - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 7:11 PM CST

Hope you feel better Nathan!! GOd Bless many Prayers going up your way!!
Jen Padget
jackson, oh usa - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 1:44 PM CST

Big hugs to Nate! I know you didn't want this for him, I hope you can "spring" him ASAP and that he is feeling better even sooner!
Tammy Armiger <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 11:55 AM CST

Hugs to Nathan. I hope he is feeling better very soon.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 11:27 AM CST

Hoping the hospital stay is short.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, November 8, 2006 10:26 AM CST

Nathan,
You make a wonderful police officer. Have a wonderful day. We miss you at Prairie Hills.
Debbie Thiem <dthiem@asd20.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 8:57 AM CST

Always thinking of each of you! As always, I am beyond impressed by your wisdom in regards to Nathan's health (especially). Hoping that you can get many more healthy meals. You certainly deserve this at the very least.

take care and God's continued blessings and graces upon all of you!

much love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, November 6, 2006 9:47 PM CST

susan - I think it is great that you and Luke take charge of YOUR son's quality of life. You DO know what is going on and sometimes drs. just order things done out of routine whether it is really necessary or not. I think many people feel like you do and that they sometimes know best for themselves and in your case, your son. You are doing a great job and as long as you are satisfied with your decision, that is all that matters. You hang in there and I hope this week brings many pleasant moments for you all - jude in pa xo Praying alwaysxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, November 6, 2006 6:24 AM CST

We're hoping you had a blissfully uneventful weekend with lots of relaxation.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Sunday, November 5, 2006 6:00 PM CST

I hope you were able to avoid more nosebleeds this weekend - that does sound terribly frightening!! Susan, I did get your e-mail but my e-mails back to you come back undeliverable, I can't figure out why. I know my Mom can watch the kids Wednesday so I could hop the train for a visit, if that's okay - I know things aren't terribly predicatable with 0 ANC...so I am going to post my #732-906-8907 since my e-mails aren't working out..apparently yours are reaching me just fine, though. Hang in there...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Sunday, November 5, 2006 5:25 PM CST

Ellie says hi from Colorado Springs. She has been a great guest. Sorry to hear about the relentless nosebleeds. Hoping
for the best...
Mike Watry
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, November 4, 2006 8:33 AM CST

Ellie says hi from Colorado Springs. She has been a great guest. Sorry to hear about the relentless nosebleeds. Hoping for the best...
Mike Watry <mwatry@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, November 3, 2006 11:10 PM CST

susan - those nosebleeds would scare me to death! pooor nathan! I will keep praying and ask everyone I know to do the same. things HAVE to get better!!!! you ALL deserve a break and esp. Nathan! I feel so very awful for him and the stress you parents endure. hugs xoxoxxo jude in pa
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, November 3, 2006 10:52 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you over here in Brooklyn. I am sad Nathan had to spend so much time in the clinic today -- I am so hoping this new med will control or at least help the nosebleeds. In particular I am praying Nathan's counts will come up so he doesn't need a rescue, and also that the next scan is much much improved. LET ME KNOW anytime if you just wish to chat with someone -- e-mail me and I will give you a buzz. HANG IN, HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND, SENDING MUCH LOVE OVER TO MANHATTAN FROM BROOKLYN, shirley
Shirley Staples <staplesvangel@mac.com>
Brooklyn, NY ` - Friday, November 3, 2006 10:18 PM CST

Sounds like a stressful day--I'm glad Nathan didn't have to stay at the hosp. Hope you can have a restful Sat.!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, November 3, 2006 9:34 PM CST

I am SO hoping that you guys are able to avoid the hospital today. I'm glad you are able to work with your Dr's on necessary and unnecesary hospital stays, goodness knows our kids need to be home as much as possible.

Praying for a fever free day (weeks!)

Robin
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley

Robin Debes <gresh14@hotmail.com>
Appleton, WI USA - Friday, November 3, 2006 10:05 AM CST

I'm glad the kids had a mostly Happy Halloween! I hope Nathan is feeling better soon. Those nosebleeds must be so upsetting. I hope they stop soon. I hope you get home soon. We'll be praying for you!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, November 2, 2006 11:36 PM CST

I have not written to you in quite some time but I want you to know that I check in on your beautiful family often. I had to write about your recent interest in knitting. I have taken up the hobby again after many years. It is so relaxing. By the way, it is all the rage on college campuses throughout the country. I suggest making scarves and progress from there. The yarn selection is incredible. My love, thoughts, and prayers are with you. Bobbie Simmons
Bobbie Simmons <bsimmons@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 2, 2006 12:25 AM CST

Nathan, you look so handsome as an officer! Susan, we'll have to knit together when you get home. There's a knitting group at the Briargate Library. Luke, you might like what Susan comes up with! Hi Julia. Are you helping to take care of Lauren? You are such a big girl now!
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg <lgplett@gmail.com>
Colorado Springs, - Thursday, November 2, 2006 8:21 AM CST

Hello,
Glad to hear you are learning to knit. I am learning too.
I can only make scarfs (so far).
here is a site to help you.
http://www.vogueknitting.com/how-knit.shtml
I hope it helps.
There are also sites that have actual video to help.

Take Care,
As always you all are in our thoughts and prayers!!,

Debbie
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 9:20 PM CST

Great picture in the uniform, Nathan!
We miss you at Prairie Hills, but sounds like you are having lots of fun in NYC!
Mrs. McKinney <lymckin@d20.c0.edu>
- Wednesday, November 1, 2006 12:55 AM CST

Dear Nathan, You look beautiful for Halloween and I hope that you had fun at the party. And I hope that you stay safe. Goodbye.
Meredith <blesseday@gmail.com>
Aptos, CA USA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:49 AM CST

Dear Julia, I was an elephant for Halloween. You look beautiful. We carved pumpkins and we have a white pumpkin. Goodbye.
Meredith <blesseday@gmail.com>
Aptos, CA USA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:46 AM CST

Dear Nathan, I think you look very handsome in that costume at Halloween. I hope you had fun at the party. I was a fairy. Written with love by Gwynneth.
Gwynneth <blesseday@gmail.com>
Aptos, CA USA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:43 AM CST

Now that's a family photo
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:40 AM CST

Dear Julia, I think that your dress at Halloween was the beautifulest. Written by love from Gwynneth.

Gwynneth <blesseday@gmail.com>
Aptos, CA USA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:40 AM CST

Nathan - you were the best policeman I have ever seen! Seriously - that was a great costume! Glad you had fun and that your sisters got to be with you trick or treating! Julia was so pretty and Lauren a cutie bug! Hope you have a nice weekend! Soon turkey time will be here! jude in pa xox
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 4:48 AM CST

I'm glad the kids had such a nice Halloween, loved that the whole family got into the spirit of things - the kids look so cute in that second picture. I too, am wondering how to get rid of all the candy so that I don't eat it all myself!!
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 1:59 AM CST

Great Halloween photos! I'm glad the kids could be together.
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 9:38 PM CST

Nathan -- I loved your costume!
Nancy Angerer
Champaign, IL USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 9:21 PM CST

LOVE the pictures!!! In the second one, with all three...Lauren looks so much like Nathan! Great costumes!
Tammy Armiger <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 8:37 PM CST

Happy Halloween! I hope you have a wonderful time at all the festivities.
What an ordeal you are going through! I hope the nosebleeds stop soon! HUGE HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yhaoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 5:40 PM CST

I am so glad that you had fun with Practically Perfect Mary. We seemed to have lost our video somewhere. When you get back you can see the entertainment center Greg has made. I'm praying hard that you will find rest somewhere in all this craziness and that Luke will be able to work! Tori looks like Dracula right now with fangs coming in, but the top middle ones have just broken through. The joys of teething! We sure do miss you!
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg
Colorado Springs, - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 3:54 PM CST

Happy Halloween Nathan, Julia and Lauren! I can't wait to see pictures of you three in your costumes!
Tammy Armiger <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 2:28 PM CST

Susan and Luke -- We have been praying for you all. I really enjoy the pictures.
Nancy Angerer
Champaign, IL USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 12:17 AM CST

Hello from Ellie! Happy Halloween! Don't worry about getting back to Ellie, she's doing fine and she will love helping pass out Halloween candy tonight!!! (Ha,Ha)
The Watry's <livewiregrafx@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO United States - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 9:15 AM CST

Happy Halloween Nathan!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 8:02 AM CST

BOO!

We just wanted to wish you a Happy Halloween and share a joke,

Why was the skeleton afraid to cross the road?

It had no guts!

Love from Everyone at Post Pals
www.postpals.co.uk

Postpals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, October 31, 2006 7:01 AM CST

Happy Halloween! I hope the kids have a great time.

I also hope you get to go home soon. It is absolutely draining to be away for so long.

With hope and Prayers!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, October 30, 2006 8:52 PM CST

Hey Nathan - I bet you didn't know you have some friends in New Jersey and Pennsylvania, but you do!! You have such a cool website - my son Pete is envious! We've worked with your Dad for years, and he keeps up updated with your news. I just wanted to know we're thinking of you, and that you have friends you probably didn't even know you had.
Jim Bridgewater, New Jersey DEP <dbridgew@msn.com>
Warminster, PA USA - Monday, October 30, 2006 8:52 PM CST

I was so happy to read that you got to go to Mary Poppins, and hope that your week goes supercalifragilisticly well :)
blessings,
Debbie Eubanks <debbieeubanks@bellsouth.net>
Peachtree City, GA - Monday, October 30, 2006 12:26 AM CST

Hurray! So glad you had the chance to have some fun!! I still would love to meet up with you - earlier in the month I was sidelined with a bad cold, then the baby's christening, which was yesterday so I hope now that that is over, I can work out some time.
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Monday, October 30, 2006 2:58 AM CST

Super happy you all got out and had some fun! Wonderful! Now for some encouraging words about going home....hugs to Nathan! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak , pa usa - Sunday, October 29, 2006 10:20 PM CST

I am so glad that you all got to see Mary Poppins. It was supercalifragilisticexpealidous I am sure. But I'm NOT sure if I spelled that correctly. You all take care. Prayers continue to come your way. I hope you all have another opportunity for a fun outing like that one!! God Bless you, Nathan and family
Marsha Erps
- Sunday, October 29, 2006 3:54 PM CST

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Sunday, October 29, 2006 2:48 PM CST

So glad to hear that you could ALL see "Mary Poppins"!! And it sounds like there are lots of fun Halloween activities going on. Hope you can all head home soon!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Sunday, October 29, 2006 2:39 PM CST

Here's to a spoonful of sugar.
Jae and Josh
- Sunday, October 29, 2006 1:32 PM CST

Hi, I hope things are better and that you got to go to see Mary Poppins, it sounds wonderful. I'm thinking of you and praying. God Bless, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, October 29, 2006 0:15 AM CDT

oh, I hope you are all at Mary Poppins! I have my fingers crossed, too!
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Saturday, October 28, 2006 6:51 PM CDT

fingers crossed
Jae and Josh
- Saturday, October 28, 2006 10:43 AM CDT

Susan,
We're cheering with you for no nosebleeds. Enjoy Mary Poppins. Give Nathan a hug from Kansas would you?

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, October 28, 2006 10:24 AM CDT

Sooo glad to hear the latest update! I so hope the four of you get to go and enjoy Mary Poppins today! You all deserve it!
Tammy Armiger <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, October 28, 2006 10:24 AM CDT

We're thinking of you all and hope Nathan doesn't have a HAMA. Thank you so much for keeping the updates coming on top of everything else you're doing! Sorry to hear about the nosebleeds; those are no fun. Can the hospital there get an over-the-counter but hard-to-find item called Nasal QR powder? It's a polymer powder on a stick that's pure magic for nosebleeds (in addition to platelets, of course). Good luck!
Beth Villavicencio
Seattle, WA - Friday, October 27, 2006 6:08 PM CDT

We're REALLY hoping they are wrong about the HAMA but either way hat's off to you Nathan, for being such a brave pioneer! You really are one super guy!
Susan, I am just in awe of you and how you've gotten through all these weeks, constantly meeting the needs of Nathan and Lauren--could there be a more challenging combination than a cancer kid and a toddler????
So glad Luke and Julia made it to NYC before the big snowstorm. Hope you all have a great weekend together!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Friday, October 27, 2006 3:45 PM CDT

Thoughts and prayers for Nathan.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, October 27, 2006 8:01 AM CDT

nathan - I can't tell you how many of my friends and family have been asking about you! I have emailed reports to so many states! Everyone is praying for you buddy! hang in there and keep on fighting your fight!!!! You are still a big hero! jude in paxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, October 26, 2006 9:41 PM CDT

Nathan, I'm glad to hear the good news with the results your getting! I will be praying for you.

Mom, I read you were wanting to go home. I hope you get too! I talked to some friends today down around Haswell, CO and she said they had over 7 inches of snow. She also said no electric that poles had broke over in Kiowa County!

Maybe we will run into each other in December when we come up to New York and the boys will get to play with each other!

We will check back in and we are so excited about all the good news!

Elena mom to www.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Thursday, October 26, 2006 7:58 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you, Gentrys!! Sharing the joys of the good news and praying for this next treatment -- both that it is highly successful and that Nathan tolerates it with minimum discomfort. So pleased that you can all be together to enjoy eachother!!

Thinking of all of you with much love and compassion!

love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, October 26, 2006 6:13 PM CDT

You are missing out on the blizzard back home! A blessing in disguise I would guess. (Although I have never been a part of such tremendous snow fall! I do love snow, but there can be such a thing as too much.) I am glad things seem to be going well and Nathan's counts are up. And I very happy that you are all together as a family, even if only for a short time.
Thinking of you all-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Thursday, October 26, 2006 3:39 PM CDT

Thinking of you and sending hugs all day today. Also, a halloween package is in the mail!
Grandma Kathy <kgentry2@yahoo.com>
Oakley, IL USA - Thursday, October 26, 2006 11:48 AM CDT

Susan,
Praying for you both today!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Thursday, October 26, 2006 9:35 AM CDT

So happy for the report and that your family is all together in NY. Blizzard conditions in Colorado today. Enjoy each other.
Maralyn <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Thursday, October 26, 2006 9:05 AM CDT

Wonderful! I'm so glad you are all together for a while. We are all thinking and praying for you!
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg <lgplett@gmail.com>
Colorado Springs, - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 7:52 PM CDT

That's Great News Nathan! Ellie is chasing her tail for you! You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
The Watry's <livewiregrafx@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 6:19 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are always with your family. We are so happy that the latest news is good! Love from all of us.
Angie, Ken, and Alexis <angie@centerpointllp.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 2:52 PM CDT

Susan,
That's great news! Go Nathan go!

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 9:01 AM CDT

YES!!!! Answered Prayers. I am so thrilled to hear that the HAMA came back negative and all other obstacles were overcome. We are believing for a miracle - Nathan already is one! God Bless your family time together.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 7:31 AM CDT

Prayers have been answered on the HAMA~! Thank you God! Hope your family time will be wonderful - praying still....jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 5:22 AM CDT

HAMA Negative!!! I've had my breath held all day! Hats off to Nathan. :) I am sooo glad that you are Luke are together again with the children. The stress from that factor alone must be terrible.

Thinking of you guys. (((((HUG)))))
Kate <kate@vontungeln.com>
Hull, MA USA - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 11:02 PM CDT

YES!
Jae and Josh
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 7:36 PM CDT

As the mom of a 2000 Junebug I'm praying for you & your little one.
Cat Castillo (kweenmommy) <iamcatcastillo@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 11:49 AM CDT

Thinking "negative."
Jae and Josh
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 10:04 AM CDT

Susan,

Sorry we missed meeting, while in NY, but we know, all the scheduling and tests makes social moments hard to find!! Happy to hear Nathan is feeling a little better. Thinking of your family.

The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 6:19 AM CDT

HUGE HUGS I think of you often and wish I was there to help out.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yhaoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Monday, October 23, 2006 5:55 PM CDT

Hey Susan. I know you don't need to hear what a "super mom" you are, but feel it in your heart, and know that Nathan is so thankful (and lucky) that you take such good care of him. We are praying for better days ahead.
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Monday, October 23, 2006 2:45 PM CDT

Susan! You are in my thoughts. I am so sorry you are going through such a rough time. You all deserve a break!! ((HUGS))
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Monday, October 23, 2006 2:07 PM CDT

Susan,
Thinking of you and Nathan. Sorry you missed the circus.
(((((HUGS))))) from a fellow Cranmommy,

Georgeanna (fetzer_94) from ivillage Nov 2005
- Monday, October 23, 2006 8:39 AM CDT

I'm so sorry Nathan missed the circus. I hope that things start turning around for him quickly. He's in my thoughts and prayers.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, October 23, 2006 8:03 AM CDT

I am so sad for Nathan that he missed the circus. That was bitterly unfair. All that crap he put up with all week long, can the little guy catch a break and have just a bit of joy in his life? I hope you had a wonderful Sunday doing something fun Nathan.

Susan, I agree with the other poster about having some time of respite care for your kiddos and catching a breath of air (and maybe some sleep!). Hard as this is for your sweet son, it is also very hard for you. You have been an amazing mom, a super mom, but even super mommies need a break.

You are doing a wonderful job of supporting your little boy and taking care of your baby. And I know you must miss your little girl and your husband terribly. I hope someone is supporting you and that you get some rest and a chance to pull your thoughts together.

Prayers for a negative Hama, and also prayers that the whole Gentry family is home together for Halloween and the kids have an absolute joyous Halloween in their own home, together, full of laughter and peace and comfort.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 22, 2006 11:55 PM CDT

Susan - soo sorry things did not work out for the circus and poor Nathan wound up in the hosp. all day. My heart aches for him. Is there anyone in the Ronald who could babysit your two for a couple hours so you could get out for a walk? Just alone? Wishing you a brighter day today! Will ask God to be extra good to you all!!! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, October 22, 2006 7:49 AM CDT

So sorry to read about missing the circus!! :( Do they know what is causing these nosebleeds? Here's hoping that the weather will cooperate tomorrow so you can get out & do something fun!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Saturday, October 21, 2006 9:47 PM CDT

Fantastic news! We will continue to send thoughts and prayers your way. Have fun at the circus!!
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok - Saturday, October 21, 2006 3:59 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
I am happy to read the latest news! Please know that although the fight is not over your headed in the right direction. Please know that my prayers continue to flow for your little one!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, Pa - Saturday, October 21, 2006 10:49 AM CDT

What wonderful news! I will pray for no HAMA. I'm glad to hear that Nathan is feeling well enough to enjoy the weekend after all that testing. Have a great time and we will keep you in our prayers. I know it must be so very hard to be so far away from home and family for so long, but hopefully you will be back soon and as they see how he reacts to the study, maybe there will be more home time and less hospital! Hang in there!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, October 21, 2006 9:47 AM CDT

Susan and Gang, I am just thrilled to hear Nathan has had such a great response to the hot antibodies!! Whoppee!! NOW, praying for a NEGATIVE Hama!! We had a bit of a scare, Simon felt a small lump in his neck which hurt, it now has gone down and his ped. says she feels it's nothing. What a week. Well, have a GREAT time at the circus and hope to see you very soon. Love, SHIRLEY
Shirley Staples <staplesvangel@mac.com>
Brooklyn , NY ` - Saturday, October 21, 2006 8:19 AM CDT

Wow - some good news! I hope you get more good news soon! And a circus! I love the big cats! Grrr! Tell nathan to have a blast and I hope you do, too. Glad Luke is headed back! YOU need to have him for support. Hug Nathan and wish him the best from the home of the Super Bowl Champs! jude in pgh xoxoxxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, October 20, 2006 11:25 PM CDT

Hey, some good news. What's up with that ;-) Have fun at the circus. Ummm, cotton candy....
Jae and Josh
- Friday, October 20, 2006 5:23 PM CDT

It sounds like good news. Thanks for the update. enjoy the weekend. Eamon says hello as I type this.
Liza Yore
Edmonds, WA - Friday, October 20, 2006 5:10 PM CDT

Susan,
That sounds like a great MIBG scan report. Now we'll just wait for the HAMA to be negative. Have fun at the circus.
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Friday, October 20, 2006 4:55 PM CDT

FANTASTIC NEWS!!!! Seriously, I am so excited!! I know that this will very unlikely mean remission, but improvement is seriously fantastic.

Mrs G - you have made my day!
Kate von Tungeln <kate@vontungeln.com>
hull, ma usa - Friday, October 20, 2006 3:59 PM CDT

We will all sleep a little better tonight. Thanks for posting so quickly. I'm sure the circus will be great fun. Give everyone hugs and kisses.
Grandma Kathy <kgentry2@yahoo.com>
Oakley, IL USA - Friday, October 20, 2006 3:02 PM CDT

Mimi Gant <Listen2much@aol.com>
Cerro Gordo, Il U.S - Friday, October 20, 2006 11:46 AM CDT

Hey Nathan,
Hope you get well soon,
My name is Mimi Gant,
Im a student at Cerro Gordo High School,
I really hope you feel better soon,
xoxo
Mimi Gant <Listen2much@aol.com>
Cerro Gordo, Il U.S - Friday, October 20, 2006 11:35 AM CDT

Hi Nathan,
We continue to pray for you and your family. Here in Oregon, we have definitely said goodbye to summer. The days are cool and crisp, and the rainy days come more often. I'm ready for summer already!
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 18, 2006 8:02 PM CDT

Susan - I believe Carter is from Carnegie? Only 40 mn. from us and where Joe's cousin lives. I read about him (I think)on the caringbridge page you had on here. He and Nathan are 2 of 3 getting this treatment? Wow - that plane crash was awful and to think you were that close!! My goodness! I'm glad you had some downtime and maybe you can get a little rest. Take care of YOU, too! hugs xoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 5:57 AM CDT

It's Tuesday...sending tons of "NEGATIVE" vibes your way! How weird is that??
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 5:00 PM CDT

Oh Susan,
That sounds so scary. I am glad that it was just platelets! Have some fun and enjoy your downtime! Hope to see you next week when we arrive.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 11:26 AM CDT

susan - thinking of you in NY and praying things start going better. hope there are pretty fall colors somewhere nearby to lift your spirits! I'll keep positive thoughts and many prayers coming your way ....jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 5:15 AM CDT

Nathan,Just stopping by to say hello and wish you a Happy Autumn.

God bless,love & hugs,Linn,Daniel & Ariel
The Marrero's <gillinn7@msn.com>
port orchard, wa usa - Monday, October 16, 2006 10:43 PM CDT

Susan - my gosh! Could anything else happen to Nathan!? I am sooo glad he is alright! And I am glad you are having a nice weekend. Will keep praying for you all! Hope the time passes quickly in NY and you get home soon! Hugs - jude in paxoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, October 16, 2006 6:16 AM CDT

Thank God that Nathan took such an unexpected spill down the basement steps with no serious injury. God is Good - I will continue to rejoice with you at each positive sign and lift Nathan and your entire family up. Keep loving each other. I do appreciate this site to be allowed to know what is happening.
Maralyn <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora , CO - Sunday, October 15, 2006 1:56 PM CDT

Yikes. Well, you know, you guys haven't been in the hospital enough lately. Have a good rest of the weekend.
Jae and Josh
- Saturday, October 14, 2006 4:49 PM CDT

Praying that things turn around and start looking up for you soon.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, October 14, 2006 1:14 AM CDT

Lots and lots of e-hugs to you. I really hope things settle down for you guys soon...its surely not fair! Hoping that Nathan is HAMA negative and the scans show good results.

Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 13, 2006 11:33 PM CDT

Hi Susan, I guess I got to meet you on your last night in the dining room for a while! It is Caryn Franca, Nick (16 year old's mom). After living in the Ronald for the better part of last year, I know the frustrations that come with being in a "group" home situation. Please try to remain day to day, hour by hour. It helps. Lauren will figure it out when she has her own bed. You will have your mini van back soon. If the docs are optimistic, trust me, they are... they don't give much false hope around here! I've been here for all Nick's treatment and I have seen them be brutally frank with families. So, enjoy your weekend and it was so nice to meet the face with the site that I have been following lately! Breathe in, breathe out!!!! Caryn and Nick Franca
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily

Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, va usa - Friday, October 13, 2006 12:11 AM CDT

Susan: I am so sorry you are feeling down. Your strength is amazing and I wish I could carry your burden for you right now. As you know we pray for Nathan daily and will certainly pray for a NEGATIVE result on his next test. Thank you for sharing your ups and downs with us. We will pray for Lauren's sleep habits to improve as well. God Bless you and lift your burdens to God!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, October 13, 2006 9:12 AM CDT

Continuing to think of and pray for Nathan! All the best to everyone.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, ontario Canada - Friday, October 13, 2006 8:39 AM CDT

Thinking of you, Susan! Truly sorry for all of this additional stress that you are going through. You, as always, continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Praying for this medical miracle that would indeed cure Nathan -- and all of these precious children afflicted with this terrible disease.

with love and prayers -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Friday, October 13, 2006 8:35 AM CDT

Hi Susan,
I bet his culture comes back negative and I bet you will want to smack the person that didn't examine him and just looked at him. This happened to Carter once too and I know it is very frustrating. I can't even imagine without much sleep from you little one on top of it. Hang in there and hope to see you soon. Isnt it weird how they get that runny nose all the time?
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, October 13, 2006 6:43 AM CDT

Susan,
Wow, isolation on top of everything else! I'm really sorry:(
My ears certainly perked up when you said the word "curative". Wouldn't that be phenomenal! You hang in there and help your son keep fighting. You just never know when that miracle is around the corner!
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Friday, October 13, 2006 0:04 AM CDT

susan - after 4+ yrs. of this trial you and nathan and your family are going thru, it is no wonder you are weary and frustrated! I can't imagine what all you must be thinking and wondering about. You are such a strong person and obviously God is seeing you thru all that He can. Just know so many of us are frustrated that we cannot take more of this burden from you! all we can do is read what is going on and pray, pray and pray some more!
Hoping your weekend is pleasant and that Nathan continues to feel decent! And praying God continues to give you the strength and wisdom to make it thru this awful time in your life. lov e- jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, October 12, 2006 10:16 PM CDT

Prayers for a negative Hama, to be freed from isolation with negative flu results (can't they figure that one out quick??), no advancement on the cancer front (and a miracle of no cancer at all), and a sleepy at night Lauren, and peace of mind for you during this time apart from your family. You are doing wonderful under extreme stress. I hope the time apart flies by and you will be home soon and Nathan can go back to school and enjoy everyday normal routine (and above all healthy) life very soon.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 12, 2006 10:12 PM CDT

I'm so happy to hear Nathan feels well. Those photos are precious! Keeping you in our prayers!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, October 12, 2006 2:53 AM CDT

We continue to pray for safe travel, good test results and God's miracle for Nathan and strength for you all.
With love and hope,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 9:35 AM CDT

Just stopping in to say hi! We check the page daily for updates and I am so glad to keep hearing good news. I am so glad Nathan is feeling well and you are making the best of your time in NYC. As always, I am in awe at your continued positive outlook and strength.

We really miss you guys and hope you can come home in time for Halloween!

The Seminarios <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 10:36 PM CDT

I just wanted to drop a quick note to let you know I am thinking about all of you out there in NY. I am glad Nathan is feeling well and that you are enjoying the city. Susan, I wish I could bring the mountains to you in that full sized grocery cart. :) Keep on keeping on dear Gentry family.
GodSpeed-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 11:54 AM CDT

Nathan,I enjoyed looking at the pictures of you and your family. I miss you lots, and can't wait to give you a big hug when I see you at church. Be strong and of good courage for God is with you.
Love Miss Vickie
Vickie Whitley <vickiegumby@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 8:01 AM CDT

Susan - it is so uplifting to read that inspite of all the unpleasantness that has happened and may still happen, you can have such a good attitude about finding good things to do in NYC! I 'm so glad Luke and Julia came and that your mom will be there next. Praying Nathan continues to feel great and that his upcoming tests and treatments go well!
Hugs and God bless xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, October 9, 2006 6:30 AM CDT

Susan,
It was very nice to meet you all at dinner. I am sorry we didn't get to chat longer with all the commotion and kids but it sounds like you have your hands full! I am glad that your so great with making the best of things in NY. Anyway we will meet again when we come in for the hot antibodies. I look forward to talking again.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, October 8, 2006 8:08 PM CDT

Nathan, we are praying for you at First Pres and at Prairie Hills. You are such a great kid. We can't wait to see you back here.
Tim, Debbie, and Kaitlyn Thiem
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, October 7, 2006 10:42 AM CDT

I am so pleased to hear that Nathan is enjoying his time in New York and has the energy to make it happen. I am very happy that you can all be together right now as well. Know that we pray for all of you every day and reach out to others to do that same. God Bless you all.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, October 6, 2006 10:14 AM CDT

Nathan - so happy you are feeling good. Bet the zoo was a blast! I love tigers! What about you? And do they have a monkey house ? Aren't they fun to watch? Be well soon. Praying for you. Hugs xox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, October 5, 2006 10:50 PM CDT

Just stopping by to check on Nathan. We're praying for you!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, October 5, 2006 9:13 PM CDT

hello nathen! my name is andrea. I am a student of your grandpa's (michael gentry). I am just letting you know that there are many people who care and pray about you everyday. i hope everything gets better!
*you are in my thoughts & prayers everyday*
andrea osborne <sweet08cutie@yahoo.com>
Cerro Gordo, IL America - Thursday, October 5, 2006 1:37 PM CDT

Hi Nathan and Family,
I got your link off of Dylans site. I will keep you in my prayers! Maybe we can even meet while we are in NY we arriving on Wednesday evening. We will be testing for hot 3f8. I will continue to follow Nathan's progress.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 8:03 AM CDT

Hi Nathan and family,
Just wanted to let you know we are eagerly watching Nathan's progress with the "hot 3F8" as Dylan wil be starting them in the next week or two. Thank you for sharing your journey, it helps to know a little about what we are in for, from a parents perspective. Stay strong Nathan, we are going to beat this!

Love & Hope
Melissa and Dylan xxx

www.dylanhartung.net
Melissa
New York, NY USA - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 11:39 PM CDT

Hi Susan and Nathan,

We will be in NYC on Oct. 16th. Looking forward to finally meeting the "infamous Nathan"!! Hoping this time with Luke and Julia is wonderously happy for your whole family! Hoping this week in NY will bring a great next week for the Gentry Family. We pray for Nathan every day.
Always in our thoughts. God Bless.

The Adamson Family
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Monday, October 2, 2006 8:32 PM CDT

Hello Gentry Family,
I wanted to say hi and let you know that I am thinking about you all and praying that the new treatment is working. I visit your site often and think about you all the time. With Hope Abra mommy to nate www.caringbridge.org/wa/natemckean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, Wa USA - Saturday, September 30, 2006 10:28 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Luke & Julia will cross paths (at least briefly) with Kathy. Sounds as though things are going as well as can be expected at this point. Have a great week-end!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Saturday, September 30, 2006 11:26 AM CDT

Hello there, my name is Ashley and I was in class with Mike Gentry. Everyday we heard amazing news on his grandson Nathan. He must be a joy to have around the house. I seen all the lovely pictures that you all have of the family. Nathan all smiling and loving life. Im happy to hear about his treatment and I hope that it goes well. God bless and we are all praying for all of you!
~Ashley~
Ashley Good <crazything_06@msn.com>
Cerro Gordo, Illinois USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 4:06 PM CDT

Glad to hear Nathan is feeling well after treatment, and that he is smiling. He has such a sweet smile.

Wow, it's kind of mind boggling to think about the fact that your little boy is radioactive, sounds like science fiction....praying the treatment is doing its thing! Praying for healing!
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 29, 2006 12:27 AM CDT

Kathy, just wanted to say hi and tell you that we love you all. Praying for you all, the family, and medical staff often. Love and Prayers to all.
Judi Gregory <judig@bement.net>
Bement, IL - Thursday, September 28, 2006 9:47 PM CDT

susan - Happy Birthday! I hope my card got there! I was so relieved to hear nathan was feeling better! And I am glad you explained the theory about the treatment. I pray you are right and that it is really working on ridding him of cancer! That would be the BEST b-day present! Give him a big hug from me! And YOU have a nice evening! I hope you get a special treat :) love - jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, September 28, 2006 7:03 PM CDT

Susan - Happy Birthday. We are all sad that any of you have to spend it this way but also grateful that treatment did come through! I want you to know that we are lifting you up everyday, many times a day. Not being able to hold Nathan during this time has to be incredibly difficult on you so we are praying that Nathan feels the arms of Jesus around him and that those arms are healing him. God Bless all of you during this time.
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 4:55 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Susan! Not exactly the way we all dream of spending our birthdays, but if those hot antibodies are working hard for Nathan, that is a pretty good gift. Still, Luke owes you a spa day when you get home, or at least a massage and manicure! So glad to know Nathan is feeling better. Hang in there!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 1:46 PM CDT

Susan- Have a happy Birthday.. What a great day to have a b-day. I hope all is well and have been thinking of you. Hopefully we can get together when we all get back to CO.
Liz Wilson <brmom@adelphia.net>
- Thursday, September 28, 2006 11:48 AM CDT

Susan,
Happy Birthday to you today! I'm hoping Nathan will be released yet today! Glad to hear he's smiling this morning:)
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Thursday, September 28, 2006 11:14 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Susan! I'm sure having Nathan chipper today is a great present!! As always, we're sending all of you positive thoughts & prayers!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, September 28, 2006 10:20 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Susan! I am so glad Nathan is haivng a good morning!
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 10:03 AM CDT

Sending Love and Prayers and Support and more Prayers - we care!

Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Thursday, September 28, 2006 9:04 AM CDT

Dear Susan, I just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and Nathan and family. I was so concerned to learn that the new antibodies cause so much pain -- how I wished they would be like the painfree version Simon had in 1999. I am so sorry to hear. However, I hope there will be gain for every moment of pain. I hope Nathan has a much much better day today. You know I am here in Brooklyn -- so dont hesitate to call if I can help in anyway. We are cheering and praying here for our little friend Nathan. Sending love and hope, SHIRLEY (ps hope this goes through, this is my second try!!)
Shirley Staples <staplesvangel@mac.com>
Brooklyn, NY ` - Thursday, September 28, 2006 8:20 AM CDT

Susan, hi, just wanted you to know I am thinking of you. I was of course very concerned to learn that the new hot antibodies will cause pain -- how I was hoping it would be like the version simon did in 99, where there was no pain whatsoever. I am praying that the gain is worth every second of pain. I hope today is much MUCH better. I'm here in Brooklyn -- just call me if I can help in any way, or if you just want to vent!! We are cheering and praying here for our little friend Nathan!! Sending love and hope, SHIRLEY
Shirley Staplesf <staplesvangel@mac.com>
Brooklyn, NY ` - Thursday, September 28, 2006 8:14 AM CDT

I am glad Nathan got the treatment, but so sorry about the amount of pain he has been in. He looks like such a big boy in the picture, so brave. I hope he has a much more comfortable day tomorrow...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, September 28, 2006 2:05 AM CDT

Susan - the picture of Nathan humbles me. I think of all the aches and pains I complain about - he is in severe pain and so young. I will ask God to be extra gentle on Nathan's body. And to heal him. As a mother, I cannot imagine the pain you are in not being able to comfort and cuddle him. I am sure most of us are in emotional pain just trying to understand WHY this has to be and what all you and Luke are dealing with as parents. God watch over ALL of you. Love - jude in Pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, September 28, 2006 1:14 AM CDT

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA

, - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:34 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you during these very rough days. I pray that Nathan experiences a relief from the pain quickly...and really positive results from undergoing this treatment.

God's blessings always!

-- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 9:57 PM CDT

I am so sorry that Nathan in so much pain, I hope it doesn't last too long. Lots of prayers for the whole family
Lyn
- Wednesday, September 27, 2006 9:25 PM CDT

Hi Nathan,

So sorry to read that you had so much pain.. you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Linda, Pat & Angel Ryan (www.caringbridge.org/mi/ryanc) <padwik@yahoo.com >
Fenton, MI USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 8:05 PM CDT

Nathan - I am so sorry that this treatment is giving you so much pain... arda, who is just a week older than you, wanted me to send you a message: he says he can cut his hair to be just like yours, so you won't be alone. as always, our thoughts and prayers are with you, from the other side of the world... hugs to all the Gentry's.. love, z. (from june 00 board)
Zeynep, Arda & Tunca <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 6:32 PM CDT

Oh that picture breaks my heart. The fact that this treatment is so painful is so unfair. That must have been a very difficult thing for you to see, and not being able to cuddle him makes it even worse. I hope his pain goes away. What a brave little warrior he is.

Susan, is there anything in particular Nathan likes? I know he used to be into cars and trucks, is he still? I'd love to send him a little cheer package, something to take his mind off his misery for a bit.

Prayers for a pain free evening.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
woodbridge, Va USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 3:25 PM CDT

Sorry to hear that Nathan in so much pain, I hope it doesn't last too long. All the best, Nathan is in my thoughts. Tell him we all think he's very brave.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, ONtario Canada - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 3:19 PM CDT

Susan - I'm sorry this antibody treatment didn't work out yesterday. Let's pray today is the day! I have everyone praying for Nathan and you as well. hang in there! YOU are a trooper, too! God has given you amazing strength!
Big HUGSxoxoxoxxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 5:29 AM CDT

Hi Nathan and Susan, sending positive thoughts for the antibody to formulate the way it should! You aren't that far from me - if I didn't have this new little baby I could sneak a visit in to NYC..let me know what your weekend looks like, maybe I can swing it.
Kellie Davideit (Angel Ian's mommy) <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 9:36 PM CDT

Sending all the positive thoughts we can!!! Kathy, could you e-mail me a number where I could call you?
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:17 PM CDT

Yes, you are in our thoughts and our prayers.
Kathy Murrell
Bement, IL USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 6:12 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you today Nate-Man. I asked Julia if she'd like to send you a note today, here it is...word for word.

Nathan, This is me Julia. Brady and I made kites yesterday. Last night I had a chocolate donut. That's you and my favorite donut. That is all. Goodbye.
Tammy <Priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 12:17 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys.
Jae and Josh
- Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:25 AM CDT

Susan, just wanted you to know we are sending good thoughts Nathan's way from Virginia. I really hope nixing the catheter is just the first of many happy surprises.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:36 PM CDT

Susan,
I'm so glad they will nix the foley! That should make Nathan a lot more comfortable for all this. I'm hoping the next few days go smoothly and without trauma! With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:14 PM CDT

I hope your day goes well.
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 25, 2006 9:17 AM CDT

Nathan - God bless you this week as you start your new treatments! Everyone I know is praying for you to get better real soon! Stay strong and I will keep checking on you! I sent you a package SAT. You should get it by WED. Hugs xoxoxoxox God watch over you Susan! xoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, September 25, 2006 6:33 AM CDT

Prayers and good thoughts Nathan, during this "paving the way" treatment. Nathan's strength will see him through! Sorry you missed that 1st snow!!

Love and Hope,
Diane Adamson
Mommy to twins MaryGrace and Emily (age 6) NB IV Dx. 9/03, NED 4/04, relapse 1/06, NED 4/06.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Monday, September 25, 2006 6:23 AM CDT

We wish you all the best as Nathan pioneers the hot antibodies for us and all future recipients. We'll be thinking of you guys on Tuesday, and our prayers will be flowing!
Suzan Kennedy (www.caringbridge.org/visit/hazen)
suzan kennedy <suziesays@gmail.com>
- Saturday, September 23, 2006 9:38 PM CDT

Susan,
Glad you made it to New York safely. I am thinking of you and Nathan and praying this is the protocol that does the trick for Nathan. Macy is mailing a card to Nathan this morning so I hope it makes it there before you are back in Colorado.

Hugs from Nevada (but wishing we were still in Colorado)
Candace
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Saturday, September 23, 2006 10:23 AM CDT

Susan, You are an Amazing Mother - I thank God for giving your children such a genuine person to love them and share their lives. You are so brave and making the best of this journey you are on even when you are unsure of the destination. I pray for Nathan and for all of your family to be able to find pleasure in each day. You are an inspiration. Tell Kathy "Hi".
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora, CO - Saturday, September 23, 2006 9:35 AM CDT

Reading the guestbook always amazes me. So many people coming again and again to send love and support. Really heartwarming. Glad that he'll be on the new protocol soon.

Cheers,
Liam Yore
edmonds, wa USA - Saturday, September 23, 2006 1:28 AM CDT

susan - glad things are going ok in NY! So happy to hear Nathan feels good! That is encouraging alone. Will keep you all in thought and prayer and know Nathan will get thru this like the trooper he is! Stay strong Nathan! We all care so much xoxoxoxo HUGS to you all!!! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, September 22, 2006 11:01 PM CDT

Dear Luke and Julia. . . Just wanted to say hello and I hope you are having some really good daddy-daughter time. Luke, would you please give Julia a big hug for me? And Julia, would you please give your daddy a really big hug for me? Since I can't be there to hug you in person, you can be my arms for eachother! Julia, did you get a lot of snow? Have fun this weekend. : )
Lisa (Mrs. Craddock) for Doug, Gwynneth, Meredith, and Bronwyn too. <l-craddock@usa.net>
Aptos, CA USA - Friday, September 22, 2006 11:00 PM CDT

To all those posting to Nathan's guestbook:
I logged onto the guestbook tonight after not reading it for a while, and I was so moved by all the love you all are sending to Susan, Luke, Nathan, Julia, and Lauren. I know some of you don't even know them personally, but you still care. Just like Susan's comment about how she felt good when a stranger picked up the check in the pub--your kindness and concern have really touched me. How sad that we live in a world with cancer in it--but yet how beautiful that we live in a world with love. For those of you who are praying--thank you so much for that.
Lisa <l-craddock@usa.net>
Aptos, CA USA - Friday, September 22, 2006 10:47 PM CDT

Dear Susan and Nathan. . . I hope your time in NY goes very quickly and you have a great time visiting family--esp. with Grandma Kathy there to help! Please say "hi" to her from me. : ) Susan, would you please give Nathan a big hug from me? And Nathan, would you please give your mommy a big hug from me? I wish I could be there to hug you both in person! Please also give Lauren a big squeeze from me. I really like the new school photo--you are such a big kid now, you even look like you have grown since we saw you in July! When you get home, maybe you and Gwynneth can talk on the phone about school. She is studying insects and spiders this week, and we caught two spiders and one really big beetle (as big as the end of your thumb!).
We love you very much, and will talk to you after next week.
Lisa (Mrs. Craddock) for Doug, Gwynneth, Meredith and Bronwyn too.
Lisa <l-craddock@usa.net>
Aptos, CA USA - Friday, September 22, 2006 10:41 PM CDT

Nathan:

Keep fighting the good fight little buddy, My Daughter fought off cancer and has been clear for a year, you keep fighting hard brave man and I';m sure we will see you healthy and better really soon.

With Love and Blessings
Mark
Mark
Stratford, ON Canada - Friday, September 22, 2006 10:24 AM CDT

Alright Mr Nathan. Rachel and I put together a little envelope for you and it is on its way from Boston to the Big Apple right now. You should have it on Monday. I'm not so creative right now in my "condition" but I think it will make you happy. :)
Kate von Tungeln <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
Hull, ma usa - Friday, September 22, 2006 9:47 AM CDT

Good luck with the new treatment. I hope everything goes smoothly.
Aimee, mom to Kendall (dx5/04) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, September 22, 2006 8:34 AM CDT

Happy Anniversary! Glad you were able to steal away for a short bit. I will keep you all in my thoughts and pray this is the answer for Nathan. HUGE HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Thursday, September 21, 2006 3:29 PM CDT

Happy Anniversary! We share an anniversary day--our 11th was yesterday, too. Godspeed to New York. If someone wanted to financially help with medical costs, is there a fund set up? Thinking of you,
K (urabee) from June 2000 playgroup
Karen Dibbern
Melbourne, FL USA - Thursday, September 21, 2006 8:17 AM CDT

All the best. Nathan is always in my thoughts!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, September 21, 2006 8:03 AM CDT

God be with you Nathan! We will all be praying for a miracle! Glad you had a little aniv. time Susan. Be safe and know many are praying for you all! We all want good news on dear Nathan. Glad, too, your family can be there to help. That has to be so important and comforting to you. Will watch for news! HUGS and God's blessings xoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, September 21, 2006 5:22 AM CDT

Susan,
I hope the trip to NYC and the treatment go quickly and without difficulty. Wow, Nathan is becoming quite the pioneer for so many! Even though he may not understand, please give him a hug from me and tell him thank you for being so brave. I'll be praying that your insurance company agrees without issue!
With Love & Prayers
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 10:15 PM CDT

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!! So glad Kathy can go to NY to be with Nathan, Lauren, & Susan.
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9:43 PM CDT

This is amy for the November Cranbabies board. Jaye had a post with his website link. I have been wondering about you all latly and Im so glad she posted the link. I hope you don't mind me in here my words are true. (amyfirsttimemommy)

Sending you prayers for a recovery, I hope you get real answers and I pray to the lord above that you recive a mircle and you can be free of this.
Amy <aleyva@fisherind.com>
AZ - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 11:36 AM CDT

Hope this is ok Susan...

All of you Nathan supporters, please email me...I would like to do something special for him.
Melissa at melnjess2002@yahoo.com. Thanks
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 10:21 AM CDT

What a handsome little man Nathan is becoming! I love the new picture. I am sorry that they aren't as eager as you and all of us are to get Nathan his life saving treatment. I think of you often and hope things are settling down a bit and everyone is able to resume some form of normalcy! If you need a night out...there is a MNO next Thursday at Applebees on Galley...6:30.. Sending tons of hugs and prayers your way.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 10:19 AM CDT

Nathan - how handsome you look! What a great picture. I am glad to hear you are home and get to return to school.
Susan & Luke - I pray for your strength every day. We are praying for the trial to come through and to be successful in the fight of this awful disease. God Bless!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 8:25 AM CDT

Wow, school pictures back already! Margot won't even get hers taken until Oct. 5th. Nathan looks great. Here's hoping the trial brings you some positive results.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.ne>
Hoffman Est, IL USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 7:07 PM CDT

I am Nathan's music teacher at school. My family (and church friends) have been praying for Nathan since I met him last year in KDG. He's a great little guy and very dear to me! My son, Chris, had lymphoma at age 12, so CHOA was his home away from home for several years. He's in college now and keeps Nathan in his prayers too.
I'd like to call and see how we at Prairie Hills can be most helpful to your family and Nathan right now.
Lynette McKinney <lymckin@d20.c0.edu>
Parker, CO - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 6:11 PM CDT

Love the picture of Nathan taken for school. He looks incredibly handsome!!

Hope all of you are able to settle into a routine at home..and hope Nathan continues to love school.

Take care Gentrys!!

Please know we think of each of you often!

love -- Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 12:47 AM CDT

Glad you made it back to home sweet home! Like everyone else on here, I hope everything gets signed, sealed, and delivered very soon and Nathan can get on with this new treatment. P&PTs coming your way!
Natalie
Colorado Springs, - Monday, September 18, 2006 11:54 PM CDT

Susan - glad to hear you all made it home ok! I'll bet Julia is soo happy to have her family back! Wishing you all a pleasant week - school has to be alot of fun for Nathan right now amidst all the tests and such. Will keep praying for you all - esp. dear Nathan xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, September 18, 2006 7:24 AM CDT

Thinking of you and hoping that the drugs you're waiting for arrive soon. I so admire your family for your courage through Nathan's treatment, and your willingness to push the limits of neuroblastoma treatment forward for Nathan and others kids with NB. I'm also glad to hear that you had some good times together in NYC, outside the hospital. You're always in our thoughts and prayers.
Beth Villavicencio
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, September 17, 2006 11:44 PM CDT

Susan,
Glad you are back in Colorado and everyone is well. I bet Nathan will be happy to be back in school. I'm crossing my fingers that this trial is just what Nathan needs to fight off the NB- - again! All of you are such fighters. We're cheering from the sidelines for Nathan and his team.

Love,
Candace
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
candace mason <candacemas@aol.com>
reno, nv usa - Sunday, September 17, 2006 9:43 PM CDT

Hi Suz!!! It's Diana, (DiaClair82 from IV). I don't know if you remember me. I think about you often and I do check back for updates. Lots of ::HUGS:: I think you are an amazingly strong woman.
Diana <DiaCLair82@yahoo.com>
Lake Hiawatha, NJ - Sunday, September 17, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

Suz, my thoughts and prayers are going out to you, to Nathan, and to the rest of your family. There are not enough words to tell you how amazed I am at your strength and grace through this. Many (((hugs))) for your little man, and continued prayers.
Tori (ccndylansmama from Nov 2005 board) <toriwitt@gmail.com>
- Sunday, September 17, 2006 5:19 PM CDT

Hello, Just a short message to say

Love Viks

v <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, September 17, 2006 2:43 PM CDT

Hi, I'm thinking of your family and praying. I hope the week at home helps to pass the time, and that the treatment goes smoothly for Nathan. One day at a time, sometimes one moment. When Sean was diagnosed it helped me to remember that God has a plan, whatever I decide. I sure don't understand the plan, but I do believe that there is one. Blessings to you, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, September 16, 2006 11:45 PM CDT

Hey Susan, I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and family every day. Think about you and Nathan lots. You are unbelievably strong. What a special son you have.
Larissa
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, September 16, 2006 11:30 PM CDT

Nathan and your entire family are in my prayers. My heart just breaks to read what you're going through but admire your strength. God bless!
Amanda Canfield (akcanfield - IV) <akb51677@hotmail.com>
El Paso, TX USA - Saturday, September 16, 2006 8:59 PM CDT

Hey Susan (and family!)

I just wanted to stop over and send on my P&PT and ((((hugs)))) to you guys. You're such an amazing family with more strength than I could ever hope to have. We miss you on the board, Suz, and I hope to see you there again. I think about you guys a ton, and you're in my daily prayers.
Kasey (cl-avinity)
- Saturday, September 16, 2006 5:37 PM CDT

Miracles happen everyday and I am praying for one for Nathan! I am praying that you can stay as strong as you sound right now..but I also hope that you will allow yourself to be human as well...sometimes you sound superhuman to me!!! You're such a strong spirit!! Praying for you all!
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, September 16, 2006 11:32 AM CDT

Hey Nathan,

I like the picture of you all dressed up and ready with your backpack. I guess your class is studying rocks. I teach science in the 6th grade. You are going to learn some really neat things about how rocks are made. You take care and God Bless you all. I am praying you feel better and do well in school.
Marsha Erps
McAllen, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, September 16, 2006 0:38 AM CDT

Lurking over from IV Cranbabies board. Your family will be in my thoughts. Wishing you peace.
Courtney (courteg) <americaineinparis@yahoo.com>
IL - Friday, September 15, 2006 8:52 PM CDT

Thinking of you again. Give the boy a hug for me.
Liam Yore
edmonds, wa USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 7:39 PM CDT

I hope Nathan is able to enjoy some time at home while they iron out the kinks on this trial. It is so scary going into a study and being "first", with so many unanswered questions. We pray for guidance and stength, and of course a cure!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 6:47 PM CDT

It's Emily (cl-mum2tytrisandtrey) from iV! We miss seeing you around! I am sorry sorry to hear this news. I will pray for Nathan and your family!
Emily <egettedoyle@msn.com>
Philipsburg, PA - Friday, September 15, 2006 4:19 PM CDT

Nathan and you and your family are in our thoughts. Sending tons of positive vibes your way.

Georgeanna (fetzer_94) from ivillage Nov 2005
- Friday, September 15, 2006 3:25 PM CDT

Susan,

I am praying for you all. Nathan is such a strong little boy. All of the cranmommies are here for you and pulling for Nathan all the way.
Laura - mom_Lolli5
Gilbert, AZ USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 1:01 PM CDT

Susan,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as you are faced with these difficult decisions. Stay strong.

(((HUGS)))
Robbie (Nov 2005 EC/playgroup)
Robbie Kizer (Cranbaby '05 Emily) <robbiejk77@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 15, 2006 12:24 AM CDT

Nathan has changed my life forever.
I take a million pictures of my kids.
I read them “just one more” bedtime story when they ask.
I put off watching my favorite show to snuggle them in their beds a little longer.
I take them everywhere so they can experience everything.
I apologize when I have been short with them.
I tell them I still love them even though I’m angry at the moment.
I’ve taught them about death, heaven and God. They are not afraid.
Nathan has taught me that life is too short and too many bad things happen.
He also has taught me to just accept the bad things when they do happen.
There is no time to sulk or think “why me?”
Nathan has taught that I should make the best of every single moment I have on this earth
He has also taught me that good health is nothing to take for granted.
Children are the greatest teachers.

As much as I have learned from Nathan and as much as he has changed my life for the better, I would give it all back if it meant he could stay here on earth with his family.

Stay strong Gentry Family. You are an inspiration to us all.
God bless
- Friday, September 15, 2006 12:03 AM CDT

Susan,

I've been thinking of you and your family and wondering how you were. It looks like you are faced with some very tough decisions right now and I just wanted to send along my prayers and some (((BIG HUGS)))
Jennifer (miss_conception2005) from Nov '05 EC <miss_daemeanor@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 15, 2006 11:32 AM CDT

Hi Nathan,
I visited your 1st grade class, they said to tell you hello. They were looking at and washing rocks during science class. They wanted to know if you could bring them a rock from New York? They will all be excited to see you next week! I'll send you a picture to your mommy's email. Have a good trip back!

p.s. I'll visit your class again today to pick up your Friday folder, so there should be even more to send to you.
Reeda <bat.93@alum.mines.edu>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, September 15, 2006 10:45 AM CDT

Hello,
I am happy to hear there is still "hope" for Nathan. Sometimes that's all any of us need.
I am still amazed at you and Luke. God knew who to give Nathan too. You both are doing such a wonderful job!!
You must be old souls!!!
We will keep praying for "our" little guy.
Hugs to all of you.

Debbie(2000playgroup) <azuregoddess@yahoo.com>
PA - Friday, September 15, 2006 8:16 AM CDT

Just touching base and letting you know we are sending you our prayers. Love you guys! Tell Nathan he's da man.
Will and Carlee
Lafayette, LA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 10:18 PM CDT

I "met" you through the iVillage Cranbabies board, though you may not remember me...I've been keeping up on Nathan through this site since it was discovered that his cancer had returned. I just wanted to let you know that you and your family have some more P & PT coming your way...I'm so sad to hear things are not looking as positive these days.

Jaye ("Yellowfishy"--mommy to Cranbaby Lucas)
Jaye Caron <tapn_2000@yahoo.com>
Portland, ME USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 4:59 PM CDT

I hope you enjoy a couple of non medical days in New York. It sounds like you have a plan and I hope that you can derive some peace from having made that decision. As always you are in our thoughts.
Liza Yore <lizayore@mac.com>
Edmonds, WA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 4:10 PM CDT

I think you are an incredibly amazing family.

Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 3:05 PM CDT

hope that you can all do something fun the next couple of days until you get to go home and see Julia. I am sure she will be beyond excited to see all of you. Have SAFE travels and God Bless!!

-- Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, September 14, 2006 11:58 AM CDT

You are in our prayers for strength and guidance in making decisions. They can't be easy. We pray mostly for God's healing for Nathan and for your family.
With Love,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 11:17 AM CDT

Dear Susan and Luke,

All of you are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. May the good Lord give you the courage and strength to get through this difficult time.

Nathan is such a wonderful kid. Hugs to all of you from the Joseph family.

Preethy, Ajit, Sean & Rhea

Preethy Joseph
South Riding, VA USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 6:38 AM CDT

Don't know what to say--just know that we're sending you all of the positive vibes we can!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 11:47 PM CDT

susan - reading your entry with great anger and upset. If this hosp. is one of the best, why are the drs. so vague? If they deal with cancer every hour, why don't they have more concrete answers for scared and upset parents of small children? this is sooo maddening! Would it do any good to try a different hosp. like St. Jude's? Sure wish I could do something helpful. I will keep praying and hoping God will still heal Nathan. I am glad you and Luke are keeping a level head. I don't think I could do that. Stay on top of things and please remember, sooo many people care about all of you - esp. Nathan! luv -jude in pa xoxoxxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 11:45 PM CDT

Hopeing that today is more productive and gives you a sense that the trip to New York was worth it. May you get the answers you need and some that you desire.
Liza Yore
Edmonds, WA United States - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 2:22 PM CDT

Susan,
Praying and keeping my fingers crossed you get better news than you're anticipating.

Candace
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 10:12 AM CDT

And we were bummed we had to go to the laundrimat last night (one of teh universal focal points of ennui, if ennui is the word I want). A whole day at the hospital for nothing. Nice. Here's hoping for a more productive day.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:15 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and hoping that the doctors have some good recommendations for treatment options. Just know we are all thinking about all of YOU!!

Take care and may God give you continued strength in mind, body and spirit today and every day!

love -- katie

ps -- please give Nathan a huge hug from us!
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 8:23 AM CDT

Susan and Luke:
I am very sad to hear this kind of news. You have all been through so much for so long. I will not only pray for all of you but I will pray for the medical staff surrounding you that compassion and urgency will come to them and you will gain comfort from that. God Bless you all. Good for you for making the best of a really rotten situation.
Kris Rychter and Family <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 8:21 AM CDT

I second the entries below. Has this disease just become so common to the doctor that he doesn't have the fight left in him to keep trying for these kids? Is there anything we who follow your story can do? I'm not above calling and raising a fuss to anyone that will listen. It just seems like throughout your journey the doctors seem very slow-moving at time -as if there is no immediate need, when there so clearly is. We are pulling for all of you.
Sondra Moore <SondraMoore35@aol.com>
Ocala, FL USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:42 PM CDT

Dear Luke and Susan,
It has always been very saddening that Nathan and your family are going through this. I have read your entries through the years and am amazed at your strength. Susan, you deserve mother of the year for the rest of your life!! Wishing you all the peace in the world. Phyllis
Phyllis Bustamante
santa fe, nm us - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:36 PM CDT

Damnit, do they not realize the life of a precious little boy is at stake? And probably the lives of other precious children as well. How damn hard is it too sign this protocal. I understand there are policies and procedures, but this is Nathan's life!!!

Is there anyway people who care about Nathan can pressure them into pushing this through? And to make you sit there all day and then have an attitude telling you he is late?

My prayers continue for precious Nathan b/c I have faith God can still heal him. I am so sorry you are being strung around like this.

(((hugs)))

Rita
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
woodbridge, Va USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:57 PM CDT

I am very glad to hear that Nathan is getting started on a trial. Here's to modern medicine, technology, and the scientists who make it all happen. What was it like in NY yesterday with the 9/11 anniversary? It still draws complete silence from Jason and myself.
Sending all my good vibes to NY, and few more to Julia and Elli in Colorado. :)
GodSpeed-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:52 AM CDT

If you guys are going to be there awhile, would you feel like publishing the mailing address? Also wondering about an address for Julia at Tammy's.

Jae and Josh
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:46 AM CDT

Hi Gentry's, we just wanted to let you know that Elli is doing fine and she sends her love and slurpy wet kisses to Nathan! You are all in our thoughts and prayers!
Watry's five <livewiregrafx@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO United States - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:35 AM CDT

Susan - at church I had the pastor pray with me for Nathan and you and LUke. He said such a heartfelt prayer that God HAS to do something to help you all thru this time. I am so glad Nathan got to enjoy the amusement park. It is nice to know that thru this difficult time, he can still feel well enough to have a great time! makes me feel good to know that. Stay strong and we all will keep praying for good results. Just know we all care so much xo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 1:31 AM CDT

Thinking of you all with love.
Liam, Liza, Eamon & Corwin
Edmonds, WA USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 6:44 PM CDT

Nathan is a fighter and always in my thoughts!!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, September 11, 2006 8:08 AM CDT

Thinking of each of you so much!! I am just really sorry about the news from NY. I continue to pray for a miracle for Nathan. I think of each of you so often throughout the day.

I pray for continued strength, energy and stamina for the fight ahead. May God Bless each of you greatly and always!

love -- katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, September 11, 2006 7:38 AM CDT

Just wanted to say "hi". My thoughts are with you. Wish I could do more...
Dorie Ogren <dorieao@hotmail.com>
Hillsborough, NC - Monday, September 11, 2006 7:21 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, September 11, 2006 0:55 AM CDT

Susan & Luke,
We are keeping you deep in our hearts as you face the decisions of the next days. Nathan is so brave and resilient and his joy in going to school and playing with his sisters is so special. Thankfully there are options and we are certain you will do what is right for him.
LuAnn & Al
LuAnn Smith <Luann.smith@earthlinkn.net>
St. Charles, IL USA - Sunday, September 10, 2006 10:44 PM CDT

Hi Susan, Luke and Nathan. I am so, so sorry. I have everyone I know praying for you.

Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg
Colorado Springs, - Sunday, September 10, 2006 9:20 PM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Angela*angels on earth group*
ma - Sunday, September 10, 2006 8:35 PM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear about those scans. I hope they can come up with a workable plan soon. We'll keep Nathan in our prayers.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, September 10, 2006 5:09 PM CDT

Susan,
I'm so sorry the scans weren't better and how I wish more options were ready and waiting for your sweet Nathan! My prayers are with you as you and Luke sort out your next steps! Please give Nathan a hug from Joshua and all of our family here in Topeka!
With Love & Prayers
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Sunday, September 10, 2006 3:36 PM CDT

Wishing you so much luck with the next treatments. I have AML and have been through the chemo and the drug trials and the endless highs and lows. So most importantly I hope your brave little boy keeps feeling good even if looks worse for wear. And if you need an extra person to talk to please give me an e-mail. Sometimes strangers are a helpful sounding board!!
R. Davis <raymenie@gmail.com>
Kenai, AK USA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 3:51 PM CDT

Susan, my heart just fell to the floor reading your entry, so I can only imagine how you feel! I hope those darn papers get signed TODAY, so Nathan can get started with the hot antibodies.
Keeping you all in our thoughts and hearts.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Springfield, VA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 8:54 AM CDT

Sound like it wasn't worse than expected. HOpe you can have some fun over the weekend.
Jae and Josh
- Saturday, September 9, 2006 8:50 AM CDT

Susan, none of us will EVER stop praying for something, anything, that might be able to help Nathan and the rest of you.
Keep us posted as you feel up to it but in the meantime know that you have an extremely long prayer chain going at all times.
Hugs from another cancer mom,
Amy
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 7:32 AM CDT

I am heartbroken over the latest entry. You must be devestated. Nathan has looked so good and has held up so well this far that I had really hoped for NED at best, substantial improvement at worst.

I know nothing about cancer or treatment so please forgive my ignorance. If the cancer has stayed the same and not worsened, can chemotherapy possibly keep it from progressing, buying time for more treatments? Is there anything, anything that those who love Nathan can do to speed up the signing of the latest protocal? Letters to anyone, phone calls to anyone, getting down on our knees and begging to let them know a precious life is dependant on the hope of that protocal?

My heart and prayers are with you. I have followed Nathan's story from almost the begining, over 3 years, and although I have never met him or you, his sweet self and your family hold a special place in my heart.

I am praying for a miracle.
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 11:12 PM CDT

susan - I am literally sick at heart over this news. I hope your options change and for the better. please know I am soo sorry you had to get such news. let's hope for better news in the days to come. God bless - hugs to you all xoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, September 8, 2006 10:16 PM CDT

Godspeed Nathan Gentry
Jim Barton <jamesbarton2@mac.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 4:08 PM CDT

I am here physically with Julia, but mentally there with you four in NYC! Hoping and praying here today for good results!
Tammy <priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 1:41 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for positive results! TONS of hugs!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 1:23 PM CDT

I am feeling sick to my stomach and I am not Nathan's mother! I will be praying hard for you guys for strength and that the test results come out good! I hope you are able to have a good weekend as well! Always thinking of you...

Myndi & Family <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 9:43 AM CDT

All the best with the test/scan results. Nathan is in my thoughts.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, September 8, 2006 8:05 AM CDT

Susan - praying for the best possible scan results. So glad Nathan feels up to playing ! Will watch for more news. Fingers crossed and praying constantly xoxoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, September 8, 2006 7:43 AM CDT

And of course a big HELLO and hugs to Julia as well!!
Aaron
- Friday, September 8, 2006 0:07 AM CDT

Hi Nathan and Lauren and Susan and Luke, just want you to know that I am thinking about all of you and hoping for the best!
Aaron
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 10:55 PM CDT

Hi, guys. Have some fun this weekend.
Jae and Josh <jgentry@swcp.com>
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 10:53 PM CDT

Hoping for happy results!!! In the meantime, enjoy the time together while Nathan is feeling good!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, September 7, 2006 10:44 PM CDT

Susan,
My prayer is strength for tomorrow and peace for tonight! I'm hoping with you for good news tomorrow!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Thursday, September 7, 2006 10:24 PM CDT

Wishing your little warrior Nathan a safe trip to NYC. Thinking of your family often and praying for positive results.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 3:31 PM CDT

Susan, I hope you had a good flight to NYC. We are sending positive thoughts your way for good scan results.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, September 7, 2006 8:33 AM CDT

Good luck in NY! I hope they have some answers and a plan in place. TONS OF HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 1:41 PM CDT

Hi Gentrys! I'm praying and thinking of you today as you travel and for the time in NY. Let me know what you do with Lauren and food on the plane...I'll need to know! Tori is teething, too. So fun. Oh...we don't have to have passports until Dec. 31! So, I'm not getting them until we have to...I'm sure you wanted to know that. The Lord loves you so much and so do we!
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg <lgplett@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 6, 2006 10:10 AM CDT

susan - praying for a good trip to NY - good results! take care and will watch for updates. I agree, Jesu...is a great song! Bet your choir will sound great! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, September 4, 2006 5:50 AM CDT

Praying for you all for a safe journey and great results. May God bless you and keep you safe.
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Sunday, September 3, 2006 12:04 AM CDT

Susan - so good to hear the cancer may not be progressing! What a relief to hear that. I will keep you and Nathan in prayer as always and hope that the NY trip goes well. What about your shingles? Any better? I hope so! You deserve a break, too :) jude in pa xoxoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, September 1, 2006 10:18 PM CDT

Awesome news about Nathan's enjoyment of school and the indication of no significant cancer spreading. I continue to hope and pray that the scans next week all go smoothly -- and that the results are good!

God Bless and safe travels!

love -- the Altmanns
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, August 31, 2006 9:27 PM CDT

Sooo happy that he had a good day at school!! I just read his dad's blog about him getting to go to school and saying to Julia "I'm going to have fun tomorrow", the night before he went to school; I have to say that made me teary eyed. How wonderful that he got to have fun just being a kid going to school and playing in the sprinkler!
Kelly <rn4babyz@gmail.com>
- Thursday, August 31, 2006 3:23 PM CDT

Yeah Nathan!!! We are so glad that you got to go to school. We are glad that you smiled all day and loved hot lunch as well. We are all thinking about you and missing you and hope to get togehter soon. Jandi has been looking through the pictures of you, Julia and Lauren and enjoys them very much! God Bless!!
Kris Rychter and family <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 12:09 AM CDT

YAY!!! Looks like you had a wonderful first day Nathan! I hope the good days continue!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 10:10 AM CDT

nathan - you look sooo cool getting ready for school. I'll bet the bus ride was really great! I am sooo happy you felt like staying all day and then play in the sprinklers. Good for you! I will keep asking God to make you better and stronger each day! Love and hugs xoxoxxo jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, August 31, 2006 0:04 AM CDT

It was great to hear that Nathan had a good day at school! Hope he can continue to go until you have to leave for NYC.
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 10:45 PM CDT

So glad to hear he is able to go to school, and riding the bus! What fun! It is amazing how doing normal things can make the kids feel so much better. Take care, Missy
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 9:25 PM CDT

I have to say, hearing that Nathan would be able to go to school today brought tears to my eyes. I hope he has a WONDERFUL day at school and makes lots of friends! :)
Kelly <rn4babyz@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 30, 2006 10:32 AM CDT

Yay for Nathan, you're going to school! You must be so happy. Have fun with all your friends.

Nice to see Nathan gets to be a regular kid. I know he'll have a great first day.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 8:03 AM CDT

Dear Nathan, Your first day of first grade - how exciting! Enjoy yourself, and let your mom take a couple of pictures, OK?

Beth
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL USA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 6:24 AM CDT

Nathan - good luck in 1st grade! You will have a great time! jude in paxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 1:08 AM CDT

Nathan,
Have a great day at school! I know you will love it:)
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 11:59 PM CDT

Happy First Day of First Grade!!! I hope your day is perfect!
Sharlene, Dan, Ben, Julianna, and Isabella Lee
IL - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 10:23 PM CDT

praying for a quiet weekend and hope you are enjoying your parents' visit. will keep you in prayer always and hope the shingles and treatments and all go better and better! Keep up the fight Nathan! You are my hero! Susan - you are such an inspiration to young mothers everywhere. Bless you and your family - jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, August 26, 2006 8:57 PM CDT

Here's to a quiet weekend.
Jae and Josh
- Saturday, August 26, 2006 4:36 PM CDT

Glad to hear the tutoring is going well. Not only is it a change of pace for Nathan, it's a bit of a break for you. Hope all of you can relax a little over the week-end!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, August 25, 2006 10:21 PM CDT

Woohoo! I am glad his counts are up and that tutoring is going well. I'll pray for an uneventful weekend!

Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg <lgplett@gmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, August 25, 2006 2:32 PM CDT

What a sweet story of the family at the dinner table....so sweet to hear kids talk sometimes! Nice to know you all can have good moments amid a difficult situation.

Thank you for sharing. I pray for more good times for your family.
A friend from afar
NY, NY - Friday, August 25, 2006 9:43 AM CDT

Absolutely super-hero parenting. Thanks for the inspiration and take good care of yourselves.
Jen (Flory) Fuss <Jenfloryfuss@aol.com>
Germantown, MD - Friday, August 25, 2006 9:12 AM CDT

Susan - I could not get online at Scott's and was so worried about what all was going on with Nathan. We got back today. LOOOOONG trip by van! Joe and I SWEAR we will have to fly next time. Yikes. I hate flying. So we had a wonderful time and Idaho is still so pretty. Our grandson, Roman, is 11 now and such a joy. He really likes being with us :) Onto Nathan - sooo hope things will settle down soon for him and the hives and sores and such. That poor kid! And shingles! Those are miserable! I have yet to get them but I know alot of people who have had them. Just awful. I'm glad Nathan cannot get chicken pox! That would be terrible. It was nice to hear Julia is doing well in preschool. And that Lauren will be your next conquest - stairs!!! ha ha She is such a dollbaby. All the kids are adorable. Take care and hope you enjoy your parents' visit. The extra help has to be wonderful! I wish I could do something nice for you but I don't know what it would be from way out here? I'll think hard and see if I can come up with something special to make YOU feel better! You are one of my favorite people so I don't like knowing you are in distress! Take it easy when you can and know I pray for you and your family - esp. Nathan! all the time. xoxoxox Jude in Pa - God Bless!
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, August 24, 2006 8:03 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. I hope Nathan is feeling well and doing well. And I hope the rest of the family is hanging tough, as you always have.

I sometimes wonder if the opportunity to post (for a voyeur like myself) is in place simply to make me feel like I am actually doing something to help you during these difficult times. :)

Always in my thoughts & heart-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 12:01 AM CDT

Hi Nathan and family,

You don't know me but I've been following your family for a few months; Nathan's struggle has touched me deeply, and I think of him quite often. I've signed the guestbook before and just wanted you to know this....I haven't just thought about it for a few days, then move on. This is different--Nathan's story will stay with me forever. He has been through so much and he has not lost his smile. What a special boy! I pray and pray for continued love and strength for your family.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Monday, August 21, 2006 8:29 AM CDT

Luke and Susan. Just want you to know we are praying for all of you. We love all of you and want you to know we check often to see how things are going. Nathan is such a trooper. Let us now if there is anything we can do. All our love, Aunt Carol and Uncle Mike.
Carol Seidenstricker <giraffe823@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, Il. usa - Friday, August 18, 2006 8:35 AM CDT

"When I said, 'My foot is slipping,' your love, O Lord, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul." Psalm 94:18-19

Susan, praying you feel God's love supporting you and His consolation bringing you joy as you walk this very difficult road with Nathan. Asking God to shower you with His peace that passes understanding during these long, uncertain days.
Michele Pepitone <MrsPep@comcast.net>
Bear, DE USA - Friday, August 18, 2006 8:27 AM CDT

Susan,
I'm so happy to read about the chickenpox antibodies and that Nathan is doing better than you had thought! I hope your shingles are clearing up.

Crossing my fingers you have an uneventful weekend!

Candace
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 11:42 PM CDT

Nathan, there was a story in our newspaper about "Amazing Jacob", did you know him? In the article, it said the average Caringbridge website gets 7000 hits. Yours has 204,000 hits! Are you learning to add and subtract in school yet? 'Cause if you didn't know, that's A LOT more than the average amount. Isn't that cool? You have so many people caring about and praying for you!
Brady
- Thursday, August 17, 2006 8:58 PM CDT

Susan! I wish I knew you better...I'd talk to you on the phone ALLLLL day long ;) See....careful what you wish for. Seriously...I'm around all the time. I'm sorry that you're feeling isolated..I know that illnesses definitely make emotions high! I'm praying for your heart to be happy again!
Ashley <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 3:27 PM CDT

Susan I don't think anyone is avoiding you, we just didn't want to bug you. I have picked up the phone several times, but decided against calling. Hope you are on the mend and once you are all better we will go have a drink...your choice. ;) HUGE HUGS
Nathan, I am glad you are getting past some of the awful side effects...I hope you are feeling good today and playing hard, just not too hard.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 10:32 AM CDT

I'm glad "reinforcements" have arrived to help. I'm sure both you & Luke could use a break! Is the shingles diagnosis a sure thing? Several times years ago I had a breaking out that the Dr. thought at one point might be shingles, then decided it was a borderline allergy (only broke out with a combination of several things)--I know it was aggravated by nerves. Hopefully, ALL of you can get caught up on some sleep!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, August 17, 2006 1:30 AM CDT

Susan and Nathan,

Glad you have a little break, and so happy you are feeling a bit better. Shingles!!!OOHHH! What else?? God Bless you both, and the rest of your family. Thinking of you.

Diane Adamson
Mommy to twins MaryGrace and Emily (age 6) NB IV, dx 9/03, NED 4/04, relapse 1/06, NED 4/06.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 6:25 AM CDT

Susan - glad you have grandparents arriving again soon - for so many reasons beyond help...grandparents bring some extra love for you all!! Call me if you need any help. Love, Diane
Diane Price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 3:56 PM CDT

Hi, I'm so glad to read that help is on the way! I hope you are both feeling better. I'm thinking of you and praying. God Bless, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, August 14, 2006 6:31 PM CDT

So glad Nathan is feeling better - but sorry to hear about the shingles, yikes! I'm sure it will be nice to have some help, and some company, around the house. Wishing you all a good week..
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Sunday, August 13, 2006 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Nathan! I'm just stopping by to say hi and let you know that I'm thinking of you! I hope you have a GREAT weekend! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><

p.s. I love your John Deere hat! :) I have one too!!!

*Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <coopsie78@gmail.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, August 12, 2006 5:17 PM CDT

Glad yesterday was a better day. Praying that you all have a restful weekend.
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Friday, August 11, 2006 10:01 AM CDT

Susan, Im not sure you will remember me but I was on your november EC. I just saw all that has been going on with nathan and your family! Im so so sorry!!! you guys are defintly in my prayers!!! May God Bless you guys!!
Jessikah <jessiy@hotmail.com>
California - Friday, August 11, 2006 2:52 AM CDT

I was glad to read that today was a better day. Here's hoping that each day gets better & better!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, August 11, 2006 0:46 AM CDT

I'm glad today went better than expected...I'm sorry that Nathan is having such a rough time. I continue to keep him in my prayers. Hugs from NJ...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, August 10, 2006 9:34 PM CDT

Susan,
{{{{{Praying that all goes well for Nathan today}}}}}

Robin
Robin Debes <ashleynichole@charterinternet.net>
Shwano, WI USA - Thursday, August 10, 2006 8:27 AM CDT

Susan - checked the pics for JUL and they were sooo good. I am so glad you show us your family. I printed the one of the 5 of you to take to IN to show my mom :) She asks about you and Nathan all the time. You hang in there and I will pray all the way across country for Nathan! Let's hope things start turning around for you all! jude in pa xoxoxo I'll check in when I can. Be gone 2 weeks.
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 10:44 PM CDT

Praying for a better day today. Nathan, you're a real trooper. Hang in there, buddy!
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 12:32 AM CDT

Susan - glad the chemo is done - now to get good results! We will be heading NW in a couple days but somehow I will check on Nathan and how he is doing when we get to IDaho! Take good care and try to rest when you can. I'm sure that is nearly impossible lately but you need your rest and strength, too. God watch over all of you - especially dear Nathan! love - jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 5:20 AM CDT

always in our thoughts. have a good day off. Eamon sends hugs your way and hopes nathan feels better soon.
Liza Yore
Edmonds, WA United States - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 0:19 AM CDT

Hi, Mike and Cathy. Love you and am praying so hard. Did this one other time but didn't understand how to respond. You know me, Mike, fighting and kicking into the 21st. Love you guys and talk later
Linda Hoovie
Tuscola, Illinois USA - Monday, August 7, 2006 4:35 PM CDT

Luke and Susan,
Nathan is in my heart, thoughts and prayers always. May today's treatment be much easier. God tells us to pray without ceasing. Sending you many hugs.
Love, Angie
Angie <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
- Monday, August 7, 2006 3:51 PM CDT

Praying for an easy day.
Josh and Jae
- Monday, August 7, 2006 3:59 AM CDT

Sending you ALL good vibes!!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, August 7, 2006 0:31 AM CDT

I will pray for much strength for you guys to get through tomorrow's battle. Poor Nathan and poor YOU, Luke and Susan! You are SO strong, and GREAT parents, don't forget that!

Myndi <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 10:28 PM CDT

Luke & Susan,
Praying tomorrow goes much better!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Sunday, August 6, 2006 10:25 PM CDT

Susan and Luke:
I just want to say thank you for keeping Nathan's site current. Each day I read and know what to pray for - with specifics! I know you two (and all) are very tired so I am very grateful that you are even able to sit at the computer. God Bless all of you!
Kris Rychter <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 8:05 PM CDT

Dear Susan, Luke, Nathan, Julia & Lauren,
We think of you often and always hope for the best for your family.
Love,
Dorie, Merritt, Avery & Ryan <dorieao@hotmail.com>
Hillsborough, NC - Sunday, August 6, 2006 1:11 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Nathan feels like playing. We check on ya'll everyday and will keep praying for great results. Stay strong. Missy Morgan
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 8:06 AM CDT

Jae and I both sending our hope your way. Looking forward to seeing you guys.
Jae and Josh
- Saturday, August 5, 2006 2:00 PM CDT

Luke,
I just reconnected with Cindy C. and she passed this website on to me. Your son and your family are in my prayers! Your family is beautiful!

Shannon Crouch <shannon820@gmail.com>
Lewisville, TX USA - Saturday, August 5, 2006 9:56 AM CDT

Susan, Luke and Nathan:
We continue to pray for all you. We are praying now that the side affects from the chemo and other meds will not affect Nathan adversely and that the chemo will absolutely do what it is supposed to do. Keep believing. Our hearts and prayers are with all of you. Pray for continued strength!
The Rychter Family <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, August 5, 2006 8:23 AM CDT

Prayers for you, as the Mom of a three year old stomach cancer survivor now 15, 6'4" and 245lbs..... I know how much prayers mean!!!
Janet Plumm er
- Saturday, August 5, 2006 0:43 AM CDT

Dear God - please!!!! help Nathan thru this awful time in his little life. He is such a special boy! In Jesus' name I pray - Amen! PS - take care of mom and dad, too. jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak , pa usa - Friday, August 4, 2006 10:02 PM CDT

Tons of prayers from all over Nathan! Fight this and win!!!
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Friday, August 4, 2006 11:45 AM CDT

Poor little guy! I hope that today is a better day and Nathan handles the chemo well. I'll be thinking about you Nathan! HUGS Susan, I can't imagine what you must be going through. As always...let me know if you need ANYTHING.
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, August 4, 2006 10:12 AM CDT

Praying and praying for you right now Nathan!!!! Praying for you, too Mom and Dad!!!!
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, August 4, 2006 9:44 AM CDT

Thinking of Nathan. Your a tough guy Nathan and you have the whole world sending you big hugs.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, August 4, 2006 8:19 AM CDT

Nathan - hang in there buddy! all my PA friends and many in IND are praying for healing for you. Be strong and brave and we will keep you in prayer. Sending hugs and asking God to watch over you! PS - sent a package today and hope it helps pass the time xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, August 3, 2006 9:59 PM CDT

Hi Susan! I will be thinking about Nathan and hoping the new chemo kicks the NB's butt! HUGE HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Thursday, August 3, 2006 3:25 PM CDT

Susan, sending good thoughts your way for the test results and a smooth chemo session. I've seen some kids get amazing results with this combo, I hope Nathan is one of them.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, August 3, 2006 8:55 AM CDT

Nathan, You are in our thoughts and prayers each and everyday! God bless you through this journey and bring you tons of strength! Love your cousins, Clint, Becky, Riley and Aidan Seidenstricker
Becky Seidenstricker <bekandclint@yahoo.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 11:55 PM CDT

Susan,
I'm so sorry you are still waiting for test results. I'm praying for you and hoping Nathan can start the chemo in the morning.
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 9:24 PM CDT

Praying for good test results and HEALING for Nathan.
And for strength, guidance, and comfort for his family.
God Bless!
KJ
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 8:26 PM CDT

Hi Susan, I moved from COS over a year ago and I still check Nathan's site every day. As a mom with a very allergic little boy, I have to wonder do you think maybe this new allergen that is causing you watery, itchy eyes could be what is causing Nathan hives? Just an idea..I hope that's all it is. I hope you get those test results soon, I know how horrible it is to wait for test results. I couldn't imagine waiting for results of this magnitude. You guys are always in my thoughts.
Erin Wiese (Mom to Brady and Riley) <bradybugsmom@yahoo.com>
Tampa, FL - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 7:47 PM CDT

Hope Nathan starts to feel better soon. He's always in my thoughts.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 8:20 AM CDT

susan - sickens me to read Nathan is having pain now and probably from the cancer. All I can do is keep praying and letting you know I CARE so much about you and your son and family. I keep praying for a great outcome....my heart breaks for you and the decisions you have to make and trials you have to endure. And the worst, is WHY do children like nathan have to go thru this at all!? Stay strong! You do such an amazing job! And Nathan is such a brave boy! Always has been. Fight hard Nathan!!!! jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 11:46 PM CDT

I'm really thinking of you all. Anything else I would type seems inadequate.
Sondra Moore <SondraMoore35@aol.com>
Ocala, fl usa - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 10:44 PM CDT

Gosh, I was just looking back through your picturees over the years. You all have come so far. There have been so many battles won!! The kids have grown up so much!

I know we've never met, but I've follwed your story since the very begining. We "met" on the Colorado Boards at Parentsplace. Is that even there still? Well, I have said many many prayers for him and your whole family. I will continue to do so. Keep fighting! With much love and (((((HUGS))))) from Edmond, Ok.
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmondm, Ok - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 10:42 PM CDT

Thinking about all of you and praying hard for healing for Nathan...and for mental and physical energy for you and Luke. Hope that Julia is holding up okay during these scary times.

take care and much love -- katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 8:56 PM CDT

It is just all so wrong. Know we are thinking of you constantly.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Est., IL - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 7:10 PM CDT

We are praying hard for all of you. The Morgans
MissyMorgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 4:16 PM CDT

Susan,
We're sending many prayers your way. I am happy to hear you had such a great weekend. My kids and I love the Denver Children's Museum. We may even get to come home for a few days in October.

Candace, Russ, Macy and Benjamin Mason
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 5:30 PM CDT

Susan and Luke and especially Nathan: Our prayers go up daily for healing for Nathan and for mental healing for all of you. God is wonderful and he hears all our prayers. www.worldprayerteam.org is a wonderful site to visit to ask for prayer - millions pray at one time for your submitted prayer. God bless you always,
The Rychter Family <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 9:29 AM CDT

Love to all. Susan and Luke - thank you both for all you do. Your courage is unbelievable and you are both living examples of the best parents anyone could ask for. Please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. May God bless you all and keep you in his care.
Judy Earl <jearl0106@aol.com>
Terre Haute, IN USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 6:27 AM CDT

susan - sooo happy you all had a great weekend! the airstrip show sounded really cool - for adults, too. and the weekend in Denver had to be a slice of carefree fun for all. will be praying extra hard this week that tests and treatment will be the answer Nathan needs! hugs to you all - God bless !!! jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, July 31, 2006 6:10 AM CDT

Trust God - He will give you the strength you need (as he obviously has been doing). You are a great family - I loved the pictures and your description of your mini-vacation. Good for you for planning such an awesome memory.
I lift your family up in prayer all the time.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora , CO - Monday, July 31, 2006 5:59 AM CDT

Nathan!! You look great in the fire hat and the military hat. It looks like you all had great fun! I like the Children's Museum in Indy too. You take care. We continue our prayers for all of you.
Marsha Erps
McAllen , TX USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 1:18 AM CDT

It's great that you could have a fun, relaxing week-end. Our sons (the oldest will be 32 on Tues.!!) used to love the Children's Museum in Indianapolis. Your pictures of the museum there reminded me of the fun they used to have. :)
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, July 31, 2006 1:08 AM CDT

Dear Gentry Family,
I'm glad to hear that you had a nice weekend..the pictures are great! I can understand how uneasy you must be about not having been able to "do" anything for a while for Nathan. I can only imagine how difficult that must be. My continued prayers and positive thoughts are for Nathan and your entire family.
Vio and family <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Sunday, July 30, 2006 7:37 PM CDT

We will pray constantly. We have many chuches that have prayer e-mails. No matter what you go through God will be at your side. God Bless!
Zola and Ray Daniels
Monticello, Ilinois USA - Saturday, July 29, 2006 5:26 PM CDT

Susan - am asking so many to pray for you and Nathan. I hope this Denver plan is the answer. You have had such a hard decision to make. Hope you find time this weekend to just breathe! Stay well and know so many of us are hoping and praying all works out for the best! We care! jude in paxoxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, July 28, 2006 11:36 PM CDT

Susan, I hope the tests come out good and you can get started. Please do not hesitate to let me know if you need anything!!!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Friday, July 28, 2006 6:02 PM CDT

Thinking of you and hoping you have a plan in place soon! (((HUGS)))
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 4:34 PM CDT

Susan,

So happy you have a plan. We always felt better, just knowing what the next step was. Nathan remains in our prayers every night, and strenth for your family, as well. He is a strong boy, and that strength is an inspiration to many. May God continue to guide you in your decisions. God Bless.

www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Thursday, July 27, 2006 6:54 AM CDT

Susan - praying as always for you all - esp. Nathan and now your decisions that need to be made. I know you and Luke will do what is best for Nathan - you are smart and excellent parents with a child in crisis. Just ask God for guidance and trust your instincts. God bless xoxo jude in pa
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 11:02 PM CDT

I'm sorry Susan! You have some difficult decisions to make. I know you will chose what is best for Nathan and your family. I will be thinking about you and praying the path is clear. HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Fountain, CO - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:56 AM CDT

Thinking of Nathan. All the best as you decide on his treatment plan.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:15 AM CDT

Dear Nathan and Family,
Im checking in to see how you are doing. We are praying for you. Mom, I can't imagine how hard it must be! I will pray that you have "NO REGRETS" with what ever you decide to do. Our thoughts and prayers. Elena mom to www.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 7:20 AM CDT

I know it can be very difficult to make treatment decisions. I hope the docs can give you some better info to make those decisions. Trust your gut and pray. I will be praying for Nathan and for mom & dad too.
michael-Hannah's dad www.caringbridge.org/fl/hannahbannana <madtpa@yahoo.com>
tampa, fl - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 4:53 AM CDT

Susan, just wanted to stop by and let you know that you and Nathan are in my thoughts. I hope and pray the docs are able to come up with a plan of action. Let me know if you need anything! HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 24, 2006 5:20 PM CDT

Susan, Hope his counts go up, so treatment can resume. I was told today Brandon couldn't have chemo today for the same reason. We will be praying for you guys.

Jamie Brandon Loose's mom <jamieeager@yahoo.com>
ephrata, PA USA - Monday, July 24, 2006 10:34 AM CDT

Susan - hoping things keep getting better! Give nathan a hug from PA and Iwill keep praying for him and you all! Hope the weekend goes well xo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, July 21, 2006 9:52 PM CDT

Hi Gentrys! I am so glad everyone is feeling better. I sure hope you can come tomorrow to the Craddock gathering. Have a beautiful, albeit hot, Saturday! That tooth hole looks great on you, Nathan!

Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg <lgplett@gmail.com>
- Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:38 AM CDT

Susan - so happy to read that you are all healing at the moment from fevers and pneumonia! What a couple weeks you have had. Now let's get Nathan all better! So many people are praying for him. He has become so special to so many of us who have never met him. We are all cheering him on! Take care and enjoy your weekend! God bless you all - jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, July 15, 2006 5:04 AM CDT

Hello to all the Gentrys. I was hoping to get news from Kathy yesterday at the Brown Bag gathering. We missed her but I am ever so glad she can be out there with you. Enjoy a great visit.
Seeing that huge mountain behind Nathan in the photo makes me want to share a verse with you; hope you don't mind.
"I lift my eyes up to the hill. Where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, maker of heaven and earth!" Blessings on you all.
Kathy M. <kathymurel@yahoo.com>
Bement, IL USA - Thursday, July 13, 2006 8:04 PM CDT

I learned of your story from the Lunch for Life website. What a sweet little boy you have. Yet Nathan is also so brave for all that he (and the whole family) has been through.

Truly I am in awe of your family's fighting spirit, always forging ahead, despite the uncertainty. What an awful disease. I pray for continued strength, love, and courage!

Nathan, you are the coolest kid around! My hero. Good things come in small packages.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, July 13, 2006 3:09 PM CDT

Wow Nathan - no front teeth! You look soooo cool! Love the big grin! Hope you are feeling better - mom, dad and sissies, too!!! Have a good weekend and hope you get to do something fun with grandma and grandpa! Take care and God bless you ALL xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 10:58 PM CDT

Dear Nathan and Susan,

Hope the tooth fairy was good to you....that smile is beautiful!! Glad the family is starting to feel a little better, and Nathan is tolerating chemo pretty well. He, and your family are in our prayers, wish we were closer to lend a hand. Hang in there, we know this journey is rough. God Bless.

The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 7:26 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Mike & Kathy arrived safely. I'm sure that Nathan appreciates Grandpa with no hair, as well! Hope everyone feels well enough to do some fun things before the end of the week!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 6:19 PM CDT

Nathan!

You lost your front teeth! How exciting! And both at once! Your smile is utterly adorable. I betting that tooth fairy was good to you:)

Susan, I am sorry you guys are feeling crappy and especially sweet Nathan having to feel crappy and being stuck in the house. No fair and no fun.

Healing vibes to all. I am anxiously awaiting the post that tells about something really fun you guys have done. You all need a break.

Hugs and prayers
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Pa USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 11:47 AM CDT

Just checking in -- thinking of you all and hope everyone is feeling better...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 3:18 AM CDT

Just thinking of all of you tonight and hope that everyone is on the mend!!

Much love and good thoughts to all!!

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Monday, July 10, 2006 10:11 PM CDT

CALL me if you need help!!! I am so sorry you are all feeling sick. Let me know if there is anything I can do! I can do your laundry if you want!

Linda
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg <lgplett@gmail.com>
- Sunday, July 9, 2006 10:02 PM CDT

susan - had to buy a new computer so didn't get to check on all of you since mon. so glad Julia is better and pray nathan keeps fighting thru this! now poor baby lauren is sick and you, two! my goodness! you must have the strength of 1000 women and mothers to be handling all this sickness and upset. I will keep asking God to heal, heal, heal! Esp. brave little nathan :) hang in there xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, July 8, 2006 10:34 PM CDT

Gosh Susan,

You must feel like you poor guys can't catch a break. Healing vibes for all. My monsters are home sick with bronchitis, so we are stuck at home too. Can drive you crazy anytime, especially in the summer. By the way, have your kiddo's discovered Kid K'nex yet? They have kept my just turned 7 yr old DD and almost 5 yr old DS happily occupied all day. Nathan and Julia are at the perfect age for them. And they are relatively cheap, which makes 'em even better, lol.

Hope *Everyone* is feeling better soon!
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Saturday, July 8, 2006 7:08 PM CDT

Hey Nathan!! I like the picture of you in your John Deere hat. By the way, I'd like a Hamburger Happy meal from your McDonald's. I bet you have fun playing with your drive up window. You all take care and get over those nasty viruses. God Bless and keep you all healthy and happy.
Marsha Erps <markay48@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 8, 2006 9:38 AM CDT

I am soooooooooooo glad to hear that his CMV test came back negative.!!!
Kate <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
MA - Saturday, July 8, 2006 7:45 AM CDT

I'm really glad that Mike & Kathy will be spending some time with you in CO. I know it will be a boost for all of you!! Sending good vibes your way--
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, July 7, 2006 10:36 PM CDT

Hi Nathan! Your mom wrote that you lost your first tooth! Wow! Did you leave it for the tooth fairy? We hope to see you in a couple of weeks when we visit Colorado Springs, and then you can tell us all about it. Gwynneth and Meredith were just looking at pictures of you and Julia and are excited to play with you again. So we will be praying that you and Julia and Lauren and your parents start getting better quickly!
Love, Mrs. Craddock

Lisa Craddock
Aptos, CA USA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 12:58 AM CDT

Hi Susan! Just wanted to check on you all and let you know you are in my thoughts. Hope everyone is feeling better soon! HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 11:50 AM CDT

Praying for all of you. The Morgans
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 9:01 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you all. We wanted you to know that our church is prayng for Nathan every week and my ladies prayer group pray for him on Mondays. Actually our prayers are for your entire family. I was so glad to get the chance to visit you in Colorado Springs. Remember Dennis and Becky are just a phone call away. We love you all.
love, Aunt Carol and Uncle Mike
Carol Seidenstricker <giraffe823@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, Il. usa - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 12:57 AM CDT

Oh guys, I hope today finds Nathan and Julia feeling better and mom and dad are able to get some rest...Keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 4:35 AM CDT

Susan,
{{{Hugs}}} I can relate to hacking at the garden to rid some stress, although I don't think the stress really covers what you have to deal with right now. I hope you and your family are able to stay home and enjoy the day together, praying that Nathan's fever is gone this morning and that Julia will soon be off the oxygen.
Thinking of you.....
http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/ashley
Ashley and Ryan sibs with Leukemia

Robin Debes <ashleynichole@charterinternet.net>
Shawano , WI USA - Tuesday, July 4, 2006 9:37 AM CDT

Dearest Nathan, Luke, Susan, Julia and Lauren,

You are all in my heart and prayers. I wish I could be there just to give you guys a huge hug!! Don't let circumstances steal your joy for the day. You are together as a family, with or without hair, with or without oxygen...Julia got the right attitude...just go on with life. Sweet Nathan is the most handsome boy on earth and that is all he needs to know. I really miss you guys and thanks Susan and Luke for sharing all your good and bad times on Nathan's journal. Wishing you a great 4th of July right at home....where love never fails. Love, Angie
Angie Carranza <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 4, 2006 9:26 AM CDT

Hi Gentry family!

I haven't signed in awhile, but I check on Dear Nathan everyday. I am praying he reaches NED status again and stays that way. Prayers for feisty little Julia as well, what a good girl with the O2.

I am sad that you can't make your trip that you wanted too and sadder still that the kids miss the fireworks on the 4th. Here is a fun site for the kids where they can create their own fireworks and hear and watch them online, b/c everyone should have a little sparkle on Independance day:)

http://www.maylin.net/Fireworks2.html

Susan and Luke, you guys are wonderful parents doing an awesome job with all the rotten crap thrown your way. My prayers things get better soon. Know that many are praying for you.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Monday, July 3, 2006 11:17 PM CDT

Dear Susan, Nathan and family. You must be so tired. I hope that things have started to get better and that you will all start to have some fun time. You are all in my prayers today and everyday.
Dale <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Monday, July 3, 2006 7:00 PM CDT

Susan - finally got back online to check on the kids - my goodness! How much more can y ou handle? And Julia - pneumonia! Wow - that poor little thing! She is having her own personal crisis! I'm hoping the cancer tests on Nathan ARE meaning he has less to deal with. I will keep praying and asking God to heal him. And Julia. And watch over you and Luke! Hug those kids for me! jude in pa xo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, July 2, 2006 6:52 AM CDT

Susan! I had not checked in for a few days and was overwhelmed with all that your family has been through in just the past few days. I cannot even imagine how overwhelmed you are feeling. I think of you often!!
((HUGS)) Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Saturday, July 1, 2006 6:05 PM CDT

Happy (belated) birthday Nathan... Arda says hi, and that your cake looks great (he's your buddy from Jun 00 pregnancy board, born just a week before you did). we are all sending your whole family lots of hugs and prayers from this side of the world, and as always, hoping.

to Susan & Luke - hang in there... you guys are superheroes...
Zeynep, Burak, Arda & Tunca
Istanbul, Turkey - Friday, June 30, 2006 10:49 AM CDT

Just checked in and caught up on all that is transpiring. My heart is heavy about the relapse in Nathan, My heart is encouraged about his party and the joy he is able to express, My heart is aching for you all. I loved what you wrote about living for today.

I pray first for Nathan's healing miracle and for your entire family to be able to live in day-tight compartments surrendering everything to Jesus - trusting that He is indeed carrying you, never has He left you! I pray the full armor of God over each of you (Ephesians 6) Helmet of salvation, belt of truth, breastplate of righteousness, sheild of faith, sword of the spirit, feet fitted with gospel of peace. May the God of all hope fill you with all peace as you trust in Him. May He pour out His love in abundance and may you feel His tangible presence with your every step. In Jesus' Name- Amen

With great hope,
Angie xoxo

Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Friday, June 30, 2006 9:25 AM CDT

my heart goes out to you all right now... hang in there and give julia and nathan each a hug from me. lots of love and hope everyone is feeling better soon.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 7:12 PM CDT

My heart goes out to you guys! I pray that both kids are feeling better sooner than later! And I Hope each of you get some well deserved rest when you can! My prayers are with all of you...
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga - Thursday, June 29, 2006 5:10 PM CDT

My heart so goes out to your family! You are in my prayers.

Stacey <gatashcar@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 29, 2006 3:33 PM CDT

OMGoodness! Please let me know if you need anything! I am not far from you and will be there in a heartbeat (well maybe 20 minutes), but I am so there if you need ANYTHING!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 3:01 PM CDT

My heart aches for your family. Please know that all of you are in my thoughts and prayers.
God Bless!
KJ
- Thursday, June 29, 2006 2:49 PM CDT

Could your house be built on an old burial ground? You perhaps have a ladder outside the back door so that you walk under it each time you go out on the back deck? Soon Luke will be diagnosed with rickets and Susan will be colonized by alien spores.

Sending you the good mojo.

Jae and Josh
- Thursday, June 29, 2006 2:35 PM CDT

Hey folks. I just read the latest and wanted you to know that I am thinking of you (Susan and Luke), Nathan and Julia. I hope that Julia (I typed out Julie) gets over her pnemonia quickly and that Nathan gets over this infection/virus.

I enjoy the frequent updates and check your pages daily (sometimes multiple times a day).

Big ((((HUGS))))
Kate <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
- Thursday, June 29, 2006 2:09 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
SHEESH! You guys need a break! I'm so sorry Nathan and Julia are both sick. I hope you all get home soon and can enjoy the 4th.
You're always in our thoughts!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 1:44 PM CDT

Lots and lots of prayers and positive thoughts for Nathan. My thoughts are with you all.
Vio (old friend from Jan02 PG)
Billerica, MA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 12:20 AM CDT

Susan, my heart goes out to all of you. I check on you every day hoping to see that Nathan is still feeling so well. My prayer is that he bounces back from this fever and starts to feel great again. Also, a prayer for strength for both you and Luke. So sorry your trip to Illinois had to be postponed. I am sure Kathy was so looking forward to the visit.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy
www.caringbridge.org/ia/conall
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 9:39 AM CDT

Hi Susan, I am praying for Nathan every day. Hope his fever goes down and stays down. Maybe you will get some good news on his marrows from NY. Can you call them? Missy
M.Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 7:00 AM CDT

I was so in hopes you would all be able to enjoy a vacation in IL. Maybe it will still work out before the end of the summer. We're thinking of ALL of you!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 11:26 PM CDT

Your family is in my thoughts and prayers!
God Bless!
KJ
- Wednesday, June 28, 2006 11:07 PM CDT

Keeping updated and keeping all of you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sondra <SRELM@aol.com>
Ocala, FL - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 8:51 PM CDT

Susan--thinking of you every single day. I am so sorry about all you are dealing with. What dread we live in. I wished so much Nathan would never have bad news again. Please know I am praying with everything I've got...
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 7:11 PM CDT

Susan - just checking on Nathan like I do often. Glad he is full of energy! Sure hope he continues to feel good. So happy Julia 's fever is gone. That is a relief. And that baby - she is such a doll! Army crawling and sitting up - wow! They grow up so fast. You take care! jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, June 27, 2006 5:41 AM CDT

Popping in to check on Nathan. Thinking of him all the time. Hang in there little buddy!!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, June 26, 2006 11:42 AM CDT

Susan and Family, saw you post on the Angel list. Want you to know you and your family are in our prayers and heart. No magic words, give Nathan plenty of love, hugs, kisses, do the things he wants to do that you can, lots of pictures, videos Gpa.Gene and i, Gma.Gail, care very much.
Sweet Hugs From Gpa,Gene, Gma.Gail and Sweet Angel Luke,xxxooo 2-9-98 2-8-04 "Good Ride Cowboy Luke"
http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
Grandpa Gene and Grandma Gail <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
ashland, ohio U.S.A. - Sunday, June 25, 2006 6:09 PM CDT

Hi Susan and family. Just wanted to tell you I am thinking of you!!
((HUGS)) Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Sunday, June 25, 2006 6:51 AM CDT

Hey Susan -- glad to see that Nathan is still feeling quite well. Glad, too, that the older ones enjoyed seeing Cars. Ours loved this movie a lot. I hope that Julia continues to feel better each day.

Hope that things improve with Nathan's hemoglobin. Sorry to hear about this discouraging news. We will continue to keep all of you in our prayers.

Take care and God's Blessings upon each of you...especially Nathan!!

love -- Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Saturday, June 24, 2006 8:59 PM CDT

I really hope you can go to Illinois, as originally planned!! I know Mike & Kathy would love to have you there. Sending good vibes to ALL of you!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, June 23, 2006 1:13 AM CDT

Susan -- pleased to hear that Nathan continues to feel so well through this round of chemo. This is a blessing! I am comforted by the news that Julia likely does NOT have a more serious illness. I do hope that this virus passes by the rest of your family. Perhaps since none of you have it yet, that this is likely.

Continue to hang in there!!

thinking of you -- we are heading BACK to WI in three weeks...so perhaps we could see each other...and I could meet Nathan, Julia and Lauren!!

Continued blessings upon each of you, always!

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Thursday, June 22, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

Aww, you poor, sweet girl! Of course it's only natural for you to feel this way! I can't imagine anything being harder than what you've had to go through, to have this constantly hanging over your head, for such a long time... you are so strong, and I know you must feel you don't have a choice to be anything but strong, but I can just not imagine how hard it must be. You're in my thoughts and my prayers. I hope you have some sunshiney, fun days with your children soon!
Stacey
- Thursday, June 22, 2006 3:58 PM CDT

Of course it is not too much for you to ask that your children are healthy! I'm praying for both Julia & Nathan. I'm not sure what Kawasaki's Disease is. I'm glad Nathan is feeling well so far.
www.freewebs.com/kidscancercrusade <jenniferlynn714@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 22, 2006 11:02 AM CDT

Susan - I think you are allowed to ask that question and it is completely normal. I don't think I could ever be as strong as you and Luke have been through all of this. Give yourself kudos for that. You can only take so much!
Sending lots of P&PT's your way for EVERYONE in the family. Please, still let us know if you need anything!

Myndi Seminario <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, June 22, 2006 10:22 AM CDT

Susan, what all of you are going through is terribly unfair. I hope that Julia is feeling better this morning and it is not the Kawasaki's again.
Sending good thoughts your way,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, June 22, 2006 8:55 AM CDT

Susan - you poor dear girl! I hope to God that things start settling down soon for you. It is NOT fair that 2 of your children have such terrible things to deal with. I can't imagine being a the parent of children with such issues. You are doing a great job and we will all pray for strength for you and hopefully SOON things will get better and better! God please heal Nathan and Julia and watch over Susan! xoxoxxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, June 22, 2006 6:33 AM CDT

Susan,
I'm sorry to hear of all the trouble and can't blame you for asking questions. I sure hope Julia is better in the morning and that your fears can be relieved. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Love,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 11:43 PM CDT

Hang in there, Susan!! I pray that by morning Julia's fever is gone. I am so sorry that you guys are having to endure all of this. I cannot even imagine the level of stress and anxiety you must be experiencing. I Hate it when my kids are sick with fevers, colds, ear infections etc. I pray for peace for you all -- and of course full recoveries for both Julia and Nathan. How is little Lauren doing? She is one gorgeous little girl! What a sweet face!!

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 10:31 PM CDT

Nathan, we are praying for you every day. We loved spending your birthday with you, it was very special. Thank you for sharing it with us. Keep fighting mighty warrior! Julia, hope you feel better soon as well. You looked so beautiful on Saturday!

Kris, Jeff, Bobbi, Ryan and Jandi <krychter@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 10:21 AM CDT

Nathan - hang in their buddy! I am sorry you didn't feel well after your treatment but hope and pray you do better the rest of the week! I have many praying for you! And JULIA - feel better soon! No fun being sick! It's summer vacation! You both have a better week! jude in pa xoxox
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 5:58 AM CDT

This is my first time here and I wanted you to know I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers always. Prayers and Bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bears
http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears JOIN US
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/bryanandmark
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 2:56 PM CDT

Nathan-
I'm a friend of your grandma, Kathy Gentry. I just love to see your smiling face on the bridge site.
I see you as a very brave little boy going out to fight a big, bad giant that we can't see or understand very well. Can you hear us cheering you on? I hope so.

I'm asking God to stand by your side. And you will win.

Kathy Murrell <kathymurel@yahoo.com>
Bement, IL USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 7:26 AM CDT

Dear Nathan and Susan,

Praying for a better day tomorrow, and you are fighting like crazy!! Be strong, little one, our prayers are backing you up.

www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson

Love,
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Monday, June 19, 2006 9:16 PM CDT

I am so sad that we missed your party, Nathan. It sounds like it was SO fun! I'm glad you got tons of presents. I love presents, too. I'll help your mom and dad build another room for them all! Sara and Maria say HAPPY BIRTHDAY and will come and play soon. Hi Julia! We hope you are feeling better. It is no fun being sick!
Linda for Sara, Maria, Tori and Greg <lgplett@gmail.com>
- Monday, June 19, 2006 4:32 PM CDT

Hi Nathan, that does sound like one terrific party, I'm glad you had so much fun...I hope Julia is feeling better today...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Monday, June 19, 2006 3:37 PM CDT

Nathan - So glad your birthday party was the best ever! Sounds like you have TONS of friends!! And mountains of presents! I have a birthday this week and I, too, like getting lots of cards and presents! :) You take care and be extra brave this week as you start treatments. I will pray for you extra hard and I know God will help you thru this - mommy and daddy, too! jude in pa xoxoxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, June 19, 2006 5:55 AM CDT

Hi Gentrys!! Thinking of all of you very much tonight. Nathan, I am thrilled to learn of your wonderful birthday. I am so glad you had such a blast. I am terribly sad to learn that the cancer has returned. You are very much in our prayers here and we are praying hard for a full and fast recovery for you. Luke and Susan -- we continue to pray for stamina and energy for you -- to see you through these gruelling days. Julia -- we think of you, too, and pray for peace (and lots of fun days playing with Nathan and all of his new toys!)

love and warmest thoughts -- The Altmanns of NC
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Sunday, June 18, 2006 9:31 PM CDT

Hi Nathan,
I'm so glad you had the best party ever. May you have many, many more.
I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 9:12 PM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday, Nathan! Sending you and your family love and hope! We are thinking of you.
Karen & Bianca (from IV 6/00 playgroup)
Melbourne, FL USA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 8:58 PM CDT

HI NATHAN , MY NAME IS RHONDA AND I LIVE IN COLORADO SPRINGS, I ACTUALLY KNOW YOUR MOMMY, I WORK AT BLUE SKIES CENTER FOR WOMEN, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE ON MY PRAYER LIST AND I AM BELIEVING IN A MIRACLE IN YOUR LIFE, I BELIEVE THAT THE NEW CHEMO WILL GET YOU BACK IN REMISSION, SORRY TO HEAR OF THE NEWS THOUGH, BUT JUST REMEMBER THAT IS ONLY A TEMPORARY SET BACK AND YOU WILL BOUNCE BACK NO PROBLEMS, YOU HAVE SUCH A WONDEFUL SUPPORT ON YOUR SIDE, ESPECIALLY THE GOOD LORD UPSTAIRS.
GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU
RHONDA <RHONDASPRATLEY@YAHOO.COM>
colorado springs, CO USA - Saturday, June 17, 2006 9:59 PM CDT

Sorry I'm late

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, June 17, 2006 5:12 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan!

I am heartbroken to read that the beast is back. I am so sad that Nathan has to suit up and do battle again. I really wanted to see him have a fun, fantastic summer. I do still have hope and faith that he can beat this. Nathan is a fighter.

The plan for living for today is an excellent one for anybody. No one is promised tommorow and every moment alive is precious.

Nathan, I don't blame you one bit for wanting to stay home and play. Sounds like a wonderful evening to me, safe at home with your family and new toys to enjoy. Have fun sweetie.

Prayers for comfort, strength, hope and healing.

Have a wonderful birthday and a fabulous party. You are a special little boy.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 10:28 PM CDT

Nathan, Julia, Lauren, Susan, Luke--we love you all so much. Happy Birthday Nathan!
from the Craddock family
Lisa <l-craddock@usa.net>
Aptos, CA USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 9:44 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to you Nathan!!!! Hey, if I could stay home and play with my toys instead of going to a dinner I would too! Way to be six DUDE!!!
Love and prayers to all,
Amy
www.caringbridge.org/ia/conall
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 9:34 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!
Shawna Morgan <shawna.morgan922@comcast.net>
Lewisville, Tx USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 6:44 PM CDT

HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!!!!!
It sounds like you have a lot planned today and tomorrow. I hope you have a GREAT party and get so much cool stuff that you'll want to stay home playing with it all day on Sunday too!
Love to you all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, June 16, 2006 5:59 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!!
(gatoruf - Jan02 Playgroup)
Lisa
Fort Lauderdale, FL - Friday, June 16, 2006 5:36 PM CDT

HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY NATHAN!!!!

A direct quote from Maxx: "I wish you the very bestest birthday in the whole wide world! I hope you get lots of toys tomorrow at your birthday party, and I hope you share them with me..." That's my 4 yr old! ;)

I am speechless about the bad news. You know you are always in our thoughts and prayers and we're praying for a miracle! I hope we can help with keeping Nathan strong and positive so he can beat this cancer!

Love you all!
Max, Mindy, Maxx, Miles and Mason xoxoxoxoxoxox
The Seminarios <myndis_mnms@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 4:50 PM CDT

i i i i i i HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN i i i i i i
We hope your day is fantastic! Sending ((HUGS))) and prayers your way!
Sharlene, Dan, Ben, Julianna, and Isabella Lee
Antioch, IL USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 4:46 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!!!!

We are all thinking about you! Hope you have lots of fun, oh yeah and lots of presents too!!!

xoxoxo
Jerry, Sarah, Alexa & Angel David

Susan & Luke,
You guys are doing a great job, we think about you all the time. We wish that we can give you all a great big hug.

xoxo
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards2@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, June 16, 2006 3:48 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!! :-)
All our love,
Daelyn, Eric, Julia, Bo, Catherine
- Friday, June 16, 2006 3:39 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan!!!! Hope you have a great day!
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, June 16, 2006 3:11 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan.
Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Friday, June 16, 2006 1:23 PM CDT

Happy Birthday!!! Hope you have a great day!

Mandy (Angels on Earth)
mamatooryan
- Friday, June 16, 2006 1:05 PM CDT

Happy Birthday!!!!!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/baylienoelle
Amber & Baylie <bayliesmommy@gmail.com>
Fort Collins, CO - Friday, June 16, 2006 12:20 AM CDT

Six years old!!! Have a wonderful day Nathan. We're all thinking about you. Love from Joan and Bill and Murray
Joan Stasior <Stasior_joan@yahoo.com>
Tucson, AZ US - Friday, June 16, 2006 11:25 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN! I hope you have a wonderful birthday. It's great to be six in 2006!! Blanche Stoller
Blanche Stoller <estoller@monticello.net>
Monticello, IL USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 10:15 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Nathan!!! I hope you have a fun day and get lots of COOL presents! Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 10:05 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan!! We'll see you tomorrow! Love, Tammy, Larry, Caitlin and Brady
Tammy <priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 8:41 AM CDT

Susan - I am floored. I know this can happen but I really prayed hard for clean results. I am glad Nathan is having his party - life truly is a day at a time. For ALL of us. Thru tears, I pray for you even more. God heal this child! And Happy #6, Nathan! We all love you and admire your courage! jude in paxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, June 16, 2006 6:57 AM CDT

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY NATHAN!
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME AT YOUR PARTY!
GOD BLESS,
LOVE ELLEN
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma - Friday, June 16, 2006 1:09 AM CDT

OOPPS! My Derek's Web is www.caringbridge.org/wv/derek
Sorry........Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN!!!!!!
Goldie Bostic <goldiebostic@verizon.net>
Milton, WV - Thursday, June 15, 2006 11:37 PM CDT

Nathan I wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! My prayers are with you and your family. From another NB family. Gran of Derek Bostic www.caringbridge.com/wv/derek He is four and has been fighting since 15 months old. My heart breaks to hear of another relapse. Love & Prayers

Goldie Bostic <goldiebostic@verizon.net>
Milton, WV - Thursday, June 15, 2006 11:25 PM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet Nathan,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you !

Love,

The Hollways
Mary Hollway <maryhollway@mn.rr.com>
Edina, MN - Thursday, June 15, 2006 10:14 PM CDT

First off I want to wish Nathen a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
I hope you have a wonderful birthday and birthday
party.You go and celebrate and may you get all you
want and need.

I am so sorry to hear about the relapse. May you
get treatment started and back to NED ASAP. In my
prayers and thoughts. God bless.

caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 10:04 PM CDT

i am so sorry to read this news but I think you have a great attitude and I will pray for the best news for Nathan - that the chemo does the trick. With love,
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, June 15, 2006 9:45 PM CDT

I am so sorry to read your news. nathan, lots of love and fun for you on your birthday. laura.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 9:36 PM CDT

I pray this birthday will be a special one. Children are such a wonderful gift. Peace be with you guys.
Dorie <dorieao@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 15, 2006 9:22 PM CDT

Have a great birthday Nathan!!
Jamie Carman <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS - Thursday, June 15, 2006 9:20 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nathan from Texas!!! Have followed you since the beginning (from 2002 playgroup). Lots of prayers for the chemo to do it's job! One day at a time sounds like a great plan!! Enjoy Colorado - we sure miss it (CSU grad).
Kristin Cooke (2002 Playgroup - kallee02) <kallee02@hotmail.com>
Wylie, TX USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:21 PM CDT

First, I'd like to wish Nathan a Happy Birthday! Enjoy your day and eat lots of CAKE! Second, I'm so sorry that you did not get the results you were hoping for. I am truly at a loss for words after reading your latest entry. Remember that we are always praying for your family. Have a great party on Saturday and I'll be looking for pictures.
Shawna Morgan (January 2002 Playgroup) <shawna.morgan922@comcast.net>
Lewisville, Tx USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 6:05 PM CDT

SO sorry to hear of the bone marrow relapse. I'm glad you can have his birthday party before the chemo starts. Really, all of us can only live one day at a time, so we should all savor the joys as they come along.
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Thursday, June 15, 2006 5:17 PM CDT

Nathan,
Happy Birthday! I hope your celebration is a fantastic one. Susan...I am so sorry to hear the news. I can only imagine all you are going through and I want you to know I'm thinking of you and praying for you as you prepare to battle once more.
With Love & Prayers,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Thursday, June 15, 2006 4:40 PM CDT

Jason and I are at a loss for words. Yet your strength continues to show and you continue to amaze me. Enjoy that birthday party and to hell with cancer for the day.
All of our thoughts and love to the 5 of you -
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 4:00 PM CDT

Good for you for going on with the birthday party. The little man deserves some fun.
Jae and Josh
- Thursday, June 15, 2006 3:45 PM CDT

Susan and Luke,
We keep Nathan and your family in our thoughts and prayers. God bless.

Bill and Martha Rinne <mrinne@usd116.org>
Urbana, IL USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 3:05 PM CDT

Good for you for going on with the birthday party. The little man deserves some fun.
Jae and Josh
- Thursday, June 15, 2006 2:34 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about the scan. Sending strength and courage to each of you.
LuAnn <Luann.smith@earthlinkn.net>
St. Charles, IL - Thursday, June 15, 2006 2:27 PM CDT

Hi Susan, I have already said a prayer that Nathan's marrow responds in the most positive way to the chemo. Everyone here will be praying for him. Missy
M. Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 1:43 PM CDT

So Sorry Gentry's. Nathan, you have a great birthday!
Hugs and prayers to all you from Keokuk
Amy, Rex, Connor, Cameron, and Kyla
www.caringbridge.org/ia/conall
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 1:33 PM CDT

I'm so sorry and disappointed. I'm still hanging in there for a miracle, you never know what can happen. Enjoy today, none of us are guaranteed anything more. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Sondra
Ocala, FL - Thursday, June 15, 2006 1:06 PM CDT

I am so sorry to read this update!! Nathan is always in my thoughts. Have a happy birthday Nathan!!
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, June 15, 2006 12:33 AM CDT

Oh, I am so sorry. I know there is no words that can comfort you at this time but please know that you are in my prayers!!!!!! ((((Hugest Hugs)))))
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok (Former Colorado Mom) - Thursday, June 15, 2006 12:30 AM CDT

I'm hurting for you guys. Wishing you all a carefree and happy birthday celebration. Happy 6th, Nathan!
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Est., IL USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 12:26 AM CDT

Oh Susan I was so hoping you just saw the initial scan wrong. UGH! Prayers! Hugs! Everything to all of you! HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY to Nathan
Lyn - from TRT
- Thursday, June 15, 2006 12:04 AM CDT

Can't wait to see you guys this weekend for a wonderful birthday. I think your attitude is perfect, one day at a time. Big hugs to you, Luke, Nathan, Julia and Lauren. We are thinking of you!
Kate <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
colorado springs, CO USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 12:02 AM CDT

OMG Susan! I don't know what to say! I was totally praying for positive results. I agree though, he is here now and he is feeling good, so celebrate it! TONS OF HUGS and I am always up for coffee if you need to get away!
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 11:46 AM CDT

Happy sixth Birthday Nathan!!!!! Many many happy returns. Have a great celebration and Lot's of CAKE!
Aimee, mom to Kendall (dx5/04) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 11:10 AM CDT

Fingers and toes crossed.
Jae and Josh
- Thursday, June 15, 2006 10:42 AM CDT

I am glad the 3 of you are home safe and sound. I wish I could take away the worry about the scans. I wish I could say "think positive". But I am in no position to say anything of the sort. I can only tell you that I am thinking of all of you and keeping my fingers crossed for clean results.
God Speed
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.ent>
Normal, IL USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 9:19 AM CDT

WOOHOO WTG Nathan! We knew you could do it! ;) Thinking of you and hoping for the best results from the scans! HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 5:10 PM CDT

Sending the good thoughts.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, June 14, 2006 9:05 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys today.......

xoxoxo
Sarah
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards2@bellsouth.net>
Orlando, fl - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 9:47 PM CDT

Susan - best of luck in NY and may God watch over you, Lauren and especially NATHAN! My prayers will be with you! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, June 12, 2006 6:29 AM CDT

Hi Susan and Nathan,
It's been a while since I had checked on you guys. I want you to know that you will be in our prayers. I know it will be a hard two days, especially with 2 kids on your own and traveling, I pray that you will have short lines, light luggage and lots of good fortune at the airport. Stay strong, you are a wonderful mother, you'll get through this as you have other things before this. I pray that Nathan has good reports and that his cancer is gone.
Tina Cornelius *mom to Aleah dx 12-03 NB stge 4 <cornelius_t@bellsouth.net www.caringbridge.org/ky/aleah>
Winchester, ky USA - Sunday, June 11, 2006 9:36 PM CDT

We'll be thinking about you all
Jae and Josh
- Saturday, June 10, 2006 10:15 AM CDT

Hope things go well with the scans, & that the weather cooperates while traveling--that can make such a big difference in the hassles!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, June 9, 2006 10:39 PM CDT

Susan,

Sorry we are missing you guys in NY, we will be there June 24th - 28th for scans, too. Would have loved to finally meet the "infamous Nathan", and compare notes!! Nathan remains in our prayers (the list is long with all our NB friends) but we are honored to lift every child up in prayer. Those prayers have gotten Emily to this point!!

God Bless.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson

Love,
The Adamsons
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:24 PM CDT

Prayers are with you on your trip and for good scans!
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok - Friday, June 9, 2006 6:20 PM CDT

Hi Susan. We will be praying for scans to be good news. So glad you are all having a good summer despite the colds and coughs.
I am going to email you about your sunproof swim wear and clothing. We have found out we have a major need for it.
Hugs and prayers to all!
Amy
www.caringbridge.org/ia/conall
Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 8:33 AM CDT

RachelJoy continues her recovery here at home. Each day, she bounces back a little bit more.
I am praying that your family is also enjoying a blessed week.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 7, 2006 10:21 PM CDT

Hi Susan, I will be praying for clear scans for both our boys. Ryan's are next week. Hope Nathan has an awesome birthday celebration.
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 6:38 PM CDT

I wish the best for you, Nathan, and your family.

Ann
Ann Adams <ann.adams95340@gmail.com>
Merced, CA 95340 - Thursday, May 25, 2006 3:00 PM CDT

Susan - just checking in to see if you had any new news - hope you all have a good week! Take care and will keep you in my prayers! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 6:14 AM CDT

Susan - glad things are going ok for now. I'm so proud of you how you handle things and don't complain. Your life is so full and so precarious. I pray for you all the time and for Nathan! Tell him I used to own a John Deere! But it was not green! It was cream and orange! It was a special model that year and it was fun to ride on - while I cut grass, of course! jude in pa xoxox`
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, May 19, 2006 7:11 AM CDT

What a bunch of cuties!!! Love the pictures..Hope Luke and Julia had a good time at the graduation...and that Nathan continues to do well with his accutane treatment..take care,
Kellie Davideit (Angel Ian's mom) <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, May 19, 2006 5:44 AM CDT

I know that Kathy, Mike, & Anna are delighted that Luke & Julia (as well as Josh)can be at Anna's graduation. It will be a special time together. It's good to know that everyone is healthy at this point!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn
Fountain Hills, AZ - Friday, May 19, 2006 0:18 AM CDT

Nathan is such a handsome little boy. He looks like such a sweet young man in his picture. Every bit the big brother. I am gonna have to agree with the poster below that Julia deninately looks like she is cooking up some mischief, haha. She is so cute and has that spark of "Preschoolers gone wild" to her, lol.

That baby is totally adorable, I wanna pull her through the screen. Everytime I see a picture of her I want another baby! Very dangerous, since I have 4 and I'm done! I am betting she is totally spoiled, I could never put that precious face down.

You look beautiful in your picture with all your babies surrounding you. I hope you had a lovely Mothers Day with your gang.

Continued prayers for Nathan's health as always.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 12:17 AM CDT

Susan - what a beautiful photo of you and the kids! Such a great family! Nathan is looking good and Julia always looks mischievious to me! ha ha That Lauren - what a dollbaby! I am a boy person but I love that Lauren! She's a cutie! Glad your Mother's Day was nice. Mine was, too. STay on top of the game! Hang in there and God bless always xoxoxoxo jude in pa
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, May 14, 2006 11:28 PM CDT

What a beautiful family you have!! Happy Mothers Day to you. :)
Kristen Smith <tnajk@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok Formerly Thornton, Co. - Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:46 PM CDT

Great to hear that Nathan is doing well! Think of all of you often and wanted to let you know that we are praying for you all! Nathan and Julia are as cute as ever and Lauren is a beautiful baby! Love you all!
Trena, Jay, F.J. and Judah Simpson
Trena Simpson <trenadenise@yahoo.com>
Ft. Belvoir, VA USA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 8:59 PM CDT

I love the new pictures! Thank you so much for sharing. I can't believe how much Lauren has grown. She is such a cute little thing. Of course, Nathan and Julia are both adorable too. :)
Stay healthy Susan! You have your hands full with all 3 and no Luke. I don't know how you do it. You are amazing!
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 7:20 AM CDT

Hi Susan, I just had to laugh at your good news that Nathan threw up. I have been thankful for that a few times. I love the new picture. He looks awesome. Happy Mother's Day.
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 5:53 AM CDT

May your Mother's Day be very blessed.

Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, May 8, 2006 8:28 PM CDT

Hoping for smooth sailing, too!!!
Love,
The Adamsons
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace

www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL. - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 8:56 PM CDT

My gosh, Susan. I don't know how you keep up with all the issues you are dealing with. God bless you for being such a good mother! I hope Nathan continues to do well and we will be praying for him to stay cancer free! Hope you all feel better from your horrible colds. No fun being sick when you have sick kids! May God watch over ALL of you - especially Nathan! love - jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 5:42 AM CDT

It's good to hear that the accutane side affects clear up quickly. We've had beautiful weather here, as well. Now if it would just rain.
Josh and Jae
- Wednesday, April 26, 2006 11:01 AM CDT

Sounds as if all is going well. Even with Lauren who likes your arm and things (just kidding). May you guys have a great week and hope the medication helps and the stuffiness stops or at least slows down.

caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 3:24 AM CDT

Susan,
Just checking in to say hi! I'm glad things are going well. I love the Easter picture:)

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 11:34 PM CDT

Glad to see that things are quiet around here. This is a very good thing. When are the NYC scans happening?
Kate
colorado springs, CO USA - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 2:40 PM CDT

Susan - those kids! They are the cutest little things!! I could take each one and give them a big HUG!!!! Glad your holiday was nice. Our's was, too. Hope Nathan continues to do well. And I hope YOU are getting some rest when needed. Hang in there - God bless you all! Jude in pa xoxoxo
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, April 20, 2006 6:02 AM CDT

Hello Nathan,
I wanted to say hi again. My son Brian relapsed too, mom. I didn't want to do nothing so we are doing VP-16 (Etopiside)pill 50mg a day except on Sunday we do two. We've done this since January. His hair is growing and last test showed stable (different doctor and last time it was NED). Why don't they have more planned for these kids who go NED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel your frustrations and someone needs to do something for these NED kids! How handsome you looked Easter! Take care of everyone, Nat.
mom to www.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 7:02 AM CDT

The tradition of the Easter outfit sure is a cute one. Glad you guys had a good day.
Josh and Jae
- Tuesday, April 18, 2006 9:58 AM CDT

Glad you had a nice Easter! We have family here from Cerro Gordo--they head back early in the morning.
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, April 17, 2006 0:33 AM CDT

Happy Easter!!!

Love,
Dorie, Merritt, Avery & Ryan
- Sunday, April 16, 2006 8:33 PM CDT

May your Easter be blessed with God's grace and power.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 12, 2006 8:57 PM CDT

Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 3:04 AM CDT

HAPPY EASTER GENTRYS!!!!!! hope you all have a chocolate bunny kind of day! Plus hope God blesses you all richly!
Hugs and chocolate kisses!!!! jude in pa xoxoxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 4:24 AM CDT

Nathan,

You are such a strong boy, and an inspiration to many people, who follow your progress. Maybe someday, you can meet Emily, who is so much like you!!! You are in our thoughts and prayers.

The Adamsons
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 10:17 PM CDT

Susan - just a note to say HI and hope things are going well this week for Nathan and all of you! The pictures of the kids on your webpage are sooo cute. That little baby of your's is adorable! She has such expressions! Give the babies all a big hug from me in PA! jude xoxoxox
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 5:54 AM CDT

What a BEAUTIFUL pic of Nathan with Pikes Peak in the background! It reminds me that we live in the same town and have never met :( I'm SO glad that Nathan is cancer free as of his diagnosis date. I know it's bittersweet, but I'm so thankful that he is OK today! We continue to pray for him!
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, April 2, 2006 9:36 PM CDT

Susan - it IS hard to believe that little Nathan has had this awful disease for 3 yrs. now. No child should have to suffer this horrible stuff. But I am so grateful he is doing well now and I pray that he will continue to beat the odds! You all deserve so many prayers and praise for the wonderful family you are. Stay well Nathan!!!!!! Everyone is rooting for you!!!!! love - jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, April 2, 2006 6:36 AM CDT

Susan,
My thoughts and prayers are with you guys today as you undoubtedly re-live and remember much of the last 3 years. I'm so glad Nathan is doing well and I'll join you in appreciating each day!
May all 5 of you have many, many more together!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, April 1, 2006 8:16 PM CST

I wish I could give all of you a big hug today!!!!!!!!!
Dorie
- Saturday, April 1, 2006 4:19 PM CST

Great to see you guys today. Rachel definitely wants to marry Mr Nathan.... who do we have to go through to be first in line?
=)
Hope to see you guys soon.
Kate <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 6:58 PM CST

Susan, I just wanted you to know that I still check on you and your family daily. I can't post as often, but please know you are always in my thoughts. We will soon (5 weeks) become a family of 5 like you so I am sure I will have even less time. LOL
(((HUGS))) Jamie Carman, mommy to Kole, Zak and Mya (5/10/06) <the_carmans@hotmail.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 8:29 PM CST

So glad that all is going so well (well...except for your being sick! Sure hope you feel better from now on!!) Good luck finding fun stuff to do...let me know what ideas you come up with, please...as I will be in your place in two weeks!!

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 5:34 PM CST

For each petal on the shamrock
This brings a wish your way,
Good health, good luck, and happiness
For today and every day.

Happy St. Patrick's Day!
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 10:23 AM CST

Wow - those kids of your's are sooooo beautiful!!!! Thanks for always sharing photos with all of us. the baby is so cute with her little smiles and expressions. glad Nathan got to help shave Matt's head! that had to be fun for him! nice you had a great weekend in Chi-town! Great city! Take care and hope spring comes soon for all of us! jude xoxoxoxo in pa
judehorvathq <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 5:32 AM CST

Just wanted to say hello. I check in everyday, having been introduced to your family via Ivillage Exp. Nov. club. I also have children 5, 13 and 15 (plus Jacob born 10/31). I keep you in my prayers and think about your family a lot. I think you're incredibly strong people and am hoping for continued health for all of you
Sondra Moore <SRELM@aol.com>
Ocala, FL USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 10:03 PM CST

I can't say it often enough - The kids are beautiful! Enjoy every minute.
My continued love and prayers.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Aurora , CO - Thursday, March 9, 2006 5:16 AM CST

Hi Nathan!
Hope the counts are even better. All the best with the accutane!

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~
~The Prayer Bears Website~
Ones Who Care, SOEW

~Simply Joanne~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
singapore, Singapore - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:11 AM CST

Susan,
So glad to hear the great news about results. I hope the accutane goes easily this time around. 4 weeks in between clinic visits sounds wonderful. My prayers continue!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 9:06 AM CST

Great news!! Continuing to pray for Nathan
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:09 AM CST

Such great news! I love the picture of Nathan. He looks so sweet!
Karen (urabee from 6/00 playgroup)
Melbourne, FL USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 7:30 AM CST

Hurray for the scan news!!! Glad you all made it home safe and sound...good luck with the accutane...Still thinking of you all...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Monday, March 6, 2006 3:36 PM CST

Just stopping by to say G'day

Love from Kaitlyn
Beverley, WA Australia - Saturday, March 4, 2006 10:17 AM CST

welcome home! so glad you all made it ok! Just glad Nathan's scans were clear. Could I ask what acutane is and does exactly? I'm not sure. Thanks. Have a great weekend and hope Julia is happy to see everyone back! I'm sure she had a great time with her friend!! hang in there xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, March 4, 2006 6:25 AM CST

So wonderful!!! I'm so glad you are back safely and in a timely manner. Catch up with you soon!
Linda Plett
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, March 3, 2006 5:46 PM CST

Fabulous news!!!
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, March 2, 2006 8:22 AM CST

GOD is good! Thank you Lord :) Safe travels! xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, March 2, 2006 5:55 AM CST

Great news!!! A wonderful way to start off a new month!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 1:37 AM CST

Susan,
Wonderful news! Go Nathan go!
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 4:34 PM CST

Thank God for clean scans. This is truly awesome news!!

have a really safe flight home tomorrow!!

love -- Katie

Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 3:30 PM CST

Yes!
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 2:47 PM CST

Praying for Nathan! Hope tests all go well.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 8:27 AM CST

Glad to hear that you made it to NYC. Traveling with Nathan and Lauren... you impress me Susan!
Dorie
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 7:51 AM CST

So glad Nathan tolerates all his tests so well. He is STILL the bravest kid I know! As always, praying for the best of news!!!! Stay well! Glad the baby is doing well for you. And happy Julia is having a good time as well. God bless xoxoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 6:06 AM CST

You've got 5.5 von Tungeln's rooting for Mr Nathan!!!! Best wishes for a safe trip home. :)
Kate von Tungeln <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 9:35 PM CST

Sending good thoughts your way for CLEAN SCANS!!! Sooo glad to hear that Nathan is coping well with all of the medical things. What an amazing child you have!!! Glad to hear too that Lauren is doing well so far. Really glad that Julia is having a fun time. I hope that you and Luke are holding up well too. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you!!

take care and much love -- Katie
katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC United States - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 9:08 PM CST

Glad to hear travel was OK, and that both Nathan and Julia are in good spirits. Thinking of you all.
Jae and Josh
- Tuesday, February 28, 2006 8:55 PM CST

We are thinking of you and hoping that these next few days are easy and have good results.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 9:17 AM CST

Praying for clean scans and a safe trip...hugs,
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 8:24 AM CST

We will be praying for a great trip with great scan results. Love, The Morgans
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Monday, February 27, 2006 5:22 PM CST

Thinking of you and praying for clear scans! HUGE HUGS
Melissa <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, February 27, 2006 10:35 AM CST

Prayers and positive thoughts coming for Nathan this week!!!!
Pamela ~Jan02 PP Board~ and mommy to a 11/99er too! <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Sunday, February 26, 2006 8:42 PM CST

Susan,
I'm glad you have a plan in motion and will be praying for all of you this week.
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Sunday, February 26, 2006 7:57 PM CST

Thinking of you.
Dorie
- Sunday, February 26, 2006 6:21 PM CST

Jason and I are thinking of each of you and sending our most positive thoughts to New York for Nathan.
God Speed -
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, iL usa - Sunday, February 26, 2006 3:15 PM CST

Susan - my thoughts and prayers will be with you all this week and may God grant Nathan clean scans! Take care and God bless you all! jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, February 26, 2006 5:09 AM CST

Our thoughts and prayers are with you this upcoming week.
will and carlee
- Saturday, February 25, 2006 12:16 AM CST

Those thoughts are coming your way.
Jae and Josh
- Saturday, February 25, 2006 11:14 AM CST

Hope things go well in NYC! Andrew is in China on a business trip now, but gets back to NYC on Sun. If he could ever help you out with anything while you're in the City, let me know. I'm glad I was able to get together with Mike & Kathy in Cerro Gordo before they left for CO. I know Mike was delighted to finally see his newest grandaughter!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ USA - Friday, February 24, 2006 9:46 PM CST

Wanted to stop by and wish you all luck on the upcoming scans. May you be continued NED! Kick NB butt!!!!
Hugs to you all.

caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, February 24, 2006 9:09 PM CST

God Bless you and your family. You are in my prayers
Paul Black - Father to Nicholas Black www.caringbridge.com/nc/nicholas <hearme@PaulBlackMusic.com>
Bolivia, NC USA - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 6:29 PM CST

The best thing to hear is that Nathan is feeling well and enjoying himself.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, February 22, 2006 11:05 AM CST

Glad to hear that Nathan is finally Big Apple Bound!!!! I was wondering where you were on the other blog, but I see that you guys are busy making plans and waiting in anticipation for the next step.

Please let us know if we can help in any way. (((HUG)))
Kate von Tungeln <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, February 18, 2006 10:21 AM CST

Hi Gentry family
It is good to hear that you have a plan. I hope that all goes well with scans. You all will be in my prayers like always.
Abra mom to Nate www.caringbridge.org/wa/natemckean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, wa USA - Friday, February 17, 2006 10:42 AM CST

Hi Nathan,
I love the border on your page :) It's really cute... I'm praying your new plan goes well.. keep fighting, buddy!! Sending tons of love from Down Under...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, February 17, 2006 3:41 AM CST

Hello Gentrys,
So glad you have a plan. Hope there are no more blizzards in NY when you go, but you know snow!
Luke, we were so sorry to hear about your uncle. Condolences to all of you.
Thinking of you daily,
LuAnn Smith <Luann.smith@earthlinkn.net>
St. Charles, IL - Thursday, February 16, 2006 11:54 AM CST

Susan - sooo glad you and Luke got your plans in order and things hopefully now will go along smoothly! Tell Nathan he looks so great in his new picture! He's so adorable! Give him hugs and know I will be praying for all of you and for all good things to happen for Nathan. xoxoxoxo jude in pa xoxoxo
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, February 16, 2006 7:39 AM CST

Wow, you are a bonny little boy. I will check in on you soon sweety.
MEGANS PAGE <bethhughes30@tesco.net>
croydon, surrey, uk - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 3:30 PM CST

It's always a better feeling to have a definite plan rather than to have things up in the air. Glad the kids had a fun Valentine's Day - hey, stawberry shortcake sounds just perfect!!! Thinking of you all....
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 2:01 PM CST

Glad you have a plan. Hopefully that eases the stress a little for now. Thinking of you.
Jae and Josh <jgentry@swcp.com>
- Wednesday, February 15, 2006 1:45 PM CST

OMG, good thing I can't reach thru the computer and get at baby Lauren. I would just squeeze her to bits, lol. Really, could she get *any* cuter? Those cheeks are just *begging* for kisses!

Julia looks like such a lovely young lady. She has beautiful eyes and a beautiful smile. A Nathan looks wonderful. Such a handsome dude, looking all grown up in his shirt and tie. All he needs is a briefcase and newspaper:)

I am so glad you decided on a plan of treatment. I will be continuing prayers that all goes well. I am looking forward to a summer of fun and playing and just being a little boy for your brave guy!
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 12:03 AM CST

We're praying for your family today.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:43 PM CST

I think of you guys often. You are in my prayers.
Dorie Ogren
ogren_dorie@earthlink.net, - Monday, February 13, 2006 8:00 AM CST

Susan - Will keep you all in our prayers! I am soo sorry this all has to be so difficult. I know you and Luke just want the best treatment for Nathan and sometimes drs. don't agree. You will have to pray and follow your hearts on this one. He is your son and you know best how he is feeling and and dealing. Sometimes drs. are not always right...ask God for guidance and do what you feel is best for Nathan. Hang in there xoxoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, February 11, 2006 7:26 AM CST

Susan - the kids are sooooo cute! Loved the photos! Thanks for always sharing with all of us. Lauren is so adorable! She looks like Nathan to me. Her little expressions are priceless. I hope Nathan is feeling better each day. And tell Princess Julia, she looks great in a tiara! You all hang in there and know I pray for you always. Hope YOU are feeling well, too xoxox jude in pgh - home of the new SUPER BOWL champs!!!!! :)
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 6:48 AM CST

Hi Susan, Sorry to hear Nathan isn't feeling so well. Ryan had the same runny nose. We finally tried Nasonex, a spray, and after a week or so, we could tell a major difference. Hope that helps. We pray for Nathan each day. Love, The Morgans www.superryan.blogpot.com
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 4:41 PM CST

Feel Better NATHAN! I will keep praying that you start feeling more yourself SOON! God Bless xoxoxox jude in pgh
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white Oak, pa usa - Saturday, February 4, 2006 0:43 AM CST

HI - so glad to hear things are going well for now. I will keep you all in my prayers as always. So nice Julia had a fun birthday. Out here, it is black and gold mania! Only a few days till the Super Bowl! Go PGH!!
Stay well!!!!!!! jude xoxoxo
judehorvathq <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 6:26 AM CST

Hi Guys!
Sorry for not writing in a while, but I want you all to know that I am still here checking up on you. I am glad that everything is great with Nathan! I will always cherish that one moment that he talked to me in the hospital. He is the cutest kid I have ever met!

You guys are so special to our family.....

love,
Jerry, Sarah, & Alexa (David's family)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards2@bellsouth.net>
Orlando, fl - Friday, January 27, 2006 10:17 PM CST

Sending Hugs your way....
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 25, 2006 8:50 PM CST

I hate to say this but STEELERS rule! You know we are huge Steelers fans since we live outside PGH and the game with Denver was awesome - for us! Sorry! :) But glad you are having some normal family time and I can't believe you still have your Beretta! I remember when y ou got that! Nathan, your hair looks cool! A little gel and you have a perfect spike! Love it! Have a great week and I hope everyone feels well and that your doggie gets better soon! hugs to you all xoxoxo jude in PGH!!!
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, January 23, 2006 6:08 AM CST

Nathan,
You are the COOOLEST!!!

love,
Sarah (Angel David's Mommy)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards2@bellsouth.net>
Orlando, Fl - Thursday, January 19, 2006 9:36 PM CST

Hello. I can't believe you got the kids skiing. My daughter is 5 and can barely roller skate. I guess it's a good thing we live in Florida.
Sondra <SRELM@aol.com>
Ocala, FL USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 6:29 PM CST

Hi Guys, what a busy week you all have. I loved the skiing/sledding pictures - so much fun!! I am scared of the "bunny hill", not built for speed, I guess , X country is more my style!! Glad you had a nice long weekend. Happy Birthday Julia!
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 12:28 AM CST

Hello Nathan,
What a fighter you are? We know another little girl from Colorado who also has Neuroblastoma. Hannah Thompson, she lives over in the northeastern part. We have some great friends down around Haswell. We use to Custom Harvest until my son Brian got Neuroblastoma back in Jan. 2002. He is also NED. Tell Mom we did Topitecan/cytoxin for 11 rounds and still remain NED. We don't know what's next for us since we also have very little to measure this ugly cancer. I'm impressed with the skiing pictures! We will pray for you young man!
momwww.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 7:52 AM CST

Nathan - Wow - you were skiing!!!! How exciting! That must have been so much fun. I never got a chance to ski. But I used to ice skate - have you tried that yet? Hope the week goes well for you and mommy and the girls. Stay well and enjoy your day off for MLK Day! Cold here as well! But no snow :) I am now ready for spring! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <HEYJUDE62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 6:30 AM CST

Looks like you had a great time in the snow! After many years in IL & IN, I am no fan of the snow--guess that's why I live in Arizona & am heading to Kauai this week. :) I tried skiing once when we were in Switzerland many years ago, & it was pretty funny!! We hope to see Kathy & Mike next month when we're in CG for my mom's 90th birthday.

Hope things continue to go well for you--maybe 2006 will be the best year yet!!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, January 16, 2006 0:23 AM CST

Nathan, I love your new picture. You are such a handsome guy! Hope 2006 will be a great year for you and your sisters.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Sunday, January 15, 2006 9:41 AM CST

Hi there! Just wanted to stop by and check up on Nathan. We were just looking at the pictures and came across a picture of Nathan as a newborn in the history. Lauren and Nathan look exactly alike! LOL Hope all is well! See you soon.
Melissa (CoFoA and Colorado Moms) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 5:03 PM CST

Just a local friend saying hello. Happy New Year!!!
Kate <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
Colorado Springs, CO usa - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 8:21 PM CST

Happy New Year!!! Let's hope it's a good one. What a great picture of Lauren. Of course each of our babies are special... but there is something unique about the 3rd : ) tee-hee
Dorie
- Monday, January 2, 2006 9:53 AM CST

Happy New Year Gentrys!!!

Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Monday, January 2, 2006 7:41 AM CST

Susan - the picture of Lauren is adorable! She is such a sweetheart! And Julia will be 4! Boy, the kids are growing up so fast. I hope sweet Nathan will tolerate the chemo well. I am so relieved that for now, things are a bit more normal for all of you. Enjoy your girls' night!
Nathan and Luke will have an awesome time! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, January 2, 2006 7:26 AM CST

Lauren is, indeed, a little cutie!! Hope 2006 is a GREAT year for all of you!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, January 2, 2006 0:59 AM CST

HAPPY NEW YEAR Gentrys!!! May 2006 be a wonderful year for all of you - full of love, good health and exciting times!!! God bless you all xoxoxoxo jude in pa xoxoo
judehorvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
whiteoak, pa usa - Saturday, December 31, 2005 6:37 AM CST

Love the beautiful Christmas pic with the three Christmas babes!!!
the Thomas team Mom <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Saturday, December 31, 2005 5:51 AM CST

Glad to hear about your holiday. That's great about the bottle feeding. Jae and I were just wondering if you'd had any time for choir. We remember you being really busy with that this time last year.
Jae and Josh
- Wednesday, December 28, 2005 6:14 PM CST

I'm so happy Grandma Kathy and Aunt Anna are able to be with you at Christmas to love the kids and receive love back. I know Mike must really be sick to stay in Illinois and I send him my love.
The kids are beautiful. Enjoy every minute.

Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 27, 2005 9:41 AM CST

The kids look wonderful! Nathan does look healthy and happy holding his baby sister. They are all so adorable!
Glad your Christmas was nice. Let's hope and pray for a better 2006! Take care - all of you! With love and prayers always - jude in pa xoxoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 6:07 AM CST

Merry Christmas!!
Jamie Carman <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 12:41 AM CST

Thanks for posting those pictures, Susan. Darling.
Jae and Josh
- Friday, December 23, 2005 11:34 AM CST

I absolutely LOVE your Christmas picture of the kids. I see Nathan is starting to regrow some hair?!

After all the 5 (!) of you have been through, I can't imagine that you could possibly have a better Christmas than you will this year.

I think of all of you everyday. Merry Christmas!
Kate
Colorado Springs, Co - Friday, December 23, 2005 2:03 AM CST

Susan and family - one more check in before Santa arrives! Hope you are all ready for the holidays and have a great time watching the kids open presents! Take care and the best in 2006!!!!! jude in pa xoxox
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, December 22, 2005 6:18 AM CST

I love the pictures. They are
great. Congratulations on making
the paper too with Santa. It is
a wonderful pic. May you have a
fantastic Christmas. The three kids
are real beauties.

caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 4:49 AM CST

Hi Susan, I'm having one of those up in the middle of the night nights so I am going to take the opportunity while I have it to wish you guys the merriest of Christmases. Love, SuperRyan's family
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 2:14 AM CST

What a stunning picture of your 3 precious angels. Nathan looks wonderful, Julia is lovely and that tiny Lauren is exquisite. I am so thrilled Nathan was blessed with clear scans. May this be your merriest Christmas to date, with many, many more to follow.

Merry Christmas Gentry Family.
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 10:35 PM CST

Gentrys - Merriest of Christmases!!!!! The photos of the kids are wonderful and the article was so touching. I'm so glad things are going well for you all this holiday. May God watch over all of you and grant you much happiness and peace in 2006!!! love and prayers always - jude in paxoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Monday, December 19, 2005 6:11 AM CST

Great picture & article! I'm sure that Grandma Kathy & Grandpa Mike are getting anxious to be on their way for Christmas & to meet Lauren. Have a joyous holiday season!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Monday, December 19, 2005 1:03 AM CST

Nathan's a media darling! Great photo. Have fun with the holidays and know we're thinking of you. Love.
Liam Yore
edmonds, wa USA - Sunday, December 18, 2005 7:17 PM CST

May your Christmas be merry and bright.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 17, 2005 2:30 PM CST

Hey There! I'm from the Nov 05 EC Board. Your family 's in my thoughts and prayers.

My little brother was diagmosed with Neuroblastoma at age 5 and fought hard for 5 more years. He lost his battle 10/15/99. I know what you must be going through. I belive in miracles and will be praying one for you.

Your family's beautiful! Thanks for sharing your story with all of us. You're an inspiration and I enjoy all your posts on the Nov 05 EC Board.

Tamara McCarthy
Tamara McCarthy <tjillanemccarthy@hotmail.com>
Sierra Vista, AZ 85635 - Saturday, December 17, 2005 12:26 AM CST

Hi. I read your wonderful website all of the time. My daughter Madeline was being treated at Slaon Kettering for NB as well. Anyway, she has had a chronic runny nose ever since her stem cell transplant. I was told it takes at least 3 years from that time. She's now two years from her transplant. We have her on a saline nasal (ENT Sol) spray twice a day, as well as a nebulizer since the cold weather takes a toll on her little lungs. We took her to a immunologist/allergist/infectious disease doctor. He put her on 3/4 tsp of clemastine twice daily. This did help dry her up, but not 100%. I hope this information will help you just a little bit. I know how you feel with the chronic runny nose. Maddie goes nowhere without her tissues which she stuffs up her sleeve if she has no pockets. (Kind of like what my grndmother used to do!) Keep positive thoughts and the clean scans are wonderful news!
Julie Benoff

www.patmedia.net/benoff (Maddie's battle with NB)

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Friday, December 16, 2005 5:03 PM CST

So happy to hear things are going well for now! I have wanted to ask - didn't Nathan meet Jennifer Love Hewitt? She is on a new hit series on FRI night! Stay on top of things with the 3 kiddies and holidays coming fast now! Wish I could be there to help you! jude in pa xoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, December 15, 2005 6:29 AM CST

Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 5:29 AM CST

Awesome news!!! What a fantastic Christmas Present for your entire family! I think of Nathan often... I'm so happy he's healthy for another holiday! (~Jan02 mom~ with a Nov99 one too!)
Pamela <mmpammie@aol.com>
Snellville, ga usa - Monday, December 12, 2005 12:11 AM CST

Great news!! What a great Christmas present. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, December 12, 2005 8:40 AM CST

That is such wonderful news! I have been hoping and praying that would be the case for Nathan! I hope you have a wonderful Christmas as a family of five! Happy Holidays!
Vio (Jan02 PG) <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 7:57 AM CST

Hey Nathan congratulations on reaching NED. Hopefully Maddison can join you in the celebration sometime real soon. We are still praying for you and your family. Enjoy your baby sister. We are in the N-Blast group with your mom.
Love,
Janice & Maddison Troy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisontroy
Janice & Maddison Troy <momangelsthr@aim.com>
black mountain, nc usa - Sunday, December 11, 2005 1:16 AM CST

Susan,
That's the news I've been waiting for! Now the 5 of you can concentrate on having the best Christmas ever!
Way to go Nathan!
With Love & Prayers as Always,
Janene Freerksen <janenef@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, December 10, 2005 1:28 PM CST

What a wonderful Christmas miracle!! Our prayers will continue to be with Nathan..but I am so glad you can have a somewhat worry free Holiday Season now!!!
Merry Christmas!!
Ashley Jackson <ashjack75@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, December 10, 2005 1:03 PM CST

I am Jennifer Vanderpool's sister. She sent me your link. My families hopes and prayers are with you!
Christine Shelley
Mead, CO US - Saturday, December 10, 2005 9:38 AM CST

I just followed the link from the post on the mommy group web page. I have sat here and read your journal for about the last hour and am totally amazed, floored, and at a total loss for words. I can't even beigin to imagine dealing with what your family has so graciously dealt with.I just want to say that you all are an inspiration and you have a beautiful, beautiful family. God Bless you.
Jennifer Vanderpool <jenvander1@msn.com>
Colorado Springs, Co U.S.A - Saturday, December 10, 2005 9:25 AM CST

So happy to hear about the great news!! What a wonderful Christmas present this is. Never stop believing in miracles. Sending you lots of hugs and love.

Angie <angiecarranzamd@gmail.com>
Denver, CO - Saturday, December 10, 2005 8:15 AM CST

GOD IS GOOD - Praise Him! Such wonderful news on Nathan! Enjoy the holidays!!!!!

jude in pa xoxoxoxox hugs and prayers always :)
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, December 10, 2005 7:12 AM CST

What a wonderful Christmas present!! Good health is the very best present of all!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Saturday, December 10, 2005 1:13 AM CST

That is fantastic news to hear that Nathen
is back to NED status. I wish him all the
luck and hope that NED continues forever and
ever for him. What a special little guy.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, December 9, 2005 11:26 PM CST

Hello Nathan and family. My name is Abra and my little boy is named Nathan also. He has neuroblastoma and we recently found out that he relapsed. I read your website all the time and I think about you often. You and Nate are on the same chemo right now. I am so happy about your bone marrow results. I bet you are over the moon for your little sister she is absolutely beautiful. You look like a old pro at holding her. I am praying for the rest of your scan results to be good news. Abra McKean www.caringbridge.org/wa/natemckean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 12:11 AM CST

HIP HIP HOOOOOOOOOOOOOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

What great news. As always, you remain in our prayers!

Love from Tahoe,

Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net>
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 11:36 AM CST

I'm so happy to read about your good news... I'll be thinking of you all over the next few days. lots of love.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, December 8, 2005 8:04 PM CST

WOOHOO!!! That is awesome news!!! Praying the rest of the results are just as good!
Melissa (CoFoA and Colorado Moms) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs , CO USA - Thursday, December 8, 2005 5:45 PM CST

Great news!!!!!! Still praying for the best results for dear Nathan! Keep the good news coming!!! Watch for a package for baby Laurent and a little something extra for the other 2 munchkins! Get some rest when you can, Susan! Take care - hugs to all - jude in PA xoxoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, December 8, 2005 5:31 AM CST

Susan,
Sounds great so far! My prayers continue!
Janene Freerksen <janene23@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 9:11 PM CST

I am so happy to read of Nathan't test results! That's wonderful news. I don't write in the journal often, but check on your family every day. I used to be in the Jan '02 babies club with you on PP and you are very often in my thoughts and prayers. What a sweet little boy and cute little sisters! I want you to know that though it must be of little consolation to you, seeing what you go through every day makes me much more appreciative of my children and patient with the mundane things that they often put us parents through. You have opened my eyes to see how fortunate I am and I thank you for it. I hope now that you have these scans and tests behind you for a bit that you will be able to take a breath, enjoy your newest little blessing and enjoy this Christmas season with all those that you love. My prayers are with you!
Stacey <gatashcar@yahoo.com>
Ga - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 9:10 PM CST

So happy to hear some more good news! Nathan really does look great. There is also this beautiful picture of Julia holding Lauren that I love. I think you might have some boy trouble with her when she gets older!

Linda:)
Linda Plett
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 5:52 PM CST

Adding my prayers again for your sweet little boy. It must be very stressful to wait. I hope you hear only good news and that precious Nathan will be OK. He looks like an amazing big brother with the new baby. So sweet.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 3:37 PM CST

We are thinking of you guys today, hoping that all the scans go well, and that the results are good and come back quickly.
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Estates, IL - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 1:47 PM CST

Susan,
Thinking of you guys today with Love and Prayers!
Janene Freerksen <janene23@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 12:44 AM CST

Good luck with upcoming tests. Nathan is in my prayers.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, December 5, 2005 8:40 AM CST

Hi, I love the photo of Nathan with Lauren. Congratulations!
Best of Luck with the scans, he looks great! Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson

Cape Cod, Ma USA
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, MA USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 3:49 AM CST

We all want to support you guys, and I am sure that everyone else out there is as anxious as I am to hear the results.

Thinking of you guys more than you'll ever know.

(((HUG))) from Kate, John, Rachel, Julie and London
Kate <geek@kategeek.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 1:21 AM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers...
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 3, 2005 4:27 PM CST

Thinking of you often...
Dorie
- Saturday, December 3, 2005 1:13 PM CST

Susan - I can't imagine the fear and dread you face knowing Nathan's scans may not be good. Just know there are hundreds and thousands of people like me out here reading your journal and praying for Nathan and all of you. Prayers are very powerful. Let's all ask God to be especially kind to Nathan thru his scans xoxoxox love - jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, December 2, 2005 7:24 AM CST

Sending lots of positive vibes your way!!! (((HUGS)))
Jamie Carman <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 5:32 PM CST

Good wishes coming your way.

That picutre of Nathen holding Lauren is too precious.
Jae and Josh
- Thursday, December 1, 2005 1:20 PM CST

You are always in our thoughts, but we will throw in some extra time for Nathan's scans next week. :) I hope that Santa delivers only the best results.
Enjoy the holiday season! Enjoy that new baby girl and enjoy each other!
Love to you all-
Jill SM Overholt <j.overholt@verizon.net>
Normal, IL USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 12:44 AM CST

We are still here and thinking of all of you. Congratulations on your new baby!

XOXOXOXOXXO
Jerry, Sarah Alexa & Angel David
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards2@bellsouth.net>
Orlando, Fl - Thursday, December 1, 2005 10:02 AM CST

Glad you had a great Thanksgiving! I have been thinking about you all and wondering how it was going. I will be praying for clear scan for Nathan and that he will be able to get the treatment in January. Lauren is beautiful!!! I love the picture of Nathan holding her, how sweet!!!! I probably said that before, but oh well. LOL Hope you have a great week!
Melissa (CoFoA and Colorado Moms) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 11:59 AM CST

The baby is so beautiful! Just had to sign your guest book as I nursed both Christi and Shayla for so long I knew exactly what you meant about only being able to do things with one hand - so funny! ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY!!!!
Love you, the Thomas Team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
- Monday, November 28, 2005 11:18 AM CST

Glad to hear that all is going well! We took our son to the airport this a.m. to fly back to San Francisco after a nice Thanksgiving together. Now it's time to start decorating for Christmas!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ - Sunday, November 27, 2005 12:40 AM CST

Susan - so glad your family is there and you had a nice Thanksgiving. We did, too, although my son and his family could not make it. I was pretty bummed. We supped with the Lukac's and their little boys. Jason has 2 - Joseph, 3 and adopted, and then their own boy, John, 17 mos. It made for a full day! I'll bet Lauren is a real joy. I'm so glad Nathan is feeling better! And that he and Julia love the baby. Have a nice week and hope the scans will be fine! Love and prayers always xoxoxo jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Sunday, November 27, 2005 6:10 AM CST

Susan,
She's beautiful! I'm glad all is well for the time being and that you had a good Thanksgiving. Thanks for sharing the pictures and as always, know we're thinking of you often!
With Love & Prayers,

Janene Freerksen <janene@challengewashburn.com>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Saturday, November 26, 2005 5:04 PM CST

Very happy Thanksgiving wishes to all of you...from all of us! We are heading to Hawaii in just a few hours, I will be sure to give Trey a hug from Nathan and Julia! See you all next week.
Tammy <priorityonecb@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO 80922 - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 11:55 PM CST

Hi Nathan, I'm friends of Joshua Freerksen. I teach first grade and my class has been praying for you everyday. They also prayed for your mommy and new little sister and are now thanking God for her. I showed them the pictures of her and here is what they would like to say:
"We've been praying for you and we're glad to see your baby sister." "We've been praying for your cancer to go away." "Your baby looks cute."
We will continue to pray for you and your family.
Love, Miss Gregg and our first grade class
Carrie Gregg <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
Harrisonville, MO - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 11:11 AM CST

Nathan - what a loving big brother you are! I loved seeing you hold Lauren and so gently and carefully. You will be a big help to mommy! I hope you feel better soon, too. I used to have problems like your's and it is not fun! YOU take care~ jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 6:24 AM CST

She is beautiful!!! A perfect addition to your family! I love the picture of Nathan and Lauren, too sweet! I hope Nathan is feeling much better and you are all settling to some semblance of normal! HUGS
Melissa (CoFoA and Colorado Moms) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs , CO USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 12:31 AM CST

Congratulations on the new baby, she's beautiful. Hope Nathan feels better soon, will continue to pray for him.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, ontario Canada - Monday, November 21, 2005 8:39 AM CST

Congratulations to you all! She looks so cute, and a bit like Nathan...

Sending lots of hugs & kisses to all five of you from the other side of the world (where we're having the first snow of the season, and all the roads and schools are already closed even though we hardly have a couple of inches of snow :)

z & the boys
Zeynep & Arda & Tunca & Burak <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Monday, November 21, 2005 5:35 AM CST

Congratulations on your beautiful new daughter! How wonderful it is to see the picture of Nathan holding her. Way to go big brother! You are all still in my prayers.

Sharlene
IL - Sunday, November 20, 2005 10:01 PM CST

Congratulations Gentry Family and welcome to the world Lauren! I'm very happy to hear all is well and am keeping Nathan in our thoughts and prayers. Take Care!
Toni (skirezort) <skirezort@hardrockers.com>
Cohoes, NY US - Sunday, November 20, 2005 3:28 PM CST

Congratulations from a Mom from long ago on the June 00 PG on Parents Place... She is beautiful! we still check in and see how you are doing and keep the prayers up for nathan!
Linda (Lutgen)
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, November 20, 2005 1:40 PM CST

What a beautiful picture of Nathan and Lauren together!! I love it!! Nathan looks down at his littleist sister in such an adoring way!!

Take care and hope you are getting some amount of sleep!

love -- Katie
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC USA - Sunday, November 20, 2005 11:20 AM CST

AND

Debbie Fields Murphy, NC Tuberous Sclerosis Assn. (Olivia's Grace http://groups.msn.com/OliviasGrace) http://www3.caringbridge.org/nc/catherine_nicole/ (Tuberous Sclerosis Chat Room) http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/debbifmurphy/) <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Sunday, November 20, 2005 3:43 AM CST

Awwww, she is so cute! She looks like she's very wise and trying to figure everything out already. Hope you are all well and enjoying the craziness of life with a newborn. God Bless.
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Saturday, November 19, 2005 10:41 PM CST

Oh my goodness Susan and Luke, what a BEAUTIFUL baby! She looks like Nathan and Julia. You guys make the most beautiful kids!

I pray Nathan's issues are in regard to adjusting to a new sister and that things are OK health wise. Nathan is such a precious little boy to me, I have followed his story almost from the begining and I pray for him often. His strength amazes me. And you guys are wonderful, loving parents.

God Bless you all and kiss that sweet baby and her big brother and sister for me. I have 4 children of my own and think big families filled with love are wonderful:)
Rita Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va 22192 - Saturday, November 19, 2005 10:17 PM CST

Congratulations...
Again & Again & Again!!!
Love,
Dorie <ogren_dorie@earthlink.net>
Hillsborough, NC USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 7:54 PM CST

Congratulations of a new baby!
She looks so beautiful!
Nathan must enjoy having a new family member too:)

Yasmin (Emin's mom) www.caringbridge.org/visit/emin <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Finland - Saturday, November 19, 2005 3:02 PM CST

What a sweet little girl Lauren is!! Thanks for posting pictures so fast...you are amazing, Susan!! Hope you are taking care of yourself too!! Thinking of all of you with much love!!

Katie and family
Katie Altmann <bookwoman@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 11:09 AM CST

Congrats to the entire Gentry family! Welcome to the world, Lauren Elizabeth.
Shawna (January 2002 playgroup) <shawna.morgan922@comcast.net>
Lewisville, TX USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 7:32 AM CST

WELCOME to the world, Lauren!!! She is so precious and pretty!!! What a beautiful little girl. She looks like Nathan in one picture and like Julia in another! Just adorable! So glad you are home (already!!!!?) and doing well. Take care and will keep checking the site! God bless Lauren's life and God bless you all xoxoxox jude in pa
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Saturday, November 19, 2005 6:01 AM CST

A Beautiful Miracle From God - How Wonderful! Continued prayers for everyone in your family.
Maralyn Heckman <gmheck@comcast.net>
Cerro Gordo, IL and Aurora, CO, - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:11 PM CST

Just looked at the pictures of Baby Lauren. She is sooooo cute and tiny and perfect. I love the picture of Nathan and Julia with Luke and their new baby sister. What a beautiful family.
Laura <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:00 PM CST

Congrats!!! Nathan sure has his work cut out for him - being a big brother to 2 girls!!! Lauren is beautiful!!!
(((HUGS))) Jamie Carman <thecarmans@ANNAPOLIS.COM>
Gpt, MS USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:43 PM CST

Oooohhhhh! What a beautiful baby and a lucky one, too, to have such a wonderful family to join. Love to you all, Joan
Joan Stasior <stasior_joan@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 6:39 PM CST

Today's most beautiful baby.
Jae and Josh
- Friday, November 18, 2005 6:26 PM CST

She is BEAUTIFUL! I have been watching for photos all day. We can't wait to see her!
Grandma Kathy <kgentry2@yahoo.com>
Oakley, IL USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 2:49 PM CST

Praise God! I'm THRILLED to learn of good news! What a lucky baby girl to have a fabulous family like you!
Love you, the Thomas Team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 11:06 AM CST

Congratulations! Welcome to the world Lauren! I am so happy for all of you!
Vio (Jan02 PG) <dayvio@comcast.net>
Billerica, MA - Friday, November 18, 2005 5:51 AM CST

BABY CONGRATS!!!!! I was just thinking at 4:30 am this morning that MAYBE there 'd be baby news this morning. It is now 5:30 and I am crying thru the news! How wonderful and I was pretty sure it would be a girl! Just had a feeling! So excited for all of you and please let Susan know we will all be thinking of her and Lauren! Praying all will be well and they get home to the rest of you soon!
God bless you all xoxoxox jude in pa xoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Friday, November 18, 2005 4:37 AM CST

Congratulations! Wow, now Nathan has two little sisters to protect and spoil! Take care.

My sister had a little girl they named Lauren Elisabeth also, one week ago today.
Susan Foster Jan 02 playgroup <CLF8987@aol.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:41 PM CST

Congratulations!!! I hope Susan and baby Lauren are home soon - and I hope you don't have too many sleepless nights...
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:08 PM CST

Yeah!!!! Welcome to little Lauren. Please post pictures when you can. Congratulations.
Laura Stasior <laura@stasior.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 6:36 PM CST

Crying tears of joy here for you guys! (its hormones too!) I am so happy for you guys!! I can't wait to hear all the details, but thank you Luke for the quick update! Enjoy your new little bundle of joy Luke, Susan, Nathan and Julia!
♥♥ The Seminarios
Myndi <myndismnms@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, FL USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 3:23 PM CST

Congratulations!! The holidays will be special with a new baby!! I know Grandma Kathy & Grandpa Mike can't wait to see the new addition! Hope Nathan continues to do OK!!
Sandy Kussart Zinn <sjjpzinn@aol.com>
Fountain Hills, AZ 85268 - Thursday, November 17, 2005 2:13 PM CST

WONDERFUL!!!!!
I bet Nathan & Julia will be a big help.
Lauren is so lucky to have been born into the Gentry family!!
You & Luke are wonderful parents!
So happy for all of you!!!!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Debbie
Western Pennsylvania, - Thursday, November 17, 2005 2:02 PM CST

Congratulations!!! I called everyone in the office with the announcement and we are all delighted! Love, Diane
Diane L. Price <dlprice@cscnc.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:47 PM CST

So happy to hear the baby is here and that both, mom and baby are doing great!!! Much joy and love for all five of you. Sending many hugs!
Angie <angiecarranzaMD@gmail.com>
- Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:33 PM CST

Congratulations Gentry's! Baby Lauren is truly blessed to be a part of your fantastic family! Looking forward to reading about the kids' responses! Happy early Thanksgiving!

Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:15 PM CST

Congratulations!!! How awesome, a new baby girl to love. I am so happy for you! I hope you are all at home and enjoying your new bundle! Let us know if there is anything you need Susan. HUGE HUGS
Melissa (CoFoA and Colorado Moms) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:05 PM CST

Susan!!! Congratulations, Momma!! I was talking to Melissa last night, placing bets on what the baby would be and for once... I WAS RIGHT! :)

Congrats to you, Luke, Nathan and Julia. :) I cannot WAIT to see pics.
Kate <kate@thegoodgeeks.com>
Colorado Springs, CO US - Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:18 AM CST

Welcome to the world, Lauren!
Jae and Josh
- Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:07 AM CST

Congratulations!! Please post a picture soon. Hope your recovery is quick and easy. Missy Morgan
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:46 AM CST

Ummm, Amy again, that's 5 in the family, not 5 kids. I'm a little crazy but not insane! There's no way I could handle 5 kids, it is a good thing other people do it.

Amy <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:37 AM CST

Congratulations!!!! Being a newbie to having 5 myself, it is WONDERFUL! ENJOY!!!

Amy Muston
Connor's mom
www.caringbridge.org/ia/conall

Amy Muston <cancerkidmom@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:36 AM CST

Susan - hope your new little one comes real soon! I remember that anticipation! My brother's birthday is 11/22 and my nephew's! Let's add another person to the list! :) So glad Nathan is feeling better. I pray for you all daily. Stay well and stay warm! Brr. Cold and windy here! Anticipating snow! Turkey Day is drawing near! Cmon Baby Gentry!!!! WE all want to meet you! jude in pa xoxoxoxo
jude horvath <heyjude62248@comcast.net>
white oak, pa usa - Thursday, November 17, 2005 5:45 AM CST

Susan, A little birdy told me that today might be the day! So easy labor vibes and can't wait for the update!!
Melissa (CoFoA and Colorado Moms) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 4:09 PM CST

Hope you have the baby November 20th as that is my 65th birthday. It would neat to have birthday pal for a birthday present.

Geri Brubaker <msgeri@sbcglobal.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 12:06 AM CST

Hey Susan, everytime you don't post for a few days, we think you must have had the baby. We are definitely sending vibes your way. Glad Nathan had a good day at school. Hope he has a GREAT week. Love, The Morgans
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, gA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 6:40 AM CST

Hi,
Glad to hear things are on track.
We've had a ENT week here as well.
Fall colds are terrible !!
Every time we get them it's all in the ears...
I've been thinking of you all.
Sending happy baby (& family) vibes your way~*~*~*~*~!!

Debbie
Western Pennsylvania, - Saturday, November 12, 2005 11:29 PM CST

Just checking in...glad Nathan is feeling better. Waiting for some baby news!!
Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Saturday, November 12, 2005 8:03 PM CST

Oh, sorry your not feeling well Nathan! Hope the bug passes quickly!
Susan, hope things are moving along for you, we all know how tiring the last few weeks can be. HUGS
Let me know if you need anything.
Melissa (CoFoA and Colorado Moms) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 10, 2005 12:07 AM CST

Hope youre feeling better soon Nathan. Soon you are going to be a big brother, a very responsible role. Hope things go smoothly with the delivery. Will check in on you all real soon, lots of love beth

beth and megan <bethhughes30@tesco.net>
croydon, surrey, uk - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 3:25 PM CST

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