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Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.


I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you









Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

Dearest Tyler,

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious mom. I can't even imagine how difficult this is for you and our hearts are breaking. Tyler, know we are here for you if you need us just as so many were for your mom.

May God bless and hold you,
Love and hugs
Judy

 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 7:57 AM CST

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Hi, Well there are two Angel Dustin's going to spend Christmas in heaven. I don't know how you got through the first one. I sure am having a tough time. I will be thinking of you.


www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 19, 2003 3:36 PM CST

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Judy: this isn't easy for me...to look at those pictues...I don't mind telling you that I am sitting here crying...Myles is out shopping with dad, trying to find the perfect present for me. If only he knew the only present I need so desperatley is for him to be healed. Tomorrow he goes for another MRI and if I think about it I can't breathe. You of all people know what I am talking about...I want you to know that when Myles is out raising awareness he is being guided by Dustin and all the children who have earned their beautiful wings. Myles is strong for now and so we will make the children's voices heard and help to bring awareness to our community about cancer the issues regarding teasing from children, the being left out...or being invisiable. Dustin, has given my family our community a wonderful gift, the ability to speak throug another child and to feel his presence in each child as they rally towards finding a cure. Each night I find myself trying to remember everything about Myles ...just incase...and for many they don't even put their child to bed. Dustin, will always remain part of your life, your dreams, hopes and when you feel the sun beat down on your face, believe that is your son giving you a kiss on the cheek from heaven. Judy, my heart breaks for you and I pray that one day we will all get the answers we need to hear.
susan MCLellan mother of yet another brave boy Myles <simbady@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Canada - Monday, December 15, 2003 4:26 PM CST

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Dear Judy;

Just a quick note to let you know that I'm thinking about you. Every night when I turn on my little fibreoptic tree, I'm reminded of the one in Dustin's room and I say a quick little hello!
Best wishes for the holiday season.
Charlene Lancaster <charbrent@execulink.com>
London, ON Canada - Monday, December 15, 2003 7:56 AM CST

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Dearest Family

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart
Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday


Chris Ullrich - Grand daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 3:33 PM CST

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Dear Judy, Beautiful expressions from the pain of your heart. He knows and He cares. Would love to see you at ChildCan on Sat. Days of sorrow floods and then we try to reach up and God gives deep comfort..."He knows our need--to our weakness is no stranger..."
Love, Lucille for the Webers who miss Joshua
Leonard & Lucille Weber <llweber@sgci.com>
WestMontrose, Ont. Canada - Friday, December 12, 2003 1:42 PM CST

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Dear Judy,
It's been a while since I have written, but not a day goes by that you and Dustin aren't in my thoughts. As the holidays approach, I remember the Christmas Dustin was in the hospital, and that kind man who donated toys and bought him a play station 2. Oh the look on his face was priceless, I love memories like that. I wish you the best for the holidays, and know you are always in my thoughts.
Love, Jennifer

Jennifer Brinklow <jennbrinklow@aol.com>
Huntington Beach, CA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 10:21 PM CST

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HI Judy. Just wanted to drop in and say that were thinking of you and Ty. We miss seeing you, and think of you guys all the time. Have fun with Ty this wekend.
Kaeleigh Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2003 9:03 AM CST

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I love your page- and I don't think you should EVER close it!! This is a great way to keep your memories- and your hope of reuniting- alive... may you have a joyous holidsay season. Love, Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:30 AM CST

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Hi Judy,
I do not have time to really write as I promised before I go on my trips, I know how you feel, as Natasha would be 22 on the 24th and the pain is still so bad, I hate it that she is not here to be here for her birthday and I willalways will find it difficult no matter what anyone says, I leave for Costa Rica on her birthday but JOhn will fill the house with Lilys for her (think I may of told you we nicknamed her LILY) I can only say what a amazing person you are, because when I looked at Dustins page to-night I was so touched as it means so very much and you put so much into it, I know how special it is, it is a contact with him as you can't physically do anything for him but you are with his webpage it is so amazing, I am sure he loves it so much as is watching over you as you as your are doing it. I miss him so much, everytime I go into 8B I long to see him, oh dear this is so difficult I must end, will write as soon as I get back and am able to find the time, you know Dustin will be going with me, his photo goes on all my trips with Natasha.I have a new flat screen monitor for my
computer and had to remove everything, except Dustins Beads
are STILL hanging there, so very special to me as we had so much fun that day. One of the little boys in 8B thinks I am a very funny lady, I sure make him laugh, feel so good
to be able to help.
I wish I was there for you to comfort you and give you a hug and be able to chat to you as know how difficult it is.
I send you a big hug of comfort, for you, Tye and of course Dustin I hug everyday, I have a hugable teddy bear that was Natashas and all my angels get hugged everynight. Take care sweet Judy

Ingrid xoxoxooxox <ingrid@re-max.com>
toronto, Ontario Canada - Saturday, November 22, 2003 8:52 PM CST

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Been thinking about you lately. Glad to hear your feeling better. Hope you are enjoying your new home and are settled in. Makes me smile knowing you are spending more time with Ty these days and yes, I have been hugging my kids, keeping my friends dear to me and my heart is still very much open. BIG HUGE HUGS.
Alice <howahya89@yahoo.ca>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 9:38 PM CST

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Hi Judy,
Once again Dustins new site is soooo wonderful you are such a thoughtful Mom, I would of done the same if Natasha had had a site as means so very much. I will email you one of these days before I leave for Costa Rica as have lots to talk about reading your last few journals so will try and write before the 23rd. Thinking of you and your life
and my precious ANGEL DUSTIN who meant so very much and always will. HUGS

Ingrid xoxoxooxox <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, on Canada - Saturday, November 15, 2003 3:46 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know I still come here and read your updates... and to see how you're doing.
*hugs 'n kisses*
Love,
Bri
Brianne Wedding <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Marion, Illinois USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 6:44 PM CST

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Hi Judy, Thinkin of you and glad you are getting settled in your new place.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
Mayville, ND USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:17 PM CST

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Hi Peanut,
Just a quick note to say hi. i have been thinking about you so much. I miss you with all my heart and soul.
Come visit soon sweet angel.
All my Love
Your Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, On Canada - Thursday, November 6, 2003 5:33 PM CST

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Hi Judy,
hope you are feeling better and that the move goes well.
Often I think of Dustin, and his little voice saying "Nurse"--usually for his feet to be rubbed with lotion or his back scratched. Good memories!
love Nurse Heather T <kidthompson77@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 27, 2003 1:34 PM CST

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Hi Judy,
Thinking you you to-day and hoping you are having a better day and trying to settle in somehow, hope Tyler is there with you and you can have fun settling in together.
Best wishes for a new home at last.
Love Ingrid
Ingrid <ingrid@re-max.com>
- Sunday, October 26, 2003 10:29 AM CST

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Hi Judy,
You and Dustin continue to be in my thoughts.
Christine 7 West <christinehoover4@hotmail.com>
London, On - Saturday, October 25, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
Hope your move went well to-day and you are feeling okay,
it is a new start for you and I know things will come right,it will be a very special home for you and Tyler, I send big hugs, lots of warmth and love for you,Tyler and your new home.
Take care dearest Judy.
Ingrid <ingrid@re-max.com>
- Saturday, October 25, 2003 4:42 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
Hope your move went well to-day and you are feeling okay,
it is a new start for you and I know things will come right,it will be a very special home for you and Tyler, I send big hugs, lots of warmth and love for you,Tyler and your new home.
Take care dearest Judy.
Ingrid <ingrid@re-max.com>
- Saturday, October 25, 2003 4:42 PM CDT

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Hi Judy. I just wanted to drop in and say hi and that we think of you often and wonder how you and Tyler are doing. I hope all is going well, and good luck today with moving. Alway's in our thoughts and prayers. Hugs.
Kaeleigh Banrey <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Saturday, October 25, 2003 9:34 AM CDT

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I love Dustins new sight for Halloween, it is such a special place to visit daily, you have made it so very special, he would just love it, I'm sure that he sees it and is so very proud of his wonderful tribute, I love it.
So sad to hear about your illness and hard times and did not realise what Tyler had gone through as well, so pleased you were there for him as sure he needed you very much. Good times will happen one day for you and precious Tyler I know as you both deserve so very much.
Take care, and sending you lots of love and hugs.

Ingrid Zimnoch <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, Canada - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy...it would have been so good to be with you on Sunday and I am sorry we couldn't be there...you continue to be in our thoughts and as we saw Dustin's last photo...the face looked so much like Joshua did at that stage...oh how good it will be to be with them in glory with Jesus! Much love and sympathy,
Lucille Weber <llweber@sgci.com>
West Montrose, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 3:33 PM CDT

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Thank you, now God has to special angels named Dustin. It is hard but writing on here and in his caringbridge page helps alot. I was told the pain gets bearable, I sure hope it does because right now it hurts alot.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris Dustin's mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 3:18 PM CDT

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Hi, I just found this website on someone else's. I just wanted you to know how sorry I am about you losing Dustin. I lost my precious Dusitn on 10-3-03. He was 14. I miss him so much. Take care

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Dustin's mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 20, 2003 11:08 AM CDT

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I am thankful for so many things in my life.

One of the things I am thankful for was the opportunity to meet and get to know a very brave and courageous young boy named Dustin and his dedicated Mom who was by his side and encouraged him through thick and thin.

Thank you Judy for being a part of my life.

I am so happy you have finally found your new home. I hope this will be one of many joyful things to happen to you.

Take care of yourself.

Hugs, Alice
Alice Friesen <howahya89@yahoo.ca>
Ruthven, - Monday, October 13, 2003 9:19 PM CDT

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Judy........Dustin was AND always will be a beautiful child in my eyes...forever set within my heart, right beside Kassidy. I know they are smiling down on us...waiting for us, what seems like years to us, but only moments to them. With love to you all. xoxo
Carol and Dave Pendleton <dcpendleton@rogers.com / www.caringbridge.org/ca/kassiescourage and www.kassiescourage.com>
Bowmanville, - Sunday, October 12, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
Soooo pleased to hear that you have found a home of your own so you can finally get on with YOUR LIFE, and be able to put your pictures etc up, and spend wonderful times with
Tyler on your own, it is going to be so good, I wish you luck on the 1st, if I could help you know I would.
All I want is for you to be happy and at peace, one day it will come it takes time as we know. A big hug from me to you and Tyler.
Ingrid Zimnoch
- Saturday, October 4, 2003 2:57 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
Loved your new poem. Had the most wonderful dream about Dustin a few nights ago, he was so happy playing with his friends.Hope you are well, think of you often and my angel Dustin.Take good care of yourself.
Love & hugs
Ingrid <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, Canada - Saturday, October 4, 2003 4:39 AM CDT

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Just checking in and wishing you a good week-end, sending you lots of hugs and for Tyler as well,I send Dustin hugs every day but here are some more.
Lots of love
XOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOXOX

INGRID
Toronto, - Friday, September 26, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

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Judy this time you made me cry. Love you and am sooooo happy things have taken a turn in the right direction for you.....it's about time.
Love Ya
Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:22 PM CDT

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Hi Judy. We just wanted to drop in and say hi, and that were thinking of you. We miss seeing you, and hope that you are doing o.k. Sending hugs your way. P.S.Say hi to Tyler for us.
Liz and Kaeleigh Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Monday, September 8, 2003 2:21 PM CDT

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Just a quick hello sweetie. Just thinking about you as always. Miss u and love u with all my heart.
Love
Your Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Friday, September 5, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

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Hi Peanut,
Andrew is there with you now take him under your wing and help him to feel better. I miss you so much sweetie, but i know you are in a better place and i don't want you to have to hurt anymore. Come and visit soon.
Love
Your Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

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Hi Peanut,
Just a quick hello tonight honey cause i have to get off of the puter so Mommy can come on. She's probably going crazy cause i have left her with George and the kids and you know how nuts they can get. I miss u sweetie and i will talk to u soon.
All My Love
Your Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Monday, August 25, 2003 8:29 PM CDT

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Hi My Peanut,
I am so sorry sweetie that i wasn't understanding what you were trying to tell me. It is nice to have mommy here, I have missed her so much. I miss you sweetie and now you live in my heart and i am trying to accept that. Come and visit soon.
Love
Your Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Saturday, August 23, 2003 1:10 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
I have to ditto Erins message on the 14h August, your words were amazing, you are amazing, as know how difficult it is,it is okay to be sad for yourself, you have lost the most precious angel and you are very sad as we all are. So happy you had Tyler with you on that week-end, he is a very special boy for you and I know you love him very much.
I will be returning to 8B in September and hope to be able to make some little child smile. Take care and thinking of you as always.
Ingrid
toronto, Canada - Thursday, August 21, 2003 2:49 AM CDT

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Touch Of An Angel



I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."

To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.

I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,

The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.

And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.

This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.

I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you.

All material copyright @Judy Van Meter

You are in my heart and prayers. If you ever need someone to talk to or lean on, please email me. May God draw near and give you strength and hope and allow you to feel the touch of your angel.
Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 15, 2003 6:44 AM CDT

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What an amazing entry! Your thoughts are wonderful. We still check on your family and are glad to hear that you and your son made it through this tough period. You are an inspiration to all of us - Dustin is watching from heaven and must be so proud of you. Take care.
Erin <www.caringbridge.com/ct/kelly>
Berlin, CT - Thursday, August 14, 2003 10:43 PM CDT

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You have such a great attitude. I wish I had some of that right now. Take care, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Thursday, August 14, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

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Judy,
The sight is beautiful as always. I can't wait until u have the music on here. My heart is with you.
Talk to u soon.
Love Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 8:01 PM CDT

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Hi Peanut,
As usual i am showing you off to my friends. What a special angel you are. It has been a year now since i have kissed your head and oh honey i miss u so much. The days go on but my heart is still broken aches for u every second. Just know peanut that i love you with everything i have and all that i am.
LOVE
Your Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 7:59 PM CDT

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Dear Judy,
I didn't make it to your webpage on the 9th like I wanted to, but I had you on my mind and heart all day... that day.
I was glad to see you joined AngelMoms. I feel everyone needs someone... a support... somewhere... somehow. I still pray for you daily, think of you often, and miss you alot. I recently re-dedicated my life to Christ and I've been feeling more optomistic and positive about my life than I have in ages. I hope in some ways you're feeling better about things in your life too. I still have your site bookmarked and still come here to get the updates for how you've been doing. Sometimes I don't always leave a message... just a silent prayer for you and your son, Tyler that things will continue to get better for you both. I luv ya girlfriend... if there's ever anything I can do for you... all you have to do is say so. Take care hon...
Love,
Brianne

Brianne Wedding <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Johnston City, Illinois USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 3:38 AM CDT

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Hi Jude & Tyler, just wanted to say Hi and be a part of this website. I have tried before, but the pictures are so real to me, I can't stop my tears. I miss him more than you know. I just want to take care of him again, for him to call my name. I am so glad he gave me the chance to be a part of his life. I am a better person because of him. I will forever be touched and I hope I made his days a little brighter. Forever missed and loved. Aunt Rhonda
Rhonda Keeso <PLAYERS99@aol.com>
New Dundee, ON Canada - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:09 PM CDT

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Hi Judy
I was thinking of Dustin on Saturday and how difficult this time of year is for you and Tyler. Take care and know that others are always keeping you close in their thoughts.

Cathie Crawford
Belmont, - Monday, August 11, 2003 6:35 PM CDT

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Hi Judy
I want you to know that I often think of you and Dustin. I am glad you found support from AngelMoms. You are an extra special person.
take care of you
luv Jennifer
XOXO
Jennifer Thompson <jthompson@lon.imag.net>
St Thomas, ON Canada - Monday, August 11, 2003 12:35 AM CDT

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we still come....

i thought about you all day on saturday but we were out of town and not near a computer....

just to let you know that i am thinking about you...~hugs~
clover <kkat524@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 11, 2003 11:43 AM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
I hope you are having a better day to-day, for some reason the next day feels a little easier, I hope it does for you.
Thinking of you and sending you a hug. Hope Tyler is okay as well.
Love
Ingrid
- Sunday, August 10, 2003 4:41 PM CDT

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Judy,
It's hard to believe that a year has come and gone since your angel here on earth got his wings. I have thought about so much lately and especially today. I wanted to write earlier, but I was at work and very busy. I just want you to know that this site is checked by many all the time and we all cherish our time that we had with Dustin. My heart and soul goes out to you and know you are never far from my thoughts. Dustin, I love you and miss you buddy. Remember to let your mom know that you are okay now.

Love, Jennifer Brinklow <jennbrinklow@aol.com>
Huntington Beach, CA USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

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Judy,

I can hardly believe that it has been a year since Dustin earned his wings. I have been thinking a lot about you and Tyler and how you both will handle today. I know that you will both be alright, but please know that I am always here to talk to or just be near whenever you need to.
Love always and forever.

Dave (Dustin and Tyler's Uncle David...or is that Uncle Hardware, Tyler??)
Dave Tucker <dave16@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, Ontario Canada - Saturday, August 9, 2003 6:03 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
Have been thinking of you and Tyler ALL DAY and of course
DUSTIN. I just hope you are okay, just remember we are all
close in thought to you to-day and send you lots of hugs,love and comfort.
Fondest Love.
Ingrid
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 5:23 PM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know many people are thinking of you and Dustin on this difficult day. Take Care and God Bless
Terri
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

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"I KNOW HOW DIFFICULT THIS TIME HAS BEEN FOR YOU..."

I'm truly sorry to know how tough this time must be for you.
It would'nt be easy for anyone to experience what you're
going through,but it must be especially hard for someone with a heart as big and beautiful as yours.

Maybe the silver lining in this cloud is that the heart that makes you feel things so deeply... is the same strong
and wonderfully caring heart that will lead you in your journey to a brighter day. And if there's one thing I'm sure of...it's that you will see your way through,and the love of others will always walk beside you.

As you begin that journey,know that you go with every wish that could possibly be wished..traveling by your side.Know that, in the grand scheme of things, we live in a world where rainy days eventually give way to sunnier skies,and where simply believing in tomorrow takes you halfway up the mountain to getting beyond any sorrow you may have.
I wish you the companionship of comfort on every path you take, and I wish you the gentleness of peace.

I wish you serenity and strength and every single thing...
that will put your heart at ease.
"MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU"
Ingrid Zimnoch
Toronto, Canada - Saturday, August 9, 2003 7:59 AM CDT

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"Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labor of the olive shall fail,
and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold; and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The Lord God is my strength, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places. . ."

We miss them every moment and NO day is easy but I know from experience that the pain goes from a dull throb to an acute stab during those intimate special days, whichever they may be.

As Dustin's Homegoing anniversary painfully approaches, I pray that our Lord's strength, comfort and peace be yours.


Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, August 8, 2003 6:46 PM CDT

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We stopped in Blenheim on our way home from London to visit Dustin's "garden". We knew it was Dustin's just from seeing the back of it because it had the word "LOVE" on it. Alexx thought it was "beautiful".

Judy, you are in our thoughts and prayers as you face the first year anniversary of your precious angel.

May God bless you and Tyler on the 9th.

Hugs and Love To You.
Alice
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:51 PM CDT

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Thank you for sharing your special angel Dustin...I am glad that you found Angelmoms. I lost my son in March 2002 and when I found Angelmoms, I found the support and love that I needed to journey this road. You can meet my son Dino at www.geocities.com/dinosmemory.
Luv Ya
Michele
Dino's mom
Michele Rudolph <DinoRAngel@aol.com>
Pennsylvania USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 9:15 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and praying for peace and serenity during these most trying of times. I too know how much it helps to know that there are others out there who care and share your pain. Sending lots of thoughts - prayer - love your way from high above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 9:55 PM CDT

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"DUSTIN-YOU ARE AN ANGEL IN MY LIFE"

Sometimes your are lucky enough
to experience(and recognize)
a glimpse of the light that is
Knowledge and Love
in the purest of forms,
and an unseen hand pauses
to touch your brow
and smooth away uncertainty and fear,
Some of us call this hand an angel.

When an angel touches you,
you are left with
a feeling of peace,
a message of hope,
and a brighter life,
I want to thank you
for being one of the angels
who has alighted upon my spirit
and blessed my life.

Ingrid Zimnoch (Volunteer Sick Kids Hospital & Looked after Dustin. <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 5:47 PM CDT

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Hi Judy, We just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you today and everyday, and remembering little precious Dustin as his 1 year in heaven approaches. Such a sweet little boy he truly was. We really enjoy reading your entries on Dustin's webpage, so thanks for keeping us updated on you and Tyler. We'll be thinking of you.
Kaeleigh and Liz Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 1:10 PM CDT

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Dear Judy,

I am sorry to hear of the loss of your son. May He who comforts all who mourn, soothe you in your time of need. Also, thankyou for signing the RAOK guestbook.

Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna

ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net

http://tacheiru.us/unfettered

Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net >
Columbus, GA USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:45 AM CDT

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I am so sorry for your loss. It is not an easy road for a mom to travel, I am traveling the same road after loosing my son. My thoughts and prayers are with you
Donna
AngelMoms
Donna Hollingsworth <djphollingsworth@cs.com>
Waco, TX US - Monday, August 4, 2003 8:00 AM CDT

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Dear Judy,
I am so sorry for your loss of Dustin,,My we are getting alot of Dustin's here..I am so glad you found AngelMoms..I know the first is very hard.Please take our hands and we will all walk you through it..We love you girl.Please visit Beau when you can.www.geocities.com/beaucox77/index.html

Beverly <tnbammaw@bigriver.net>
Arlington, TN USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 2:07 PM CDT

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Dear Judy,
Thank you so very much for those beautiful words in your/Dustins journal to-day, it means a lot. I am also so very happy that you have found Angel Moms, and yes you are right only Moms/Dads who have lost a child know what we are going through. Hope you have a wonderful week-end with
Dustins precious brother, tell Dustin Ingrid loves him and misses him so very much when you to to his garden.
Love & hugs.Ingrid
Ingrid
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:58 AM CDT

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Dear Judy, I can relate to what you have and are going through. I lost my 20 year old daughter, Jill to AML. She also had an unrelated bone marrow transplant and afterward had too many complications, especially her liver. We lost her on March 19, 2001. She had been diagnosed 2 weeks after her high school graduation in 1999. I bet she and Dustin have met in heaven. She had a way with kids.....they all loved her. I know they are watching over us until we see them again. Please visit Jill at www.geocities.com/missnjill247/index.html. Thank you and welcome to Angelmoms.
Laurie
Jill's Mom
Laurie Meiresonne <buddy4holly@msn.com>
Milan, IL USA - Saturday, August 2, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

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Dustin is such a cute little boy! thank you for sharing him with us. Please know that he is with you still, watching over you, sending you love. You are coming up on the first anniversary--I know how rough that is as I just passed that mark in April. Welcome to Angel Moms, share Dustin with us. We will help you through this difficult time. God bless you.
Loni Wendt <slwendt@charter.net>
Waupun, WI USA - Saturday, August 2, 2003 7:06 PM CDT

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I just cried to read your last journal entry, I am here for your and look at Dustins beautiful site everyday, I am thinking of you more than ever this coming week and my heart and thoughts are with you. I have done nothing but talk about my Angel Dustin to visitors I have staying with us from Chicago,and all they can say is "what a very special child he must of been" as he was and so are you as a Mother.I am sure a lot of people think of you and Your precious Dustin everyday as I do. He was very loved and will ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.
I send you a huge hug, and one for Tyler.

Ingrid Zimnoch <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Saturday, August 2, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

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Dustin's Mom, I visited his web site and I will definately be thinking of you and him on August 9. God Bless you and remember in time you won't cry because hes gone you'll smile because he happened.
Terri
Franklin, ma - Saturday, August 2, 2003 11:13 AM CDT

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You are not forgotten, I do check the website regularly. I'm hoping that your wonderful memories carry you through the difficult times. Here's hoping that you are enjoying some of this summer. May God Bless You Always.
Mary Lou Thomson <mlt.csi@hay.net>
Exeter, ON Canada - Friday, August 1, 2003 11:01 AM CDT

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httwww.angelhug.htmlp://s.org/AGiftForYou
Ingrid
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Saturday, July 26, 2003 4:06 PM CDT

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Hi Judy,
I love coming here it makes me feel so close to Peanut and i just wanted to thank-you for giving me the wonderful oppurtunity to get to know yourself and your incredible son. And now you keep this site as such a beautiful and amazing tribute to him, for his friends and family to come and feel close to the two of you. You are truly an amazing giving person.
Love
Trace
Trace <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Monday, July 21, 2003 0:11 AM CDT

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Hi Sweet Angel,
It was a year ago tonight that you and i were sitting eating nacho chips and cheese and shopping in the Regal catologue, but it seems like just yesterday. I miss you so much Peanut. My friend is here from Hamilton and i have been telling her all about you. She thinks you are adorable (of course)! Mitchell says hi baby and he misses playing with you. Sorry baby my heart is heavy tonight with missing you and i am having a hard time writing. I love you with all my heart and i will talk to you soon. Keep those sour candies coming.
All My Love
Your Trace
Trace Bernicky <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Monday, July 21, 2003 0:06 AM CDT

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http://calskp.50megs.com/1-AngelSong.html
>
I am trying so hard to get this angel song to work.
So am testing it right now.

ingrid
- Friday, July 11, 2003 2:03 AM CDT

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http://calskp.50megs.com/1-AngelSong.html
>
I am trying so hard to get this angel song to work.
So am testing it right now.

ingrid
- Friday, July 11, 2003 2:03 AM CDT

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"Gods Finger Touched Him And He Slept"




*HUGS*
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:05 AM CDT

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Hi Judy,
Thinking about you. Remembering our times last summer as both of our families tried to do "normal" things while in isolation. I hope you can see the sunshine.
Maryla (Angel Caedan's Mom) < www.caringbridge.org/canada/caedan>
London, Ontario Canada - Monday, July 7, 2003 7:53 PM CDT

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Hi Judy,
I read Tyler's beautiful letter, it was very heartfelt and moving. I hope you are able to get out and enjoy the nice weather, and maybe do some fishing with Tyler. I think of you often, as I am doing a lot of BMT working right now. It's called and Oncology ICU, are kids are pretty sick for the most part, as well we do BMT's. It has made me think of Dustin, Caedan, Shana and Bryan a lot, and it has given me a much better understanding of your time in Toronto. Anyhow, I just wanted to let you know I was and have been thinking of you.

Jennifer Brinklow <jennbrinklow@aol.com>
Huntington Beach, CA USA - Friday, July 4, 2003 0:32 AM CDT

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HI Judy. What a great entry that Tyler left. It was so beautiful and touching. Please say hi to him for me, and tell him that Dustin loved him so much and is watching over him each and every day. Dustin was such a great little boy and will alway's be remebred by everyone in the Barney home. Stay strong Judy, and we'll be thinking of you and Tyler alway's.
Kaeleigh Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 1:49 PM CDT

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Dear Judy & Tyler,
I am leaving for Europe to-morrow and taking Angel Dustin with me and his photo of course. Hope you have some good days,will write on my return.
Love & hugs

INGRID
Toronto, on Canada - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

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Thank you for the lovely notes left for Tyler. I have asked him to stop by to read them.

Does anyone know how to add music to this web page? Ingrid sent me The Angel Song and I want desperatly to add the song to this site. If anyone knows how to add music, please please please email me jtddrury@sympatico.ca

In advance "Thank You"
Love to you all
Judy XOXOXOX
Judy(Tyler & Angel Dustin's Mom) <jtddrury@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, June 16, 2003 6:12 AM CDT

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Hello My name is Jenna. Tyler, I loved your storie on the site. You know I can relate to you in some way, because I was born with a rare bone disease, and so I become really close to a lot of friends in the hospital who some of them have passed away. I find that if I write memories down in a book, that it helps me to grieve, if there is no one I can talk about my feelings with.
my webpage is: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, June 16, 2003 1:56 AM CDT

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Hi Tyler,
I check everyday to see if your story is still there, ask Mom if you can keep it up for a while as I love it, you deserve to be reconized by everybody so they can see you are suffering as well, and that is okay.I will write again soon, off to Switzerland for my sons graduation,maybe he will say a few words as he knows what you are going through,and he will admire you for your strength, but also for being normal and griefing which you need to do.He still griefs and he lost his sister 8 years ago, will always miss her as you will Dustin. You take care. I send you a hug.
Ingrid Zimnoch
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Sunday, June 15, 2003 4:59 PM CDT

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Hey Tyler, you are truly an amazing and awesome young man and big brother. Your words are very touching. You are very wise beyond your young years. I hope you can take comfort in knowing that Dustin is right there with you and always will be no matter what. He's very blessed to have a loving big brother like you, and I know you are very blessed to have him as well. Take care of yourself kiddo. You and your family are in my prayers
Anne McNally <angelvoice201@hotmail.com>
O'Leary, PE - Friday, June 13, 2003 9:58 PM CDT

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Hi Tyler,
I have printed off your story, it is amazing,I know how very difficult it is for you,as my son lost his older sister, she was also at Sick KIds and had a BMT.One of these days I will find time to write more.You sound like a very special person and I am sure Dustin loved you very much, and is watching over you. You take care and be the way you need to be when you are so sad.
I send you a big hug.

Ingrid Zimnoch (Volunteer Sick Kids Hospital & Looked after Dustin.) <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Friday, June 13, 2003 5:42 PM CDT

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that was so beautiful it made me cry. not many peolpe could truly understand the feelings your family has to deal with. i think of your family often and hope and pray that one day this will never happen to a child again. take care.
all my love. shana
shana dowdell <minny_m0use@hotmail.com>
windsor, canada - Friday, June 13, 2003 3:59 PM CDT

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Tyler, that tribute to Dustin was just beautiful. He is and will always be very special to alot of people he touched.
Alice Friesen
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 4:00 PM CDT

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Judy, thank you for sending me to your site. I haven't seen you in years and I've unfortunately had never met that amazing young man, but I think about you and your family often and would like to say you are in my prayers. You are an amazing woman. I thank Dave (David when we were growing up!! lol ) for connecting us again Just remember, God doesn't give us any more than what we can handle. We may not understand sometimes the why of it all, but someday it will all make perfect sense. With this site I can get to know your wonderful son. And I am greatful for that. God bless you and your sweet darling angels, both in Heaven and on this earth. Take care of you. Your friend Anne
Anne McNally <angelvoice201@hotmail.com>
O'Leary, PE Canada - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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Dear Judy~
I am so happy to hear that you had a great day today. I am also very happy for you to hear that you have someone so supportive in your life, Dustin would be happy to see his mommy happy. When I read your web page I always get a little emotional because of your wonderful poems, and personal thoughts, but mostly when a new child's name is added to the list of angels. Most of those children I took care of, and it's hard to read their names, I can only imagine the feelings you experience as you type them. Judy I wish you well, and thank Henry and Tyler for making a little light shine.
Jennifer Brinklow <jennbrinklow@aol.com>
Huntington Beach, CA USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 0:31 AM CDT

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Hi Judy. We just wanted to say hi and that we think of you and your angel all the time. Dustin will never be forgotten. We think of you both each and every day. Sending lot's of hugs your way.
Kaeleigh and LIz Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Sunday, June 8, 2003 6:08 PM CDT

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Dear Judy,
I just wish I lived closer to comfort you, and to see Dustins tree, it's hard without family, I did have my husband and son, but no other family members and it is hard,but sometimes I found it easier just to grief on my own in my way. I would love to come down and see Dustins tree one day, email me and let me know when it is possible to see it, I may surprise you and then you can cry on my shoulder. My heart aches for you as know how difficult this is for you. It is so unfair.
A big hug & kind thoughts

Ingrid Zimnoch <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, on Canada - Saturday, June 7, 2003 1:47 PM CDT

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The face of your angel that was once here with you on this earth is now your angel up in heaven. He will be by your side until you meet again.

God Bless, Alice
Alice Friesen
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 8:49 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy,
Just love the picture of Dustin on his site,just confirmed even more how much I miss that beautiful face and special child that I hold so dear to my heart,as I am sure he has touched so many peoples hearts as truly was very very special. I miss him so much.You were also a very special Mother to him and he knew that, you could see how much he loved you. I was so very lucky to have known him.
I send you a big hug and miss seeing you as well.

Ingrid Zimnoch (Volunteer Sick Kids Hospital) <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, ontario Canada - Thursday, June 5, 2003 12:35 AM CDT

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Hi Judy,
Today, I was remembering last year's Teddy Bear Picnic at the hospital. Remembering Dustin's painted face and both of our boys with their cyclosporin faces. I remember promising the staff that I would keep Caedan away from the other people and just be an "observer". And when we sat down with you and Dustin and his Trace "away from the crowd". And then the nurses started coming over and then more staff and the next thing we know, we are a big crowd of fun. Those were our boys. Creating the fun, attracting the fun.

That was a good day. Almost a normal day. As normal as it is to picnic in a hospital surrounded by sick children in wheelchairs and hooked up to I.V. pumps. But for us, it was normal. It was a nice day.

I remember you talking about taking Dustin fishing during his isolation period. We took Caedan to the drive-in as much as possible. These were the ways we tried to give our boys the normal life while in isolation from everything normal. I think we did a good job, Judy. I think we made those months post transplant as good as we could.

I think it was hope that kept us doing those things. Kept us trying. Hope holds a lot of strength, doesn't it?

A lot of time has passed since that picnic, and yet it feels like yesterday. The important thing is, it makes me smile remembering it. I hope you're smiling too.

Love you,
Maryla Gallagher (Angel Caedan's Mom) <msgallagher@uniserve.com ~~ www.caringbridge.org/canada/caedan>
London, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

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Hi Judy,
Your letter and pictures were a special day brightner...Thankyou! How we'd love if we could take Joshua for another outpatient visit..come back home and let him enjoy all the farm holds this time of year...Our pain of missing our boys who had so much "planned" goes on. The Word of God continues to bring us needed comfort and so I pass this along to you as well.. Jesus told His friends in the last days on earth " ..ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you"..to see our dear Lord and our loved ones!!!
Love, Lucille
Leonard & Lucille Weber
West Montrose, ON Canada - Friday, May 30, 2003 7:56 AM CDT

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Judy,
I just read your page, and my heart literally breaks for you. What you're going through is so "natural" but it doesn't feel natural at all does it? It feels all wrong. Its really not been that long, and what you're going through is all-encompassing grief. Its not easy to move on. When people say "time heals all wounds" they mean well and its true... it does... but in its own perspective time. That may not come right away for you. Thats ok too. What the difficult thing is, is trying to bare with all the sorrow and trying to get through each day without feeling any better, when all you want is your son back. I grieved from the loss of someone VERY precious to my heart for 7 years. It was my mother. I know, this isn't quite the same because it wasn't my child, but, I do know the pain and the repetitive thoughts that ran through my head day after day... month after month... and year after year. She passed away after a very long, difficult fight with cancer. She fought bravely up until the very end of her life. I watched helplessly as it ravaged her body to nothing but a mere shell, and as her mind surcame to the medicine that was supposed to help her endure the pain. Its been 11 years for me now, and even though I don't shed a tear as often, or think about her every second of every day as I did before, I still have the immense and fierce love for her that I had 11 years ago, and that... that will never change. So, you see, time is just ... time. Its different for everyone. You don't have to put on the "brave face" for others. Share your grief, let your tears fall, for that is part of the healing that has to take place for you someday to feel better. As I said before, I think you are an incredible woman, and I admire you. You hold more strength than you realize. I know that no words can hold the comfort you need but... I just wanted you to know that others, such as myself, understand your hurt and your pain and care VERY much for you. We know you're gonna be ok sweetie. Someday. *hug*
Love across the miles...
Brianne
Brianne Wedding <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Johnston City, Illinois USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 11:13 PM CDT

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HI Judy. We just wanted to say hi, and we think of you everyday. Dustin was such a great little boy, and we will never forget him, or how you were alway's there for him. Miss you lot's.
Kaeleigh and Liz Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Friday, May 23, 2003 7:27 AM CDT

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Happy Mother's Day, Judy.
What a lucky boy Dustin was to have you for his mom.
With Love,
Maryla
London, - Sunday, May 11, 2003 8:55 PM CDT

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Dear Judy,
My thoughts are with you today on "Mothers Day" I know how hard it is without Precious Dustin, he is with you and Tyler, we all are.I am sending you a big hug to comfort you.


Ingrid Zimnoch <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, On Canada - Sunday, May 11, 2003 7:32 AM CDT

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HI Judy. Just wanted to say hi, and that we think of you and Dustin all the time. Not a day goes by that we don't see something that reminds us of Dustin. Like one day this past week we seen "Helluva Good Dip" in the grocery store, and we were saying how much Dustin used to like to say that name, and eat the dip. He was such a sweet boy, and we will never stop remembering him, or thinking of you.
Kaeleigh Barney <kaeleighbareny@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Thursday, May 8, 2003 1:22 PM CDT

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I remember when it was just before Christmas and the Sears catalogue came in. Dustin invited Alexx to his room and we got them set up on the cot together so they could look at the Christmas Wish Book. Remember .... we took pictures of them sitting togehter (each i.v. pole at each side of them)? You and I then left them and went to Timmie's for a coffee and we were saying how cute they were sitting together and doing something normal for a change.
Still thinking about him and remembering....
Alice
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

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Just wanted to drop in and say hello. Sending love & prayers.
Lynne (www.caringbridge.org/nc/mitchellmartin)
Taylorsville, NC - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 5:04 PM CDT

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Dear Judy,
Thank you so much for adding Natasha's name with all those precious angels, she will love them all and look after them. We know who will be smiling and playing games with her, our special angel Dustin I know she will just LOVE HIM, as we all do.



Ingrid Zimnoch <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, Canada - Monday, April 28, 2003 9:25 PM CDT

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Hi Judy. We all miss Dustin soooooooooo much, but he is here with us , you just can't see him. One thing I do know though is that he is alway's by your side, just like you were by his side his whole life, through the good and the bad times. Thinking of you alway's, and Missing Dustin lots.
Kaeleigh Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Sunday, April 27, 2003 12:03 AM CDT

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Love the change with the butterflies so lovely and bright and cheery. I also miss him so much, had a wonderful dream about him last night, he was very happy.
Ingrid
Ingrid
Toronto, - Thursday, April 24, 2003 11:24 AM CDT

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I miss him too!
Alice
- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 9:11 PM CDT

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Dearest Judy...
I don't have any personal memories of Dustin, as I'm sure you're aware. I do, however, have you both captured in my heart as a family I felt drawn to over the miles. Thank God for the internet. It allows us to become painfully close and care about one another even though we've never been face to face. I still think about you all, and I hope that you are healing ( even if it is slowly ) and your heart abounds with memories that last a lifetime for your son. I miss talking with you. If you ever have an extra moment, email me. I'd love to see a letter from you. I know we all get busy and caught up in the moment... and thats ok but... I do still have you in my heart. You'll always fondly be there. Love you as a dear friend...
Brianne
Brianne Wedding <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Il. USA - Sunday, April 20, 2003 11:32 AM CDT

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Dear Judy
Wishing you a Happy Easter. I have many fond memories of my own that I have with Dustin. I think it is great to look at the web site and see the memories for you and us to treasure. Take care
Cathie
Cathie Crawford
Belmont, - Sunday, April 20, 2003 1:17 AM CDT

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WHAT BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING THOSE WITH US. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THIS EASTER:)

Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook :) (Leukemia AML M4)

TRACY SOLOMON
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 3:44 PM CDT

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I dont want to pretend to even begin to imagine what you are going through. But I wanted to drop by and extend our condolences and wishes that your sweet Dustin is pain free and at peace, looking over you all.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Saturday, April 19, 2003 12:13 AM CDT

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Hi Judy. I just wanted to say hello and to add one of my many precious memories I have of Dustin. One word sums up my memory: "Nuuuuuurrrrrsssse!!". Even in spirit he still makes me laugh! He will always be greatly missed up here on the floor.
Emilyn
7 West Nurse
- Friday, April 18, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

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Hi Judy! Just wanted to share some of my favourite memories of Dustin. I was recalling all of the car magazines that Brent would send him and then having to bring Brent up to meet him. Then I was recalling the time he made the coffee playdough ("poop" coloured!) and then made the little men out of it that we put in a hat in his washroom to surprise Sylvia with ---- I don't think she'll forget it either!!! And oh, those food cravings -- Doritos and Cheese Whiz had to be the best! Can't forget that sour Warhead either!

Take care!
Charlene Lancaster - 7 W <charbrent@execulink.com>
London, ON Canada - Thursday, April 17, 2003 1:55 PM CDT

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To sweet angel Dustin.
"YOU ARE AN ANGEL IN MY LIFE"
Sometimes you are lucky enough
to experience( and recognize)
a glimpse of the light that is
Knoweledge and Love
in the purest of forms,
and an unseen hand pauses
to touch your brow
and smooth away uncertainty
and fear.
Some of us call this hand
an angel.
When an angel touches you,
you are left with
a feeling of peace,
a message of hope,
and a brighter life.
I want to thank you
for being one of the angels
who has alighted upon my spirit
and blessed my life.




Ingrid <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, On Canada - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 3:46 PM CDT

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Joshua often had his mind on his 'hospital neighbours'. While we were on 8B in Toronto and able to be out in the halls, he enjoyed the bulletin board of previous patients. Dustin was one lad whose picture he studied long admiring a fellow fighter so valiant and brave-looking as he was ready to leave the hospital as a post transplant. As I've said before, I can still hear his voice in my ears calling out, "Nuuuurrrrssssseeeee" and it made Joshua smile!
Love, Lucille, Mother of Joshua who has gone to be with Jesus.
Leonard & Lucille Weber
West Montrose, ON Canada - Monday, April 14, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

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Hi Judy, Just wanted to say hi and add a memory as well. I can remember when Dustin had a grocery list for me of things to pick up. He was having many cravings and would ring the call bell about every hour one night to add more things to the list; Helluva Good Dip, dill pickles, garlic bread, etc. I stopped at the grocery store on my way in the next night and tried to pick up as much as I could!! He is always remembered on 7 west and thought of fondly!
Christine <christinehoover4@hotmail.com>
London, On - Saturday, April 12, 2003 4:54 PM CDT

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Dear Judy,
Ever since Carol(Kassies) Mom told me about Dustins site,I go to it everyday and read all the wonderful words about your precious Dustin,I was reading his last words were "I love you Mommy" on the 27th July, and those where my daughters last words on the 27th July,1995 the day she died,also Tyler saying he did not want to be the only child,our son said the same words, just be there and love Tyler as much as you can, as that is all they need,it has taken my son who is now 19 7 years to get on with HIS life after loosing his sister,it is so sad for the siblings.I cry everyday reading your journal and my heart feels your pain,but you are such a wonderful person and know you will be strong in time, but it is your time.The best way for me to get through my loss was to be real busy,sorry I could go on and on,but see you have lots of support and caring people around you, I will find some poems and send them for
my sweet angel Dustin, I miss him so much, have made his photos as my desk top pictures and love them. I think of you lots and send you lots of love to your precious Tyler as well.Take care Judy.



Ingrid Zimnoch (Volunteer Sick Kids Hospital) <ingrid@re-max.com>
Toronto, on CANADA - Saturday, April 12, 2003 3:51 PM CDT

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I have many fond memories of Dustin. I remember the day he left for toronto for his bone marrow transplant. He was lying down in his room with his brother and he said "hey jenn look" as he proudly sat himself up at the side of the bed. Then I remember Dustin showing me how to make farting noises with a straw under his armpit!! He was so happy that day hanging out with his brother.
Judy you are often in my thoughts. Dustin definitely lives here on the 7th floor through our memory's....you often hear someone say "remember Dustin...when he did this..., when he said that....etc. A remarkable boy like Dustin will never be forgotten!
Lots of Love,
Jennifer Zorzit, level 7 paeds
Jennifer Zorzit
London, Canada - Friday, April 11, 2003 4:50 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear about your loss of your beautiful child... He is in a beautiful place now with all of our angels... He is watching over all of us.. You are in my prayers...
Jodie Summers..... http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/lindsayjohnson <jsummers1@bak.rr.com>
Arvin, California United States of America..."Pray for Our Troops" - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 3:56 PM CDT

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From the moment I walked into Dustins room on 8B at Sick Kids,Toronto,I just was touched by this special child who had gone through so much, but always a smile, a laugh you just wanted to reach out and hug him and the jokes-great.
I still have the bracelet he made me,it hangs on my computer and always will.He will make a precious angel.
I miss you so much Dustin but carry you in my heart with my
daughter,I will see you both again one day.Keep smiling sweet angel. Thank you for coming into my life you truely were a special child. xoxoxoox Your ole Volunteer 8B
INGRID ZIMNOCH <ingrid@re-max.com>
TORONTO, ON CANADA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 8:08 PM CDT

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Judy...FINALLY I found Dustin's site you have made for him!! What a beautiful child he was. Always a smile on his face as Kassidy and I walked by his room at Sick Kids. I know all too well the pain you are facing daily, weekly, monthly..and yes, even hourly. Kassidy passed away on September 1, 2002..not from Hurlers Syndrome, but from a blood clot in her brain. PLease know that we think of you often. We'll keep you in our hearts.
Carol and Dave Pendleton <dcpendleton@rogers.com / www.kassiescourage.com>
Bowmanville, ONT Canada - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 9:28 AM CDT

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May you have peace in knowing that your baby is alright, Blessings, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Saturday, April 5, 2003 10:29 AM CST

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Hi Judy, I was just checking in before heading off to sleep after another long night shift. Asking people to share their memories of Dustin is a wonderful idea. And since you were at his side 24/7 you can remember all of these treasured memories. My fondest memory of Dustin is listening to him scream my name, J-E-N-N-I-F-E-R, whether I was his nurse or not! And listening to his laughter when I would scream back! Another favorite memory was when he would tell me that he didn't like the colour of my hair and wanted his hair dyed, so we dyed it, yellow! His colour choice I must add! That was the day he was finally allowed to have a McDonald's McNuggets Happy Meal, lunch was great that day. I hope these bring back fond memories for you and a laugh or two. Take care Judy, and know that you are thought of each and every day.
Jennifer Brinklow <jennbrinklow@aol.com>
Morristown, NJ USA - Saturday, April 5, 2003 7:58 AM CST

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Hi Judy

Do you remember the popcorn flying all around the room while Dustin and I were having our snowball fight!
I remember how much it made him giggle that day when I hadn't heard that for a while.
Cathie Crawford
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 7:46 PM CST

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HI Judy. Just wanted you to know that a day doesn't go by, that we don't think fo you, or little Dustin. Just yesturday I remembered One of the many great memories I have of Dustin, it was when Dustin and me did that Alien puzzle together, he sure did love those puzzles. Prayers,and strength sent your way......
~~Kaeleigh~~ <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Thursday, April 3, 2003 2:30 PM CST

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hi judy, i hope things are going okay. i admire your strength and im always praying for you.


shana dowdell <minny_m0use@hotmail.com>
windsor, canada - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 8:11 PM CST

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Hi Judy! Tried to call you last night,as we were in Chatham and thought of you. Another little boy has been called home to his Heavenly Father. At noon we received the call that Kevin Nydam's funeral is Friday 11:oo at First Christian Reformed Church in Chatham. We were at the visitation of this precious boy last eve. God be near you! Love Lucille
Lucille Weber
West Montrose, ON Canada - Friday, March 21, 2003 8:06 AM CST

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Just wanting to say hello. Your journal is beautiful! Love, Tracy

Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook :) (Leukemia AML M4)

Tracy Solomon
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 2:51 PM CST

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I ,like many others, just wanted to stop by & say hi. You are in my thoughts & prayers
Sheila
Peru, IN USA - Monday, March 17, 2003 6:31 PM CST

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Hi Judy. Just wanted to say hi, and were thinking and praying for you alway's.
Kaeleigh <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:52 PM CST

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Hi Judy~ I just wanted to stop by and say hello. Your family is always in our prayers. My heart is saddened for you that Dustin is not here to celebrate his birthday with you on Earth, but I am sure that he had a huge celebration in Heaven. We will continue to pray for strenght for you and your famliy.
Love & Prayers,
Lynne <m-t-s@charter.net>
Taylorsville, NC - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 9:46 PM CST

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Hi Judy,
Just stopped in to say hi and let you know I am thinking about you. I've been thinking about how cold it was this time last year in Toronto and what a nasty walk it could be to the RMH at night when we had to leave our boys. I remember looking out the window from the 8th floor at the bleak street below. We never got to see Spring from that window. Just as well, I guess. Although it may have lightened our spirits. I wonder what Spring will look like to us this year...

Happy Birthday, Dustin.
Maryla (Angel Caedan's Mom) <msgallagher@uniserve.com>
London, Ontario - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 9:36 PM CST

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Thinking of your family.

DeAnna and family <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 7:53 PM CST

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Hi Judy
I am thinking of you and Dustin. I'm sure heaven had a huge celebration for Dustin's birhtday. Take care of you XOXO

Jennifer <jthompson@lon.imag.net>
St Thomas, - Friday, March 7, 2003 1:56 PM CST

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ever since i've known u i've prayed for u. i wish i could take your pain away but i can't. my mom and i have been checking up on u all the time, hoping one day things could be better. im always thing of u, dustin and the rest of the family. keep your head up. take care of yourself.
love shana
shana dowdell <minny_m0use@hotmail.com>
windsor, canada - Thursday, March 6, 2003 10:25 AM CST

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Thinking fo you everyday Judy, and praying for you alway's. I'm sure our little Dusty had a great birthday in heaven, and is with you all the time. We will never be able to understand the pain you must be in, but we can say that we admire your strength. Thinking of you alway's,and remebering sweet little Dustin each and every day.
Kaeleigh <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:55 PM CST

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I'm sorry you can't see for Dustin for his birthday, but you can still tell him that you miss him and that you still think of him. I still miss Dustin and I keep both of you in my prayers.
Your friend, Alexandria Friesen
- Monday, March 3, 2003 6:51 PM CST

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I'm sure that you had the most amazing birthday in heaven sweet Dustin. You are missed and thought of often by alot of people who care about you. Happy Birthday Sweet Angel!!!!!
The Friesen's <howahya89@yahoo.ca>
- Monday, March 3, 2003 6:48 PM CST

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Happy Birthday my sweet angel peanut. I was sad today and then i realized what a special day you must be having because they say God takes care of his special angels and Peanut there is no one more special than you so i know he has made this an awsom day for you. I am just sorry that we can't share it with you. So baby Happy Birthday!
Love Your Trace

Judy my thoughts have been with you today and as always the site is beautiful.
Love Trace
Trace <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Sunday, March 2, 2003 9:29 PM CST

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Dear Judy
You are in my thoughts on this very difficult yet special day.

Cathie Crawford
Belmont, - Sunday, March 2, 2003 8:57 PM CST

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I am positive Dustin is an Angel with no pain, flying in Heaven. God Bless You All, and I will be praying for you.
Shelby <SHELBERRS@aol.com>
Proudly from the United States of America - Sunday, March 2, 2003 5:12 AM CST

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My daughter too, died from complications from a BMT. She was only 2 years old. We wil see them again, they are in a far much better place than we ever could hope for.

Jeanne <www.geocities.com/hlcmstars/AlexandriaBrown.html>
Moscow Mills, Mo USA - Saturday, March 1, 2003 5:32 PM CST

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Hi Judy. Just wanted you to know that were thinking of you today,and alway's, and remembering littly Dustin each and every day. Just remeber that when your feeling at your lowest think of all those wonderful memories that you and Dustin shared,and know he's up in heaven looking down on you and Tyler both. Thinking of you.
Kaeleigh Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Saturday, March 1, 2003 5:11 PM CST

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You and your angel will be close in my thoughts and prayers as their special day approaches. I am here if you need anything.
Heidi <momof3@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven, MI USA - Saturday, March 1, 2003 2:19 PM CST

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HI Judy,
I found your site on the Heavenly Lights newsletter. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my daughter Morgan, 12, Dec.1, 2001....She had AML and had a BMT...She got a fungus in her sinuses, (aspergillis)and among other things, that is how we lost her. There are so many brave kids loosing their battle to this thing they call cancer and no one seems to care. I will be thinking about you and checking in on you...
gina geddings, mommy of angel Morgan <mimor2@comcast.net ~~ www.caringbridge.com/sc/morganspage>
- Saturday, March 1, 2003 6:53 AM CST

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Hi Judy. Just wanted to let you know that were thinking of you. Have fun with Tyler today. Hugs.
Kaeleigh <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Saturday, February 22, 2003 10:59 AM CST

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Hi Judy ~ Just checking in to see how you are doing and letting you know that you and Tyler are in our prayers.
Love & Prayers,
Lynne <m-t-s@charter.net >
Taylorsville, NC - Friday, February 21, 2003 11:01 PM CST

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Hi Judy. Just wanted to let you know that were thinking of you and Tyler alway's. We miss ya lot's. ~~Hugs~~
P.S.-Happy late Valentines Day to you both.
Kaeleigh Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:44 PM CST

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Hello Judy~ We just wanted to send lots of hugs and love to you and your family on this Valentine's Day.
Lynne <m-t-s@charter.net>
Taylorsvile, NC - Friday, February 14, 2003 10:38 PM CST

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Hi Judy
Wanted to wish you a Happy Valentines Day, and to let you know that I am thinking of you
XOXO
Jennifer <jthompson@lon.imag.net>
St Thomas, ON Canada - Friday, February 14, 2003 7:16 AM CST

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Judy - special hugs to you this valentines day. I know its just another reminder of what so many of us take for granted, and another milestone in time without Dustin for you. {{hugs}}
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Thursday, February 13, 2003 12:11 AM CST

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Hi Peanut,
I took a minute tonight and visited your star. It is beautiful, as i sit here and look at the many stars in the sky i can see your beautiful face in each and everyone.
Fly high sweet Angel.
Love
Your Trace
Trace <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, ont Canada - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:06 PM CST

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Hi honey i miss u. The days are long and the nights even longer without you.
Judy the web as always is amazing and your writing is beautiful.
Love
Trace
Trace <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, ont Canada - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:44 PM CST

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Judy,
I check in on you often to see how you are doing. I am glad that you are doing some better. You are such a brave soul. We will continue to pray for strength for you to get through this most difficult time.
Love & Prayers,
Lynne (www.caringbridge.org/nc/mitchellmartin)
Taylorsville, NC - Monday, February 10, 2003 4:14 PM CST

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Judy,
My heart has been with you today as we remember our sweet angel. In one way it is so hard to believe that 6 months has passed and then in other ways it seems like forever. You and Peanut have consumed my thoughts all day today and i said a special prayer for the 2 of you.
Love
Trace
Trace <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, ont Canada - Sunday, February 9, 2003 7:23 PM CST

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Hi Judy
I just thought I'd drop you a line to know that I am thinking of you often. I constantly check your webpage to see how you are doing and I am happy that you are finding some comfort and joy in some little things. I agree with Jen and someday I am sure you will be publishing a book. It would be a great source of comfort for others as you are such a talented writer.
With fond thoughts and memories of my little Dustin and all of his little sayings!!
Cathie Crawford
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 5:13 PM CST

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Oh Judy,

Letting reality in and facing it head on? You are so brave. You've always been brave. But you were brave for Dustin. Now you're being brave for yourself. That's so much harder.

I continue to be in awe of your courage and strength. You may not feel it, but trust me, it's there. Dustin is so proud of you.

Thinking of you,
Maryla Gallagher (forever Mom to Angel Caedan) <msgallagher@uniserve.com ~~ www.caringbridge.org/canada/caedan>
London, Ontario Canada - Saturday, February 8, 2003 10:02 PM CST

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Judy~ I love reading your page for Dustin. You are such an eloquent writer, and as sad as your loss is you bring a sense of joy with your writting. I want you to know that I think of you and Dustin often. I am in New Jersey now and enjoying it so far. Take care and keep writing. Some day you'll publish a book.
Love, Jennifer

Jennifer Brinklow <jennbrinklow@aol.com>
Morristown, NJ USA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 1:55 AM CST

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May peace find you as well as my sister mother of SGT Justin Bryce who earned his wings on Christmas Day. May Dustin and Sgt Justin watch over us as they will always be with us.
Mark Cummings <largeorangeman@hotmail.com>
Bainbridge, NY USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 11:04 AM CST

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Thinking of you tonight and praying for peace. My 5 year old daughter died on January 4th, 2003. Janie had ALL. The grief is overwhelming...

Janet Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:43 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you tonight and praying for peace. My 5 year old daughter died on January 4th, 2003. Janie had ALL. The grief is overwhelming...

Janet Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:43 PM (CST)

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Judy,
Just passiing through and read your journals. What a wonderful mother you are. Your son was so special. My heart goes out for you! He was blessed by such a person as you to spend his short life with. You are so strong! I have three daughters, one which is now being tested for Leukemia. I hope and I pray every day to gain the courage to deal with the situation as you have.
Sharee
SD - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:53 AM (CST)

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Judy,
I haven't been through this way in some time, but thought I would stop in and sign the book to let you know that just because I haven't seen you much lately doesn't mean you're forgotten. You're still in my thoughts alot. I miss talkin' to ya girlfriend. Drop me an email sometime. I'd love to hear from you. Hope Tyler's b'day was wonderful. They grow up SO fast. Ya blink and they're men. Take care... love ya much...
Bri
Brianne Wedding <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois U.S.A. - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 05:44 AM (CST)

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Thinking of you during this difficult time, and remembering Dustin alway's. We'll be praying for you. Wish Tyler a Happy 11th Birthday!!!
Kaeleigh <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 03:30 PM (CST)

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Anniversary dates bring back lots of memories. I'm sorry that this one brings back memories that lead to your heartache. Your journal entries stress your gratefulness for the 8 extremely short years you had Dustin, and the joy that you found in being his 'mommy'. I'm sending you encouragment to help you get through your days and happy thoughts.
Mary Lou Thomson <mlt.csi@hay.net>
Exeter, ON Canada - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 02:07 PM (CST)

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Thanks so much for your message I finally saw today!
How hard to believe it is one year ago already. I remember how good it was to see your familiar face when we got off the elevators for our pre transplant interview with Joshua. God ever be near you!
Leonard & Lucille Weber
West Montrose, ON Canada - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:53 AM (CST)

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I hear the love in your words as your write. Thank you for sharing your story and your precious son with us. He will not be forgotten.
Kate <fokos@attbi.com>
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:23 AM (CST)

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Just wanted you to know that you are thought of everyday , and Dustin will never be forgotten. HUGS and Prayers. Love ya!!
Kaeleigh and Liz Barney <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 02:59 PM (CST)

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I am thinking of you and Tyler! What a strong and brave lady you are. I know that Dustin is so proud of you both!
~clo
Amy
TX USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 02:53 PM (CST)

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Praying for you. Love, Tracy Solomon
Katia's page
Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 04:13 AM (CST)

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I remember --- remember oh so well the renewed hope I felt when you told me it was transplant day. I can't believe that time has gone so quickly.
I pray that you find strength to continue on without that beautiful boy ... the face of a fighter with determination together with the face of a sweet and precious angel.
God Bless Judy. Huge hugs always.
Alice, John, Alexandria and Samantha
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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Hi Judy,
I am so sorry to read of your loss.
I saw the link to Dustin's web site and wanted
to stop by and leave a note. I have read through
your entire journal holding back tears.
I wish I knew why some kids have to endure
so much. I will hold you close in my thoughts
and prayers.

Sara Freking <sfrek1214@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:27 PM (CST)

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Oh Judy,
What a hopeful day this date was last year. Terrifying, but filled with hope. You must be thinking of Sick Kids Hospital today and the Ronald McDonald house and the nurses and the DARN intercom screeching out all day long :-)

I miss your sweet son. I'm so sorry for all this pain.
Love,
Maryla (Angel Caedan's Mom) <msgallagher@uniserve.com ~~ www.caringbridge.org/canada/caedan>
London, Ontario - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:41 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to say "Hello" and let you know that someone is thinking of you and praying for strenght for you and your family during your loss.
Lynne (www.caringbridge.org/nc/mitchellmartin)
Taylorsville, NC - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:22 AM (CST)

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I am so very sorry for your loss...words can not heal but prayers can help..I am sending you prayers from Ohio.

Blessings,
Bonnie,grandma to ^i^ James <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:52 PM (CST)

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The sun rises and sets and yet another day has come and gone without my special peanut making it bright.
Each day we that are left continue to put one foot ahead of the other and try so hard to go on. We follow the motions on the outside, but find our hearts oh so heavy. Tomorrow is a year such your transplant little peanut and as i sit here and reminiss about that special time in your life i miss you sweet angel and want you to know there is not a day that goes by that you dont consume my thoughts. I would not wish you back to go through the horrible things you had to go threw, but instead wish that you had never been sick and still here with us. Dustin when you look down and see 1 lonely tear slowly making its way down my cheek know baby that it is for you and that i loved you a zillion times that tear.
All My Love
Your Trace
XXXXX OOOOO
Trace <countrycreations@sympatico.ca>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:39 PM (CST)

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Hi Judy
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. I remember sweet Dustin with a smile.
I wish you & Tyler peace in 2003.
Jennifer
XOXO
Jennifer <jthompson@lon.imag.net>
St Thomas, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:49 PM (CST)

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My heart goes out to your family over the loss of your son, Dustin. I just wanted to sign your guestbook and let you know I was thinking about you. Love, Tracy Solomon (Katia's mom - 3 year old, DX Leukemia AML April 2002, currently in remission)
Katia's page
Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:53 AM (CST)

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Judy:
I have just started going through Kyle's Guestbook and came across your entry and wanted to visit your son's site. What a beautiful tribute to his life. I struggle with what to do next as only you can understand. Just wanted to thank you for taking the time to follow Kyle's Journey and wanted to sign the guestbook to let you know I am thinking about you also.
Angie Cottey "Angel Kyle's Mom" www.caringbridge.org/wa/kyle <cottey@gte.net>
Sumner, WA USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:42 AM (CST)

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Judy,
This is a beautiful site for your son. I know it may not seem like it now, but yes 2003 will be a good year. You will one day be happy again. I lost my uncle to Cancer on 11-1-00. Its been 2 years.. Time flies. I watched him suffer for 18 months. When he died it was very hard to imagine never seeing his face or hearing his voice ever again. But it was also somewhat of a relief. Now I know he is cancer FREE, pain FREE, and he is now MY gaurdian Angel and will be looking over me forever. He had brain cancer so he wasnt always sure about what he was saying or doing, but he says he say me at all times. He saw me on the ceiling, behind doors, everywhere... I was his gaurdian angel, and now he is mine. I will continue to think and pray for you and your son Tyler.

Reva <Revalynn@hotmail.com>
Mesquite, TX - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:51 AM (CST)

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You are in our prayers.
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:42 AM (CST)

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Thinking and praying for you often. And missing little Dustin, and his sweet little giggle lot's. Try to take care, and I'll be thinking of you.
~~Kaeleigh~~ <kaeleighbarney@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 06:30 PM (CST)

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You have made a beautiful website in memory of your dear son, Dustin. I'm so sorry for all that you have had to endure. Please accept my hearfelt sympathy and know that others do care. I will keep you and Tyler in my prayers. I sincerely hope that 2003 treats you kindly and that the burdens you face everyday become lighter!
Mary Lou Thomson <mlt.csi@hay.net>
Exeter, Ont Canada - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 02:55 PM (CST)

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I visited your site for the first time today. I am glad I did so I can add you & your family to my prayer list. Thanks for sharing Angel Justin with us all. What a blessing. Wishing you peace for 2003.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 11:35 AM (CST)

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Hi Judy,
I am so pleased that I stopped into the webpage today. Your words echo my feelings of sadness and desire to go back in time. The beginning of the year 2002 held so much promise for us all and ended up taking so much of our promise away. As we know by now, this new year is going to bring us what it brings us and there isn't much we can do about it. But we can control how we react to the events and how we overcome the despair. I have faith in us Judy. Our boys are leading us along. They'll help us move through the year, one day at a time.

Your fellow grieving soulmate,
Maryla Gallagher (Angel Caedan's Mom) <msgallagher@uniserve.com ~~ www.caringbridge.org/canada/caedan>
London, Ontario Canada - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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Wishing you all the best in the New Year. I thought it would sound awkward, wishing you happiness when you are struggling with such a difficult time in your life, but I think maybe it will help you to know that there are people like me out here wishing there was something we could do to make it all go away. May you find peace in 2003.
Tracy M. <imtm1224@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 03:37 PM (CST)

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Sending you warm thoughts and strength as you face a new year without your Dustin. Although we never met him, he often comes to mind when we think of Caedan, and our hearts go out to you.
From Caedan's aunt, uncle and cousin
Christie, John and Baby Noah
- Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 10:35 PM (CST)

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With all the people who come here to post, whose lives you have all touched,
I wish there was something we could all do for you so your lives wouldnt feel so empty.
I wish your family peace in the new year, I dont know what else to say.....
chris
Gooch's Site

- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CST)

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Your page is beautiful. I have been here before and I haven't signed in for a while, but you have been on my mind and in my heart in the past days since you lost your little one. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers in the coming year. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CST)

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Dustin has another angle by his side he is my nephew Justin as we start the New Year let there be Peace in our hearts as our angles are now at Peace and with us always.
Mark Cummings <largeorangeman@hotmail.com>
Bainbridge, NY USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CST)

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Soon a New Year will begin (2003)

January 17, 2003 will mark one year since Dustin reveived his Unrelated Bone Marrow Transplant. I often think of his donar, and wish only the best to such a remarkable giving person.

To start a new year with out my son will be as difficult as it was to let him go as I did August 9, 2002. I miss you Dustin, I will always miss you. I love you Dustin, I will always love you.
~ALWAYS & FOREVER~
Mommy XO XO XO XO XO XO XO XO
Judy (Mom of Angel-Dustin)
Chatham, ON Canada - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 12:15 PM (CST)

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I really don't know what to say. I am back online after about a year. I saw your signature and clicked on it. I am so sorry for your loss Judy. My thoughts and prayers are with you. *HUGS*

I am thinking about you.
~~CloverKat~~ <kkat524@hotmail.com>
Podunk, TX USA - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:37 PM (CST)

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Christmas Greetings of Love Dear One. As you go on in your pain I'm so comforted and inspired with all your contributions. Last Sunday our whole family was home and so the nine of us gathered around Joshua's site at Hillside to meditate as Leonard brokenly lead out in prayer to Him whose ways are higher than our ways.
Myle's mother said we could get their e-mail from you, so we'd appreciate you sending it. Thankyou and God bless you.
Lucille Weber <phil.ber@sympatico.com>
West Montrose, ON Canada - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy As you can see the web site was causing me a little bit of difficulty today!

Cathie Crawford
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 09:00 PM (CST)

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Judy,
I just wanted you to know that you are always in my thoughts and especially today. Hoping you can spend some special time with Tyler.
With warm thoughts,
Cathie Crawford
Cathie Crawford <cathiecrawford@hotmail.com>
Belmont, Ontario - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:59 PM (CST)

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Judy,
I just wanted you to know that you are always in my thoughts and especially today. Hoping you can spend some special time with Tyler.
With warm thoughts,
Cathie Crawford
Cathie Crawford <cathiecrawford@hotmail.com>
Belmont, Ontario - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy
I just wanted you to know that you are never far from my thoughts and especially today. I hope you get to spend a lot of time with Tyler over the holiday season. I am frequently thinking about the giant (popcorn) snowball blizzard last year and all the fun and giggles that accompanied it.
With warm thoughts always
Cathie
Cathie Crawford <cathiecrawford@hotmail.com>
Belmont, Ont - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:56 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy
I just wanted you to know that you are never far from my thoughts and especially today. I hope you get to spend a lot of time with Tyler over the holiday season. I am frequently thinking about the giant (popcorn) snowball blizzard last year and all the fun and giggles that accompanied it.
With warm thoughts always
Cathie
Cathie Crawford <cathiecrawford@hotmail.com>
Belmont, Ont - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:55 PM (CST)

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Judy,
I just wanted you to know that you are always in my thoughts and especially today. Hoping you can spend some special time with Tyler.
With warm thoughts,
Cathie Crawford
Cathie Crawford <cathiecrawford@hotmail.com>
Belmont, Ontario - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CST)

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Judy~
I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts during this holiday season. I wish you the best, and I hope you get to spend Chirstmas with Tyler. Take care and please know you are always in my thoughts.
Jennifer
Jennifer Brinklow <Jennbrinklow@aol.com>
Hartford, CT USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 10:50 PM (CST)

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Hi Judy. I want to wish you a merry christmas and to let you know that I've been thinking of you and Dustin!!
Take care,
Emilyn
7 West Nurse
- Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 12:37 AM (CST)

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Hi Judy, Thinking of you this Christmas season. Dustin and all the other angels are in my thoughts.
Christine
Christine <christinehoover4@hotmail.com>
London, - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 07:40 AM (CST)

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Hi Judy! Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas. Have been thinking a lot about you and Dustin lately -- seems everything I see this Christmas reminds me of Dustin -- from the deocrated candy cane he gave me (one my tree again!), my little fibre-optic tree (just like the one you bought last year) and every time I see gingerbread men I think of he ones he decorated last Christmas. So many good memories to have.

Brent and I are sending best wishes for the holidays!
Charlene Lancaster 7W <Charlene.Lancaster@lhsc.on.ca>
London, On Canada - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CST)

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Sounds like life no matter how difficult it has been for you is finally going in a more bearable direction. Thanks for sharing those memories of Dustin .... they were bittersweet to read. Love ya .... Alice!!!
Alice Friesen <howahya89@yahoo.ca>
Ruthven, Ont Canada - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 04:47 PM (CST)

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My heart and prayers go out to you. Our Anna went to be with the Lord in May of 1997 and, although I know she is in Heaven, time stopped that day and my heart is certainly just as torn. I am sure it will always be until we are reunited in our Lord's presence. My life has forever changed. Not a thing nor person will ever, ever make it the same. I will grieve the rest of my life. I will grieve, however, in hope, precious hope, blessed hope, for I will hold my Anna again. What a precious promise from God who cannot lie! Death casts a long shadow that reaches into every crevice of life and the days of grief are so long! I am so grateful to a Saviour that brings His comfort and His peace in even this, our most cutting and enduring pain. My heart is heavy with your grief because it is heavy with mine and I shed tears for your sorrow for I also shed them for my own. Most of all, though, I pray. I pray that we will continue to turn our faces towards the healing Light of Jesus and allow His compassionate embrace to comfort us in this anguish that only He can bear for us and that we might continually be blessed with His peace that passes all understanding.

Yolanda Rogers, Anna's Mommy, http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 05:36 AM (CST)

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My heart and prayers go out to you. Our Anna went to be with the Lord in May of 1997 and, although I know she is in Heaven, time stopped that day and my heart is certainly just as torn. I am sure it will always be until we are reunited in our Lord's presence. My life has forever changed. Not a thing nor person will ever, ever make it the same. I will grieve the rest of my life. I will grieve, however, in hope, precious hope, blessed hope, for I will hold my Anna again. What a precious promise from God who cannot lie! Death casts a long shadow that reaches into every crevice of life and the days of grief are so long! I am so grateful to a Saviour that brings His comfort and His peace in even this, our most cutting and enduring pain. My heart is heavy with your grief because it is heavy with mine and I shed tears for your sorrow for I also shed them for my own. Most of all, though, I pray. I pray that we will continue to turn our faces towards the healing Light of Jesus and allow His compassionate embrace to comfort us in this anguish that only He can bear for us and that we might continually be blessed with His peace that passes all understanding.

Yolanda Rogers, Anna's Mommy, http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 05:36 AM (CST)

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I am so sorry for the loss of your son. You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Heidi <momof3@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven , Mi USA - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son!

I lost my grandson James 12/19/00 to T-cell ALL.

God's blessings,
Bonnie grandma to ^i^ James dx t-cell ALL Leukemia 12/15/98 ~ Angel Wings 12/19/00 <http://www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 01:07 AM (CST)

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Dear sorrowing partner whom we think of so much and still hear "Nuuurrrrsssseeee" in our ears of our 7th floor neighbour. Thankyou so much for your expressions of sympathy. We sent a gift bag with Miles' parents for you that has no card. Pardon my neglect. Delighted to read the poem My First Christmas in Heaven, as that blessed us today when a friend put it in our church mailbox. God bless and care on for you! Love Joshua's Mom, Lucille
Lucille Weber
West Montrose, ON Canada - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CST)

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I Miss My Friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend.

I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes
And I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now
Saying it'll be alright
I miss my friend.

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend.

I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss our silly fights
The making up
The morning talks
And those late afternoon walks
I miss my friend.

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend.

I miss my friend.
I miss my friend.
I miss my friend.

Mom
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CST)

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Reading your newest entry, I knew that poem could only have been written by a loving mother who has felt so much sadness and pain. What an absolutely beautiful tribute to Dustin. I feel so privileged to be able to read it. He is smiling down on you and so proud of you as you are of him.

May God keep you strong as you endure this season without your beloved son.

I will always be around if you are ever are in need of a friend ... know that and please don't ever forget it.

Alice
Alice Friesen <howahya89@yahoo.ca>
Ruthven, Ont Canada - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CST)

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Hi again, TIS ME here..had a few min thought I would drop in and see what ya doing. OM tears were flowing on the poems. I forwarded them on to my cuz who lost her son (9yrs old) a year ago Christmas. her fell in a hole in the snow. I guess they call it a snow cave? Wells anyway. Keep in touch sis. Miss you. OH yea, if ya not doing anything you could fly down and come to the river with us for Thanksgiving. We have the room and all the food already. Think about it and let me know.
Becky ~TIS ME~ and ~Family <fagerneskb@earthlink.net>
OAK HILLS, CA USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 11:47 AM (CST)

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~Bri.... (starts figuring out how to weave holly berries in with your daisies)....

was reading my holiday thread at my board and big silly tears the size of quarters are plopping from my eyes... You my friend are an amazing woman and for some reason... I needed to read that today.....

Blessed be.......... me... thank you
chloe
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 05:30 AM (CST)

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Judy. You have made a lovely tribute page. We think of you and Dustin often. I hope you are doing well.
Nurse Kim
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 04:48 AM (CST)

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Thank you Melinda *HUGE HUGS*
Judy(Angel-Dustin's mom)
Chatham, ON CANADA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CST)

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oh!God! Bri!! the tears are falling after reading the front page, i just clicked the link on your signature from right in the middle of doin all kinds of stuff on this computer...
*takes a time out to say a long prayer...
YOU are an inspiration Bri!!
MeLinda <fieuponit@hotmail.com>
San Bernardino, ca usa - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 03:12 PM (CST)

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Hi there. I'm not sure I've signed in here before but I have been to visit before. I heard of you through Caedan's mom. I just wanted to let you know that I will continue to pray for you and your family in the loss of your son. I can only imagine how difficult that is. You are prayed for and cared for. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 01:34 PM (CST)

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November 9, 2002 Today marks 3 months since my beautiful little boy reached his hand to GOD. Dustin, you are so loved and so missed. I sat with friends this eveing and we talked about you, the person you were, the laughter you created, the memories made. I smiled, I laughed, I felt so happy for you, yet yearned for your sweet voice and your gentle touch once more.
Judy(angel Dustin's mom)
Chatham, ON - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 11:05 PM (CST)

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Hello Judy, you don't know me, I'm Dylan Lariviere's Mom, friend of Caedan. I saw your message on Caedan's website to listen to the calming message, which I did, and I thank you. It was exactly what I needed. You have aided in some healing today and I thank you for that too. I have been saddened with all of your losses (Dustin, Caedan and Josh)and have I learned so much about life through this experience. I hope your journey is progessing and that soon happy memories and thoughts cover the pain and sorrow of the present. Beth Sutherland
Beth Sutherland <cebethsutherland@hotmail.com>
London, On Canada - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 11:07 AM (CST)

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If you have a minute or two please have a look at this page. http://www.llangley.com/yoga/wisdom/rightnow[2].htm
Copy it into your address bar, enjoy.
Judy <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 06:07 AM (CST)

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Just a quick note to let you know that as always i am thinking of you and Dustin.
Trace <trucker@netrover.com>
Chatham, ont Canada - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy I cannot begin to imagine the terrible pain u must feel, I understand u have another child tyler. Dustin is in gods hands now, tyler needs his mom, turn your pain into more love towards tyler, help him understand, help him grow,U can do it Judy U are a veryloving kind person,as hard as it is start moving forward. Love Dale ooxx
Dale Hobden <daleadam57@hotmail.com>
London, ont canada - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy,
I wish I could help ease your grief. I cannot. I wish I could remove it all from you and fill the empty space that now is within your heart, but I cannot. Please don't try to feel the need to protect your friends from the hurt and the pain that comes along with your suffering. It may not feel like it, but its part of the healing process that comes along with what has happened. I want to help share your pain on whatever level I can, whether online, or next to you, what I feel for you and your loss is very real to me. My heart still feels heavy, and my eyes flow real tears when I recall all you and your son had to endure. I am so very sorry to hear of your son Tyler's seperation from you. You need to be near him... and hold him... and its hard to believe a man would try to withold that privledge to you...well, it's just heart-wrenching. ( shaking head ) I'll be offline for a little while, my surgery is next week. I'll be keeping you in all my thoughts and prayers, and that you can bank on hon. Anytime you need to talk, you have my icq #, and my email, and if you still need to voice or vent to someone, you can call me. Just email me, and I'll give you my phone number. Day or night. Love you much...
Bri
Brianne Wedding <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 12:00 AM (CST)

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Today I bow my head and pray for the safe journey to Heaven for yet another Post Bone Marrow Transplant child who died this morning from similar causes as Dustin and Caedan. "God Bless Heaven's Newest Angel Joshua Webber."

IN LOVING MEMORY
Dustin August 9, 2002 Caedan Gallagher September 12, 2002 and Joshua Webber November 5, 2002. May the Heaven's shine brighter as Dustin and Caedan welcome Josh to eternal Peace and Love.
Judy(Mom of Angel-Dustin) <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON Canada - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CST)

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Hi Judy, sorry it's been so long since I've checked the site, I couldn't remember the address and then I found it on Caedan's web page. I just wanted to say hello, and to let you know you and Dustin are thought of so often. You two were quite the team. I read a poem the other day about itchy feet, and guess who came to mind! It was in a book called Heartsongs by a little boy with a degenerative muscle disease. I was in CVS (it's like Shopper's down here) laughing and crying at the same time. I never thought that I would miss hearing my name screamed out at all hours of the day, but I do. I have yet to meet another child with Dustin's charisma. I am greatful for knowing him as well as you. Your heartstrings are pulled to their max right now, and as much as I hate to say it I am glad that you have Maryla to talk to. Know that you are never far from my thoughts. And as my sister says to me, stay safe and warm. Lots of love
Jennifer Brinklow <brinklow@hotmail.com>
Hartford, CT USA - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to say I was thinking about you and Dustin.....you did a beautiful job with his journal!! Take care of yourself *hugs
Candy <cherrycandy80@hotmail.com>
Regina, Canada - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CST)

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I had a lovely and much needed phone conversation with Maryla (Angel-Caedan's Mom) today. Her and I share so many of the same emotions with the deaths of our little boys(Dustin in August 2002 and Caedan in September 2002). Its sad that even with all the modern medicines and technologies, our children were taken to Heaven. I feel blessed to have been able to know Mar and her family, just wish it was under much happier circumstances. No one knows the pain of losing a child than another mother. Thank you Mar, your voice made my day!!

GOD Bless our Children, keep them safe in Heaven XOXO
Judy(Angel-Dustin's mom)
Chatham, ON Canada - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 06:58 AM (CST)

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Judy
Chatham, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CDT)

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Dear Judy,
The tributes you added for Dustin and Caedan were beautiful.You should write a book and share your thoughts with others grieving. You have a way with words. I hope you are taking care of yourself. I have been thinking of you. Keep up the great work with writing the poems, they are a great reminder of our angels in heaven.
Lois Grimes <chhildcan@lon.imag.net>
London, ON - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CDT)

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Judy
so glad to hear that you are taking some time for you. Thank you so much for the poem will do my best for the pics
take care
Jennifer
Jennifer <jthompson@lon.imag.net>
St Thomas, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:32 PM (CDT)

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HE ONLY TOOK MY HAND

Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around
But he did not appear.

He said "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, Mom
He only took my hand

When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to his side.

He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.

My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.

I love you and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.
(unknown)

Dustin's Mom <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 05:45 PM (CDT)

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The Cord

We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

~ author unknown ~


Dustin's Mom <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:26 AM (CDT)

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God's Garden

God looked around his garden and he found an empty place,
He then looked down upon this earth and saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest.
God's Garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best.
He knew that you were suffering, He knew that you were in pain.
He knew that you would never get well on earth again.
He saw that the road was getting rough and the hills were hard to climb,
So he closed your weary eyelids and whispered
"PEACE BE THINE".
It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone,
For parts of us went with you the day God called you home.


Dustin's Mom <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:24 AM (CDT)

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Love Me Enough to Let Me Go

Your hearts are breaking-I know, I can tell.
Because you're my mommy and I know you so well
As hard as this is, there's something I need to say
I don't want to linger, don't beg me to stay
Keeping me here only gets in my way
Prevents me from being where I want to be
Out of this body and finally pain free
Living with God is my ultimate goal
By taking me home He is making me whole
The only thing holding me back, Mommy,
Is thinking of you and the good times we had.
You fought for me when no one else could,
Refused to give up when others told you you should
You packed a whole lifetime of love in (eight) years
Gave me strength to handle all of my fears
Showered me with courage-you said; "It's a loan"
While secretly hiding tears of your own.
You've done everything I needed. I couldn't ask for much more
Please love me enough to help me pass through that door.
I know you are sad and it doesn't seem fair
But the time has come to put me in God's care
Since I started the job I was sent here to do
And planted a seed now residing in you.
I'm sure I can trust you to carry my load.
Please love me enough-enough to let me go.

(author unknown)


Dustin's Mom <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:22 AM (CDT)

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A letter from Heaven

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

"It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.

I need you here so badly, you are part of my plan.
There is so much that we can do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you.... in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years.
Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who is in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...."My day was not in vain.

And now I am contented... that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile."

So if you meet somebody who is sad and low;
Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.... you're coming here with me.

Author Unknown


Dustin's Mom <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:14 AM (CDT)

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Grabbed this addy from a post off hostboard and have been shedding tears since. He is such a cute young boy. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.geocities.com/shagsandpeeks/sam.html
Gracie (Tn's Side Kick...Snow's snow flake) <ksshivers@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CDT)

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Hey Judy. Just thinking of you and our little Dusty.
lots of smiles, lots of memories
xxxoooo
Val and Heather T, 7 West nurses
- Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 02:25 AM (CDT)

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Hey Briar, You don't remember me (like ya right). I found the porch tonight. Wouldn't you know it was Rotten who gave me this addy. I am so sorry to hear about Dustin. I was so excited when I last talked to you that he was getting a bone marrow transplant. My boys and I prayed everyday for over a month, but then we never heard anything more, plus I never went to the porch anymore either. I know I am a bad friend for giving up on you. My boys still ask every now and then about Dustin. About their friend in Canada. I am very sorry to learn that your days were sad since then. I so wanted to hear he was doing fine and running in the grass. Write me or ICQ me, I still have the same #. Here is my addy fagerneskb@earthlink.net. Hope to hear from you soon.
Becky aka ~TIS ME~(F)
Becky <fagerneskb@earthlink.net>
Oak Hills, California USA - Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 01:35 AM (CDT)

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Just alittle note to say i love you and i am thinking about you. Love Trace
Trace
Chatham, ON CANADA - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CDT)

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mmmm*S* just popped in...miss me iceblock....love you....
becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
peachester, QLD Australia - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 07:42 AM (CDT)

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HOw beautiful is this.......**VBS*
Just wanted to tell you I am thinking of you....


~weaving daisies in your hair~
Amy <snowflakeamy@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CDT)

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Hi Judy! Saw your entry on Caedan's webpage. So like you to be reaching out to others even tho' your grief is still so deep. God bless you for the beautiful mementos you find and send! Thinking of you and praying for you daily.
Helen Giesbrecht (Alexx's aunt) <hey_fritz@hotmail.com>
Leamington, ON - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 07:49 AM (CDT)

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~Always and Forever~
Judy(Angels-Dustin's Mom)
Chatham, On Canada - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

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Judy(Angel-Dustin)
Chatham, ON Canada - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:27 AM (CDT)

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Dear Judy,
Thanks so much for the lovely note you sent. I let Jenn know about the changes. You will not miss any copies of the proocol, we will keep them coming. I want you to know that we will continue to walk with you, during your journey towards happier days.I will give you a call soon. Maybe we can have lunch?
Lois Grimes <childcan@lon.imag.net>
London, ON - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 11:07 PM (CDT)

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Message from DUSTIN'S MOM: I pop in here every couple of days, never know when someone will leave a note, its nice to know we are still thought of.


Judy(Angel Dustins mom)
Chatham, ON - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 07:57 AM (CDT)

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Judy, I don't know how often you read this anymore, but I just found out about this page from Caedan's web page. I sent you a card and I hope you received it. I think of Dustin often, and I think of you also. I hope you are taking care of yourself and I hope to find you well.
Rachel Gerster <rachel.gerster@sympatico.ca>
London, ON CANADA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 12:12 AM (CDT)

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Judy,
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you at this time. Thank you for all of the wonderful ways that you showed your love for your little Dustin. It was a privelege to care for Dustin and to see your relationship with him. Take good care of yourself.God Bless.
Sara Myers (7N/W) <cemyers2002@hotmail.com>
Burlington, ON Canada - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 07:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi Judy.
Just thought I'd let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Take care, Emilyn
7West Nurse
- Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 01:17 AM (CDT)

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Hi Judy and family. Sorry to hear about the loss of your angel, As Kellie and I know also that when God
calls them home one by one you wish that it was not there turn to go. The only good that comes out of this
sad thing is, they are up there when we go. We find it very hard most days as I am sure you do as well.
They say that time will pass and the pain eases, I really hope that this is true. Take care, We are always
thinking of you guys. Love Dennis, Kellie, Brett, Taylor, And our angel Jodi.
Dennis <dbanfill@cogeco.com>
Windsor, Ont Canada - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 10:46 PM (CDT)

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Hi Judy, just a little note to let you know we're all still thinking about you, and all missing our little Dusty ofcourse. I'm still waiting for him to be calling out "N-uu-rr-ss-e" from his room...My prayers and thoughts are with you. Take care.
Lynn S. 7W <lsulli@care2.com>
London, Ont Canada - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CDT)

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Dear Judy, Just a little note to let you know you and your family are still in my thoughts, especially Dustin with his humour, occasional grumpiness and all of those food cravings!! I always enjoyed looking after Dusty. Take Care of yourself.
Christine <tgorrill@sympatico.ca>
London, On Canada - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:40 AM (CDT)

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Dear Judy,
Hi I'm Lori Sashegyi and I'm a friend of Maryla's. I'm so sorry to hear about Dustin. There isn't anything anyone can say or do that can make your pain go away. We are on a similar journey. Our little girl Gillian passed away on August 14 2001. She had high risk ALL, relapsed in Sept. 2000, BMT Feb.2001, and out of nowhere it came back again July 27 2001 and became an angel 18 days later. If you ever need to talk please feel free to e-mail me I'll forward my number also. We keep you and your family in our prayers. Take each day as it comes. God Bless. Lori
Lori Sashegyi <lnh.sashegyi@sympatico.ca>
London, ON - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CDT)

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Dear Judy,

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and your family often. Everytime I see a balloon I will think of Dustin and your love for him. He is in a safe place now, away from pokes and pain. Please call if I can help in any way at all,don't be a stranger!
Lois Grimes <childcan@lon.imag.net>
London, ON CAN - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 10:48 PM (CDT)

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You dont know me but I saw your site mentioned on Caedan's.
I am So sorry for your loss. I cant believe we are still losing kids to the most curable form of leukemia.
{My son also has ALL}. You are in all of our thoughts and prayers.
Chris
Gooch's Site
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 09:12 PM (CDT)

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For some unknown reason I am not able to access the update page section of this site. This angers me as I was prepared today to place Dustins Obituary to close this wonderful Memorial to his life.

Dustin Matthew Drury
March 2, 1994-August 9, 2002

Love You Always And Forever my sweet. Memories of beautiful you will forever be kept within my heart and soul. See you soon my precious child/son. I miss you so much, my heart aches to hold you, to smell you, to talk to you, to hear your cute little voice. I know you are safe and in the arms of the angels. With them, you will walk, run and play as you always wanted and so deserved. I will love you until the end of time my beautiful Dustin. Thank you for being my son, I am and will always be so proud of you.

Love You
Mommy XOXOXOXOX
Judy (Mom to Angel Dustin & Tyler) <chaz2765@yahoo.com>
Chatham, ON Canada - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CDT)

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Dear Judy and Family.

You do not know me but my name is Sue Thiessen.I read on Caedans Web Page of your pprcious Dustins passing.
I too am a breaved Mom, our little Eric lost his battle to Neuroblastoma Day+26 into BMT at Sick Kids on the 1st of November of 1996.
I Know that no words can comfort you and your family at this most sad time but please know that family friends and even strangers have you tucked deeply in our hearts.
To loose a child is the most horriffic trauma any family can go through.
May the precious precious memories that you will always have close in your heart help to somewhat ease and comfort you and your family in your time of sorrow.
It has been going on 6years since we have lost Eric (he was almost 6yrs old) and there is not a day that goes by that something or someone does not speak of him.
For Dustin and Eric never really died because they will live on in us, nothing every truly loved like our children die because love never dies and love is Eric and Dustin and all the other beautiful children.
In DeepestSympathy,
Sue Thiessen and Family
Sue Thiessen <thiessen@amtelecom.net>
Aylmer, ON Canada - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 02:03 PM (CDT)

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Dear Judy and Family.

You do not know me but my name is Sue Thiessen.I read on Caedans Web Page of your pprcious Dustins passing.
I too am a breaved Mom, our little Eric lost his battle to Neuroblastoma Day+26 into BMT at Sick Kids on the 1st of November of 1996.
I Know that no words can comfort you and your family at this most sad time but please know that family friends and even strangers have you tucked deeply in our hearts.
To loose a child is the most horriffic trauma any family can go through.
May the precious precious memories that you will always have close in your heart help to somewhat ease and comfort you and your family in your time of sorrow.
It has been going on 6years since we have lost Eric (he was almost 6yrs old) and there is not a day that goes by that something or someone does not speak of him.
For Dustin and Eric never really died because they will live on in us, nothing every truly loved like our children die because love never dies and love is Eric and Dustin and all the other beautiful children.
In DeepestSympathy,
Sue Thiessen and Family
Sue Thiessen <thiessen@amtelecom.net>
Aylmer, ON Canada - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

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My heart is saddened since reading on Caedan's website that his friend, Dustin received his "angel wings". I can't imagine the heart ache your family feels.

I have found "Memories" to be the best thing to help face each day. By the look of your photo gallery on the website I am sure you have so many memories to enjoy. Take it one day at a time. Each day will get easier to face.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.

p.s. I have always loved that song by Mark Schultz
Kristyn Darling
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CDT)

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Dear Judy,
I know I posted on the hostboard, but I had to come here also. I thought of you and Dustin daily. I continued to pray for him. I was so discouraged when he became gravely ill. The evening I read of his passing, I sat at this computer and sobbed. It made me absolutely sick in my soul to know he had lost his fight. I wish there were something I could do to ease your pain, or lessen your grief, but I know there is nothing I can do except offer you my hand in support and tell you that is there is ever a time you need to talk, or just to vent your feelings to without a response, I am here for you. Please know even though I have never met you in person, you are deeply and highly thought of, and that I consider you to be a wonderful person I can be glad to call my friend. Much love across the distance...Bri
Brianne Wedding <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Il USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

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I HAVE READ ABOUT YOUR LOSS OF DUSTIN THROUGH CAEDAN'S WEB SITE. I AM VERY SORRY OF YOUR LOSS AND MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU AND ALL YOUR FAMILY.
KAREN GORZA
INGERSOLL, ON CANADA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CDT)

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I learned about Dustin on Caedan's web site. I am so very, very sorry for your pain, your loss, your grief and all that Dustin and his family and friends have had to endure. Looking at your journal photos, it would not be hard to fall in love with Dustin and Tyler. My heart goes out to you all.
Karen McCulloch <HBYC7@rogers.com>
Waterloo, ON CANADA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CDT)

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Heartfelt thoughts and prayers are with you from afar. I read about your sweet Dustin on Caeden's site. Another hero in my heart and a true CHAMPION! Sorry for your tremendous pain.
Take care & cuddles to all,
The Cruickshank family,
from Down Under XO XO XO XO XO <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 11:25 PM (CDT)

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I don't know you. I read about you on caedan's site. i wanted to let you know that i am praying for your family during this extremely difficult time.
Khalita C Jones <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
Lexington, NC - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 04:00 PM (CDT)

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You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Tracy M. <imtm1224@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 07:37 AM (CDT)

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Dear Judy and Dustin
Just a short note to let you know that you are in my thoughts and hope things are getting a bit better everyday for Dustin. What a fighter!
Your friend,
Cathie Crawford
Cathie Crawford <cathiecrawford@hotmail.com>
Belmont, Ontario Canada - Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

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Hello from Caedan's aunt and uncle and cousin in Vancouver. We're sending special prayers for Dustin and although we've never met, our thoughts are with you and we're sending you strength and good energy. Keep on fighting, Dustin. Good luck.
Christie, John and Noah
christie, john and noah <twobrides@hotmail.com>
vancouver, b.c. canada - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 05:02 PM (CDT)

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Just popping in from Caedan's website to let you know that we are praying for Dustin. God bless your dear boy.
Amy & Rosie Rumberger <TimRumb@aol.com>
Alameda, CA USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 05:01 PM (CDT)

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Dustin, Judy and family
We are sending you all our hopes for strength and healing.
Anne (Caedan's auntie) <anniebowers@shaw.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CDT)

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Dustin, Judy and family,
Just to let you know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Keep up your strength.
Cody Simpson and family
Sharon Simpson <john.simpson6@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CDT)

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So glad to see that you are home! Thanks so much for the update.... I was a bit worried about you all. I hope you are enjoying just spending time with each other, and that you continue to feel better and better!!
Tracy M <imtm1224@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dustin
Its your favourite making you work hard physio from London (you have so many physios I can't assume that I'm your favourite of all of them!) Just wanted to say: Keep working hard at home so I can see great things when you come into clinic! Sorry I missed seeing you today, but I wouldn't want to get you sick. Keep the stickers going!!
Natasha <Natasha.Nunes@lhsc.on.ca>
- Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 12:47 PM (CDT)

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Judy and Dustin,
Its finally fallen into place. You're an inch away from being back home. I am so relieved and pleased. Dustin, you've been so brave. Braver than I could ever be. I'm just a big ol' chicken when I go to the hospital. But, really I should'nt be huh? The doctors always find me a lollipop when I leave. *hehe* I'm just kidding about that part... but seriously, you've done very well and everyone is so proud of you. I hope you have a wonderful Easter, and Judy, you too, doll. I can read the desperation and sense of urgency to be back at your home, and its been so long. May God continue to keep his hands on you both and I hope you arive at home as soon as possible.

*hugs n' kisses*
Love, Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CST)

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We are soooooooooooooooo happy to hear that something great is finally coming together for you both. You guys deserve it. Way to go on your accomplishments today in physio Dustin. We are so proud of you. You keep smiling and I can't wait to see you and your mom again. Maybe at home, eh .... what a concept. God Bless you both!!!!!!
Alice Friesen <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
Ruthven, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CST)

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YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
I hope tomorrow finds you homeward bound!! Happy little tears of joy for you...

HAPPY HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!
Tracy M <imtm1224@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CST)

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Hey Dustin & Company...I just checked in to see the latest update and noticed that you are still in London. I'll hope a little bit harder than I have been that you get to go home soon! I look forward to seeing that message in the very near future!!
Tracy M ( Caedan's friend) <imtm1224@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 02:27 PM (CST)

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caedan hope your feeling better call me soon my number is 6576514
kevin miller < inwoodsa@tvdsb.com>
- Monday, March 25, 2002 at 01:38 PM (CST)

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How you doin' Dustin buddy?
I am a friend of Caedan's..
I was here once or twice before checking in on you.
Caedan is doing great & I HOPE YOU ARE TOO!!!!
We only want to hear good news from you two guys!
Chris
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
Bethel, CT - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 11:21 PM (CST)

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Hello Dustin and Judy!!!!

It sounds like things are going well with you both. That is great!!!! I know it would be much better if you were home in Chatham rather than there in London.
As I'm sure Mom has mentioned, I will be heading down east sometime this week. If I leave from London I will be sure to stop in and visit the evening before I fly out. I'll keep you informed. Dustin, I hope you are letting Mom win once in a while as you play video games...

Take Care you two!! Hope to see you again soon!!

Love Dave
Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CST)

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Hi Dustin & Judy....Sure hope things go as planned.Grandpa & I think oe you both so often.
Good nite my Sweets...Great big HUGS & KISSES to you both.
Grandma
Grandma & Grandpa <regmary@bmts.com>
- Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 09:58 PM (CST)

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Hi Dustin
I am a friend of Caedan's and I just read about your journey, YOU ARE ONE BRAVE FELLOW. I will pray home care happens very quickly for all three of you. Everyone home under the same roof will be a great feeling. I am a friend of Jodi Banfill's aunt and was very sad for her family also. Carol M
carol mangin <smangin@mnsi.net >
lasalle ont, - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CST)

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Hi Dustin
I'm a friend of Caedan's and just read about your journey. You are an amazing young man! Reading about your recovery gives me an idea of what we can expect for Caedan.
I will be thinking of you and your mom and your brother, and hope you continue to make strides towards going home, and getting back to your "normal" life as soon as possible!
Tracy M <imtm1224@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 09:32 AM (CST)

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
Praying for home care for you, but you're just that much closer to home now. I am sure you must feel things are moving slowly after all you have been through, but hang in there.
Give lots of hugs and kisses to Dustin, what a FIGHTER!!
Hope the next message I read will be from home.
Love for now and thinking of you both, so close now.
Love
Georgina
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 09:51 PM (CST)

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Judy - I see you are in our old room ... small, eh. I don't envy you boy!!! I can still remember it - SMALL!!! Hopefully it won't be too much longer when you will get to go home and ROAM like a regular person. Hang in there Dustin, it's almost over baby!!! We will hopefully pop in to see you guys tomorrow - CAN'T WAIT!!!! Lots of Love and Hugs Always ....
The Friesen's from Ruthven <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
- Monday, March 18, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CST)

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Dustin: Just thought I would stop in and say Hi and how VERY proud ALL of my Family is of you and your Mom. Randy stopped by tonight and I took him to show what your Mom has done with your journal.
I see your both back in London and I'm sure that makes you very happy. Gettin a bit closer to home ALL the time now. I hope that things go well for you and that you recover faster than anything known to man *VBS*.
Well, you take care..............We Love you very much and hope to see you one day when you're feeling better.........Love Rick & Randy Firth...
Rick Firth <trf@iaw.on.ca>
Welland, Ont Canada - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 05:55 PM (CST)

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Dustin, you really are an inspiration, and an incredible fighter too!!
Tammie Martens <tmartens@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, Ont. Canada - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy,
Uhhh, this seems in order... WAHHHHHOOOOOOO!!! (hehe) you've got to be so excited and feeling so great about things at this point! Its been such a horrible ordeal for you and your family, but thank the Lord that He has had his hand on Dustin the entire time. I'm so happy for you two. :) I can imagine the excitement your son Tyler is feeling and of course, all of your family about having Dustin back home again. I hope things continue to move smoothly and swiftly for you both. Again, CONGRATS!!!
Love you,
Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 02:17 AM (CST)

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Hello Dustin and Judy!!

Finally...back in London and one step away from HOME!!!!
It's too bad that things didn't work out on Tuesday when the girls and I were there, but at least we got to visit with you and Dustin for a while. Dustin is looking REALLY GOOD!!!!
I will probably be down to see you in London in the next day or so with the rest of your belongings.
Take Care!!

Love Dave
Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
You bet I'm praying for the next message from London.
It must seem like a very long long journey but everything seems to be working out. Just hope they get enough nurses back on duty in London.
I will check with your mom for your new e-mail address.
Lots of Love and Hugs and Kisses to you both for now.

Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CST)

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Judy and Dustin,
Well, it seems everytime I come on to read the journal, there is more good news. I couldn't be more pleased to know that you're feeling better and better with each and every day. I hope it won't be much longer til you both can go home, and be with your family who loves you so much. I still continue to remember you both in my prayers. :) Dustin, I am so late, but I'd still like to say... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I hope it was wonderful for you! (mushy adult hug inserted here) Judy, David is home, and doing much better. He has no long-term effects from his stroke, thank God. We may not have much, but we still have each other and that's all that's important. Isn't life joyous? Take care hon.
Love,
Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 03:29 AM (CST)

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Hi Dustin!
I'm a friend of Caedan's and wanted to drop you a "hello" and tell you what a strong fighter you are!! Courage is fear that has said it's prayers. What a courageous boy you are! We'll keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sincerely,
Dina Kenkel
Dina Kenkel <erabankers@aol.com>
West Bloomfield, Mi U.S.A - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 07:42 PM (CST)

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Happy belated birthday Dustin!! It's so good to hear that you are getting closer to going home *VBS* It must seem like a long time coming but so worth the wait! Keep strong Dustin, you are truly a fighter!
Candy aka ~Heaven <cherrycandy80@hotmail.com>
Regina, Canada - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 04:25 AM (CST)

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Hi Dustin & family,
I saw you on Caedan's page and wanted to drop by.
You are a cutie, hang in there
and you will be home before you know it!
Will join the others praying for you!


Chris
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
Bethel, CT - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 07:13 PM (CST)

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Hi my 2 special people............the news is so great. One step closer to home.Grandpa is doing better today & now the good news about Dustin.Things are finally looking good.
Gobs of hugs & kisses..........Grandma
Grandma & Grandpa <regmary@bmts.com>
- Friday, March 08, 2002 at 11:43 PM (CST)

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Hey Dustin and Judy! Can't wait to see the two of you next week.....we are all so proud of you guys for being so strong!!
love
7North/West nurses

- Friday, March 08, 2002 at 02:46 AM (CST)

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
Just a quick hello to send love and good thoughts.
Jim's brother had his operation (finally) last night. Things look good for his recovery.
Love and best wishes to you both.
XXXXXOOOO
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CST)

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Dear Justin:
Happy belated birthday. Think ahead when you are 16 and fihting off all the girls.
God bless your mon for all the good things she has done.
Best wishes and good luck.

Georgina XXOO <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 10:43 PM (CST)

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Hello Judy and Dustin,

I was glad to find your page link while I was signing Caedan's guest book.I have been thinking of you both and wanted to let you know that my prayers are with you. I hope you have some better days ahead ,and I look forward to reading the updates.If you need anything please call me at 1-800-966-0631. Talk to you soon.
P.S.
I seen Evelyn J. at church last week and she wanted me to say hello to you. She was concerned about Dustin.I will let her know about this site.
Lois Grimes <childcan@lon.imag.net>
London, ON Canada - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CST)

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Hi Dustin & Judy,

Happy belated birthday Dustin! We have been anxious to hear how you are doing so am happy to get on line (very quickly) to check. Sounds like things are progressing along and you are being a real trooper. Great work buddy!! We are back in London - Kent is actually in surgery right now. They are attempting to remove the primary tumour in his tummy. We had a set back in February with his hickman line so they are also removing the old one and putting in a new one. So...we'll be here a week or so for recovery. Our bone marrow transplant seems a long way off but we realize everthing takes time. After surgery, we still have a month of radiation before we head to Toronto.

Take care guys....we think about you often.

Vicki, Mike and Kent
Vicki Reeve
Kitchener, ON Canada - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 09:15 AM (CST)

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Hey Judy and Dustin
Just wanted to tell you both how much i enjoyed our day on Saturday. Dustin, you amaze me with your strength and you are one handsome young man. Hope your birthday was fantastic!!!
Judy..i miss you very much. Saturday was wonderful for me. I can't wait to do that again
Love you both

Lisa <garratt@csolve.net>
Penetanguishene, Ontario Canada - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 07:58 AM (CST)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST GRANDSON IN THE WORLD.
Have been thinking of you all day & wish Grandpa & I could be with you. Keep you chin up & dream happy thoughts.
Loads of love & hugs........Grandma
OXOXOXOX
Grandma <regmary@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CST)

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WoooHooo!!!! Happy Birthday Dustin!!!!

I'll bet you are having lots of fun with Aunt Rhonda there. Cailynn, Lauryn and I wanted to wish you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Keep up the good work PAL!!
Lots of LOVE!!!!
Uncle David, Cailynn, and Lauryn
Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont CANADA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 05:58 PM (CST)

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Hey Dustin, Happy Birthday from all your friends at CHWO,especially those level 7 nurses! Hope you have a great day. Hang in there and just keep getting better and stronger. Take care
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

- Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CST)

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Wooohhhhhh *HAPPY BIRTHDAY * MATE....hope you have a wonderful day ...seems ya party was a real hit *S*
Love you both *S*have a bit of cake for me ok*S*
becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
Peachester, QLD AUSTRALIA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 03:34 AM (CST)

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*MY WISH FOR YOU*
Comfort on difficult days....Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Rainbows to follow the clouds,Laughter to kiss your lips,Sunset to warm your heart, Gentle hugs when spirits sag,Friendship to brighten your being ,Beauty for your eyes to sea,Confidence for when you doubt,Faith so that you can believe, Courage to know yourself,and love to complete your life.*VVBS*

becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
Peachester, qld Australia - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 08:24 AM (CST)

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
After reading today's message, just keep strong.
I maybe down in the Toronto area soon, so I will drop in to see you.
Tuesday morning 7:00 a.m. Jim got a call from his sister that this brother in Orillia was not good, the day before he had severe headaches and couldn't talk properly and was getting the order mixed up (he owns a restaurant). Wouldn't go to hospital. He and his wife went to work on Tuesday and he was same so Jane called Jim to see what to do. He decided to drive over to Orillia and see what was going on. I told him just call an ambulance if he won't go, and he did when he got there. They waited the PM for results and the next time I hear from Jim he was on the 400 heading to Toronto following the ambulance. They don't know ... brain tumor or a stroke. The doctors met today to see what to do but are just keeping him sedated. He can't speak. Jim just called (10:00 p.m.) he is on his way home as Tom's wife had to go home to Orillia for a day. I guess Thursday they will know what they are going to do. He was supposed to go to Sunnybrook but they didn't have a room so he went to Western.
I don't know the long range plans, but we may have to go down.
Look at the moon tonight, it is closest to earth that it has been for a long time and won't be this close again for many years. It is supposed to be 20 times brighter and appear a lot larger.
Will watch for better reports tomorrow. Keep your chin up.
Love to Dustin.
Georgina
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CST)

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Hi Judy,
I'm so sorry to hear of this set-back. Why must we so often take a step back after a few steps forward? Some days it feels like we must give something up to get something good. I know it isn't really like that, but I think you're entitled to feel sorry for yourself and Dustin today. Let us know how things are soon as we'll be thinking about you.
Maryla, Scott, Cali and Caedan (almost ready for BMT after 2nd relapse w/ A.L.L) <http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/caedan>
London (where we finally got some snow!), ON Canada - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 08:50 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy,
I just read your email today. It made me cry.( in a good way ) Thank you so much for writing me. David had a stroke last Thursday night. He has been in the hospital since then, until this morning. The doctor released him, but not very willingly. He wasn't satisfied with his blood levels, but David pleaded and begged like a child *LOL* and the doctor made him promise to come in and get his shots in the stomach for the next several days and have his Pro-Time levels measured so he doesn't have any other complications. Today was the first day I was able to get online. Things are looking just wonderful for you two. I know how slow and how exhausting each and every day in the hospital can be. It seems like the hours are endless, but Dustin's prognosis looks absolutely fantastic. I have wondered how things have been going for you both since I was online last. Unfortunately, I don't have a laptop and I was at my mom's since this past Thursday. I have to go back to work tomorrow but now that I'm home, I will be able to come on frequently and see how things are going with you both. Again, thank you for the email, it made me feel great. *HUG* Be seeing you soon...
Love, Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 12:33 AM (CST)

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
Don't give up, you have gone through so much and hopefully there will be help for you when you get to London.
I realize you have carrying a huge burden on your shoulders but I know you are strong and will somehow manage.
You sound so tired, I wish I could help.
I can only think about you and Dustin each day.
Just look forward to the day when you will have a healthy boy back again.
Love for now.
Georgina XXOO
Georgina <eliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 10:44 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
We Won and so will you and Dustin GOLD GOLD
Just keep up your spirits and you and Dustin will be Gold Medal winners!!!!
Love to you both and hope to send messages to London.
Love and best wishes

Georgina <elliotttjd@bmts.com>
Port E;lgin, - Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 10:08 PM (CST)

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Hey Dustin & Judy!!

I'm sure you can tell by the honking horns in the downtown core of Toronto this evening that Canada won the Gold medal against the USA in Men's hockey. The final score was 5-2. There are even a number of vehicles driving around Port Elgin honking their horns and waving large Canadian flags out the windows. Unfortunately Cujo didn't get to play in today's game, but I'm sure he's just as happy to win the gold medal.
Things sound great as far as Dustin's progress goes. We're all keeping our fingers crossed that you will both get to go back home sometime after next weekend!!!! That would be great!!!!
Take Care and we'll talk to you soon.

Love Dave

Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont CANADA - Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 07:03 PM (CST)

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
Just got caught up on my e-mail and thank you for the pictures you sent me.
No new messages since my last message, but KNOW everthing is going well.
I am ging to catch some more Olmpics on TV while Jim is painting my kitchen Peach (much to his chargin, although I think as he sees more of it, he likes it, but won't say that peach was a good choice for a kitchen, MEN!!!
Take good care of that little soldier and I will send message later, maybe after the hockey game tomorrow, Canada and USA.
Anyway, love and best wishes and you know I think of you and Dustin everyday,(even if I don't send a message)
Love

Georgina <elliottjd@bmt.com>
Port Elgin, - Saturday February 23, 2002 6:53 PM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
Just finished watching the game between Russia and USA. What a game for Sunday.
Keep the good news coming.
Love for now.
Georgina


Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Friday February 22, 2002 10:09 PM CST

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Hey Dustin! How's it going handsome? We have all been wondering if you've been watching the Olympic Hockey teams? Do you think Cujo will be in net tomorrow?

Anyway, we're all happy you're doing so great --- it's awesome!

Love, 7W Nurses



London, on Canada - Friday February 22, 2002 9:40 PM CST

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HOME HOME - WHAT A CONCEPT, EH JUDY!!! - WE ARE ABSOLUTELY THRILLED FOR YOU BOTH - HOPE THERE ARE NO SNAGS ALONG THE WAY - BUT I KNOW YOU WILL HANDLE THEM AS THEY COME - WE ARE STILL IN LONDON - WAITING FOR COUNT RECOVERY. TAKE CARE GIRL - GIVE DUSTIN OUR LOVE
The Friesen's <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
Ruthven, Ontario Canada - Friday February 22, 2002 12:23 AM CST

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Dear Dustin & Judy,

That is great news that you might be going HOME soon!!!!
I was getting concerned when you hadn't made an entry since Monday, but it sounds like things are looking up. Today is Cailynn's 11th birthday and she is having some friends stay for a sleep-over. Has Dustin mentioned what he might like for his birthday??
Take Care and I'll see both of you again soon.

Love Dave
Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Friday February 22, 2002 11:33 AM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
I have not been able to get through for a couple of tries, keep getting booted off, but I think of you and Dustin every day. I wish I was closer and did not work I would be happy to spell you off for a few hours.
Just read your journal today, wonderful news!!!
Cathy has tried to download your site, but can't and she sends her loving thoughts.
Just finished watching Canada Women win gold against all odds, even the referee, and I know that you and Dustin can do the same.
Love and best wishes and many hugs and kisses.
Keep smiling and you both will be rewarded with Gold Medals.
Love
Georgina
Georgina <elliottje@bmts.com>
Port Elgin , - Thursday February 21, 2002 9:09 PM CST

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Hello from London Dustin! We've been thinking of you and hope that you have brighter days ahead.
Karen Suozzi <ksuozzi@excite.ca>
London, - Thursday February 21, 2002 0:55 AM CST

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Hi Judy,
It was good to see you today during our "tour" of Sick Kids. I just wish I had read your webpage sooner, then maybe I could have sat with Dustin for a bit so you could have at least taken a walk (in the rain)... As for the laundry, I wish I could have helped with that, too. You did NOT look as tired as you sound here. In fact, you look great! Hang in there with the Steroid Phantom. Your precious Dustin will be back soon.

Maryla (mom to Caedan, ALL, BMT scheduled for March 6th) <www.caringbridge.com/canada/caedan>
London, ON Canada - Wednesday February 20, 2002 8:21 PM CST

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Boooooooooo....Hi ..its me ya Aussie sis.. shhhhhh jumps under the covers with ya....geee can you move over......
*want some chewy*...we call gum chewy here....*S*...*blows a big bubble*...dont you hate it when you blow a bubble and it busts all over ya face...i do.... that happens to me all the time...the boys hate it..but i hate boys .....love you though and am still buggin ya mum *S* hey .....better get out of here ya mum cracks when i get in the bed with ya hey *S* see you later mate *S* cuddles
becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
peachester, QLD Australia - Tuesday February 19, 2002 5:37 PM CST

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Hello Dustin and Judy!!
Sorry it's been so long since I last wrote...since I was there visiting you two weeks ago, things have been hectic with work. I'm sure Rhonda has mentioned it, but incase she hasn't, we will all be down on Tuesday morning. Lauryn has an appointment with Dr. Crysdale at 9:00 am to see about possibly getting her throat stretched.
We will stop up to see you after the appointment.
Apart from the reaction of the steroids, things are sounding great!!
Keep your chin up!!

Love Dave
Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Sunday February 17, 2002 7:40 PM CST

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Dear Judy,
Work has been very stressful for me lately. Sleep and work are just about all I can accomplish thru-out the week. David had his 2nd back surgery 2 weeks ago, and this also has had a bearing on my being able to get online. I try to come here every time I am able to log on, and things are looking great for you two. I'm really very happy to know this. Its been a long hard road for you both, including all of the family who is present with you in spirit. Everyone wants to see the best happen for Dustin. I pray for his continued improvement daily and do think of you as well. Its hard to go it alone and on some days I think of you sitting there by yourself and wish I had some way to sit beside you and speak with you to keep you company. I know we just get to speak occasionally at the chat, and its all light-hearted fun there, but when I come here, my thoughts are serious, and I mean every word of what I say here. I am thankful for the small things in life, and when you say you notice the wonderous things in your son's life, I do as well, with my husband, and all the daily things we often take for granted. Well, I don't mean to ramble, but wanted to take a few moments and let you know, you're still in my thoughts and prayers daily. *HUG* Please don't ever hestitate to email me if you need a shoulder to lean on or talk to.
Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Saturday February 16, 2002 1:51 AM CST

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Hi Judy,

You don't know me . I am your parents home support worker. Your mom has been giving me updates on your son. It sounds like you have a fighter on your hands and things are starting to go better for him. I've found your web page very interesting. I cannot believe that you have the strength that you do! I'm sure other parents find great encouragement from just reading your day to day journals. Well I just thought I would sign in and introduce myself. I wish all the best for you and Dustin.
Diane V.
Diane Vanhaelemeesch <vanhaelj@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, Ontario Canada - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:16 PM CST

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Dear Dustin and Judy:

Step down WONDERFUL!! Just like a ball game one base at a time. I am so happy for both of you. Keep the good work up.
You and Dustin will be back home before you know it.
Love and best wishes. Give that brave little fighter a big hug and kiss for me.
Love to you both.

XXOO


Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Tuesday February 12, 2002 10:49 PM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin,
I was SO HAPPY to see that you moved into a step-down room!
That is wonderful! Judy, you've got to be just bursting with enthusiasm and joy. I was, when I read the last few days journal. Dustin's a fighter, and shares a passion for life, you can see it in his eyes in his pics. I'm sorry I can't get here every day but working so long wears me out. I try to stay updated as often as I can. Hope to see more good news when I check back in. Love you guys...
Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 1:50 AM CST

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Hi Dustin and Judy,
Caedan and I have finally found your webpage and we're thrilled. I'm so glad you are in step-down now. It does sound like you're that much closer to being home. Caedan is still in-patient here on West. Been here since Dec. 28th when he relapsed the 2nd time. We just found out that we're scheduled to join you in Toronto on March 6th so you'll have a coffee buddy if you need one! I only read a couple of weeks back in your journal entries so far, but I am truly inspired by your strength. I can learn a lot from you.
With friendship,
Maryla Gallagher <www.caringbridge.com/canada/caedan>
London, Ontario Canada - Monday February 11, 2002 9:32 PM CST

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*Havnt seen you for a while but ya in my heart every day...
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real...this is one of those times *HUGS*
hey hope dustin didnt poke you in the eye!!!!!!!
becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
Peachester, Qld Australia - Monday February 11, 2002 8:52 PM CST

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Hey Little Bro*S* gets out the Party hats...mmmm lets see..do you like purple...bad luck i do *puts it on ya head ......guess i will have to have Yellow...yuck but hey its bright *S* ok could you imagine me and you sitting here with dumb party hats on, in a hospital bed, when it is nt our birthdays *S* hahahahahah your mum would laugh at us hey?but we have to celebrate really hard now...so close your eyes really tight make a big wish *S* poke ya mum in the eye...(just cause she would laugh at us )and lets get the best wish we can little brother.....lets wish for getting mum a big flower...just for being so wonderful ...and you lots of aussie stuff in a blue box...what do you reckon *S*..move over ya take all the bed and if im getting in with you i need room im fat...(cuddles you) keep up the hard work little one you still got me buggin you *L* love you both hugs you all.... x x x x becky
becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
peachester, QLD Australia - Monday February 11, 2002 8:32 PM CST

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WOW!! Excellent news! It will be great to get into step-down! Dustin we are all so proud of you, we knew that you could do it. Judy, hang in there. You are a terriffic mom, and what you are doing for Dustin is amazing. You both are such strong people. So congratulations on the good news of your counts. Stay strong and keep up the good work. And everyone on Level 7 North/West say hello and we are all thinking about you both.
Jennifer (7West RN, CHWO)
- Monday February 11, 2002 2:22 PM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
The news sound wonderful, however as I learned about engraftment I know have to learn about WCB? counts, my screen disappeared before I could get the initials, however, the news appears to be great.
It would be wonderful if you could get back to London, however, it Toronto is gaining such good success for Dustin, just keep hanging in there.
I just finished watching the skating for Canada at the Olympics and our team is facing the challenges of the judges scoring just as you and Dustin are facing the obstacles. Keep your chin up and give Dustn a GREAT BIG HUG and KISS for his spirit. He will make it and you deserve a Gold Medal for all your support.
Will check again tomorrow for more good news.
Love and best wishes to you both!!!!!
Lots of Love
Georgina


Georgina <elliottje@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Saturday February 9, 2002 10:37 PM CST

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YAHOO DUSTIN!!! WE KNEW THAT YOU COULD DO IT. WE ARE SO HAPPY FOR YOU AND YOUR MOM. I BET YOU ARE SOOOOO EXCITED TO GO INTO STEP DOWN. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK SWEETIE AND WE HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON. LOVE YA!!!
THE FRIESEN'S FROM RUTHVEN
Alice Friesen <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
Ruthven, Ontario Canada - Saturday February 9, 2002 9:36 PM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin,
Dustin, I know its got to be boring in there. But, I think you should challenge your mom to a game of checkers. I'm going to place my money on you winning. That's what happens when you get "old" right Judy? *nudge nudge* I used to play checkers against my grandpa when I was your age, and I won alot! Judy, keep your spirit up girlfriend. Things are on the up and up for you both. I can see such a difference since I began reading your journal. He has progress, granted its a slow one, but as you stated, its to be expected. And its GOOD progress. I sure do think of you both alot. David asked for me to mention that he keeps you both in his prayers as well. Take care ...Love, Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Friday February 8, 2002 2:45 AM CST

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Dear Dustin and Judy:
It was wonderful of the Raptors to visit the Hospital (and I hope leave signed basketballs). Maybe the hockey players will visit, but I don't think my favorite will be there Jahrome Jaghr, but if he did you could give him a big kiss for me. I know his name isn't spelled right, but too lazy to find a paper with the right spelling. You would know him he's sooooo cute!
Days like today seem long, however when Dustin feels better you will forget just how long they were.
It was kind of Dustin's nurse from London to write.
Keep up your chin and keep smiling, things are getting there no matter how slow.
Hugs and Kisses.

Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:29 PM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin,

It was great to be able to give you the opportunity to get away from the hospital for the few hours that we did. I had a lot of fun and will always remember what Ben Freedman from Toronto T-Shirt Company did for Dustin. It made Dustin so happy once he heard what he was given. You can't put a price on that kind of gesture.
It was also amazing to hear of the evidence of TWBC. I didn't hear until last night. Maybe the day long visit from Aunt Rhonda and the presence of Uncle David helped a bit, huh?
I know it must be terribly trying for you, but hang in there!! I will try to make another trip down in a week or so.
To those of you who have taken the time to access this site and leave a message...thank you so much!! It means a great deal, certainly to Judy and Dustin, but to the rest of the family also. Please continue!!

Talk to you soon.

Love Dave
Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:19 PM CST

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Hi Dustin and Judy. We've all been keeping tabs on you through Mary Jo and my friends at HSC on 8A. Glad to hear that things are going well, the counts will come slowly but surely. We miss you Dustin, and I miss hearing you yell my name!! Take care, both of you, and keep smiling.
Love, Jennifer (7West nurse, CHWO)
Jennifer Brinklow <ferfer@sympatico.ca>
London, ON Canada - Wednesday February 6, 2002 6:35 PM CST

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Hi Dustin and Judy,

Hope things are going well. Sounds like good news from your last update and we are sooooo thrilled !! Keep up the good work. We think of you often!

All the best. Kent talks about you Dustin .... he remembers from the Christmas Party that you got the orange bear ... and he got the purple one!
Vicki, Mike & Kent Reeve
Kitchener (@ CHWO for the day), ON Canada - Tuesday February 5, 2002 12:31 AM CST

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Dustin: What a thrill it was to see that your WBC was showing something. You keep it up little one - you will be home and back on your feet before you know it. Keep smiling!!!!
Alice and Alexandria <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
Ruthven, Ont Canada - Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:40 AM CST

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Judy,
I was so happy to read that the engraftment has possibly begun. That was probably the best news I've heard today. Looks like all the prayers offered up have been heard and answered. Both of your children are adorable. Makes me miss my own sons when they were small. :) I wish I was there to give you a huge hug. Take as good of care of yourself as you can. Love,
Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Energy, Illinois USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 2:13 AM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
Sounds like good news if the engraftment is starting.
Hope you were able to have a little break on the weekend.
It's cold here today and tonight. Your mom and I went to bingo and we finally won a little.
Will look forward to more good news tomorrow.
Love and kisses and hugs to you both.
Georgina
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Monday February 4, 2002 9:37 PM CST

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Dear Dustin and Judy,
Found your web page! What handsome dudes! It was helpful to read your updates as I have been thinking of you often. Level 7 and Child Life aren't the same without you here. It sounds like you are doing amazing and before you know it, you'll be back here pranking your nurses. Keep up the brave work, we miss you both. Say hi to Tyler and Dad. Lisa

Lisa <hawthorl@lhsc.on.ca>
London, Ontario Canada - Monday February 4, 2002 3:04 PM CST

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Just wanted to say a quick hello and that I'm thinkin about you both. The pics are so great, both the boys are lil cuties! Hope ya had a good weekend *hugs to ya both
~Heaven <cherrycandy80@hotmail.com>
Regina, Canada - Monday February 4, 2002 0:37 AM CST

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We send very best wishes and think of you often
Helen and Clayton Rose <claymarr@bconnex.net>
Collingwood, On Can - Sunday February 3, 2002 7:29 AM CST

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Hi my 2 Sweeties..have been thinking of youi both all day. Hope Dave got there & that you will get out & have some fun.Wish i could be there but now we both have a patient to look after. Dad sends his love to you both.I would give anything to be able to put my arms around you both & smother you with kisses.
LOVE ALWAYS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>MOM
Grandma & Grandpa <egmary @bmts .com>
Port Elgin , Ont Canada - Saturday February 2, 2002 6:33 PM CST

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Dear Judy:
This is a terrible weather day here. Many roads are closed I hope that David and Rhonda can get there to give you the much needed break that you deserve.
I have to learn more, I didn't know have to download the pictures of your beautiful boys.
Hope you can relax and have a bit of relaxation for a few hours, God knows you DESERVE IT!!!!!
Will check on Sunday for further update and hope that the engraft starts soon.
Love to you both. XXXXXOOOOOOO
Georgine
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Friday February 1, 2002 9:06 PM CST

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Judy , Just wanting you to know that You are both im my thoughts and prayers. It brought tears to my eyes looking at the pictures your son has the Face of an angel... Stay strong sister... the angels are watching over him.. I see it in his eyes..~ ~
Beth (alaya)~ <agonies_chaos@yahoo.com>
Watertown, NY USA - Friday February 1, 2002 7:43 PM CST

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*hugs and kisses *smooooootch little bro *love you and am with you *S* hugs ya mum tooooooo *S*
becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
Peachester, QLD Australia - Thursday January 31, 2002 4:15 AM CST

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Dear Dustin and Judy:
Things seem to be a little better today, I guess with all the things poor little Dustin has gone through it will take longer. It will be great when the Doctor can call Dustin her "Miracle Child".
Anyway I guess it is just one day at a time.
It will be nice to get out with David.
Hugs and kisses to you both.
Talk later.
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Wednesday January 30, 2002 7:39 PM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin,

I am working on writing a report for work and decided to stop and say hello to you both.
I also have the Leafs game on and they are winning 3-0 at the end of the first period in Atlanta. Dustin, Cujo is playing great!!
I am counting the days until I get down to see you...only 3 more. I will get there as early as I can after lunch and then we can go out for a bit while Rhonda stays with Dustin. I think that is so amazing that she would come down and help out!! Dustin will be happy to see her too.
I just read today's update and it sounds a little better.
Stay healthy and strong and I'll see you Saturday.

Love Dave
Dave <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Wednesday January 30, 2002 7:25 PM CST

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Dear Dustin and Judy:
I keep thinking about you both each day.
It must seem like a long time, but you are already at 11 days and before you know it you'll be a month.
It's good that the Doctor is so positive and especially if no fever and pressure is okay. Dustin probably needs the sleep after all the things that have been done to him in the last couple of days.
Give Distin and yourself a big hug from me.
Our Christmas dinner was great and we had a good time.
Will talk later. Try and get some rest yourself.
Love for now, Georgina

Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Monday January 28, 2002 9:46 PM CST

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Hey sis *read your journal....you may feel all alone but there are SO MANY...of us holding your hands.... We love you both and am behind you helping you when your tired ,,,,,hugging you when your down...we may feel so far away but your so close inside all our hearts ...you are strong...dustin is our little warrior ... he will fight*S* holds out my hand to you*...take my strength i will sit with you in your heart on the bad days and allow everyone else to hug you on the good ones *S*...i watch you as a mum *you know how proud i am of you*...i always have*HUGS* you
becky <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
peachester, QLD Australia - Sunday January 27, 2002 9:22 PM CST

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Judy,
I know it seems as if you are enduring this alone. I wanted you to know how much I admire your strength, your never-ending detirmination that gets you through each day, with a smile still on your face. Even though you may be alone each day, I wanted to let you know you're not alone in spirit. We think of you and Dustin daily, and keep you both in our prayers nightly. He is such a happy little boy, and manages to keep his spirits high regardless. It won't be long and this will just be a memory you'll be recalling. :) You and Dustin can be home again, together, with the rest of your family,and that will be one of the greatest gifts you'll ever receive.I hope you both will have a wonderful weekend. I'll talk to you soon. *hugs from me to you* Love, Bri
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Il. U.S.A - Sunday January 27, 2002 1:48 AM CST

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Dear Dustin & Judy,

I'm really sorry that I haven't been able to write more. When I am on the road, like I was this week, I don't have internet access. I was up in Deep River helping the dealer and his staff prepare for re-merchandising their store.
Lauryn is here with me this weekend. Cailynn stayed home for a dentist appointment and to go get some sheet music for her keyboard. We all wish we could come and see you both!! I will be down there next weekend (Saturday afternoon and evening if you can put up with me for that long). The Canadian Hardware show starts that Sunday until Tuesday, so I'll be in TO until Tuesday afternoon.
Cailynn, Lauryn and I send our prayers and love.
We also wish Tyler a happy 10th birthday...wow how time flies by!!
Stay strong!!
Miss you both so much!!

Love Dave, Lauryn, and Cailynn
Dave, Cailynn, and Lauryn <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Saturday January 26, 2002 8:44 PM CST

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Hello Judy and Dustin:
Just thinking of you and hope your day goes well. Happy Birthday to Tyler as well, Can't believe he is 10! Now I have your email address I can stay in touch with you. Prayers and thoughts are with you and Dustin.
Keady and Jamie send their love.
Bye for now
Love Wendy

Wendy Elliott <swkjelliott@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, ON Canada - Saturday January 26, 2002 1:14 PM CST

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Dear Judy:
I was glad to see that you had written early this a.m. as I kept checking last night and was getting worried things were not good. I wish I understood more about medicine and counts.
Give your little tropper a big hug for me and tell him to keep up that strong will of his.
Happy birthday to Tyler today, it's hard to believe that he is 10.
Tonight we have our Town Christmas dinner at the Racquet Ball Centre.
The weather here today is 7 above and tomorrow is supposed to get even better. We can't complain because this year the winter has not been bad, only that 1 big storm around Christmas.
Will write tomorrow. Love to you both.
Georgina
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Saturday January 26, 2002 11:58 AM CST

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Hi Judy and Dustin;
Mom has been filling me in daily on how Dustin is doing and I will log on at home now with your web site. I am praying and thinking of you both daily and will look forward to reading about Dustin's recovery. He must get his strength from you !!!!! love from Cathy (Elliott) Church

Dear Judy and Dustin:
Sending hugs and kisses again today and Judy you are strong and can do this, even by yourself. Just rest when can and know that everybody is pulling for Dustin and you.
Love Georgina

Cathy and Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, - Thursday January 24, 2002 9:37 PM CST

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My darling Judy & Dustin....It,s breaking my heart to see what you are both going through.If only I could be there with you.I know that all will turn out OK because the angels are watching over you both.I love you both so much & heres a big kiss & hug for you.xxxxxxoooooo
Grandma & Grandpa <regmary@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, Ont Canada - Thursday January 24, 2002 9:36 PM CST

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Dear Judy and Dustin:
I's so pleased to read that things are progressing well. Each night after supper I check for the good news.
Hugs and kisses to you both.
Love Georgina XXXOOOO!!!
Georgina <elliottje@bmtscom>
Port Elgin, Ont - Wednesday January 23, 2002 5:58 PM CST

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Dear Judy & Dustin....As you know I,mthinking of you all the time. Only wish I was there with you & to give you each a BIG hug.Grandpa sends his love.He is feeling a bit better.I can hardly wait till you,re better Dustin so I can come & see you.XOXOXO...........Grandma
Grandma & Grandpa <regmary@bmts.com>
Port Elgin , Ont Canada - Tuesday January 22, 2002 7:44 PM CST

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Hi Dustin! How are you feeling? Hang in there. I pray for you every night I miss seeing you. I wonder how you are doing everyday. I'm having fun at home. Hopefully you will have fun at home one day too. Your friend, Alexandria. HUGS!!!
Alexandria Friesen <alexandriaf2001@yahoo.com>
Ruthven, Ontario Canada - Tuesday January 22, 2002 5:24 PM CST

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Hey it's me Libby, Souls sister in law, just a little note to say that I hear that someone Loves Steve Erwin (crochunter) well I wish to tell that some one that I will have some pics of the crocodiles and stuff for them soon.
Kotc to all of you guys
love
libby ~chyna~
libby <bonner_libby@hotmail.com>
Qld Australia - Tuesday January 22, 2002 4:17 PM CST

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- Monday January 21, 2002 10:52 PM CST

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Dear Judy:
My thoughts are with you and Dustin every day. I wish I was closer.
I read all the nice notes from people across the nation. We are all thinking about and praying for Dustin's recovery.
Just count the days until you are back visiting your mom and Dustin and Tyler are chasing Jamie and Keady around the kitchen.
I will keep in touch.
Thank you for keeping us posted.
Love and best wishes to Dustin and you. Keep strong!
Georgina <elliottjd@bmts.com>
Port Elgin, Ontario, - Monday January 21, 2002 10:50 PM CST

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Hope that you are feeling better soon Dustin!!

Love Uncle David, Cailynn, and Lauryn
Uncle David <spotlight@canada.com>
Port Elgin, On Canada - Saturday January 19, 2002 11:49 PM CST

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I am glad to hear that everthing is going okay. Tell Dustin we are still praying for him and to stay strong and well. Please take care of yourself Judy. I know you are strong and will take things as they come. Just know that we are here for you both if you need us! Take care girl!!
Alice Friesen <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
Ruthven, Ontario Canada - Saturday January 19, 2002 10:24 PM CST

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Judy and Dustin...you are both very very brave people...my heart and prayers are with you both....keep up the good work !!!..*hugs the stuffin' outta ya both*
Nikki.. aka ~Jeepers~ <jeepjeep1@hotmail.com>
Va USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 5:46 PM CST

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Hey *S* Love you both *my heart is next to all your friends and my well wishes smother you both like kisses in the wind...everyday i think of you both and know your both in safe hands.....i look out to sea and know you two are way over there .....and i smile....LOVE YOU 2
sleep and let us all watch over you let us carry your thoughts for just a short while why because we can....you have so many wonderful friends and we can all help in some way *HUGS*
Rebekah Smedley <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
peachester, QLD Australia - Friday January 18, 2002 9:47 PM CST

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Judy...hon....I have always tried my hardest to make you laugh...I do this cause I know sometimes you just need to laugh....But I want you to know....That Ryan, the girls and myself hold you and dustin, deep within our thoughts and prayers....And I just hope that someday soon I can put a smile on Dustins face as well...God bless you both...*HUGS*
Cherie AKA ButterflyKisses, Ryan AKA Rhyno and The girls AKA The girls
Windsor, NH USA - Thursday January 17, 2002 10:51 PM CST

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Judy and Dustin!!
You've both been through hell and back since july and before that..Now is your time to get wella dn come home..Dustin..you are the bravest little boy i know and my prayers remain yours till i know you're home safely..and Judy..i love you sissy..now and always
Lisa <garratt@csolve.net>
- Thursday January 17, 2002 10:50 PM CST

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* Dear God,

Today as I pray for Dustin I pray for his healing.
I pray for his care and protection.

Please,send Your angels to bless and surround him always.
May he always see You at the center of his life.
May he grow stronger,
May he grow healthy,
May he blessed,
To live most fully and love most deeply.

That is my wish
That is my prayer for him forever.
I ask for a miracle for Dustin...
May he be surrendered to Your hands.

Amen
~Heaven <Cherrycandy80@hotmail.com>
Saskatchewan, Canada - Thursday January 17, 2002 9:27 AM CST

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You have to know that you and Dustin are always in our prayers. God bless you on your new journey tomorrow. We will be thinking of you both. Kiss Dustin goodnight for me okay Judy. You know we love ya!!!!
Alice Friesen <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
Ruthven, Ontario Canada - Wednesday January 16, 2002 8:01 PM CST

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Dustin~ I have never had the pleasure of getting to talk to you, but you're mom has told me so much about you. I think you are one terrific and brave lil boy.

Judy~ was great getting to talk with you for a bit the other day. You are both in our prayers and thoughts everyday. I think you're doing a wonderful job with this on-going diary. Be sure to be taking care of yourself as you're taking care of Dustin, youre both very special people.
Kara aka ~jules~ <knutson@gemsi.com>
WA USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 5:43 PM CST

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BOOOOOOOOO.....guess who...yep ya big aussie sister ...just popped in to say Hi to you and kiss the best looking kid in this place(im allowed to kiss ya cheek).Gee i have been busy. doing real bad stuff....heheheheh...my mum wants me to mow the lawns *no way* i just surf all the time she gets so mad at me hahahahahah...i will teach you all the bad stuff ok *VBS* love you my big fella ..i m ganna get some pics for you and send em to ya yahoo addy ok of steve the crock guy you can show ya mates okCYA HUGS love ya
Rebekah smedley <myworldrac@hotmail.com>
Peachester , QLD Australia -

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I hope everything turns out okay for you both. I know what it's like having a medical problem and just remember you are never alone. I will keep you in my prayers and I know God is watching over you.
SiR WaCkO <leapfrog73@hotmail.com>
Energy, IL U.S.A. -

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Hey guys! *HUGE HUGS*
Dustin..hope you had a good night last night. From what i read, you are being a strong barave boy and hopefully this will all be behind you soon and you can finally get togather with us and we'll do something really special. When you're feeling better, Ben and i will get down to Toronto to visit! Hey...did you beat your mom at Guess Who?? probably *G*
Jude..hope you're sleeping well and get something to eat. If i know you, you're NOT!!..
Yesterday was really mild here and the snow was busy melting away with the mild temps and the rain...today, we're looking at blizzard conditions and probably got about 10 cms of snow *L* go figure January weather huh L* Love you both!!
Talk to you soon
Lisa and Ben <garratt@csolve.net>
Penetanguishene , Ontario Canada - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CST)

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Dustin and Judy: I am so glad you had a good day today Dustin. Keep it up!! So good to hear from you Judy. I miss you and Dustin terribly. I love the idea of this day to day history you are keeping of Dustin. It's almost like we were together again talking about our kids. Take care girl. I will e-mail you soon.
John, Alice, Alexandria and Samantha Friesen <alice_friesen@wecdsb.on.ca>
Ruthven, Ontario Canada - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 09:13 PM (CST)

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Judy, Love you lady, have you both in my prayers constantly as do the kids.
It ws good to hear from you the other day, and I'm glad you made this page, what a wonderful way to keep all informed, and a diary could be good for you as well.
Linet <myra_keir@hotmail.com>
BC Canada - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CST)

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Briar,
I dont know you very well but i wanted to let you know you and your son are in my thoughts.May God bless and keep you both.I have also asked my parish to say a prayer for each of you daily.Lots of love,Michele(Blaze)
Michele(Blaze) <chele627@charter.net>
Clyde, NC USA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CST)

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Judy,
You and Dustin are both in my prayers nightly. He's a sweet child, and you are a wonderful mother and I think very highly of you, not only as a mother but a good friend over the airwaves. If you ever need to talk or need anything, please don't be afraid to let me know. May God watch over you both. Love you.
Brianne <wildchild513@hotmail.com>
Johnston City, Il U.S.A. - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 12:43 PM (CST)

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Judy and Dustin
You are both very special to Ben and I and you are in our thoughts and prayers along your journey..you know that we will be here for you through it all!!
If you need anything...please dont' hesitate to ask..EVER!!!
See you in toronto!
Lisa aka ~lily~ <garratt@csolve.net>
- Monday, January 07, 2002 at 12:31 PM (CST)

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