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It's been such a long time since I said hi. I just wanted to let you know that for some reason, Benny came into my thoughts today.
HelenH
Newcastle, uk - Sunday, March 7, 2021 6:22 AM CST
Does any-one remember bunnies I had 1986-2003??????
I know Derek's cousin Pam/Benny are both petting them. loving memories of Benny

JeffPetz <jeffpetz@cox.net>
Phoenix , Arizona Obamaville - Saturday, February 22, 2014 0:54 AM CST
Derek the bestest cousin I have. I think of you constantly
Jeff Petz <jeffpetz@cox.net>
Phx., Az U.S.A. - Saturday, August 21, 2010 11:43 AM CDT
Just a short message to say I am thinking of you this Christmas.


Love

Vikki
www.postpals.co.uk

Vikki George <viks@postpals.co.uk>
United Kingdom - Wednesday, December 16, 2009 6:01 AM CST
Benny we miss you,you were so dear to our hearts.

Jeffrey Petz <jeffpetz@cox.net>
Phoenix, Az. Maricopa - Thursday, October 16, 2008 1:52 AM CDT
God love you. My son is on caring bridge and I got a link for a prayer circle which brought me to your page. I am actually sitting at work crying after reading your entries. Please know that your family and especially your little guys are in my prayers. You are so strong, I don't know how you do it.
Marybeth
www.caringbridge.org/visit/braydengrohs

Marybeth <marybeth.barrett@roadscholar.com>
Clarks Summit, Pa USA - Monday, June 23, 2008 12:47 AM CDT
Thinking of You and Wishing You Peace, Comfort and Joy this Christmas Season! God Bless!
Love~Hugs~Prayers from S.C.
Darline

Darline Rollins <drollins07@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 24, 2007 8:32 PM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.

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Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brenda@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Monday, December 10, 2007 12:14 AM CST
Thinking of you
Jackie Hiter <jackie@hiterfoods.com>
Mt. Juliet, TN USA - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 11:45 AM CDT
I hope your OK
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, September 20, 2007 1:01 AM CDT
Amy,

I am so sorry to hear about Keegan's difficulties. I hope that the hospital helps him out quickly and that things improve soon. As the mom of a child with bipolar, adhd, tourettes, and OCD, I feel your helplessness.
Hang in there!

Jennifer
P.S The tattoos are so precious!

Jennifer <jenniferbarkin@yahoo.ca>
thornhill, on Canada - Wednesday, September 19, 2007 10:37 AM CDT
Hello again, Petz family.

SUCH gorgeous tattoos Amy :-)

So sorry to hear about Keegie... It will all work out

Ashley Martin-Hanlon <doctorkestra@hotmail.com>
Canada - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 5:48 PM CDT
I look at Benny's site often. Some of your pictures of him.. Wow... They are amazing. The tattoos are wonderful. I'm sorry about your older son.

Pam Tuey <PTuey24680@aol.com>
Redlands, CA USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 4:51 PM CDT
Hi Amy, first I have to say the hand print tattoos are sweet. They look so realistic, just unbelievable. Sorry to hear about Keegan. If there is anything I could do to help cheer him up, please feel free to email me. It would be my pleasure.
Angel Jennifer
Dallas , TX - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 3:25 PM CDT
Keep your head up sweetie. I'm a single mom of 4 boys, 2 of which are a.d.d./o.d.d. who have both been in and out of mental facilities. One was in for over 3 years! I know it's hard and so easy to blame yourself as a parent but it will get better. My 19 year old is now off all meds, has been in a stable relationship for over two years and just gave me my first grandchild (even if I wasn't quite ready for that at 41)! My 16 year old is gradually weaning off most of his meds and fuctioning great. Now I just have the 7 year old to worry about (oh no, not again - lol). Anyway, have a wonderful week! You're family is always in my prayers.
Beth Stone <bjrjwstone@hotmail.com>
China Grove, NC USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 8:27 AM CDT
I don't get a chance to sign in often enough and am so sorry for that. I just have to say those have to be the most beautiful tatooes I have ever seen. It truly looks like he was just fingerpainting and grabbed ahold of you. So beautiful! My prayers remain with your amazing family; thank you for sharing your journey with us.
Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews, Asher and ^Jacob^: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Gettysburg, Pa - Sunday, September 16, 2007 10:51 AM CDT
The handprints look just like he dipped his hands in paint and put them on your arms!
Cheri
Olympia, WA USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 3:12 PM CDT
Those beautiful eyes of Benny's captured my heart at first glance of his pictures probably two years ago when I started following his site. I read your words and my heart aches for you...knowing that it is only a fraction of the pain that you must feel and I can not even begin to imagine that. My continued prayers for you and your family.
Kellie <kelliekea@hotmail.com>
Tyler , Tx USA - Thursday, September 6, 2007 8:23 PM CDT
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Dear Conrad, I hope you have a magical 3rd Birthday.
Lots and lots of hugs and kisses,
Kylie.

Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, September 6, 2007 4:20 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Conrad. I am thinking of you all.
Kate
Peterborough, ON Canada - Thursday, September 6, 2007 3:55 PM CDT
Amy, beautiful heartfelt entry. Thanks for sharing it.

I remember the pic of you saying goodbye to Benny. It is forever engrained in my memory.

Personally, I will never forget Benny. What a character, a cutie, a precious boy.

Joan Kellogg <jkellogg1259@bellsouth.net>
Taylorsville, KY USA - Thursday, September 6, 2007 8:11 AM CDT
Once again you have reduced me to tears. I wish so much that I could take your pain away. Benny is an amazing boy and you are an awesome mum. I dont even want to imagine how hard it was for you to say goodbye. Benny is in my heart and mind everyday and will be forever. You baught a beautiful boy into my life and for that I am truley greatful. Thankyou for sharing Benny and your other wounderful boys with me.
All the Love I have,
Kylie.

Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, September 6, 2007 0:41 AM CDT
WOW... My heart truly aches for you! I hope one day your heart will be lifted at the thougth of benny and all the sadness will float away with the butterflys. Love to all you.
Tiesha <jadekan98@yahoo.com>
Tucson, Az USA - Thursday, September 6, 2007 0:17 AM CDT
Just another Benny "stalker" checking in. I, too, read your website quite often, but have never signed in.

I have had a bad back for 10 years and thought you might like a trick that works for me -- fill a tube sock with Minute rice. Stick in the microwave for 2 minutes. The rice helps to create "moist" heat which feels absolutely wonderful. Good luck to you. Our prayers continue for your family.

Tammi
IA - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 3:49 PM CDT
What an amazing picture. Ami has his own angel right behind him. How cool!
Terrie Frailey <Ltsakids@aol.com>
Middletown, PA USA - Sunday, August 26, 2007 8:46 PM CDT
Thank you so much for posting that photograph! It's amazing...
Canadian Kal.
- Thursday, August 23, 2007 10:52 AM CDT
OMG Amy that is amazing.
I remembered how happy you said Benny was when he first got to hold Ami, I went back to June 15 2006 in your journal and you said ". We hadn't seen Benny truly happy in awhile, but the baby brought him some much needed happiness and we got the pleasure of watching Benny hold and smile at Ami while he rubbed his arm and asked questions. Benny kept saying that he could never get tired of holding him because his skin was so soft." Now you know that Benny is holding him always.
What an awesome sign he has shown you.
Love always,
Kylie.

Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 11:19 PM CDT
Wow. What a picture. Amazing. Wow.

I don't even know what to say. Benny is there, Amy. There is no doubt. He is THERE.

J

Joan Kellogg <4kids4me@insightbb.com>
Taylorsville, KY - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 10:35 AM CDT
Wow. What a picture. Amazing. Wow.

I don't even know what to say. Benny is there, Amy. There is no doubt. He is THERE.

J

Joan Kellogg <4kids4me@insightbb.com>
Taylorsville, KY - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 10:35 AM CDT
Wow! That pix gave me a chill before I even read your entry, Amy. Proof that the spirit lives on....and love surrounds us from those who have gone before us.
Kathi
Phoenix, Az - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 8:37 PM CDT
I'm writing for the first time, though I've been following your precious sweetpea story for some time now....Somehow, leaving a message doesn't seem like enough...Your beautiful family is in my thoughts and prayers all the time and I just wanted to let you know, that even here, milion miles away from you, on the other side of the Atlantic, although we never met, Benny touched many hearts and souls. His courage and strength is an inspiration to us all.And Amy, you're such a wonderful mom, and my heart breaks for your loss.Thank you for sharing Benny's story. 1000 hugs for you and your sweet boys, they're such a blessing!

Oliwia (Poland)

Oliwia <olive2@vp.pl>
Poland - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 4:13 AM CDT
JEREMIA,
HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ((HUGS)), BIGGER (((HUGS)))AND EVEN BIGGER (((((HUGS))))). YOU'RE SUCH A CUTIE

BIG FAN <dubbed69634@mypacks.net>
- Monday, August 20, 2007 9:17 AM CDT
That picture is so precious.
Hugs, Megan (tannersmom)

Megan Nielsen
USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 10:52 AM CDT
I think about Benny often. I remember the day I met him in the hospital playroom. Wild Cherry Pepsi has been my favorite drink ever since. Thank you Benny.
Haley <babyfacehly13@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 6, 2007 11:35 PM CDT
When you say "I miss him completely."...WOW...that phrase says it all. I continue to hold your family close. This Friday is the Relay for Life walk that I found sweet Benny's luminaria bag at last year. My kids and I will be walking again this year and I will be thinking of your Benny and way too many other kiddos who spent their short lives here on earth fighting to live, fighting the beast called cancer.
Benny, oh so sweet Benny~
Please visit your family in their dreams and please send them some special signs......they need to feel your presence, your peace. My daughter has the softest pink pig and a fuzzy pink bed comforter and pillow...I think of you often when I walk in her room!

Racqel Barthel <rbarthel@izoom.net>
Becker, MN - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 2:33 PM CDT
Amy, beautiful entry. Even when you don't feel like it, you should just post. It is always eloquent and we love hearing from you.

I am glad you feel Benny's essence. Boy, that Benny sure is cute.

Love Joan

JOan Kellogg <jkellogg1259@bellsouth.net>
Taylorsville, KY USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 9:09 AM CDT
That is a sweet memory! I hope that memory and many more help you get through until you and Benny will be together again....FOREVER!

Racqel Barthel <rbarthel@izoom.net>
Becker, MN - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:39 PM CDT
As always my thougths and prayers are with you:O) Much love to you all! You are such amazing family! I learn so much when I am around you all!!
Tiesha <jadekan98@yahoo.com>
Tucson, az USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 1:34 AM CDT
Praying for you and your family and remembering Benny!
Kellie <kelliekea@hotmail.com>
Tyler , Tx USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 5:19 PM CDT
Just stopping by to check on you. Amazingly I always seem to show up when you have just posted. Your updated makes my heart hurt so bad but I know it is nothing compared to your pain.
Lynn Pearcy <pearcys74@msn.com>
Sharpsburg, Georgia - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 2:02 PM CDT
Boy, this really made me MAD, Amy. Looks like the problem has been taken care of, but if not, I will post something!!!

Hugs!

Love J

P.S. Boy, that Benny and those other Petz boys are sure cute!

Joan <jkellogg1259@bellsouth.net>
Taylorsville, KY - Monday, July 16, 2007 8:41 AM CDT
Hello, That evil person also posted my baby who passed away from cancer as well. I was so incredibly angry! Of course I flagged the video for Youtube and sent her a personal email. I just cant believe someone would do this to our children who have passed.

Brandy
www.caringbridge.com/ca/coleregan

Brandy Regan <brandyregan@yahoo.com>
San Francisco, ca - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 5:11 PM CDT
Your plan worked...as I was waiting for the page to load I already had some interesting (evil) words going through my head to write. I am embarrassed to admit that I was a lil dissapointed that she already removed it...I really wanted to giver her a piece of my mind. But I guess that is good though...shame works wonders!
Summer James <summerleah76@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 4:52 PM CDT
I am so sorry that such a horrible thing was done with Benny's pictures, as well as the other kiddos. My prayers are with you as you have to deal with someone who was so selfish in their desire for attention.
Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews, Asher and ^Jacob^: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Hollidaysburg, Pa - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 1:16 PM CDT
I went to the Youtube site and flagged the video. I wans't able to type anything in saying she stole pictures of other people's children, but maybe Youtube will read the comments? She is sick for doing such a thing.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 12:47 AM CDT
STILL HERE JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND SAY I LOVE YA GUYS AND I HOPE U START FEELING BETTER ................I LOVE YA BENNY
DELILAH <DELILAHALHAJRI@YAHOO.COM>
HOUND HILL, VA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 5:09 PM CDT
hello there,i just wanted to say i am so sorry for your loss. my gorgeous boy Adam was diagnosed with neuroblastoma feb 2006, and after much tough treatment, in may of this year we were told he had relapsed. we have been told he only has a couple of weeks left. I dont need to tell you how we are feeling. God bless you all
natasha white <Tashapix@aol.com>
kent, united kingdom - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 4:39 PM CDT
Dearest Amy,

This picture of Benny makes me think of that John Lennon song "Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful beautiful boy".

Benny surely is a beautiful boy.

J

Joan Kellogg <jkellogg1259@bellsouth.net>
Taylorsville, KY - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 1:09 PM CDT
I am so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.
Beth Stone <bjrjwstone@hotmail.com>
China Grove, NC USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
I agree, Cancer sucks, no one should have to go thru the pain and agony of watching their beautiful child be devoured by this beast. It's not fair, please allow your self to get mad, scream, beat up some pillows or maybe get a baseball bat and beat the s@#t out of something, metal garbage cans work well as they dent and make a lot of noise. I am keeping you in my prayers as I know the pain an anniversary date brings. Be gentle with your self.
God bless. Susan

Susan <susanhubley@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 2, 2007 1:39 PM CDT
You know I have been reading your web site for a little over a year, and this is the 1st time you have prompt me to write. I am willing to let you beat me until you have nothing left just to make you feel better. no one should have to go trought what you are going trough
Ray Lopez <rylopez@cox.net>
Tucson, AZ Pima - Friday, June 29, 2007 3:38 PM CDT
I remember reading your site right after Benny passed. I was heartbroken. Every so often I will look at the pictures of his final days and it brings tears to my eyes still.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Friday, June 29, 2007 12:03 AM CDT
Remembering Benny today and always.
Kam.
- Friday, June 29, 2007 9:48 AM CDT
Mom, Dad, Keegan, Jeremia, Conrad and Wee,

I'm now a little Angel
Sent from up above
To help guide you and protect you
And give you lots of love.

Today when you feel lonely
kinda sad and blue
You'll feel my little Angel wings
Tenderly enfolding you.

I'm just a little Angel
Come down from Heaven above
Who will always and forever
Give you my "Bestest" Angel Hugs.
Love, Benny

Pink clouds and Cinnamon
- Thursday, June 28, 2007 1:11 AM CDT
I'm so sorry....
Megan

Megan Nielsen <megannielson@msn.com>
UT USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 10:22 PM CDT
I'm so sorry for all the suffering your family has had to endure. Thinking of you all today.
Kelly
MI - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:55 PM CDT
Remembering Benny today and wishing that you did not have to endure this pain. I do not know you nor do I know the pain you are living but I pray for your comfort and peace on this earth until you meet up with Benny again.
Kellie <kelliekea@hotmail.com>
Tyler , Tx USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 7:37 PM CDT
Thinking of you.
Gina Mac
Huntsville, TX USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 4:53 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and holding you close to my heart as you miss your sweet boy. He was beautiful and I'm so sorry that cancer took him from you. You have every right to feel the way you do. Let it out. Vent all you want. Cancer is a horrible disease. It is just not fair that it takes all of these sweet innocent young lives so soon.

Love and hugs,

Vicki and Jayden

www.caringbridge.org/visit/jayden

Vicki Fields <jarjaysmom@aol.com>
Louisville, KY US - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 3:26 PM CDT
Thinking of the entire Petz family. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Angel Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 2:56 PM CDT
Amy and Crew~
Just wanted you all to know that you are in my thoughts today. I won't even pretend to understand the pain, ache, emptiness....

Benny~
Send some special signs to your family today! I am sure they need to feel your love all around them. Maybe a flying pig!!! :) Now that would be a sign!!!!


Racqel Barthel <rbarthel@izoom.net>
Becker, MN - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 12:04 AM CDT
Dear Petz family,

Thinking of you on this very difficult day. I pray for peace for you all.


Melina, mom of Levi - medulloblastoma survivor www3.caringbridge.org/va/levi <melina_mayo@yahoo.com>
New Castle, VA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 7:00 AM CDT
I came by to leave a message for you and Benny. I just read your latest entry and another piece of my heart just broke. There is nothing I can say to make any of this better for you and it just sucks. Just know that not a day goes by that I dont think of Benny and all of you.
This is for Benny..........
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All the love I have,
Kylie. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 4:23 AM CDT
I miss you more than words can say moon, mom misses you as well and thinks of you every day. Your brothers are getting in all sorts of trouble but its o.k. Baby Wee is growing up so fast. Dont you worry he will definatly know who his big brother is. Jeremia says hi and hopes you are having lots of fun in heavan. I will talk to you later. I love you Moonman.
Dad <wildpetz@bennylove.com>
tucson , Az usa - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:58 PM CDT
We Will be thinking of in the coming days..
Remembering Benny and what a stong lilguy he had to be.
what a inspration..
Gods Blessing and prayers

www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla
www.car

Creative Spiritz

ingbridge.org/tn/mimmie


April & Angel Mikayla and Family <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
TN USA - Friday, June 22, 2007 4:01 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Derek!
Angel Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:11 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Ami! Thinking of you today.
Kate Saunders
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 10:18 AM CDT
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Dearest Ami, I hope that you have a magical 1st Birthday. Sending lots of love, hugs and kisses to you on your special day.
All the love I have,
Kylie.

Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, June 14, 2007 3:59 AM CDT
Amy: Don't fret about a miscalculation! Just think of the good that will come for all of your efforts! Every drop in the bucket contributes to overflowing it. Your contribution was well beyond a "drop"--more like a tidal wave! After reading some of the comments in this journal and seeing where they are coming from--worldwide!--it's amazing to feel the comradery that's there. (What a ploy for world peace if everyone would connect with this common bond!) So you see, your efforts are fantastic and extremely successful in many more ways than one! As Frank's old Navy unit would say, "Hooyah!"
Love to all, Aunt Carol Lindsey

Carol Lindsey <lindseyoncomet@qwest.net>
Peoria, AZ USA - Friday, June 8, 2007 10:25 AM CDT
Amy, don't you dare beat yourself up about "only" raising $4,000 whatever dollars! What you guys did for Benny with the lemonade stand was fabulous. I loved the pink piggies. Crap, I'm contemplating a visit to AZ to attend this thing next year!!!

Love to you, Der, and the boys!

Joan

Joan Kellogg <jkellogg1259@bellsouth.net>
Taylorsville, KY USA - Monday, June 4, 2007 10:21 AM CDT
That's a lot of money you raised! It'll take us one step closer to more effective treatments and a cure, so I pray. Raising my glass of lemonade to Benny and the entire Petz clan.
Shirley
NY, NY - Friday, June 1, 2007 11:57 AM CDT
I hope you had a great day celebrating Benny's life and pouring lots of lemonade. I hope you reached your goal - I can't wait to see pictures. I'm sure Benny was up there smiling huge at all you're dong!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 29, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
May 26th *** Happy Birthday Sweet Benny!!!!! Just letting u know, that I'm thinking and praying for you!! Give Hugs to all your special boys from me!!! They r all soooooooooo cute!!!


Lots of love!
Oliwia

Oliwia <olive2@vp.pl>
Lublin, Poland - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 3:24 AM CDT
HEY AMY,
IM REALLY SAD THAT I WASNT THERE BUT I TOLD EVERYBODY I KNOW TO GO EVERYBODY SAID THEY HAD A GREAT TIME I WISH I WAS IN TUCSON!!!!!

I MISS U BENNY!!!I CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU IN HEAVEN!!!!!I LOVE PETZ FAMILY

DELILAH <DELILAHALHAJRI@YAHOO.COM>
ROUND HILL, VA USA - Sunday, May 27, 2007 10:43 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Benny!
Angel Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Saturday, May 26, 2007 10:32 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Benny!
Katelyn <kr_brodie@comcast.ney>
Tucson, AZ United States - Saturday, May 26, 2007 10:18 PM CDT
Happy Birthday! It was wonderful to see you all today. Jeremiah was so great on the news!!
Andrea Chiavarini <harrell74@yahoo.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Saturday, May 26, 2007 8:51 PM CDT
Happy 6th Birthday Benny!
Dear Petz family:
Best wishes for a successful fundraiser today. What a wonderful way to honor your sweet boy.

Jennifer
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Saturday, May 26, 2007 6:47 PM CDT
My prayers are with you all today. God bless.
lisa
- Saturday, May 26, 2007 2:31 PM CDT
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Carly
- Saturday, May 26, 2007 12:08 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Benny
Kelly Rendall - Mum to Angel Beebo/Jamie www.beebo.info
Teignmouth, Devon United Kingdom - Saturday, May 26, 2007 5:12 AM CDT


Found this one just after I had signed the guestbook, but I thought you would like this.
Love you forever,
Kylie.

Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Saturday, May 26, 2007 3:38 AM CDT
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Dear Benny,wishing you a Happy 6th Birthday.
With all the love I have,
Kylie.

Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Saturday, May 26, 2007 3:34 AM CDT
Happy early birthday Benny! I know it is tomorrow, but I won't be here and wanted to make sure I wish you a happy birthday. I continue to follow your mom's journals, even though it breaks my heart. You are such a cute boy!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Friday, May 25, 2007 10:43 AM CDT
Wishes for a very SUCESSFUL day on beautiful Benny's Birthday! Thinking of you and your sweet family on this very special day!
Gina Mac
Huntsville, TX USA - Friday, May 25, 2007 10:01 AM CDT
I wish sooo much that I could be there with you all and celebrate Benny's Birthday. I know he would be soooo proud of all of you.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 3:59 PM CDT
What a beautiful family! No doubt Benny lives on in all of you. May your memories of sweet little Benny give you comfort while knowing nothing can ever really take away the pain. Bless you all.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, May 17, 2007 9:17 AM CDT
Hi Jeremia and the rest of the Petz crew, thought I would give you a little shout out tonight since you were feeling a little sad. What a nice picture. I love the new photos. You all are an awfully cute bunch.
Angel Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Thursday, May 17, 2007 0:48 AM CDT
PS....don't tell you brother I just spelt his name wrong :( Silly Kwisty...
kwisty <kristymckee@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2007 11:41 AM CDT
Oh stinky feet, monkey toes....I miss you! I miss watching those cool Barbie movies with you and getting excited at Wal-mart cuz they had one you hadn't seen yet. I miss bringing you chinese noodles and sharing my chocolate extreme blizzard with you...we always shared that love for chocolate. Everytime I smell syrup I think of you. I took your brothers to breakfast awhile ago when they spent the night...Conrad takes after you and wanted lots of syrup. We missed you, as always. The pink Hungry Hippo didn't eat as fast and Jeremiah got fustrated when Conrad kept knocking over his Army forts & I don't make as cool of shooting sounds. I was a little more strict with the sliding down the stairs. Conrad would have gotten a little too wild I think. He fell into the water at the park & I still think you were there to witness that. I could hear you..."Conrad, you're going to fall in...be careful Conrad" I miss sleeping in your bed when you were on Benny Island with your mom and dad, but I still sleep with your fuzzy pink pillow and blanket. I miss pouring you milk with ice. I miss everything about you. I have to agree with your momma. I feel a lot better now that I wrote you. Your mom's the coolest. I'm so glad you decided to share her with me. She's the best friend I could ever ask for. I wish I could be there to help her with the Lemonade stand. I will be there for your Birthday though....I wouldn't miss that for anything. I wonder what kind of cake you want this year? You better tell me or I'm going to have to guess and then it just wont be right. How about white cake with chocolate icing :) I know you are there watching over the wild petz house, so please send them extra lovin for me. I love them so much. I am so lucky we met Benny. Thank you for being my friend. I love you. I am ok, just have tears cuz I needed to release those happy chemicals. I just miss you...
kwisty <kristymckee@hootmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
no prob bob jk ya when ever u got time i know your a very busy women take your time happy late mothers day love ya guys
delilah

delilah <delilahalhajri@yahoo.com>
round hill, va usa - Monday, May 14, 2007 2:31 PM CDT
no prob bob jk ya when ever u got time i know your a very busy women take your time happy late mothers day love ya guys
delilah

delilah <delilahalhajri@yahoo.com>
round hill, va usa - Monday, May 14, 2007 2:30 PM CDT
Just dropping by to wish Amy a Happy Mother's Day!
Angel Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Sunday, May 13, 2007 1:58 AM CDT
Happy Mother's Day, Amy. It has to be so hard without Benny here, but I'm sure he is sending so much love!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 12, 2007 11:36 PM CDT
amy you son would be very proud of you and what you have accomplished in his name. keep up the good work and as of now i will remember benny every day also. he will not be forgotten.
Michelle Riley <cowgirlply971@yahoo.com>
Olney, Ok USA - Friday, May 4, 2007 0:32 AM CDT
hey amy
im wishing through this hard time u can sit back and find a little joy with all these wonderful things you have started to help other children and familys i have moved from tucson and vip auto body to vargina i dont know if spelt it right but i guess thats why im going back to school ha haha but any way i have been collecting money pennys for benny pink piggy bank sence you started now i have moved i plane on doing it here cuz my family have some business that i would like to put bennys banks @ and maybe i can start puting them up in food stores i dont know yet but that my goal is to let people know about benny and how he touch my heart so if that happens im going to need some piggy banks if its not any trouble when ever you have time i have one right now so thats good but here my add

35475 glencoe ct
round hill va 20141-2382
if you need shiping money let me know

ps im going to go to shcool to be a child therapist for abused children cuz my aunt had past away unexpectedly then my grandma pasted away 6 months after and then benny even though i never met him it still hurts like hes my family it made me think if two adults past away and did nothing for nobody there whole life and a small boy touches and changes so many people. i dont want to just die and not help others i want people to remember me. to change things even if is a small thing. its sad for children cuz they have no rights so people abuse them and get away well thats not going to happen once i finish school i have lots of planes to help the children there are future sorry i know im rambling on i just want to think you for have a sweet benny love he really change me you are such a strang women think you
prays and love
sent your way


delilah

delilah <rachelcate@verizon.net>
round hill, az usa - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 1:24 PM CDT
Hi Petz Family, just dropping by to see how everyone is doing. I think the lemonade stand flyer is adorable!
Angel Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 0:57 AM CDT
Hello Amy and Derick
Been a while since I have said hello:O) Sorry school is keeping me really busy. I do stop by and read your updates all the time. Its soo nice that you keep the toy chest stocked MJ just picked out the pretty Barbie in purple that you droped off! Kyle saw the pink pig on it and asked how Jeremiah was doing. Maybe he would be up for another play date, we could meet somewhere. The kids are all growing up so quickly Ami is so adorable, but then all your kids are.
Well I think of you all often and pray for you more:O)
Much love to all of you!

Tiesha <jadekan98@yahoo.com>
Tucson, az - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 0:38 AM CDT
Gentle Ben, Thinking of you today as always!
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Grandma <twoshooze@earthlink.net>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 6:19 PM CDT
I"m so sorr y for your loss of Benny I read his story and was touched so much. i know he was and still is an inspratrion to others.
I to know this pain you feel and somepeople tell us time will heal this pain but as time has gone by I still want to hold my Angel Mae Mae so badly as they take a part of our souls with them. I hope that our Angels have met as they play in the Garden in Heaven.
www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla
www.caringbridge.org/tn/mimmie
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April & Angel Mikayla and Family <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
TN USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 10:57 PM CDT
I came upon Benny's webpage on Alex's Lemonade Stand site.
I don't think we have met before. Are or were you on the
NB SUPPORT GROUP. I am so sorry to read about little Benny.
But happy to read about the good work you are doing to
help find a cure for childhood cancer.
I know Little Benny will ALWAYS live down deep in
your heart.
Faith, NB HOPE& Cure some day.

Lou/grandmother to Josh(14) dx.NBIV 6/01- remission 4/02

www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN usa - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:12 PM CDT
i love the up date ami
delilah <vipautobodypaint@aol.com>
tucson, az usa - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:57 AM CDT
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Happy Easter Benny. I love you.

Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Friday, April 6, 2007 6:38 PM CDT
I will be right there beside you in 50 years. Benny is always in my thoughts as are you. Thank you for the beautiful new photo and the update on your wounderful boys.

All the love I have,
Kylie.

Kylie
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 8:19 PM CDT
Sending you all my love. I imagine the good week/bad week thing will continue for a while. I hope time does heal, if only a little bit. Every time I look at pictures of your Benny I cannot help but smile. He was such an amazing kid!

Kids Cancer Crusade

Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 31, 2007 4:54 PM CDT
I bought something from the Alex's Lemonade Stand and I got the newsletter sent to my email. I saw your story and went to bennys homepage. I have been reading his story (your journals). He is adorable! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Emily <emifly@hotmail.com>
Rockford, IL - Friday, March 30, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
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Kylie` <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 11:41 PM CDT
Praying for good minutes, hours, days, weeks - for all of you!
Gina Mac
Willis, TX USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 1:14 PM CDT
HEY AMI
IM STILL HERE JUST HAVENT POST ANYTHING STILL CHECK UP ON YOU AND THE BOYS EVERY DAY I DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN DO TO HELP BUT IM HERE FOR YOU!!! ANY THING YOU NEED!!!

LOVE SENT YOUR WAY
DELILAH

DELILAH <VIPAUTOBODYPAINT@AOL.COM>
TUCSON, AZ USA - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 2:20 PM CDT
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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 24, 2007 12:17 AM CDT
I know honest I do. The loss of one child is loss of all your kids. For a good reason the healthy kids are put a side for a year or two or three. You got no time to pay them any attention because the sick one takes up all your time & energy too. They learn to fix for themself and do things on their own because mom and dad have no time. They feel jelous, sad, guilty and mad about the sick one getting all the attention. My doctor said they are lost in the forest almost with nobody to help. Then when the sick one die it gets worse because they feel more quilty and mom and dad jsut cry and cry and cry. The sad never goes away but neither do the other kids they still a side waiting. In five years you dont know the kids and they dont know you no more. It dont matter how hard you try your best because your heart will always be very sad. There hearts will always be sad. Everybody always feel alone now. Some time I get mad when my kids laugh besause it make me sad and that just dont make no sence but it the truth. Nobody can ever make your heart real happy again and your other kids know that. Nobody can make your kids hearts happy neither. The rest of all our life we all be sad and I wonder how many family cancer has runt. You keep doing what you got to do to make your family whole again and I hope you do better then I did. I wish for you only the best and peace in all your heart for ever. Marcus lee
Marcus lee
OH - Saturday, March 24, 2007 0:24 AM CDT
Amy, your entry made my day. Just goes to show you how SHALLOW I can be. :)

Of course you are all having a tough time! How could it be any other way? I am not surprised Keegan is having issues; he's a teenager after all. Jeremiah is still mourning the loss of his best friend I am sure.

There is nothing else to do what keep on keeping on, is there?

CCKMA2
Love Joan

Joan Kellogg <4kids4me@insightbb.com>
Taylorsville, KY USA - Friday, March 23, 2007 2:02 PM CDT
Hi Amy, I have been checking on you all every few days though I did not sign the guestbook. Hoping for a better next week.
Angel Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Friday, March 23, 2007 0:03 AM CDT
Hi guys,
Sorry you are having a bad week. They suck, I know. We have them too. I have read some on grief with kids...I need to read more but it makes me sad and makes me feel even more guilty, but the thing that sticks with me and I have to keep educating teachers on is that kids will grieve differently for every year they turn a different age. Sometimes rebellion, sometimes bad grades and on and on. If we only had the crystal ball...We took Beau to a counselor again last week and haven't heard any results but his principal thinks he might have depression...after seeing his answers to the counselor questions...I think so to. Just wanted to let you know you are not alone...we are tredging through it to. Everytime I see the purple/pink sky, I think of Benny too. Hugs all around.
Angel Gage's Mom,
Heather
www.caringbridge.org/ne/gageedwards

I don't know if I ever wrote to you about making a Benny bear for you guys but I would be honored if you have something you want of his made into a bear to hug.

Heather <hinteriors@yahoo.com>
Alliance, NE - Thursday, March 22, 2007 9:44 PM CDT
Thinking of you and your family....
Genell Dawson
Prescott, AZ - Thursday, March 22, 2007 10:20 AM CDT
Hope everyone is feeling better. Have a nice weekend!
caringbridge.org/visit/quiltsofhope

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- Friday, March 16, 2007 3:52 PM CDT
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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
Great pictures! Ami is so cute (all your kids are!) and getting so big. I'm glad to see your family is coping well and making time for happiness and joy, even through your grief and tears. I think of Benny and his sweet smile often.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, March 10, 2007 12:04 AM CST
Benny sure is cute!
Benny Rocks <pinkpigs@bennyheaven.com>
Bennyville, LV - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 9:23 PM CST
I love reading the updates on your boys and see how you're doing. Ami is starting to look more and more like Benny to me. He is just way too cute just like his big brother angel Benny.. and well all of your kids are cute! I know i'm late but Happy 14th Birthday Keegan! I'm going to try to get a card or something out to your boys soon since I read about Jeremia being upset recently. I never thought I could hate something as much as I hate cancer, especially pediatric cancer, we need cures.. now! These research funding cuts are totally unacceptable.

Thinking of you all and praying for your much needed comfort as you have a big hole in your lives where Benny should physically be! Stay Strong!

Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Friday, February 23, 2007 6:34 PM CST



To Keegan, sorry it's late but I do hope that you had a fantastic Birthday. And all the best for the year ahead.
Lots of Love Kylie.

Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 7:38 PM CST