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Welcome to our childs web page, it has been provided to keep people updated about our child. Rhianna was born the 1st April 2002, as a healthy 9 pound little girl. She was a happy, beautiful little girl, who always knew how to make you smile and laugh. On the 25th of June 2004, Rhianna was sent for a MRI Scan after being in the hospital for 6 weeks, with a nasal gasteric tube in, and not being able to eat, or keep the formula down. It was discovered that Rhianna had a Juvenile Pilocytic Astrocytoma Tumour, our lives changed completely that day. After a number of operations and receiving chemotherapy every week,and her tumour shrinking, it looked like Rhianna was going to come through this awful disease. Rhianna was determined to prove the doctors wrong, she lost her eyesight they said she would never see again, she lost the ability to walk they said she would never walk again, yet our determined little lady did both of these things again. All Mri Scans she had, had proved that the chemo was working and that her tumour was starting to shrink, her last Mri on the 15th June 2005, did not show that the tumour had shrunk anymore, but her specialist was still happy with the way her treatment was going. Sadly on Sunday morning the 24th of July 2005, my beautiful little girl, died in her Granny's arms on the way to the hospital, she was a little bit sick the night before,but was on the way to the hospital as her stomach feeding tube was leaking. Rhianna was a beautiful caring little girl, she loved her brother Kane dearly, and adored being around her family. Everyone that meet her fell in love with her, and she had just a strong determination and strength in her, she will always be loved and missed dearly every single day.This web page was opened for her the beginning of last year, to keep people updated about how she was doing, but since she died it has taken me this long to have the strength to do this for her. Rhianna Marie, i love you sweetheart so much, and not having you here with us hurts so much baby girl, you were and still are a big part of our lives, and you will never ever be forgotten sweet angel. Rest in peace my darling girl, and look down on us and remember us all with love. Fly high my darling precious angel.
RHIANNA
She came into this world for a very brief stay, Just long enough to give her love away. With a perceptive smile your heart shed pare, Your coldness shed melt with a mystical, warm stare.
At the tender age of only three, The Lord said, "Rhianna, its time, to come to Me. Your pain is over, your spirit set free, Come no more sickness shall you ever see."
So away she flew on gossamer wings, To the place where all heaven eternally sings, Praise and Worship to the King of Kings. To play in the King's own Garden, amid wonderful things.
Purple flowers which never cease to bloom, The stems of which,funny little ladybirds scurry to groom. Myriads of fireflies which lights never dim, And giant mushrooms growing chest high to the rim.
"Tis a Garden just for young souls to explore, At the Tree of Life whose fruits restore, On the shore of the River that flows from the Master's Throne A place of music and joy where you're never alone.
It's just inside Heaven's Gate, Where little Rhianna does happily wait, For that joyful reunion, just inside the Heavenly Door, With all her loved ones, never again to be parted, Forever more. Letter To Mummmy
Mum,please don't feel guilty It was just my time to go. I see you are still feeling sad, And the tears just seem to flow.
We all came to earth for our lifetime, And for some its not many years I dont want you to keep crying You are shedding so many tears.
I havent really left you Even though it may seem so. And Im closer to you than you know.
Just believe that when you say my name, Im standing next to you, I know you long to see me, But theres nothing I can do.
But I'll still send you messages And hope you understand, That when your time comes to cross over, I'll be there to take your hand. Rhianna, is forever my little angel, and a special gift that will last me a life-time.
For Rhianna
The day you died, I really cried and for a long time after, I look at your picture and see your smile and can almost hear your laughter. Its so hard to live without you,youve been right by my side. Im forced to face the days alone now, Please know that I have tried. I think about you every night when I look up at the stars, I knew that you would have to leave, I never thought so soon, Everywhere, I go, through many travelled places, I see your image everyday in your little brothers face, It makes me want to hold you, for just one more blessed time, I turn my head and fake a smile, and pretend that I am fine. Who said this was easy?There was no guarantee. Just remain within my heart and try to comfort me. I cant say how much I miss you, the words are just not there. An emptiness has moved within me, my heart is hollow air. There is a day that I will find you, I know that much is true. Until then, please remember me, and know that I miss you.
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Sunday, April 1, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING ANGEL
5 years old today sweetie, Happy Birthday to the most beautiful little girl ever. I hope you have a wonderful birthday in heaven little lady with all your friends. How much we wish you could be here with us everyday, especially the special days like today. You would have been so beautiful honey, and so big now too.
I hope you got your balloons we all let go for you today sweetheart, pretty pink ones and pretty purple ones. Kaney let go one of each colour for you, Mummys bunch got caught in a gust of wind and ended up in a tree, we bet you were laughing watching it. Especially when both Rob and Uncle Neil climbed the tree to try and get them down, but they couldnt. I hope you liked all your little presents that we put out at your grave for you baby, your grave looks so pretty, and shows just how much you are loved and missed little angel.
We think of you everyday, I so wish things could be different but I know that cant happen. Rhianna Marie, I love you with every piece of my heart and soul sweet little girl, and you are missed more every single day. You are one real special little lady my darling. Be happy my baby, and Happy 5th Birthday sweetie, blow your candles out hard baby, and catch all your pretty balloons sweetheart.
Love always your mummy xxxxx
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Hospital Information: In heaven, if youd like to see me, just close your eyes, whisper my name and ill be right there next to you.... You can talk to me always, I can hear you, even when you cry, even the tiniest whisper.......
Links: http://tuesdayschild.homestead.com/rhiannaLmem/rhiannaLmem.html Rhiannas Memorial Page http://caringbridge.org/me/jacob Angel Jacobs Page http://www.JamesBrowne.net An Amazing Man
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