You're such a great writer. Thank you for bringing us along your journey. It sounds impossibly difficult and rends my heart. But at the same time, I see you triumph again and again, and your story gives me such profound hope. Well done, seeking out the support network you've grown with the fellow NICU survivor and her twins. And hang in there! You are in my prayers -- the magic 3 of you (and your newly added set of 3 more!)