Pam, I only met you once but have thought of you often over this past month. You were clearly deeply committed to Ted and he was very lucky to have you. Ted was truly one of a kind. I have no words of wisdom accept that I hope you are able to reach for support when you need it. Grief is no easy bedfellow and it is very unpredictable ... go easy on yourself. I am sure Ted brought you joy and love and I hope you are able to hold onto those memories always.
Ted was lucky to have so many supportive and caring people to share himself with during his time in this world - and you have been a "trooper" through the ordeal. May God bless you "really" good in your future.
Oh, Pam. What a sad day and experience for you. Looking forward to the day I can give you a big hug, and together with Ted’s family and friends we can join in the kind of Memorial to Ted that you envision and he would want. Sending love, understanding and sympathy. Lois
Light and love,
Sandy