March 7, 2019: Upon (finally) connecting the event in the Shaman's session where she said "I see a Mexican sombrero" and recalling that I found one in the street the last job I worked up in New Hampshire many years ago which people who have been in my garage may have noticed the sombrero handing on the Zoo sign my sister Paula made ---- many years before the cancer diagnosis, I did a relationship Tarot Reading and these cards appeared:
Their emotions: - https://www.tarot.com/tarot/cards/nine-of-swords/universal-waite: "The swords above her head may indicate that the loss has come through some cruel conflict, the outcome of which has left her behind as chattel, the spoils of war. Really what we are looking at is the price of pride, which creates losers as a side effect of glorifying winners. The woman in the picture represents the concerns of the heart, the damage to the soul and to vulnerable ones, when the ego-mind becomes so invested in control and domination that it does not count the human costs. A sensitive, subtle, heartfelt approach to nature (the "feminine") is trampled and thrown aside in service to a "winner takes all" mentality".
Their (Tammy's) conscious mind: The Three of this suit is often entitled Consent, or simply Yes. This card resonates with a spirit of agreement, mutual support, encouragement and teamwork. Often pictured as three women celebrating their connectedness in a dance with lifted cups, it could also be called "sisterhood," a real mutual admiration society. It points to all the benefits of harmonious relationship. https://www.tarot.com/tarot/cards/three-of-cups/universal-waite
About a month or two ago, I asked to be shown how Tammy was when I was dreaming. I've practiced lucid dreaming since high school. I was taken to a very large room where I stood at the very back of the room near the doorway. Tammy was seated in an area where people and children were in absolute joy and happiness -- people and children were dancing and entertaining each other (3 of cups)
Long story short: Rev K "I see a Sombrero".. I found one in the street up in New Hampshire years before Tammy's diagnosis: those who have been in my garage may remember seeing it hanging on the Zoo sign: Hope4Cancer dot com or search on Carbon C-60 site as alternatives to poison (chemo) and burn (radiation) https://hope4cancer.com/
Their emotions: - https://www.tarot.com/tarot/cards/nine-of-swords/universal-waite: "The swords above her head may indicate that the loss has come through some cruel conflict, the outcome of which has left her behind as chattel, the spoils of war. Really what we are looking at is the price of pride, which creates losers as a side effect of glorifying winners. The woman in the picture represents the concerns of the heart, the damage to the soul and to vulnerable ones, when the ego-mind becomes so invested in control and domination that it does not count the human costs. A sensitive, subtle, heartfelt approach to nature (the "feminine") is trampled and thrown aside in service to a "winner takes all" mentality".
Their (Tammy's) conscious mind: The Three of this suit is often entitled Consent, or simply Yes. This card resonates with a spirit of agreement, mutual support, encouragement and teamwork. Often pictured as three women celebrating their connectedness in a dance with lifted cups, it could also be called "sisterhood," a real mutual admiration society. It points to all the benefits of harmonious relationship. https://www.tarot.com/tarot/cards/three-of-cups/universal-waite
About a month or two ago, I asked to be shown how Tammy was when I was dreaming. I've practiced lucid dreaming since high school. I was taken to a very large room where I stood at the very back of the room near the doorway. Tammy was seated in an area where people and children were in absolute joy and happiness -- people and children were dancing and entertaining each other (3 of cups)