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I walked the Heart of the Rocks trail today from the visitor center after driving up to the Massai Point lookout to scatter Tammy Sue Lee's ashes. During Tammy's great Amazon buying binge of 2017 (too big of a dose of a steroid imo), Tammy ordered solar return astrology readings -- a reading for the sun's position a year later for me, herself and her book club buddy Jean - hence the reason I was set on scattering Tammy's ashes a year to the day from her passing. Yesterday I did the Echo Canyon loop from the upper parking lot (s). We did a combo of both back in the day -- early 90's...


Driving into Bonita Canyon to the visitor center today, three deer ran into the park. After I finished scattering Tammy's ashes, one of the three deer walked out in front of me and stood on the road and looked at me forcing me to stop the car. One of the other deer in this little herd stopped running into the woods and came back to see what the deer standing in the middle of the road was doing. The name Chirichahua's means "Land of the Standing Up Rocks".


Juan, who is a Shaman Healer Chiropractor who migrated north from central America from a large family to the USA who retired from IBM said years ago that one of Tammy's tasks in this life was to speak her voice and stand up for herself (paraphrasing). She did in the most powerful way possible - by few words and her ACTIONS. Her astrological fate entry in a book at the A.R.E. Atlantic Research Center for Enlightenment Sleeping Prophet Edgar Cayce Center states (paraphrasing) that through compassion and selfless support of others, Tammy could change the world.


Many years ago, in a energy balancing / healing session, Rev K said that her guides told her that the spirit behind the Heart Beacon Cycle project we've worked on all these years is Great Deer. I will post the slide cover that I presented at the e9-1-1 in the Heartland (Indianapolis In) on Tammy's web page on in one of the Medium dot com sites I've been working on and the tribute.https://www.caringbridge.org/visit/tammymcgee/photos


Coincidentally, driving into the park, my seatbelt was fastened but the seatbelt sensor was beeping and blinking as if it were not.  I set and reset the seatbelt but the sensor wouldn't quit blinking and beeping forcing me to stop the car and turn off the engine to reset the seatbelt...


LINK https://www.spirit-animals.com/deer-symbolism/

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LINK https://medium.com/@heart.beacon.cycle/tammer-the-hammer-3d76460a50f9
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I woke up from a dream this morning where Tammy and I were going about our daily lives as if nothing had happened.  We visited an ice crevice in a rift that an earthquake had opened -- in rural Russia I think...   then we went to get a bite to eat before returning to where we lived now.  I remember thinking to myself... wait, Tammy passed away..  how is this possible?  I heard a voice say, "not in this here and now"...   

Many people have said "why do bad things happen to good people"?  That's one viewpoint.  Another is that Tammy was / is an old soul who took a very difficult assignment to this earth school to help others and help humanity.  Tammy often pointed her index finger at me and said "fix, fix"...  like in the movie E.T. as if she could shoot an energy beam at me that would resolve my issues.  Edgar Cayce "the Sleeping Prophet" who established his main center in Virginia Beach Virginia in view of the ocean held the viewpoint that "no soul is left behind".  The reality we are in now is a relatively low, slow vibration reality.  Tammy didn't have to be here.  Her spirit had evolved beyond the meanness of this often cruel world.  She was here to help me and to help humanity get through a challenging time that will include a financial collapse and severe weather swings as part of cyclical climate change -- in my opinion.  LINK 

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Sombrero hat finally figured out.. Rev K., long story short, I finally figured out the sombrero Mexican hat..  check out the size of the ladder / hats photograph in kilobytes: 278,528 bytes..   remember Tammy bit me on my right rib coincidentally?  March 7, 2019

March 7, 2019: Upon (finally) connecting the event in the Shaman's session where she said "I see a Mexican sombrero" and recalling that I found one in the street the last job I worked up in New Hampshire many years ago which people who have been in my garage may have noticed the sombrero handing on the Zoo sign my sister Paula made ---- many years before the cancer diagnosis, I did a relationship Tarot Reading and these cards appeared:




Their emotions: -https://www.tarot.com/tarot/cards/nine-of-swords/universal-waite:"The swords above her head may indicate that the loss has come through some cruel conflict, the outcome of which has left her behind as chattel, the spoils of war. Really what we are looking at is the price of pride, which creates losers as a side effect of glorifying winners. The woman in the picture represents the concerns of the heart, the damage to the soul and to vulnerable ones, when the ego-mind becomes so invested in control and domination that it does not count the human costs. A sensitive, subtle, heartfelt approach to nature (the "feminine") is trampled and thrown aside in service to a "winner takes all" mentality".



Their (Tammy's) conscious mind: The Three of this suit is often entitled Consent, or simply Yes. This card resonates with a spirit of agreement, mutual support, encouragement and teamwork. Often pictured as three women celebrating their connectedness in a dance with lifted cups, it could also be called "sisterhood," a real mutual admiration society. It points to all the benefits of harmonious relationship.https://www.tarot.com/tarot/cards/three-of-cups/universal-waite 
About a month or two ago, I asked to be shown how Tammy was when I was dreaming. I've practiced lucid dreaming since high school. I was taken to a very large room where I stood at the very back of the room near the doorway. Tammy was seated in an area where people and children were in absolute joy and happiness -- people and children were dancing and entertaining each other (3 of cups)


Steven McGee|Mar 4, 2019  (edited)


 

528 Hz – The Love Frequency | Attuned Vibrations




528 Hz – The Love Frequency. According to Dr. Leonard Horowitz, 528 Hertz is a frequency that is central to the “musical mathematical matrix of creation.” More than any sound previously discovered, the “LOVE frequency” resonates at the heart of everything.




272 KB (278,528 bytes) size of this (Ladder - hats) photograph in kilobytes.. See March 7th 2019 journal entry: 528 Hz – The Love Frequency | Attuned Vibrations LINK https://attunedvibrations.com/528hz 528 Hz – The Love Frequency on Attuned Vibrations | 528 Hz – The Love Frequency According to Dr. Leonard Horowitz, 528 Hertz is a frequency that is central to the “musical mathematical matrix of creation.” More than any sound previously discovered, the “LOVE frequency” resonates at the heart of everything … According to Dr. Leonard Horowitz, 528 Hertz is a frequency that is central to the “musical mathematical matrix of creation.” More than any sound previously discovered, the “LOVE frequency” resonates at the heart of everything. It connects your heart, your spiritual essence, to the spiraling reality of heaven and earth. Below is Tammy's Kirlian photography picture taken at a Carolyn Myss conference (Sacred Contracts)…. intuitive healer... the photographer remarked that her heart center was 2x the size of most people's.











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Woke up this morning from a dream where Tammy was being treated for cancer...   coincidentally, this Hope4Cancer center (four established outside the United States of course) was in my inbox.  @ 15 minutes, Photo dynamic INFRARED spectroscopy LIGHT treatment is described -- this is a stretch even by my standards but use your imagination with the picture I've been posting -- the RED KOOLAID man (energy super food supplements i.e., beets that I was giving Tammy) and the Kool Aid man Rev K said was "Breaking through the wall" -- listen to what the Doctor is saying about the Infrared Light penetrating through the walls !!! @ 15:41 See prior post about the 441 Time Cube / Tammy's phone # ending in # 5441


LINK https://youtu.be/uzeqezZmYRk?list=PL7YKya_R1ROvIaK3GXrD1NZCZJl_PORPu


Cancer treatments -- even for stage four patients after radiation and chemo has failed...  have to go outside the USA of course... 


STORY AT-A-GLANCE
  • Hope4Cancer offers a comprehensive, customized approach to cancer treatment, focused around seven key principles: nontoxic cancer therapies, immunomodulation, nutrition, detoxification, oxygenation, gut microbiome restoration and the spiritual and emotional aspects of healing

  • Nontoxic cancer therapies include pulsed electromagnetic field therapy, antimicrobials, anti-inflammatories, anti-angiogenic therapies such as hyperthermia and near-infrared light therapy, and biological intravenous therapies such as vitamin C and laetrile

  • Ninety-two percent of Hope4Cancer’s patients arrive with Stage 4 cancer or have severely metastasized cancers

  • A third-party review reveals Hope4Cancer has a 76 percent two-year survival rate, and extrapolated data suggests their five-year survival rate should still be in the 70-percent range

  • Hope4Cancer Treatment Centers have two locations in Mexico and one in Colombia. A fourth treatment facility is being planned in Thailand

Journal entry by Steven McGee

Background: Tammy Sue Lee loved Jackson Brown and the Eagles.  One of "our songs" was Take it Easy by the Eagles which Jackson Brown helped write. So today, 22 February at 11:41 the song came on the Bridge on Sirius XM satellite radio in the Subaru Forester that Tammy bought (posthumously)...  Tammy's phone number ended in 5441.  The number 441 is the Mayan derived Time Cube number - see LINK http://lawoftime.org/lawoftime/synchronotron-enter-the-441.html

"I was standing on the corner in Benson (Winslow) Arizona and such a fine sight to see... it's a girl my Lord in a flat bed Ford slowing down to take a look at me"...   yesterday I spent the afternoon rescheduling (Double Tree) Hilton Hotel bookings using points Tammy had accumulated with her credit card activity to perform her ash scattering over the Easter Weekend -- moved up from the anniversary of her passing on 10 April 2018 See also Law of Time Rainbow Bridge = Universal Peace LINK
http://lawoftime.org/rainbow-bridge/rainbow-bridge-is-universal-peace.html

Coincidentally, one of the images passed along by a Healer during a Reiki session was "Car 54 where are you" (T-s Phone number = 5441) from an old time TV show... Car 54 Where Are You TV Show https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Car_54,_Where_Are_You  LINK

Long story short, Tammy's unconditional support (love) for me (when most others would have walked away) caused me to meet 2 intuitive women who set me on a path that if I have to say so myself, offers a framework that will facilitate world peace given it's potential impact in economics - specifically in the area of crop food production that is based on time sync

ARTICLE ON MEDIUM: "TAMMER THE HAMMER": LINK

See March 3rd Post about Tammy's Cancer treatment dream: Woke up this morning from a dream where Tammy was being treated for cancer...   coincidentally, this Hope4Cancer center (four established outside the United States of course) was in my inbox.  @ 15 minutes, Photo dynamic INFRARED LIGHT treatment is described -- this is a stretch even by my standards but use your imagination with the picture I've been posting -- the RED KOOLAID man (energy super food supplements i.e., beets that I was giving Tammy) and the Kool Aid man Rev K said was "Breaking through the wall" -- listen to what the Doctor is saying about the Infrared Light penetrating through the walls !!! @ 15:41 See prior post about the 441 Time Cube / Tammy's phone # 5441

LINK https://youtu.be/uzeqezZmYRk?list=PL7YKya_R1ROvIaK3GXrD1NZCZJl_PORPu


Cancer treatments -- even for stage four patients after radiation and chemo has failed...  have to go outside the USA of course... 




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#worldcancerday2019 Shaman's 20-20 Pre Sight / Husband's 20-20 Hindsight: My late wife Tammy vectored me to a Shaman / Reiki Master who relayed the images of Captain Kangaroo, the Energizer Bunny, and the KoolAid Man years before she was diagnosed. Get alkaline, get energized (superfood fruit, veggies) & use non-toxic alkaloids. She was given an alkaloid from the toxic Yew tree Vs Berberine Root (combined with Tumeric-Curcumen) https://youtu.be/14MSkIHDtxY See also Medium article Yew Tree the Celtic Tree of Death: LINK


FYI: Would have been nice to have been informed of this option -- effective or not on Ovarian cancer...  


Tammy was diagnosed for Breast Cancer first -- point of order.


Synergistic chemopreventive effects of curcumin and berberine on human breast cancer cells through induction of apoptosis and autophagic cell death

Kai Wang,1Chao Zhang,1Jiaolin Bao,1Xuejing Jia,1Yeer Liang,1Xiaotong Wang,1Meiwan Chen,1Huanxing Su,1Peng Li,1Jian-Bo Wan,1 and Chengwei Hea,1


Author informationArticle notesCopyright and License informationDisclaimerThis article has been cited by other articles in PMC 


Abstract Curcumin (CUR) and berberine (BBR) are renowned natural compounds that exhibit potent anticancer activities through distinct molecular mechanisms. However, the anticancer capacity of either CUR or BBR is limited. This prompted us to investigate the chemopreventive potential of co-treatment of CUR and BBR against breast cancers. The results showed that CUR and BBR in combination synergistically inhibited the growth of both MCF-7 and MDA-MB-231 breast cancer cells than the compounds used alone. Further study confirmed that synergistic anti-breast cancer activities of co-treatment of these two compounds was through inducing more apoptosis and autophagic cell death (ACD). The co-treatment-induced apoptosis was caspase-dependent and through activating ERK pathways. Our data also demonstrated that co-treatment of CUR and BBR strongly up-regulated phosphorylation of JNK and Beclin1, and decreased phosphorylated Bcl-2. Inhibition of JNK by SP600125 markedly decreased LC3-II and Beclin1, restored phosphorylated Bcl-2, and reduced the cytotoxicity induced by the two compounds in combination. These results strongly suggested that JNK/Bcl-2/Beclin1 pathway played a key role in the induction of ACD in breast cancer cells by co-treatment of CUR and BBR. This study provides an insight into the potential application of curcumin and berberine in combination for the chemoprevention and treatment of breast cancers.


 


LINK https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4893614/


Full article on Medium dot com: https://medium.com/@heart.beacon.cycle/yew-tree-the-tree-of-death-caring-bridge-dot-org-journal-entry-73a26d9680f6

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I would normally post stuff about Punxsutawney Pennsylvania and the Weather Prognosticator of the World Punxy Phil today -- but not today.  Tammy vectored me to a Shaman, Nutritionist, Reiki Master years before any medical problems occurred -- that Linda the Jersey Shore Medium said would happen... For those of you who have heard me go on and on about Rev K (Shaman) and the Reiki sessions... OMG -- It's (Shaman) Rev K's I see "Captain Kangaroo" from one of the Reiki sessions OMG !!!! LINK: https://youtu.be/14MSkIHDtxY Dr. Morse video on (The Truth about) #Cancer / See Captain Kangaroo's picture in the gallery

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Richmond / Midlothian VA.. finally found the "Coal Man" I had a lucid dream after High School where I was flying near the Homer City (coal) power plant. A voice said in the dream "find the "coal man"... look up Midlothian Mines park... I'm where I'm fated to be and my late wife Tammy who was my best friend is now free to roam the universe / multiverse. My apartment is on Coalfield Road... any numerologists reading this?

Tammy's mother said that Tammy "looked like a turtle" when she was born.  The Turtle was her mouse pad that I have on my computer working table as a momento. The turtle by Cape Hatteras Light House is along my old walking route in Oceanport New Jersey - coincidentally...

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Tammy's family owned the Golden Rule Mines in the Dragoon Mountains in Arizona. They also owned and operated the Dragoon General Store and the Post Office.  The legacy of the Dragoon Mine and it's drain on Grampa's savings was part of the Lee family estate along with the Benson Hotel that many colorful characters had stayed as evidenced by the Hotel records keeping in mind that Tombstone Arizona was nearby and the Benson Hotel was located near a railroad stop.  Tammy's mother's brothers -- both engineers, one of them being an electrical engineer ended up selling the mine under conditions of duress.  Pursuing gold in what was 30 years ago the last active gold mine in Arizona depleting the family's resources was a topic I often listened to over the years.  

The point of bringing up the Golden Rule Mines and Tammy's Grandpa is that when he passed at age 95, Tammy's mother consulted a man from central America who moved to the United States to retire from IBM who to this day does Shamanistic work in Tucson -- or did up to very recently not because he needed the money however, he did so because his spirit guides bugged him to use his gifts.  Juan .. a.k.a. "Juanbo the Spiritual Rambo" as I called him said that Grandpa Lee was "learning to do things with his mind" instead of physically with his hands.  Grandpa Lee was a very hands on guy running the General Store and working out at the mine etc.  There is a book (that my sister Paula was aware of) called the Kybalion that "The Universe is Mental — held in the Mind of THE ALL." — The Kybalion

The point of bringing up the Golden Rule Mine this morning is that another Shaman associated from the Circle of the Sacred Earth that Tammy vectored me to and I often mention stated that "money is energy like any thing else".  What we focus on or devote our energy and mental focus on defines our existence or at least the current incarnation -- in my opinion.  The so what of this is prior to going to sleep last night, I was wondering what Tammy was doing.  This morning about an hour ago, I woke up from a dream where I was observing Tammy from a distance and within the same scenario (s) her visualizing and interacting with a kaleidoscope of images whirling in a vortex (when zoomed out) and individual scenes that were like acts in a play when zooming into the whirling vortex of spinning images.  I was part of some of the acts and scenes and not part of others.  Tammy and I did not directly interact. I was shown a representation of what she is doing or is a part of in the now -- outside our time and space of course.  FYI, for what it's worth :)

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While watching a video on YouTube made by the Divine Cosmos creator David W who grew up in Virginia Beach Virginia where I made a pilgrimage in late October to the Edgar Cayce Sleeping Prophet's Atlantic Center for Research and Enlightment to look up Tammy's Astrological Destiny after my mother’s birthday who was an Order of the Rainbow Girls Mother Adviser, I noticed that the discussion was about a meditation practice described as "Rainbow ascension" to ascend or “dissolve into the light”. 


Tammy was a Rainbow Girl and was a Worthy Adviser as was my sister Paula who passed away who also practiced Reiki energy healing that involves color, sound…  I thought to myself that Tammy’s body was dissolving as part of her cancer – not the same way as the Tibetan Masters, but Tammy was on the path in that the key to Rainbow Body light ascension is to focus on loving thoughts only to the exclusion or all else.  I personally have been admonished for what I was thinking in Reiki healing sessions “watch your thoughts, thoughts are things” Reverend Kathy Graves Reiki Master Practioner relayed from whomever, whatever, and wherever.  She uses the word Rainbow in her e-mail address – not as a brand per se but as a reference to what she works with in her Reiki energy medicine healing sessions – in my opinion and my perception.  Tammy and I attended a Santana concert where he said "we are love and light only"

The different colors equate to different frequencies and certain rates of vibration of energy as Telsa pointed out to the world. "If you want to find the secrets of the universe, and understand how the universe works, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration".  Had I been more spiritually advanced, I might have seen Tammy's energy merge into the light" similar to what is reported by the Tibetan Masters because this is what I think happens in my opinion.  Until I evolve a great deal, I won't be able to see what Reverend Kathy Graves sees.  I can set goals - yes? Tammy meditated. Her thoughts were those of love and light more so than any other person I have ever met.  

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This website is for Tammy Sue Lee McGee's lion pride.  Being former military US Army Signal Corps, I thought this "smart push, warrior pull" strategy to provide updates was a smart thing -- her primary care giver / husband Steve

April 7th 2018: the oxygen tank adapter came today and is in use.  Tammy drank half a 1 gram of sugar per container protein shake last night about 3:30 AM and a half of fruit / vegetable energy drink this morning. She took her mucus medications and a few supplement pills as previously described.  She is sleeping and is on O2 -- without the humidify bottle because the nurse pointed out that her lungs are already moist with the mucus.
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