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Journal entry by Steven McGee

Tammy's family owned the Golden Rule Mines in the Dragoon Mountains in Arizona. They also owned and operated the Dragoon General Store and the Post Office.  The legacy of the Dragoon Mine and it's drain on Grampa's savings was part of the Lee family estate along with the Benson Hotel that many colorful characters had stayed as evidenced by the Hotel records keeping in mind that Tombstone Arizona was nearby and the Benson Hotel was located near a railroad stop.  Tammy's mother's brothers -- both engineers, one of them being an electrical engineer ended up selling the mine under conditions of duress.  Pursuing gold in what was 30 years ago the last active gold mine in Arizona depleting the family's resources was a topic I often listened to over the years.  

The point of bringing up the Golden Rule Mines and Tammy's Grandpa is that when he passed at age 95, Tammy's mother consulted a man from central America who moved to the United States to retire from IBM who to this day does Shamanistic work in Tucson -- or did up to very recently not because he needed the money however, he did so because his spirit guides bugged him to use his gifts.  Juan .. a.k.a. "Juanbo the Spiritual Rambo" as I called him said that Grandpa Lee was "learning to do things with his mind" instead of physically with his hands.  Grandpa Lee was a very hands on guy running the General Store and working out at the mine etc.  There is a book (that my sister Paula was aware of) called the Kybalion that "The Universe is Mental — held in the Mind of THE ALL." — The Kybalion

The point of bringing up the Golden Rule Mine this morning is that another Shaman associated from the Circle of the Sacred Earth that Tammy vectored me to and I often mention stated that "money is energy like any thing else".  What we focus on or devote our energy and mental focus on defines our existence or at least the current incarnation -- in my opinion.  The so what of this is prior to going to sleep last night, I was wondering what Tammy was doing.  This morning about an hour ago, I woke up from a dream where I was observing Tammy from a distance and within the same scenario (s) her visualizing and interacting with a kaleidoscope of images whirling in a vortex (when zoomed out) and individual scenes that were like acts in a play when zooming into the whirling vortex of spinning images.  I was part of some of the acts and scenes and not part of others.  Tammy and I did not directly interact. I was shown a representation of what she is doing or is a part of in the now -- outside our time and space of course.  FYI, for what it's worth :)

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Journal entry by Steven McGee

While watching a video on YouTube made by the Divine Cosmos creator David W who grew up in Virginia Beach Virginia where I made a pilgrimage in late October to the Edgar Cayce Sleeping Prophet's Atlantic Center for Research and Enlightment to look up Tammy's Astrological Destiny after my mother’s birthday who was an Order of the Rainbow Girls Mother Adviser, I noticed that the discussion was about a meditation practice described as "Rainbow ascension" to ascend or “dissolve into the light”. 


Tammy was a Rainbow Girl and was a Worthy Adviser as was my sister Paula who passed away who also practiced Reiki energy healing that involves color, sound…  I thought to myself that Tammy’s body was dissolving as part of her cancer – not the same way as the Tibetan Masters, but Tammy was on the path in that the key to Rainbow Body light ascension is to focus on loving thoughts only to the exclusion or all else.  I personally have been admonished for what I was thinking in Reiki healing sessions “watch your thoughts, thoughts are things” Reverend Kathy Graves Reiki Master Practioner relayed from whomever, whatever, and wherever.  She uses the word Rainbow in her e-mail address – not as a brand per se but as a reference to what she works with in her Reiki energy medicine healing sessions – in my opinion and my perception.  Tammy and I attended a Santana concert where he said "we are love and light only"

The different colors equate to different frequencies and certain rates of vibration of energy as Telsa pointed out to the world. "If you want to find the secrets of the universe, and understand how the universe works, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration".  Had I been more spiritually advanced, I might have seen Tammy's energy merge into the light" similar to what is reported by the Tibetan Masters because this is what I think happens in my opinion.  Until I evolve a great deal, I won't be able to see what Reverend Kathy Graves sees.  I can set goals - yes? Tammy meditated. Her thoughts were those of love and light more so than any other person I have ever met.  

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Journal entry by Steven McGee

Reading / listening to Dr. Mercola last week I discovered the role of Daffodils and Periwinkles in fighting cancer: LINK https://bit.ly/2CfpVgd / https://medium.com/@heart.beacon.cycle/yew-tree-the-tree-of-death-caring-bridge-dot-org-journal-entry-73a26d9680f6
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Tammy booked a limousine trip from Arrow Limousine of Red Bank to make a trip into New York City to see an Oncologist from the Memorial Sloan - Kettering Cancer Center that is located in the Lawrence Rockefeller wing of the building.  Sloan and Kettering were two General Motors executives who started out their cancer treatments making use of chemicals left over from World War I used to make mustard gas on cancer tumors. 

Tammy was at the receiving end of many of my "loud discussions" on the above course of action which I did not agree with whatsoever.  People know of my (Bi) Polar tendencies -- this is a perfect example of WHY.

I told Tammy that she would receive medical guidance pursuant to whomever was receiving the funding stream from the insurance company.  Sloan Kettering's NYC Center, as I predicted, faded into the background.  If she received a treatment course of action from Sloan - Kettering, it wasn't shared with me.  

The Chemo facility Tammy chose located by the Little Silver Train station at the time dissuaded Tammy from pursuing a clinical trial and convinced her to start treatment using a cancer treatment involving a "tree from the pacific northwest".  I don't recall the Oncologist citing the type of tree which I believe to be the Yew Tree -- a.k.a., the "Tree of Death" LINK https://www.sunsigns.org/celtic-yew-tree-symbolism-meanings/

The Yew Tree's bark is classified as an alkaloid.  Short story short, I've been taking Berberine -- also an alkaloid to get my digestive track back on track so to speak since before Tammy passed.  I convinced Tammy to take the Berberine - Tumeric-Curcumin combination upon showing her the study being conducted on it's potential to treat cancer in an independent study.  My point is alkaloids are used in cancer treatment -- fine.  Tammy received a poisonous variety from the "Tree of Death" as opposed to one that is derived from a non-poisonous root.  Yew Tree poisoning causes neuropathy -- Tammy's main complain -- other than the "life threatening side affect" she was exhibiting the last several days of her life. Cancer treatments based on Akaloids are also derived from plants -- one being the Periwinkle flower.  See the article written by Dr. Mercola on how alkaloids from Periwinkle flowers inhibit the cancer tumor cells growth by inhibiting protein intake LINK http://tapnewswire.com/2018/12/dr-mercola-updates-his-anti-cancer-checklist/

Dr Mercola updates his anti-cancer checklist
 Mon 9:54 am UTC, 31 Dec 2018  
posted by Tapestry





Even the humble daffodil contains a valuable alkaloid with anticancer properties called haemanthamine. This alkaloid inhibits the protein production cancer cells depend on to grow and flourish.


Why So Many Cancer Drugs Are Made From Periwinkle From Dr. Mercola LINK: 
https://www.organicconsumers.org/news/why-so-many-cancer-drugs-are-made-periwinkle
 
Many modern drugs are derived from purified and concentrated plant compounds (although compared to 20 years ago, few drug companies expend time and money looking at medicinal plant chemistry these days). Rosy periwinkle (Catharanthus roseus), for example, a perennial plant native to Madagascar, is the basis for a number of commonly used cancer drugs that have been in use since the 1960s.1
 
Of the 70 different alkaloids found in periwinkle, the two primary compounds used in anticancer drugs are the powerful vinca alkaloids2 vinblastine and vincristine.3Alkaloids are nitrogen-containing compounds shown to be very important for human health. Within the family of alkaloids, there are those with antiparasitic, antidiabetic, anticancer, antihypertensive and/or antiasthma properties, just to name a few. Others benefit your mood.
Even the humble daffodil contains a valuable alkaloid with anticancer properties called haemanthamine. This alkaloid inhibits the protein production cancer cells depend on to grow and flourish. Berberine is yet another powerful alkaloid found in plants such as goldenseal, goldthread, Oregon grape root and barberry. These plants have traditionally been used in the treatment of Type 2 diabetes, gastrointestinal infections, liver problems and a number of other health conditions.
 
Berberine is particularly beneficial for mitochondrial function and is a powerful activator of AMPK, a metabolic master switch. Interestingly, glyphosate — the most widely used herbicide in the world — robs the plant of the ability to make these important medicinal compounds.





People may think that the natural approach I was attempting to help Tammy with was ineffective.  That may or may not be true.  Tammy's neuropathy medication Gabapentin's side effects include depression.  Several weeks before Tammy passed Tammy told me "I'm pilled out" -- so....  

I didn't figure out the entire scope of the regimen quickly enough (Alkaline PH / alkaloids / gut detox given the gut constitutes 70% of our immune system, alkaline diet) soon enough.  I could / would / should have printed out the paper on the Yew Tree as a cancer treatment and the Celtic symbolism -- see the link. 

This post is in part a warning to others who may be offered cancer treatments that were completed in labs in the 1970's and 1980's..   hopefully you are receiving treatments that left the lab during this century -- not last century -- hence Tammy's trip via Arrow Limousine to the Sloan - Kettering center in NYC.  Coincidentally, Rev K who is affiliated with the Circle of the Sacred Earth and is a Reiki healer -- a Shaman - as part of her "delivering the mail" relayed: 

- "you need to connect with your Celtic roots" -- see Yew Tree Celtic Symbolism
- "I see the archer (Arrow Limousine) and two triangles (see Tammy's progressed Astrology chart that features a dual T-Square that looks like and is a triangle)... this was years before Tammy's medical issues.

Coincidentally, Tammy had all the trees (12) and one bush like tree removed in the fall in the back yard before her death the following spring.  I believe that Tammy was / is an old soul who took a very tough assignment (see the Carolyn Myss Sacred Contract book postings) to support me and others given the looming economic collapse that is a mathematical certainty and to mitigate the loss of food production that will occur as part of a massive climate event that is cyclical and will occur.  She was / is the bravest, most courageous individual I've ever known.  She accepted her Sacred Contract to help the world.

Medium article: LINK  https://medium.com/@heart.beacon.cycle/yew-tree-the-tree-of-death-caring-bridge-dot-org-journal-entry-73a26d9680f6

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Journal entry by Steven McGee

I noticed in my previous posts that I had posted Tammy's Kirlian photograph of her energy aura in the photo area but not in the journal entry area where I had been making references to it.  Tammy attended a seminar in New York City over a decade ago hosted by intuitive healer and PhD medical doctor Carolyn Myss who wrote the book "Sacred Contracts" among others.  Tammy visited a booth to have her Kirlian aura photograph taken whereupon the photographer made it a point to show Tammy that her heart chakra was twice the size of most peoples.  Before that, Juan the Intuitive Healer in Arizona (retired from IBM), had counseled Tammy that she needed to pull her aura energy field inward to protect herself from contamination from others i.e., me.  Juan told Tammy that her aura was "as big as a house".  I often reminded Tammy of this and that she should pull her aura in given my issues and my 2nd chakra being "leaking energy wide open". Tammy developed ovarian cancer... if you match the area of the 2nd chakra with the pelvis area....   Tammy was diagnosed with breast cancer prior to being diagnosed with Ovarian cancer.  Her breast cancer developed exactly where she would pull and place my hand when we snuggled in bed "coincidentally".   

Journal entry by Steven McGee

December 30th, 2018: This morning's dream: my late wife Tammy and I were taking a canoe trip. I last saw Tammy standing on a landing waiting to return to the starting point without finishing the trip. / Later that morning after breakfast I was watching movie "Interstellar" time 10:37 AM: "they didn't choose me, they chose her to save the world". I took a trip in late October to the Edgar Cayce A.R.E center in Virginia Beach Virginia and looked up Tammy's Astrological fate and was not surprised -- see Tammy's Astrological Fate researched fro the Edgar Cayce A.R.E. center

LEO DECAN I: Week of Authority

"likely to make progress provided they refuse to succumb to self interest and the tendency to be entirely too domineering. The Native may gain great soul development by giving up the purely personal in the interest of the greater good. The Native may create humanitarian projects (Tammy is Aquarius Rising like me) by enduring moral challenges presented by their Karmic path -- see Tammy's progressed chart 10 April 2018. 

The Native may wield their natural authority with grace and considerable e'lan. The key to their success will be their commitment to others. If they can lift their heads and look toward a future vision, they will be a focal point for change and a wonderful role model for those who travel along with them.

Reverend / Reiki Master Practitioner / Shaman Circle of the Sacred Earth Kathy Graves "I see the scene in Star Wars where Darth Vader strikes Obi-Wan down where Obi-Wan says that by being struck down he will become more powerful that Darth Vader could possibly imagine... 

See prior posts about Tammy's aura -- her heart chakra is 2x the size of most other people's. "Never doubt that love is the most powerful force in the universe" Tammy showed unconditional love in putting up with me when no one else would. By doing so, she offered the world the opportunity to make a better world (through establishing an Ecologically sustainable Economic Heartbeat) LINK 


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Journal entry by Steven McGee

Please refer to the last entry that cites Tammy's astrological fate entry from a book from the Sleeping Prophet's Edgar Cayce Center for Research and Enlightenment in Virginia Beach Virginia that houses "the second largest metaphysical library after the Vatican Library"

Years before Tammy passed away, a Shaman Circle of the Sacred Earth and Reiki healing Master Practitioner during a session said "I see you standing by an all white light house". The All White Light House shown in the attached picture and on Tammy's banner page was on the wall in Red Bank New Jersey's Hospital 5th floor that I noticed after surgery to seal her lung cavities.  Look in the upper right hand side of the picture where it says "Magnet Recognized".  Picture "Transformational Leadership" 

Speaking of magnetism and the Law of Attraction, everyone liked Tammy - her greatest strength and simultaneously, her most exploitable weakness (that I often tried to remind her of). When Tammy had her Kirlian photograph taken at a Carolyn Myss (Sacred Contracts Book) conference in NYC, the photographer pointed out to Tammy her heart chakra that was "twice the size of everyone else's"

Tammy's Astrological Destiny in the Edgar Cayce A.R.E. Center for Enlightenment 

LEO DECAN I: Week of Authority

"likely to make progress provided they refuse to succumb to self interest and the tendency to be entirely too domineering. The Native may gain great soul development by giving up the purely personal in the interest of the greater good. The Native may create humanitarian projects (Tammy is Aquarius Rising like me) by enduring moral challenges presented by their Karmic path -- see Tammy's progressed chart 10 April 2018. 

The Native may wield their natural authority with grace and considerable e'lan. The key to their success will be their commitment to others. If they can lift their heads and look toward a future vision, they will be a focal point for change and a wonderful role model for those who travel along with them.

Reverend / Reiki Master Practitioner / Shaman Circle of the Sacred Earth Kathy Graves "I see the scene in Star Wars where Darth Vader strikes Obi-Wan down where Obi-Wan says that by being struck down he will become more powerful that Darth Vader could possibly imagine...   

See prior posts about Tammy's aura -- her heart chakra is 2x the size of most other people's.  "Never doubt that love is the most powerful force in the universe"  Tammy showed unconditional love in putting up with me when no one else would.  By doing so, she offered the world the opportunity to make a better world through establishing an Ecologically sustainable Economic Heartbeat: LINK

The heart's electro-magnetic field is orders of magnitude larger and stronger than the brain.  The heart  has a cluster of brain cells sends more signals to the brain than vice verse.  For those who ponder metaphysics and the nature of the universe, consider Walter Russel's thery that the nature of the universe is electric with magnetism as a function of dual electric counter rotating vortices.  What we call Magnetism, Love, Law of Attraction...   is created by the Electric Universe, Electricity a.k.a. "Fohat".  Take the time to watch this Walter Russel  video: https://youtu.be/EVysGpCT4PQ   See "FOHAT" LINK 
Fohat: The Cosmic Electricity - T H E O S O P H Y
"Fohat, the constructive Force of Cosmic Electricity, is said, metaphorically to have sprung like Rudra from Brahma "from the brain of the Father and the bosom of the Mother," and then to have metamorphosed himself into a male and a female, i.e., polarity, into positive and negative electricity," says HPB, continuing, "He has seven ...




Fohat - Theosophy Wiki
Fohat is "the animating principle electrifying every atom into life." During the process of manifestation it is the cosmic energy which produces the differentiation of primordial cosmic matter to form the different planes. In the manifested Universe, Fohat is the link between spirit and matter, subject and object.



The Shaman, Circle of the Sacred Earth said in one Reiki session that she saw the Energizer Bunny -- the battery commercials where a pink bunny rabbit bangs on the drum (she leads Native American drumming sessions). This in my opinion is an obvious reference to the need for the body to be energized or energetic in order to heal -- the drumming of the rabbit coinciding to the Shaman's role as a healer leading drumming sessions.  So, this morning on 2 December, I typed in electricity and cancer and this TED talk video was returned 
Bill Doyle: Treating cancer with electric fields TED TALK

https://youtu.be/td5Ld3nURAI

Tesla said that to understand the universe, one must think of energy, frequency and vibration..  see
shattering cancer with resonant frequencies TED TALK LINK  https://youtu.be/1w0_kazbb_ 


See also Walter Russel's 
video https://youtu.be/XG6LCNBeTDc @ 2:08.  twin opposing electro-magnetic vortices (the secret to everything) explained. "Everything is spiraling in Nature according to the Twin Opposing E.M. Vortices which are it's foundation". LINK

Picture: Angel of Courage (figurine given to Tammy by her friend Peg)  :)



 

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Journal entry by Steven McGee

Oct 30 2018: I looked up Tammy's Astrological Destiny in the Edgar Cayce A.R.E. Center for Enlightenment 

LEO DECAN I: Week of Authority

"likely to make progress provided they refuse to succumb to self interest and the tendency to be entirely too domineering. The Native may gain great soul development by giving up the purely personal in the interest of the greater good. The Native may create humanitarian projects (Tammy is Aquarius Rising like me) by enduring moral challenges presented by their Karmic path -- see Tammy's progressed chart 10 April 2018.

The Native may wield their natural authority with grace and considerable e'lan. The key to their success will be their commitment to others. If they can lift their heads and look toward a future vision, they will be a focal point for change and a wonderful role model for those who travel along with them.

Reverend / Reiki Master Practitioner / Shaman Circle of the Sacred Earth Kathy Graves "I see the scene in Star Wars where Darth Vader strikes Obi-Wan down where Obi-Wan says that by being struck down he will become more powerful that Darth Vader could possibly imagine...   

See prior posts about Tammy's aura -- her heart chakra is 2x the size of most other people's.  "Never doubt that love is the most powerful force in the universe" 

Picture: Angel of Courage (figurine given to Tammy by her friend Peg)  :)

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Journal entry by Steven McGee

Valerian and the City of 1000 planets movie: LINK

@ 1:01 Tammy lived this truth quietly and selflessly:
V: Oh, come on, this has nothing to do with love.

L: That’s where you’re wrong. Love is more powerful than anything else, Valerian. It breaks all rules and laws and overpowers any army or government. Just look at her. For one second, put yourself in her position. She lost all of her people and her child. And she’s willing to forgive. That’s real love. It’s the trust you place in someone else and… I thought I could be that someone else for you. But clearly…https://youtu.be/s0m9sjNc81M

Journal entry by Steven McGee

While listening to a podcast while walking, one of my main activities that I enjoy, the speaker mentioned the covenant of the Rainbow... my special ability, if I have one, is associating seemingly disparate ideas, signs, symbols, text that I integrate into a checklist or patchwork quilt (that few understand or take the time to attempt to understand)...  see previous posts about Sacred Contracts (Carolyn Myss book), the project Tammy and I worked on (main use case is establishing an ecologically sustainable economic heartbeat).  See the rainbow postings... various..  is it all coincidental?  For my part I think not.  

LINK

Journal entry by Steven McGee

See the "Over the Rainbow" post on Simple Wins Concepts LLC's site posted this morning: LINK

RAINBOW WARRIOR

Tammy was in RAINBOW and was a Worthy Advisor. Tammy's  father was a member of the Blackfoot Indian Tribe -- speaking of RAINBOW Colors. 

Tammy was among the most selfless, bravest of the braves in accepting her assignment to this Earth School.  Her courage and sacrifice (Buffalo) will be honored and remembered.  Warriors of the Rainbow -- IT'S TIME: LINK

 

The International Order of the Rainbow for Girls (IORG) is a Masonic youth service organization which teaches leadership training through community service. Girls (ages 11–20/21) learn about the value of charity and service through their work and involvement with their annual local and Grand (state or country) service projects. LINK 

 

Coincidentally, while relaxing in the pool today -- the day of this post hours after I posted the Rainbow / Rainbow Warrior's post to the Simple Wins Concepts website, the song "Over the Rainbow" played on a contemporary 80's music radio station playing poolside.  "Over the Rainbow" is a song from 1939: LINK:  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Over_the_Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me


Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh, why can't I?



Journal entry by Steven McGee

This website is for Tammy Sue Lee McGee's lion pride.  Being former military US Army Signal Corps, I thought this "smart push, warrior pull" strategy to provide updates was a smart thing -- her primary care giver / husband Steve

April 7th 2018: the oxygen tank adapter came today and is in use.  Tammy drank half a 1 gram of sugar per container protein shake last night about 3:30 AM and a half of fruit / vegetable energy drink this morning. She took her mucus medications and a few supplement pills as previously described.  She is sleeping and is on O2 -- without the humidify bottle because the nurse pointed out that her lungs are already moist with the mucus.
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