Tammy’s Story

Site created on February 16, 2012

A few months ago I started having pain in my stomach which I thought was acid reflux.  When I started waking up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep, I called the doctor.  After a routine exam, she considered that it may be gall stones so an ultrasound was scheduled. 

At the ultrasound it was obvious something wasn't right and shortly after a CT scan was ordered.  It was obvious from the scan that  there was something inside my pancreas that shouldn't be there. 

I went on to have an endocscopy to look inside and get a biopsy of whatever it was and yesterday received the results.  It is cancer.  The same type Steve Jobs had.  The good news is that it doesn't appear to have spread anywhere yet and we are hopeful that surgery or chemo will be the answer to taking care of it.

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Journal entry by Tammy Hines

Tammy was born on the same day as my father, George William Hines (RIP 12/13/90).  They are both in the hearts of our family, today.

After much deliberation, I decided to follow through on the trip that Tammy and I had planned to Runaway Bay, Jamaica for our 25th anniversary.  I often told her that I would get her there, no matter what: assuming that would mean the use of a wheelchair.  It would ultimately be within the confines of a cremains scatter box.

String Cheese Incident performed three nights of music during a week-long festival at a beautiful resort.  It was perfect; and, only missed my love (or so I thought).  Members of the SCI band/community joined me for a wonderful ceremony to spread her ashes into the Caribbean Sea.  They further took me into their fold and even dedicated a song to us.

I cannot effectively describe the spiritual sojourn that found me in Jamaica; other, than to assure you all that she WAS THERE.  It was absolutely undeniable.  I would be happy to provide my testimonial to any curious readers out there.

I always possessed some level of hope/faith/belief that there is an after to this existence.  I now know that there is.  I am hopeful that others experiencing loss can take comfort in my words.

I leave you all with an utterance heard on the island that I found to be absolutely true:

"Angels will help if asked."

Signing off.

Bryan
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