Dear One - If I had to rely on the arrogance and ignorance within me to communicate with the Divine I would surely fail. This verse has always given me great hope: "Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered." (Romans 8:26)
I am still learning that praying without ceasing has nothing to do with "Dear God" and "Amen". What I used to consider memories of our times together, I now realize are prayers.
Love for you, and love for the love that is within you. I've prayed that prayer for the Desperate Man, to the tune of your Dad's song, and I believe in its truth.
Wow, Tallu - I'm sitting in the Kroger parking lot, waiting on groceries and wiping away tears, so moved by your beautiful writing. Thank you for inspiring me and many others - it feels as if you have invited us to join you to swim in the deep waters of your experiences and insights. I'm holding you in love in my heart, 24/7.