Today completes the journey from the fog of initial diagnosis and what to do, to the the darkness of all the prep work, the "it's that bad" questions etc to now there is light. It may be dim or bright, it may be near or close but there is now light. Over the next few weeks to months we will see how my body reacts to the chemotherapy drugs and see how close or far away that light is and how brightly it shines. A huge thank you for all the good thoughts and prayers, keep them coming, they are helping and please know they are very, very much appreciated.