365 days...whew!  November 4, 2020 I was told I had esophageal cancer.  I can't even wrap my brain around all the things that have happened to my body and my spirit in this last trip around the sun.  Most of those things I am so grateful that I would have no idea how horrible they would be.  Am I well?  Scans for three months post surgery are scheduled for next week.  My surgeon and oncologist are both positive that these scans will be good.  I don't know what I think.  Physically, I am a fraction of the person I was.  Perhaps that's from treatment and surgery or perhaps the cancer is still there.  I don't know what to feel.  The struggle to gain nutrition is unbelievable.  Dehydration plaques me as every thing I put in my body is the enemy.  Severe dehydration lead to a two week battle with Covid (yep, fully vaccinated).  In and out of Johnston Willis Hospital.  Pedialyte has been my best friend but the energy is slow to return.   I am so thankful for my family and friends and my community of prayer warriors.  I need each and every one of your prayers.  Looking forward to being stronger for the holidays