Beautifully said and expressed. I totally get what you are saying. So many things to be grateful for so many small signs of God‘s presence. But the pain is still excruciating. Nothing takes away that you lost your precious son. I will continue to live with you in the tension/paradox and pray that you all continue to have strength to embrace the paradox and live that every day. You inspire me in my own life journey. I still keep you in my heart and think about and pray for you every day.
The love and support you have received seem to be a direct reflection of the ways Soren and your whole family have impacted others over the years and decades. It is certainly true for me, and I'm grateful.
I am grateful for the grace and beauty with which you are etching a path through this devastating loss. You have been inspiring teachers, even in your time of deepest grief.