Hang in there Stephanie. On the bad days, try and think about all the people who love you, care about you and are praying for you. Sending hugs and healing thoughts.
It's ok to feel up & down a lot! Your intitled. You are ofraid of the unknown, & taking cancer drugs changes you. It's got to be hard to deal with that. Woman feel they have to look their best, but some times you have to be ok dressing how you feel, t-shirt, leggings & all. You wish you can be with your family 24/7 like you need, but that's not real, so take advantage of sleeping by your husband or kids when you need it. I think of you often because Josh is right there with you. He's almost done with his 1 mo off the chemo, but will start back on it soon! Giving you a big hug!! ♥️❤️💗💙💚💛💜
It was really great to see you the other day and I probably did say "you look good." It's your spirit though that I saw that day, with your kids and your nana. It truly looked liked you were taking time to enjoy yourself and your time with your kids. Your spirit shines bright, it always has. I know we are not close, but I have always said I feel like I have known you from somewhere in my past. You are radiant and when I saw you the other day that hasn't changed. So I see you are having some tough days, but keep your head up girl cuz you got this! Prayers continue to be said for you each and every single day from me!
You can do it! I promise you can. Don't be afraid to rest. Don't be afraid to be afraid, angry, & worried. It's okay to just plain be pissed off. But always, always celebrate those good days. You can do it! 💪
I'm here for you always! 😘
Do you need a night of crafting/making stuff to take your mind off things? I'll come play after you get through next week's round! :) Let me know if anything sounds good to you.
xox