Thank you. I love you. ♡ it just sucks to feel like I grew up "unloved" because one parent wasn't capable. I had all the love in the world from you and others, but the negative shouts and the positive whispers. I don't ever want to upset you by talking about how his lack of love affected me because I am so blessed to have had you as my mom. I just really wish that my relationship with him had been different from start to finish. ♡