Your whole family is in my frequent prayers. I believe that our loving God is using Samuel as a messenger (angel) of love and beauty to all of you and that he is with you, but you can't see him with earthly eyes. If you will look for signs of love, beauty, light, and thank God for His gift of love, I think you will be blessed.
I have lost a son and recently my loving husband of 55 years.
Our heart aches for your pain. I'm glad that you feel able to write about how you are feeling and dealing with the loss of Samuel's physical presence. Your parenting skills are still in tune and working to keep the correct balance for everyone. Rest is certainly something to value. We are keeping you all cloaked in prayer and thought. XOXO
Prayers for you and your family. I believe you were such a good and comforting mom to Samuel. He was lucky to have his whole loving family. Please take care of yourself.
I have lost a son and recently my loving husband of 55 years.