Samantha’s Story

Site created on July 26, 2018

Ok, so where don't begin ....well I'm 36 with 6 kids ranging from 14 to 7. And I was recently diagnosed with stage 2 triple negative invasive ductal carcinoma breast cancer. Needless to say, it threw me and my family for a whirlwind !!this is the beginning of my breast cancer journey. I can get through this with God, faith, family and oh yea damned chemo.

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Journal entry by Samantha Peterson

well imagine going out to the bar and drinking a whole thing of tequlia or 2 bottles to your self, you know that hangover feeling in the morning, that's my life every day,

the shakes and the hot flashes, the tiredness, and insomnia plus just forgetting EVERYTHING..i forgot my kids at school !!!! how do you forget your kids lol well this lady right here did! like wwtfff

i forget where im going, what im doing, mid-sentence I forget what im talking about its so bad and if you know me im the most organized person out there, so when i forget an appt or something like that it literally eats me up inside and breaks down what little bit of faith I have left in myself.


Chemo brain is a common term used by cancer survivors to describe thinking and memory problems that can occur after cancer treatment. Chemo brain can also be called chemo fog, chemotherapy-related cognitive impairment or cognitive dysfunction.

Though chemo brain is a widely used term, it's misleading. It's unlikely that chemotherapy is the sole cause of concentration and memory problems in cancer survivors. Researchers are working to understand the memory changes that people with cancer experience.


Despite the many questions, it's clear that the memory problems commonly called chemo brain can be a frustrating and debilitating side effect of cancer and its treatment. More study is needed to understand this condition.


Signs and symptoms of chemo brain may include the following:

  • Being unusually disorganized
  • Confusion
  • Difficulty concentrating
  • Difficulty finding the right word
  • Difficulty learning new skills
  • Difficulty multitasking
  • Fatigue
  • Feeling of mental fogginess
  • Short attention span
  • Short-term memory problems
  • Taking longer than usual to complete routine tasks
  • Trouble with verbal memory, such as remembering a conversation
  • Trouble with visual memory, such as recalling an image or list of words
When to see a doctor

If you experience troubling memory or thinking problems, make an appointment with your doctor. Keep a journal of your signs and symptoms so that your doctor can better understand how your memory problems are affecting your everyday life.


It's not clear what causes signs and symptoms of memory problems in cancer survivors.

Cancer-related causes could include:

  • A cancer diagnosis can be quite stressful in itself and this can cause memory problems
  • Certain cancers can produce chemicals that affect memory
Cancer treatments
  • Chemotherapy
  • Hormone therapy
  • Immunotherapy
  • Radiation therapy
  • Stem cell transplant
  • Surgery
Complications of cancer treatment
  • Anemia
  • Fatigue
  • Infection
  • Menopause or other hormonal changes (caused by cancer treatment)
  • Nutritional deficiencies
  • Sleep problems, such as insomnia
  • Pain due to cancer treatments
Emotional reactions to cancer diagnosis and treatment
  • Anxiety
  • Depression
  • Stress
Other causes
  • Inherited susceptibility to chemo brain
  • Medications for other cancer-related signs and symptoms, such as pain medications
  • Recurrent cancer that has spread to the brain
Risk factors

Factors that may increase the risk of memory problems in cancer survivors include:

  • Brain cancer
  • Chemotherapy given directly to the central nervous system
  • Chemotherapy combined with whole-brain radiation
  • Higher doses of chemotherapy or radiation
  • Radiation therapy to the brain
  • Younger age at time of cancer diagnosis and treatment
  • Increasing age

The severity and duration of the symptoms sometimes described as chemo brain differ from person to person. Some cancer survivors may return to work, but find tasks take extra concentration or time. Others will be unable to return to work.

If you experience severe memory or concentration problems that make it difficult to do your job, tell your doctor. You may be referred to an occupational therapist, who can help you adjust to your current job or identify your strengths so that you may find a new job.

In rare cases, people with memory and concentration problems are unable to work and must apply for disability benefits. Ask your health care team for a referral to an oncology social worker or a similar professional who can help you understand your options.

I have been haivng to use post it notes, a pad and paper, and lots of alarms and reminders on my phone it sucks
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