Journal entry by Karen Ray —
Hello all,
No major changes to report today but Rusty is continuing to sleep the entire time, day and night. When I need to rouse him for medications, it's becoming harder and harder and he only stays semi-alert for the few nanoseconds I need to place the medication in his mouth. Without going into specifics, the night times are very difficult for me - and I can tell for him as well. He is still talking aloud some and every time he speaks, I've got my full attention and love focused on him so I can hopefully catch any bit of meaning he wants to share. This transition is the most bittersweet thing I have ever experienced. It feels like the worst nightmare ever just being dragged out - going hand in hand with the last bit of time we'll have with him here on this earth. Keep sending the love - it's what is keeping us going. Much love to all, Karen xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
No major changes to report today but Rusty is continuing to sleep the entire time, day and night. When I need to rouse him for medications, it's becoming harder and harder and he only stays semi-alert for the few nanoseconds I need to place the medication in his mouth. Without going into specifics, the night times are very difficult for me - and I can tell for him as well. He is still talking aloud some and every time he speaks, I've got my full attention and love focused on him so I can hopefully catch any bit of meaning he wants to share. This transition is the most bittersweet thing I have ever experienced. It feels like the worst nightmare ever just being dragged out - going hand in hand with the last bit of time we'll have with him here on this earth. Keep sending the love - it's what is keeping us going. Much love to all, Karen xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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