These are such difficult days, Nena. Yes, be gentle with special you. Regretfully, grief (loss) revisits grief when loss and change touch our lives. You are a gentle strong woman who invests in others and their grief consciously and unconsciously awakens yours. All of these changes and unknowns awaken a deep fear aka as uncertainty. Be assured love prevails. YOU are loving and loved; sensitive and sensitized. Sending a virtual hug, and know you and those you love (family and friends) are wrapped in God's love.

I feel the loss of control and the unsureness of what will happen each day. It's a scary place right now. But you are trying and that's enough.

I love you & the way you express yourself, not asking for pity or solutions. Simply stating how you feel and trusting us with your heart is so powerful.

You are a beautiful writer. This is hard stuff, and you are really good at writing about hard stuff. And on top of it all, we know that we and/ or loved ones are going to get sick. And that's even more hard stuff. Sending prayers of peace.