Journal entry by Lori Phillips —
So tomorrow I am off to the hospital to begin reconstruction. My nerves are on edge, but I am glad to finally begin healing. Put me back together again.
The other night, after thinking I had my emotions under complete control, I got a hug from a friend and unraveled. I am realizing the facade is not having emotions under control, the exact opposite. I have been just trying to hold steady, not rage against all of this, basically, fake it till I make it. It works sometime, not always. I know it will get better with time, I am just very impatient. Wish me luck!
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