Pete - I admire your strength and courage. Equally important, I cherish your friendship of a half-century plus! The legendary Yogi Berra said it best "It ain't over till it's over." Like I said; you can be down 10-0. It's the bottom of the 9th, 2 outs, no one on, an 0-2 count and the pitcher is throwing 100 mph darts with movement. But you can still win the game! You are a winner Pete!