As I sit here this morning I am so sad.  I woke up and went straight to her room even though I knew she wouldn’t be there.  I guess out of habit or maybe hoping by chance she was there.  It hurts so bad that she isn’t here anymore but only for us who didn’t have to experience her physical pain she had to endure.  It’s selfish I know to just want one more good day with her to make one more memory.  I wanted to take her to the beach one last time.  This sucks she is gone and there is nothing I can do to bring her back.  Because she had cancer she couldn’t donate her organs but last night I received a call asking if we would be willing to donate her corneas I know that is what she would have wanted because she told me she wanted her body to be used to help others if possible.  So hopefully someone will benefit and find new sight because of her gift.