Just to update everyone because I haven't wrote a blog in a few days. Days are getting harder and harder as I truly feel weaker and weaker everything hit me all at one time. My legs are super sore and weak and my body aches. Today was a really hard day I was writing up my Will and everything I needed incase something were to happen and man I swear hardest thing I balled my eyes out for an hour because yes I'm trying to remain calm but I am truly scared I don't say it and try to hide it with a smile but inside im scared because I still have a whole life a head of me i just got marroed and my children are still babies and young and they need me. And some of it regrets waiting precious time on stupid things but then again maybe I wouldn't be where I'm at with the love of my life 

All i can say is if i make it out of this im going to do better be better be a better mom wife daughter and aunt and so on I will try to be better for myself ive been given so many chances in my life that I should have died or definitely could have and those were just extra chances in life and it scares me that this may not be one of them but I hope and pray that i will fight this with everything that is left in me. Sorry just needed to vent 

But anyways last but not least it was confirmed last week and Thursday night I was out with hubby and our friend and out of no where I fainted and became unconscious  and felt half paralyzed for a moment they finally referred me to the cancer centet of kzoo well they are wanting me to see a breast surgeon first before they see me in high hopes I just can have surgery 

So here's to hoping staying strong standing tall with all my might 

FIGHT LIKE A GIRL

GIRL POWER 

Because with love laughter happiness light and love from husband and inlaws friends family and supporters  yall are keeping me 10 toes down