We did round two of cyber knife yesterday. Nate is scheduled for 5 treamtents of cyberknife. the first two were just on the kidney.. Friday will be the kidney and the lymph node. Cyber knife is an intense,precise type of radiation.
It has been tough.
Cyber knife has minimal side effects... although Nate went in feeling crappy- so it is hard to know what is residual from treatment and what is...just what has been.
Pretty much we are juggling. The days he can keep food down...although not much.. better than nothing.. back to the day when he can't keep anything down...to being able to control pain.. to not being able to control pain...to not being so tired to being plain exhausted...
So we are trying to balance. Had a couple of good days and yesterday was not so good....he felt drained and frustrated. I can't say I blame him.
lets see what today brings.
As I write this.. I am watching the snow fall. It didn't start that way this morning.. it was just rain in the early light.. and slowly it turned to dropping flakes of white....always a reminder to me that God is close.
Words are never enough to say how much we appreciate all of you.
Love and Blessings