I am so sorry for all of you. I am a bereaved mother of two boys, both suddenly, six years apart. One of my boys was also a Matthew...Matthew Thomas. I didn't know until after our Matthew passed that the name, Matthew, meant gift of God. How incredibly true!
I pray for miraculous healing for your Matthew. God has a plan for each and everyone of us...from even before we were born. In His plan, we will all be together for eternity. Our time here is like the blink of an eye. This is what we lean on.
Our hearts are breaking for you. We continue to pray for all of you and think about you every day. May you feel comfort in your faith while you struggle to understand why and feel our Lord's loving arms around you through all who support you.