Lovely Lisa, you are way stronger then you think. Sending prayers and lots of love to you.... along with peace ... to feel and know you made the right decision for you. ❤️ Big hugs!

Oh Lisa. Praying with you. Praying for you. So much to consider. One thing I would suggest is Dr Atul Gawande's book "On Being Mortal; Medicine and what Matters in the End". Amazing book. And from what you've shared here, you're following what he suggests. Love and prayers. Always.

Just joined your Caring Bridge site. Praying for you through all of these uncertain times with the Covid-19 delaying much needed treatment for you and so many others.

Prayers continue for you my sweet friend. I am so sorry fir all the tough decisions and what feels like the choosing between the better of two bads. And may I say you rock those masks!

Dearest Lisa - I'm so glad to hear the latest. You're in good hands and it sounds like you're taking the best course. Now you just have to get through it. We're all pulling for you! I really admire your faith. That's all you need. My thoughts and prayers are with you. It's all going to work out! Take care, Love, Kathy

Hi Lisa! So glad you updated so we can pray for some specific things for you. I am a cancer survivor (you custom designed a ring for me) and I totally "get" all those same feelings. Just know I am praying for you and I want to leave one of my favorite bible verses with you (paraphrased): "But now this is what the Lord says--he who created you, Lisa, he who formed you, Lisa: 'Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters of cancer, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers of fear, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire of radiation, the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the Lord you God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior'." Isaiah 43:1-3. Take care, Joan

sending love & light. I wish I knew what else to say. I'm so glad you have such a loving family, amazing friends, and such faith.

Sending you so much love Lisa....I think the scariest thing is the fear of the unknown. At the end of the day we must give it to God and trust him. Somedays that is so hard.💗. Sending you continued prayers of healing, wisdom (for your doctors too) and peace.