Leslie, I am slowly reading your posts as I gain the courage to do so. You are so brave and your story will help me as days, weeks, months, hopefully years go by. Thanks you for your eloquence and your courage.

Sorry the radiation knocks you down but I'm feeling like it's knocking down Spot a lot worse. Rest is good. It gives the rest of your body the strength it needs to recover and finish off Spot for good.

Thinking of you and sending lots of strength and happiness your way.

I missed you but am so glad you got your rest and let yourself recover. If you mutate into a kaiju, please don't hesitate to sto(m)p by my house. Please continue to go easy on yourself. If you have another anxiety attack, it's okay. It's part of your process to get from action to action. A liminal space. Like customs on an international flight.

Dear Leslie,
I am sorry about the side effects of the radiation. I hope that you are feeling better by now.
Your friend Jaime

Oh, sweet heart. I know this and yet I DON'T know this. Like I know you and I DON'T KNOW you. Thank you for letting us in to love you more. I'm sorry and hope it gets easier somehow. Big hugs. xoxoxoxox and miracles...