Journal entry by laurie adami

I had such a wonderful time surprising Gus and spending time with him in D.C. He seems to be enjoying his classes and also his new role in the student EMT program. He’s now had plenty of calls and has seen a lot - drug overdose, suicide attempt, allergic reaction, severe flu and drunk students who needed their stomachs pumped. 

On my trip east, I also visited my siblings in New England and we all  did a hike in the White Mountains to the summit of the Dickey and Welch trail.

This past Sunday, I summited Mount Wilson in Pasadena, CA, 8 miles up, 8 miles down and close  to 4000 vertical feet. The hiking boots I purchased are not going to work so back to square one on that.

Yesterday, I spoke at the UCLA Celebration of Life, a beautiful event to celebrate cancer survivors and memorialize those who didn't survive. I am attaching a link to my Youtube video if you’d like to watch it. I met more wonderful people and saw lots of staff from last summer, including the nurse, Micele, who infused my CAR-T cells on July 16, 2018.

This coming Monday is my 15 month post-CAR-T scan. I will post when I learn the results. Xxxlaurie 

Journal entry by laurie adami

I was interviewed last Friday by a reporter for US News and World Report. I was led to believe that it would be a brief, 4 paragraph article but it turned into a much more sizable piece. The reporter, Lisa Esposito, was shocked at what I went through and wrote a very accurate piece. You can read the story at:

I flew into DC on Monday to surprise Gus, I showed up at his dorm and knocked on his door and he was definitely surprised to see me thru the peep hole in his door. Making up for lost time and my inability to visit last fall during his first semester of freshman year.

Love, laurie

Journal entry by laurie adami

I bought my first ever pair of hiking boots last week and tried them out on Saturday night when I hiked the Los Liones trail with a bunch of friends for a (day after) full moon hike. We got to the top in time to watch the sun set and then waited for the moon to rise in the east. Suddenly there was an orange aura on the horizon and the moon rose, a massive orange ball (I am told that's caused by the Los Angeles smog). I have posted a couple of pictures from the top.

Thank you everyone who has donated to my fundraiser - reminder all donations are going directly to fund additional CAR-T Immunotherapy research. Two friends donated 2 experiences that I am auctioning on Charity Buzz. These experiences will take place in Los Angeles so if you are out of the area, it won't make sense. But if you are local and are on Facebook, please post the links to your pages, the more people bidding, the more money we will generate for this cause.

The first is two tickets to a live taping of Dancing with the Stars along with a likely meet and greet of the celebrities. This auction ends in 5 days:

The second is two tickets to the Los Angeles Rams vs. Seattle Seahawks NBC Sunday Night football game in Los Angeles on December 8. Tickets include a behind the scenes tour and meet and greet with the NBC commentators. This auction ends in 4 days:

I also continue to swim and am having a conversation with one of the Climb2Cure Team in Training coaches to get my formal training launched. 

My 15 month post-CAR-T scan is on October 14.

Thank you always for your love and support. 


Journal entry by laurie adami

A tad late, but I finally got to the ICU and the transplant floors today to let them know I have been in a complete remission for over a year. They were happy to hear about my one year birthday and it was funny to see their reactions when they realized it was me! Some of them only recalled who I was because of my T-shirt.  I brought 6 dozen cupcakes to thank them for all they did. I also peeked into ICU room 27 which was where I spent most of my hospital time last summer.

I am attaching a few photos of my visit to both hospital floors. I have been asked to speak at the UCLA Celebration of Life in the auditorium at the main hospital on October 8 at 10 a.m. Let me know if you’d like to attend.

I am also attaching a photo from my trip to DC with Gus last week. I baked him cookies in his new residence as he has a full kitchen this year.

Heading on a 6 pm hike tonight and also have been doing a lot of lap swimming. I know I am getting stronger because on my flight home from DC, I finally had the strength to lift my bag into the overhead. More progress!

love, laurie

p.s. I am applying to volunteer as a “bedside buddy” on the transplant floor

Journal entry by laurie adami

On Saturday, Gus and I flew to D.C. to set up his dorm for sophomore year. All week he is in full day EMT training and we meet up when he finishes at 6 pm. I seem to be visiting Bed Bath and Beyond frequently. This year, he has a full kitchen but he had no kitchen supplies. I am having so much fun picking everything out.

Today I visited the National Art Gallery and the American History Museum, where I took a photo of the Penicillin mold which Fleming discovered in 1928 which finally helped eradicate bacterial infections. The invention of CAR-T immunotherapy has been likened to the discovery of penicillin and the indications all point to the use of CAR-T to revolutionize the treatment of cancer.


Journal entry by laurie adami

I recently and randomly crossed paths with a real estate agent, Liz Bates, who told me she was interested in changing her commission structure to help fund charities. She wanted to reduce the commission she received in a transaction and encourage the seller to donate at least part of their savings to a charitable organization.

Liz just launched a new business called Liz Bates, Real Estate for Good. She has elected to reduce her commission to 1% of the sale price of any home sale she is involved with. The standard real estate commission is between 5% and 6% of the sale price. The broker on the other side will still take their standard commission but Liz will take much less and is asking her clients to make a donation to charity of at least part of the monies she is saving them in commission.

Liz just closed her first deal under this new model, and her seller donated $2,500 of his commission savings to my Everest Base Camp fundraiser. Reminder that all the monies I raise will fund additional CAR-T and immunotherapy research. Thank you to Ed and his wife Vicky who so generously have supported me (see photo below).

If you know anyone buying or selling a home in Los Angeles, San Diego and Orange Counties, Liz is licensed to transact business in all three counties. 

I am not sure how well I explained Liz’s new approach but you can read more at:

And this is her real estate website which also provides more information:

I was recently reminded that LLS was the first organization to fund CAR-T research back in the 1990s when LLS issued research grants to Arie Belldegrun at UCLA and Karl June at University of Pennsylvania. Arie went on to found KITE Pharmaceuticals which is the CAR-T product that saved my life last summer. The Penn CAR-T product was bought by Novartis and is also performing well. In the 1990s, the idea of using a deactivated HIV virus to supercharge a patient’s T cells was considered science fiction by other potential funders of these two research projects - LLS considered the idea brilliant and jumped in right away to fund them.

I am continuing to train for my trek next year. I have been swimming 4-5 times a week and also started lifting weights to get more upper body strength. Sophie dia Pegrum, the documentary filmmaker who is joining me on my Everest Base Camp trek and is producing a short film will begin to photo journal my training. I will start to post photos and updates on a more regular basis.

One year ago today, I was in the ICU at UCLA Ronald Reagan Hospital just hanging on. Wow, what a difference one year has made. Last year, I was unable to take Gus to D.C. for the start of his freshman year of college. This year, I will help him move into his new living quarters. He is going to be on the student EMT staff on his campus and is very excited to be starting his new mission.

Love you all, laurie

Journal entry by laurie adami

I guess I still sweat these scans, will it ever stop? De Vos went down to the radiology lab right after I finished scanning today at UCLA and was the first to read the report. So relieved at the good news.

I am also very happy that both Dr. de Vos and Dr. Timmerman are registering to climb to Everest Base Camp with me. For those of you who are worried about my doing this, I hope you are a bit reassured by the company I will be keeping. That said I wonder who will be helping whom?!

Getting back in the pool this weekend to restart lap swimming.

love, laurie

Journal entry by laurie adami

I am in the Bitterroot Mountains of Montana visiting a junior high school friend from when I lived as a kid in Basking Ridge, NJ. Yesterday, we hiked to the top of St. Mary’s Peak. It was an 8 mile hike that summited at an elevation of 9,336 feet. I did fine with the altitude as well as the trail and I am not at all sore today. 

When I return to LA, I will do Mount Wilson again and see if I can summit, I will just lose my jackrabbit friend...

My Everest Base Camp Team, “Team CAR-T”, is starting to come together. My trial coordinator, Anna, has committed to go as has a documentary filmmaker, Sophie Dia Pegrum. Sophie made a film in Nepal called “Talking to the Air: Horses of the Last Forbidden Kingdom”. It’s available on Amazon Prime and Sophie’s website is She primarily has made films about social justice and women’s issues.

I am waiting to hear if I will be joined by any of my oncologists and several college friends. Sophie is very generously donating her time to make the film and will be a one woman filmmaker.

This Tuesday, July 16, is my one year birthday of receiving my CAR-T cells and Thursday, July 18, is my one year post CAR-T PET scan. Please cross fingers, toes, eyes, and do happy dances for a clean result. I will post after I find out the result.

love and hugs, laurie

Journal entry by laurie adami

I have officially started my training now that I am through my virus flare of the last 3 weeks and my bout with sciatica. I am simplifying, simplifying, simplifying, cutting back on the tasks that have been taking too much of my time so I can focus on getting in shape and working on my fundraising initiative for the EBC LLS Climb to Cure trip.

My UCLA trial coordinator, Anna, and I went to the Mount Wilson trail yesterday morning at 7 a.m. Being less than half of my age and in incredible shape, I don’t think Anna broke a sweat. The trial is 7 miles up and 7 down and is quite difficult. It is the smallest of the Southern California “6 Pack” mountains and has an elevation at the summit of 5,700 feet. 

I made it just past the 5 mile marker but knew I was out of juice. I encouraged Anna to go ahead and just meet me at the bottom but she didn’t want to do that. When we started the hike, it was cool and foggy but the fog burned off fairly early and it got quite hot. We were also being dive bombed by an army of flies, lol, that actually bit us. But it was a great time and I loved being out there.

Anna is training for a triathlon in Malibu this September. She asked me if I wanted to train with her. I think maybe she is trying to kill me after all, lol. I declined her offer...

We had some good laughs about some of my tales from the dark side from last summer and she clarified some events that I was unclear on. I realized some more of what I thought were real circumstances were hallucinations. I have to add them to my currently 7 page document of all the hallucinations.

She also told me something that completely astonished me. During my 36 day hospital stay last summer, at one point or another, I was on 180 different medications and supplements as they struggled with how to keep me alive. Today I only take 3 medications and they are for minor things like my thyroid (trashed from my 2010 treatment).

Ben and I are so excited as Gus comes home from Barcelona this Thursday. He has had a wonderful adventure and I am just so happy he is having so much more of a fun and upbeat summer than the summer of 2018. He will work at a pop up roller skating rink when he is home and then we head back to GWU mid-August. He has to go back early for an EMT training program as he will be on the GWU Student EMT staff in the fall, no doubt rescuing lots of hard partying college students. He has to work at least 40 hours per month in his position and is super excited about it.

Love you all and love you for continuing to read about my journey.


Journal entry by laurie adami

I am very motivated to do this trek April 2020 to help raise more money for CAR-T research. There is still plenty to be done to improve the treatment I underwent last summer and to also uncover newer and even better immunotherapy treatments for all kinds of cancers.

I have met with a documentary filmmaker who is interested in joining me both during my training period during the next 10 months and then once I am in Nepal doing the trek.

Thru her work, we will have a film that can be shared to create greater awareness about CAR-T and also try to give patients and their families hope that cancer can be eliminated and triumphed over. I told myself before CAR-T that if I survived I wanted to try to make a meaningful difference in others’ lives.

Here is the link to my fundraising page:

I know the goal is super ambitious but I will do my best. Thanks for your help and please forward the link in your communities if you can. 

Love, laurie

Journal entry by laurie adami

Dear my dearest friends,

I can’t quite fathom that I am writing you yet again that I have had a large relapse and need to go into treatment again. This will be my 7th go round in 12 years. Many of you know that I will be doing my 3rd clinical trial, this time of KITE’s Yescarta CAR-T therapy, a potentially groundbreaking immunotherapy that uses my own T cells, genetically modified to target my cancer. Please google it if you are interested to learn more as I am just too tired to explain it again as it is quite complex. The trial is still early stage especially for my diagnosis, follicular non-Hodgkin lymphoma, which is still considered incurable cancer. There are only 5 slots in the trial at UCLA that just opened about a month ago.  I have the first slot so I am the leading guinea pig, I guess.  That means I am getting lots of attention from both KITE and a bunch of oncologists and nurses at UCLA. I feel very confident with my team and have been with them since 2011, when I entered the phase I study of the immunotherapy CAL-101 that kept my lymphoma mostly stable for 6 years.

The last several months have brought biopsies to confirm my disease hasn’t become more aggressive (that was a relief to learn), then I had a year old sinus infection that just wouldn’t go away regardless of what we hit it with so I ended up having sinus surgery about 4 weeks ago which was no fun but that appeared to be the only way to kick the infection and we couldn't start CAR-T until I got rid of that.

Last week all the outpatient fun for the trial started: baseline pet/ct, labs, ekg, echocardiogram, brain mri,  more labs, about 20 tubes of blood for analysis by KITE. Because I have no veins left in my arms after 12 years of this unrequested adventure, I had surgery Tuesday this week so they could place a two line catheter (for harvesting of my T cells) on the left side of my chest (they normally place it on the right side but I already have my one line power port there). It was a difficult procedure and I was awake during it and unfortunately had a really bad reaction to the fentanyl (an opioid which I was too out of it to catch when the surgeon was talking to me about using it before the procedure) that they gave me as a premed to relax me.  About two hours after I got home from the surgery, I had drenching sweats, itchy skin all over (surprised i didn’t tear off my skin completely), an excruciating headache, nausea and then I barfed a bunch of times. Sorry, why would anyone choose to take this s*it, it’s absolutely evil! Of course this all happened the day when Gus was flying to Fiji for his scuba diving adventure. He offered to cancel his trip, but no way was that happening. He was getting picked up at 8 pm to go to LAX and fortunately, my reaction only lasted a couple hours so he saw me mostly back to normal before he had to leave.

Then yesterday I went in for my T cell harvesting which took about 5 hours. They remove blood cells thru one of the cath tubes, spin it and remove the T cells then return the remaining blood product via the other catheter. I have attached a couple photos from yesterday showing me hooked up to the apheresis machine and also the finished product of my harvested T cells which the KITE courier picked up while I was still there.  During my T cell harvesting, I had a long conversation with one of my oncologist’s sidekicks who has a lot of experience w car t also. As I always do, I had a lot of concerns, raised a lot of questions and made him go thru all the results from all of my tests. One of the concerns I raised was regarding the bulkiness of my disease and the possibility that the infusion of my car T cells could cause extremely dangerous side fx. I had been tentatively scheduled for chemo conditioning the week of July 9 -it is very low dose chemo designed to make room in my body to accept back my gmo T cells. Then I was scheduled to check into the hospital on July 15 in order to get my T cells infused back into me on July 16 (the 24th anniversary of when I met Ben...a good omen?) thru my two line catheter. Then I will likely be in the hospital for 7-10 days to wait for possible side fx, which I won’t post here as it will just scare me again. Feel free to google those too...

Well to make a long story longer, I just got off the phone w my UCLA oncologist, Sven de Vos. He is strongly recommending  that I have a round of chemo next week, hopefully a one shot deal that will debulk the lymphoma enough for me to proceed with car-t in July. I will have 3 of the 4 drugs that I had back in 2006. It was rough then but they are leaving out the roughest one (adriamycin) and hopefully I can just do one cycle and not have to do more. In 2006, I had 6 cycles. I think this is a really prudent move. Then we will reevaluate and see how much shrinkage I had and hopefully get back on track without too much delay.

Thank you all very much for your emails, texts and calls- I love getting them! I'm hoping this will be an easy way to communicate with you and share updates, as I'm not always able to respond individually. I will plan to post on a regular basis and if I am unable, I will have others post for me. Thanks for understanding about the caring bridge, I am just totally overwhelmed dealing with everything, 12 years of this has been so rough. I am so tired from all of the physical stuff my body has been thru in this latest go round and am just trying to rest, relax and heal from all that has happened to get ready for the next go round.

Love you, laurie

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