So sorry to hear this has happened again to you. I know how much you miss Larry and how his support was so important to you. I hope you have found a support group. I attended the one in GV and have one here to go to in VA. It has helped me. I read a quote recently that said" People say that it gets better, but it doesn't. It's just gets different, that's all. I have found that to be true. I am thankful that you have so many wonderful friends. Please get better. With love, Judy