I haven't shared this page but it's a little piece of my feelings tucked away.  Just over a year and my world is still crashing around me.  I miss her so terribly it doesn't feel like it's real yet.  I have changed SOOOO much, and started putting energy on myself.  I need to find myself and healing again, things are falling apart bit by bit, but somehow I manage to tape and glue myself and others together. Not sure what to do from here but keep persevering and fighting the good fight.  I've hired some detectives etc, and spent probably tens of thousands of dollars, but she's still gone...seems like a moot point, but I have found out the ultimate truth and now with it in my hands what do I do with it?  The truth sets you free but it's also extremely terrifying.  Right now it's important I keep it under wraps but at some point I will have to fight this battle.  It just doesn't have to be today <3 Love you all, keep your chin up too!