Thanks Lois, our hearts are broken and I don’t know how to fix us. I’ve never felt such pain .nothing makes sense. I walk around in circles,never getting anything done. Can’t eat,sleep just cry. Everyone says it’ll get better but it never will be better.maybe easier but never the same. She was a beautiful person.smart,funny,beautiful inside and out. I know we’ll meet again someday but it’s hard to think of that now.