All in all, I think we are all doing good! I think we have all had these spontaneous moments of grief that will suddenly overwhelm us all at different times the past week. When I was doing ok...I would see Ron or Alvin crying...when I'm crying they were ok.... but all in all going forward...I want to focus on moms memories that bring me joy...and her future in heaven that she is enjoying! I know there will be moments of missing her that make me sad but I hope the past joyful memories and promises of heaven keep my mind on the positive because let's get real here a second....I'm real tired of being sad.....