Today has been a very emotional day for me, in my mind I’m in a mindset of why. Going through this journey made me realize a lot about myself and the first thing was i need to learn to put me first. I recently went through a traumatic breakup and it led me bck to feeling like why wasn’t I good enough to make u a better man for me, to me. It’s hurts to be looked at like the villain for so many to sit bck and judge not understanding the secrets u kept and many moments you went silent and put on a smile like everything was ok even when it wasn’t. This journey teaches you to find your voice and do everything you can never to lose it again. No one will ever love you like you so make sure you provide a great example. I’m working on all aspects of self care and that involves proper work care, I’ve been working hard on changing my career bc just like someone told me today when your working in corrections the prisoners are not the only ones locked up and going forward I wanna be free to not just survive but thrive ❤️