Well it’s been a while since I’ve updated my journal due to some conflict with a few of Toledo hospitals doctors (hospitalists) wanting to play their God complex and changing orders that my specialists have made. Worst of all trying to change my pain meds when I have a specialist in palliative care so they should not make any changes to pain meds. Actually was told by one of the docs on my palliative team good for you cause they do not like it when they make decisions that effect a patients condition without consulting with the palliative team. So finally getting our feet moving forward without these idiots pushing me three steps back. All my specialists have gotten together to formulate a great treatment plan and things are going much better. I started 10 day radiation treatment to hopefully shrink the tumor so we can free up the obstruction on the small intestine which if works well means i may be able to eat real foods again.