I don't know you personally, only through my daughter, but I want you to know that I have prayed for you and God has blessed me through your journals on this website. They are a memorial just like stones in a river in the Old Testament. Print them out and marvel, praise, and worship the Lord. If for no other reason than that, God has spared you. Then go on and live your life so that others will see your good works and glorify the Father in heaven. I am praising the Lord for you!

Thank you for sharing this, Jacob. God has great plans for you as you continue to seek Him with all of your heart.