Sounds like you are deep in an involuntary meditation on suffering. How I wish it were otherwise. Continuing to hold you in the Light, sending lots of love.
A terrible, awful, very bad day and overall siuation. Dry mouth is really much more uncomfortable than it sounds and you have got it really in spades. Hope they get the bowel infection cleared up soon so you can have some lovely water!
I suspect your "I feel crummy" threshold is exceptionally high, which means your body must really feel like it's in the wars at the moment. Much love to you, Erik! xoxo
Dear Erik,
I am so sorry to read about your health situation. You are in my thoughts. Don't you feel lonely; there is a whole army of well-wishers behind you.
With lots of love
Mansoor