I am so sorry, my heart is just broken for you and your family. May God give you peace and comfort. I will continue to pray. You’re baby girl was a fighter. ❤️
Oh Jessica my heart aches for you and your family. As you begin your grieving process know that we are here with you grieving as well. My daughter is just a few months younger than Ella, please know that you were and are such a great mother to your children, and although we do not get to know that answers to these tough questions, God will be there to comfort you during this challenging time. Your family will be in my continued prayers,
I had a hard time sleeping last night and continue to feel such deep empathy for you and your family along this unbearable journey. I am so very sorry this has happened. While I am sure you have been grieving all month, I hope now you can begin that process anew in your own home and along side your other daughters.
For Christmas, my oldest daughter got a lion and we named her Ella for being courageous. Now Ellodie's courage has taken her to heaven where she can dance and run freely while her spirit carries you through your new path.
You and your family will remain in my heart and prayers for years to come. My youngest is just a few weeks older than Ella. I hope you can practice self-compassion during your grieving process and its insurmountable difficulty.
Here is a self compassion tool I use when I struggle. I hope it helps.
http://self-compassion.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/self-compassion.break_.mp3
Oh, I am beyond sorry. 💔 Thank you for sharing your sweet baby girl with us. She was so beautiful and we will never forget her. We are continuing to pray for you and your family and the stength you need to live on. ❤️
I can’t stop thinking of you all....I don’t know....I...obviously don’t see everything that is happening but....gosh, I just can’t give up...and I’m sorry for that! I just can’t!
You guys are not putting her through torture!!! Don’t ever think of that!!! You guys are giving her a chance....gosh, I don’t even know why I’m fighting so hard, but I can’t....just can’t give up. She is so so so strong!!! I guess I should just stop and shut up....but...my heart is not letting me leave.
Jessica, I don’t know you in person but please please don’t give up! She will improve, she will show you, just have faith in her. She needs you, she needs your love, she needs your strength. Again, I apologize, I am sure this is a comment you don’t want to read but I can’t force myself and keep what my heart so loudly screaming....through this journey, I fell in love with Ellodie as if she was my munchkin!!! I look at my same age daugther and I think of Ellodie....non-stop! Again, I apologize......and still love Ellodie, and hoping to read a different update soon! Please be strong and never give up!!!!
Miracles happen....just not necessarily at our own desire in terms of a given timeframe. You are Ellodie’s savor, you are her role model when it comes to what it means to fight!!!