Hi Cindy - Just letting you know I’m here and listening, but honestly I sometimes just don’t know what to say. I do know that I’m sure Ed wanted you to go forward in some way shape or form, so you owe it to his memory to give it your all! You’re allowed to feel all that you’re feeling, but don’t let the sorrow be your legacy, let it be your drive to live a life in Ed’s memory. Hope this message at least gives you some focus and consultation know that we are out here and listening.

Your heart is broken and that is so hard. I am so very sorry for all that you are going through. Please remember Ed is in Heaven but he is also watching over you. He will always be there when you need him. I don’t know if you pray or talk to God but try it . It is ok to tell God how you feel....if your are angry because He took Ed or just wondering why? God is there just for the asking and will answer you. Try it Dear Goddaughter . I love you Cindy!