Thank you Chris. It hasn’t even been two weeks. I’m alone in this house for the first time in 25 years.these past three nights. I’m working hard just to breath. I’ve started to get grief counseling as well. Sometimes I just need to share my thoughts. Sorrow may not be my legacy. But sorrow will no doubt be my companion as long as I live. You simply can not have the depth of love and not have that happen, as a large part of me unquestionably went with Ed. I am shattered and really trying to collect the fragments. Thank you very much for your kind words of support. I have accepted that part of grief and mourning is allowing myself to feel all of these things. There just are no shortcuts.