I just learned about setting up a CaringBridge website. It is reportedly useds to keep family and friends updated in one place.  I have been struggling quite a bit in recent months due to an unexpected diagnosis with brain tumors and tumors in my spine, the same condition that took the life of my beloved Papa, Dr. Ernst Lorenz Moerk, in 2004.  A few months after I felt like I was getting a handle on life and coping fairly well despite the health difficulties, I found out that my long term boyfriend, WJW, had been cheating on me *repeatedly* and, in the presence of several mutual friends, with an ugly, gutter trash transsexual prostitute, Gay**en. This is after the aforementioned WJW had his drug dealer, St**e burglarize my home and then threaten my life. Wow: I sure know how to pick 'em, right? Sadly, I still harbor residual feelings of love for this heartless sociopath and am having difficulty eradicating him from my life completely.