Journal entry by Louise Mesaros —
I wish I would have started this 28 yrs ago when I was diagnosed. This is for my granddaughters so they know how hard I'm trying to fight MS so I can be an active grandma--instead of one in an wheelchair. My heart breaks every min of the day for them. I want to be more than what I am for them. This disease is so unfair. I want them to know I'm always with them even when I cant be. They are the must important part of my life. My greatest fear is to leave them. I cant bear the thought of it. Missing events with them tears me apart. Yesterday was a bday party. Summer was 7. How can my body do this to her. I wasn't there. I left her down. I promised I never would. My body hurts but not as much as my heart does
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