Today the nausea is back but I think I need to stop taking all my am meds at one time and maybe spread them out. I am worried that while I am gone, Lanny won't be as consistent as I am with the cats. I told him he had to hold Gray II and sing to him, like I do. He refuses to sing, I told him I just sing "I love you I love you that's what people say." I will miss my biggest baby, but the ladies at the castle have two cats so I will feel at home.