Hugs for you! Keep on holding onto the hope that God has a healthy child planned for you. Pour the bitterness off and save the love so you have it for them. Sometimes the love and the bitterness get all stirred together and we have to sit still for awhile to let them separate 🫂. I know about the itch too! Sometimes others scratch it unintentionally and it bleeds and they are sorry! My love to you! ❤️

I don't know you but my heart has ached for you and with you! The tears have fallen as I've read your posts!! And I'm praying our dear Heavenly Father to hold you close in His loving, strong arms and to give you the desires of your heart and to fill your empty arms! Love to you!!! ♥️