I don't know why, but I'm so emotional today. Brian had his second to last chemo treatment today. We should be feeling like we are almost out of this valley, and in many ways, I do! But, I'm tired. He's tired. This has been hard. It could have been so much harder, and we are not ignorant to God's favor. We are so very thankful for His mercy! But this is draining. Summer isn't the same. Life isn't the same. Next time, 2 weeks from now, I will post a much more uplifting post I'm sure, but today I am watching Brian turn paler as the day wears on, wishing I could make him feel better, but knowing there is nothing I can do. At the same time, I do feel the excitement of knowing this is almost over. Thank you, Jesus!