When do you stop thinking you need to call or go see your mom, forgetting once again for a brief moment that you can't? From what others have said, it seems that never ends. I just miss her so much and have so many things I want to tell her. I even called her phone last night just to hear her voice on her voicemail. The vibrant Mom I knew for 40 years, not the tired-sounding and ill-looking Mom of her last months. I dreamed about her last night, that she was back, like old times. She even seemer younger, in her 40s like me. I miss my first and best friend so much!!!