I have experienced some of what you are going through. I won't lie and say that hurt will go away. You'll hunt for thst purpose until you find something that seems to help you honor her memory the best you can. I can say I have experienced much trauma in my life as well, but nothing like losing my child. I still have the ups and downs 2 years later and still want to give up many days. But I continue to live day by day and try my best to honor my son's short life.
Dear Paul - It is wonderful that you have the gift of writing - journaling is a beautiful way of expressing your grief and growth. Sharing your thoughts inspires all of us while following your story. I think and pray for you all daily. Izzy's garden is so sweet and will grow to be a beautiful colorful garden. We've planted Japanese maples at different homes we've had in remembrance of family members who have passed. Love to both of you - Chris and Alice Brown
Dear Paul and Liz, I wish there was something I could do to help you through this terrible loss. Please let me know if I can help. I love Isabella’s beautiful garden, I would like to drop off some flowers or plants what do you guys prefer? Thinking and praying for you both. Paul keep on writing, it’s absolutely from the heart and very beautiful!
Dear Paul,
Oh how I wish I had some magic words that could take away your pain. I don’t know how you feel, but I know that you and Lis need support. The gospel gives us an eternal perspective, that’s true, but how do you get from here to there? I don’t have the answers, but I’m here to listen. The grief cycle is a roller coaster. You didn’t ask to get on the ride, but now that you’re forced to be on it, I will pray that you have the strength to hang on. Isabella’s garden is beautiful!