This is my first entry. I was diagnosed a few months ago with BCell Chronic Lymphocytic Luekemia. At first and still some days of course it can be very overwhelming. Worrying about the future, my children, my worth. I have been dealing with the anxiety and emotions that come with it all by trying to focus on the present and what I can control. The unknown is a scary place to be.

I had a ct scan last week and should have the results at my appointments in a couple of days. They found some reactive lymph nodes and my spleen has gotten bigger. My bloodwork looks good still not sure on the pathology of the cells or if there were blasts again.